Advertisement
shimetsukage

THE DARK HOUR

Mar 25th, 2021 (edited)
25
0
Never
Not a member of Pastebin yet? Sign Up, it unlocks many cool features!
text 0.77 KB | None | 0 0
  1. There comes a moment where at times
  2. I think about one thing and one thing
  3. alone.
  4.  
  5. The thought of me just ending my life
  6. is as difficult as living.
  7.  
  8. When I'm on stage, I always have an air
  9. of positivity as soon as I leave
  10. backstage.
  11.  
  12. However, what I feel internally isn't
  13. always such from the external shell.
  14.  
  15. As soon as I finish the final act of
  16. my performance and head home, all I can
  17. think about is if I gave it my all.
  18.  
  19. I honestly can't decipher if I'm doing
  20. things by the book or following onto a
  21. path of carelessness (like certain
  22. people).
  23.  
  24. This is where my sanity is breached!
  25.  
  26. This is where I find myself asking should
  27. I continue to hang onto life or jump into
  28. the rabbit hole they call death.
  29.  
  30. I don't care anymore.
  31. Just leave me to die.
Advertisement
Add Comment
Please, Sign In to add comment
Advertisement