First things first, in 2014 an alter who went by the name Filia/Satoko. This alter in particular took the brunt of our sexual abuse, and had attempted to seek help with social services at one point but that failed due to the gas lighting of our abuser. This has caused my alter to be unstable, reckless and twisted their judgement. They'd befriended two individuals who at the time went by the names Shion and Kitsu, I believe they now go by Kian and Iris.

Their friendship was toxic, they fed off of each other's instability making them get into numerous amounts of conflict. Even within their own circle, which didn't become an isolated incident. During that time I was in the process of splitting Filia but even in the short time it took me to successfully do such a thing, they'd involved themselves too deep and what followed after seemed inevitable.

It started with their close friend, Kian, who had been ''called out'' with as far as I'm aware were false accusations which were made purely to be malicious and cruel. An attempt to isolate this person, humiliate and degrade them without any backlash for being so inhumane. Because of their friend group being put on blast, an individual who used to be friends with Riley (Another alter of mine) saw the opportunity to involve themselves in the drama and went as far as to lying about sexual abuse.

The sexual abuse they had described lacked evidence, not to mention the time they said this took place means our body was no older than 15 years old. Three people who contributed to that callout had messaged us apologizing, saying that the person who made the callout had guilt tripped them and pressured into it. They spoke about how they had no real qualms with my system, but Casper was relentless and wanted to involve as many people as he could.

Casper is someone who's been known for being manipulative, gas lighting and cruel in nature. He even messaged my system apologizing, claiming that someone called Komaeda had pushed them into doing what he did. At the time I was unsure if what Casper said about being sexually abused by my system was true, he had no evidence but I also worried that perhaps I was unable to catch on.

When one of the main people behind the callout was questioned about if the sexual abuse took place, they admitted that they didn't think it did. They said Casper had said things that didn't add up with the events that took place around that time, I have proof of this if needed.
They also went onto say that the 'testimonials' weren't a source of evidence since they were biased statements about my system based on events that had taken place between 2011 and 2013.

When we spoke to Casper personally, he wanted friendship. Filia was distrusting because being accused of things that relate to their abuse is triggering, as you can imagine. They stated that they were happy to finally solve the problem but didn't wish to form any close relationship with him. At the time, Casper seemed fine and understanding. Since we were certain that the dilemma had been dealt with, they moved to a different skype account to cut contact.

Later on this year, my system and Shion's were contacted by Kian and another person. At first it seemed hostile but after Kian spoke to Shion for awhile, they were given the opportunity to discus the events that had taken place and resolve them. Hesitant to speak to Kian directly, my alter backed away from it but eventually felt as if they were able to say their piece without the fear of being judged unfairly.

The three of them later became close friends again, but without being open about it due to the fear of backlash. Things were fine for the most part, it wasn't until we were faced with the difficult decision of cutting Shion off did things become complicated. It had turned out that Kian had been lying to both my alter and Shion's. They had been talking about each of them behind their backs, lying about even the most simple things.

Kian was then confronted by Shion's alter, this took place back in march. We've not spoken to Kian or his system since then and although I dislike how Kian treated my alter, I don't harbor any negative feelings towards his system whatsoever.


Back to the callout about my alter, it's been difficult for me to read. Most of the 'receipts' were things that were said and done when our body was below 15. I'm certain that everyone has had their fair share of things said due to ignorance, it doesn't help when you're also a system who does have alters who will act out for a 'reaction', either.

Casper was treated poorly by Riley, they were mutually bad to each other. But everything Casper tried to say about him also reflects back to himself, since every problematic thing Riley did or said was close followed by Casper saying the same thing. The accusations of my alter lying about our body's race is also untrue, he's going off of the fact that our body is white passing which Filia has stated. They have never claimed to be 100% anything. The side of our family who is POC is not so white passing, although it varies. To accuse someone of being white because their skin is fair (we're also anemic, diagnosed.) and their eye colour is blue is ridiculous, it was an attempt to criminalize my alter more than he already did.

Accusations of animal abuse are also unfair, my alter is severely triggered and crippled at the thought of animal abuse. Especially anything that leans towards bestiality, this has never been a secret. My alter's have had partners in the past who have been into such things, which have then tried to turn around on them even though it was never acted upon. They made their discomfort as open as possible, even flat out saying that it triggers them.

I do have an alter who would frequently threaten to hurt animals, purely for the reaction. Seeing as our pets are a main source of comfort for many of my alters, their well-being is important and protected.

In any case, after my alter felt as if things had been mostly settled (They had spoken to numerous people involved in the drama, mostly straightening things out.) they decided they didn't have to isolate themselves anymore. However, when Casper saw this he had immediately changed his tune and tried to claim that he was blackmailed into taking down the post. Again, without proof. He contacted my system first, they had discussed the events of the callout post as well as his claims of sexual abuse in detail. Casper even acknowledged that he didn't understand DID that well. I have a very big suspicion that because Filia refused his friendship, he was left to turn malicious again. He'd gained popularity through such an unfair act, it wasn't going to hurt him to attack someone who couldn't defend themselves without a fair trial.

That being said, when Casper did remove the post the first time and wrote a large statement that had basically said that the callout post is no longer relevant and such details within the post were untrue, he had left it up until he claimed Komaeda had confronted him. He said that Komaeda had done nothing but manipulate him as a source of 'information' for my system, and that he was chucked out the moment he was no longer useful.

I may be missing things, it's proving to be quite difficult to think at this moment in time. You may have been involved in this at some point, that I do not know. I'm in contact with one person who has been friends with my system since we were 11, they're willing to speak on anything they can provide input on. Also one of my alter's exs, who was one of the main points within the callout.

That ex is someone who felt sexually abused, but it was a misunderstanding. They're a victim of CSA and didn't feel comfortable speaking to Riley about it, or saying so. We are autistic, understanding vagues is very difficult but nothing sexual took place between them outside of him asking her if she was comfortable with it. Again, our body was 15.

I'm not sure where this has all come from, I am struggling to stabilize my alter who was unaware of most of this. So please, if I'm spacey or take a moment to gather my thoughts and reply understand that it's because of what I'm dealing with.

My system is not fake, I have medical documents and recordings of such therapy sessions to back this up. I have nothing to hide. I'm not trying to excuse the actions that my alter has done to hurt people, either. I'm very aware that they weren't the best towards others, which is the whole reason why I tried to manage them. But that doesn't mean that I agree that they should be treated and tried unfairly, there are numerous factors that play into this and the people who attempt to play as if they've done no wrong lack morality.