kang jangmi (love shot mafia applyfic)

04-11-19 completed

•• [ Say My Name ] ••

Username ¬ wonderaesthetic

Birth Name ¬ kang jangmi
Other Name/s ¬ none
Codename ¬
	↳ ghost - related to her quiet and sly demeanor, she kind of turns invisible when missions begin
Nickname/s ¬
	↳ mimi - a nickname used only when her teammates are trying to persuade her since jangmi will easily give in to
			 cute things

Age ¬ 21
Birthday ¬ june 16, 1997

Nationality ¬ korean
Ethnicity ¬ korean
Birthplace ¬ ilsan, south korea

Family ¬
	↳ kang hyunjae | mom | alive -
			when she was younger, jangmi was very close to her mother, but the relationship had died when jangmi
			disappeared to join the gang, right after her heart was broken
	↳ kang jinwoo | dad | dead |
			jangmi's father had died recently due to a car accident after coming home from his work one night. jangmi
			never really was close to her father since he was a nurse and job was busy and he was never home
	↳ kang junghoon | younger brother | alive |
			jangmi was relatively close to her younger brother since when they were younger she used to tease him a lot.
			now, he's halfway through his high school years and they haven't seen each other for a few years

•• [ Egotistic ] ••

Likes ¬
	↳ walking at night
	↳ rainy days
	↳ chamomile tea
	↳ she loves any type of flowers really, but she things that primroses and skeleton flowers are the prettiest
	↳ she's a sucker for plushies and soft blankets, it comforts her a lot

Dislikes ¬
	↳ running to much
	↳ having her cover blown
	↳ spicy foods are a big no-no for her
	↳ she has a deep fear for dolls
	↳ horror/suspenseful movies

Talents/Skills ¬ (guns, med, hacking, languages, etc.)
	↳ really good at eavesdropping and sneaking around
	↳ she knows basic japanese and mandarin since she occasionally has to eavesdrop on foreign enemies
	↳ she knows her guns well and is good at using them (especially simpler ones like a pistol)
Habits ¬
	↳ staring off into the distance when she's thinking
	↳ pouting whenever she's tired
Weaknesses ¬
	↳ she sometimes can be a bit too empathetic to her enemies
	↳ jangmi is really bad at using knives
	↳ she also starts to panic a little bit when she sees a hurt member since she doesn't know how to help them

•• [ I'm Okay ] ••

Personality ¬
	↳ clever
		jangmi is the definition of someone who's intelligent. her quick-wit allows her to always find a way out of some
		of her trickiest situations, as well for some of her group problems.
	↳ sneaky
		as a spy, jangmi of course has to be sneaky. she's sly and knows how to get to places without people noticing,
		making her disappear often whenever a mission starts.
	↳ quiet
		jangmi isn't one to talk much, let alone make a lot of sound. she has been like this ever since she was young,
		and it's become a big part of her personality. she's reserved as well, and prefers to listen to other people
		than sharing her feelings.
	↳ polite
		growing up, jangmi has always been polite and kind. although she's timid, she's really friendly and a little bit
		approachable if you get past her quiet nature. she treats anybody fairly and with an open mind. even for some of
		her enemies, she will usually put aside their rivalry and treat them like anyone else.
	↳ melancholy
		some memories of her past relationship still haunts jangmi, which puts her in a constant mood of sadness. it's
		really hard to see her smile sometimes due to her always thinking of the past. her depression isn't as deep,
		but sometimes she finds herself falling into a hole of pure sadness.
	↳ empathetic
		jangmi is really understanding when it comes to other people, which ties into her being polite and kind. she
		seems to feel what others are going through even if she hasn't experienced their pain herself. she can be
		extremely compassionate as well, especially to the people she loves the most.
	↳ insecure
		after her last relationship, jangmi has belittled herself in every way possible. she is extremely insecure about
		herself, whether it's about her looks or her personality, sometimes, even her skills. although she has been
		told how well she does her work, she can't help but blame herself for many of the group's mistakes.
	↳ diligent
		when it comes to missions and her work, jangmi always tries her best. she hates getting distracted, especially
		since her position requires a lot of focus and attention.

