Updates on me and... are you actually reading this

lol will anybody actually read this? I feel nobody really cares about what I do nowadays. I got most of my followers for memeing and now that I meme considerably less and actually do shit in this hobby I feel people pay way less attention. Funny how that worked.

If you do care about me outside of memes then... thank you. If it's for me as a person or as a TASer I don't mind either way. I put a lot of effort into TASing into games that it feels nobody cares about, but if you do care, thank you a lot. If you manage to actually like me as a person, thank you to you too. I'm so conflicted about how I am as a person nowadays and I'm uncertain of myself a lot. Memeing is honestly just a coping method, I'm sad that it's what I got most attention for.