the coolest/scariest series of dreams

i just had the most insane series of dreams within a 3 and a half ish hour nap lmao

It started as I was going home to our old apartment with my parents, where we lived 12+ years ago. It wasn't 100% identical to our apartment complex, but a somewhat unsettling dream version of it. Anyway, I was in my bed reading books from the Dagger and the Coin series that just arrived in the mail for me, except books 2 and 3 were missing for some reason, and that made me disturbed? .-. Anyway, my dad starts being crazy and aboosive, trying to hurt my mom and me. When he pulled out a knife, we fled and were both crying in the cold outside :( We calmed down a bit and I talked to my mom, he said my dad was about to die in a couple hours anyway, he just ovurdosed on pills and that made me sad :C I was curious how he suddenly became so violent though.

We then entered some kind of industrial complex full of photos, where I learned that all of those were people my mom has eliminated :/ they seemed happy and some of them were celebrities. I asked her to explain and she told me that they all developed some kind of transhuman powers that also made them criminally insane, which is why she had to do it. The next level of the complex was full of shelves with fried chicken, and I was hungry and craving spicy Nashville chicken so we both loaded up. Unfortunately, the next level turned out to be a morgue, where the shelves were instead filled with the corpses of all the criminally insane people that my mom had eliminated. I realized that my mom *also* has a power like that. Actually her power was to *locate* people with powers. Basically, she first began noticing people with these powers and eliminating them, and by observing her, the government learned about the existence of these powers, so they gave her amnesty in exchange for continuing to eliminate them. With this knowledge in mind, I decided to go confront my dad, tell him that I know the truth about my mom, and slap the shit out of him for the outburst. When we got back to our apartment, he was sitting and crying, the attempt evidently having had failed. So I did just that, slapped him in the face and told him that I now know the truth about my mom and it shouldn't change my family dynamic.

I don't remember what happened in the next couple sub-dreams other than that I was sleeping outside next to the railroad near our neighborhood and a train rumbled by super loud. tbh these freight trains have always scared me a little (in a good way), and I know fell asleep with my window open as a train was going by outside, so that was probably why I dreamed this.
At another point, I was helping my discord friend Eggy get over her relationship with an aboosive guy named something with the letter Z.

Anyway, I later found myself in another state on the opposite end of the Midwest. I was in an unfamiliar city, and got lost, but fortunately ran into Connor, an annoying edgy /b/tard "friend" that I had in high school. I still see Connor sometimes IRL, he still lives nearby and is knees deep into incel ideology now. Anyway, back to the dream. Connor is also a TES nerd, and when I ran into him a second time, he was doing some kind of quiz about the games. He was stuck on a question along the lines of "who created all the awesome enemies in Oblivion?" and I sarcastically replied with "...the modders." He said he meant the vanilla version of the game, and I said Mehrunes Dagon duhh. We continued talking, and I asked where the nearest airport that would get me to my (our) hometown. He said South Africa and i was like whaaaaaa- but then he said that another airport could take me to Albany or Ottawa, and from there I could take a second flight to my hometown.

I had trouble finding the airport, and I believe I ran into Connor for a third time when he offered to just give me a ride. Apparently, he was traveling cross-country with a newfound girlfriend, so we would end up back in our hometown at the end. He drove, while I talked with his girlfriend in the back. She asked if I like him and I said something like "hell no, he probably isn't into trans women anyway," and she was like "yeah, he's a chudcel unfortunately." I then asked if he was initially reluctant to date her because she's Asian and not pure Aryan blue eyed mustard race, and she said yea. She was super pretty though so I wasn't surprised that he ended up wanting her. We got along really well though. Anyway, Connor drove super recklessly, and I mean flat out crashing into walls and catapulting over entire bodies of water like he was playing Vigilante 8 on the ps1 with cheats enabled. Somehow we ended up back at our hometown though, thank god.

I probably missed a couple more smaller dreams. I remember at one point, we went to the theater and I had to wear shorts with holes around the ass cheeks LOL, and everyone laughed at my bare ass :(( In another, we had to sleep in the bathroom at our local Kroger and the store sounds woke us up, probably again because i fell asleep w my window wide open irl. In another my brother was going to drive me somewhere, and we were walking around a short driveway that I (or the dream version of me, p sure the driveway isn't real) haven't seen in well over a decade, and I immediately started talking about how while the last time I've been here might seem like ancient history to me, it was still during the wait for the 6th ASOIAF book which we're still waiting for now :((( this is exactly how I think IRL since the Winds of Winter lives in my head rent fvckin free. There were a couple more dreams and a lot more details, many of them spooky and unsettling (in a good way!! i love spooky dreams tbh) but I can't remember them all guhhh.

Anyway, after the cross-country trip with Connor, I was finally able to go home. For some reason, Bullseye from Toy Story was also going home with me, I guess we were friends. It was at this point that I gained the flying/gliding powers that I often have in dreams, and I ended up flying myself over the railroad and little grove of trees on the way home, while Bullseye could only gawk in amazement as he walked and watched from below B)

There were a couple more things after. Basically I "woke up" and wanted to write all the details of my dreams down to share with my friends, but of course I was still in a dream, and at our high school gymnasium (or middle school? idk). We were walking around, my mom was there, and I was trying to find my laptop to write all the details out before I forgot. There was another gym next door to us that was hosting some kind of pep rally or demonstration, and I heard a loud but unsettling cheer from that direction. My mom peeked inside and immediately withdrew back and closed the door, saying that whatever was happening there was disturbing and it's best not to look. I continued pulling out my laptop to write my dreams down when I began realizing that this might still be a dream :/ I bit my tongue a bit to see if I could feel pain and I couldn't really. There were a few people I knew from school around me too, and I saw my friend Deanne, asked her for help, and she made a creepy face at me like I imagined she would ;~; Anyway I experienced a couple more of these dream-within-a-dream shenanigans where I wanted to write my dreams down but couldn't because I was still in a dream. Hopefully I am finally awake as I'm typing this now lmao

edit: i can't believe pissbin made me censor certain words this is stupid as fyck. new paste site when