Backstory ¬
	↳ growing up, jangmi had always been a quiet girl. it was a bit strange, her family was normal but a bit loud, so
	   people expected her to be outgoing and confident just like them. but no, jangmi was born the complete opposite.
	   when she was 6, she became a big sister, and that's when she started to become a little bit more open. she loved
	   taking care and teasing her little brother, and they both grew up relatively close. in fact, it was mostly like
	   that for her family in general, except the fact that her father was never home, but he tried. with that being
	   said, jangmi never really got to see love from her parents, which made it extremely hard for her to know what love
	   is suppose to be when she got older. as jangmi grew up, she started to realize how many of her friends during
	   high school were slightly fake to her. she never had a friend to lean onto, and usually was being used as some
	   sort of emotional support machine whenever her "friends" needed it. although it crushed jangmi's heart a little
	   bit, she told herself that she really didn't mind it, thinking that it gave her the image of a kind and caring
	   person. right before moving onto college, she fell in love with a boy that she thought loved her, too. she fell
	   so in love, she thought that the relationship would last, but she was wrong. the boy's feelings for her was
	   temporary, and after a while he didn't really feel a connection with her. he felt bad for breaking up with her,
	   but it was a bit suffocating for him to stay with someone he didn't really like anymore. the breakup tore jangmi's
	   heart to pieces, but she accepted the sadness and tried her best to bury it with anything. this led to her
	   random choice of running away from her hometown, away from family and friends who probably didn't care, into
	   seoul where she decided to take a risk and join a gang.

Preferred positions ¬
	↳ jangmi would be a great spy, or maybe someone who's always undercover. she's quiet and sly, so sneaking around
	   wouldn't be a problem for her. she also has a knack for listening to people well, so as a spy she would be
	   great for gathering information for the group.

Motto ¬
	↳ "if you make me smile, we're friends. if you make me laugh, i truly care about you"

Iconic lines ¬
	↳ "oh, that's tea." (usually said after she hears some juicy stuff from her enemies on other enemy groups)
	↳ "excuse me sir, i'm really trying my best to not die tonight, so please don't distract me"
	↳ "sometimes sadness can be comforting"

Her playlist ¬
	↳ hard times (paramore) - a little happy song she bops to but relates to her constant sadness and how she sometimes
							  wishes for it to end
	↳ lovedrunk (epik high) - this song describes the time right after her last relationship, the feeling of not being
							   able to forget him
	↳ missing u (lee hi) - another song to describe the period after her last relationship
	↳ sorry (halsey) - maybe a song that could describe her relationship to her new love interest and how she's insecure
					    to fall in love again

•• [ I'm so hot ] ••

Faceclaim ¬ eunha (gfriend)
Slot ¬ wind flower

Relationship with members ¬

7/10  → Kill this love》for jangmi, kill this love is a bit entertaining. she enjoys spending time with her even if it's
						just kill this love making sarcastic comments to herself while hacking.
9/10  → Senorita》although they might be complete opposites when it comes to some stuff, they both balance each other
				  perfectly. senorita is the happiness that jangmi sometimes needs in her life, and both of them seem to
				  have a soft spot for cute things.
5/10  → Tequila》for jangmi, tequila might be a bit too wild. as someone who is reserved and enjoys calm situations,
				 jangmi has never been exposed to someone as intense as tequila, and is a bit startled by it.
5/10  → Bomb Bomb》jangmi has never really gotten close to bomb bomb. although she doesn't mind bomb bomb's personality,
				   it just seems like both girls never seem to cross paths.
8/10  → Queen》jangmi and queen can be seen as relatively close, mostly because queen is the only friend who has ever
			   been caring and interested in jangmi and her feelings. they both comfort each other and jangmi has a deep
			   respect for her due to queen being the leader.
7/10  → Lil' Touch》just like kill this love, jangmi enjoys lil' touch's company. lil touch's energy sometimes boosts
					jangmi's mood right before missions, and although jangmi thinks lil' touch is a bit too loud
					sometimes, she has accepted it lil' touch just being herself.
7/10  → I'm Ok》they might have some differences, but jangmi and i'm ok can are kind of similar as well. the only reason
			    they are close is because of their mutual respect for each other. jangmi admires how skillful i'm ok is
				and how she's so hard-working, it inspires jangmi a little bit to do better on her job.

