I Don't Love [AiE]

>today is a good day
>actually every day has been a good day since you arrived in equestria
>it is what you always dreamed of
>you have grown quite close to twilight
>more than close actually, you love her
>and she has shown signs as well
>neither of you confessed, but you know that she has the same feelings for you
>those nights were you gazed at stars together
>those times when you pet her mane and gently rubbed behind her ears
>the way she talks and blushes when you two are alone
>it was clear to you, it just has to be said
>on your way to twilight you remember all the times you two shared
>and you know it, you will both be together
>cuddling her every night
>oh..those times when she fell asleep on your lap
>going through your fantasies made the trip to her castle go by in no time
>in the blink of an eye you find yourself in front of it
>standing at the door you can hear noises from inside
>you listen closely to identify what it could be
>someone is talking
>you slowly open the door and take a peek inside, it’s Twilight and that Flash guy
>he was actually quite cool, since Celestia sent him and 2 other guards over some time ago, you became good friends with them
>and Flash as well, there was a time back at earth where you hated him
>but here you two became good friends in no time
>you wonder what they are talking about
>time to listen again

>”…you mean more to me than anything, I feel safe when I am near you, you give me this warm feeling inside…”
>wait wait wait, what’s going on there
>no
>no fucking way
>is she really doing what you think she is doing?
>It can’t be
>”…since Celestia sent you here a year ago my life has changed for the better..”
> no, NO, IT CAN NOT BE
>”…I love you…”
>NO FUCKING WAY
>you back up, tears in your eyes
>h-how could this happen
>how could she betray you like that?
>did she even?
>but the signs…
>was it all a game to her?
>did she like to play with you?
>was this really all nothing to her?
>no it could not be…but..it just happened
>you saw it
>she confessed to that fucker
>hate, sadness, anger, frustration, all those emotions are having a party inside your head right now
>slowly sinking to the floor, you don’t even realize that you started to cry
>tears make its way down to the ground
>you don’t even know what to feel anymore, it’s just too much
>TS ”…I should tell anon, he has to know it..”
>F ”..you kept it a secret long enough..”
>I-is this a fucking joke, ARE THEY FUCKING KIDDING YOU
>no, none of that, fuck this, fuck everyone
>you start to run away from that place, you just have to get away, clear your head and think straight again

>you keep running, your mind filling with rage and hate
>hate against your love and your friend
>how could they do this to you?
>she HAD to know that you were in love with her
>EVERYONE knew
>You will get revenge on them
>for sure
>the question was how
>and then a far more important question hit you
>where should you go?
>go in the dangerous everfree forest, maybe try to meet zecora and find a way for revenge?
>go to canterlot and stay with the princesses until you calmed down?
>or go somewhere totally else?
>you are unsure of what to do
>you decide to go into the everfree forest, maybe zecora has some stuff that could help you
>but what the fuck do you care…
>the sadness came back as quickly as it left
>it overtakes you
>you don’t even know how long you are wandering around here already
>even though the sun hasn’t left the horizon yet, the everfree forest appears dark as hell
>maybe some demonic creature will eat you
>you could actually feel something watching you
>it was unsettling
>but you didn’t care anymore
>you left the strength to live with Twilight
>tears stream down your face as you keep on walking
>but you don’t even realize it
>your mind was already somewhere else
>happiness…how fast it fades away
>just like last time as you stood in front of Twilight’s castle
>you now find yourself in front of zecora’s tree
>you open the door and walk in, but there was nobody except you inside
>while waiting for her to return you take the time to look at her stuff, and oh boy she had a lot of things
>hundreds of books on one side
>some collections of plants
>lots of stuff that didn’t really interest you
>the place that seemed like her current working place was interesting
>some crystals on a shelf
>a book with the title ‘Magic in a bottle Vol 1’
>sticks
>a bottle that says Empty
>well, looks a bit too empty
>one that says ‘Death’
>sounds promising
>some colourful ones
>a jar that says ‘Nightmare Warning’
>yup seems all normal to you
>90% of this would probably kill you
>the rest would make you want to be dead
>you chuckle a little at your own joke
>even though there was nothing to laugh about
>but in 1 hour you managed to get into such a big depression that your brain didn’t even want to think anymore
>it went on vacation

>you sit down and wait for Zecora to return
>but the waiting is painful, it gives you time to think
>time that you do not want or need now
>it only increases your depression
>the more time goes by the more you think about Twilight
>and why she did what she did
>maybe this place was never really the perfect world
>maybe you just wanted it to be
>after all you are a human
>and they are not
>for a pony to love you is probably the equivalent to bestiality on earth
>yeah maybe she saw you just as a pet
>it only fills you with more and more sadness
>you want to cry,  but for some reason you can’t
>you hear silent steps coming from outside
>you quickly grab the nightmare jar
>you don’t even know why
>maybe because it was nearest to you
>or maybe you just wanted to have anything at all that seems to be powerful in some way
>you look up and Zecora is already inside facing you
>”oh? you seem to wait, I did not expect someone, so late.”
>She didn’t notice it..good
>why did you even come here?
>you already forgot
>your sadness is eating you alive
>oh yeah…to get revenge
>you actually just feel like sleeping, and never waking up
>you can’t take anything anymore
>let’s wait for tomorrow
“hey, can I sleep here today?”
>little time goes by before you find yourself in a bed
>Zecora seemed to have noticed your state and didn’t ask much
>which is exactly what you want right now
>just peace…no talk… the wind blowing
>you slowly fall asleep, for some reason thinking about the ‘empty’ bottle
>it looked so peaceful, like the end, nothingness, just what you wanted to be right now
>you will ask her tomorrow what’s that all about
>shit, what if she notices the missing one…
>whatever…let’s just …not think anymore

>you wake up, it seems early
>but in the everfree forest it is always hard to tell
>Zecora still sleeping, you just lay there thinking to yourself
>the sleep did you good
>you don’t feel anger or sadness anymore
>you feel...well what do you feel? Apparently nothing
>probably just another mood swing, happens often when in depression
>but it gives you time to think straight
>so your perfect world is now crushed
>it was too good to be true anyway
>that’s actually something that unsettles you now
>WHY exactly are you here?
>you cannot remember what happened in the real world
>you actually never wanted to
>but now that you think of it
>everything here so far seemed like right out of your dream
>if this is an alternative world than why does it fit to your headcanon?
>everyone has an own imagination of equestrian…so…
>how did this one…
>as you keep sorting your thoughts only one conclusion comes to your mind
>all of this must come from your brain
>created with your imagination
>that does not mean it is not ‘real’ but the beginning of all of this must have been taken from your mind
>but then why did Twi-
>oh shit, what if all the things you saw and read became canon
>after all you saw equestria girls
>and in eqg  Twilight seems to ‘like’ Flash
>so maybe your brain made it real in this world aswell
>that also explains why so many things from the comics are canon here
>though it doesn’t explain Lyra’s hand fetish, maybe headcanons are accepted too
>and Twilight falling in love with you wasn’t really something you viewed as canon
>it was just a nice thought
>thinking about it, those ‘signs’ Twilight showed, maybe they weren’t signs at all
>Spike got a lot of attention as well and she also hugged him and feel asleep while reading…
>and the petting was probably just because she liked your hands
>a little bit of sadness returns as the realization hits you

“now one question remains, if I can’t even be happy in my fantasy then what is the use of this all”
>you already start to talk to yourself, great
>fantasy….maybe that’s the key
>you put your fingers against your hand and start to think as hard as you can
“no more Flash, no more Flash, no more Flash”
>opening your eyes you see…well…still the same as before but how can you tell if this actually works?
>hmm…
“a steak, a steak, a steak, STEAK”
>opening your eyes there was…yeah nothing
“how did I expect this to even work?”
>you feel stupid now
>so…what you are you going to do now exactly?
>what would happen if you die?
>would you get back to earth?
>would you get to another world?
>or send here again?
>you feel really lonely now
>the land of ponies was once your home
>but now, now you feel like you don’t belong here
>nowhere you can go without standing out
>you need music now, badly
>but your music is locked away in your mobile phone, which is still at Twilight’s place
>actually all your things are
>after all it is- was your home
>but there is not much there anyway
>the only things that came with you to equestria were your mobile phone, keys and an empty book
>you also have a few bits there though
>not like you need them anyway

>just now you notice the jar in your hand
>a jar of nightmare
>apparently you were cuddling with it during your sleep
“loneliness confirmed”
>you take a good look at it
>dark blue fog
>swirling around
>yep you know what this is, this is probably nightmare moon in there
>you don’t know if it was a good idea to take this
>but at least you have something, if all gets to shit, lets smash this and…
>you don’t know what will happen
>the show never showed how that nightmare stuff started
>you just guess it will try to get inside you or something, talking to you
>that would be lel
>you would like to see that, and especially how it would react to ‘yo bitch I dun need no nightmare shizzle to rule da hood’
>hehehehe
>so many ideas pop up in your head about how you could make fun of this dark being
“maybe I should just kill myself and see what happens”
>after all you probably died on earth to end up here
“maybe I could get to a better world”
>”your talk makes me wonder, do you feel somber?”
>Zecora? Oh fuck
>talking to yourself is officially cancelled from channel anon
>jar?
>under your bed sheets, good
>but what should you tell Zecora now?
>the truth?
>she wouldn’t even understand
>it’s probably best to just lie
>or tell her you were just thinking
>she looks at you, awaiting an answer

