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- "Thank you."
- >"You have yourself a nice day, Sonata."
- "I'll try my best!"
- >As always
- >You give a smile to the lunchlady, and walk further down the line
- >It's been three months since Aria and Adagio abandoned you here.
- >Everyone seems to have forgotten about the sirens...they mostly just ignore you now.
- >Your tired of always eating alone. Hmmm..Anon usually sits alone, maybe you should sit with him?
- >After you grab your tray, you head over to the table where Anon sits, an empty tray sitting atop the table
- >Well...
- >Here goes nothing...
- >"Hey Anon!"
- >You look up, surprised to see Sonata standing in front of you
- >You struggle to remember something about her
- >She had two friends you saw her with, but you haven't seen them around in forever
- >"Mind if I sit here?"
- >She flourishes with an adorable smile
- >You try your best to act cool
- >Don't sweat, your the social alpha here
- "Yeah sure, go ahead."
- >You motion for her to take a seat
- >Nailed It.
- "Mind if I sit here?"
- >God you hope he says yes
- >You hate being lonely
- >You force a smile, and his eyes dart around
- >He seems unsure of himself
- >Pleasepleasepleaseplease
- >"Y-you too..."
- >Works for you
- >You sit down and smile at him
- >Sonata places her food on the table and begins to eat silently
- >Not much is said between you two for awhile
- >The static chattering and clacking of trays and students talking flows through the lunchroom
- >The girl in front of you doesn't say anything, but when you look away you can see her glance at you quickly before looking back at her food
- >You look at her again, and she just looks at her food, too shy to say much
- "Hey, Sonata right?"
- >"Hey, Sonata right?"
- >You perk up and look at Anon, who is studying you quizzically
- >You gulp down the food you had in your mouth
- "Y-Yeah. And you're Anonymous."
- >"Mhm."
- >A couple seconds of idle silence pass
- >"So, why sit with me? Nobody else does."
- "I usually sit alone anyway, I figured we could just be alone together."
- >You give him a bubbly smile to break the ice
- >"Weren't you friends with those two other girls though? What ever happened to them?"
- >...
- >You put your hands in the pockets of your hoody and look away
- >You are Anon
- >Fuck, that was the wrong thing to say
- "I mean, it's not like I don't want you here, I'm just wonderi-"
- >"They uh... Moved away."
- >Huh?
- >That would explain them not showing up lately
- >You can see Sonata rub her finger across a red jewel she wears around her neck
- >Goddamnit Anon
- >This ship is sinking fast
- >Think of something, quick
- "Nice necklace, wheres it from?"
- >She glances up at you again and stops rubbing the jewel
- >"Those girls and I all had one, they're... friendship necklaces"
- >She looks even more sulky
- >Goddamnit Anon
- "Hey, it's cool if you don't want to talk about it. Try asking me something instead."
- >She looks up at you, a step in the right direction
- >"Why do you sit alone?"
- "Dunno, I don't really fit in with anyone else, and when I try it just doesn't feel smooth. So I stopped trying."
- >You take your hand off of your necklace and lean forward
- "So... What do you like to do?"
- >Anon shrugs and leans back
- >"The usual, video games and music. Not one for sports, I can run and lift but the jocks piss me off."
- "I'm a good swimmer, but that one girl Dash kinda made everyone alienate me, so I never bothered signing up."
- >You never really did anything to her either, she just kinda made you feel unneeded
- >You never held it against her though
- >The bell rings and the sound of trays clattering and students grabbing their bags fills the lunchroom
- >Anon looks at you and you shrug
- >You swallow the last of your food and get up, brushing a few stray crumbs from your hoodie
- "Later, Anon."
- >You get up, sling your bag over your shoulder and head off
- >You are Anon
- >As you watch Sonata leave, you let loose a breath you didn't know you were holding
- >That was awkward
- >But in the good way?
- >Something about Sonata just felt... right.
