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- [film reel ticking]
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- 00:00:18,190 --> 00:00:20,192
- [instrumental music]
- 3
- 00:02:14,996 --> 00:02:16,619
- Where are y'all headed?
- 4
- 00:02:16,653 --> 00:02:18,597
- Well, we're trying to get up
- to Santa Susana Pass Road
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- 00:02:18,621 --> 00:02:20,140
- but however far you can take us.
- 6
- 00:02:20,174 --> 00:02:21,979
- - Oh, Spahn Ranch?
- - Hey, yeah. How did you know?
- 7
- 00:02:22,003 --> 00:02:24,972
- Yeah, well, not quite, uh,
- all the way up there.
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- 00:02:25,006 --> 00:02:26,939
- My, uh, my aunt lives nearby.
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- 00:02:30,840 --> 00:02:32,600
- What you got there?
- 10
- 00:02:32,635 --> 00:02:35,224
- [laughs]
- Some money, I guess.
- 11
- 00:02:35,258 --> 00:02:37,260
- Hey, if you're gonna take us
- all the way
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- 00:02:37,295 --> 00:02:39,435
- we should buy you breakfast.
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- Right on.
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- 00:02:47,822 --> 00:02:49,755
- [indistinct chatter]
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- 00:02:54,104 --> 00:02:55,554
- I don't know.
- 16
- 00:02:55,589 --> 00:02:57,014
- I thought
- "Tiptoe Through The Tulips"
- 17
- 00:02:57,038 --> 00:02:59,489
- was a pretty far-out song
- if you're a little high.
- 18
- 00:03:00,732 --> 00:03:03,252
- I guess I was a lot high
- when I first heard it.
- 19
- 00:03:03,286 --> 00:03:04,874
- Seems like a fag to me.
- 20
- 00:03:04,908 --> 00:03:06,496
- Hey, watch it.
- 21
- 00:03:06,531 --> 00:03:08,878
- Tex here told the army
- he was an acid head homosexual
- 22
- 00:03:08,912 --> 00:03:10,569
- to get out of the war, so..
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- 00:03:10,604 --> 00:03:12,916
- I'm not actually a homosexual.
- 24
- 00:03:12,951 --> 00:03:15,471
- I mean, who sings like that?
- 25
- 00:03:15,505 --> 00:03:17,300
- Guy with his voice
- all high like a girl
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- 00:03:17,335 --> 00:03:19,060
- and his tiny
- little whatchamacallit.
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- 00:03:19,095 --> 00:03:20,579
- It's a put on.
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- 00:03:20,614 --> 00:03:22,478
- [dramatic music]
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- 00:03:22,512 --> 00:03:24,618
- Everything's a put on.
- 30
- 00:03:24,652 --> 00:03:27,241
- Tiny Tim is just having fun.
- 31
- 00:03:27,276 --> 00:03:29,209
- Hey, we better get out of here.
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- 00:03:32,557 --> 00:03:34,490
- [birds squawking]
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- [humming]
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- Uh, sing that one.
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- ♪ Ride take a free ride
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- 00:03:56,374 --> 00:03:58,134
- ♪ Take my place
- 37
- 00:03:58,168 --> 00:03:59,791
- ♪ Have my seat
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- 00:03:59,825 --> 00:04:01,310
- ♪ It's for free
- 39
- 00:04:03,553 --> 00:04:10,111
- ♪ Ride my see-saw
- 40
- 00:04:10,146 --> 00:04:13,494
- ♪ Ride
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- 00:04:13,529 --> 00:04:17,049
- ♪ Ride
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- ♪ Ride my see-saw ♪
- 43
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- Damn. Okay.
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- 00:04:27,681 --> 00:04:29,061
- Goodnight, Katie.
- 45
- 00:04:31,823 --> 00:04:33,273
- Goodnight, Lulu.
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- 00:04:34,308 --> 00:04:35,723
- Goodnight, Sadie.
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- 00:04:39,934 --> 00:04:41,108
- Goodnight.
- 48
- 00:04:50,704 --> 00:04:52,775
- "Lying in your prison bed
- 49
- 00:04:52,809 --> 00:04:55,433
- "womb straining, sweat pouring
- 50
- 00:04:55,467 --> 00:04:58,298
- "you deliver your child
- within these concrete walls
- 51
- 00:04:58,332 --> 00:05:00,196
- "and steel bars.
- 52
- 00:05:00,230 --> 00:05:02,612
- "Because your infant
- is born here
- 53
- 00:05:02,647 --> 00:05:04,718
- "in here,
- she is labeled, numbered
- 54
- 00:05:04,752 --> 00:05:06,685
- "and her mugshot is taken.
- 55
- 00:05:08,031 --> 00:05:09,654
- "She is called a criminal.
- 56
- 00:05:11,241 --> 00:05:15,694
- But you and I know she is
- another awesome female warrior."
- 57
- 00:05:15,729 --> 00:05:18,628
- Wow. I thought
- it was really powerful, Tina.
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- 00:05:18,663 --> 00:05:21,355
- - Mm-hmm.
- - Thank you.
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- 00:05:21,390 --> 00:05:24,116
- Pardon me, ladies.
- Karlene, can I speak with you?
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- 00:05:24,151 --> 00:05:27,430
- - Sure.
- - Ooh.
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- You guys, go ahead.
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- 00:05:34,126 --> 00:05:35,749
- I need your help
- with the Manson girls
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- 00:05:35,783 --> 00:05:37,509
- over
- in the Special Security Unit.
- 64
- 00:05:37,544 --> 00:05:38,831
- Since the death penalty
- was lifted
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- no one knows
- what to do with them.
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- 00:05:40,857 --> 00:05:43,688
- The Governor doesn't want them in general population
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- 00:05:43,722 --> 00:05:46,207
- so they are on death row
- indefinitely.
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- 00:05:47,864 --> 00:05:51,109
- Just the three of them, stuck in those cells 23 hours a day.
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- I can't let them rot in there.
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- Good morning, ladies.
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- 00:06:07,919 --> 00:06:09,817
- - Hi, Miss Carlson.
- - Hello, Miss Carlson.
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- I'd like you to meet
- Karlene Faith.
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- - Hi, Karlene.
- - Nice to meet you, Karlene.
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- Nice to meet you all.
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- 00:06:15,444 --> 00:06:17,515
- Karlene is a graduate student
- at UC, Santa Cruz
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- and she teaches
- some of the inmates here.
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- 00:06:20,207 --> 00:06:21,898
- Now that you're gonna be
- staying with us
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- 00:06:21,933 --> 00:06:23,693
- I think it's a good time
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- to talk about taking
- some classes with her.
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- 00:06:25,695 --> 00:06:28,802
- So that... that means we are
- staying in the SSU for good then?
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- 00:06:29,941 --> 00:06:32,702
- Let's not get ahead
- of ourselves.
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- We're offering college courses
- to residents here.
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- 00:06:36,430 --> 00:06:38,743
- You'd be free to study
- just about anything you want.
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- 00:06:38,777 --> 00:06:41,677
- Literature, Philosophy,
- Journalism.
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- 00:06:41,711 --> 00:06:43,344
- Are we gonna learn about shit
- like Women's Lib?
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- 00:06:43,368 --> 00:06:45,059
- Language, please, Susan.
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- [laughing]
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- We don't have to study
- Women's Lib, no
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- although I do teach a Women's
- Studies course here in CIW.
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- Women's Studies.
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- Far out.
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- I'll leave you ladies to it.
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- - Thank you, Miss Carlson.
- - Bye, Miss Carlson.
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- 00:07:00,627 --> 00:07:03,284
- - Bye, Miss Carlson.
- - Oh, thank you, Jimmy.
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- 00:07:03,319 --> 00:07:04,469
- - Thanks, Jimmy.
- - Thank you, Jimmy.
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- 00:07:04,493 --> 00:07:06,943
- Hey, Karlene,
- do you want some grape Tang?
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- 00:07:06,978 --> 00:07:08,093
- Pretty please, Jimmy,
- can we have
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- 00:07:08,117 --> 00:07:09,359
- some grape Tang for our guest?
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- Thanks, Jimmy.
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- Jimmy always takes care of us.
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- And you should hear him sing.
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- ♪ I'll never smile
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- Our favorite guard should have
- been a famous crooner!
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- ♪ Until I smile at you ♪
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- Ooh!
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- Thank you.
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- You're Susan, right?
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- I'm Sadie. Susan's dead.
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- Charlie named me Sadie.
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- - Where are you from?
- - I'm from the now.
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- I'm from everywhere.
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- Hello. I'm Lulu.
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- On the list they gave you,
- I'm sure it says Leslie
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- but I'm Lulu.
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- And I'm Katie.
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- 00:07:49,814 --> 00:07:52,437
- I think I would be interested in
- studying the women of the pioneer.
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- 00:07:52,472 --> 00:07:54,232
- That's what we were doing
- with Charlie.
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- Learning how to live off
- the land and be self-sufficient.
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- Earth mothers.
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- [instrumental music]
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- ♪ The only way you're happy
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- 00:08:07,176 --> 00:08:11,939
- ♪ Is not where
- you're not free ♪
- 123
- 00:08:11,974 --> 00:08:17,186
- ♪ Your home is where you can be what you are ♪
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- 00:08:17,220 --> 00:08:21,052
- ♪ 'Cause you are born free
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- 00:08:21,086 --> 00:08:25,539
- ♪ Now they'll show you
- the castle ♪
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- 00:08:28,542 --> 00:08:29,888
- Hey, Gypsy.
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- 00:08:30,924 --> 00:08:33,202
- - Who's this?
- - I'm Leslie.
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- Welcome to the ranch.
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- 00:08:34,721 --> 00:08:37,378
- Welcome to our family.
- Come and meet Charlie.
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- 00:08:37,413 --> 00:08:41,072
- What an absolutely perfect day
- for you to come see us.
- 131
- 00:08:41,106 --> 00:08:43,488
- Charlie says it's not a day
- for working.
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- 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:45,455
- So we are just being today.
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- 00:08:48,286 --> 00:08:53,325
- ♪ Now they'll show you
- their castle ♪
- 134
- 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:55,293
- [scatting]
- 135
- 00:08:56,708 --> 00:09:00,022
- ♪ And I want a little smoke
- smoke smoke smoke now ♪
- 136
- 00:09:00,056 --> 00:09:05,303
- ♪ Mmm mmm ♪
- 137
- 00:09:05,337 --> 00:09:07,892
- Well, Jesus, I guess
- I'm your best friend.
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- 00:09:07,926 --> 00:09:09,894
- Play something for me,
- Little Paulie.
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- 00:09:09,928 --> 00:09:11,171
- [guitar music]
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- 00:09:11,205 --> 00:09:13,138
- I got a blank, Charlie!
- 141
- 00:09:15,520 --> 00:09:18,730
- Well, well, well, well, well.
- 142
- 00:09:18,765 --> 00:09:21,008
- Looky, looky here.
- 143
- 00:09:21,043 --> 00:09:23,183
- Well, hey there,
- Brother Bobby?
- 144
- 00:09:23,217 --> 00:09:25,047
- What do we have here?
- 145
- 00:09:25,081 --> 00:09:27,912
- Gypsy said Leslie would be happy
- with you.
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- 00:09:27,946 --> 00:09:31,847
- Gypsy, Gypsy, Gypsy,
- my baby Gypsy.
- 147
- 00:09:31,881 --> 00:09:33,400
- You brought someone
- just like I asked.
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- 00:09:33,434 --> 00:09:35,367
- Now that's a good soldier.
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- 00:09:36,230 --> 00:09:38,301
- [chuckles]
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- 00:09:38,336 --> 00:09:40,269
- [laughter]
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- Be my mirror.
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- 00:09:47,552 --> 00:09:49,519
- [laughs]
- 153
- 00:09:53,558 --> 00:09:55,940
- [humming]
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- 00:09:57,907 --> 00:09:59,529
- My name's Charlie.
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- 00:10:00,910 --> 00:10:02,532
- [laughs]
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- 00:10:04,914 --> 00:10:06,778
- Where did you find her?
- 157
- 00:10:06,813 --> 00:10:09,678
- She was hanging around my harem
- for a while.
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- 00:10:09,712 --> 00:10:12,370
- But it was turning into a bad
- scene with my old lady.
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- 00:10:12,404 --> 00:10:15,028
- Beautiful Brother Bobby.
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- 00:10:15,062 --> 00:10:17,202
- He really knows
- how to make love to the girls.
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- 00:10:17,237 --> 00:10:18,248
- That's what they all tell me.
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- 00:10:18,272 --> 00:10:19,757
- Sadie's made love to Bobby,
- right?
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- 00:10:19,791 --> 00:10:21,735
- Yeah, we've all made love to him
- at this point, huh?
- 164
- 00:10:21,759 --> 00:10:22,932
- [laughs]
- 165
- 00:10:22,967 --> 00:10:24,554
- I can't take
- another man's woman.
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- 00:10:24,589 --> 00:10:26,384
- She's not mine, Charlie.
- 167
- 00:10:26,418 --> 00:10:28,662
- Gypsy told me all about you
- and the family.
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- 00:10:28,697 --> 00:10:30,630
- - I can't take her.
- - Charlie.
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- 00:10:31,872 --> 00:10:33,840
- I think we should let her stay.
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- 00:10:35,186 --> 00:10:37,671
- She digs us and she's hungry.
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- 00:10:37,706 --> 00:10:39,052
- She's a seeker.
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- 00:10:39,086 --> 00:10:41,019
- [guitar music]
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- 00:10:43,746 --> 00:10:46,266
- Where are your parents?
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- 00:10:46,300 --> 00:10:48,855
- It doesn't matter to me.
- I'm on my own journey.
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- 00:10:48,889 --> 00:10:51,167
- Well, what do you have for us?
- Do you have a car?
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- 00:10:51,202 --> 00:10:52,755
- - No.
- - Well, then we'll get you one.
- 177
- 00:10:52,790 --> 00:10:56,966
- We'll get you a car.
- We'll find you a car.
- 178
- 00:10:57,001 --> 00:10:58,806
- You know why? Because old ego
- is a too much thing.
- 179
- 00:10:58,830 --> 00:11:00,739
- Old ego is a too much thing.
- He'll make you fool yourself.
- 180
- 00:11:00,763 --> 00:11:01,730
- You'll think
- you're somebody else.
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- 00:11:01,764 --> 00:11:04,042
- You'll ride
- that whole subway train.
- 182
- 00:11:08,460 --> 00:11:11,015
- You like her, you teach her.
- 183
- 00:11:11,049 --> 00:11:13,027
- You keep an eye on her,
- and you see if she belongs with us.
- 184
- 00:11:13,051 --> 00:11:14,950
- And, you,
- Katie is my everything.
- 185
- 00:11:14,984 --> 00:11:17,435
- Katie is me. You pay attention
- to what she does.
- 186
- 00:11:17,469 --> 00:11:20,887
- If you're even half as good
- as her, then you can stay.
- 187
- 00:11:23,061 --> 00:11:24,994
- [guitar music]
- 188
- 00:11:27,031 --> 00:11:30,206
- When I first met Charlie,
- I just knew.
- 189
- 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:33,831
- Hopped on a bus
- and I never looked back.
- 190
- 00:11:35,833 --> 00:11:39,699
- But Charlie's like a... beacon
- of light or something.
- 191
- 00:11:41,355 --> 00:11:43,116
- I mean, look at you,
- you're here.
- 192
- 00:11:44,427 --> 00:11:45,981
- - Hey, Tex.
- - Hello there.
- 193
- 00:11:46,015 --> 00:11:47,223
- How you doing?
- 194
- 00:11:49,087 --> 00:11:51,055
- Tex hasn't reached
- awareness yet.
- 195
- 00:11:52,608 --> 00:11:54,679
- He's still working
- on letting go of his ego.
- 196
- 00:11:58,683 --> 00:12:00,927
- Charlie says,
- "Let go of your ego
- 197
- 00:12:00,961 --> 00:12:03,895
- and be like a finger
- on a hand."
- 198
- 00:12:06,001 --> 00:12:09,073
- Come on.
- I want you to meet George.
- 199
- 00:12:09,107 --> 00:12:11,213
- George Spahn. It's his ranch.
- 200
- 00:12:11,247 --> 00:12:12,524
- Hello?
- 201
- 00:12:14,423 --> 00:12:16,356
- [indistinct chatter on TV]
- 202
- 00:12:23,673 --> 00:12:25,883
- Squeaky is so kind to him.
- 203
- 00:12:25,917 --> 00:12:28,989
- - She's a generous soul.
- - I'll say.
- 204
- 00:12:29,024 --> 00:12:30,888
- It's beautiful here.
- 205
- 00:12:30,922 --> 00:12:33,338
- We don't get hung up about sex.
- You get it?
- 206
- 00:12:34,236 --> 00:12:36,790
- We just be.
- 207
- 00:12:36,825 --> 00:12:38,688
- We let things happen.
- 208
- 00:12:38,723 --> 00:12:40,829
- We let go.
- 209
- 00:12:40,863 --> 00:12:42,934
- I think you're gonna love it.
- 210
- 00:12:42,969 --> 00:12:44,798
- Hurry up now, everybody.
- Come on.
- 211
- 00:12:44,833 --> 00:12:47,007
- - Dennis.
- - Hey, girl.
- 212
- 00:12:49,665 --> 00:12:51,978
- And who is this pretty thing?
- 213
- 00:12:52,012 --> 00:12:54,118
- - I'm Leslie.
- - Ah, welcome.
- 214
- 00:12:54,152 --> 00:12:56,672
- I'm not in this family, but..
- 215
- 00:12:57,915 --> 00:12:59,779
- ...I dig this family.
- 216
- 00:13:01,366 --> 00:13:02,505
- Hi.
- 217
- 00:13:08,304 --> 00:13:10,341
- Beach Boys Dennis?
- 218
- 00:13:10,375 --> 00:13:12,101
- That's really Dennis Wilson?
- 219
- 00:13:12,136 --> 00:13:15,001
- - He's just Dennis to us.
- - Time for communion.
- 220
- 00:13:17,727 --> 00:13:19,764
- You've turned on before,
- right?
- 221
- 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:20,972
- Millions of times.
- 222
- 00:13:21,007 --> 00:13:24,562
- Just, uh, wasn't expecting it
- right now.
- 223
- 00:13:28,877 --> 00:13:31,811
- [instrumental music]
- 224
- 00:13:45,617 --> 00:13:47,550
- I spent my life in jail for you.
- 225
- 00:13:49,242 --> 00:13:51,865
- So that you could ride
- your bicycles.
- 226
- 00:13:51,900 --> 00:13:53,522
- Have your birthday parties.
- 227
- 00:13:55,179 --> 00:13:57,871
- I never had a life.
- I don't even know what life is.
- 228
- 00:13:58,976 --> 00:14:01,875
- But you all had a life.
- 229
- 00:14:01,910 --> 00:14:04,257
- Your parents told you what to do
- and you did it.
- 230
- 00:14:04,291 --> 00:14:05,810
- And for payment, you got what?
- 231
- 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:08,226
- You got
- little cookie cutter minds.