>you decide to not say anything about what happened
“I was just thinking a bit”
>again she does not ask anymore, which is much to your pleasure
>but you have to ask
“Zecora what is that ‘empty’ bottle”
>”you ask, for what is this task?”
“t-task? I just want to know what’s in the bottle”
>”I try for long, the darkness in a nightmare, to be gone”
>”the result, a bottle of light and a bottle of dark, once together now apart”
>for a while she explains to you the process of separating the dark and light side of a nightmare creature
>apparently empty just means no more darkness inside
>and the death bottle is filled with pure darkness
>yep sounds deadly
>you did not even know the nightmare has a ‘good’ and ‘evil’ side
>you wonder what that nightmare in your jar feels now
>apparently there are a lot of different nightmares in the everfree forest
>and Zecora is trying to ‘unharm’ them
>”If one is desperate and in need the nightmare will come and try to feed”
“so they feed on our emotions? And this one-“
>you point to the ‘empty’ bottle
“-is peaceful now?”
>”Yes Anon, you understand correct, this nightmare will no longer infect”
>interesting
>so this flying dust can apparently think for itself
>yeah you expected that
>but that they actually have a full personality?
>kind of awkward
>this…thing in your jar is probably not happy right now
“but why do they feed on anger and sadness?”
>”such emotions are easy to control, love or friendship they do not know”
“wow that sounds pretty sad”
>”Which is why I am here to take away their fear”
>Zecora is truly a nice pony…zebra, whatever

>suddenly she starts screaming
>it startles you, and you jump a little almost breaking some glasses
>”NO IT CAN NOT BE THAT CREATURE ONCE HERE, NOW MANAGED TO FLEE”
>you try to calm her down
“I’m sure it did not flee, after all it was in a jar”
>tick tick tick, rinngggggg, your brain sends you the information that you fucked up
>SHIT now she surely knows that you stole it
>”how do you know that a jar was what I put it into?
>damage control activated
“I-I saw it yesterday, I looked through your stuff while you were gone”
>nothing better than the truth
>”but who could take away, such a dangerous object, while we were here to stay?”
>she got a point, you both stayed inside until now

“I have no idea”
>she looks around, worried
>searching in every corner
>you feel it is time to leave
>before she finds it
>you take the bed sheet and wrap it around the jar
“may I take this sheet with me? I plan on staying outside for a while”
>she doesn’t answer
“I will take this as a yes”
>you slowly make your way outside
>she seems like in a rage, bringing chaos upon her once peaceful ..tree?
>you slowly walk away from it and head to wherever
>still didn’t figure out what to do next
>you take out the jar and look at it again
>it just looks marvellous
>like the beauty of the stars in a jar
>or like Luna’s hair
>you will never forget the first night you saw Luna
>and that fucking hair
>you touched it, smelled it
>rolled around in it
>It was so amazing. Felt like drugs, the best trip you ever had
>Luna was just frozen all the time. You believe you actually scared her to shit that night
>it was a good night
>until the guards came
>Even though Celestia laughed at the story you always felt some kind of jealousy in her
>she probably wished for her to have such beautiful hair
>once you explained to Luna why you did what you did and that it wasn’t rape she actually charmed
>you even think she blushed a bit back then, probably because everyone else is too afraid to give a compliment to the princesses
>the guards see them as gods, many ponies do, not all but almost
>it was a fun time back then at Canterlot
>especially fooling around with the princesses
>you are pretty sure that you made some guards cry
>they just couldn’t take the way you acted around their goddesses

>again you look back at the jar
>such a devious creature but with such beauty
>you wonder if it can hear you
“h-hey..”
>still the same blue shimmer
“Hi my name is Anon, what’s your name?”
>the jar looked at you
>you looked at the jar
>when did you start to go insane?
>oh yeah right, when the princess of fucking friendship fucked you up
>if celestia didn’t send those damn guards nothing of this would’ve happened
>but you can’t blame her
>Twilight should’ve just told you in the beginning
>but she decided to play around with you like Rarity plays with Spike
>that poor fella, he is a good friend, sadly he is not as smart as you
>or maybe she didn’t even play, you just loved her, even before you came here
>you were delusional
>after all she is a cute little pony
>no matter what she did, it just made you love her more
>but that could work for any other pony
>if you weren’t a twifag to begin with you would now have the same problem with fluttershy
>after all fluttercord is a thing
>or applejack, or pinkie
>rainbow dash is probably gay
>strange that this seems to be canon here, but you don’t really know
>she does not talk about emotion
>lost in your thoughts you forgot to think about where you should go
>it was a new day, but no plan on your mind what to do with it

>ok it was time to figure out how that creature ticks
>the only problem is you can’t open that jar
>too dangerous
>you sit down in the grass and look at it closely
“ok look, if you understand…”
>well then what?
“…just do SOMETHING”
>you look closely, waiting, patiently
>suddenly half of the bottle is empty
>d-did it just move to the side?
“you understand me?”
>it moves to the other side
“HOLY SHIT”
>in your shock the jar slips out of your hands
>it lays in the grass
>peacefully, looking at you with innocent…glass
>it made you nervous, did it brake maybe?
>you carefully pick it up and inspect it
>seems fine
>you look inside again, the nightmare now spread everywhere again
“heh…s-sorry, you just startled me”
>it moves to the right, apparently it understands you, or is it just reacting to your sound?
“ok I still don’t know if you can understand me, so I will ask you a few things, if the answer is yes move to the left side, if it is no, move to the right, do you understand?”
>it moves to the left, damn this is kinda scary
>but also fucking awesome
“Is it nightime now?”
>it moves to the right
“Is it daytime?”
>it moves to the left
“Is the sun up in the sky?”
>it doesn’t move, you wait for a little but nothing
>still pinned to the left side
“y-you really understand me?”
>you can see it going a little right then left, always pushing against the left side of the glass
>looks like that is a big yes there
“Can you talk?”
>Right
“Is it because of the bottle?”
>Left
>Shit, it would’ve been awesome if you could talk to it, but this should be ok for now

“Do you miss your good part?”
>it moves around in all direction, shit what does that mean? Is it angry?
>wait, you remember there was the other bottle as well
>so did it loose both good and bad?
>is that possible?
“the other bottles…was that both a part of you?”
>a yes again, so it was IT
>it…doesn’t sound so cool
>does it have a gender?
“Do you have a gender?”
>a …yes? No wait..a no? Apparently it is slowly going from one side to the other, damn what does it mean?
“Did Zecora take a part of you away?”
>yes, damn, maybe what that zebra does is not as good as you think
“Did it hurt?”
>a no, at least, you feel relieved now
>are you…feeling for this creature?
>awkward moment of silence between the jar and you
“Do you want your other parts back?”
>moving around…you wonder what it is trying to tell you
>not a yes, not a no? then what is it?
>you get curious now, a nightmare, you are talking to one, the thing that possessed Luna, is here and you can talk to it.
>you feel powerful for some reason
“Are you happy?”
>it stays in the middle…is it neutral may- suddenly it slowly moves to the no side
“Do you feel sad?”
>yes…damn, you can’t ask it why, you want to know so badly
“Is it because Zecora took away a part of you?”
>a no, hmm that is strange, you would be really upset if someone took a part of you away
>but at the same time you had no idea how this thing even lived
>and what went on inside it’s…head?
“I feel sad too…”
>you sigh, looking away for a moment
“Are you lonely too?”
>a yes? It feels loneliness? Or is it just trying to get your sympathy?

“Do you want to possess Luna again or maybe Celestia?”
>..no…and now it’s moving up and down
>what the hell does it try to tell you
>you definitely need to find a better way of communicating
>and you need to find out more about this nightmare creature
>only two places you know where such books exist, or the ponies to know about it
>Twilight’s castle, not going there
>Canterlot, hmm…you could ask Luna about it
>but how do you get there?
>train costs bits you don’t have
>you could call Celestia and ask her to get you
>good thing telephones exist here, just those old ones but still, a way of communicating
>you don’t really know why they exist though, did you see them in one of the comics?
>well maybe your brain just concluded it from the fact that technology exists
>after all you saw quite a lot of things in the show, some form of computers, a projector, a photo camera, a video camera
>nothing was advanced here, magic seems to be enough for them
>but you know for a fact that they have more than the eye can see
>like cars, but nobody uses them, they also don’t seem to need or want to use them
>calling the princess wasn’t really an option anyway
>Twilight would find out fast where you are, don’t want to let that happen
>or can you trust the princess?
>probably not, Celestia would surely tell her ‘perfect’ student where you are
>Luna might be cool about it
>but you can only reach her at night
“What do you think…”
>a name...you need a name for the nightmare
“Can I call you jar?”
>stupid name but it feels right
>a yes, great, seems like it likes the name
“Ok then, what do you think jar, should I call the princess?”

