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  1. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  2. 2:11am
  3. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  4. http://crystallineprincess.tumblr.com/post/101973677045/dear-people-who-dont-have-bpd
  5. Crystalline Words
  6. crystallineprincess.tumblr.com
  7. Words of Crystal.
  8. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  9. 2:11am
  10. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  11. this
  12. Katinka and Meryl need to read this
  13. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  14. 2:12am
  15. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  16. "Often people with BPD are misunderstood as attention seeking and manipulative. This is not the case at all. Every emotion someone with BPD displays is very real. If they cry, they are hurting and not looking for pity. If they need constant reassurance then it’s because they are genuinely afraid."
  17. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  18. 3:03am
  19. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  20. i'm talking about me not laurelai in case there was any confusion
  21. Natalie Duarcáin
  22. 5:01am
  23. Natalie Duarcáin
  24. did you give laurelai a log to use against Meryl?
  25. Natalie Duarcáin
  26. 5:21am
  27. Natalie Duarcáin
  28. Explain how your chat log came to grace Laurelai's Twitter
  29. Natalie Duarcáin
  30. 5:36am
  31. Natalie Duarcáin
  32. I don't think you can
  33. I also saw your log with Katy.
  34. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  35. 5:37am
  36. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  37. she googled it
  38. i forgot to set the log to private
  39. that is the explanation in it's entirety
  40. Natalie Duarcáin
  41. 5:37am
  42. Natalie Duarcáin
  43. I can ensure your safety. But your comfort is something you need to sort out with a therapist
  44. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  45. 5:37am
  46. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  47. granted i fucked up not setting it to private
  48. Natalie Duarcáin
  49. 5:37am
  50. Natalie Duarcáin
  51. It's really fucking messed up.
  52. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  53. 5:38am
  54. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  55. that was an honest mistake. it wasn't blocking someone with BPD who just had an episode accusing them of associating with laurelai without even asking for their side of it
  56. i didn't realise quite how much of a creepy stalker laurelai is that she'd find it
  57. Natalie Duarcáin
  58. 5:39am
  59. Natalie Duarcáin
  60. Holy fuck. Having BPD doesn't mean your comfort outweighs our safety.
  61. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  62. 5:39am
  63. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  64. hold on now, you accused me of giving that log to laurelai
  65. which i didn't
  66. and far from apologising for what you did you continue to be on the offensive
  67. Natalie Duarcáin
  68. 5:40am
  69. Natalie Duarcáin
  70. You need to talk to a professional about your BPD because if the internet is upsetting you? You need to disengage.
  71. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  72. 5:40am
  73. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  74. and my bpd means i can't handle situations like this
  75. no, you need to stop being fucking ableist
  76. and listen to me when i tell you something is a difficulty for me
  77. also regardless of that
  78. you accused me of something i didn't do
  79. and continue to attack me
  80. what is wrong with you
  81. i haven't done anything wrong here aside from forgottening to click a checkbox
  82. which is understandable given I was HAVING A BPD EPISODE
  83. Natalie Duarcáin
  84. 5:40am
  85. Natalie Duarcáin
  86. Im not apologizing to you because you expect me to to carry your burdens in order for us to be friends
  87. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  88. 5:41am
  89. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  90. i'm not expecting you to do shit
  91. you accused me of giving a log to laurelai
  92. Natalie Duarcáin
  93. 5:41am
  94. Natalie Duarcáin
  95. IF YOU HAVE AN EPISODE YOU SHOULD DISENGAGE
  96. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  97. 5:41am
  98. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  99. and helping her abuse meryl
  100. that's a serious accusation
  101. and you're continuing on the offensive instead of apologising
  102. also i can't disengage
  103. omg
  104. Natalie Duarcáin
  105. 5:41am
  106. Natalie Duarcáin
  107. What do you think I have have do?
  108. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  109. 5:41am
  110. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  111. i'm not here to educate you about BPD if you refuse to even read what i sent you earlier
  112. you fucked up here
  113. you went on the offensive
  114. i don't need this and i deserve better than this
  115. i'm a victim of both sides
  116. Natalie Duarcáin
  117. 5:42am
  118. Natalie Duarcáin
  119. Do you think I can just project my paranoid delusions and hallucinations onto people?
  120. Or do I I need to disengage?
  121. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  122. 5:42am
  123. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  124. this isn't about you, outside of the fact that you messed up