- 232
- 00:14:10,711 --> 00:14:13,231
- Look what happened to Sandy.
- 233
- 00:14:13,266 --> 00:14:15,889
- Spoiled Sandy.
- 234
- 00:14:15,924 --> 00:14:18,029
- Spoiled Sandy had to come
- to her new daddy
- 235
- 00:14:18,064 --> 00:14:20,100
- to find something real.
- 236
- 00:14:24,622 --> 00:14:26,796
- Take off your clothes for us,
- Sandy.
- 237
- 00:14:35,357 --> 00:14:36,496
- Do it.
- 238
- 00:14:48,784 --> 00:14:51,200
- Help her. Come on.
- Can't you see she needs help?
- 239
- 00:14:56,205 --> 00:14:57,310
- Tex.
- 240
- 00:14:59,139 --> 00:15:00,520
- Get up here.
- 241
- 00:15:01,417 --> 00:15:02,556
- Go on.
- 242
- 00:15:33,346 --> 00:15:36,970
- Now you look at how
- parents abuse their children.
- 243
- 00:15:37,005 --> 00:15:38,627
- If they loved her
- 244
- 00:15:38,661 --> 00:15:41,802
- why did they allow doctors
- to cut up her body like this?
- 245
- 00:15:43,873 --> 00:15:46,669
- And then they felt bad
- 246
- 00:15:46,704 --> 00:15:48,809
- and then they spoiled her.
- 247
- 00:15:51,226 --> 00:15:53,711
- And now Sandy can't let go
- of her ego.
- 248
- 00:15:55,230 --> 00:15:57,957
- It's not your fault,
- it's your parents' fault.
- 249
- 00:15:57,991 --> 00:15:59,924
- Would you say that to me?
- 250
- 00:16:01,098 --> 00:16:03,031
- It's my parents' fault.
- 251
- 00:16:04,204 --> 00:16:06,137
- And it's not your fault.
- 252
- 00:16:08,312 --> 00:16:09,969
- [sobs]
- It's not my fault.
- 253
- 00:16:12,626 --> 00:16:13,973
- Now turn around.
- 254
- 00:16:15,629 --> 00:16:18,115
- It's not your fault.
- 255
- 00:16:19,357 --> 00:16:20,910
- It's not my fault.
- 256
- 00:16:20,945 --> 00:16:22,567
- It's your parents' fault.
- 257
- 00:16:22,602 --> 00:16:25,018
- It's my parents' fault.
- 258
- 00:16:28,608 --> 00:16:32,094
- Now come and tell her
- that she looks beautiful.
- 259
- 00:16:32,129 --> 00:16:34,510
- - You look beautiful, Sandy.
- - You look beautiful.
- 260
- 00:16:34,545 --> 00:16:36,719
- - You're beautiful.
- - Perfect.
- 261
- 00:16:38,618 --> 00:16:39,999
- You look beautiful.
- 262
- 00:16:41,069 --> 00:16:42,484
- We love you so much.
- 263
- 00:16:45,797 --> 00:16:47,523
- You look so beautiful.
- 264
- 00:16:49,767 --> 00:16:52,701
- [indistinct song]
- 265
- 00:17:22,765 --> 00:17:24,733
- You are beautiful, Sandy.
- 266
- 00:17:28,806 --> 00:17:30,739
- [sobbing]
- 267
- 00:17:40,611 --> 00:17:42,544
- [laughing]
- 268
- 00:17:46,410 --> 00:17:48,653
- So he led Katie away
- 269
- 00:17:48,688 --> 00:17:52,001
- and I asked Squeaky
- if Katie was Charlie's old lady.
- 270
- 00:17:53,072 --> 00:17:55,039
- And Squeaky told me
- 271
- 00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:57,835
- "Nobody belongs
- to anybody here
- 272
- 00:17:57,869 --> 00:17:59,837
- "except Charlie.
- 273
- 00:17:59,871 --> 00:18:03,116
- We all belong to Charlie."
- 274
- 00:18:03,151 --> 00:18:06,015
- I thought
- that was pretty far out.
- 275
- 00:18:06,050 --> 00:18:09,502
- Then she says, "If you're lucky,
- he'll pick you next."
- 276
- 00:18:09,536 --> 00:18:12,263
- Every girl should have a daddy
- like Charlie.
- 277
- 00:18:17,924 --> 00:18:21,824
- Something for you to take a look
- at for next week.
- 278
- 00:18:28,555 --> 00:18:30,971
- The Bible is the only book
- Charlie let us have around.
- 279
- 00:18:31,006 --> 00:18:32,456
- Charlie says
- that authors are evil.
- 280
- 00:18:32,490 --> 00:18:34,216
- Trying to play mind tricks
- on the reader.
- 281
- 00:18:34,251 --> 00:18:37,737
- So do you feel like
- you'd be doing something bad
- 282
- 00:18:37,771 --> 00:18:39,532
- by studying with me?
- 283
- 00:18:39,566 --> 00:18:41,948
- Because if you are going
- to do these classes with me
- 284
- 00:18:41,982 --> 00:18:43,915
- you're going to have
- to read books.
- 285
- 00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:50,059
- I'm also gonna leave
- a copy of this.
- 286
- 00:18:50,094 --> 00:18:52,027
- Have any of you read it?
- 287
- 00:18:53,891 --> 00:18:55,858
- This book changed my life.
- 288
- 00:18:57,101 --> 00:19:00,173
- It looks like
- it could be interesting.
- 289
- 00:19:00,208 --> 00:19:04,246
- Can you believe Charles Manson
- wouldn't let them read?
- 290
- 00:19:04,281 --> 00:19:08,216
- It's been three years since
- they had any contact with him.
- 291
- 00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:11,046
- But all they do
- is talk about him
- 292
- 00:19:11,080 --> 00:19:13,876
- and spout his bullshit.
- 293
- 00:19:13,911 --> 00:19:16,120
- I want you to come talk to them.
- 294
- 00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:17,915
- You should do
- your poetry workshop.
- 295
- 00:19:17,949 --> 00:19:19,675
- No way.
- 296
- 00:19:19,710 --> 00:19:22,609
- There are real victims
- in this prison.
- 297
- 00:19:22,644 --> 00:19:24,577
- They're the ones I wanna help.
- 298
- 00:19:25,923 --> 00:19:27,856
- Maybe these women
- are victims too.
- 299
- 00:19:27,890 --> 00:19:29,858
- Would you be saying that
- if it was your sister?
- 300
- 00:19:29,892 --> 00:19:33,241
- Your pregnant sister
- who got stabbed 20 times.
- 301
- 00:19:43,665 --> 00:19:44,942
- It's Leslie's shower time
- 302
- 00:19:44,976 --> 00:19:47,151
- so it's your time
- in the yard, Pat.
- 303
- 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:52,743
- And, Susan, I guess it's just
- gonna be you and me for a bit.
- 304
- 00:19:52,777 --> 00:19:55,884
- Perfect opportunity
- for a hand job.
- 305
- 00:19:55,918 --> 00:19:58,818
- Just teasing, Jimmy.
- I know you love your Alice!
- 306
- 00:20:04,582 --> 00:20:06,895
- Oh, there you go. Wow.
- 307
- 00:20:06,929 --> 00:20:09,415
- Those tomatoes
- are looking great.
- 308
- 00:20:09,449 --> 00:20:11,382
- We'll give you some
- when they are ripe.
- 309
- 00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:36,476
- ♪ Time keeps on flyin'
- 310
- 00:20:37,926 --> 00:20:40,342
- ♪ You think
- you're lovin' baby ♪
- 311
- 00:20:40,377 --> 00:20:43,449
- ♪ But all you're doin'
- is tryin' ♪
- 312
- 00:20:43,483 --> 00:20:45,002
- ♪ Can you feel?
- 313
- 00:20:46,762 --> 00:20:49,386
- ♪ Are your feelings real?
- 314
- 00:20:49,420 --> 00:20:52,251
- ♪ Look at your game girl ♪
- 315
- 00:21:03,641 --> 00:21:04,815
- Good morning.
- 316
- 00:21:06,334 --> 00:21:09,337
- Charlie's sending us
- on a garbage run to LA today.
- 317
- 00:21:09,371 --> 00:21:11,373
- You're coming with me.
- 318
- 00:21:11,408 --> 00:21:12,971
- He says you can split
- at the end of the day
- 319
- 00:21:12,995 --> 00:21:15,308
- and go on your way
- if you want to.
- 320
- 00:21:15,343 --> 00:21:17,276
- But I don't wanna go.
- 321
- 00:21:17,310 --> 00:21:19,623
- Charlie is the most
- beautiful person I've ever met.
- 322
- 00:21:19,657 --> 00:21:22,142
- - Does he want me to leave?
- - No.
- 323
- 00:21:24,317 --> 00:21:26,354
- I don't know.
- 324
- 00:21:26,388 --> 00:21:27,700
- Oh.
- 325
- 00:21:27,734 --> 00:21:29,402
- Don't go through a big change
- about it, okay?
- 326
- 00:21:29,426 --> 00:21:32,118
- Just get up and let's go.
- Come on.
- 327
- 00:21:33,568 --> 00:21:35,052
- [indistinct whispering]
- 328
- 00:21:36,502 --> 00:21:38,331
- Wake up, sleepy heads.
- 329
- 00:21:40,368 --> 00:21:41,403
- Come on.
- 330
- 00:21:43,819 --> 00:21:46,166
- Welcome to Spahn Ranch,
- ladies and gentlemen.
- 331
- 00:21:46,201 --> 00:21:49,342
- 500 acres of gorgeous land
- with horses you can rent
- 332
- 00:21:49,377 --> 00:21:51,482
- and remains
- of the famous movie set.
- 333
- 00:21:51,517 --> 00:21:53,553
- Uh, who here likes
- the New Western?
- 334
- 00:21:53,588 --> 00:21:57,039
- Okay, well, guess what. "Bonanza," "The Lone Ranger.."
- 335
- 00:21:57,074 --> 00:22:00,698
- - How do you like our bus?
- - It's far out.
- 336
- 00:22:00,733 --> 00:22:02,849
- It's a joke on all the straights we pass on the road.
- 337
- 00:22:02,873 --> 00:22:04,806
- They think we're a movie crew.
- 338
- 00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:08,568
- Listen up, girls,
- I have a new rule.
- 339
- 00:22:08,603 --> 00:22:11,295
- No women will ever carry money.
- Not even pennies, you dig?
- 340
- 00:22:11,330 --> 00:22:12,583
- That's why I'm sending Paul
- with you.
- 341
- 00:22:12,607 --> 00:22:15,299
- You give your panhandling money
- to him.
- 342
- 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:18,337
- You... you still here?
- 343
- 00:22:20,339 --> 00:22:22,651
- Alright, good.
- Well, give your money to Paul.
- 344
- 00:22:25,447 --> 00:22:26,897
- Come on.
- 345
- 00:22:30,556 --> 00:22:31,902
- Attagirl.
- 346
- 00:22:33,075 --> 00:22:35,008
- Don't stay out
- too late now, kids.
- 347
- 00:22:36,078 --> 00:22:37,114
- Bye.
- 348
- 00:22:37,148 --> 00:22:42,084
- ♪ Garbage dump oh garbage dump
- 349
- 00:22:42,119 --> 00:22:46,813
- ♪ Why are you called
- a garbage dump? ♪
- 350
- 00:22:46,848 --> 00:22:52,992
- ♪ Oh garbage dump
- oh garbage dump ♪
- 351
- 00:22:55,615 --> 00:23:01,380
- ♪ That sums it up
- in one big lump ♪
- 352
- 00:23:03,899 --> 00:23:05,107
- Look, they're not even opened.
- 353
- 00:23:05,142 --> 00:23:06,868
- Oh, no, no.
- We don't eat dead animals.
- 354
- 00:23:06,902 --> 00:23:08,387
- Charlie says
- it's like eating fear.
- 355
- 00:23:08,421 --> 00:23:11,286
- Hey, man.
- You guys can't be in there!
- 356
- 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:13,909
- Don't be uptight, friend.
- We're not hurting anyone.
- 357
- 00:23:13,944 --> 00:23:15,394
- O... okay,
- but my manager won't...
- 358
- 00:23:15,428 --> 00:23:17,534
- "But my manager won't."
- 359
- 00:23:17,568 --> 00:23:20,260
- Oh, be nice to the square.
- He doesn't know any better.
- 360
- 00:23:20,295 --> 00:23:22,262
- Come join us.
- You're kind of cute.
- 361
- 00:23:22,297 --> 00:23:25,024
- Maybe you could just quit
- your job and run away with us.
- 362
- 00:23:25,058 --> 00:23:27,233
- [screams]
- 363
- 00:23:27,267 --> 00:23:29,477
- I'm... I'm serious.
- 364
- 00:23:29,511 --> 00:23:31,444
- Y... you guys can't be in there.
- 365
- 00:23:32,687 --> 00:23:36,898
- ♪ Garbage dump
- oh garbage dump ♪
- 366
- 00:23:36,932 --> 00:23:41,109
- ♪ Why are you called
- a garbage dump? ♪
- 367
- 00:23:41,143 --> 00:23:45,562
- ♪ Oh garbage dump
- oh garbage dump ♪♪
- 368
- 00:23:45,596 --> 00:23:48,530
- [indistinct chatter]
- 369
- 00:23:55,848 --> 00:23:57,884
- - Oh, no.
- - Men first.
- 370
- 00:24:00,818 --> 00:24:01,923
- Thank you.
- 371
- 00:24:10,138 --> 00:24:11,450
- Mother Mary.
- 372
- 00:24:12,554 --> 00:24:14,038
- Now we can eat.
- 373
- 00:24:21,805 --> 00:24:23,738
- Does anybody know
- what time it is?
- 374
- 00:24:33,230 --> 00:24:34,473
- No.
- 375
- 00:24:36,785 --> 00:24:38,373
- I'm just messing with you.
- 376
- 00:24:38,407 --> 00:24:40,340
- [laughs]
- 377
- 00:24:40,375 --> 00:24:42,411
- You know what time it is,
- it's now.
- 378
- 00:24:42,446 --> 00:24:44,044
- Look, there's a reason
- I asked you to give up
- 379
- 00:24:44,068 --> 00:24:45,874
- your watches and your clocks
- and your calendars.
- 380
- 00:24:45,898 --> 00:24:48,763
- I know that was difficult,
- but where did it get us?
- 381
- 00:24:48,797 --> 00:24:51,869
- - You, do you feel more free?
- - Yes, Charlie.
- 382
- 00:24:51,904 --> 00:24:53,871
- And why is that, Katie?
- 383
- 00:24:53,906 --> 00:24:55,839
- - I'm living in the now.
- - Mm-hmm.
- 384
- 00:24:55,873 --> 00:24:58,807
- I don't need a soulless gadget
- to tell me how to live.
- 385
- 00:24:58,842 --> 00:25:00,336
- I don't wanna be
- like the plastic people.
- 386
- 00:25:00,360 --> 00:25:01,914
- Exactly.
- 387
- 00:25:01,948 --> 00:25:04,537
- That's what our parents
- and our schools taught us.
- 388
- 00:25:04,572 --> 00:25:07,402
- You live by these numbers.
- You play by these rules.
- 389
- 00:25:07,436 --> 00:25:08,852
- That time is over.
- 390
- 00:25:08,886 --> 00:25:11,475
- I'm here to make the new rules
- and the new rules are no rules.
- 391
- 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:12,580
- Oh, yeah.
- 392
- 00:25:14,858 --> 00:25:17,792
- [instrumental music]
- 393
- 00:25:41,678 --> 00:25:45,164
- I think it's time for us
- to give you a name.
- 394
- 00:25:45,198 --> 00:25:47,822
- Now what is it those, uh,
- those people named you
- 395
- 00:25:47,856 --> 00:25:50,445
- the ones you occupied a house
- with and called a family?
- 396
- 00:25:50,479 --> 00:25:52,447
- - Les...
- - No, I don't wanna know.
- 397
- 00:25:57,659 --> 00:25:59,178
- You're gonna be Lulu.
- 398
- 00:26:00,524 --> 00:26:01,905
- Welcome, Lulu.
- 399
- 00:26:03,769 --> 00:26:04,942
- Welcome.
- 400
- 00:26:07,186 --> 00:26:09,878
- Yeah, what do we think
- of that, guys? Lulu.
- 401
- 00:26:09,913 --> 00:26:12,053
- - Yeah! There we go.
- - Lulu.
- 402
- 00:26:12,087 --> 00:26:14,918
- - Lulu.
- - Hi, Lulu.
- 403
- 00:26:14,952 --> 00:26:16,195
- - Lulu.
- - That's far out!
- 404
- 00:26:16,229 --> 00:26:19,992
- - Hi, little Lulu.
- - Hi, Lulu.
- 405
- 00:26:20,026 --> 00:26:21,245
- See, what we're trying
- to do here is
- 406
- 00:26:21,269 --> 00:26:22,822
- we're trying to break down
- inhibitions.
- 407
- 00:26:22,857 --> 00:26:25,238
- We're trying to live
- in our bodies every night.
- 408
- 00:26:25,273 --> 00:26:27,689
- Touch each other.
- Touch yourselves.
- 409
- 00:26:27,724 --> 00:26:29,070
- See?
- 410
- 00:26:42,670 --> 00:26:45,362
- It's not a foreign country.
- Your body's like a plant.
- 411
- 00:26:45,396 --> 00:26:48,917
- If you don't give it love,
- then... it will die.
- 412
- 00:27:20,811 --> 00:27:23,952
- A little birdie told me Tex here
- doesn't know how to give head.
- 413
- 00:27:25,298 --> 00:27:27,715
- To me, man,
- that's... that's a crime.
- 414
- 00:27:27,749 --> 00:27:29,485
- - Come on, Charlie.
- - Now don't get uptight, man.
- 415
- 00:27:29,509 --> 00:27:31,511
- I want my family to know
- each other in every way.
- 416
- 00:27:31,546 --> 00:27:33,272
- We got no secrets.
- We got no shame.
- 417
- 00:27:33,306 --> 00:27:36,068
- It's not your fault
- that no one taught you.
- 418
- 00:27:36,102 --> 00:27:38,380
- - You heard of Freud?
- - Yeah.
- 419
- 00:27:38,415 --> 00:27:40,072
- Well, looky here, man.
- 420
- 00:27:40,106 --> 00:27:43,420
- The dude was always talking
- about oral fixations.
- 421
- 00:27:43,454 --> 00:27:45,733
- I mean, we all got 'em.
- 422
- 00:27:45,767 --> 00:27:47,700
- Cat was right.
- You need to suck on something.
- 423
- 00:27:47,735 --> 00:27:50,116
- That's why you got a mouth.
- That's why women got titties.
- 424
- 00:27:50,151 --> 00:27:51,566
- You see kids?
- They're always sucking
- 425
- 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:52,947
- on their thumbs
- or their fingers
- 426
- 00:27:52,981 --> 00:27:54,949
- or they're chewing on suckers
- or jawbreakers.