>jar gives you a no, hmm it is probably right
>your mood of calmness is gone now anyway
>you feel hate once more again, and bitterness inside you
>you feel so empty, lost in a place you’ve never seen
>you feel…homesick, for a place you do not know
>it is a strange feeling
>something you never really felt before
>why, why did all of this have to happen
>maybe fate decided that you were happy long enough already
>after all, you truly felt happy here until now
>but after current events…
>you can never meet Twilight again
>there wasn’t even a way for you to stay in Ponyville
>it would constantly remind you of what happened
>and the princess with his new boyfriend, all over the news
>disgusting
>Twilight doesn’t even know what she did to you
>she just thinks it’s all nothing
>you can imagine her talking to
>’oh anon, how silly, why would I ever love you? You are a human, hahaha~’
>and Flash just standing beside looking at you with a smile in his face
>is this what you deserve?
>after all the shit you have to get through back on earth?
“this fucking colourful pony land doesn’t even know a shit about what real life is”
“princess of friendship my ass”
“Am I right, jar?”
>jar says yes, well sure it does, it just wants to get through to you
>make you like it, but you don’t care, it was time to get revenge on that fucking little miss perfect
>you will throw the nightmare at her and she will turn into nightmare Twilight
>everyone will fear her, everyone will hate her
>Celestia will banish her to the moon
>and you can keep the rest of your time peaceful around Ponyville
>Flash will die, all of her friends will die
>and once she returns there is nothing left for her, but sadness
>that’s a plan

“hey jar, I have a plan…”
>you tell jar what you have in mind
>it just stares at you...at least you think so?
“once I throw you at Twilight you will infect her and do shit, ok? I know this is what you want anyway”
>you let out the best evil laugh you can manage
>jar is floating around on the right side
“A no? are you fucking kidding me, what do you mean no?”
>of course it can’t answer
“You can possess the most powerful being in equestrian, her special talent is MAGIC”
>jar just looks at you, it makes you angry
>even this nightmare here doesn’t want to help you, even the evil of equestria doesn’t want to FUCKING HELP YOU
“ok now, listen, you are mine, YOU ARE MINE AND YOU DO AS I SAY”
>jar looks frightened, at least you want to believe
“we go to that fucking castle, I will fucking hit Twilight with the jar and you will fucking infect her, do we understand each other?”
>jar doesn’t say anything, or shows anything
>he is just floating around
>you take that as a yes
“good”
>you start to walk towards the castle
>revenge so near to you
>”HEY ANON!”
>Rainbow Dash? Bad timing, very very bad
>she is flying towards you
>shit what should you do?

>ok time to hide, you look left, you look right
>through that houses there
>you run to them
>Rainbow Dash still shouting
>yep she will get you fast
>ok you don’t have much time
>you keep running to the houses
>an open door?
>you rush inside and look out the window nearby
>”ANON?! WHERE DID YOU GO?”
>She is here
>suddenly something touches your back
>you jump, almost dropping jar
>you turn around and see a mare standing there
>”Excuse me, what are you doing in my house?”
>ok, you can do this
>can’t tell her that you are hiding, she might get scared
“Oh, I am so sorry, I am trying to find a friend of mine, thought she lives here”
>”I know you, you are ‘the human’, never got the chance to talk to you though”
>of course she knows you, everyone knows you here
>Equestria knows you
>Princess Celestia made a big deal out of you appearing in Equestria
>but that’s good, she wants to talk, gives you enough time until Rainbow Dash is gone
“Oh is that so? Do you wish to talk to me?”
>she chuckles a little and looks to the side
>”Y-Yeah I would like to, you are such a fascinating creature”
“Thank you?”
>”Sit down, I will get us some tea”
>hmm, can’t be bad, you sit down and wait for her to bring some tea

>”So…is it true that you are immune to magic?”
>This question again, about a bazillion scientists wanted to get their hooves on you
>good thing this is not earth or there would be no you anymore
>Celestia of course forbid it, only if you liked, could they take a look at you
“Yeah kinda, magic works on me but since I am a being without magic it just doesn’t work the same way”
“normal unicorns can’t do shit with me, even for Twilight it is hard, she had to learn new ways on how to use magic”
>”A being without magic? Didn’t know something like this could exist. I know that you stay at the princesses place, how is it there? And how is she?”
>feels, fucking feels, but let’s focus on the hate, it doesn’t hurt as much
“Twilight?”
>you move a bit closer to her
“To be honest…don’t trust her, she is devious”
>”W-what really?! I cannot believe it,  I thought she is a marvellous princess, bringing friendship to all of Equestria”
“Yeah I thought so too, but deep inside her, she is more evil than you would guess”
>”n-no way”
“Just keep on eye at her, don’t believe all the lies she says”
>you remember you have a mission, soon that pony will understand, once Twilight becomes evil all of Equestria will know
“I have to go now, meet a friend you know.”
>”S-sure, it was nice talking to you, I wish it could last longer”
“Once I am done with my work I will come back and we can talk a little more”
>”That would be great, see you Anon”
>How does she know- oh yeah…everyone knows
“Thank you…uh-“
>”Oh s-sorry I never told you my name, my name is Berry Punch”
>Berry Punch? Ohhhh, sure that drunk pony, at least on 4chan she ‘was’
>seems nice
“Alright then Berry, see you some day”

>you peek outside and look around, no Rainbow to be seen
>but it is dangerous out there
>you are not exactly hard to spot
>it isn’t far to the castle now anyway
>”See you Anon”
>you slowly walk outside, keeping away from the street, only walking along the side of the houses
>always looking up to see if there is any pegasi activity
>The castle, there it is, ok time to do something
>Front door? Yeah could work
>you run there as fast as you can, hoping that nobody will see you
>you quickly get inside the castle and close the door
“Inside, good, now time to find Twilight and give that bitch what she deserves”
“You know the plan jar?”
>jar says nothing
“Damn you, if you let me down I will-“
>what exactly COULD you do?
>probably nothing, let’s just say something
“-I will kill you”
>jar is still quiet
“Y-you can hear me right?”
>a yes, *sigh* well at least he listens
>you hope that this will go as planned
>but why shouldn’t it?
>you don’t know why jar said no at first, but if it is what you think it is then it will surely infect Twilight, why shouldn’t it?
>jar probably misunderstood you
>or tried to tell you something else
>you walked around inside the castle trying to figure out where Twilight could be
>but nobody was here, not even the guards
>holy shit, you wonder know what would’ve happened if you saw Flash first
>damn, big fight probably, or just lie to him and finish your plan, anyway
>You grab your stuff you left here and sit down
>Should you wait for her to return?
>She will probably get back with the guards, then they know what you did
>bad idea, you have to do this without anyone knowing
>but how?

>Twilight’s bedroom, that’s it, you will hide under the bed, wait until she returns, and finish your plan while she sleeps
>you make your way to her bedroom, and hide under it
>not much dust, at least something
>wait, isn’t it like the middle of the day?
>oh fuck, but you have patience, and you have your mobile phone
>you take your headphones, and start to listen to some of your music
>hours go by…still nothing
>all this time alone, all this time to think
>all this time to listen to sad music
>sometimes you start to cry
>remembering how much you loved her
>if you could just hold her one last time…
>feel her soft fur on you
>if you could just…kiss her beautiful lips only once
>no…it will never happen
>she will never be with you
>you will never cuddle with her during a cold rainy night
>you will never hold her close and keep her warm
>you will….
>4chan…you are back to where you started, but this time it was real
>and being real only made it worse
>if you could just go back to the time on earth
>where your life was shit
>but your fantasies weren’t

“hey jar…thanks for being there for me, I am glad we are doing this together”
>jar gives you a yes…it feels good, it feels good to know that it is with you
>it doesn’t matter if it is evil, it can end all this pain
>a nightmare…can end your nightmare
>it was so ironic
>but at least there is hope
>without that jar in your hand, you would be nothing, just anon
>Twilight could do with you whatever she wants
>she could throw you in a dungeon
>laugh at you
>use her magic and make you do things you don’t want to
>yeah…that bitch doesn’t know shit about real life…
>always having magic, most powerful being you know…
>you remember episodes where she just forcefully dragged her friends around
>or stopped them from going
>with her stupid magic
>yeah…she is no princess of friendship, she just acts like one
>everyone who doesn’t go by her rules…will just be forced to
>but you can’t kill your feels, as much as you wish to, they won’t go away
>you loved her, for so long
>and whenever you think about her, you see that beautiful face
>her perfect mane…
>you hate her, you HATE her
>why did she do this to you
>if you didn’t hear the conversation yesterday, she would’ve just told it in your face
>you would stand in front of her, crying, making a fool of yourself
>and she would try to comfort you, telling you that she is still your friend
>that you can ALWAYS BE FRIENDS
>she might even let you stay at the castle
>sleeping with Flash each night
>fucking him and thinking you can’t hear her
>just like that times when she masturbated
>spike has a good sleep, you on the other hand…
>She probably touched herself, thinking about Flash, every night
>no, NO, NO MORE OF THIS

>soon she will feel the same pain as you do, and justice will return
>you start to cry once more
>sad music won’t help right now…
>after a few more hours you lie there, almost like a corpse
>you stare at nothing, into infinity and beyond, you just wanted all this to end
>jar didn’t say much during this time
>you wonder why
>he used to be so talkative, but even your friends seem to leave you one by one
>you feel so strange…like you are high on sadness, nothing seems to be real anymore, or seems to matter
>you don’t know how long you’ve been here, hours? Days? Will Twilight ever return?
>maybe you should just die here, under Twilight’s bed
>your rotten corpse, a memory of what she did
>but she would forget, everyone would
>you can’t let that happen
>suddenly you can hear the door open
>it is her, you can see her hooves
>now something hits you, what if Flash comes with her?
>what if he sleeps with her?
>what if they fuck?
>you will just kill them, and end your life here and now
>but he doesn’t
>the door closes and only Twilight is inside the room
>she slowly walks to her bed
>and lays on it
>you wonder what she did all day
>you can her a pomf as her soft body hits the bed
>you wanted to get out now
>scream at her, shout at her
>but you have to keep yourself together
>so close now…
>you look at jar, you are sure he noticed Twilight’s presence as well

