nyx af

° password : no one is perfect
° slot, back-up : the angel or the anti-social cutie [i really don't know who to choose, whoever fits the form better can be your choice!]
° face claim, back-up : f(x)'s krystal, mamamoo's wheein [again, i don't mind if you choose one or another, i love both of them!]

° wattpad username : @aestaetic-
° name, stage name :

- Eleanor Burr//Park Ella [박엘라]
- Ella is her stage name

° nickname[s] :

- Ella, because of her stage name; the fans
- Lea, to shorten her name; by the other members
- Nora, as a cute nickname; by Mia

° birthday, age : 1997-05-14; 19
° height, weight : 169cm, 62kg

° birthplace, hometown, nationality : LA, US. Busan, South Korea. American-Korean
° ethnicity : Korean
° languages :

- English
- Korean
- French
- Basic Spanish because of Mia, she understands it but doesn't speak it

° likes :

- milkshakes; especially chocolate ones
- chocolate; it's her favourite sweet food
- reading; she does it before going to sleep if she isn't checking her social media
- social media; she likes to check it in the morning while preparing breakfast for the members or at night. in reality she's always on social media and is the one who keeps the fans updated the most in the group
- learning kpop choreographies; she isn't the best dancer in the group but she loves dancing and she posts covers of them with Erine  on YouTube
- swimming and jogging; she likes to go jogging at night after practice and she goes swimming on the weekends in a gym she joined years ago
- drawing/doodling; she is always with a pen or pencil in her hands and doodling stuff on her hands.
- kumamon; she loves kumamon more than Yoongi, she has a stuffed toy she cuddles when there is no one and she will fight anyone who says he sucks
- onesies; when she has free time and wants to get comfortable she wears them
- fan service; it's the thing she adores the most, being able to be and interact with her fans. she always gives them presents and does anything they ask her to without complaining. she believes fan service is to make her fans the happiest not because they met her, but because she cares for them and she shows it.
- The Beatles; her dad was a fan of them and she always put her their music everyday of her life. his love for them grew on her and now she always listens to them
- going to concerts; she loves how the crowd becomes one and goes to them or festivals frequently
- cuddling/skinship; she just lives for it and always wants to engage in it
- boy group choreographies; she likes them more because they're more complicated than the girl ones so she usually learns these before girl group ones
- her fashion style; she enjoys luxury brands and is one to always post her outfits online and wear the most stylish clothes

° dislikes :

- hate comments; she knows the other members tell her not to read the comment section but she secretly does because she wants to be better for her fans but it always ends up making her sad, something she hides expertly
- when the other members are sad/upset; she has great empathy even though she doesn't want to show it so if someone is sad it automatically makes her sad as well, and she does anything she can to make them happy
- not having privacy; she knew that if she got into the idol life she wouldn't have privacy but she didn't know it would be to the extent of not being able to get out grocery shopping without getting swarmed by photographers or fans [she doesn't mind the second]
- high heels; she cannot work with them. of course she can wear them for a photoshoot but walking, dancing, or running on them is impossible to her, she is loyal to her sneakers.
- birds; she is literally scared of them after her parents made her watch the move Birds by Hitchcock
- getting homesick; she misses the States dearly and always gets sad when she's reminded of it. when she gets homesick she skypes her parents or her friends there to cheer up again.
- windy days; she never minds the weather because she loves both sunny and rainy days, and even snow days, but she absolutely hates windy days because her hair gets everywhere and she gets cold even if it's warm, something can get on your face because of the wind and she just doesn't enjoy it at all to sum up
- disappointing her loved ones; she always does everything for everyone's sake but her own, so when she messes up and disappoints the others she gets extremely sad and goes to extreme measures to fix it, no matter the outcome
- not getting enough sleep; she lives in a tight and organised schedule herself: she always wakes up early every day. but if she can't sleep at night the next day is a disaster for her because her schedule is messed up and she is just very tired all day

° habits :

- Drumming rhythms with her fingers when she is bored or nervous
- Sticking out her tongue when she is concentrating on something
- Running a hand through her hair when she lies
- Biting the inside of her cheek when she is upset to not let tears fall out