- 427
- 00:27:54,983 --> 00:27:56,571
- And people are always
- sticking pickles
- 428
- 00:27:56,605 --> 00:27:58,711
- or smokes and zuzus
- in their face, you dig?
- 429
- 00:27:58,746 --> 00:28:02,301
- Point is, Tex, if you're gonna
- suck on something
- 430
- 00:28:02,335 --> 00:28:04,337
- then you better be
- fucking good at it, man.
- 431
- 00:28:06,063 --> 00:28:08,410
- Gypsy, you get your fine ass
- up here now. Come on now.
- 432
- 00:28:09,688 --> 00:28:11,586
- Don't get uptight, man.
- Come on.
- 433
- 00:28:11,620 --> 00:28:13,795
- We got no secrets.
- We got no shame.
- 434
- 00:28:16,384 --> 00:28:17,523
- Now look.
- 435
- 00:28:19,594 --> 00:28:21,561
- Oh, alright. I see you.
- 436
- 00:28:21,596 --> 00:28:23,909
- [laughter]
- 437
- 00:28:23,943 --> 00:28:26,359
- You see this guy? This is
- the guy who needs attention.
- 438
- 00:28:26,394 --> 00:28:28,258
- - Yeah.
- - Mm-hmm.
- 439
- 00:28:28,292 --> 00:28:30,536
- But you gotta be slow,
- like you care.
- 440
- 00:28:31,813 --> 00:28:33,539
- Come on now.
- 441
- 00:28:33,573 --> 00:28:36,507
- [instrumental music]
- 442
- 00:28:41,098 --> 00:28:42,893
- Give it to her, Tex.
- 443
- 00:28:42,928 --> 00:28:45,862
- [moaning]
- 444
- 00:28:55,803 --> 00:28:57,494
- [cheering]
- 445
- 00:29:04,812 --> 00:29:06,745
- [moaning]
- 446
- 00:29:12,854 --> 00:29:15,546
- [crying]
- 447
- 00:29:20,275 --> 00:29:21,621
- It's okay.
- 448
- 00:29:45,231 --> 00:29:48,027
- Don't get uptight
- about Sandy, man.
- 449
- 00:29:49,166 --> 00:29:51,203
- She's having an ego death.
- 450
- 00:29:51,237 --> 00:29:54,344
- What we're trying to do here,
- man, is submit. Let go.
- 451
- 00:29:54,378 --> 00:29:57,934
- Get rid of materialistic culture
- of hang-ups. You dig?
- 452
- 00:29:59,314 --> 00:30:00,868
- We're all about love here.
- 453
- 00:30:00,902 --> 00:30:04,319
- Except sometimes, there has
- to be some death itself.
- 454
- 00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:07,771
- Changes, tears.
- 455
- 00:30:10,118 --> 00:30:11,326
- Weird trips.
- 456
- 00:30:12,638 --> 00:30:14,847
- That's how it is.
- 457
- 00:30:14,882 --> 00:30:16,987
- That's how it's always been.
- 458
- 00:30:22,648 --> 00:30:24,581
- [whistling]
- 459
- 00:30:55,370 --> 00:30:57,752
- Oh, that's cool. You're not
- into it. That's okay.
- 460
- 00:30:59,547 --> 00:31:01,387
- You don't have to do anything
- you don't wanna do here.
- 461
- 00:31:01,411 --> 00:31:03,585
- It's not, that's not
- what we're about.
- 462
- 00:31:05,933 --> 00:31:07,451
- Let's just go back.
- 463
- 00:31:08,694 --> 00:31:10,799
- No. I... I want to...
- 464
- 00:31:11,973 --> 00:31:13,975
- stay here with you right now.
- 465
- 00:31:36,618 --> 00:31:38,689
- What is it you don't like
- about your body?
- 466
- 00:31:39,898 --> 00:31:42,452
- Come on now,
- you hate something.
- 467
- 00:31:42,486 --> 00:31:44,695
- All women do.
- What is it, tits too small?
- 468
- 00:31:45,558 --> 00:31:46,766
- Huh?
- 469
- 00:31:48,251 --> 00:31:49,528
- Ass too big?
- 470
- 00:31:51,150 --> 00:31:53,566
- What is it for Lulu?
- No, don't you hide for me.
- 471
- 00:31:54,636 --> 00:31:56,604
- Tell me what it is
- that you hate.
- 472
- 00:31:59,020 --> 00:32:00,849
- My thighs, I guess.
- 473
- 00:32:01,954 --> 00:32:03,956
- - Too fat.
- - No.
- 474
- 00:32:06,441 --> 00:32:07,729
- You are perfect.
- You say it to me.
- 475
- 00:32:07,753 --> 00:32:09,030
- You say I am perfect.
- 476
- 00:32:10,480 --> 00:32:12,447
- I am perfect.
- 477
- 00:32:12,482 --> 00:32:13,655
- I am perfect.
- 478
- 00:32:15,278 --> 00:32:17,004
- I am perfect.
- 479
- 00:32:17,038 --> 00:32:18,937
- I am perfect.
- 480
- 00:32:18,971 --> 00:32:20,490
- I am perfect.
- 481
- 00:32:32,053 --> 00:32:33,641
- Hey, little girl.
- 482
- 00:32:35,919 --> 00:32:37,334
- Now listen to me.
- 483
- 00:32:37,369 --> 00:32:41,649
- If you wanna be free
- of all the bad experiences
- 484
- 00:32:41,683 --> 00:32:43,547
- and inhibitions
- that are crushing you
- 485
- 00:32:43,582 --> 00:32:47,241
- you have to imagine that you are
- making love to your daddy, okay?
- 486
- 00:32:47,275 --> 00:32:50,727
- That's what all the girls want
- and can never have.
- 487
- 00:32:52,591 --> 00:32:54,903
- [moaning]
- 488
- 00:33:05,845 --> 00:33:09,918
- Ladies, we have our own
- special cell for school now.
- 489
- 00:33:11,403 --> 00:33:13,646
- I'm not sure what you all did
- to make Miss Carlson
- 490
- 00:33:13,681 --> 00:33:16,339
- like you so much,
- but she gave the okay.
- 491
- 00:33:17,443 --> 00:33:18,789
- Thanks, Jimmy.
- 492
- 00:33:25,175 --> 00:33:27,005
- It's been a long time.
- 493
- 00:33:28,661 --> 00:33:31,319
- Ah, I'm sorry, ladies.
- I'm gonna have to break that up.
- 494
- 00:33:31,354 --> 00:33:33,873
- - It's not really allowed to..
- - Okay.
- 495
- 00:33:37,567 --> 00:33:39,258
- Ta-da.
- 496
- 00:33:39,293 --> 00:33:41,226
- - Lovely.
- - Yeah.
- 497
- 00:33:42,882 --> 00:33:44,160
- Okay.
- 498
- 00:33:48,854 --> 00:33:52,202
- Okay.
- Let's talk about this one.
- 499
- 00:33:52,237 --> 00:33:55,516
- - Did you all read it?
- - It was horrible.
- 500
- 00:33:55,550 --> 00:33:57,518
- It was very depressing.
- 501
- 00:33:57,552 --> 00:33:59,830
- I felt really bad for the women
- in those situations.
- 502
- 00:34:01,246 --> 00:34:05,077
- A lot of women right here
- in this prison
- 503
- 00:34:05,112 --> 00:34:07,838
- are survivors
- of domestic violence.
- 504
- 00:34:07,873 --> 00:34:09,875
- They defended themselves
- 505
- 00:34:09,909 --> 00:34:12,015
- and this is where
- it landed them.
- 506
- 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:14,086
- That is so sad.
- 507
- 00:34:14,121 --> 00:34:16,468
- That makes me really sad.
- 508
- 00:34:16,502 --> 00:34:19,436
- Are you friends with them?
- Do you help them?
- 509
- 00:34:19,471 --> 00:34:20,782
- Yes, and yes.
- 510
- 00:34:20,817 --> 00:34:24,752
- I'm working with a woman now
- who's trying
- 511
- 00:34:24,786 --> 00:34:27,341
- not to let her daughter
- be put into foster care.
- 512
- 00:34:27,375 --> 00:34:29,412
- She killed her abusive husband
- 513
- 00:34:29,446 --> 00:34:33,036
- she went to prison,
- and now her kid has no parents.
- 514
- 00:34:33,071 --> 00:34:35,003
- - What's her name?
- - How long is she in for?
- 515
- 00:34:35,038 --> 00:34:36,488
- How old is her kid?
- 516
- 00:34:38,110 --> 00:34:40,630
- I'm not really allowed
- to give details like that.
- 517
- 00:34:40,664 --> 00:34:42,701
- Well, what about you?
- Do you have kids?
- 518
- 00:34:42,735 --> 00:34:45,013
- Yes. I have four kids.
- 519
- 00:34:46,532 --> 00:34:49,017
- And what does your husband do?
- 520
- 00:34:49,052 --> 00:34:50,950
- As much as I'd love
- to talk about me
- 521
- 00:34:50,985 --> 00:34:52,228
- I am here to teach you
- 522
- 00:34:52,262 --> 00:34:54,575
- and I am not a subject
- that merits a college class.
- 523
- 00:34:57,233 --> 00:34:59,614
- I feel so lucky.
- 524
- 00:34:59,649 --> 00:35:01,927
- We'll have to decorate.
- Make things for it.
- 525
- 00:35:01,961 --> 00:35:04,309
- - It's like being home again.
- - Yeah.
- 526
- 00:35:04,343 --> 00:35:06,069
- The family BC.
- 527
- 00:35:06,104 --> 00:35:08,589
- - BC?
- - Before the crimes.
- 528
- 00:35:09,486 --> 00:35:11,074
- When everything was about love.
- 529
- 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,525
- Yeah. Like when Mary gave birth
- to Pooh Bear.
- 530
- 00:35:13,559 --> 00:35:16,286
- And we all witnessed
- the miracle.
- 531
- 00:35:16,321 --> 00:35:18,254
- [groaning]
- 532
- 00:35:20,256 --> 00:35:22,741
- - You can do it.
- - Yeah. You got this, mama.
- 533
- 00:35:22,775 --> 00:35:29,127
- - One, two, three, push!
- - One, two, three, push!
- 534
- 00:35:29,161 --> 00:35:30,852
- [groaning]
- 535
- 00:35:30,887 --> 00:35:32,578
- - Charlie's here.
- - It's alright, baby.
- 536
- 00:35:32,613 --> 00:35:34,684
- It's alright. It's alright.
- Nice and easy.
- 537
- 00:35:34,718 --> 00:35:36,306
- Paul, why don't you play
- some music?
- 538
- 00:35:36,341 --> 00:35:38,964
- We want this motherfucker
- to come out dancing, right?
- 539
- 00:35:38,998 --> 00:35:40,493
- You just push, honey.
- You take it easy.
- 540
- 00:35:40,517 --> 00:35:42,140
- Go with the motion.
- 541
- 00:35:42,174 --> 00:35:44,659
- Go with the motion, Mary.
- 542
- 00:35:44,694 --> 00:35:47,662
- Somebody get me a razor blade
- and sterilize it for me, please?
- 543
- 00:35:47,697 --> 00:35:48,870
- [groaning]
- 544
- 00:35:48,905 --> 00:35:50,158
- Come on, darling.
- Come on, darling.
- 545
- 00:35:50,182 --> 00:35:51,332
- You can take it
- nice and easy now.
- 546
- 00:35:51,356 --> 00:35:53,185
- You take it nice and easy now, alright?
- 547
- 00:35:53,220 --> 00:35:55,912
- Just go with the motion,
- darling.
- 548
- 00:35:55,946 --> 00:35:57,441
- You're gonna go with the motion.
- Alright.
- 549
- 00:35:57,465 --> 00:35:58,649
- Great, I'm gonna make
- a little cut now.
- 550
- 00:35:58,673 --> 00:36:02,332
- - Charlie!
- - One, two, three.
- 551
- 00:36:02,367 --> 00:36:04,103
- Oh, no, you're gonna give it
- to me right now.
- 552
- 00:36:04,127 --> 00:36:06,750
- Give it to me now.
- Oh, there we go. There we go.
- 553
- 00:36:06,785 --> 00:36:08,545
- That's it, come on,
- one more, one more time!
- 554
- 00:36:08,580 --> 00:36:10,754
- One more time! One more time!
- One more time now.
- 555
- 00:36:10,789 --> 00:36:12,791
- [grunting]
- 556
- 00:36:12,825 --> 00:36:14,320
- Come on, darling!
- Here we go, here we go!
- 557
- 00:36:14,344 --> 00:36:16,933
- Come on! Come on! Come on!
- 558
- 00:36:16,967 --> 00:36:18,831
- Come on now.
- You give me that squeeze!
- 559
- 00:36:18,866 --> 00:36:21,386
- - Push!
- - Come on! Come on! Come on!
- 560
- 00:36:21,420 --> 00:36:23,802
- Push!
- 561
- 00:36:23,836 --> 00:36:25,976
- That's alright. That is coming!
- 562
- 00:36:26,011 --> 00:36:27,461
- Oh, yeah. Oh, we got it!
- 563
- 00:36:27,495 --> 00:36:29,290
- We got it! Oh!
- 564
- 00:36:29,325 --> 00:36:31,534
- Dig this. The little
- motherfucker, man, he's out!
- 565
- 00:36:31,568 --> 00:36:33,363
- Woo! Yee-haw!
- 566
- 00:36:33,398 --> 00:36:36,573
- Alright, we got a baby!
- We got a baby!
- 567
- 00:36:36,608 --> 00:36:38,541
- We got a baby!
- 568
- 00:36:38,575 --> 00:36:40,232
- Dig this little dude, Mary.
- 569
- 00:36:40,267 --> 00:36:42,130
- Take this little one.
- 570
- 00:36:42,165 --> 00:36:43,511
- Alright now, alright.
- 571
- 00:36:43,546 --> 00:36:46,928
- - Yeah, you did so good, mama.
- - Yeah.
- 572
- 00:36:46,963 --> 00:36:48,758
- - There you go.
- - So beautiful.
- 573
- 00:36:48,792 --> 00:36:50,656
- Alright, darling.
- 574
- 00:36:50,691 --> 00:36:52,417
- [panting]
- 575
- 00:36:53,763 --> 00:36:55,558
- Dig this little dude.
- 576
- 00:37:06,396 --> 00:37:09,330
- [indistinct song on radio]
- 577
- 00:37:24,034 --> 00:37:26,140
- "And the fifth angel sounded
- 578
- 00:37:26,174 --> 00:37:29,281
- "and I saw a star fall
- from heaven unto the Earth.
- 579
- 00:37:29,316 --> 00:37:33,078
- "And to him was given the key
- of the bottomless pit.
- 580
- 00:37:33,112 --> 00:37:34,735
- And he opened
- the bottomless pit..."
- 581
- 00:37:34,769 --> 00:37:36,944
- Do you know
- about the bottomless pit?
- 582
- 00:37:36,978 --> 00:37:39,049
- We're gonna find it.
- Well, I'm gonna find it
- 583
- 00:37:39,084 --> 00:37:40,672
- and we're gonna live in it.
- 584
- 00:37:40,706 --> 00:37:42,846
- The question is your answer.
- Keep reading.
- 585
- 00:37:45,159 --> 00:37:46,505
- That's Charlie.
- 586
- 00:37:46,540 --> 00:37:48,576
- Hey, Charlie.
- Hey, listen, this is Kay.
- 587
- 00:37:48,611 --> 00:37:51,130
- Well, how do you do?
- 588
- 00:37:52,339 --> 00:37:53,857
- Welcome, ma'am.
- 589
- 00:37:56,135 --> 00:37:58,206
- Oh, I see.
- 590
- 00:37:58,241 --> 00:38:00,519
- You make a man ashamed
- to show his pecker.
- 591
- 00:38:01,969 --> 00:38:04,212
- That's what Eve did.
- 592
- 00:38:04,247 --> 00:38:06,145
- Look where that got us.
- 593
- 00:38:11,185 --> 00:38:13,567
- Do I make you uncomfortable,
- little girl?
- 594
- 00:38:15,948 --> 00:38:17,778
- No.
- 595
- 00:38:17,812 --> 00:38:19,297
- You're just rude.
- 596
- 00:38:19,331 --> 00:38:21,264
- Is that what daddy taught you,
- to be polite?
- 597
- 00:38:22,714 --> 00:38:24,543
- No. No, my daddy taught me
- 598
- 00:38:24,578 --> 00:38:26,165
- not to take shit
- from men like you.
- 599
- 00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,651
- That's what he taught me.
- - Keep reading.
- 600
- 00:38:29,859 --> 00:38:31,826
- - Charlie, I...
- - Go home to daddy, little girl.
- 601
- 00:38:31,861 --> 00:38:34,035
- You don't belong here.
- 602
- 00:38:34,070 --> 00:38:35,278
- Shoo.
- 603
- 00:38:37,453 --> 00:38:38,971
- I'm sorry, Charlie.
- 604
- 00:38:42,492 --> 00:38:45,771
- "And there came out of the smoke
- locusts upon the Earth."
- 605
- 00:38:45,806 --> 00:38:48,602
- Get her out of here so I don't
- have to look at her piggie face.
- 606
- 00:38:52,088 --> 00:38:54,193
- You see that, Lulu.
- 607
- 00:38:54,228 --> 00:38:56,403
- Not every stupid hippie girl
- can waltz onto my land
- 608
- 00:38:56,437 --> 00:38:59,060
- and get a free dinner.
- 609
- 00:38:59,095 --> 00:39:01,028
- I need to see something
- in your eyes.
- 610
- 00:39:05,826 --> 00:39:07,137
- Keep reading.
- 611
- 00:39:09,554 --> 00:39:12,453
- "And there came out of the smoke locusts upon the Earth."
- 612
- 00:39:12,488 --> 00:39:13,834
- The Beatles.
- 613
- 00:39:13,868 --> 00:39:15,560
- "And unto them
- was given power.."
- 614
- 00:39:15,594 --> 00:39:16,940
- Me.
- 615
- 00:39:16,975 --> 00:39:18,401
- "...as the scorpions
- of the Earth have power."
- 616
- 00:39:18,425 --> 00:39:19,391
- Me.
- 617
- 00:39:19,426 --> 00:39:20,806
- "And it was commanded them
- 618
- 00:39:20,841 --> 00:39:23,257
- "that they should not hurt
- the grass of the Earth
- 619
- 00:39:23,291 --> 00:39:24,603
- neither any green thing.."
- 620
- 00:39:24,638 --> 00:39:26,571
- [instrumental music]
- 621
- 00:39:28,538 --> 00:39:30,471
- [laughter]
- 622
- 00:39:57,567 --> 00:40:00,432
- I have wings
- and I can fly now.
- 623
- 00:40:01,122 --> 00:40:03,090
- [laughing]
- 624
- 00:40:03,124 --> 00:40:05,161
- Charlie says
- there's gonna be a revolution
- 625
- 00:40:05,195 --> 00:40:07,370
- and we're gonna wait it out
- in the bottomless pit.
- 626
- 00:40:07,405 --> 00:40:08,613
- Like it says in Revelations.
