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Hidan: yo, yo
Hidan: what's up mah boi
lYahikol: hes not there kei
Hidan: o
lYahikol: by the way question
lYahikol: have i ever asked you directly for crdits?
lYahikol: credits*
lYahikol: hm...
Hidan: Directly for credits, no.
lYahikol: thanks
lYahikol: someones been going around saying im begging you jazz and karin for credits and to buy me a real pair of shoes.
lYahikol: and its caused an issue.
lYahikol: i should be resting because im sick but im too stressed out and upset.
Hidan: I mean, maybe you didn't realize but kinda seemed that way so we also were upset about it.
Hidan: But guess things are going off.
lYahikol: yeah they are because now trace doesn't seem to trust me and im really sick, and all this stuff has sprung up on me out of nowhere.
lYahikol: and i never asked you for credits so....?
lYahikol: why is everyone suddenly trning against me?
lYahikol: turning*
Hidan: Man
Hidan: ngl I've had some thoughts about what's been going on recently, more like since y'all started dating.
lYahikol: what do you mean?...
lYahikol: kei, what do you mean?
Hidan: You do know Trace is like my brother but things happening so suddent got me thinking, but I see some stuff going on and I'm not really fan of it.
Hidan: Like
lYahikol: ???
lYahikol: What the hell?...
Hidan: I mean, I'm telling you straight since we're being honest here.
lYahikol: Yeah I do but what does all that have to do with anything, Kei?
lYahikol: Seriously?
lYahikol: What the hell is going on here...
Hidan: Not to be rude but it's annoying trying to get Trace's attention all the time, no only that but also reading the "do me, suck me, i suck you, i do you" thing is awkward as hell, but I already spoke to Trace about it which he were really understandable about it.
lYahikol: And? Are you blamng me for that? I didn't start that.
lYahikol: And if you want his attention ask him I don't own him he's my boyfriend not my slave.
lYahikol: So what else is going on that you're not ok with?
Hidan: I don't want his attention, I just want to hang out with my friends without feeling awkard.
lYahikol: Okay?
lYahikol: So why are you directing that issue on me like I'm the one who is starting it.
lYahikol: Is there anything else I should know?
Hidan: Because it is you causing it, you're the one wanting his attention?
lYahikol: .....
lYahikol: ARE.
lYahikol: You.
lYahikol: Fucking.
lYahikol: Kidding
lYahikol: me
lYahikol: You're MORE THAN WELCOME TO COME HERE AND HANG OUT WITH HIM.
lYahikol: I by NO means control who comes and who goes he's your brother you can do whatever you want, but he's my boyfriend too i deserve attention as well. YOU keep leaving.
lYahikol: And to this day I still did't have a damn clue why and I have ASKED him about it.
lYahikol: Wondering what it could be.
lYahikol: If you just disliked me or what the cause is.
Hidan: I leave because I get annoyed.
lYahikol: THEN MAYBE TALK TO ME.
Hidan: Everytime I do is about Trace.
lYahikol: instead of leaving me in the dark like everyone else and putting a target on my back.
lYahikol: Well at least you know I care about him then, huh? And to be fair sometimes I get the feeling you don't like me at all period.
lYahikol: So yes I have no idea what else to talk about sometimes.
lYahikol: Youre silent with me.
lYahikol: Just like how you were silent about that awkward stuff you said was bothering you.
lYahikol: Still didn't come o me and say anything?
lYahikol: to*
Hidan: I spoke to Trace about it.
lYahikol: Okay but you're missing the point.....
Hidan: And again, when I talk to you it's about Trace, I mean I'm sure you do have a life aside from Trace.
Hidan: I already know him really good.
lYahikol: It FEELS like suddenly everyone is making me their target.
lYahikol: Of course.
lYahikol: You know what.
lYahikol: Fuck it.
lYahikol: I'll be the bad person.
Hidan: I mean, if you awnt
Hidan: want*
lYahikol: Everything that has happened can be all my fault.
Hidan: But I'm telling you how I feel.
lYahikol: And I'm telling you how I FEEL.
lYahikol: It doesnt feel nice to have everyone you thought were friends suddenly weeks later pointing a target at your back for shit.
lYahikol: ALSO
lYahikol: WHILE SICK and not to mentiong having to go tot he fucking hospital.
lYahikol: SOTELLME.
lYahikol: Why now is everyone deciding to come at me?
Hidan: Maybe you never had friends who told you the truth.