>you keep waiting, you want to make sure she is asleep
>you can slowly hear raindrops falling, apparently it is starting to rain
>you wait about an hour
>it should be safe now
>you slowly crawl out
>listening closely you make sure that she is still asleep before continuing with your plan
>you stand up and look at her
>she is sleeping on the bed
>so peaceful…so…beautiful
>you stand there, looking at her beauty
>if you could just feel her body…
>ugh stop being an autistic weirdo Anon
>you have to destroy lives here
>you raise your hand, holding jar in it
>you tremble, you just can’t do it
>she looks so …
>tears stream down your face
>there she is, the pony you loved…the pony…you…love
>and you are about to unleash a nightmare unto her
>remember Anon, remember what she did to you
>If you don’t do it she will get away with it
>she will continue her happy perfect life
>marry Flash, have kids with him
>you will be invited to their marriage
>she will mock you every day
>everyone will talk about how perfect they are together
>nobody will care for you
>do you truly wish to perpetuate your misery?
>you try to throw the jar at her
>but your hands won’t let go
>you start to cry, you can’t do it, WHY CAN’T YOU DO IT
>you walk closer to her
>thunder can be heard from outside
>you slowly put your hand on her mane and pet it
“I still love you Twilight…but I just can’t live like this, I’m sorry”
>you take jar in your hand and look at him

>”hng..w-who..is there?”
>she is waking up, SHIT
“This is it jar, this is your moment, make me proud”
>”Anon?”
>fuck she looks cute when sleepy, it almost hurts you
>no, not almost it actually DOES hurt you
>you feel sick, and your heart beats like it wants to run away
>”A-ANON it really is you! We searched for you all over the place, I was so worried-“
“No stop, STOP”
>you couldn’t take it, her cute and beautiful voice
>telling you she was worried
>you start to cry again
>she looks worried and sad now
>”Anon…what’s wro-“
>her eyes grow wide and she looks at jar
>”W-what do you have there Anon?”
>Now or never

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bosouX_d8Y
>you open your hand, jar falls towards the floor
>time slows down
>you did it, this is the moment
>everything will be over now
>your life passes by
>even though you are not dying, it feels like it
>jar is falling so slowly
>Twilight’s movements seem to take hours
>you look one last time at her
>the one you love, the one you hate
>all the times you shared together
>the feelings you felt for her every time you saw her
>the warmth inside you, whenever you were near her
>you remember the times when you carried her to bed
>her beautiful body pressed against your chest
>her cute little snout trying to find a comfortable place to rest
>you holding her back, making sure she will not fall
>you held her, you protected her
>you made sure she could sleep peacefully
>you would never let anything happen to her
>putting her to bed as softly as possible
>sometimes she didn’t want to let go
>and sometimes you let her stay
>sleeping on your chest
>you remember the times you two gazed at the stars
>the wind was blowing and you held her close so she wouldn’t get cold
>she told you stories about the stars
>and you told her stories about the universe and beyond
>those nights were wonderful
>you never felt as happy as back then

>you remember each time when you two got out alone to eat something
>and the awkwardness when all ponies thought you were a couple
>the times you two made pranks on Rainbow Dash
>Twilight was horrible at pranks, but not you
>you showed her how it’s supposed to be done
>and she laughed each time
>there was no greater joy than to see her smile
>all those times when she tried to get more information about earth
>and you kept them a secret and teased her, for her own safety
>you could never let her know how horrible a place can be
>no…she meant the world to you, and once she was gone…the world went with her
>now everything is over, all those times are gone
>your world…is gone
>the light in your life is gone, there is no reason for you to stay here anymore
>this is why you had to end it, you never wanted revenge…you just wanted it to end
>what use is this life if there is no world to live in?
>if there is no light to shine on you?
>no warmth to embrace you…
>it was all her, she was everything to you
>and now it is you who ends it
>you can see the jar break, the shards slowly spreading across the floor
>it is such a beautiful sight
>Twilight’s screaming filled the air
>you can see her horn lit up already but it was too late, she could not stop the jar from breaking
>it was done
>the nightmare …is free
>and you…you are free too…
>free to die…
>you can see Twilight’s eyes looking at you, a shocked expression on her face
>you can silently hear her say ‘why’ as a tear runs down her face
>for a brief moment you forget everything
>you can only see her, her sadness
>her fear
>and you wish to stop it
>but it is too late
>the nightmare spreads across the floor, the room slowly fills with darkness
“I’m sorry…”
>you close your eyes and let the tears fall down
>you do not feel sad anymore
>but this is the end. Nobody should blame you for crying

>you feel so sick now
>it is hard to breathe
>you can’t see clear anymore
>jar is floating around everywhere
>you wonder what he will do to Twilight
>how she will look like after the transformation
>what jar will make her do
>”thank you for letting me out Anon”
>w-who is that? Could it be….
“Jar? Is that you?”
>”Yes, it is me”
>his voice, it really sounded manly, a bit like yours but darker, older
>you start to feel weak, almost like you would fall down any moment
>you look around and see that jar is getting closer to you
>you can’t see your feet anymore, jar’s dust is too dark to see through
“What’s…happening”
>you take a look at your hand
>it feels cold, without life
>is jar…infecting you?
>parts of your shirt and jeans seem to dissolve
>your mind…what is happening
>you feel like in trance
>everything is moving so slow
>you can barely recognize Twilight in the distance
>she seems to say something, but you don’t understand it

>you take a look at your arm, it looks so strange
>you feel like you should be scared but you simply aren’t
>jar makes his way inside of you
“jar…why…why did you choose me?”
>”I did not choose you, you have chosen me”
>what does he mean?
>your plan…a failure now
>”I cannot infect ponies who do not wish to be infected, Twilight Sparkle is no possibility for me”
>oh…you should’ve known that
>”and I am not nightmare moon”
>wait, what
>”I am not the same nightmare”
>hmm…Zecora told you that many nightmares exist in the forest
>yeah that actually makes sense, how should Zecora get to Luna’s nightmare
“What do you want with me?”
>”you do not have to speak, I can hear your thoughts”
>great, privacy lost
>”I do not wish to put you in harm Anon, we share the same body, the same mind, your happiness is my happiness”
>is he serious? Do you care if he isn’t?
“What should I do now?”
>”there she is Anon, in front of you, you have the power to get your revenge”
>you look at Twilight, she charges a spell
>everything around you looks so strange
>you feel…like puking, like you have to carry tons of sand on your back
>sand that engulfs you with every step
>that makes your movements slow
>it is a strange feeling, a feeling you cannot explain
>as your eyes meet Twilight again you can see a beam coming towards you
>it hits you directly and it hurts
>not your body, but your feelings, you feel even sadder now
>what is she doing?

>”Can’t you see? She is trying to ban you to the moon”
>”Make you live in loneliness for a thousand years”
>”So that she can enjoy her happy life”
>No it cannot be, you did nothing wrong so far
>You didn’t even attack her
>Jar is inside you and she is already trying to kill you?
>you can hear her frustration as she is trying again and again
>”Why is it not working? …I can’t…get through to him..”
>she wasn’t advanced enough to make normal spells work on you
>rage fills your mind, hate fills your soul
>you raise your arm and jar wraps around her throat
>she is lifted up in the air with the pure force of jar
>or is it you?

>jar is choking her, you can see her struggling
>begging you, begging you to stop it
>slowly her words fade, you can see tears making its way to the bottom
>you can see the fear in her eyes, the fear of death
>you step closer, you look at her deeply
>your love, struggling for her life
>her tears of pain and fear falling down
>slowly taking her life with them
>with each drop she comes closer to death
>closer to the end
>you let go
>she falls back on her bed
>you walk to her, and break down, crying
>you can’t kill her, you will never be able to kill her
“I can’t do it jar…”
“beauty in each single hair of her”
“eyes created by the stars just for her”
“a perfect body, created by mathematic, so that each curve would be perfect”
>Twilight is coughing heavily, she tries to speak but is unable to
>the door bursts open and a guard is standing there, at least not Flash
>you turn into dust, and float away, you do not know what to do anymore
>all seems to be hopeless


>be Luna
>it is night and there is almost nobody around at this time in the castle
>you can feel one of your subjects having a nightmare, but you simply are unable to get into it
>you do not know how this can be
>you walk back to the throne room and see Celestia standing there
>sleepy, a messy mane, grumpy
>you chuckle
>”Sister, I just received and urgent message from Twilight Sparkle”
>this late? Must be really urgent
“What could have happened at such late time that she would request your help?”
>”Apparently Anonymous is infected with a Nightmare”
>is she…talking about what you think she is?
>you stare at her in shock
“I-it cannot be, why should this happen? Why would Anon-“
>”I do not know sister but we have to get there as quickly as possible, Twilight cannot use magic on him, this might be the biggest threat for Equestria so far”
>she simply cannot be serious
>but...it might be true
>a being that cannot be affected by magic would have no limits
“but what threat is he, after all he does not contain any magic”
>”That is exactly the problem”
>Celstia starts to walk and signals you to follow
>you walk behind her to the library and a part of it designed for Canterlot’s scientists

>”These are theories considering Anon, I was curious myself and always made the science staff report to me, Anon might not be a magical being but he surely is the strangest being in existence, maybe even in this universe”
>you stare at her with disbelief, what is she talking about?
>”In our magic-space-time, a place without magic cannot exist, it creates paradoxes”
>she points to a board and starts to draw something on it
>”The nightmare shares its magic with the being it infects”
>”So if one square of nightmare infects one square of magic it has to split its power in half”
>”1/2, but what would happen if one square of nightmare infects nothing? A square of nothing”
“I…do not know sister, would that not mean it divides itself by zero?”
>Celstia just nods
“but such a thing is not possible”
>”So far the science team believes it would duplicate itself and take up a different square”
“Are you trying to say what I think you do?”
>You sister nods again
>”The nightmare will grow stronger and stronger, probably forever, until the critical point is reached and the pressure on one square is too strong”
>you honestly did not understand much about science but through your years you could learn enough to understand the basics of it
>if what Celestia says is true then Anon will grow stronger until nobody could stop him anymore
“What happens at the critical point?”
>Celestia lowers her head
>”I do not know sister, but if we do not find a way to stop Anon…we won’t have to worry about that …”
>you both make your way outside, guards already awaiting you for the ride
“Should we not use our teleportation ability to get to Ponyville quicker?”
>”We will need all our strength sister, and multiple teleportation would exhaust us”
>with the quickest fliers, it is only a half hour ride anyway, but a lot can happen in such a time

