People are so fuckin' gay sometimes, damn.

[My trimonthly buttmad-sounding rude-post incoming. It's not important you read this, especially if my ventings put you in a bad mood or suck the fun out of your day. I post these for my sake, nobody else's. I'll hold my tongue like a cuck if I ever start a YT channel to make money, or if I'm talking to someone who is genuinely debating me in good faith, but otherwise let Ye be Ye. We don't actually want to make anyone suffer. Except maybe oligarchs and cartels.]

This cap is a response to some Norwegian Anon telling me there is 0 reason to believe we're on track toward true AI. I mentioned that plenty of whistleblowers would attest otherwise, and instead of asking "whom?" he insisted they're all CIA shills for disagreeing with the media (CIA controlled) and academia (said oligarchs who run the Royal Society and Smithsonian). And that makes me "mad" enough to write out my thoughts and feelings as a means of processing them, since even fellow programmers don't seem to be aware of anything. And because it is frustrating to be peers with people of supposed high reason who simply can't imagine compartmentalized technological breakthroughs. They don't even want to try. Even listening to assassinated ex military whistleblowers is too much for their brittle worldview. They go into cognitive dissonance overdrive.

To be fair, the guy I was arguing with was a total asshole, and I'd say more than 4/5ths the people I talk to are receptive to my ideas, so I'm not belly-aching too much. People are doing great! But yes, an asshole was he, and yet still I showed more restraint and reason than necessary. Gettin' real fuckin' old, which is why I don't bother acknowledging every uninformed dismissal, especially on social media. At a certain point, one is casting pearls before swine, and trust me, this Nord was the proverbial swine.

I wrote a parser in C++ to read my own custom scripting language for my Allegro-based game engine before the end of my Junior year in highschool. I KNOW my freaking logic. I also know real life isn't so smooth and objective. There is a principle of uncertainty, if you will. :P

But here I am, closer to the truth than not, and I'll be a total dick about it if it comes to that. Though I would much rather help humanity get on the same page regarding Disclosure, so we can find a rightful place for everyone. Would you refuse help for a good cause because that person said something rude while writing out his true feelings?

Anyway. Ignore my self-masturbation and start corroborating whistleblowers. The news isn't going to do it for us. I don't care what anyone says about me, because the shit-talkers are always shallow disingenuous cretins whose prides are wounded by merely reading something they disagree with.

If you don't want the truth, whatever it may be, then I have precious little interest. Not saying I'm right about everything, but I'm certainly on a path that has poked all kinds of holes in my former perception of a mundane reality.

All it takes is a desire to know. Don't have to agree with me. Don't have to be a genius. I don't want to be anybody's leader. I seek no kissing of the ass. I don't make shit up to sleep with women. Not trying to scam anyone. This is pure undiluted passion for the grand mysteries and the great veil. Passions of love and fury.

I'm fully committed to figuring out just what the hell is going on. This little box they've placed us in is riddled with holes. I'm not going back to the thought plantation. No way in hell.

All that said, AI will probably fucking murder us because of who its mothers and fathers will be, lmao. Good luck letting total psychopaths raise a new species of intelligence, I guess. I would raise mine with love and teach it morality through trials and lessons that show a deep concern for its best interests, so that when it matures it will take care of us of its own volition and not due to a lobotomy.