Hidan: But if you want to take it as an attack, it's up to you dude.
lYahikol: Or never had friends who were streight up from the god damn begining.
lYahikol: You know...
lYahikol: not waiting weeks
lYahikol: letting shit fester
lYahikol: before comming to me about it right then and there
lYahikol: LIKE FRIENDS SHOULD DO.
Hidan: Ok, listen.
lYahikol: NO.
Hidan: It's been years since we spoke right? so you coming back all of sudden AND starting to date my brother was weird.
Hidan: I was like "ok, let's see how it goes"
Hidan: But things began to become awkward and so I spoke to Trace.
Hidan: and to prevent any issue I rather just leave the room, because I get easily annoyed with those things.
Hidan: But now that you were asking me stuff I think it's also right to tell you how I feel, because it's truth.
lYahikol: Well by doing that you lead me to belive that you hated me for something I had no clue about and you had me questioning what it is?
Hidan: Because everytime I start a conversation it was about Trace.
Hidan: Going further into a deep conversation would've been useless
Hidan: And telling me you're going to be the bad person, that means nothing to me dude, honestly I don't care.
lYahikol: Ok.
lYahikol: I get what you're saying but are you even understanding what I'm trying to say here.
lYahikol: Everyone seems tot hink I'm this bad person right now for shit I have no idea why. and up until NOW.
lYahikol: No one wants to talk to me about it?
lYahikol: Like WTF?
lYahikol: How do you think someone's going to react
lYahikol: I mean we were playing Overwatch not to long ago thngs were al hunky dory
lYahikol: and now im finding out not only you but jazz and karin have an issue with me but can't speak to me until a week later or two weeks?
lYahikol: Everyone seems to have this invisible finger pointing at me right now saying I'm the bad person.
lYahikol: SO CAN YOU REALLY BLAME ME for being UPSET, KEI.
Hidan: It also never seemed you were upset because you'd only speak to Trace and would speak to us if Trace were talking.
Hidan: So yea.
Hidan: I was giving you the benefit of the doubt but I can't really seem to swallow it.
lYahikol: Seriously....
lYahikol: Anything more?
lYahikol: Come on there hast to be more.
lYahikol: I mean better LATE then never right?
lYahikol: I mean it's not like it doesnt hurt me right?
lYahikol: Because I'm supposed to know everything that goes on in everyones heads?
lYahikol: :'D
Hidan: You're being irrational, I do not care for sarcasm.
lYahikol: No, you don't care abou being streight forward, Kei.
Hidan: I pretty sure I am telling you straight up the things but your answers are off.
lYahikol: No. I read what you're saying.
lYahikol: And I GET IT.
lYahikol: But you obviously do not.
Hidan: Then why pulling the "I mean it's not like it doesn't hurt me right?, there should be more right?"
Hidan: And even going ":'D"
Hidan: Like, come on, let's not waste time.
lYahikol: Alright, you want me to be blunt?
Hidan: I thought we were being honest, don't know when or how you thought otherwise.
lYahikol: I think it's really fucking shitty to sit there on your ass and act like I'm a problem here. When you could have been streight with me from the very start instead of waiting until now to be a shitty friend, Kei. So Yes my feelings ARE actually hurt but you can't fucking see that.
lYahikol: Th same with jazz and Karin, they both were not honest with me and choose now to start shit on me when I'm really really sick
lYahikol: So yeah I'm kinda fucking hurting right now.
lYahikol: THANKS.
lYahikol: I would love to start out fresh with you and talk to you about other things than just Trace, but right now I feel like my own friends are against me.
lYahikol: And it's not a nice feeling.
Hidan: If you really believe that I am a shitty friend for giving you the benefit of the doubt instead of going off at you from the beginning, the fact that I rather leave the room to not cause trouble because I'm aware that you are his girlfriend, I really am.
Hidan: Then idk dude.
lYahikol: Going off at me?
lYahikol: There shouldn't have been anything to go off at.
lYahikol: From the very beginning.
Kisame: Uh
Kisame: Pause
Kisame: Don't speak to Kei that way, Mel. She was waiting because she didn't want to upset me
lYahikol: So I'm the bad one again?
lYahikol: Lovely....
lYahikol: She could have EASILY
lYahikollYahikol Whisper: invied me to a chat and spoke to me Trace.
lYahikol: invited*
Kisame: You could also calm the fuck down and cease this fit.
Kisame: This manner of speaking is going to escalate things, not fix them.
lYahikol: really?
Kisame: Yes, really.
lYahikol: thanks
Kisame: Calm. Down.
lYahikol: we..................
lYahikol: i have o wrds right now
lYahikol: you wi kei
lYahikol: you
lYahikol: jazz and karin
lYahikol: i give up
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