>you arrive in Ponyville
>you can already see Twilight and her friends at the castle
>they rush towards you
>as you and your sister walk towards the castle you listen closely to Twilight’s story
>but why…why would Anon let a nightmare inside him?
>what happened?
>even Twilight doesn’t seem to know
>Rainbow Dash speaks up
>”…and I saw him just earlier today, but he ran away and I could not find him anymore”
>TS: “I searched for him all day long, my guards too”
>Flash: “We looked all over Ponyville but he was nowhere to be found”
>suddenly Twilight starts to cry, one of her guards trying to comfort her
>TS: “before he vanished…the nightmare tried to kill me…but Anon stopped it”
>you shudder at her words, the nightmare does what we wish, if she only knew…
>you remember your past, when you wished to kill Celestia…
>sobbing almost escapes your mouth, but you manage not to attract attention
>Twilight must have done something horrible to Anon for him to go this far
>but she also mentioned that Anon stopped it…
>why did he…he must be confused in a way
>the nightmare must be playing with him
>you just don’t understand any of this

>be Anon
>sitting on a hill
>the clouds turn dark
>the grass turns dark
>everything around you slowly starts to get darker
“Is that you jar?”
>”I am growing stronger each second, we will soon occupy quite a big space”
“I couldn’t kill her…I love her...so much”
>crying fills the air once more
>”Anon…we don’t have to kill her..”
>you look up, hope in your eyes
>”In a few days we will be strong enough to take over Equestria”
>”You will be able to make everybody love you, show everybody what a good ruler you can be”
>”You can make Twilight your slave, you can fuck her each night, forcing her to cum”
>”She won’t be able to resist, no magic can do you harm, and soon you will be able to take magic away, making all unicorns you do not like helpless”
>”Twilight could be yours, Twilight WILL be yours”
>”And she will soon start to love you, she will realise that only you can give her pleasure, that only you can make her life better”
>you hug the darkness as best as you can, it grew quite thick, almost like floating water
>your mind fills itself with hope
“thank you jar…you are a great friend, soon everybody will love me, and I can show Twilight my love”
>”we…”
>”we should kill Flash…”
>you stay silent, waiting for jar to speak up once again
>”he is the problem, he took Twilight away from you, once he is gone she will realise that you always were the one for her”
“you are right…Flash took her, we must punish him”
>”Yes we must”
“we HAVE TO”
>”YES”

>be Luna
>it’s already morning and even you want to go to sleep now
>the others…have it worse
>some fell asleep already and those who didn’t look like they are about to pass out
>quite a ton of scientists arrived from all over the world to help Equestria stop the end of all days
>even a few changelings are here
>you wonder how Celestia managed to get them all to come here and help
>it has been hours since they started to figure out an idea how to stop Anon
>Twilight helped as best as she could
>and her current situation reminded you of an drunken insane mare who just escaped a high security prison
>she is probably going to lose her mind soon if she keeps up like that
>in the last couple hours she managed to invent about three new spells that are completely useless against Anon and made a major breakthrough in our understanding of the universe
>scientists are gathered around in groups, screaming at each other and trying to figure out how to stop the nightmare from growing
>the mathematic that they are throwing at each other looks like foreign language to you
>you are a couple of thousand years old and you do not understand a percent about what these young mares and stallions are doing
>each time you try to figure out if they found something, you are just bombarded with curse words
>”No no NO, you IDIOT, can you not see that the chaos-point-field will swing slower the more c-bytes have an reference effect on it!? We can use this to turn the field into a different frequen-“
>”NEIN, zis is completely WRONG, haz you learned even a SCHEISDRECK in YOUR SCHOOL, das ist ein WAHNSINN, so kann man nicht arbeiten!”
>”Da! Germane guy is right, c-point has stronger force, will block us, To su osnove! nitko nema pojma!”
>the mare shakes her head
>you have no idea what is going on over there
>Twilight rushes from board to board trying to find some new information
>TS: “Do we have something new!?”
>she rushes to the next
>TS: “SOMETHING NEW!?”
>”actually we do”
>her eyes light up, filled with hope, her wings fluttering a little
>”…according to our calculation…”
>her eyes grow wider, a smile on her face
>”…the nightmare’s power grew about 2,5% till the last time you asked, which makes it now…about as powerful as 4 alicorns”
>every bit of hope she has left, vanishes instantly
>Princess Cadence was already contacted, but her arrival will take a little longer
>as you look back to Twilight you can see her crying on the floor
>the scientists ignore her, they probably don’t even realize she is there as their screaming fills the room
>you walk to her and wrap a hoof around her
“We will surely find a way”
>sadly her friends are all asleep
>she looks up to you but doesn’t say anything
>this is an awkward moment, you can feel her resting against you
>looks like she passed out
>you lay a wing on her and let her sleep
>to keep her comfortable….and to hide her so that nobody sees this
>as the hours fly by even you make your way into dreamland…

>RD: “Is this a thing now?”
>Pinkie: “Uhhh DUH, they are ponies, why would you think that they are things now?”
>RD: “That is NOT what I meant”
>Rarity: “Girls please, let them sleep”
>AJ: “Ah dun think we have time”
>FS: “M-maybe wake them up...gently”
>Shining: “Oh my little sis has a marefriend now I see, and quite a regal one”
>he chuckles
>Cadence: “This is not a time to fool around, the world is about to end”
>Shining: “S-sorry”
>you slowly open your eyes and see a bunch of ponies in front of you
>a few guards in the back
>they all look at you with strange expressions on their faces
“W-what is this, why arth thou starring at us?”
>Pinkie: “Luna, Luna, Princess of the moon, ja”
>she bounces around like only a Pinkie can
>Pinkie: “Don’t go back to old-silly-willy-talking, just say it like we all would ‘why the fuck are you all looking at me!?’”
>the room goes silent and everypony looks at Pinkie in shock
>Pinkie: “What?”
“It’s ok, she is right, so what is our current situation?”
>Your sister walks towards you
>Celestia: “Good morning my dear sister”
>for some strange reason she has a grin on her face
>all these ponies looking at you in this weird way gives you an uncomfortable feeling
>Celestia: “As I see you have had a good little sleep”
“I-I suppose so-“
>suddenly you remember, you do not dare to look down to your side
>but you do it anyway
>your face turns red in an instant as you see Twilight cuddling against you as close as possible
>you almost try to hide your face with your wing before you remember that this would only be more embarrassing than letting them see your blush
>a few ponies chuckle and even Celestia can’t hold it back
“Enough of this, a world is about to be flooded in eternal nightmare, we have to act NOW”
>everypony is back to serious now and you stand up leaving Twilight on the ground

>she slowly wakes up too and as you start to walk away you can hear her friends teasing her a little
“Why is it still dark? Did you not raise the sun sister?”
>Celestia: “The sun is up Luna, but the darkness coming from Anon blocked the sky around Ponyville”
>some scientists who are awake interrupt Celestia and start to explain
>”The nightmare is now as big as Ponyville, it is so powerful that it can infect beings against their will, it even infects clouds and tress.”
>fear runs through you, even in all seriousness you never really understood how dangerous this situation actually is
>the nightmare is already strong enough to take it on against all princesses
>a few days from now, the whole world will turn dark
>but not a darkness that you once wished for
>the world will be covered in one single nightmare
>and you have no idea how that nightmare thinks and what it might do to your subjects
>”good news is that it can no longer hold the magic together, only Anon’s paradox keeps it together”
>”if the nightmare is disconnected it will burst apart”
>Twilight: ”but how do we do that?”
>another scientist speaks up
>”smartest scientists from all world have figured out solution to Anon-paradox”
>hope starts to rise in everyone
>Celestia: “What is the solution?”
>another scientist steps forward and starts to present the results

>”Unfortunately none of our theories seem to be plausible, they are probably all wrong”
>”Number 1, This universe is actually a creation of Anon’s mind and we all do not really exist”
>”Number 2, This universe only exists as an idea in a hyper dimension in which certain concepts always have to-“
>Celestia interrupts him and speaks up with a stern voice
>Celestia: “What does all of this have to do with stopping the nightmare?”
>”Oh, stopping the nightmare, I thought we should reveal the mystery of the universe and the meaning of life”
>Celestia looks at him in a way that says ‘If you are serious then I will do worse things to you than any nightmare could do”
>She is clearly angry, very angry, and your sister is never angry
>”n-no problem my Princess we have solutions for that as well”
>”You will need the combined power of all alicorns, or maybe your friendship power thing”
>he points to the old elements of harmony
>”I do not know how much power that is but I am sure it is quite intense, you shoot directly at the core of the nightmare and interrupt the connection between it and Anon for a second”
>Twilight: “And what if that does not work?”
>”then you can only hope that Anon will get back to his senses”
“Alright this means we have to travel to the center of the storm”
>Pinkie: “Storm? What storm I thought we are going to safe Anon”
>Applejack hits her on the head

