Do you remember

Today is September 21st, which if you remember (that's a joke please laugh) from the last few years on stream is usually a pretty special day. Unfortunately due to DMCA rules and my own stuff, I didn't feel like it was a good idea to do anything special. I guess just be sure to listen to September by Earth, Wind, and Fire before you read this. Ok welcome back.

I guess it's been a while since I've pasted a bin, but honestly I'm not sure if that much has changed. I've been really struggling to find motivation for... anything really, but trying to make the smallest baby steps possible to bring about any sort of good change right now. I feel like I apologize way too much, but I'm still sorry for the pain in the ass I've been recently. The fact that any of you hang around still means a lot, I just don't know how to say it/show it.

I wanna take a quick second for someone that I feel like I've been particularly uncool towards. This is gonna be vague so if you have no idea what I'm talking about don't worry about it. I don't know if you read these, but instead of DMing you for the 1137394th time I thought I'd just say it here. I know it's been like 2 weeks since it happened, and I know you said you weren't upset, but I still feel bad and I want you to know how sorry I am for what I did, even if it was just a mistake. You're probably not mad, but I still feel like I messed up big time. Maybe I'm just apologizing for my own sake anymore, idk. But you've been a bright spot in a real dark year so I feel like I owe you another apology, even if you don't want it.

There's been a few nice things that have come out of last month or so that I've been without a job. I've started doing Ring Fit Adventure, which is nice even if a bit corny. I've only been able to work out a couple days a week; trying to work on getting it up to 3, or maybe going longer each session, but it's something. I've also been looking into getting LASIK surgery. In case you didn't know, my glasses broke about a week and a half ago, so any streams I have been doing or will do for a little bit will just be no cam since I look like a doofus with my glasses right now. Gonna try and get some contacts ordered for the near future; my eyes usually don't handle them well but it's kind of my only option right now until I figure out all the stuff involved with getting laser eyes.

Streams have been extremely sparse lately, even for me, but I'm still working on some stuff offline. I'd like to just speedrun something without having to worry too much about being "on", but unfortunately a few of the things I've looked into haven't really panned out, for one reason or another. Not gonna name any games since I hate saying "I'm gonna speedrun XYZ" without actually doing it, but I've checked out probably 3 or 4 and haven't really felt the drive to go after them. Hopefully I find something soon. Might just do more randomizers, and maybe some other games that weren't planned incentives, like Jiggies of Time or that other OoT hack that came out not too long ago. I was gonna mess around more with the 3D All-Stars Collection, but honestly after playing it for a couple hours when I got it early, I don't really want to, unless there's an actual big race planned or something. Maybe Galaxy but that's kind of the only one I was having a good bit of fun with compared to the original.

That's it for now I guess. Thanks everyone for being so patient with me, you'll literally never convince me that I deserve it.

<3
Aweglib