- 627
- 00:40:08,647 --> 00:40:10,453
- And that there will be babies
- that are homeless
- 628
- 00:40:10,477 --> 00:40:13,411
- and they need saving
- from all the killings.
- 629
- 00:40:13,445 --> 00:40:16,034
- And then we'll stay underground
- and make music
- 630
- 00:40:16,068 --> 00:40:18,450
- and make love
- until the violence is over.
- 631
- 00:40:18,485 --> 00:40:20,152
- And then... and then
- when it comes time for us
- 632
- 00:40:20,176 --> 00:40:22,143
- to rise to the surface again,
- some of us
- 633
- 00:40:22,178 --> 00:40:24,939
- will begin to feel budding wings
- on our backs.
- 634
- 00:40:24,974 --> 00:40:26,389
- - Wings?
- - Yes.
- 635
- 00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:28,391
- Some of us want to become
- winged elves.
- 636
- 00:40:29,565 --> 00:40:31,877
- Me and Sandy, Squeaky.
- 637
- 00:40:31,912 --> 00:40:33,983
- Charlie says it would happen.
- 638
- 00:40:36,054 --> 00:40:37,918
- Karlene thinks we're crazy.
- 639
- 00:40:37,952 --> 00:40:41,128
- No.
- I would never use that word.
- 640
- 00:40:42,854 --> 00:40:46,478
- I'm just surprised
- to hear some of this stuff.
- 641
- 00:40:46,513 --> 00:40:48,998
- You've to admit
- it's pretty far out.
- 642
- 00:40:52,277 --> 00:40:55,418
- You must know that elves
- 643
- 00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:57,834
- are mythical creatures
- 644
- 00:40:57,869 --> 00:41:02,149
- and therefore human beings
- can't turn into elves
- 645
- 00:41:02,183 --> 00:41:03,530
- or sprout wings?
- 646
- 00:41:07,257 --> 00:41:10,191
- Well, hey, man, it's no more
- far out than heaven and hell.
- 647
- 00:41:10,226 --> 00:41:12,746
- - Yeah. Charlie says that...
- - Yeah, but what do you think?
- 648
- 00:41:14,851 --> 00:41:16,922
- Pat, do you still think
- it's possible
- 649
- 00:41:16,957 --> 00:41:19,649
- that you will become
- a winged elf?
- 650
- 00:41:22,790 --> 00:41:25,862
- Well, I guess not now.
- Not... not when we're in here.
- 651
- 00:41:27,657 --> 00:41:28,969
- You won't become a winged elf
- 652
- 00:41:29,003 --> 00:41:31,454
- whether you're in here
- or out in the world.
- 653
- 00:41:42,879 --> 00:41:46,158
- Karlene, tell us
- about your kids.
- 654
- 00:41:46,193 --> 00:41:47,539
- Pretty please?
- 655
- 00:41:47,574 --> 00:41:50,128
- What are their names?
- How old are they?
- 656
- 00:41:50,162 --> 00:41:52,406
- We spend too much time
- talking about us in here.
- 657
- 00:41:53,856 --> 00:41:58,032
- They are 15, 14, 11 and 7.
- 658
- 00:41:59,206 --> 00:42:00,828
- You have a 7-year-old?
- 659
- 00:42:00,863 --> 00:42:02,554
- He must miss you so much.
- 660
- 00:42:02,589 --> 00:42:05,419
- - I see him every weekend.
- - I didn't mean it like that.
- 661
- 00:42:09,319 --> 00:42:12,633
- I took my family
- all around the world.
- 662
- 00:42:12,668 --> 00:42:16,672
- To Germany, to France,
- to Ethiopia.
- 663
- 00:42:16,706 --> 00:42:19,019
- We've been through a lot
- together
- 664
- 00:42:19,053 --> 00:42:21,884
- and they are always
- surprising me.
- 665
- 00:42:21,918 --> 00:42:24,093
- Mom, I have a new family now.
- 666
- 00:42:24,127 --> 00:42:26,751
- Leslie,
- what are you talking about?
- 667
- 00:42:26,785 --> 00:42:29,477
- [sobbing]
- We're your parents.
- 668
- 00:42:29,512 --> 00:42:32,066
- Mom, please stop crying.
- 669
- 00:42:32,101 --> 00:42:35,414
- Listen to me.
- I need you to stop loving me.
- 670
- 00:42:35,449 --> 00:42:37,382
- You're never gonna see me again.
- 671
- 00:42:41,179 --> 00:42:45,493
- ♪ Your home
- is where you're happy ♪
- 672
- 00:42:45,528 --> 00:42:47,047
- ♪ It's not where your.. ♪
- 673
- 00:42:47,081 --> 00:42:48,876
- We were all way into our trips
- 674
- 00:42:48,911 --> 00:42:50,671
- and hanging out inside the bus
- 675
- 00:42:50,706 --> 00:42:53,329
- when Charlie just decides
- he has to go.
- 676
- 00:42:53,363 --> 00:42:54,951
- He starts running down the road
- 677
- 00:42:54,986 --> 00:42:57,436
- we all start begging him
- to come back to us.
- 678
- 00:42:57,471 --> 00:42:59,887
- "Charlie! Charlie!"
- 679
- 00:43:01,371 --> 00:43:02,787
- It was really scary.
- 680
- 00:43:02,821 --> 00:43:04,547
- We can all laugh about it now.
- 681
- 00:43:04,582 --> 00:43:06,283
- Right at that moment,
- I was probably sitting
- 682
- 00:43:06,307 --> 00:43:08,068
- in my secretarial school
- 683
- 00:43:08,102 --> 00:43:10,035
- freaking out
- but not even knowing it.
- 684
- 00:43:12,210 --> 00:43:14,212
- We don't talk about our pasts.
- 685
- 00:43:15,247 --> 00:43:17,525
- We don't have pasts.
- 686
- 00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,458
- Our lives started
- when we met Charlie.
- 687
- 00:43:19,493 --> 00:43:21,253
- But Charlie talks
- about his time in prison...
- 688
- 00:43:21,288 --> 00:43:23,531
- How dare you question Charlie?
- 689
- 00:43:23,566 --> 00:43:25,775
- You need to talk less
- and listen more.
- 690
- 00:43:28,295 --> 00:43:31,056
- [music on car stereo]
- 691
- 00:43:31,091 --> 00:43:32,886
- - Dennis!
- - Dennis!
- 692
- 00:43:37,269 --> 00:43:38,961
- Hi.
- 693
- 00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:50,558
- Hey.
- 694
- 00:43:50,593 --> 00:43:53,182
- Hey, beautiful.
- Did you miss me?
- 695
- 00:43:54,217 --> 00:43:56,357
- No, we've been busy.
- 696
- 00:43:56,392 --> 00:43:58,843
- Lots going on here.
- Charlie wants...
- 697
- 00:43:58,877 --> 00:44:01,362
- Oh, Charlie, Charlie, Charlie.
- 698
- 00:44:01,397 --> 00:44:03,433
- Let's talk about
- what Greg wants.
- 699
- 00:44:03,468 --> 00:44:05,332
- What does Greg want?
- 700
- 00:44:06,989 --> 00:44:09,301
- Stand up girls, let's give
- the guys what they want.
- 701
- 00:44:17,516 --> 00:44:19,726
- You're all beautiful
- 702
- 00:44:19,760 --> 00:44:22,349
- but right now, I just wanna
- get high and play music, man.
- 703
- 00:44:22,383 --> 00:44:24,662
- Come on then,
- the girls are always here.
- 704
- 00:44:26,042 --> 00:44:27,803
- Let's go play.
- 705
- 00:44:27,837 --> 00:44:30,771
- [guitar music]
- 706
- 00:44:34,982 --> 00:44:37,951
- I came to tell you something,
- Charlie.
- 707
- 00:44:37,985 --> 00:44:40,885
- I talked the band
- into recording your song
- 708
- 00:44:40,919 --> 00:44:42,162
- "Cease To Exist."
- 709
- 00:44:43,681 --> 00:44:46,476
- - Everyone likes it, man.
- - That's far out.
- 710
- 00:44:46,511 --> 00:44:48,720
- Yeah. I can't promise
- more than that though.
- 711
- 00:44:50,204 --> 00:44:52,137
- We'll just see
- how it works out.
- 712
- 00:44:54,726 --> 00:44:56,555
- ♪ Pretty girl
- 713
- 00:44:56,590 --> 00:44:58,143
- ♪ Pretty pretty girl
- 714
- 00:44:59,766 --> 00:45:01,699
- ♪ I'll cease to exist
- 715
- 00:45:04,287 --> 00:45:06,255
- ♪ I'll be a rock star ♪
- 716
- 00:45:07,290 --> 00:45:08,533
- Alright, man.
- 717
- 00:45:15,195 --> 00:45:17,093
- Hey, Charlie. This is Linda.
- 718
- 00:45:17,128 --> 00:45:18,854
- Well, hey there.
- 719
- 00:45:18,888 --> 00:45:20,131
- Looky, looky here.
- 720
- 00:45:21,477 --> 00:45:23,548
- Where's that baby's daddy?
- 721
- 00:45:23,582 --> 00:45:26,309
- We split. He went sailing
- around the world or something.
- 722
- 00:45:26,344 --> 00:45:28,898
- Take that baby to be with
- the other little kiddies here.
- 723
- 00:45:31,936 --> 00:45:34,145
- Tex tells me
- that you have a car?
- 724
- 00:45:36,354 --> 00:45:38,287
- Alright.
- I think we can keep her.
- 725
- 00:45:39,391 --> 00:45:41,186
- Let me show you around.
- 726
- 00:45:43,775 --> 00:45:46,226
- Don't worry.
- Ruth Ann is great with the kids.
- 727
- 00:45:46,260 --> 00:45:47,790
- And just think,
- if you're loyal to Charlie
- 728
- 00:45:47,814 --> 00:45:49,885
- she will always
- be taken care of.
- 729
- 00:45:49,919 --> 00:45:52,784
- Here everything
- belongs to everyone.
- 730
- 00:45:52,819 --> 00:45:55,442
- Gypsy tells me you had a far-out
- session making it with Tex.
- 731
- 00:45:55,476 --> 00:45:56,684
- Yeah.
- 732
- 00:45:56,719 --> 00:45:58,859
- When we came,
- my... my fists were clenched
- 733
- 00:45:58,894 --> 00:46:01,068
- and my sides and arms
- were paralyzed.
- 734
- 00:46:01,103 --> 00:46:02,898
- That's your ego dying.
- 735
- 00:46:02,932 --> 00:46:05,245
- Is that bad?
- To have your ego dying?
- 736
- 00:46:05,279 --> 00:46:08,869
- No. That's what Charlie's
- trying to help us do.
- 737
- 00:46:08,904 --> 00:46:11,907
- Kill our egos.
- Be one consciousness.
- 738
- 00:46:16,083 --> 00:46:18,672
- - Love you, sweetheart.
- - Come on. Let's go.
- 739
- 00:46:40,625 --> 00:46:43,697
- What... what happened?
- Is your mom okay?
- 740
- 00:46:45,457 --> 00:46:47,218
- Oh, she's fine.
- 741
- 00:46:48,840 --> 00:46:49,979
- Oh.
- 742
- 00:46:50,014 --> 00:46:51,947
- [sobbing]
- 743
- 00:47:05,167 --> 00:47:07,686
- I just can't stand it.
- 744
- 00:47:07,721 --> 00:47:09,274
- She might think
- I ended up in here
- 745
- 00:47:09,309 --> 00:47:12,208
- because of something they did or the way that they raised me.
- 746
- 00:47:21,908 --> 00:47:24,807
- No one has visited her
- the whole three years.
- 747
- 00:47:26,740 --> 00:47:28,846
- I told my mother
- to stop loving me..
- 748
- 00:47:30,261 --> 00:47:32,228
- ...and she would never
- see me again.
- 749
- 00:47:33,229 --> 00:47:35,162
- She kept loving me, anyway.
- 750
- 00:47:37,371 --> 00:47:40,340
- [instrumental music]
- 751
- 00:47:40,374 --> 00:47:42,307
- [indistinct chatter]
- 752
- 00:47:45,310 --> 00:47:49,487
- Now listen up. I want everyone
- to show my good friend Phil here
- 753
- 00:47:49,521 --> 00:47:50,729
- a lot of love tonight.
- 754
- 00:47:50,764 --> 00:47:52,076
- He's my jailhouse brother.
- 755
- 00:47:52,110 --> 00:47:53,329
- We were at San Quentin together.
- 756
- 00:47:53,353 --> 00:47:54,975
- So Katie, Lulu,
- why don't you come
- 757
- 00:47:55,010 --> 00:47:56,390
- and make the man feel welcome?
- 758
- 00:47:56,425 --> 00:47:59,911
- ♪ I feel much better
- on the other ♪
- 759
- 00:48:00,774 --> 00:48:02,534
- ♪ Side ♪
- 760
- 00:48:04,260 --> 00:48:06,642
- Shit. Well, look at that.
- 761
- 00:48:08,851 --> 00:48:11,036
- You know, we all thought
- he was fucking crazy in prison.
- 762
- 00:48:11,060 --> 00:48:13,304
- Talked a lot of nonsense, but..
- 763
- 00:48:14,201 --> 00:48:16,272
- ...maybe I should have listened.
- 764
- 00:48:16,307 --> 00:48:19,344
- Now my good friend Dennis here
- 765
- 00:48:19,379 --> 00:48:21,622
- has an announcement to make.
- 766
- 00:48:21,657 --> 00:48:24,349
- Uh, yeah, Charlie's song
- 767
- 00:48:24,384 --> 00:48:27,456
- "Cease To Exist"
- is on the record.
- 768
- 00:48:27,490 --> 00:48:28,802
- [gasping]
- 769
- 00:48:28,836 --> 00:48:31,563
- [cheering]
- 770
- 00:48:37,845 --> 00:48:40,952
- Now all you need to do is
- get your friend Terry Melcher
- 771
- 00:48:40,987 --> 00:48:42,540
- to come up here
- and listen to me play
- 772
- 00:48:42,574 --> 00:48:43,955
- and I know he'll wanna sign us.
- 773
- 00:48:43,990 --> 00:48:46,544
- I'll do my best
- to get him out here, man.
- 774
- 00:48:46,578 --> 00:48:47,994
- Now that's right.
- 775
- 00:48:49,616 --> 00:48:51,549
- [screaming]
- 776
- 00:48:53,206 --> 00:48:55,139
- [cheering]
- 777
- 00:48:57,175 --> 00:48:58,763
- Alright, man. Thanks.
- 778
- 00:49:01,559 --> 00:49:03,147
- Now, Katie,
- get everyone together.
- 779
- 00:49:03,181 --> 00:49:05,504
- Tell them just stop what they're
- doing right now and come here.
- 780
- 00:49:05,528 --> 00:49:07,427
- - Okay.
- - Soon. Now.
- 781
- 00:49:10,430 --> 00:49:12,950
- Terry Melcher is coming
- to hear me play.
- 782
- 00:49:12,984 --> 00:49:16,263
- So we need to be ready. I mean,
- we need to be more than ready.
- 783
- 00:49:16,298 --> 00:49:18,127
- Terry Melcher.
- 784
- 00:49:18,162 --> 00:49:20,164
- Terry Melcher!
- 785
- 00:49:20,198 --> 00:49:21,855
- Come on.
- 786
- 00:49:21,889 --> 00:49:23,488
- Dennis' producer,
- the guy who can give me
- 787
- 00:49:23,512 --> 00:49:25,065
- a record deal, goddamn it.
- 788
- 00:49:25,100 --> 00:49:26,308
- Yeah.
- 789
- 00:49:26,342 --> 00:49:28,586
- When Terry hears me play,
- he's gonna lose his mind
- 790
- 00:49:28,620 --> 00:49:31,347
- which means the world
- gets to hear my music.
- 791
- 00:49:31,382 --> 00:49:33,971
- And then all the lost
- young loves during the mayhem
- 792
- 00:49:34,005 --> 00:49:35,524
- and the killing
- will hear my music
- 793
- 00:49:35,558 --> 00:49:37,526
- and they will know that
- they have a home.
- 794
- 00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:40,149
- So, guys, make this place
- look spotless.
- 795
- 00:49:40,184 --> 00:49:42,427
- Get rid of all the stuff
- that stinks.
- 796
- 00:49:42,462 --> 00:49:44,705
- And, girls,
- you bake some cookies.
- 797
- 00:49:44,740 --> 00:49:45,948
- Go to the grocery store.
- 798
- 00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:48,882
- I don't want no garbage run food
- for Terry.
- 799
- 00:49:48,916 --> 00:49:51,954
- And I want a deer skin shirt and
- pants held together by laces.
- 800
- 00:49:51,989 --> 00:49:55,061
- I want him to see my commitment
- to going back to the land.
- 801
- 00:49:56,407 --> 00:49:58,616
- But don't they have to kill
- the deer for that?
- 802
- 00:50:09,178 --> 00:50:11,767
- Lulu has a question. Would you
- like to repeat that, Lulu?
- 803
- 00:50:15,012 --> 00:50:16,979
- Don't they kill the deer...
- 804
- 00:50:17,014 --> 00:50:18,808
- What we have here..
- 805
- 00:50:19,809 --> 00:50:21,742
- [laughing]
- 806
- 00:50:24,090 --> 00:50:27,265
- ...what we have here
- is a contradiction.
- 807
- 00:50:27,300 --> 00:50:29,164
- Lulu thinks
- she sees a contradiction
- 808
- 00:50:29,198 --> 00:50:32,857
- and her tiny female brain
- is gonna have a freak out.
- 809
- 00:50:32,891 --> 00:50:36,654
- If you think
- I'm going against my own words
- 810
- 00:50:36,688 --> 00:50:38,656
- then maybe you just aren't
- evolved enough yet
- 811
- 00:50:38,690 --> 00:50:41,038
- to understand what's going on.
- 812
- 00:50:43,868 --> 00:50:46,802
- Old JC said a lot of things
- his followers didn't understand
- 813
- 00:50:46,836 --> 00:50:49,425
- and they stuck around.
- 814
- 00:50:49,460 --> 00:50:51,979
- No sense makes sense. You dig?
- 815
- 00:50:53,878 --> 00:50:55,811
- [indistinct chatter]
- 816
- 00:51:00,954 --> 00:51:03,198
- ♪ You think
- you're lovin' baby ♪
- 817
- 00:51:03,232 --> 00:51:05,993
- ♪ But all you're doin'
- is tryin' ♪
- 818
- 00:51:06,028 --> 00:51:07,685
- ♪ Can you feel?
- 819
- 00:51:08,996 --> 00:51:11,137
- ♪ Are those feelings real?
- 820
- 00:51:11,171 --> 00:51:14,001
- ♪ Look at your game girl
- 821
- 00:51:16,487 --> 00:51:20,387
- ♪ Look at your game girl
- 822
- 00:51:20,422 --> 00:51:21,630
- Chorus.
- 823
- 00:51:23,252 --> 00:51:24,253
- ♪ Say l.. ♪ Ooh...
- 824
- 00:51:24,288 --> 00:51:26,013
- No, no, no.