° hobbies, specialties : [bullet form, no min + no max]

- swimming; she does it to relax herself and take her mind off things. She's been swimming since kindergarten.
- sketching or doodling; she sometimes does it when she's bored and has free time, on her hands or someone else's.
- photography; she loves to take pictures of whatever captures her eye, especially when she's exploring new places. She especially loves taking them with her polaroid.
- travelling; she's always travelled with her family ever since she was a kid and it's something she wants to keep doing, even more now with the group.
- singing; she likes practicing her high notes so she can often be seen in her room trying whistle tones
- dancing; she likes to create and learn choreographies with mia when they have free time together

° trivia :

- She takes pictures for her famous instagram on her free time, of her outfit of the day, the places she travels to and other aesthetic things [her ig account is @park.ella and she has over a million followers; she is considered an ulzzang]
- She plays the bass and the drums
- She is left-handed but she can write with her left and right hand as well
- She can bake
- She has dislocated her shoulder more than five times already due to practicing too much
- She has to wear glasses but she finds them uncomfortable so she normally uses contact lenses.
- She secretly has a tattoo on her wrist, another one behind her ear, one on her ankle and finally one on one of her fingers alongside a few piercings
- She obsesses over anime
- If she ever had to leave the country, she'd either go to Australia or she would go live in Brighton, UK because that city always fascinates her.
- She's very good at communication and speeches; she's a decent conversationalist and she has her ideas and beliefs straight and clear.
- She is a fangirl who stans a lot of group and fangirls openly about them
- She's openly bisexual
- Her favourite colour is peach
- Her favourite food is chocolate and her favourite drink is coffee
- She's allergic to strawberries but still eats them because she loves them

° health : Mild social anxiety and easily dislocated left shoulder

° background :

She was born in San Francisco in a very loving and caring environment. She was an only child. She was a very carefree and fun loving child, always coming home dirty and with bloody legs but always with an adventure to tell each day. When she was seven, her mother got a promotion in her job, ascending to CEO of a beauty products company, but if she wanted to accept the promotion they had to move to Korea. They decided to move to Busan and six months later she was in a new school making new friends. Although she missed California, she knew the change was for the better and she adjusted really quick, making new friends and more adventures everyday. When she was ten, her parents divorced with no hard feelings whatsoever as they remained best friends, and her dad moved back to the US. She missed her dad a lot, and was only able to see him in the holidays, when he'd either come to visit or she'd go to San Francisco to see him. During those trips she met up with her old friends and went camping to the beach together to make up for all the time they hadn't seen each other and catch up.

° family : [don't need to tell me their names, age etc]

- Mother; CEO of a beauty company, 5/5 in closeness
- Father; neurosurgeon in an American hospital, 5/5 in closeness
- Older brother; student in Korea and ulzzang, 5/5 in closeness

° idol relations : None
° idol inspiration[s] : [who, state why if u wish]

- Taeyeon and Ailee; because of their beautiful voices
- Dean and G-Dragon; because of their rapping and singing skills
- Parris Goebel; because of her amazing choreographies
- Hani; she just loves her overall

° onstage persona :

When she's by herself she usually is very cheery but she can have some sad moments when she misses her family or her friends from Japan, making her get a little bit sulky but shakes it off and turns back to her happy self by skyping or calling them. On camera she is pretty much like how she is with Mia and a little bit like strangers, polite but fun to be around and dorky. In fan meets or during shows filming she thrives for giving more than receiving: she loves skin ship because Mia got her into it [hugging, doing aegyo, holding hands, kissing cheeks, etc.], adores taking selcas and giving little gifts to the fans like some food or a keychain or anything she can, she wants all fans to feel special when they're with her.

° offstage persona : [be detailed, refer to slot & please state your personality here]

In front of strangers she acts very politely and cautious, but always giving off a warm feeling of coziness and home; around the members she's more childish and playful, she likes to be teasing and play pranks on them constantly, but she really admires all of them for her hard work. She's basically like a bundle of energy, always jumping around and being a goof and a dork all the time, pulling pranks, making funny videos, etc. She just wants to have fun and spend time with her friends but at the same time make great music for her fans.