•• [ What Is Love ] ••

Opinion on love? ¬
	↳ jangmi's last relationship had completely destroyed her view on love. she thought that the person she was in love
	   with would be the person she would stay with for the rest of her life, only to realize that the boy had lost
	   interest in her after a few months. she felt devastated and felt worthless, her insecurity creeping in and making
	   it feel like it was her fault. ever since then, jangmi hasn't been able to fall in love, or even think about it.
	   she believes that nobody loves her and that nobody would want her due to her flaws and personality.

Love Interest ¬ jung jaehyun (nct)
Backup l.i ¬ nakamoto yuta (nct)

Love Interests Personality ¬
	↳ jaehyun overflows with his charisma. almost like a switch, he can change from his sweet personality to his
	   seductive ways, which gives him the role of the distracter and seducer of his gang. he is also a big believer with
	   chivalry, which has always gotten the attention of many girls and boys as well. besides his flirtatious nature,
	   jaehyun secretly is a softie who is extremely optimistic and always looks at the bright side of things. he is
	   kind whenever he's not flirting, and can also be very understanding.

How did they meet? ¬
	↳ it was during one of the girls' missions involving a drugs and weapons dealer, and jaehyun's gang coincidentally
	   was there as well. jaheyun was put in charge to distract the girls while they got ahead in the mission, more
	   specifically he was in charge of distracting and sabotaging the spy, which was jangmi. jangmi was not
	   expecting it at all, and she was a bit on edge when she saw jaehyun approach her, nonetheless she treated him
	   kindly but a little bit rushed. after jangmi gave many silent signals of "please leave me alone", she decided to
	   make a run for it and see if she could get jaehyun off her back. he of course noticed this, as well as noticing
	   something important related to the mission happening right behind her. impulsively, to stop her from turning
	   around and seeing something that would benefit her group, he pulled her close and hastily kissed her, shocking
	   jangmi to the core. it didn't last more than two seconds as jangmi was quick to push him away, as well as taking
	   her pistol and shooting a bullet close enough to his arm to graze it, then running away back to the van where she
	   could calm down a bit since her mind was all over the place.

Relationship status ¬
	↳ jangmi is absolutely scared of jaehyun, especially after finding out what he's capable to do to her brain.
	   jaehyun, on the other hand, had become slightly interested in jangmi and began to always look for her whenever
	   their work crossed paths. they aren't really considered friends, but more like acquaintances. after a while of
	   coming across each other in random situations, they both had kind of become friends? kind of like a frenemies
	   situation. sometimes, there was just a small amount of sexual tension due to jaehyun's constant flirting, but
	   jangmi was quick to dismiss and ignore it. their friendship lasts for a while, until jangmi starts to realize
	   her situation and some of jaehyun's intentions (both romantically and mafia-wise) and she starts to slightly
	   feel insecure about their friendship, backing out of it just a little.

•• [ Sha La La ] ••

Requested Scenes ¬
	↳ the girls deciding to chill out for a night and watch a horror movie which later causes jangmi to have trouble
	   falling asleep at night due to nightmares
	↳ jangmi being undercover when jaehyun magically appears and blows her cover, exposing both of them and causing
	   a few problems
	↳ senorita cheering jangmi up during one of her sad days

Anything you'd like to tell me? ¬
	↳ very sorry if i made the relationship status a bit too long :3 other than that, i'm very excited for this applyfic
	  and i hope i filled the form properly! :D

My message ¬
I know some things might be confusing so don’t be afraid to ask me!

I’ll warn you already but I probably forgot something and will probably be asking you to add it.
This is my first af so please bear with me ♡