- 825
- 00:51:28,257 --> 00:51:30,708
- Again, again, again,
- again, again.
- 826
- 00:51:30,742 --> 00:51:32,572
- Until we get it right
- on the night.
- 827
- 00:51:32,606 --> 00:51:33,814
- Again. We need to do it again.
- 828
- 00:51:33,849 --> 00:51:35,851
- This is Terry Melcher. Again.
- 829
- 00:51:35,885 --> 00:51:37,266
- - Again.
- - Again.
- 830
- 00:51:37,301 --> 00:51:38,371
- - Again.
- - Again.
- 831
- 00:51:38,405 --> 00:51:39,579
- - Again.
- - Again.
- 832
- 00:51:39,613 --> 00:51:40,580
- - Again.
- - Again.
- 833
- 00:51:40,614 --> 00:51:42,444
- - Again.
- - Chorus.
- 834
- 00:51:42,478 --> 00:51:45,447
- ♪ What a mad delusion ♪ Ooh
- 835
- 00:51:45,481 --> 00:51:48,001
- ♪ Livin' in that confusion ♪ Ooh
- 836
- 00:51:48,035 --> 00:51:51,142
- ♪ Frustration and doubt ♪ Ooh
- 837
- 00:51:51,177 --> 00:51:55,457
- ♪ Can you ever live
- without the game? ♪♪
- 838
- 00:51:58,494 --> 00:52:00,876
- We don't have
- enough of a spectacle.
- 839
- 00:52:05,846 --> 00:52:06,847
- Again.
- 840
- 00:52:07,745 --> 00:52:09,712
- Sounds good, Charlie.
- 841
- 00:52:09,747 --> 00:52:10,989
- I didn't ask for your opinion.
- 842
- 00:52:11,024 --> 00:52:13,268
- I asked for your titties
- and your shapes.
- 843
- 00:52:13,302 --> 00:52:15,684
- I know it sounds good.
- 844
- 00:52:15,718 --> 00:52:16,719
- Chorus!
- 845
- 00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:20,999
- ♪ What a mad delusion ♪ Ooh
- 846
- 00:52:21,034 --> 00:52:24,141
- ♪ Livin' in that confusion ♪ Ooh
- 847
- 00:52:24,175 --> 00:52:27,144
- ♪ Frustration and doubt ♪ Ooh
- 848
- 00:52:27,178 --> 00:52:30,975
- ♪ Can you ever live
- without the game? ♪♪
- 849
- 00:52:31,009 --> 00:52:32,459
- Well, hey there, partner.
- 850
- 00:52:34,599 --> 00:52:36,567
- Hey, man. How you doing?
- 851
- 00:52:36,601 --> 00:52:38,845
- We got some special zuzus
- and food for ya
- 852
- 00:52:38,879 --> 00:52:40,605
- and of course,
- we got the girls.
- 853
- 00:52:40,640 --> 00:52:42,849
- Thank you, Charlie.
- I don't have a lot of time.
- 854
- 00:52:42,883 --> 00:52:45,023
- We'll just get down
- to the music, huh?
- 855
- 00:52:45,058 --> 00:52:47,164
- - Play me something.
- - Alright.
- 856
- 00:52:47,198 --> 00:52:50,339
- Look, you gotta be all business,
- then yo, we'll be all business.
- 857
- 00:52:50,374 --> 00:52:53,480
- I guess the music's really
- the love, anyway, right?
- 858
- 00:52:53,515 --> 00:52:55,206
- Yeah, man.
- 859
- 00:52:55,241 --> 00:52:57,381
- Alright. Here we go.
- 860
- 00:52:57,415 --> 00:52:59,348
- [guitar music]
- 861
- 00:53:05,354 --> 00:53:07,287
- Thank you for coming,
- Mr. Melcher.
- 862
- 00:53:08,530 --> 00:53:10,117
- Appreciate your time.
- 863
- 00:53:11,602 --> 00:53:12,706
- Alright.
- 864
- 00:53:18,402 --> 00:53:21,646
- ♪ Here's a time for livin'
- 865
- 00:53:23,303 --> 00:53:27,169
- ♪ Time keeps on flyin'
- 866
- 00:53:28,377 --> 00:53:30,724
- ♪ You think you're lovin' baby
- 867
- 00:53:30,759 --> 00:53:33,313
- ♪ When all you're doin'
- is tryin' ♪
- 868
- 00:53:33,348 --> 00:53:34,797
- ♪ Can you feel?
- 869
- 00:53:36,420 --> 00:53:38,560
- ♪ Are your feelings real?
- 870
- 00:53:38,594 --> 00:53:41,079
- ♪ Look at your game girl
- 871
- 00:53:43,806 --> 00:53:47,776
- ♪ Look at your game girl
- 872
- 00:53:47,810 --> 00:53:50,848
- ♪ What a mad delusion ♪ Ooh
- 873
- 00:53:50,882 --> 00:53:53,782
- ♪ Livin' in that confusion ♪ Ooh
- 874
- 00:53:53,816 --> 00:53:56,785
- ♪ Frustration and doubt ♪ Ooh
- 875
- 00:53:56,819 --> 00:54:00,547
- ♪ Can you ever live
- without the game? ♪
- 876
- 00:54:03,205 --> 00:54:08,866
- ♪ The sad sad game
- 877
- 00:54:11,731 --> 00:54:18,738
- ♪ My game
- 878
- 00:54:20,981 --> 00:54:24,433
- ♪ Just to say
- you love's not enough ♪
- 879
- 00:54:24,468 --> 00:54:26,918
- ♪ Anything can be true
- 880
- 00:54:26,953 --> 00:54:29,921
- ♪ Oh you can tell
- those lies baby ♪
- 881
- 00:54:29,956 --> 00:54:33,270
- ♪ But there ain't
- no foolin' you ♪
- 882
- 00:54:33,304 --> 00:54:34,788
- ♪ Can you feel?
- 883
- 00:54:35,893 --> 00:54:37,998
- ♪ Are those feelings real?
- 884
- 00:54:38,033 --> 00:54:41,105
- ♪ Look at your game girl
- 885
- 00:54:43,349 --> 00:54:47,284
- ♪ Look at your game girl
- 886
- 00:54:47,318 --> 00:54:49,838
- ♪ Ay ay ay
- 887
- 00:54:52,323 --> 00:54:57,604
- ♪ The sad game
- 888
- 00:54:58,709 --> 00:55:03,886
- ♪ My game
- 889
- 00:55:03,921 --> 00:55:06,579
- ♪ Ay ay ay ♪
- 890
- 00:55:06,613 --> 00:55:08,546
- [applause]
- 891
- 00:55:10,548 --> 00:55:12,032
- Alright now.
- 892
- 00:55:19,937 --> 00:55:22,526
- So what do you think
- of our place, man?
- 893
- 00:55:22,560 --> 00:55:23,872
- I mean, we dig it here,
- you know.
- 894
- 00:55:23,906 --> 00:55:27,220
- We learn it's possible to live
- without restrictions.
- 895
- 00:55:27,254 --> 00:55:30,672
- I mean, dig it, we live
- on other people's garbage
- 896
- 00:55:30,706 --> 00:55:31,752
- and we live well, you know...
- 897
- 00:55:31,776 --> 00:55:34,054
- Hey, Charlie, man,
- let's take a walk.
- 898
- 00:55:34,089 --> 00:55:36,263
- Talk about the music.
- 899
- 00:55:36,298 --> 00:55:37,817
- Alright, man.
- 900
- 00:55:46,377 --> 00:55:48,621
- You know, I mean, look,
- we get off into these trees..
- 901
- 00:55:49,760 --> 00:55:51,693
- ...we go walking.
- 902
- 00:55:51,727 --> 00:55:53,902
- Gotta take the horses out,
- you know.
- 903
- 00:55:55,455 --> 00:55:56,698
- Yeah, so, uh..
- 904
- 00:55:56,732 --> 00:55:59,908
- That was perfect.
- So beautiful.
- 905
- 00:56:01,358 --> 00:56:05,603
- You girls made me cry.
- Your voices were so sweet.
- 906
- 00:56:05,638 --> 00:56:07,053
- It's all happening.
- 907
- 00:56:07,087 --> 00:56:08,675
- [indistinct chatter]
- 908
- 00:56:09,676 --> 00:56:11,609
- That music you were playing..
- 909
- 00:56:13,404 --> 00:56:16,269
- Finally, the world gets to hear
- Charlie's music.
- 910
- 00:56:16,303 --> 00:56:18,271
- More popular than Jesus.
- 911
- 00:56:18,305 --> 00:56:20,031
- That suit looks outasight.
- 912
- 00:56:20,066 --> 00:56:21,999
- He looks like
- a rock star already.
- 913
- 00:56:34,874 --> 00:56:36,254
- Well, man, what did he say?
- 914
- 00:56:36,289 --> 00:56:38,256
- He looked like
- he was really digging it.
- 915
- 00:56:38,291 --> 00:56:40,845
- Is he gonna sign you
- like he should?
- 916
- 00:56:40,880 --> 00:56:43,607
- I mean, he gave me money.
- 917
- 00:56:43,641 --> 00:56:44,711
- How much is it?
- 918
- 00:56:44,746 --> 00:56:46,437
- I couldn't sign a contract
- on the spot.
- 919
- 00:56:46,472 --> 00:56:48,370
- That's just not how
- Charlie Manson operates.
- 920
- 00:56:48,405 --> 00:56:51,028
- My word is my bond. I don't need
- no written contract.
- 921
- 00:56:52,823 --> 00:56:54,928
- What about that money?
- 922
- 00:56:54,963 --> 00:56:56,654
- Well, it's just hay money.
- 923
- 00:56:56,689 --> 00:56:58,725
- I'm sure he wanted the horses
- to eat well.
- 924
- 00:56:58,760 --> 00:57:00,382
- [laughing]
- 925
- 00:57:01,832 --> 00:57:03,016
- You know, let's eat
- some of the cookies
- 926
- 00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:04,490
- those motherfuckers didn't want.
- 927
- 00:57:04,524 --> 00:57:05,905
- [laughing]
- 928
- 00:57:07,044 --> 00:57:08,977
- [guitar music]
- 929
- 00:57:51,813 --> 00:57:53,746
- Who made this salad dressing?
- 930
- 00:57:55,126 --> 00:57:56,231
- I did.
- 931
- 00:57:58,716 --> 00:58:00,753
- Well, smells a bit like piss.
- 932
- 00:58:03,687 --> 00:58:06,724
- Well, that's 'cause
- I pissed in yours.
- 933
- 00:58:06,759 --> 00:58:08,657
- Don't play that shit with me,
- woman!
- 934
- 00:58:08,692 --> 00:58:10,314
- [grunts]
- 935
- 00:58:10,348 --> 00:58:11,349
- Look at me! Look at me!
- 936
- 00:58:11,384 --> 00:58:12,937
- [groans]
- 937
- 00:58:12,972 --> 00:58:14,525
- I will not listen
- to that kind of talk.
- 938
- 00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:17,494
- You take that shit down the
- road. You dig what I'm saying?
- 939
- 00:58:17,528 --> 00:58:18,633
- Look at me. Look at me.
- 940
- 00:58:18,667 --> 00:58:20,531
- Look at me in the eye.
- Look me in the eye.
- 941
- 00:58:20,566 --> 00:58:21,774
- [groans]
- 942
- 00:58:23,016 --> 00:58:25,053
- What?
- You wanna fucking hit me?
- 943
- 00:58:25,087 --> 00:58:26,503
- Fuck you!
- 944
- 00:58:26,537 --> 00:58:28,194
- Get the fuck out of here.
- 945
- 00:58:28,228 --> 00:58:29,954
- - You wanna fucking hit me?
- - Ah, no!
- 946
- 00:58:29,989 --> 00:58:30,989
- Huh?
- 947
- 00:58:32,267 --> 00:58:33,820
- I will break
- your fucking wrist.
- 948
- 00:58:33,855 --> 00:58:35,581
- I will break
- your fucking fingers!
- 949
- 00:58:35,615 --> 00:58:38,515
- What? What? Stop fighting!
- 950
- 00:58:38,549 --> 00:58:39,964
- Stop fighting me.
- 951
- 00:58:39,999 --> 00:58:41,518
- You stop fucking..
- 952
- 00:58:43,312 --> 00:58:45,591
- Stop fighting me. Whoa.
- 953
- 00:58:45,625 --> 00:58:47,765
- Whoa. Whoa.
- 954
- 00:58:47,800 --> 00:58:50,734
- [moaning]
- 955
- 00:58:55,670 --> 00:58:57,085
- Quit fighting me.
- 956
- 00:59:10,892 --> 00:59:11,996
- Get up.
- 957
- 00:59:16,242 --> 00:59:19,763
- Now you go back in the kitchen
- and go, go about your business.
- 958
- 00:59:38,022 --> 00:59:39,990
- You can go ahead and eat, Sandy.
- 959
- 00:59:56,247 --> 00:59:57,939
- Hey, are you okay?
- 960
- 00:59:59,078 --> 01:00:00,527
- Oh, yeah.
- 961
- 01:00:01,943 --> 01:00:03,703
- Yeah, I feel good.
- 962
- 01:00:05,256 --> 01:00:06,257
- Listen.
- 963
- 01:00:08,018 --> 01:00:09,823
- Getting hit by the man you love
- is no different
- 964
- 01:00:09,847 --> 01:00:12,229
- than making love to him.
- 965
- 01:00:12,263 --> 01:00:14,438
- Charlie just gives me
- what I need.
- 966
- 01:00:23,654 --> 01:00:25,552
- I brought you gifts.
- 967
- 01:00:29,695 --> 01:00:31,386
- [laughs]
- 968
- 01:00:38,151 --> 01:00:39,532
- [sniffs]
- 969
- 01:00:41,534 --> 01:00:43,501
- I love the way new books smell.
- 970
- 01:00:43,536 --> 01:00:44,571
- [laughs]
- 971
- 01:00:44,606 --> 01:00:46,297
- Thank you so much.
- 972
- 01:00:46,332 --> 01:00:47,585
- We have a Christmas present
- for you.
- 973
- 01:00:47,609 --> 01:00:49,646
- Did you bring it, Katie?
- 974
- 01:00:53,650 --> 01:00:56,756
- Sadie did this. The sun.
- 975
- 01:00:56,791 --> 01:00:59,034
- And that's a butterfly.
- Lulu did it.
- 976
- 01:01:07,008 --> 01:01:09,113
- It's just like the one
- we made for Charlie.
- 977
- 01:01:14,912 --> 01:01:16,949
- Ready, baby girl?
- 978
- 01:01:16,983 --> 01:01:18,260
- I got this.
- 979
- 01:01:18,295 --> 01:01:20,228
- [instrumental music]
- 980
- 01:01:21,885 --> 01:01:24,853
- You see that? She trusts me.
- She's not afraid.
- 981
- 01:01:24,888 --> 01:01:26,003
- You'd die for me,
- wouldn't you, girl?
- 982
- 01:01:26,027 --> 01:01:28,132
- Of course, Charlie.
- 983
- 01:01:28,167 --> 01:01:30,341
- You, uh, got a knife for me?
- 984
- 01:01:30,376 --> 01:01:32,896
- ♪ You're gonna wake up
- one morning ♪
- 985
- 01:01:32,930 --> 01:01:35,450
- ♪ As the sun meets the dawn
- 986
- 01:01:36,900 --> 01:01:40,179
- Girls,
- these Straight Satan Gods
- 987
- 01:01:40,213 --> 01:01:42,388
- I think we need them.
- 988
- 01:01:42,422 --> 01:01:45,184
- Tex tells me he got
- into a little complication
- 989
- 01:01:45,218 --> 01:01:47,082
- with a black man.
- 990
- 01:01:47,117 --> 01:01:48,256
- It might come back on us.
- 991
- 01:01:48,290 --> 01:01:50,568
- So I want you to make them
- feel welcome.
- 992
- 01:01:50,603 --> 01:01:52,605
- Give them your gift.
- Show them a good time.
- 993
- 01:02:03,374 --> 01:02:05,514
- Charlie doesn't like us
- to do speed.
- 994
- 01:02:05,549 --> 01:02:07,620
- Charlie can't see us right now.
- 995
- 01:02:09,277 --> 01:02:11,589
- ♪ When you never need me
- 996
- 01:02:19,011 --> 01:02:21,910
- ♪ You're gonna wake up
- wondering ♪
- 997
- 01:02:21,945 --> 01:02:25,362
- ♪ Why'd you sleep all alone
- 998
- 01:02:25,396 --> 01:02:28,641
- ♪ No one's gonna
- stop you baby ♪
- 999
- 01:02:28,675 --> 01:02:32,714
- ♪ I'm not coming home
- I'm not coming home ♪♪
- 1000
- 01:02:32,749 --> 01:02:35,510
- - Where you headed?
- - Anywhere but here.
- 1001
- 01:02:48,730 --> 01:02:51,284
- This album is a musical roadmap to our future.
- 1002
- 01:02:51,319 --> 01:02:52,803
- Now when he talks
- about the piggies
- 1003
- 01:02:52,838 --> 01:02:54,943
- he's talking about the rich
- and the powerful
- 1004
- 01:02:54,978 --> 01:02:57,049
- needin' a damn good whacking.
- The "Blackbird."
- 1005
- 01:02:57,083 --> 01:02:59,499
- It's the black man's time
- to rise.
- 1006
- 01:02:59,534 --> 01:03:02,675
- And "Revolution 1,"
- it's a call to arms. It's time.
- 1007
- 01:03:02,709 --> 01:03:05,126
- "Revolution 9,"
- it's the soundtrack to the war.
- 1008
- 01:03:05,160 --> 01:03:07,024
- It's guns. Screaming.
- 1009
- 01:03:07,059 --> 01:03:08,474
- Does that make you feel afraid?
- 1010
- 01:03:08,508 --> 01:03:11,442
- No. It's like you always said
- it would be.
- 1011
- 01:03:11,477 --> 01:03:13,455
- You're damn straight it's like I always said it would be.
- 1012
- 01:03:13,479 --> 01:03:15,112
- You should feel proud.
- You should all feel proud.
- 1013
- 01:03:15,136 --> 01:03:17,276
- And why should you all
- feel proud? Lulu, why?
- 1014
- 01:03:17,310 --> 01:03:19,150
- Because we're already living
- like revolutionaries.
- 1015
- 01:03:19,174 --> 01:03:21,349
- Yes! Now dig this.
- 1016
- 01:03:21,383 --> 01:03:22,971
- In Revelations, in the Bible
- 1017
- 01:03:23,006 --> 01:03:24,801
- it talks about the locusts
- coming to Earth.
- 1018
- 01:03:24,835 --> 01:03:26,043
- Now that's the Beatles.
- 1019
- 01:03:26,078 --> 01:03:27,873
- And he talks about
- the locusts having scales
- 1020
- 01:03:27,907 --> 01:03:29,219
- like iron breastplates.
- 1021
- 01:03:29,253 --> 01:03:31,255
- That's the Beatles' guitars.
- And dig this.
- 1022
- 01:03:31,290 --> 01:03:34,155
- He talks about five angels
- coming to Earth.
