ThaRixerToday at 4:04 AM
I guess dusky and i can't really seem to find the time where all three of us are around so i'l have to just keep it real

Both of us feel a bit of unexcitement coming from you in terms of playing GE - We understand and we can't force you to play if you don't want to, but everytime a person is hooked on something or seems to genuenly enjoy it, you'd expect longer sessions simply because they are really keen on getting the time or because they're having a good time, and we only really see you play for about an hour or two every other day or so until you stop. We're really worried that you won't get to contribute to the video because the hours you are putting in won't give you any completions in the stages you are playing on average. A lot of the stages you have chosen have really low completion rates so it's just a super big lottery for us to know what we should start working on in the video because we have no clue if you will have runs or not. On top of that you're not playing hard OCB stages very often, so you're gonna be rusty if you drop the low completion stages and we aren't sure if 4 months is gonna be enough to get good quickly and smash out a bunch of times. This is really hard for me to type because you're a really good friend, i'm sure dusky, frost and pauli think the same, but this is a big video for us and you're either gonna have to play against your own enjoyment pretty soon and grind hard to be in the video or drop - Like i said we're entering editing phase soon where we have to know how many are in the video, what's the ordering gonna be, who's gonna be in the video etc etc. I hope it's nothing personal but we feel like it's been 6 months and we just haven't seen anything big happen at all yet.
You could say the same for Pauli but i think he's more or less proven he can shit out PBs pretty quickly so i'm not too worried, and he's also playing almost every day after he gets home. You gotta consider now what's the best for the video, because we're kind of in a weird spot. Again i feel shitty for having to be the one typing this out because i have the most runs so i end up seeming bossy in general. Hope you dont take it that way, but really consider right now, do i want to play for this video because thats what 70-80% of the video will be. Playing the game to be in the video
HarryCoupeToday at 4:08 AM
ive been free to play for a grand total of 2 weeks i take those to relax seeing as ive been at school and busy the whole time but im supposed to grind 8hrs a day as soon as i get a break
im not taking it personal
i just think you need to remember i have a life to manage
ThaRixerToday at 4:14 AM
Right, my bad

I just never knew if you were interested enough, i was just getting the vibe that you didn't want to play, not just as of late but for the past few months. I get that there's a life you have to manage, but i feel like i either misunderstood something or wasn't told about how much you wanted to get the times you want
I'm just being harsh because i care about this vid a lot and i'm worried is all
HarryCoupeToday at 4:16 AM
im very much interested but i also just got out of school and still have exams to worry about im obviously not going to prioritise this over that its just not realistic to expect that ive been off not even a full 2 weeks i just need a break from most stuff to just unwind after being stressed since september im not gonna be in the best mindset to play GE when ive been like that for so long am i so ive played when in the mood past few weeks but im not forcing anything
when im back from taylars i was planning on getting to it
ThaRixerToday at 4:18 AM
I see

I hope you see my concern though, considering we've been going for 6 months and you got a bunch of times to play for for the last stretch here
Its gonna be tight
HarryCoupeToday at 4:18 AM
and i said it would be like that from day 1
ThaRixerToday at 4:18 AM
Alright
I wont bother anymore
HarryCoupeToday at 4:19 AM
i get what i get if its not good enough for your video so be it its not the be all and end all
ThaRixerToday at 4:32 AM
Yea its all good, i'm sorry i'm really selfish with this sorta thing and it's hard for me to let go
HarryCoupeToday at 4:33 AM
think you just need to realise its not that huge of a deal for me comparatively for you your way more invested than me so you cant expect me to put in your end of effort cause i have a lot of shit
ThaRixerToday at 4:36 AM
I wouldnt ever expect anyone to put in as much as i have because i literally have no life
HarryCoupeToday at 4:38 AM
thats fine but remember we've all got our own stuff and we'll all go about it our own way
ThaRixerToday at 4:39 AM
yea im sorry, just not good at seeing it because its been so long since ive had responsibilities
HarryCoupeToday at 4:40 AM
its fine but its same with what people want to put in too let people go about their stuff how they will manage your stuff and what not fine just dont micro manage and stuff i guess
ThaRixerToday at 4:44 AM
Sorry for putting more pressure on
I just have to worry about my own part
And stop thinking about the overall presentation
But i will say it was a group decision to ask you if you were still keen
HarryCoupeToday at 4:45 AM
i get thats fine
its just hard to want to play with stuff like this
ThaRixerToday at 4:45 AM
Yea
youve had a lot of school
HarryCoupeToday at 4:51 AM
just lay off a bit i guess being pushy in general idk man this has just gotten me wound up now
its more than just you, i know you dont have a lot on but this is multiple people and its for fun
ThaRixerToday at 4:53 AM
Yea
I'm sorry (yet again)
It was hard
HarryCoupeToday at 4:53 AM
its fine just keep it in mind
ThaRixerToday at 4:53 AM
Like i waited a really long time with trying to type
HarryCoupeToday at 4:53 AM
i know youve put a lot into it
ThaRixerToday at 4:53 AM
Just because i know youve been stressed
HarryCoupeToday at 4:53 AM
and you really put yourself into it
but worry about your part and leave people to do their thing with what they do and how they do it
ThaRixerToday at 4:54 AM
I think it was just best for me to type really early
Because i decided to type sort of early still so theres still time