- >Even though you both didn't say much, there was some sort of connection
- >Maybe it's because you both know what its like to be alone
- >Abandoned
- >...
- >You decide to shove these thoughts to the side and pack your things up
- >As you walk by the trashcan, you reach to your pocket to check your pho-
- >Wait...
- >Fuck
- >Tapping your pockets, you realize you must have left it in your gym locker
- >You sigh and head towards the locker room
- >Who cares, you didn't like Calculus anyway.
- >You are Sonata
- >And a couple of thoughts swirl in your head as you walk towards the locker rooms for gym class
- >You liked Anon, he was a bit awkward, but you felt comfortable around him
- >Like a silent understanding or something
- >You dunno, but you would probably sit there tomorrow again
- >You hike your bag further up your shoulder as you walk down the hall
- >When you reach the door you push it open and you sigh dejectedly
- >You hate when you show up at the same time as Dash and Rarity
- >They seem to be in some hushed conversation
- >You toss up your hood and stick next to the wall, hoping they don't notice you
- >You make it to your locker and set down your bag
- >Grabbing the bottom of your hoodie, you start to pull it of-
- >"Hey! Sonata!"
- >Darnit.
- >You know the drill
- >You turn around and look at the floor
- >Hands at the side, armor set
- >"What the fuck are you doing talking to Anon?"
- >"Rainbow dear, that's no language to use over something trivial."
- >Rainbow doesn't break her glare with you
- >"Well?"
- "I-"
- >Rainbow slams her hand on the locker next to you
- >"Listen, I know Adagio and that other whore friend of yours are planning something again."
- >The words try to dig into you, but you won't let them
- >"Is that why they left you here? Huh? To spy? And now you want to make Anon apart of your little group?"
- >"Rainbow dear, I think we sh-"
- >"Or did they abandon you here? Didn't they like you?"
- >You won't let them.
- >You won't let...
- >"Weren't they your friends?"
- >You...
- >The tears come first, but your face doesn't change
- >Just look at the ground
- >"I wouldn't think so, who would ever want to be friends with such a stupid girl like you?"
- >...
- >You won't let her see you break
- >"Darling, I do believe she has had enough, we are going to be late for class."
- >Rainbow sizes you up once more, before turning around and walking out
- >As the door closes slowly, you fall to your knees
- >You can hear something from the door before it closes fully
- >"Oh hey Anon, whatsup?"
- "Hey Dash, are the locker rooms still unlocked?"
- >"Should be."
- "Thanks, later."
- >"Yeah, later."
- >Rainbow walks off chatting with Rarity
- >You head past the girls locker rooms and walk towards the boys'
- >You push open the door and head to your locker
- >Idly putting in your combination, you rummage around in the locker and grab your phone
- >You close your locker and head out of the room
- >AHGHHHH FUCK!
- >You fall to your knees and clutch your ears as hard as you can
- >It feels like your brain is being put against a belt sander
- >Then, as quickly as it came, the few seconds of agony disappear
- >You stay on the ground for a few seconds, breathing in and out
- >What the fuck.
- >You are Sonata
- >And you just bury it all down
- >Deep inside of you, where it can't hurt you
- >You don't think about Rainbow's words
- >How she's right
- >How the girls left you
- >How you're alone
- >Don't think
- >Just don't think
- >You wish your brain would just turn off and let you go back to being docile
- >The pain comes in low sobs first
- >Then it turns into quiet moans of grief
- >You suddenly let out long wails of anguish, filling the locker room with your sadness
- >It pours out of you and rings heavily, before turning into anger
- >You grab your necklace and let the pain fuel it
- >Letting out all of your frustration, you scream
- >The sound resonates with the gem, creating a high pitched whine
- >You scream for a few seconds, but it feels like an eternity
- >When you feel the anger leave you, you fall to the floor again and cry
- >Your not sure how long you stay there, clutching yourself
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