- 1023
- 01:03:34,189 --> 01:03:36,364
- Now this five angels,
- four of them are the Beatles
- 1024
- 01:03:36,398 --> 01:03:37,606
- the other one is me.
- 1025
- 01:03:37,641 --> 01:03:39,677
- And the other one is me
- because I am given the key
- 1026
- 01:03:39,712 --> 01:03:41,438
- to the shaft
- of the bottomless pit.
- 1027
- 01:03:41,472 --> 01:03:42,819
- And where is
- the bottomless pit?
- 1028
- 01:03:42,853 --> 01:03:45,062
- The one you told us about
- in Death Valley?
- 1029
- 01:03:45,097 --> 01:03:47,858
- - The one we're going to find.
- - Yes!
- 1030
- 01:03:47,893 --> 01:03:50,688
- So "Helter Skelter"
- is the thing, man.
- 1031
- 01:03:50,723 --> 01:03:52,898
- It's what
- the black man's gonna do
- 1032
- 01:03:52,932 --> 01:03:54,831
- to start the race war.
- 1033
- 01:03:54,865 --> 01:03:56,142
- But just like the Bible says
- 1034
- 01:03:56,177 --> 01:03:58,869
- I will lead my family
- to the bottomless pit
- 1035
- 01:03:58,904 --> 01:04:01,009
- and we will live out the war
- underground
- 1036
- 01:04:01,044 --> 01:04:03,322
- and we will expand to 144,000
- 1037
- 01:04:03,356 --> 01:04:06,463
- and then we will come back
- like the 12 tribes of Israel.
- 1038
- 01:04:06,497 --> 01:04:08,983
- And when we come back,
- the black man will not know
- 1039
- 01:04:09,017 --> 01:04:10,985
- how to act or how to be
- 1040
- 01:04:11,019 --> 01:04:13,228
- or how to govern
- or what to do.
- 1041
- 01:04:13,263 --> 01:04:16,059
- And so, we cannot leave!
- 1042
- 01:04:16,093 --> 01:04:18,130
- We cannot leave
- because you're white people
- 1043
- 01:04:18,164 --> 01:04:19,303
- and you will be murdered.
- 1044
- 01:04:19,338 --> 01:04:20,857
- You will be made
- into black slaves.
- 1045
- 01:04:20,891 --> 01:04:22,755
- And Tex, Tex!
- 1046
- 01:04:22,789 --> 01:04:25,102
- Tex is gonna be sorry
- that he ever left our tribe.
- 1047
- 01:04:31,108 --> 01:04:33,041
- - Thanks for coming out here.
- - That's okay.
- 1048
- 01:04:33,076 --> 01:04:35,043
- Hey, look,
- my wife just wants to know
- 1049
- 01:04:35,078 --> 01:04:36,976
- all about these
- crazy Manson girls.
- 1050
- 01:04:37,011 --> 01:04:38,736
- Yeah.
- 1051
- 01:04:38,771 --> 01:04:41,015
- I get asked
- about them a lot too.
- 1052
- 01:04:41,049 --> 01:04:42,049
- Yeah.
- 1053
- 01:04:46,434 --> 01:04:49,161
- Um, okay,
- now you were all just kids
- 1054
- 01:04:49,195 --> 01:04:52,819
- when the Watts Riots happened,
- but it's a perfect example.
- 1055
- 01:04:52,854 --> 01:04:54,304
- Here you have black Americans
- 1056
- 01:04:54,338 --> 01:04:57,928
- oppressed for generations,
- at the end of their rope.
- 1057
- 01:04:57,963 --> 01:04:59,526
- You know, things got
- out of hand back then
- 1058
- 01:04:59,550 --> 01:05:01,311
- but the message was sent.
- 1059
- 01:05:01,345 --> 01:05:03,761
- Yeah, Charlie said that
- Watts was the beginning.
- 1060
- 01:05:03,796 --> 01:05:05,532
- I really think that
- a race war would have started
- 1061
- 01:05:05,556 --> 01:05:06,764
- if they hadn't put us in here.
- 1062
- 01:05:06,799 --> 01:05:10,320
- The black man is rising up
- and his time is coming.
- 1063
- 01:05:10,354 --> 01:05:12,253
- Do you think it's still coming?
- 1064
- 01:05:13,530 --> 01:05:15,014
- Um..
- 1065
- 01:05:15,049 --> 01:05:18,845
- Well, Bobby Seale was bound
- and gagged in a courtroom
- 1066
- 01:05:18,880 --> 01:05:20,951
- but last year they let him go,
- so..
- 1067
- 01:05:23,816 --> 01:05:25,749
- We don't know who that is.
- 1068
- 01:05:29,442 --> 01:05:30,892
- Black Panthers?
- 1069
- 01:05:33,101 --> 01:05:34,723
- Y'all don't get any news
- in here at all?
- 1070
- 01:05:34,758 --> 01:05:37,450
- Oh, yes.
- We know the Black Panthers.
- 1071
- 01:05:37,485 --> 01:05:39,118
- Charlie said that
- black people wouldn't be able
- 1072
- 01:05:39,142 --> 01:05:40,833
- to lead themselves
- after the revolution
- 1073
- 01:05:40,867 --> 01:05:42,800
- that they would need his help.
- 1074
- 01:05:44,975 --> 01:05:46,770
- Yeah, I heard that he said that.
- 1075
- 01:05:46,804 --> 01:05:48,910
- It's okay, he said
- you wouldn't understand now
- 1076
- 01:05:48,945 --> 01:05:51,016
- but that you would thank him
- later.
- 1077
- 01:05:52,603 --> 01:05:53,603
- But..
- 1078
- 01:05:54,674 --> 01:05:56,331
- You don't think that's true?
- 1079
- 01:05:56,366 --> 01:05:59,610
- I find that to be
- a deeply racist idea.
- 1080
- 01:05:59,645 --> 01:06:01,509
- That black people would need
- a white man
- 1081
- 01:06:01,543 --> 01:06:03,614
- to tell them what to think.
- 1082
- 01:06:03,649 --> 01:06:05,169
- When black people
- take their power back
- 1083
- 01:06:05,202 --> 01:06:06,482
- there's no chance
- in hell that...
- 1084
- 01:06:06,514 --> 01:06:07,584
- Charlie said...
- 1085
- 01:06:07,618 --> 01:06:09,931
- Let's listen to what
- Bill has to say.
- 1086
- 01:06:13,728 --> 01:06:16,075
- There's no chance in hell
- that we would turn
- 1087
- 01:06:16,110 --> 01:06:19,044
- to a white person
- for leadership.
- 1088
- 01:06:19,078 --> 01:06:23,117
- And black people were
- brought here as slaves in 1619.
- 1089
- 01:06:23,151 --> 01:06:24,946
- And even after slavery
- 1090
- 01:06:24,981 --> 01:06:26,913
- and the eventual abolishment
- of slavery
- 1091
- 01:06:26,948 --> 01:06:29,709
- we are still
- getting crushed by racism.
- 1092
- 01:06:31,470 --> 01:06:33,817
- We don't trust the white men
- 1093
- 01:06:33,851 --> 01:06:36,337
- and we certainly don't need one
- to lead us.
- 1094
- 01:06:36,371 --> 01:06:37,717
- You hear me?
- 1095
- 01:06:39,857 --> 01:06:41,790
- [no audio]
- 1096
- 01:06:41,825 --> 01:06:42,999
- The trouble with blackie is
- 1097
- 01:06:43,033 --> 01:06:44,966
- he wants to fuck
- all the white women
- 1098
- 01:06:45,001 --> 01:06:46,381
- turn all the white babies
- brown.
- 1099
- 01:06:46,416 --> 01:06:49,419
- We can't have that.
- That's what makes whitey mad.
- 1100
- 01:06:49,453 --> 01:06:51,041
- Well, we're gonna
- help blackie out.
- 1101
- 01:06:51,076 --> 01:06:53,940
- We're gonna start a race war
- called Helter Skelter.
- 1102
- 01:06:53,975 --> 01:06:56,012
- And we start this war
- by killing some white people
- 1103
- 01:06:56,046 --> 01:06:58,048
- and making it look like
- the black man's work.
- 1104
- 01:06:58,083 --> 01:07:01,017
- Blackie's been waiting
- for this. Blackie is waiting.
- 1105
- 01:07:01,051 --> 01:07:02,984
- And then the piggy cops
- will come down on blackie
- 1106
- 01:07:03,019 --> 01:07:04,710
- when they find
- the rich dead piggies.
- 1107
- 01:07:04,744 --> 01:07:06,746
- Then the revolution will begin.
- 1108
- 01:07:06,781 --> 01:07:08,852
- You understand me?
- 1109
- 01:07:08,886 --> 01:07:11,130
- Helter Skelter is upon us.
- 1110
- 01:07:11,165 --> 01:07:13,098
- [sobbing]
- 1111
- 01:07:16,929 --> 01:07:18,241
- Lulu, what's wrong?
- 1112
- 01:07:19,897 --> 01:07:22,831
- Did you ever start to think
- that maybe Helter Skelter
- 1113
- 01:07:22,866 --> 01:07:24,799
- isn't coming down at all?
- 1114
- 01:07:26,318 --> 01:07:28,078
- That Charlie was wrong?
- 1115
- 01:07:28,113 --> 01:07:29,873
- No. No.
- 1116
- 01:07:32,117 --> 01:07:35,051
- Don't let this place
- get to you.
- 1117
- 01:07:35,085 --> 01:07:37,363
- It would be happening right now if we weren't in here.
- 1118
- 01:07:39,124 --> 01:07:40,573
- Please don't give up now.
- 1119
- 01:07:40,608 --> 01:07:42,713
- - Okay.
- - Please, I need you.
- 1120
- 01:07:44,198 --> 01:07:46,510
- I'm sorry.
- I didn't mean to upset you.
- 1121
- 01:08:13,123 --> 01:08:15,608
- Lulu, this knife might be
- the only thing
- 1122
- 01:08:15,643 --> 01:08:17,679
- between you and blackie
- slitting your throat.
- 1123
- 01:08:17,714 --> 01:08:19,198
- Thrust and jab
- like you mean it.
- 1124
- 01:08:19,233 --> 01:08:21,304
- Thrust. Jab. Lift.
- 1125
- 01:08:22,477 --> 01:08:23,927
- Stab the chair.
- 1126
- 01:08:31,693 --> 01:08:33,039
- Good, Mary.
- 1127
- 01:08:40,392 --> 01:08:42,980
- I know everyone thinks
- we're these scary creatures
- 1128
- 01:08:43,015 --> 01:08:45,569
- who committed
- these horrible crimes
- 1129
- 01:08:45,604 --> 01:08:49,815
- but we were just engaging
- in the dance of life and death.
- 1130
- 01:08:49,849 --> 01:08:52,162
- Charlie says there is no death.
- 1131
- 01:08:52,197 --> 01:08:55,303
- So you're saying it's okay
- to take someone's life?
- 1132
- 01:08:57,202 --> 01:08:59,445
- Leslie, Susan,
- is that what you think?
- 1133
- 01:09:00,757 --> 01:09:01,757
- No.
- 1134
- 01:09:03,035 --> 01:09:05,071
- I'm saying
- that I'm starting to think
- 1135
- 01:09:05,106 --> 01:09:08,868
- that the devil took a hold of me
- so I could find my way to God.
- 1136
- 01:09:08,903 --> 01:09:10,870
- So Charlie is the devil?
- 1137
- 01:09:10,905 --> 01:09:14,046
- No, Charlie is Charlie
- and the devil is the devil.
- 1138
- 01:09:17,636 --> 01:09:20,259
- So you all still believe
- 1139
- 01:09:20,294 --> 01:09:23,193
- that thing he was talking about
- 1140
- 01:09:23,228 --> 01:09:24,712
- Helter Skelter?
- 1141
- 01:09:29,717 --> 01:09:30,856
- [sighs]
- 1142
- 01:09:32,547 --> 01:09:35,481
- The other night, I started
- to doubt it and I got shaky.
- 1143
- 01:09:37,483 --> 01:09:40,555
- You felt doubt.
- What made you feel that doubt?
- 1144
- 01:09:40,590 --> 01:09:42,557
- That was just for a minute,
- right, Lulu?
- 1145
- 01:09:42,592 --> 01:09:44,180
- She doesn't doubt anymore.
- 1146
- 01:09:45,974 --> 01:09:48,598
- [clears throat] Sorry to
- interrupt your studies, ladies.
- 1147
- 01:09:51,980 --> 01:09:54,604
- I am afraid I have bad news.
- 1148
- 01:09:54,638 --> 01:09:58,159
- The decision has come down
- and you will remain here in SSU
- 1149
- 01:09:58,194 --> 01:10:00,334
- for the duration
- of your sentences.
- 1150
- 01:10:02,750 --> 01:10:04,476
- Fucking motherfuckers!
- 1151
- 01:10:04,510 --> 01:10:07,306
- They can't fucking
- do this shit to us!
- 1152
- 01:10:07,341 --> 01:10:09,135
- We're fucking human beings!
- 1153
- 01:10:09,170 --> 01:10:11,276
- You are considered
- an escape risk
- 1154
- 01:10:11,310 --> 01:10:12,829
- and too well known.
- 1155
- 01:10:13,968 --> 01:10:15,521
- No!
- 1156
- 01:10:21,217 --> 01:10:23,874
- I'm never gonna
- see Charlie again.
- 1157
- 01:10:23,909 --> 01:10:25,013
- [sighs]
- 1158
- 01:10:26,877 --> 01:10:28,810
- We don't know
- what's gonna happen.
- 1159
- 01:10:28,845 --> 01:10:30,340
- There's always parole.
- You could get out.
- 1160
- 01:10:30,364 --> 01:10:33,263
- No, you. You could get out.
- 1161
- 01:10:33,298 --> 01:10:35,231
- They'll never let me
- out of here.
- 1162
- 01:10:40,305 --> 01:10:42,376
- It's my fault you're in here.
- 1163
- 01:10:43,860 --> 01:10:46,414
- Charlie said make sure everyone
- does something that night
- 1164
- 01:10:46,449 --> 01:10:48,382
- and I made sure you did.
- 1165
- 01:10:51,247 --> 01:10:52,834
- You must hate me.
- 1166
- 01:10:59,531 --> 01:11:01,533
- I could never hate you.
- 1167
- 01:11:25,246 --> 01:11:26,937
- Good afternoon, ladies.
- 1168
- 01:11:26,972 --> 01:11:28,836
- Special treat for you today.
- 1169
- 01:11:28,870 --> 01:11:30,320
- No school.
- 1170
- 01:11:30,355 --> 01:11:32,495
- Just a mini concert.
- 1171
- 01:11:32,529 --> 01:11:34,462
- Ladies, I brought Robin
- to play for you..
- 1172
- 01:11:43,678 --> 01:11:45,749
- Ladies, why would you do this?
- 1173
- 01:11:46,992 --> 01:11:50,582
- Charlie spoke to us last night.
- He told us to.
- 1174
- 01:11:50,616 --> 01:11:52,549
- He told us to protest.
- 1175
- 01:11:54,240 --> 01:11:56,346
- Jesus fucking Christ.
- 1176
- 01:11:58,210 --> 01:12:00,316
- How the hell
- did they get razors?
- 1177
- 01:12:00,350 --> 01:12:01,455
- The guards love them.
- 1178
- 01:12:01,489 --> 01:12:04,320
- They have all kinds of things
- in their cells.
- 1179
- 01:12:04,354 --> 01:12:05,631
- Are you okay?
- 1180
- 01:12:05,666 --> 01:12:08,703
- It's just as long as
- they're stuck alone together
- 1181
- 01:12:08,738 --> 01:12:12,535
- in that unit just repeating their
- brainwashing back to each other..
- 1182
- 01:12:15,296 --> 01:12:17,239
- I mean, they're never gonna see
- the real world again
- 1183
- 01:12:17,263 --> 01:12:19,818
- so what is it
- we can really do for them?
- 1184
- 01:12:24,132 --> 01:12:26,238
- I just wanna remind them
- 1185
- 01:12:26,272 --> 01:12:27,619
- if I can..
- 1186
- 01:12:30,069 --> 01:12:33,418
- ...of who they were before
- they ever met Charles Manson.
- 1187
- 01:12:34,867 --> 01:12:37,594
- I just wanna give them back
- themselves.
- 1188
- 01:12:37,629 --> 01:12:40,563
- [instrumental music]
- 1189
- 01:12:52,126 --> 01:12:53,714
- Let's go take a walk.
- 1190
- 01:12:54,818 --> 01:12:56,786
- Where's Charlie?
- 1191
- 01:12:56,820 --> 01:12:58,615
- He went somewhere with Paul.
- 1192
- 01:12:58,650 --> 01:13:00,790
- Seems like
- he's been gone forever.
- 1193
- 01:13:03,655 --> 01:13:06,278
- - You like living here?
- - Yeah. You should join us.
- 1194
- 01:13:06,312 --> 01:13:08,142
- - Nah, I need my freedom.
- - Freedom?
- 1195
- 01:13:08,176 --> 01:13:10,109
- That's all we have here.
- 1196
- 01:13:17,116 --> 01:13:18,324
- I like you.
- 1197
- 01:13:19,636 --> 01:13:21,638
- You should come away
- on adventures with me.
- 1198
- 01:13:21,673 --> 01:13:24,158
- I have a lot
- of responsibilities here.
- 1199
- 01:13:24,192 --> 01:13:26,125
- We're preparing for a war.
- 1200
- 01:13:27,057 --> 01:13:28,069
- Well, if we're all gonna die
- 1201
- 01:13:28,093 --> 01:13:29,819
- we better get
- to making love, huh?
- 1202
- 01:13:29,853 --> 01:13:31,821
- Well, I don't know about that.
- 1203
- 01:13:31,855 --> 01:13:32,994
- Come on.
- 1204
- 01:13:33,029 --> 01:13:35,238
- You might be my last chance,
- baby.
- 1205
- 01:13:43,384 --> 01:13:45,041
- [chuckles]
- 1206
- 01:13:45,075 --> 01:13:47,181
- Hey. Who the fuck are you?
- 1207
- 01:13:51,461 --> 01:13:52,876
- Sorry, man. I came..
- 1208
- 01:13:52,911 --> 01:13:55,672
- I came with Danny and them guys.
- 1209
- 01:13:55,707 --> 01:13:57,478
- - I thought you...
- - Get the fuck out of here.
- 1210
- 01:13:57,502 --> 01:13:59,065
- And don't you come back
- unless you're invited
- 1211
- 01:13:59,089 --> 01:14:00,366
- which you wont be.
- 1212
- 01:14:00,401 --> 01:14:02,679
- Get up. Get out.
- 1213
- 01:14:02,714 --> 01:14:04,485
- You want me to help
- get your dick in your pants?
- 1214
- 01:14:04,509 --> 01:14:06,442
- Get the fuck out of my barn!
- 1215
- 01:14:08,651 --> 01:14:11,032
- You guys got a weird scene
- going on up here, man.
- 1216
- 01:14:14,139 --> 01:14:16,037
- You ask me first!