>”Anon is currently residing on a mountain north of here”
>”You cannot miss it, it gets darker as you get closer”
>RD: “Yeah let’s fight some monster like in good old times”
>TS: “Anon is not a monster!”
>AJ: “Yeah calm down a lil’ Dash, this ain’t no fun here”
>as you get ready to leave tons of guards request to join you and help
>You and your sister both agree that you do not want to put more ponies in danger than necessary
>Twilight’s guards on the other hand are not so easy to convince
>Especially the orange one seems to be eager to go along
>Flash: “Anon is my friend too, I have to help and I will make sure that my princess does not get hurt in any way”
>three guards, 4 princesses, 5 ex elements and the captain of the royal guards make their way to the mountain
>you have this fear that this will not end in fun

>be Anon
>sitting alone on top of a small mountain, watching over Ponyville
>the place where she is, Twilight Sparkle
>the one you love so much
>but your depression decides to switch your mood again and now you are sad
>you think about her, but there is no feeling inside you anymore
>you feel empty, hollow
>jar’s ideas don’t seem so great anymore
>you wish you could turn back time, and never love Twilight at all
>but you know that is not possible
>again you find yourself crying, alone, in darkness
>”Hey…everything is going to be alright, why not listen to some music?”
>oh right, you still have your mobile phone
“Thanks jar”
>you take it out and look through the music you have
>it’s quite a lot
>mlp music, nope
>rammstein, nope
>hardstyle, nooope
>/mu/core?
>hmmm, maybe that might fit
>you go through a list of songs, most of them you never actually listened to
“that one might fit”
>you start the song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snhkO-c-S0c
>’I don’t want to live like this, Loooorrd~’
“aww, the phone is too silent, that’s no fun”
>suddenly jar starts to infect the phone
“Jar what are you doing?”
>within seconds you are shocked by a blast of music hitting you
>jar imitates the sound and you can hear it all around you
“T-that is beautiful...thank you jar, I can always count on you”
>the darkness vibrates to the song, either jar enjoys it or he has to  vibrate in its frequency

>be Luna
>your group suddenly comes to a halt as everyone is surprised by the sudden noise coming from the far away center
>Twi: “What is happening?”
>Pinkie: “Oh oh, it’s a song, a song, yay”
>’I don’t want to live like this anymore, I don’t want to live at all~’
>Celestia: “It seems Anon is listening to music”
>Twi: “I-Is that how he feels like now?”
>Twilights expression turns from surprised to one of sadness
>if Twilight is right then you already know what this is all about, the song’s lyrics aren’t exactly subtle
>’I don’t love, I don’t feel anything, I don’t feel anything..where this love should be’
>so this is about love
“Anon seems to be heartbroken, Princess Cadence this is a matter for you”
>she looks at you with a shocked expression on her face
>her eyes dart around to see if the group thinks the same
>Cadence: “Eh..he..I..uhm, yeah”
>she looks frightened, probably not knowing what you expect her to do now
>RD: “The eggheads said that Anon can stop this himself, maybe he just needs a friend”
>Pinkie: “YEAH, Rainbow is right, none of us saw him since he vanished, I will go and make him happy”
>Twilight stops Pinkie immediately
>Twi: “I do not think…that YOUR kind of ..uhm…happy..making, is right for this situation”
>Pinkie looks confused at her
>Celestia: “I think you have a point, this might actually work, he does not seem to be as aggressive as my sister were”
>You look to the ground, feeling ashamed of your past actions
>RD: “but who goes?”
>AJ: “Ah dun think ahm the right one to-“
>Pinkie interrupts her and speaks in a cold tone and with a blank expression
>Pinkie: “Nobody asked you”
>Applejack looks rather shocked at Pinkie’s words but says nothing
>Pinkie: “I will go!”
>Celestia: “I believe Anon’s best friend should go, the one he trusts the most”
>Twilight’s ears perk up, she steps forward with a proud look on her face
>Celestia: “the one he feels most comfortable to be around”
>Twilight is grinning now and her eyes fill with hope stare expectant at Celestia
>RD: “Yeah yeah yeah, Sorry to interrupt you Princess but we need to do this quickly, I will go, we are practically best friends, so I ca do this, I can handle his broken heart”
>Rarity bursts out in laughter and Rainbow Dash gives her an angry stare
>RD: “What’s so funny!?”
>Rarity: “y-you..hahaha…you and emotions? HAHAHA…y-you could not even figure out the emotions of a stick if you had to, Darling”
>even Applejack lets out a few giggles
>RD: “No, I CAN show compassion!”
>Rarity and Applejack both bursts out in laughter now and Pinkie Pie joins them
>A blush makes its way across Rainbow Dash’s face
>Celestia: “Actually…I was thinking about Fluttershy”
>Fluttershy’s eyes widen and she freezes
>you are unsure if she is just standing still or her brain stopped working
>RD: “Hey hold on a second, why didn’t we take your coltfriend with us?”
>that seems to take her out of her trance
>Fluttershy: “I-I, w-what, I don’t have…”
>RD: “Discord, where the fuck is DISCORD”
>Celestia: “Calm down my little pony, I ordered him to stay behind, it is too dangerous with him, if the nightmare infects him we have no hope anymore”
>RD: “Yeah..makes sense”
>one of Twilight’s guards steps forward
>Flash: “I was pretty close to him, we were good friends, I could go”
>so many ponies, so many possibilities, maybe you should go yourself
>after all you experienced the same problem in your life

>as the rescue group is fighting over who should go, Pinkie makes her way out of there and towards Anon
>as you realize it, she already vanished in the darkness
>RD:”HEY!”
>Rainbow Dash tries to fly after her but is stopped by Clestia’s magic
>your sister shakes her head
>Celestia: “It is too late, we have to wait now, let us hope everything goes alright”

>be Pinkie Pie
>you have to make Anon happy again
>and you will
>no nightmare is going to stop you
>the closer you get to him the less happy you feel
>you stopped bouncing quite a while ago
>now you are just walking
>it is dark around you
>simply black, nothing to be seen, the only light coming from the blue glow of the nightmare
>the air starts to get thick
>you can barely breath anymore
>you feel so tired…you cannot do this…you should return
>No Anon needs you
>you can make out a silhouette in the distance
>this seems to be anon you want to scream his name
>but you are unable to
>you slowly break down, only crawling now
“A..non….nonny….I…I’m ..h-here”
>the air…so thick…you feel like you are underwater
>this is no air anymore, this is the nightmare
>it presses against you
>your body is forced down
>everything around you feels too heavy
>”Pinkie? Hey Pinks! Look Jar we got a visitor, give her a little room will you”
>the nightmare starts to fade away and you are able to breath normally again
>panting, you make your way to Anon
>”Hey Pinkie what brings you here? Nice to see a friend”
>he seems quite…happy? You did not expect that
“Hi Nonny. We are worried about you”
>”So you know about my depression? But how, I didn’t tell anybody”
“uh..there is darkness all over Ponyville and uhm…last night you were in Twilights room and-“
>”Ohhh I see, Jar is floating all around, I’m sorry for that, he just can’t control himself”
>he seems to ignore what you said about Twilight
“Who is Jar?”
>”Jar is a friend of mine, I met him quite a while ago, strange that you two did not meet yet, he is all around us actually, some call him nightmare but he doesn’t like that”
>quite a while? He got infected yesterday
“Oh..I-I see. Why don’t you leave him alone a little and come with us, spend a little time with your old friends?”
>be Anon
>Jar is not as happy as you are
>he doesn’t seem to like Pinkie that much
>’She knows Anon, she wants you to let me go so that you are helpless, so that Twilight can banish you, don’t believe her lies’
>`I know her Jar, she would never lie to me`
>’she is not worried about you anon, none of them are, they are worried about Ponyville, because we are so strong’
>hmm Jar has a point, but still, you like Pinkie, let’s see how this continues
>’I think we should rape her’
“Have you lost your mind?”
>’shh, she can hear you’
“We are not going to do that to her”
>Pinkie looks a little worried now
>Pinkie: “W-what is going on Anon?”
“Jar wants me to rape you”
>’Oh COME ON, you can’t just tell her that!’
>Pinkie’s eyes widen in fear, and she backs up a little
>”I-I-I am glad you do not think like him”
>’She secretly wants it, look at her, her face is red, she is blushing hard, she is probably thinking about you right now’
>Again Jar is not completely wrong, she indeed has a deep blush on her face, but still
>no rape, this is not something you want to do
>besides you do not want to fuck anypony before you did it with Twilight
“Don’t worry, I would not do something like this”
>”Hey Nonny, how about we listen to some happy music to get your mood up?”
“Sounds like a good idea”
>Pinkie takes your phone and puts on something different
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQdPiBvpCdE
>Jar does his thing again
>hey this ain’t so bad
>you actually feel better already
>Pinkie is trying to get you to dance
>and you follow
>Pinkie is great, you wish she could’ve been your waifu
>but it is still Twilight, nothing will change that
>let’s stop thinking about that for now
>and enjoy the music

