Kay so they're back together.

Smokeless: [you want to post first or me?]
Tsaaq: (I have Hayley, Eugene and Thad here.))
Tsaaq: ((Uhhh, I can post to establish where I am.))
Smokeless: [ok can I play jess now??]
Smokeless: [ok]
Tsaaq: ((Well, sure I don't see why not, she's accepted or whatever.
Smokeless: [ok]
Tsaaq: Hayley laid on the hood of her car as she stared up at the night sky while music played from her acura. They were in the parking lot. She looked over to Eugene and smiled. "How's it going over there?" She asked him with a laugh. // He coughed a little, taking another pull from the joint he'd taken from Remy's stash. "I feel weird." He muttered. // Thaddeus walked down the hallway, making his way towards the library.
Smokeless: Jess pushed open the doors to go outside to the parking lot. She sniffed the air and could smell something. She raised a brow tucking her paperwork in her back pocket. She made her way over to her crotch tocket and looked over seeingsome girl on the hood of a car."Hey? IS that grand daddy purp I smell?" she leaned on her bike sniffing the air looking at the two.//Dori sat in the library with one ear bud in listening to some music. she had her hand on her forehead as her hand scribbled words in a notebook. She took a deep breath and wiped her eyes as they were watering up.
Tsaaq: "Then stop." She commanded. Hayley sat up when hearing a girls voice. She looked over to Eugene and began to pat his back. "Uh... I don't know. I'm not really an expert." She answered, looking back over to her and shrugging her shoulders. "He's the one smoking it."  She pointed to Eugene. // He blinked slowly, he was still laying on the hood of the car. "Is somebody talking?" He asked before taking another pull then coughing again. // Thad tugged on the strap of his backpack and went to to enter the library. He stood there a moment, really soaking in his surroundings and sort of drifting into his thoughts then looked in Dori's direction.
Smokeless: Jess chuckled and she swung her leg over her bike and planted her ass on the seat looking at the two."wooow what a light weight." she leaned over offering her hand to the two."I'm Jess you are?" she asked and waited not really expecting either one to shake her hand.//Dori heard someone enter the Library and she just stared at the words written on the notebook page. She tugged at the sleeve of her sweater pulling it down.
Tsaaq: She shrugged her shoulders and hugged her knees to her chest. "Well, he's never really done it before. He's a Jesus kid. He's never done anything." She told Jess. "I'm Hay, this is my cousin Eugene." She pointed towards the clearly Asian male casually. "Here." She shook Jess' hand briefly, snatched the weed from him, then handed the joint over. "Take the rest of this." // Eugene looked at her hand and tried to give her a fist bump before sitting up. "Hey!" He waved, looking sleepy. // Thaddeus inhaled deeply then walked over to Dori. "Hey." He whispered. "Mind if I sit with you?" He spoke quietly.
Smokeless: Jess chuckled taking the joint after shaking Hay's hand."Pleasure to meet you two." she chuckled and gave Eugene a fist bump"Hey buddy. Feeling like you are on cloud nine right now?" She took a hit from the joint and looked at it.//Dori looked up hearing someone talk to her and she slid her notebook out of view. She forced a smile on her face."hey. umm sure if you want." she closed her notebook andpulled her hisory of art book towards her to catch up on reading.
Tsaaq: // "If you really don't want me to I won't." He said, looking away a bit as his hand lingered on the back of the chair across from hers.
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Tsaaq: Hayley nodded and adjusted herself on the hood of her car, lowering her legs to rest their full length on the hood. "Yeah, sure." She shrugged. "He doesnt need anymore of that stuff..." She trailed off. // Eugene nodded at Jess and went to lay his head in Hayley's lap. "Things are all fuzzy and spinning." // "If you really don't want me to I won't." He said, looking away a bit as his hand lingered on the back of the chair across from hers.
Smokeless: Jess chuckled looking at Eugene and shaking her head."So you two obviously go here You like it?" She took another puff of the joint resting on her bike.//Dori looked at Thad and she shook her head."It's not a big deal. You can sit." she opened her book and looked down at the pages flipping to the correct chapter and tugging at the ends of her sleeves again.
Tsaaq: Hayley looked down at Eugene and scrunched up her face, looking awkwardly. She glanced at her cheer uniform and then shrugged once more. "I don't know." Hayley replied. "It's been like three years and I'm just now getting used to it..." Hayley trailed off. // "I don't even go here." He nuzzled Hayley's thighs with his head and looked over to Jess. "But I love it here." // Thaddeus nodded and he sat down, taking out his backpack and falling into silence as he set up his stuff.
Smokeless: Jess finished off the joint and noddd her head letting the smoke out."aye I see. Well I just started here. Kind of came a little late but eh shit happens." She looked at Eugene and chuckled."You still in high school buddy?"//Dori sniffled and rested her head on her hand that was propped on her elbow on the table. She took in a deep breath. She whispered softly."How have you been?"
