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(12:29:50 PM) Chasing stars: My league profile makes me feel suicidal
(12:30:01 PM) *** HarvesterOfSouls joined the chat ***
(12:30:03 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: hey there
(12:30:07 PM) Chasing stars: Hello :(
(12:30:13 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: what's wrong, mate? :(
(12:30:24 PM) Chasing stars: My league profile makes me feel suicidal as i said
(12:30:34 PM) Chasing stars: Everyone is making fun of and i cant live with it
(12:30:37 PM) Chasing stars: of me*
(12:31:11 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: I am deeply concerned about the message you have sent. First and foremost, neither I nor anyone at Riot Games want you to hurt yourself. I have provided a couple links for websites which handle these sorts of concerns, but I also recommend seeking a professional you can speak with directly. I don't want you to feel as though I'm dismissing you, but I'm not in any way qualified to help counsel you, and I don't want to make things worse. http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html http://www.suicide.org/ http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ http://www.save.org/
(12:31:25 PM) Chasing stars: League has always been a huge part of my life, Ive been playing for like 6 years
(12:31:33 PM) Chasing stars: Im high elo and stuff
(12:31:41 PM) Chasing stars: But each time I turn my profile section on
(12:31:52 PM) Chasing stars: Im feeling a huge sadness hitting my face
(12:32:15 PM) Chasing stars: I wrote like 5 tickets and talked to 5 other rioters and nobody can help me
(12:32:40 PM) Chasing stars: My biggest problem is that I have a huge ammount of mastery points on a champion that makes other people laugh at me
(12:32:46 PM) Chasing stars: since i swapped role and position
(12:32:51 PM) Chasing stars: everyone disrespects me
(12:32:57 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: who is that?
(12:33:02 PM) Chasing stars: nami..
(12:33:08 PM) Chasing stars: and i main yasuo now
(12:33:12 PM) Chasing stars: imagine how irrelevant i am
(12:33:29 PM) Chasing stars: and getting 400k mastery points to surpass her will take ages
(12:33:35 PM) Chasing stars: ages of other people making fun of me
(12:33:47 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: hmm, can I provide some personal insight into that?
(12:34:00 PM) Chasing stars: i know that its stupid and sutff
(12:34:02 PM) Chasing stars: stuff
(12:34:09 PM) Chasing stars: but i really care and i cant live with it anyme
(12:34:11 PM) Chasing stars: anymore*
(12:34:17 PM) Chasing stars: im ltierally shaking rn
(12:34:24 PM) Chasing stars: and i have problems with typing
(12:34:47 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: really sorry to hear that..
(12:34:54 PM) Chasing stars: yeah, same :(
(12:34:58 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: still, I don't understand - name is quite a difficult champion to play
(12:35:02 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: and, honestly
(12:35:15 PM) Chasing stars: i just dont want to see her anymore like ever
(12:35:15 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: if you're gonna main Yasuo, you'll get a lot more heat, at least from what I'm seeing
(12:35:30 PM) Chasing stars: imagine a yasuo main with 650k mastery points on nami
(12:35:39 PM) Chasing stars: there is a group of people harassing me because of that
(12:35:45 PM) Chasing stars: and i cant live with it any longer
(12:35:51 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: you mean in-game?
(12:36:03 PM) Chasing stars: they are taking it to another level
(12:36:09 PM) Chasing stars: in game, on twitter
(12:36:26 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: well, I'm sure on twitter, but it should also have something similar
(12:36:35 PM) Chasing stars: im getting disrespected all of the time
(12:36:39 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: if people are being mean towards you in-game they should be muted, definitely
(12:36:45 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: you don't have to take that
(12:36:53 PM) Chasing stars: i cant live with it
(12:36:57 PM) Chasing stars: it haunts me everyday
(12:37:09 PM) Chasing stars: my mental is pretty weak as you can see
(12:37:36 PM) Chasing stars: is it somehow possible to get rid of her in my profile?