>be Luna
>and the music style changed
>it sounds quite cheerful
>RD: “HOLY SHIT PINKIE DID IT”
>everypony cheers and hugs each other
“I cannot believe this worked”
>Celestia: “Me neither sister but the nightmare is still present, so let us not party too early”
>Twi: “Let us meet Anon now! Maybe we can finally get him away from that nightmare”
>Celestia: “No not yet”
>Rainbow Dash is already partying to the great success
>you don’t feel so optimistic, the nightmare still didn’t burst apart
>which means it is still connected to Anon
>you are Anon
>and you are happy
>Pinkie is doing a great job to help with your depression
>you talk for quite a while and she tells you funny stories
>Pinkie: “So how about we go and meet the others?”
“Sounds great”
>she giggles
>Pinkie: “I told them I can get you back to normal but they all thought I am a silly mare, I could never help you”
>the music stops
>and you stand there looking at her
>’see I told you Anon, she doesn’t even think you are normal, they simply want to take me away from you so that they have control once more’
>Pinkie: “Nonny? Is everything alright?”
>No..why…
“Why did you betray me too…”
>’you see, they are all the same, it’s not just Twilight Sparkle, they are all like this, as long as they can control you, they are happy
>Pinkie: “Nonny I would never…
>Jar turns darker once more, it is your anger, your anger going through him
>he slowly makes his way towards Pinkie and engulfs her
>her mane flattens, her fur turns greyer
>she screams in horror as Jar tries to infect her
>Pinkie: “p-please Nonny- AARRRRRRH- d-don DON’T DON’T LET ME DIE”
>jar fills her with memories you have from your world
>wars, the death of children, blood, massacre, all at once
“stop it Jar, let her go”
>he moves away from her, seemingly grumpy
>she lays on the ground, crying, but no sound escapes her mouth
“I’m sorry, you should go now”
>Pinkie crawls away
>’see I was right’
“yeah…”

>be Luna
>and you are frightened
>like your whole group
>the music just stopped in an instant
>you do not know what happened
>Twi: “WE have to go NOW”
>Celestia slows her down but she keeps struggling
>Celestia: “If we go then we ALL go”
>the group nods in unison
“Alright let us march towards Anon and execute Plan A”
>right before you start moving, Pinkie appears from the Shadows
>she looks sad, her mane flatten, her face showing horror
>RD: “PINKIE!”
>Rainbow Dash rushes towards her, followed by the rest of her friends
>Twi: “W-what happened!?”
>Pinkie: “h-his friend Jar…Anon…happy but then….and jar wanted to rape…music”
>Flash: “who is Jar?”
>RD: “and why does he want to rape music?”
>Twi: “I..I think she meant something else…”
>seems like the nightmare can no longer control itself, the magic must be too much for it
>it just acts on Anon’s basic instincts it seems
>this could make it easier for you to attack Anon
>it might not realise the plan of the group
>Twi: “Let’s do this now, I want Anon back as fast as possible, and the longer we wait the stronger this nightmare becomes”
>Celestia: “She is right, we have to do this now or never, let us make a plan on how we attack”
>RD: “What exactly is my purpose here if you guys are just going to use your alicorn magic?”
>Celestia: “You all have strong power inside of you, and your friendship keep you together, Anon was your friend too, maybe he will remember it”
>Cadence: “So what exactly do we have to do, which spell should I use?”
>Celestia: “I will explain now”
>Celestia continues to explain the way you have to use the magic and combine them with the other
>something you already know
>your mind starts to go other directions
>you look around, something seems wrong here
>suddenly it hits you
“I do not wish to interrupt but where is Twilight?”

>everypony looks around
>RD: “I think she is GONE”
>oh shit, this is not good, if the nightmare gets her, there will be no chance to stop all this
>Flash: “I have to safe her!”
>Flash starts to run into the darkness
>Celestia: “Wait!”
>your sister’s call came too late, he is already gone
>RD: “WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR!? LET’S GO”
>Celestia: “WAIT”
>Celestia: “I have a backup plan in case Twilight does not make it”
>Shining: “Are you serious princess?!”
>she doesn’t lose her concentration
>Celestia: “Us alicorns will shoot at the nightmare, we will try to hold it in place and make it move towards the magic, you guys then run towards Anon and push him away from the nightmare”

>be Anon
>and you decide it is time to take over
>Jar told you he is ready
>”alright then Anon, first the princesses then the rest”
“sounds ok, no harm on them though, they are cool”
>you are about to move out but a running Twilight makes you stop
>she is moving in your direction
>you stand there a little dumbstruck
“make sure she gets here safe”
>”of course, she is running right into our hands”
>Twi: “ANON, ANOON”
“I am here”
>your voice is cold
>you will make her yours, right here and now
>she comes to a stop in front of you and pants heavily
>she is trying to hug you but Jar stops her
>Twi: “Anon, please, please stop this and come back, what happened-“
>Jar forces her to keep her mouth shut
>the audacity she has to come here and ask you what is wrong
>to tell you to come back
>leave jar behind, so that SHE has nothing to worry about anymore
>you circle around her, carefully inspecting her beautiful body
>”it will soon be all ours”
>she is trying to speak and scream but jar keeps her mouth closed and forces her on the ground
>”yeah you heard me Princess”
“Jar…shut up”
>you kneel down in front of her and gaze into her eyes
>the beauty of the stars reveal themselves in her eyes
>you just manage to let out a
“wow…”

“It’s alright Twilight, I am not going to harm you…”
>you gently pet her head and she seems to calm down
>”we just want to make you our slave that is all”
>fuck you Jar
>’that’s for last time when you spilled out the rape’
>now she looks scared again but also blushes heavily
>she looks at you with pleading eyes, trying to ask if Jar is saying the truth
“yes…he is right Twilight, I won’t let anyone else have you…I love you too much..”
>a tear runs down your face again but you ignore it
>you can’t tell anymore what she feels, she just looks at you with a worried face
“don’t worry…”
>you kiss her forehead
“I will train you to be a good pet…and you will love each moment”
>”she is exited Anon, I can feel it”
>she tries to shake her head frantically
>”just look at her blush, and she even got a wingboner already”
>Jar releases the force on her wings and they extend
>wingboner? Wait srsly, they do exist?
>most of your headcanon was true, so maybe this one too…
>well if she truly is exited that will only make everything easier
>you can hear a faint sound from the distance
“what is this Jar?”
>”Someone is screaming Twilight and rushing towards you, a bit further behind is a group of ponies who are also headed this way”
“I see…”
>you look up and you can see…no fucking way
>Flash: “Princess Twilight!? Oh no…”

>”there he is, this is just perfect, we do not even have to get to them, they come to us”
>you on the other hand are not as excited as Jar is
>but he has a point, you can finish your plan now
>Jar already stopped him from moving
>”what shall we do to him?”
“First of all I don’t want Twilight to see this, don’t let her hear or see”
>Jar engulfs her completely and Twilight is unable to move
“Is she doing alright?”
 >”she is scared but unable to see or hear”
“Make sure she feels good”
>”Will do”
>Flash: “Anon please stop this, we want you back, we are friends remember?”
>you laugh internally
“For what you have done you shall be punished”
>he visibly looks scared now
>Flash: “w-what do you- AAHHHH NOOO”
>Jar is already inside him making him feel pain through all of his body
>Flash: “ANON PLEASE STOP”
>he is screaming in pain
>feels good
>Flash: “PLEASE, THINK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS”
>he only makes you angrier
>you clench your fist and Jar breaks one of his hoofs
>ouch, even you can’t look at that, that was disgusting
>his screams fill the air
>”the others are here”
>as Jar finishes speaking you can already see a group of Ponies rushing towards you

>Celestia: “NOW”
>Three alicorns shoot their magic at you
>Jar blocks it easily
>”See I told you, they want to kill you”
>you do not want to believe him, but you see it clearly with your own eyes, magic trying to hit you
>you look at the other ponies and you can see Rainbow Dash flying towards you at high speed
>you simply raise your hand and she falls to the ground
“You were all my friends but now every one of you betrayed me”
>Twilight’s brother is now shooting at you as well
>Cadence: “IT IS NOT WORKING”
>Celestia: “KEEP ON IT”
>are they seriously thinking they can get through Jar?
“Can you please end this Jar, it sickens me to watch it”
>in an instant Jar rushes towards the princesses and floods through all of them
>they all fall down
>Celestia: “we….we failed…”
>Luna: “Equestria…is doomed”
>you are angry now, angrier than you have ever been, why are they doing this
“What have I EVER DONE TO YOU”
>Jar lets out a sound that sounds like a thunder
>he surely knows how to make this dramatic
>but you do not care for that now
>you are seriously in rage

>RD: “Anon please, why are you doing all of this?”
>AJ: “We jus want ya back”
>they don’t know, you should tell them, then they might understand
>Celestia lets out a scream and you are startled for a moment
>she crawls towards Flash
>you totally forgot about him for a moment
>as she inspects what you have done, tears start to dwell up in her eyes
>she puts a hoof to her mouth and looks at him in shock
>he looks at her with a smile as if trying to say that it’s all going to be alright
>Celestia: “I-I am so sorry my little pony…I should have never let you go…”
>Flash: “D-don’t worry…princess…I serve to protect and…I do not regret..”
>Celestia: “no..no it will be alright, do not worry, we will turn Anon back to his former self and we will heal your leg and everything will be-“
>Flash: “it..is ok Princess….you do not have to …I know..this is it..”
>Celestia is fully crying now
>Celestia: “I should have never let you go…
>Celestia: “I should have never taken others to this mission…”
>Celestia: “I should have never assigned you here 6 months ago…”
>Flash: “…P-Princess…you are talking irrational…n-nobody..is to blame…do not..”