Tsaaq: She frowned a bit and scowled at Eugene but didn't move him. "No." She answered in a monotone. "He's like, a junior in college." She muttered in reply. // He shook his head immediately. "Nooooo." He sang. "I'm not from around here. I just decided to stay after the summer." He told Jess. "Isn't she pretty?" He asked in a slur, trying to touch Hayley's face sloppily. // He looked over to her and opened his notebook. "I'm okay." He answered. "Just, you know. Doing the stuff I always do." he laughed a bit.
Smokeless: Jess chuckled watching Eugene."aye is she your girlfriend or something?" Jess leaned forward resting her arms on the handles of her bike//Dori nodded her head not looking at him."That's good.." she wasn't really reading but to make it look like she was she flipped the page. "I talked to Adam not to long ago."
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Tsaaq: She scoffed, slapping Eugene's hands away as gently as she could. "I'm his cousin." She said, gritting her teeth and giving a sort of disgusted look. // "But you are pretty." Eugene complained, he sat up and stared at her in the face. He looked over to Jess and frowned. "Uh." He paused awkwardly. // "That's good. He's an okay guy." Thaddeus said, and not really going anywhere else with the statement. He scratched his head while glancing at his statistics text book.
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Smokeless: Jess chuckled and nodded her head"Need help getting him hoe? He looks like he would weigh less then my old man back home. Built like a fucking silver back gorilla that man." She laguhed and shrugged"Eugene you look like you need to sleep it off buddy or at least eat it off."//Dori nodded her head."Yeah he is a good friend..." She glanced up at Thad for a second only to glance back at her book."He gave me some good advice..."she shifted in her seat nervously and before she could stop the words from leaving her lips they were out."Do you miss me?"
Tsaaq: "Uh... I don't know. I don't want my brother to find out he was gone just yet." Hayley said. "Come on Gene, we're gonna sit in the car. Feel some A/C." She told him, shaking him a bit.// "I don't need help getting home. I'm not a baby." Eugene scoffed. He gasped at Hayley. "Unhand me woman!" He said. Sliding off the hood of the acura. "I'm fine. I love weed. I love drugs. Just as much as I love Jesus, and Cadence makes it seem like you can do both!" // "Guess that's why Hayley chose him over me..." He said with an awkwardly lowering of his head.
Tsaaq: ((SHiiiit ENTER BUTTON.))
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Tsaaq: "Guess that's why Hayley chose him over me..." He said with an awkwardly lowering of his head. He looked over to Dori and furrowed his thick eyebrows. "Uh... What do you mean? I see you around here in the hallways and at home?" He asked with a perplexed expression.
Smokeless: Jess couldn't stop laughing at Eugene and she had to cover her mouth."Well I mean we can all go to a place and get something to eat to sober him up or something. Jess shook her head"Careful buddy don't want you hurting yourself. Yeah jesus is awesome. I'm pretty sure the guy smoked a little too in his day."//Dori sighed a little"Nothing sorry.."she flipped another page and fell silent. She shoved her hands under the table and rubbed her sweat palms on her jeans.
Tsaaq: Hayley looked very unamused at the two of them. "Come on, let's go to Depot, get some fries." She suggested, taking Eugene's hand. She led him to the passenger side and pushed him into the vehicle before kicking the door closed angrily. "He's pissing me off. And being handsy and gross." She said in a montone. "We're heading to the diner, my friend works there." She told Jess. "You coming?" // Eugene struggled with Hayley but she was stronger than him. He fell into the car and shut his eyes. // "Oh..." He trailed off awkwardly. "Hey. Are you like really busy over there?" He asked Dori, chewing his lip ring.
Smokeless: Jess smiled and shook her head."yeah sure I could use some grub." she looked hay over for a moment."You know if you want I can sit by him when we get there. I'm use to handsy men" she shrugged her shoulders some and grabbed her helmet that was hanging on one of the handle bars. she placed it on her hed clipping the chin buckle and starting her bike kicking the kick stand out.//Dori shook her head."No not really. Just rereading stuff just incase there is a quiz or something."
Tsaaq: "I guess." Hayley muttered, getting in the driver's side. "Just follow my car and we'll see you there." She told Jess, still looking annoyed as she got in her vehicle and started to back out the space. // He looked around awkwardly then got up, taking her hand and leading her towards the double doors of the library. "Come on, I wanna show you something." He said in a quiet and calm tone.
