A nighas storyy

Oneshot-"Not That Great"
Am have half through my my twenties and I have nothing to be proud of expect the small group of friends I made during my middle school years. We went by the name the virgin squad(It was called the virgin squad because my dad lost a bet at a bar with his friend when he was drunk he somehow manged to convince me mom to name me Bujin, so at school my friends would call me virgin , unsurprisingly everyone expect me has lost there virginities when we got older. Of course I had plans to lose it, near the end of 9th grade I made a promise with a girl I liked. We agreed to meet up together after graduating from highschool since we where zoned to different school and get married. The promise was mostly fulfilled unitl the end, i guess she couldnt wait anymore on my way back from college I saw her walk out of a love hotel with one of the virgin members. Not surprising she blocked any sort of contact she previously had with me, now am living a single life as a manger assistant at the age of 25 and still a virgin? Now you might be wonder why am telling you this.

Friends (A)- Not really you usually come to me when you want to rant about something, so what happend this time?
Bujin- I do not!!! Plus your my best friend it's only natural I come to you
Friend (A)- Yeah you do, last time you came to me crying saying that you found your life purpose after watching some Chinese cartoons
Bujin- For the record it's called anime, and the show was quiet good
Friend (A)- well actually theres another reason I wanted to talk to you, when November comes around I'll become a dad
Bujin- w-what??
Friend (A)- so I would appreciate it if you wouldn't contact me as much
Bujin- yeah I understand but dang, I wasnt expecting you to become a dad, congratulations
Friend (A)- thanks, to be honest though most of the other virgin members are gonna have families of there own soon
Bijin- wow, I guess I really havent been in contact with the others
Friend (A)- And another thing me and my fiance are planning to move to the country side
Bijin- your serious about this huh
Friend (A)- Of course I am am gonna be a dad soon, wouldn't you be excited as well?
Bijin- I dont know I dont really see myself that kinda way
Friend (A)- Well than take care

I left that day and like Friend (A) said he and his fiance shortly moved away
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
It's been a month or 2 since he moved, I never realized how much time I have on my hands,in other words how lonely I am... Thought he moved nothing much changed, but damn am way behind everyone, there already ready for parenthood. It was at that moment that I decided I'll loose my virginity no matter what. From there I'll start rebuilding myself, and maybe I'll be able to relate more to friend (A).
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
Thought I said all that its been 4 months now and am still scared to talk to girls.
*on phone
Friend (A)- Sounds like your really trying get out there.
Bujin- so hows the parenthood life?
Friend (A)- To be real with you its difficult, but it's not bad. Once in a while I get a break when he goes to sleep besides from that I take care of him on my days off. Oh yeah hows work been lately?
Bujin- Same as always, am always getting the work pushed towards me. I find it hard to refuse, the words no just doesn't flt me. I wish it  did.
Friend (A)- you never where good at refusing people at school, but you shouldn't rush losing your virginity its happen when it happens.
Bujin- True that
Friend (A)- Well than am gonna take care of some stuff before the baby wakes up, bye
Bujin- Bye
*hangs up phone*
Bujin- It'll happen when it happens*sigh* I wonder when that'll be...  I guess I should do my errands before it gets dark
*walks out of apartment*
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
*Walking home*
Bujin- Lucky me made it right before the sales ended