- 1217
- 01:14:18,143 --> 01:14:20,248
- You don't just whore around.
- 1218
- 01:14:21,318 --> 01:14:23,079
- That is it.
- 1219
- 01:14:23,113 --> 01:14:25,944
- No more hippie kids looking
- for a free ride and a quick lay.
- 1220
- 01:14:25,978 --> 01:14:28,740
- Nobody has any visitors
- unless it goes through me.
- 1221
- 01:14:28,774 --> 01:14:31,432
- We need to stay focused
- on our scene.
- 1222
- 01:14:31,467 --> 01:14:33,020
- No more outsiders.
- 1223
- 01:14:38,853 --> 01:14:40,199
- [whistles]
- 1224
- 01:14:52,833 --> 01:14:55,111
- I'm gonna go on an adventure.
- 1225
- 01:14:57,009 --> 01:14:59,115
- You can come.
- 1226
- 01:14:59,149 --> 01:15:00,323
- Bring Lulu.
- 1227
- 01:15:02,463 --> 01:15:05,673
- Bring that Linda girl.
- We'll use her car.
- 1228
- 01:15:05,708 --> 01:15:07,295
- We get
- in the rich people's houses
- 1229
- 01:15:07,330 --> 01:15:10,195
- and we get in their heads,
- you dig?
- 1230
- 01:15:10,229 --> 01:15:13,439
- You just, you get in
- and get out. Don't be afraid.
- 1231
- 01:15:13,474 --> 01:15:15,890
- Mess things up a bit,
- but don't break anything.
- 1232
- 01:15:15,925 --> 01:15:17,478
- Alright, take a wallet
- here and there
- 1233
- 01:15:17,513 --> 01:15:19,998
- but mostly just let them know
- that they're not safe.
- 1234
- 01:15:20,032 --> 01:15:21,862
- But what if they wake up?
- 1235
- 01:15:21,896 --> 01:15:24,968
- Don't allow them to. Use your
- training, man. Be invisible.
- 1236
- 01:15:31,285 --> 01:15:33,218
- [instrumental music]
- 1237
- 01:16:39,525 --> 01:16:42,563
- He'll wake up and say, "Honey,
- where did I put my wallet?"
- 1238
- 01:16:44,013 --> 01:16:47,119
- And he'll say, "Why did you put
- the portraits upside down?"
- 1239
- 01:16:47,154 --> 01:16:49,190
- [laughing]
- 1240
- 01:16:49,225 --> 01:16:50,813
- What's in the wallet?
- 1241
- 01:16:52,331 --> 01:16:55,818
- Uh, uh, sixty bucks
- and three credit cards.
- 1242
- 01:16:55,852 --> 01:16:57,992
- Well, that's nothing.
- Next time we tie some piggies up
- 1243
- 01:16:58,027 --> 01:16:59,960
- and we scare them to death.
- 1244
- 01:17:04,689 --> 01:17:07,623
- [instrumental music]
- 1245
- 01:17:25,054 --> 01:17:29,127
- Lulu, I think
- you should leave here.
- 1246
- 01:17:29,161 --> 01:17:31,094
- I came to help you do that.
- 1247
- 01:17:34,408 --> 01:17:37,687
- It looks like you're being made
- to stay here against your will.
- 1248
- 01:17:37,722 --> 01:17:39,793
- I can take you right now.
- 1249
- 01:17:39,827 --> 01:17:42,450
- You can drop that broom, get on
- my bike and we'll be gone.
- 1250
- 01:17:44,245 --> 01:17:46,178
- Nobody will stop us.
- 1251
- 01:18:07,096 --> 01:18:08,131
- No.
- 1252
- 01:18:10,651 --> 01:18:12,826
- I'm staying here.
- 1253
- 01:18:12,860 --> 01:18:15,449
- I want to be here. I-I mean..
- 1254
- 01:18:15,483 --> 01:18:16,899
- Thank... thank you.
- 1255
- 01:18:21,766 --> 01:18:23,906
- Are you sure about this?
- 1256
- 01:18:23,940 --> 01:18:26,563
- I ain't expecting nothing
- from you.
- 1257
- 01:18:26,598 --> 01:18:27,644
- I mean,
- we... we ain't gotta ball
- 1258
- 01:18:27,668 --> 01:18:29,912
- just 'cause I get you
- out of here.
- 1259
- 01:18:29,946 --> 01:18:32,328
- You just look like you need
- rescuing, that's all.
- 1260
- 01:18:39,197 --> 01:18:40,508
- I'm sure.
- 1261
- 01:18:46,929 --> 01:18:48,862
- [instrumental music]
- 1262
- 01:18:51,968 --> 01:18:53,176
- Let's go.
- 1263
- 01:19:35,598 --> 01:19:37,807
- You wanna leave me?
- 1264
- 01:19:37,842 --> 01:19:38,843
- Jump.
- 1265
- 01:19:57,654 --> 01:20:00,243
- That's my Lulu.
- 1266
- 01:20:00,278 --> 01:20:02,383
- I knew you weren't going
- anywhere.
- 1267
- 01:20:35,865 --> 01:20:37,004
- Hi.
- 1268
- 01:20:39,248 --> 01:20:40,594
- How are you?
- 1269
- 01:20:43,079 --> 01:20:45,564
- I've realized
- 1270
- 01:20:45,599 --> 01:20:49,534
- if I succeed in making them
- really accept what they did..
- 1271
- 01:20:51,605 --> 01:20:53,952
- ...then they will have to live
- with that horror.
- 1272
- 01:20:55,678 --> 01:20:58,405
- Isn't that what prison's for?
- 1273
- 01:20:58,439 --> 01:21:00,234
- Atonement?
- 1274
- 01:21:00,269 --> 01:21:02,754
- Taking responsibility
- for one's actions?
- 1275
- 01:21:05,619 --> 01:21:08,691
- They will have to live
- with that horror every day
- 1276
- 01:21:08,725 --> 01:21:10,520
- for the rest of their lives.
- 1277
- 01:21:11,763 --> 01:21:14,835
- I'm opening the door
- to that torment.
- 1278
- 01:21:16,664 --> 01:21:19,736
- To the place where
- their punishment truly begins.
- 1279
- 01:21:24,120 --> 01:21:26,536
- - I like the 9-11.
- - Yeah, me too.
- 1280
- 01:21:26,571 --> 01:21:29,332
- I like the little guy though.
- 1281
- 01:21:29,367 --> 01:21:31,024
- That's, uh, that's personal.
- 1282
- 01:21:32,094 --> 01:21:33,233
- Personal?
- 1283
- 01:21:37,340 --> 01:21:39,273
- [dramatic music]
- 1284
- 01:21:56,014 --> 01:21:58,534
- I mean, it was just like
- you said it'd be out there.
- 1285
- 01:21:59,949 --> 01:22:02,710
- Plastic people everywhere.
- 1286
- 01:22:02,745 --> 01:22:04,885
- But I belong here with you.
- 1287
- 01:22:07,681 --> 01:22:09,648
- Well, then get ready to fight.
- 1288
- 01:22:18,071 --> 01:22:20,590
- Now we put the piggy
- in the chair.
- 1289
- 01:22:20,625 --> 01:22:22,351
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1290
- 01:22:22,385 --> 01:22:24,042
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1291
- 01:22:24,077 --> 01:22:25,768
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1292
- 01:22:25,802 --> 01:22:26,987
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1293
- 01:22:27,011 --> 01:22:28,333
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1294
- 01:22:28,357 --> 01:22:29,748
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1295
- 01:22:29,772 --> 01:22:31,094
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1296
- 01:22:31,118 --> 01:22:32,475
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1297
- 01:22:32,499 --> 01:22:33,983
- - Who's the piggy?
- - Who's the piggy?
- 1298
- 01:22:34,018 --> 01:22:35,305
- - Kill the piggy.
- - Kill the piggy!
- 1299
- 01:22:35,329 --> 01:22:36,813
- - Kill the piggy.
- - Kill the piggy!
- 1300
- 01:22:36,848 --> 01:22:38,170
- - Kill the piggy.
- - Kill the piggy!
- 1301
- 01:22:38,194 --> 01:22:40,438
- Now imagine we just yanked
- this piggy out of his car.
- 1302
- 01:22:40,472 --> 01:22:42,416
- I want you to look at him and I want you to stare at him
- 1303
- 01:22:42,440 --> 01:22:44,407
- and I want you to scare him
- to death!
- 1304
- 01:22:48,032 --> 01:22:49,975
- Now we could tie him up
- and we could scare the piggy
- 1305
- 01:22:49,999 --> 01:22:51,218
- into willing us
- all of his money.
- 1306
- 01:22:51,242 --> 01:22:52,933
- We could kill his family
- in front of him
- 1307
- 01:22:52,968 --> 01:22:54,866
- but I need you
- to give this gift to me.
- 1308
- 01:22:54,900 --> 01:22:57,903
- Are you willing
- to die for me, Tex?
- 1309
- 01:22:57,938 --> 01:23:00,285
- Are you willing
- to let me kill you?
- 1310
- 01:23:00,320 --> 01:23:02,460
- Yeah, Charlie.
- 1311
- 01:23:02,494 --> 01:23:05,014
- Charlie, you can kill me.
- 1312
- 01:23:05,049 --> 01:23:07,465
- You can kill me. I'm ready.
- 1313
- 01:23:10,019 --> 01:23:11,952
- I'm ready.
- 1314
- 01:23:11,987 --> 01:23:13,919
- We put the piggy in the chair.
- 1315
- 01:23:23,999 --> 01:23:25,690
- You can kill me, Charlie.
- 1316
- 01:23:25,724 --> 01:23:27,347
- - I can kill you.
- - You can kill me.
- 1317
- 01:23:27,381 --> 01:23:29,038
- - We can kill you.
- - You can kill me.
- 1318
- 01:23:29,073 --> 01:23:30,626
- - We can kill you.
- - You can kill me.
- 1319
- 01:23:30,660 --> 01:23:32,110
- - We can kill you.
- - You can kill me.
- 1320
- 01:23:32,145 --> 01:23:33,698
- - We can kill you.
- - You can kill me.
- 1321
- 01:23:33,732 --> 01:23:35,055
- - We can kill you.
- - You can kill me.
- 1322
- 01:23:35,079 --> 01:23:36,632
- - We can kill you.
- - You can kill me!
- 1323
- 01:23:36,666 --> 01:23:38,058
- - We can kill you.
- - You can kill me!
- 1324
- 01:23:38,082 --> 01:23:39,945
- - We can kill you!
- - You can kill me!
- 1325
- 01:23:39,980 --> 01:23:41,199
- - We can kill you!
- - You can kill me!
- 1326
- 01:23:41,223 --> 01:23:42,776
- - We can kill you!
- - You can kill me!
- 1327
- 01:23:48,402 --> 01:23:50,025
- Tex Watson's gone.
- 1328
- 01:23:51,785 --> 01:23:53,338
- He doesn't exist anymore.
- 1329
- 01:23:55,306 --> 01:23:57,032
- Now there's just this.
- 1330
- 01:23:58,930 --> 01:24:01,312
- A body named Tex
- 1331
- 01:24:01,346 --> 01:24:03,521
- that carries around
- a little piece of Charlie.
- 1332
- 01:24:05,419 --> 01:24:07,352
- A little piece of the infinite.
- 1333
- 01:24:14,980 --> 01:24:17,052
- It's Charlie Manson, baby.
- 1334
- 01:24:17,086 --> 01:24:18,363
- Yeah, for Terry.
- 1335
- 01:24:19,882 --> 01:24:22,781
- Yeah, well, I can call back,
- but..
- 1336
- 01:24:22,816 --> 01:24:24,887
- Yeah, man, I dig.
- That's cool. I can call back.
- 1337
- 01:24:24,921 --> 01:24:26,406
- That's no problem. Alright.
- 1338
- 01:24:35,208 --> 01:24:36,426
- You think I don't know
- you're there, Terry?
- 1339
- 01:24:36,450 --> 01:24:37,417
- You think I don't know
- you're there?
- 1340
- 01:24:37,451 --> 01:24:38,670
- I'll burn your fucking eyes out
- 1341
- 01:24:38,694 --> 01:24:39,660
- with this fucking cigarette.
- 1342
- 01:24:39,695 --> 01:24:41,283
- You fucking weasel fuck.
- 1343
- 01:24:41,317 --> 01:24:44,251
- [dramatic music]
- 1344
- 01:24:54,468 --> 01:24:56,401
- [indistinct music]
- 1345
- 01:24:57,609 --> 01:24:59,542
- [indistinct chatter]
- 1346
- 01:25:02,718 --> 01:25:04,409
- [knocks]
- 1347
- 01:25:11,554 --> 01:25:13,038
- Oh.
- 1348
- 01:25:13,073 --> 01:25:15,455
- Hello. Welcome. Do I know you?
- 1349
- 01:25:15,489 --> 01:25:18,389
- Uh, no, no,
- I'm just looking for Terry.
- 1350
- 01:25:18,423 --> 01:25:20,839
- Terry Melcher.
- I've been to a few parties here.
- 1351
- 01:25:20,874 --> 01:25:23,256
- - Hey, have I met you before?
- - No.
- 1352
- 01:25:23,290 --> 01:25:24,395
- Well, um..
- 1353
- 01:25:25,706 --> 01:25:28,744
- ...Terry moved to Malibu,
- so he's not here.
- 1354
- 01:25:28,778 --> 01:25:31,264
- But are you a friend of Terry's?
- 1355
- 01:25:32,644 --> 01:25:34,853
- - Please come in if you want.
- - No, no, thank you.
- 1356
- 01:25:42,551 --> 01:25:44,932
- Okay. Goodnight.
- 1357
- 01:25:44,967 --> 01:25:46,071
- Goodnight.
- 1358
- 01:25:52,043 --> 01:25:53,976
- [humming]
- 1359
- 01:26:00,085 --> 01:26:01,811
- - Thank you.
- - Well, of course.
- 1360
- 01:26:01,846 --> 01:26:04,400
- ...world-famous director
- Roman Polanski.
- 1361
- 01:26:04,435 --> 01:26:06,989
- Beautiful Sharon Tate
- had no way of knowing
- 1362
- 01:26:07,023 --> 01:26:09,440
- the horrific tragedy
- that would soon befall her.
- 1363
- 01:26:09,474 --> 01:26:11,787
- I can feel very alone
- at a party
- 1364
- 01:26:11,821 --> 01:26:13,927
- on the set or in general
- 1365
- 01:26:13,961 --> 01:26:16,585
- if I'm not in harmony
- with the things around me.
- 1366
- 01:26:16,619 --> 01:26:19,726
- I'm very sensitive
- to ugly situations.
- 1367
- 01:26:19,760 --> 01:26:21,037
- I'm quick to read people
- 1368
- 01:26:21,072 --> 01:26:23,661
- and I pick up
- if someone's reacting to me
- 1369
- 01:26:23,695 --> 01:26:25,835
- as just a sexy blond.
- 1370
- 01:26:25,870 --> 01:26:27,285
- Times like those, I freeze.
- 1371
- 01:26:27,320 --> 01:26:28,631
- Lord Jesus..
- 1372
- 01:26:28,666 --> 01:26:30,357
- Who would you like to be
- in your next life?
- 1373
- 01:26:30,392 --> 01:26:32,463
- I open up the door to my heart.
- 1374
- 01:26:33,705 --> 01:26:36,087
- Please come in
- and forgive my sins.
- 1375
- 01:26:36,121 --> 01:26:38,331
- [sniffing]
- 1376
- 01:26:38,365 --> 01:26:39,539
- No!
- 1377
- 01:26:41,023 --> 01:26:42,197
- Dig.
- 1378
- 01:26:44,854 --> 01:26:46,960
- The time is now, man.
- Helter Skelter.
- 1379
- 01:26:46,994 --> 01:26:48,513
- You go into Terry Melcher's
- old house
- 1380
- 01:26:48,548 --> 01:26:50,860
- and you make it look like
- blackie's work.
- 1381
- 01:26:59,559 --> 01:27:01,537
- Couple of weeks ago, me and Mary went on an acid run
- 1382
- 01:27:01,561 --> 01:27:03,977
- in Hollywood, you know.
- 1383
- 01:27:04,011 --> 01:27:06,773
- Even though they gave us this,
- this really special stuff
- 1384
- 01:27:06,807 --> 01:27:08,809
- called Orange Sunshine.
- 1385
- 01:27:08,844 --> 01:27:10,328
- And when we got outside
- 1386
- 01:27:10,363 --> 01:27:12,365
- we were convinced
- that we were invisible.
- 1387
- 01:27:13,780 --> 01:27:17,197
- Yeah. So we hitched a ride
- over the Canyon, right
- 1388
- 01:27:17,232 --> 01:27:19,441
- and the driver, all of a sudden,
- he just jerks around
- 1389
- 01:27:19,475 --> 01:27:21,212
- and he starts screaming
- at us, you know, like
- 1390
- 01:27:21,236 --> 01:27:23,790
- "Who are you? What the fuck
- are you doing to my car?"
- 1391
- 01:27:23,824 --> 01:27:26,310
- [scoffs]
- So we realized
- 1392
- 01:27:26,344 --> 01:27:28,829
- that we actually were invisible
- 1393
- 01:27:28,864 --> 01:27:31,487
- and what Charlie said was true.
- 1394
- 01:27:31,522 --> 01:27:33,696
- Once you burn every thought
- out of your head..
- 1395
- 01:27:35,491 --> 01:27:38,460
- ...there's nothing left
- for anyone else to see.
- 1396
- 01:27:38,494 --> 01:27:41,256
- So we were staring
- into the setting sun..
- 1397
- 01:27:42,291 --> 01:27:44,431
- ...and..
- 1398
- 01:27:44,466 --> 01:27:46,399
- ...it felt like we were looking
- right at God.
- 1399
- 01:27:47,607 --> 01:27:49,056
- And I realized..
- 1400
- 01:27:50,541 --> 01:27:52,553
- ...I realized that the closer
- the sun got to setting
- 1401
- 01:27:52,577 --> 01:27:55,994
- the closer I knew
- the end of the world was.
- 1402
- 01:27:56,029 --> 01:27:58,169
- What Charlie said was true.
- 1403
- 01:27:58,203 --> 01:28:00,930
- The apocalypse is at hand
- and the present world is dying.
- 1404
- 01:28:02,622 --> 01:28:06,177
- From then on, I haven't had
- a trace of doubt in my mind.
- 1405
- 01:28:06,211 --> 01:28:08,490
- It's coming down
- and it's coming down fast.
- 1406
- 01:28:23,608 --> 01:28:26,542
- [dramatic music]
- 1407
- 01:28:30,891 --> 01:28:33,722
- [sobbing]
- 1408
- 01:28:33,756 --> 01:28:35,240
- Please.
- 1409
- 01:28:35,275 --> 01:28:37,588
- Please, just take me with you.
- 1410
- 01:28:37,622 --> 01:28:40,349
- Please just let me live
- to have my baby.
- 1411
- 01:28:41,868 --> 01:28:43,456
- [sobbing]
- 1412
- 01:28:45,596 --> 01:28:46,804
- Please.