Smokeless: Jess nodded following Hay.//Dori looked up"Wha-" she got up with him and followed him looking around wondering where he was taking her. She held on to his hand tightly and just stared as they walked at their hands intertwined with each other. she felt her heart race.-
Tsaaq: He walked out the library doors and walked along the wall towards a plaque. "You see this?" He asked her, letting go of her hand and slipping them in his pockets. "This is from when these two guys shot up the school... I was here. In the library." He said. "Uh, that's why this hand is weird. They shot me." He said, pulling out his right hand and glanced at it carefully, still seeing the outline of the exit wound despite it being healed. "Don't know if you've ever noticed."
Smokeless: She was a little confused and she looked at his hand."I did just never really said anything..."she shook her head and tugged her sleeves down."why are you telling me this?" she wanted to look up at him but she just stared at his chest.
Tsaaq: "I don't know..." He trailed off. "Right after that day all I felt was..." He paused and shrugged. "Nobody was there for me after that. And the guys tried to kill me cause well. I was trying to be somebody I'm not." Thad looked over to Dori. "And after that happened I turned into this monster. But I was always pretty bad. But somehow knowing that I had no one made me hate everyone and want to hurt them." He said in a quiet voice. He cleared his throat. "Anyways..."
Smokeless: Dori stood there for a moment listening to him. She blinked a few times and she just stared at his chest. She gripped the ends of her sweater and she took in a sharp breath. She felt a tightness in her chest. Her eyes trailed up from his chest to his face and her eyes started to get a little red."I-I///"she stopped talking. She was lost for words and so many things went through her head.
Tsaaq: He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't feel like that anymore. Cause the sad truth about being evil is, you can hurt as many people you want. But there's nothing that could sooth you." He sighed. "I guess that's the good thing about realizing nothing matters. You give yourself some type of freedom. Kind of." He looked over to Dori then frowned. "Nevermind." He grumbled. Shoving his hands back into his pockets and heading towards the entrance of the library once more.
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Smokeless: Dori reached out grabbing his arm as he walked past her to stop him. She hung her head a little."I miss you...I miss us.." Her voice was shakey as she spoke."I know you don't feel the same way or anything. I know I wanted more...that I expected more. It's hard really to be honest." she let him go and she kept tugging at her sleeves."I know I am the one who broke up with you but it still hurts and I am just so tired of crying so tired of missing you. I sound like a fucking sap."she drew in a deep breath and used her sleeve to dry her eyes."I'm sorry...." she turned to head back into the library and grab her things. sHe felt really stupid.
Tsaaq: He turned and looked at her. He stared curiously at Dori while she spoke. "Wait." He said as he went to walk behind her. "I don't understand. I thought you wanted to break up and just be friends?" He asked, looking very confused at this point.
Smokeless: Dori kept walking and she started to collect her things."I'm sorry Thad I really am. I don't know what is wrong with me. I thought that's what I wanted but it isn't. I just kept listening to everyone about how horrid you were and my head was just spinning and I-I can't think straight. FUCK!" she screamed and flipped her book off the table. The librian looked at her and shushed her."I'm sorry.." she leaned down and picked up her notebook that fell open.
Tsaaq: He continued to furrow his thick eyebrows. "I am pretty horrible though, maybe that was my point." He replied. He watched her and dropped down to the floor. "Here. Let me help you." Thad sighed.
Smokeless: Dori picked up her textbook and she saw Thad grabbing at the notebook."No don't touch that."she slammed her hand on it hoping he didn't read the pages and she felt like her heart was going to just stop.
Tsaaq: "What?" Thad's eyes lowered to the pages and spotted some words but not enough to know what it said. His tatted hand grabbed her notebook but quickly retracted when she threw her hand down. "What?" He asked again quietly then stood to his feet.
Smokeless: Dori scooped up the notebook."It's personal stuff."shetugged once again at her sweater over her wrists and  held her books to her cehst. She grabbed her bag and put it on her shoulder. She got up off the floor and headed out of the door of the library. She paced a little cursing at herself. She took the palm of her hand and smacked it against her forehead.
Tsaaq: Thaddeus continued to stand there, watching Dori as she moved about the library then headed outside. He grabbed his bag and went to follow her out into the hallway. "I'm really confused." He said sternly.
Smokeless: She stopped when she heard his voice and she looked at him."I am too to be honest." She was shaking abit."I know you are confused having me say one thing and then another. I o wantto be with you Thad I really do but my head is all fucked up right now. Just some things happen when I went back home. I can't really wrap my head around it."she  stood there staring at him.
Tsaaq: He sighed and glanced away. "Yeah it's very perturbing." He grumbled. "What do you mean some things happened?" He asked gently as he went to put his hand on her shoulder. "Are you okay?"
Smokeless: She shook her head"no.not really i'm not. But I hope one day I will be."she looked at his hand on her shoulder and she clung to the books against her chest."I left to go home because my Abuela..she umm..she umm" she sniffled and shook her head because the words were so hard to get out.-
Tsaaq: "Oh..." He trailed off. His mind attempted to guess what had happened. Thaddeus let out a heavy exhale then went to wrap his arms around her form and pull her in, leaning his head on the top of hers.
