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Is it wrong, to wish for war? Is it wrong, to wish for fire and chaos? I think not, but others think otherwise. We hold all these things like morals and social standards... Yet, they are simply constructs made by man. All the things we have, luxurious things that are fleeting in time. An ephemeral existence onto the next. Why is it that I become the bad guy for wishing a true reset through the razing of all things? Why is it that I am the bad guy for taking the extreme route of wishing a true equality? It is oh so.... Confusing... Confounding... Ah... It makes the brain itch...

Even now the coarse, rough nails dig at the scalp. War is a constant. An ever flowing constant. It is in our intrinsic nature to *BE* violent... War was a thing man created! Yet we shy from it! "it is bad!" They cry out, yet... Does the bullet care for who it rips through? Does the blade care for who it cuts? No. No it does not. It is the *PERSON* wielding them that care! yet much as we oh so *PRIDE* ourselves for being higher thinking beings....

We are also the same people who film carnage and destruction! We are the ones who gather when a fight breaks out and cheer on the gladiators! What is wrong with that?! It is human nature! Yet we shy from it and not embrace it! Its SO GOD DAMN conFUsinG! I SIMPLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND!

WhywhywhyWHYWHYWwhywHy?! WHY DO WE SHY FROM THE DARKEST PARTS OF OUR NATURE AND ONLY CHAMPION THE GOOD ASPECTS?! THAT IS NOT EQUALITY! NAY! IT IS NOT! We champion the good and stomp down the bad! Why do we not uplift the bad in order to change them into something good?! Light?! Darkness?! Good?! Evil?! ITS ALL SO MEANINGLESS! LET YOUR INSTINCTS RUN WILD AND EMBRACE YOUR HUMAN NATURE! IT WILL NOT HURT YOU!


I do not under stand our species... it vexes me greatly...