- 1413
- 01:28:52,430 --> 01:28:53,673
- Kill her.
- 1414
- 01:28:54,984 --> 01:28:57,159
- [sobbing]
- 1415
- 01:28:59,195 --> 01:29:00,438
- No, no, no.
- 1416
- 01:29:01,888 --> 01:29:04,718
- Adorned with bright,
- shiny things
- 1417
- 01:29:04,753 --> 01:29:08,688
- I see that as something
- totally pure and beautiful.
- 1418
- 01:29:08,722 --> 01:29:10,424
- And what do you make
- of some of the dark subjects
- 1419
- 01:29:10,448 --> 01:29:11,622
- in your husband's films?
- 1420
- 01:29:11,656 --> 01:29:13,520
- Everything that's realistic
- 1421
- 01:29:13,555 --> 01:29:15,833
- has some sort
- of ugliness in it.
- 1422
- 01:29:15,867 --> 01:29:18,456
- Even a flower is ugly
- when it wilts..
- 1423
- 01:29:18,491 --> 01:29:21,114
- Sadie, can you, please,
- turn it down?
- 1424
- 01:29:21,148 --> 01:29:23,668
- The ocean
- when it becomes violent.
- 1425
- 01:29:26,326 --> 01:29:28,880
- Was informative
- 1426
- 01:29:28,915 --> 01:29:30,434
- interesting
- 1427
- 01:29:30,468 --> 01:29:32,919
- but so graphic.
- 1428
- 01:29:32,953 --> 01:29:35,266
- I saw Lulu blushing
- when she was reading it.
- 1429
- 01:29:35,300 --> 01:29:36,509
- I wasn't.
- 1430
- 01:29:38,269 --> 01:29:39,557
- Karlene, don't take this
- the wrong way
- 1431
- 01:29:39,581 --> 01:29:41,962
- but are you a lesbian?
- 1432
- 01:29:41,997 --> 01:29:44,033
- This seems kind of like
- a lesbian book.
- 1433
- 01:29:45,241 --> 01:29:47,209
- No, I'm not, Susan.
- 1434
- 01:29:47,243 --> 01:29:49,798
- Oh. I'm sorry.
- 1435
- 01:29:50,971 --> 01:29:52,007
- And glad.
- 1436
- 01:29:53,457 --> 01:29:56,563
- It's against the Lord's way
- and I would worry for you.
- 1437
- 01:29:56,598 --> 01:29:59,808
- Well, we will have to agree
- to disagree there.
- 1438
- 01:30:02,155 --> 01:30:04,675
- You can tell us if you are.
- 1439
- 01:30:04,709 --> 01:30:07,643
- I won't pass judgment on you.
- 1440
- 01:30:07,678 --> 01:30:10,543
- It's just that
- you dress that way
- 1441
- 01:30:10,577 --> 01:30:12,890
- and you never talk
- about your husband, so..
- 1442
- 01:30:14,650 --> 01:30:16,825
- My husband and I split up
- a year ago.
- 1443
- 01:30:18,723 --> 01:30:22,278
- I don't like... talking
- about him much.
- 1444
- 01:30:22,313 --> 01:30:23,452
- He's not a good man.
- 1445
- 01:30:23,487 --> 01:30:24,833
- I never saw you as someone
- 1446
- 01:30:24,867 --> 01:30:27,007
- who would be with a bad man.
- 1447
- 01:30:29,562 --> 01:30:32,806
- There are a lot of things
- about all of you
- 1448
- 01:30:32,841 --> 01:30:35,430
- that I would never guess
- from looking at you.
- 1449
- 01:30:37,328 --> 01:30:40,055
- Like, did you really believe
- 1450
- 01:30:40,089 --> 01:30:43,955
- that you were going to find
- an underground cave
- 1451
- 01:30:43,990 --> 01:30:46,613
- and live that way
- during the revolution?
- 1452
- 01:30:48,753 --> 01:30:52,377
- So much of what you've told me
- doesn't make logical sense.
- 1453
- 01:30:53,758 --> 01:30:55,898
- How would you survive in a cave?
- 1454
- 01:31:02,457 --> 01:31:05,080
- We wanted to believe
- something big was gonna happen.
- 1455
- 01:31:07,669 --> 01:31:08,773
- I mean..
- 1456
- 01:31:11,293 --> 01:31:14,296
- Do you remember in 1969..
- 1457
- 01:31:15,815 --> 01:31:18,162
- ...it really felt like
- there was gonna be
- 1458
- 01:31:18,196 --> 01:31:21,234
- a huge cosmic shift
- 1459
- 01:31:21,268 --> 01:31:23,478
- and things were never
- gonna be the same?
- 1460
- 01:31:25,928 --> 01:31:28,862
- Like there was
- gonna be some big thing
- 1461
- 01:31:28,897 --> 01:31:30,864
- that was gonna
- change everything?
- 1462
- 01:31:32,038 --> 01:31:33,798
- Come on, Karlene..
- 1463
- 01:31:35,006 --> 01:31:36,594
- ...you were there.
- 1464
- 01:31:37,699 --> 01:31:39,666
- Didn't it feel that way to you?
- 1465
- 01:31:40,529 --> 01:31:41,944
- Yeah, it did.
- 1466
- 01:31:44,395 --> 01:31:46,984
- It felt that way
- to most people I know.
- 1467
- 01:31:49,780 --> 01:31:52,265
- But it didn't make them
- kill strangers.
- 1468
- 01:31:54,405 --> 01:31:55,958
- But we had to.
- 1469
- 01:31:59,272 --> 01:32:00,894
- It was for..
- 1470
- 01:32:02,517 --> 01:32:03,759
- For what?
- 1471
- 01:32:05,727 --> 01:32:07,522
- What was it for?
- 1472
- 01:32:18,602 --> 01:32:19,810
- My hand hurts.
- 1473
- 01:32:23,192 --> 01:32:25,505
- The... the knife didn't have
- a proper handle
- 1474
- 01:32:25,540 --> 01:32:27,576
- and it just kept hitting
- the bone.
- 1475
- 01:32:30,545 --> 01:32:34,134
- So it's all going down
- like Charlie said?
- 1476
- 01:32:36,447 --> 01:32:37,448
- Yeah..
- 1477
- 01:32:39,243 --> 01:32:40,485
- It's pretty heavy.
- 1478
- 01:32:41,763 --> 01:32:43,834
- But... but it's like
- Charlie said.
- 1479
- 01:32:43,868 --> 01:32:47,354
- "If you love everything
- 1480
- 01:32:47,389 --> 01:32:51,048
- then you don't have to think
- about things." Right?
- 1481
- 01:32:52,325 --> 01:32:54,499
- - Right on.
- - Okay.
- 1482
- 01:32:58,365 --> 01:33:02,024
- - What was it like?
- - The people were very young.
- 1483
- 01:33:04,199 --> 01:33:05,959
- It didn't seem right.
- 1484
- 01:33:09,756 --> 01:33:11,413
- But it was the right thing
- to do.
- 1485
- 01:33:11,447 --> 01:33:12,447
- [sniffles]
- 1486
- 01:33:13,760 --> 01:33:16,073
- Charlie asked me to do it
- and I did it.
- 1487
- 01:33:17,281 --> 01:33:20,008
- No ego. No trip.
- 1488
- 01:33:20,042 --> 01:33:21,986
- Charlie taught us that death
- and life are the same thing
- 1489
- 01:33:22,010 --> 01:33:24,564
- so there's nothing
- to be afraid of.
- 1490
- 01:33:24,599 --> 01:33:26,670
- You can't be afraid
- if you don't exist.
- 1491
- 01:33:31,433 --> 01:33:32,468
- Yeah.
- 1492
- 01:33:51,315 --> 01:33:52,419
- [sighs]
- 1493
- 01:33:54,214 --> 01:33:57,148
- Honey, can you rub my feet
- 1494
- 01:33:57,183 --> 01:33:58,667
- just for a minute?
- 1495
- 01:33:58,702 --> 01:34:00,635
- It's always just for a minute.
- 1496
- 01:34:01,394 --> 01:34:03,741
- [telephone ringing]
- 1497
- 01:34:03,776 --> 01:34:05,881
- That will be Cory letting us
- know she got in okay.
- 1498
- 01:34:17,790 --> 01:34:18,929
- Get up.
- 1499
- 01:34:21,725 --> 01:34:23,658
- Stand over here.
- Last night was too messy.
- 1500
- 01:34:23,692 --> 01:34:26,695
- Tonight we're gonna go out
- and we're gonna get it right.
- 1501
- 01:34:26,730 --> 01:34:27,869
- Uh-huh?
- 1502
- 01:34:32,736 --> 01:34:34,185
- I wanna go.
- 1503
- 01:34:37,913 --> 01:34:40,122
- You come along then.
- 1504
- 01:34:40,157 --> 01:34:43,091
- [dramatic music]
- 1505
- 01:35:04,250 --> 01:35:05,354
- Well..
- 1506
- 01:35:09,186 --> 01:35:11,084
- ...there's two people in there.
- 1507
- 01:35:11,913 --> 01:35:13,880
- I got them ready for ya.
- 1508
- 01:35:15,226 --> 01:35:17,332
- They're calm.
- Don't freak them out.
- 1509
- 01:35:19,644 --> 01:35:21,232
- Do something witchy.
- 1510
- 01:35:23,959 --> 01:35:25,892
- And find your own way home.
- 1511
- 01:35:40,286 --> 01:35:41,805
- What are you gonna do?
- 1512
- 01:35:41,839 --> 01:35:44,186
- You're gonna kill us,
- aren't you?
- 1513
- 01:35:44,221 --> 01:35:47,051
- Did he say to kill them?
- - You're gonna kill us.
- 1514
- 01:35:54,058 --> 01:35:55,784
- Please, don't do this.
- 1515
- 01:35:55,819 --> 01:35:57,096
- Where's my wife?
- 1516
- 01:35:57,130 --> 01:35:58,856
- I have a chest full of money
- at the store.
- 1517
- 01:35:58,891 --> 01:36:02,066
- Please. No! No! No! No! No!
- 1518
- 01:36:02,101 --> 01:36:05,035
- No! Come on. Rosemary! Rosemary!
- 1519
- 01:36:05,069 --> 01:36:06,691
- No! No! I got money!
- 1520
- 01:36:06,726 --> 01:36:09,177
- I got money!
- I got money! I got money!
- 1521
- 01:36:09,211 --> 01:36:11,144
- [muffled screaming]
- 1522
- 01:36:17,185 --> 01:36:18,876
- What are you doing?
- 1523
- 01:36:20,567 --> 01:36:22,431
- Go take care of her.
- 1524
- 01:36:22,466 --> 01:36:23,536
- Go!
- 1525
- 01:36:24,330 --> 01:36:26,263
- [muffled groaning]
- 1526
- 01:36:31,268 --> 01:36:33,270
- Get away from me!
- 1527
- 01:36:34,927 --> 01:36:36,860
- [crying]
- 1528
- 01:36:38,482 --> 01:36:40,760
- Get away! Get away!
- 1529
- 01:36:43,901 --> 01:36:45,834
- [grunting]
- 1530
- 01:36:52,116 --> 01:36:54,118
- Somebody help us!
- 1531
- 01:36:54,153 --> 01:36:55,844
- Somebody help!
- 1532
- 01:36:55,879 --> 01:36:58,019
- [crying]
- No! No! No! No!
- 1533
- 01:36:58,053 --> 01:37:00,228
- No! No! No! No!
- 1534
- 01:37:04,611 --> 01:37:05,820
- No!
- 1535
- 01:37:28,049 --> 01:37:29,567
- Get away!
- 1536
- 01:37:29,602 --> 01:37:30,568
- Tex!
- 1537
- 01:37:30,603 --> 01:37:32,087
- No! No!
- 1538
- 01:37:32,122 --> 01:37:33,640
- Tex!
- 1539
- 01:37:33,675 --> 01:37:35,746
- [screaming]
- 1540
- 01:37:44,410 --> 01:37:46,377
- [screaming]
- 1541
- 01:37:46,412 --> 01:37:48,345
- [groaning]
- 1542
- 01:38:09,159 --> 01:38:11,092
- Come on now, Lulu.
- 1543
- 01:38:18,893 --> 01:38:21,343
- Charlie says
- everyone has to do something.
- 1544
- 01:38:38,050 --> 01:38:40,984
- [screaming]
- 1545
- 01:38:47,542 --> 01:38:49,475
- [panting]
- 1546
- 01:38:56,033 --> 01:38:58,967
- [screaming]
- 1547
- 01:39:08,321 --> 01:39:10,461
- It was all for nothing.
- 1548
- 01:39:23,371 --> 01:39:26,132
- We did those horrible things
- for nothing.
- 1549
- 01:39:26,167 --> 01:39:28,307
- Lulu, we did what we had to do.
- 1550
- 01:39:30,447 --> 01:39:32,690
- Call me Leslie now, please.
- 1551
- 01:39:36,142 --> 01:39:37,972
- My name is Leslie.
- 1552
- 01:39:44,012 --> 01:39:46,083
- We didn't have to do any of it.
- 1553
- 01:39:49,259 --> 01:39:50,812
- But we did.
- 1554
- 01:39:55,506 --> 01:39:56,956
- And why?
- 1555
- 01:40:03,445 --> 01:40:06,379
- Do you know why, Katie?
- 1556
- 01:40:09,762 --> 01:40:10,866
- Sadie?
- 1557
- 01:40:12,799 --> 01:40:14,732
- Why did we do those things?
- 1558
- 01:40:23,017 --> 01:40:25,053
- Jimmy?
- 1559
- 01:40:25,088 --> 01:40:27,090
- Jimmy, can I get out, please?
- 1560
- 01:40:46,523 --> 01:40:49,457
- [sobbing]
- 1561
- 01:41:15,379 --> 01:41:18,382
- [instrumental music]
- 1562
- 01:43:26,752 --> 01:43:29,686
- [bikes revving]
- 1563
- 01:44:08,759 --> 01:44:11,693
- [instrumental music]
- 1564
- 01:44:49,110 --> 01:44:53,632
- ♪ Peace of mind
- 1565
- 01:44:53,666 --> 01:44:57,946
- ♪ To find is not easy
- 1566
- 01:44:59,189 --> 01:45:05,713
- ♪ When the one you love
- 1567
- 01:45:05,747 --> 01:45:08,750
- ♪ You don't trust
- 1568
- 01:45:08,785 --> 01:45:14,308
- ♪ When I picture the image
- 1569
- 01:45:14,342 --> 01:45:19,520
- ♪ Of someone else beside her
- 1570
- 01:45:19,554 --> 01:45:24,835
- ♪ I see a reflection
- of violence ♪
- 1571
- 01:45:24,870 --> 01:45:28,977
- ♪ And emotion of life
- that is used ♪
- 1572
- 01:45:30,772 --> 01:45:35,743
- ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh
- 1573
- 01:45:35,777 --> 01:45:40,679
- ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh
- 1574
- 01:45:40,713 --> 01:45:45,373
- ♪ I see a reflection
- of violence ♪
- 1575
- 01:45:45,408 --> 01:45:50,344
- ♪ And emotion of life
- that is used ♪
- 1576
- 01:46:36,562 --> 01:46:40,704
- ♪ You will see
- 1577
- 01:46:40,739 --> 01:46:45,468
- ♪ That the mind
- cannot furnish ♪
- 1578
- 01:46:46,745 --> 01:46:52,923
- ♪ Things that you want
- were gone ♪
- 1579
- 01:46:52,958 --> 01:46:56,030
- ♪ What can I see
- 1580
- 01:46:56,064 --> 01:46:58,653
- ♪ When the one thing
- 1581
- 01:46:58,688 --> 01:47:03,796
- ♪ That you had had passed
- 1582
- 01:47:03,831 --> 01:47:07,386
- ♪ Is not pretty
- 1583
- 01:47:07,421 --> 01:47:11,839
- ♪ You want to love so hard
- 1584
- 01:47:11,873 --> 01:47:17,845
- ♪ But you bleed through
- every time ♪
- 1585
- 01:47:17,879 --> 01:47:23,367
- ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh
- 1586
- 01:47:23,402 --> 01:47:28,372
- ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh
- 1587
- 01:47:28,407 --> 01:47:32,756
- ♪ You want to love so hard
- 1588
- 01:47:32,791 --> 01:47:37,727
- ♪ But you bleed through
- every time ♪♪
- 1589
- 01:47:39,556 --> 01:47:42,490
- [instrumental music]
- 1590
- 01:47:49,497 --> 01:47:54,398
- ♪ Frankincense and eucalyptus
- 1591
- 01:47:54,433 --> 01:47:58,541
- ♪ Bring me
- into my mother's kitchen ♪
- 1592
- 01:47:58,575 --> 01:48:03,373
- ♪ With rosaries
- and crystal beads ♪
- 1593
- 01:48:03,407 --> 01:48:06,756
- ♪ Her pink heart bleeds out
- 1594
- 01:48:06,790 --> 01:48:10,553
- ♪ Green money
- that she'll give to me ♪
- 1595
- 01:48:13,210 --> 01:48:19,320
- ♪ And I remember the day
- that I felt she was afraid ♪
- 1596
- 01:48:19,354 --> 01:48:21,736
- ♪ Of me dying
- 1597
- 01:48:21,771 --> 01:48:28,329
- ♪ And I remember the day
- that I felt she was afraid ♪
- 1598
- 01:48:28,363 --> 01:48:35,163
- ♪ Of me living too
- 1599
- 01:48:38,753 --> 01:48:42,550
- ♪ Rosemary cotton dry linen
- 1600
- 01:48:42,585 --> 01:48:46,968
- ♪ My mother's body
- is the only one ♪
- 1601
- 01:48:47,003 --> 01:48:51,628
- ♪ That I've ever lived in
- 1602
- 01:48:51,663 --> 01:48:58,083
- ♪ And I remember the day
- that I felt she was afraid ♪
- 1603
- 01:48:58,117 --> 01:49:00,672
- ♪ Of me dying
- 1604
- 01:49:00,706 --> 01:49:07,402
- ♪ And I remember the day
- that I felt she was afraid ♪
- 1605
- 01:49:07,437 --> 01:49:14,375
- ♪ Of me living too
- 1606
- 01:49:17,896 --> 01:49:22,694
- ♪ Coffee toast
- jam with butter ♪
- 1607
- 01:49:22,728 --> 01:49:26,974
- ♪ I hear every word
- she utters ♪
- 1608
- 01:49:27,008 --> 01:49:31,530
- ♪ And I can't wait
- 1609
- 01:49:31,565 --> 01:49:34,568
- ♪ To taste
- 1610
- 01:49:36,397 --> 01:49:42,714
- ♪ And I remember the day
- that I felt she was afraid ♪
- 1611
- 01:49:42,748 --> 01:49:44,992
- ♪ Of me dying
- 1612
- 01:49:45,026 --> 01:49:51,757
- ♪ And I remember the day
- that I felt she was afraid ♪
- 1613
- 01:49:51,792 --> 01:49:56,797
- ♪ Of me living too ♪
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