° training period : 6 years [4 in YG and 2 in SM]

° pre-debut activities :

- Was under Parris Goebel's protection since she was her mentor, she she learned choreographies
- Wrote "Lie" and "Awake" for BTS
- Choreographed "Hello Bitches", "Bang Bang Bang", "Rhythm Ta" and Black Pink's pre debut dance practice with the help of Parris, her mentor
- Did a few minor roles in dramas

° love interest, back-up : Lee Jong Suk, GOT7's Jackson

° how you met :

They know each other from the trainee years, when she auditioned for the company he is currently in (YG). They were trainees together for a while and got close, but she then changed companies and went to SM where she was scouted; they still kept contact and they started dating secretly.

° relationship :

- before: best friends and crushes
- now: dating secretly

° dating period :

8 months if we take her debut as reference

° how he acts around you : [be detailed]


He thinks of her as a really funny, competitive, talented and beautiful girl. He doesn't like it when she teases him but won't hold back from doing it either, flirting shamelessly with her even though she doesn't seem to notice it. He enjoys her competitive side but he knows there is more than that, even though he doesn't know it yet: her more caring and loving side full of small insecurities that only the closest people to her like Joshua, Sehun, her family or the rest of the members of the group know.

He is extremely flirty and teasing with her, coming off maybe as a little cocky even at times, but kind and caring. He loves to do skinship with her and will even agree to do aegyo for her if she insists a little on him doing it. He doesn't push her to say things she doesn't want to say or to admit things she hasn't yet told him, because he'd rather be patient and wait than to ruin their friendship so far.


° how you act around him :

She thinks he is a really sweet and caring person, who she likes to spend time with a lot, and also loves to tease him and fluster him, not to mention challenge him as much as she can, bringing out his competitive side when they're together. She finds him handsome but she will never admit it in front of him because she wouldn't dare to hurt her pride nor boost his ego. However, she doesn't mind saying he is her bias in his group.

She has a lot of fun with him and they've known each other for six years now so she acts very comfortable around him, teasing and playing around with him, being quite unaware of his moves on her and his flirting. She spends half the time challenging to anything like drinking a bottle of water faster, running to the next end of the street or whatever she can think of at the moment. She does enjoy the skinship with him just as much as she enjoys it with anyone else.

° requested scenes with your love interest : [bullet form]

* Going to the cinema at night so paparazzi or fans don't see them
* Being in a variety show with him (like We Got Married or Roommate)
* Meeting up at the other person's dorm or practice room to bring lunch to the other
* Going to a concert of the other group/person
* Sitting in the same table in an award show
* An awkward scene when someone they know sees them cuddling or being in a tickle fight or something cute and that's when she explains they're dating

° requested scenes with the members : [bullet form]

- Some challenges like Run BTS, Topp Dogg All-Kill or EXO's showtime
- Going to the beach for a short holiday and doing a campfire
- Running from a mass of fans around the city
- Doing a flashmob in the centre of Seoul for the anniversary of the company
- A moment when she is sad because she hasn't seen her dad in months and he's mentioned during an interview and she starts crying.
- When there are rumours or scandals about some of the members she comforts them and stays by their side.
- She gets hurt during a concert (a little bit like what happened to Joy and the earphone shocking her) but she keeps going despite the other members trying to stop her.
- During a fan meet one of the members getting insulted/harassed by a "fan" and she's the one to call him/her out loud and when the bodyguards take the sasaeng away she makes the rest of the fans in the venue chant the member's name while she hugs her
- Feeling a little bit sick and tired and wanting to do a sleepover with the girls while watching a drama [preferably something by Lee Jong Suk because like boyfriend pride you know?]
- Doing a pranking spree around the company building and filming it.
- The company making her dad come for Christmas as a present and she cries (like Jackson in Roommate)
- Her grandmother coming to visit with her dad and bringing cookies and presents for all the girls