Smokeless: She stood there for a moment and she just dropped her books wrapping her sore arms around his wasit. She burried her face into his chest and she just sobbed like a big cry baby."I'm sorry. Im so sorry."
Tsaaq: He shook his head. "I don't know why you're sorry. You have nothing to really be sorry about." He muttered, just standing there and holding her. He rubbed her back as she cried. Thaddeus frowned as he remained silent.
Smokeless: Dori felt like she ost her grip on life."I dont know what I'm doing anymore..."she calmed down her cries abit but she would suck a breath in from time to time."It hurts so much I'm numb. I wish I couldn't feel anything like you do...That I couldn't care. I hate feeling like this."she couldn't make sense of her words.Sh whispered a little."I'm sorry for breaking up with you instead of talking to you Thad...You always seem to be there when I need you and I just treated you like shit."
Tsaaq: "It's fine." He told her gently. He grit his teeth with his mouth closed and shook his head. "No you don't. Feelings make you human." He said. Thaddeus brought his hand to th eback of her head. "It's okay. I didn't know you were going through something but I probably should've asked."
Smokeless: "I hate feelings..." she sniffled some and squeezed him a little tightly."I want us again Thad...I miss you. Adam told me I should try and ..and if I was happy then not to worry about everyone else."she closed her eyes and she felt ok right there."I miss laying in bed with you. I miss talking to you I miss watching movies and eating lunch with each other."
Tsaaq: He stared down at Dori. "Adam said that? But... I did so much stuff to Hayley?" He said, looking confused. He pushed his glasses up his nose and became lost in his thoughts again. "I mean, if you want to be together again then okay. But if you don't think you'll be happy don't. You seemed like you weren't happy."
Smokeless: She moved her head to look up at Thad"I was happy...I mean I wouldn't mind little things like a good morning text or just a random act of affection from time to time. Little things is what matters to me." She smiled up at him and her eyes were red and puffy from crying."You are the first guy I have ever been able to call my boyfriend and have feelings like this before. You might be a monster Thad but to me you are my prince like beauty and the beast."she chuckled a nervous laugh.
Tsaaq: "Well... If this is what you want then. I'll do this with you." He said before leaning his head down towards hers and kissing her lips.
Smokeless: She kissed him back nodding her head slightly and speaking against his lips"it is..." she smiled softly as their lips collided
Tsaaq: Thaddeus squeezed her as he hugged her. "Come on. We should head home." He told her. "I can take you home if you want?"
Smokeless: She nodded her head"yeah I would like that."she looked into his eyes as if she was searching to tell him something."Thad...can I tell you something...I know you won't tell anyone but..I don't want you to freak out."
Tsaaq: He smiled and took her hand as he began walk towards "Uh, what?" He asked with a tilt of his head.
Smokeless: She gathered her things walking with him. Once they were out side she stopped walking and she lifted her sleeve. She had little slashes on her arm and she she looked at him."I umm...I did this...I know it's wrong.."The little slashes spelt out a name of a woman on her arm."I didn't have money for a tattoo...and I just kind of.."she sighed a little.
Tsaaq: Thaddeus innocently looked over to her arm before gasping a little. He pulled down her sleeve and looked around before taking her hand and leading her further down the hall towards the nearest exit. "Dori don't let anybody at school see this. They'll say you're a cutter and make you go to therapy or something." He whispered hurriedly. "If you wanted money for a tattoo you could've just asked me."
Smokeless: She tried to keep up with Thad."I'm not a cutter...I don't need therapy Im fine. I got my notebook." She frowned and shook her head."I broke up with you I wasn't going to ask you for money. slow down Thad..." she stumbled a little as he had long legs and walked faster then her short legs.
Tsaaq: "I know you're not. But showing shit like that off at school makes it look like you do." He said hurriedly. He slowled once they were outside. "Yeah but... You said we were still friends. You could still ask." He shrugged.
Smokeless: "But I didn't want to...I didn't feel it was right." she frowned and looked at him."Thad I'm not a cutter you believe me right. Thad just stop for a mintue and look at me and tell me you believe me."
Tsaaq: He looked down at her and nodded his head. "Yeah, of course I believe you." He replied. He didn't move his gaze from her face.
Smokeless: She looked at him."I'm not a cutter...I'm fine. I don't need thearpy."she looked away from him and just walked past him towards his car.
Tsaaq: "Yeah. I believe you." He said again but he darted his eyes. "Okay so, lets head home." Thaddeus said as he went to stand behind her, wrapping his arm around her as they went to car and headed to OCH.
Smokeless: She smiled a little as he wrapped his arms around her and she got into the car heading home with him.
Tsaaq: ((Guess we're done here right))