(12:37:43 PM) Chasing stars: i dont know
(12:38:04 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: unfortunately, we literally can't modify mastery points :(
(12:38:13 PM) Chasing stars: :(
(12:38:18 PM) Chasing stars: i dont know
(12:38:23 PM) Chasing stars: thanks anyway
(12:38:33 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: really sorry, man
(12:38:34 PM) Chasing stars: i burst into tears wtf
(12:38:36 PM) Chasing stars: xd
(12:38:39 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: wish I could've helped you out
(12:38:46 PM) Chasing stars: im a female and this is my biggest problem here
(12:38:56 PM) Chasing stars: thats why im getting THAT much lack of respect
(12:38:57 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: sorry for tthe 'man' then xD
(12:39:01 PM) Chasing stars: doesnt matter
(12:39:24 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: I don't think that's the case.. I mean, your Summoner name isn't really making anyone think about that
(12:39:27 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: and even if it does
(12:39:41 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: if someone thinks lesser of you just because of that, then they have a problem, not you
(12:39:52 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: got my butt kicked in video games by girls lots of times
(12:39:57 PM) Chasing stars: everyone's been telling me this
(12:40:14 PM) Chasing stars: but it doesnt help at all
(12:40:33 PM) Chasing stars: i heard of cases when points got removed after transfering an account
(12:40:38 PM) Chasing stars: is it still possible?
(12:41:13 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: lemme check
(12:42:21 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: had a look and it seems that champion mastery levels are among the things that do get transferred :(
(12:42:44 PM) Chasing stars: is it impossible to remove them? just be honest please
(12:42:55 PM) Chasing stars: ot you guys just dont do it
(12:42:57 PM) Chasing stars: or*
(12:42:58 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: yep, trust me that, if I could help you out, I would
(12:43:01 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: we simply can't
(12:43:04 PM) Chasing stars: ...
(12:43:06 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: in a literal way
(12:43:27 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: there are things like mastery points and mastery points that we can't modify :(
(12:43:32 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: lp*
(12:43:42 PM) Chasing stars: how about those token lvls?
(12:43:47 PM) Chasing stars: 7th 6th etc
(12:44:03 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: what about those?
(12:44:11 PM) Chasing stars: is it possible to take them down?
(12:44:40 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: since they're tied to champion mastery, no
(12:44:47 PM) Chasing stars: .
(12:45:41 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: I assume that starting a new account isn't an option, right?
(12:45:54 PM) Chasing stars: ive got 600 skins here
(12:46:09 PM) Chasing stars: and im d1 90 lp
(12:46:14 PM) Chasing stars: it took a lot of effort
(12:46:33 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: yeah, understandable, then, that you don't wanna give up on the account
(12:47:27 PM) Chasing stars: i cant do anything about it
(12:47:37 PM) Chasing stars: i just wanted my profile to represent me the way i am
(12:47:49 PM) Chasing stars: and to prevent other people from judging me
(12:48:02 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: that's completely understandable
(12:48:19 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: still if they're the ones doing the judging, then I believe the issue's with them, not with you
(12:48:31 PM) Chasing stars: and we are in the dead end
(12:48:34 PM) Chasing stars: as i know that
(12:48:41 PM) Chasing stars: but my brain doesnt let me think that way
(12:49:08 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: yeah, it can sometimes be difficult to convince the brain of that which you already know
(12:49:21 PM) Chasing stars: im literally crying rn xDDDddd
(12:49:50 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: I'm so sorry to hear that.. :(
(12:50:03 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: other than nami and yasuo, who do you enjoy playing?
(12:50:09 PM) Chasing stars: ahri and riven
(12:50:26 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: not a fan of riven, but ahri I do like
(12:50:42 PM) Chasing stars: im like 3rd ahri in my region
(12:50:49 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: sweet
(12:50:51 PM) Chasing stars: but i cant represent that with nami in my profile
(12:50:54 PM) Chasing stars: bummer
(12:51:02 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: but it can be done, with perseverance
(12:51:07 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: you can even get 1st ahri :>
(12:51:44 PM) Chasing stars: all i want is yasuo there
(12:51:57 PM) Chasing stars: but i might not have enough time if you know what i mean c:
(12:52:14 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: there;s always time
(12:52:29 PM) Chasing stars: not if you are terminally ill
(12:52:43 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: damn.. :(
(12:52:50 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: terribly sorry to hear that..