  125. you need to apologise
  126. also part of BPD is BEING UNABLE TO DISENGAGE
  127. please don't make me explain this to you
  128. Natalie Duarcáin
  129. 5:42am
  130. Natalie Duarcáin
  131. Leighanna
  132. Thats on you, hun.
  133. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  134. 5:42am
  135. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  136. unless you're going to apologise, don't bother
  137. i've suffered enough
  138. i have done nothing wrong here
  139. you accused me of something serious
  140. you didn't give me a chance to defend myself
  141. Natalie Duarcáin
  142. 5:43am
  143. Natalie Duarcáin
  144. You need to see a professional. Maybe a psychiatric professional?
  145. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  146. 5:43am
  147. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  148. no
  149. fuck off
  150. this is not even about that
  151. you fucked up
  152. you accused me of conspiring with laurelai
  153. who to you guys is the trans devil
  154. and somewhat like that to me too
  155. she cut off several support lines for me
  156. you didn't even give me a chance to answer
  157. Natalie Duarcáin
  158. 5:43am
  159. Natalie Duarcáin
  160. Yoy effectively did and in doing so alienated me.
  161. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  162. 5:44am
  163. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  164. no, I didn't effectively do anything
  165. i put a log in a pastebin log to show Katinka
  166. i wasn't thinking " gee I sure hope laurelai sees this"
  167. and i would have ticked the box to make it unlisted if it wasn't for the fact that I was HAVING AN EPISODE
  168. there was no malice in my actions
  169. and i'm sorry laruelai got more ammo against meryl
  170. i'm genuinely sorry for that, even if I think meryl is a shit person too
  171. and it was a mistake, but an honest one
  172. and i don't deserve this
  173. Natalie Duarcáin
  174. 5:45am
  175. Natalie Duarcáin
  176. Look. I need you to back away from me
  177. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  178. 5:45am
  179. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  180. i can't win with you people because oyu have no consistant moral standards
  181. you lie, you manipulat,e you make promises you don't keep
  182. and i mean ALL of you not just laurelai
  183. Natalie Duarcáin
  184. 5:46am
  185. Natalie Duarcáin
  186. Things change
  187. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  188. 5:46am
  189. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  190. i can't deal with that
  191. that's not a fucking excuse
  192. Natalie Duarcáin
  193. 5:46am
  194. Natalie Duarcáin
  195. Loose lips sink ships
  196. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  197. 5:46am
  198. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  199. and don't hon me, ever
  200. Natalie Duarcáin
  201. 5:46am
  202. Natalie Duarcáin
  203. Hon pls
  204. Hooonnnn
  205. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  206. 5:46am
  207. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  208. get lost you fucking toerag
  209. Natalie Duarcáin
  210. 5:46am
  211. Natalie Duarcáin
  212. Honnnn
  213. Honnnnnnnn
  214. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  215. 5:47am
  216. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  217. if you don't stop i'm sending this log to erika
  218. Natalie Duarcáin
  219. 5:52am
  220. Natalie Duarcáin
  221. https://twitter.com/PennyLurid/status/530598205130817537
  222. Where is your god now?
  223. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  224. 5:53am
  225. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  226. Leave me the fuck alone, all of you creeps
  227. Natalie Duarcáin
  228. 5:53am
  229. Natalie Duarcáin
  230. Please never contact me again :| You're an abusive person
  231. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  232. 5:53am
  233. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  234. and wtf are you doing right now
  235. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  236. 5:53am
  237. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  238. If you do get a flash of conscience and intend to try and apologise or make it up to me, it's going to be a seriously fucking uphill battle, I'm going to warn you. I don't know why Meryl is such a scared child to you people, but she's not worth defending to this degree if it comes at the cost of another very vulnerable person who's been abused by laurelai. All of you need to take time off twitter or engaging laurelai and actually think about yourselves and how combating an abuser doesn't automatically absolve you of abuse yourselves. What you're doing now is clearly a form of abuse because you are intentionally triggering a condition I have tried to explain to you several times, and made a joke out of it with your Hoooon remarks.
  239. Natalie Duarcáin
  240. 5:53am
  241. Natalie Duarcáin
  242. HONNNN
  243. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  244. 5:53am
  245. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  246. if you don't want me to contact you, stop yourself. drop it.
  247. you know i have no support from laurelai's side
  248. the most i can do is show these to erika
  249. and you barely care about that
  250. so you're taking advantage of the fact that you have a side in this situation
  251. a power dynamic
  252. you're basically a bully
  253. Natalie Duarcáin
  254. 5:54am
  255. Natalie Duarcáin
  256. Oh my god
  257. I wish I had kept u blocked
  258. Two days until I can c:
  259. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  260. 5:55am
  261. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  262. you blocked me in the first place based on something that *patently wasn't true*
  263. you accused me of something heavy and refused to apologise
  264. and then went on to act abusively towards me
  265. Natalie Duarcáin
  266. 5:55am
  267. Natalie Duarcáin
  268. Barfing irl
  269. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  270. 5:55am
  271. Leighanna Rose Walsh
  272. you're practically acting like a caricature of a bully too
  273. Seen 5:55am
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