>the nightmare around you begins to vibrate
>you stand there
>with a blank expression
>your brain working some things out
“W-what did you just say…”
>Princess Celestia looks at you with fear and sadness in her eyes
>Celestia: “Anon…I beg you…”
”w-WHAT did you just SAY!?”
>”Anon, calm down, this is just a misunderstanding”
“FUCK OFF JAR”
>RD: “YEAH GET AWAY FROM ANON”
>Applejack immediately shushes her
“NOW WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY”
>Celestia is shaking now, her voice trembling in fear
>Celestia: “I j-just said I am sorry”
“NO REPEAT IT”
>”Anon, you know this is not true, now calm down”
“Repeat the last sentence”
>Celestia looks confused and scared but obediently does what you commanded
>as you hear those words one more time you break down
>you hold your head
>the pressure you’re putting on it already starts to hurt but you do not care
>no NO THIS CAN NOT BE
>you start to cry
>what if it is true…

>you remember two days ago
>when all of this started
>and you listened to the conversation between Twilight and Anon
>”…since Celestia sent you here a year ago my life has changed for the better..”
>a year ago….
>y-you were sent here a year ago…
>no…please…this is not fair
>you start to scream, sadness overtaking you
“NO IT CAN NOT BE, PLEASE LET IT NOT BE TRUE”
>you can no longer see clearly, tears filling your eyes
>you have to know this for sure
>Jar is getting nervous which only strengthens your believe this might be true
>you use your new powers to ask Flash with telepathy
>Jar tries to interrupt you but he cannot stop it from happening
>`Flash…does Twilight love you?`
>Flash: “N-no…she always loved you…wasn’t it…clear..to see”
>Jar is losing control over the magic, some of the darkness floating around starts to break apart
>you are lying on the floor crying
>this…is the worst…
>what have you done
>you think back to all the decisions you made
>you ran away and planned revenge on them instead of talking to Twilight
>you stole the jar from Zecora instead of asking for help
>you decided that you want to infect Twilight with it
>you decided to hide from Rainbow Dash instead of talking about your problems with her
>you almost killed Twilight…
>the one you love…the one who loved you as well
>you decided to torture Flash and make Twilight your slave
>you…you did all of this
>and all this time…she loved you
>no…this…this is just bullshit…
>this is just…
>no…
>in the end…you are just a human…
>filled with hate…you never belonged here
>it never changed to be a perfect world…
>but you changed it…
>Twilight wanted to confess to you that day
>and you turned everything into a nightmare
>Warning! Nightmare….you…
>you…simply did not listen
>There truly was a nightmare in the jar…
>You do not blame jar…after all you wished for this…
>but now there is no turning back…
>you destroyed all of this…

>even if they can forgive you
>you could never let Twilight love you…
>even in your time of hate you still realized that she is the light in the darkness…
>that she is the beauty in a place of death…
>something like you…should never get near to her…never again
>you almost killed her…you wanted to possess her…to make her yours…
>it disgusts you…
>You stand up and start running
>Jar breaks away from you
>As you run you can hear explosions in the sky
>Jar is bursting apart
>it is the most beautiful sight you have ever laid eyes upon
>Blue and Black fountains of magic burst out of the clouds above you
>explosions that shimmer with a thousand different colours of blue
>everything around you starts to burst apart
>at least you can see something beautiful once more before the end
>you know what you have to do
>you can no longer stay here
>this place…shall no longer suffer because of you
>she…shall no longer…suffer
>you keep running, you can see a cliff in front of you
>no magic will stop your fall
>no pegasi will be able to hold you
>you want them all to live happy again…
>you close your eyes as you fall
>tears make their way into the air
>you are sorry so sorry…but there is nothing you can do anymore
>the damage is done
>you wish…you could go back to the start

>you are Luna
>and you are trying to stabilize Flash as much as possible
>your sister is working on his leg
>as does Cadence
>it seems to work
>most of the others are gazing at the sky, as it breaks apart
>the most beautiful view you have ever witnessed is unfolding before you
>but there is no time to watch, you have to help the guard
>Celestia has a smile on her face
>he will make it, and his leg too
>Celestia: “I told you it is going to be alright”
>Flash giggles before a loud scream escapes him once more
>Cadence: “Sorry…this will hurt from time to time”
>Celestia: “Luna try to stop the pain getting to his head, maybe put him into sleep, I have to connect the nerves”
>you do as you are told to
>the extreme noise coming from the explosions are not helping with your concentration
>you are glad that those explosions are harmless
>RD: “Fuuucckkk….”
>FS: “T-this…is amazing”
>as they keep on admiring the view all around them you feel nervous again
>Celestia: “WE NEED MORE HELP”
>Cadence: “SHINING, TWILIGHT”
>that’s it, where is Twilight
“Twilight is gone again”

>Shining: “WHAT!? I am going to search for her”
>Cadence: “YOU STAY HERE WE NEED HELP”
>you can feel that the nightmare still lingers inside Flash, if Shining takes over your part you can get it out
>you shout at Twilights friends trying to get them to search for her
>but they don’t listen
>this is getting on your nerves
“YOU SHALL ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR PRINCESS OF THE NIGHT ONCE SHE HAS SPOKEN”
>they freeze instantly and look scared towards you
>your sister as well
“D-do not worry, the nightmare is not inside me”
“NOW GO LITTLE PONIES AND FIND YOUR FRIEND”
>they immediately start running
>you do not know if it is because they are scared or because they actually want to search for Twilight
>only Fluttershy remains, hiding on the ground
>Rainbow Dash rushes back and picks her up in one quick motion
>you chuckle a little
“Ok time to get this guard back to his old self again”
>VRRRMWOOOOMMMM
>All of you cover your ears as one big explosion of magic floods over you
>you slowly open your eyes and you believe you can see the face of your mother
>but you are quickly back to reality
“T-that was…so…wonderful..”
>Celestia: “Luna, we have to do this now”
“Of course”
>back to your task, it is going good so far, his leg will surely make it

>be Anon
>slowly falling to the ground
>you look up to the sky, the explosions…
>so beautiful
>you wonder if Jar is dead now…
>you wish you could have saved him
>maybe make Zecora reform him
>he was a living being after all
>but you couldn’t even safe yourself
 >that is ok though…the world will be a better place soon
>you can hear screaming from to top of the mountain
>something rushing towards you
>it is Twilight
>is she trying to…rescue you?
>no please…don’t do it Twi…please
>she is flying fast
>you can see her beautiful face
>before she crashes into you, holding you tightly
>you want to tell her to let go but the explosions and the wind around you is too loud
>she cannot safe you…you are too heavy
>tears make it down her face but it also shows determination
>her horn starts to glow and magic engulfs you
>you can feel yourself getting slower but it is not fully working
>she screams and magic flies all around you
>the ground is near, she won’t let go
>you have to protect her…
>you hold her close and keep your back facing to the ground
>you will die…but she will live
>she starts to scream even louder, trying as best as she can to do something
>you hear enormous noise coming from all directions
>explosions from the sky and around you, the ground roaring
>you do not know what is happening
>but you don’t have to it will be over now, you close your eyes
>the fall takes longer and longer as Twilight forces gravity to oblige her
>but it won’t help
>you look up once more and you can see a sonic rainboom
>its colours mixing in with the explosions of jar
>this…this is…probably how god looks like…
>Rainbow Dash flies under you and tries to slow down the fall
>Twilights wings trying as best as they can to keep you in the air
>you start to cry…no…they will make it
>they…are saving you
>why are they doing this…
>you do not deserve it

>you reach the ground and they place you down
>Rainbow Dash nods towards Twilight and flies up to the mountain again
>you look at Twilight
>her eyes filled with sadness
“Twilight…you shouldn’t ha-“
>she rushes towards you and hits you right in the stomach
>it doesn’t hurt much though
>tears start to run down her face and sobs fill the air
>she can barely manage to get out words as she continues hitting you
>but to you it feels like her soft hoofs are pushing against you
>she is too weak to actually hit you
>”You idiot…why…would you….”
>almost each word she speaks is interrupt by her crying and sobbing
>”…you fucking…idiot…”
>she collapses onto your chest
>even you can’t hold back your tears anymore
>you gently pet her back
>but you have to tell her…
>you put your hands on her cheeks and lift her head so that she looks directly at you
>her face…full of tears…and sadness
>it almost breaks you but you have to be strong now
“Twilight…I am so sorry…but I am no good for this world…I am no good for you”
>she keeps looking at you with the same face
>it hurts you to look at her, you wish you could comfort her now
>but you have to do this
>”please understand…I can never be with you…someone as horrible as me…could never be with someone as beautiful as you Twilight…”
“You are like the stars, a million points of beauty shining down to light up the night”
“Your fur…so soft…that each stroke through it feels like waves slowly dancing around in the big sea”
“I do not want to hurt you ever again…I love you too much Twilight…a monster like me…should not ever touc-“
>before you can finish what you wanted to say, she wraps her hooves around

>your lips meet and time suddenly comes to a halt
>you close your eyes
>happiness fills your heart, joy fills your soul
>a million butterflies rush through you
>your heart starts beating faster
>you hold her close
>feeling her soft fur against you
>you feel like floating through the universe
>the angels of heaven singing a song just for you
>their sweet melody making its way through your body, giving you endless peace
>love rushes through you and sends you into endless planes of pure happiness
>you stay like that for who knows how long
>before you both slowly break the kiss
>you try to speak up but she shushes you with her hoof
>you lay down in the grass and she rests on your chest
>slowly making her way closer to your face and nuzzling your neck
>she falls asleep quickly
>who knows what she had to go through to get to you and Jar
>and what Jar did to her
>you feel bad again, like a disgusting evil creature
>but you forget it for now
>and fall asleep with her
>in this single moment everything is perfect
>everything you could have ever hoped for came true
>everything you ever wished for is here
>you hold her close and close your eyes

The end for now