(12:52:52 PM) Chasing stars: yeah
(12:53:11 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: I can't even begin to imagine how that must feel like
(12:53:32 PM) Chasing stars: thats why i want to sort things in my life out
(12:53:34 PM) Chasing stars: before you know
(12:53:47 PM) Chasing stars: i have spent like 1/3 of my life playing league
(12:53:55 PM) Chasing stars: thats why i care so much
(12:54:11 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: it's understandable if you're really passionate about League
(12:54:20 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: and I take it you are
(12:55:35 PM) Chasing stars: and even after playing her like 6 times this season when autofilled
(12:55:40 PM) Chasing stars: i have her first
(12:56:21 PM) Chasing stars: even tho she doesnt have anything to do with my curent division she displays next to it
(12:56:23 PM) Chasing stars: idk
(12:57:12 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: yeah, the champ with the most mastery points is displayed
(01:02:48 PM) Chasing stars: i had to take meds
(01:02:49 PM) Chasing stars: sorry
(01:03:08 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: no worries
(01:04:13 PM) Chasing stars: any advice for me?
(01:04:51 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: my only advice would be to at least try not to take others' words to heart - I know you must've heard it a thousand times, but I know you can do it
(01:04:57 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: you can mute them from the start even
(01:05:06 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: so you can make sure no hurtful words reach you
(01:05:09 PM) Chasing stars: they are some kind of irl
(01:05:11 PM) Chasing stars: and their words
(01:05:13 PM) Chasing stars: will reach anyway
(01:05:23 PM) Chasing stars: those people know me outside of the game
(01:05:26 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: then the best option would be to take pride in maining nami
(01:05:33 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: I for one think she can be quite hard to play
(01:05:42 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: and mastering her takes a lot of skill
(01:05:45 PM) Chasing stars: but i dont main her
(01:05:47 PM) Chasing stars: and i dont even
(01:05:51 PM) Chasing stars: play that champion
(01:06:02 PM) Chasing stars: i havent play her for like one year
(01:06:07 PM) Chasing stars: am i still considered a main?
(01:06:20 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: fair enough
(01:09:09 PM) Chasing stars: if someday that option will be available
(01:09:21 PM) Chasing stars: please dont forget about me and honor me when im gone
(01:09:42 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: will definitely do that
(01:09:50 PM) Chasing stars: thank you!
(01:09:53 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: and if the option is added soon, I'll let you know
(01:10:03 PM) Chasing stars: it wont be
(01:10:09 PM) Chasing stars: lets be honest
(01:10:13 PM) Chasing stars: but thank you anyway
(01:10:47 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: it's the least I can do
(01:11:05 PM) Chasing stars: have a nice day and a nice life
(01:11:07 PM) Chasing stars: goodbye
(01:11:13 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: thank you
(01:11:17 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: I wish you the best
(01:11:21 PM) Chasing stars: :)
(01:14:14 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: please remember to hit options-end chat and do the best to take care of yourself
(01:14:19 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: and don't stop chasing stars
(01:14:20 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: ^^
(01:14:23 PM) Chasing stars: Right
(01:14:28 PM) Chasing stars: ive got one more question ]
(01:14:30 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: sure
(01:14:41 PM) Chasing stars: I requested my account data like one month ago
(01:14:54 PM) Chasing stars: then yesterday i got a response that the case got closed
(01:15:03 PM) Chasing stars: did these files got removed?
(01:15:22 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: hmm, no, the files don't get removed
(01:15:25 PM) Chasing stars: i would like to get these asap since i dont have much time
(01:15:27 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: did you make any email/password changes?
(01:15:38 PM) Chasing stars: i cant remember
(01:15:45 PM) Chasing stars: i dont have another month to wait
(01:16:07 PM) Chasing stars: are they somewhere close to bring them out?
(01:16:42 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: unfortunately, we can't issue them manually due to security concerns :-s
(01:16:53 PM) Chasing stars: understood
(01:17:20 PM) Chasing stars: i think i made another request yesterday
(01:17:22 PM) Chasing stars: we will see
(01:17:26 PM) Chasing stars: hope so
(01:17:30 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: yep, then it will arrive
(01:17:38 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: it's just that the process takes a while
(01:17:49 PM) Chasing stars: yeah, thank you
(01:17:51 PM) Chasing stars: goodbye
(01:18:06 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: my pleasure
(01:18:08 PM) HarvesterOfSouls: goodbye