Lysha I'll be blunt so I don't beat aorund the bush; I was a bad friend. Took me a whilw to realize this but I was a horrible friend to you. From what happened between you and I in Florida, to you wasting your money when to come up to a party we planed in advance and me bailing on you, regardless of my reason, to even any pas issue we had in the past. I wasn't shit. I showed my ass to you that was wrong. From jump you always supported me, always held me down, always helped me when I was feeling down or when I needed guidance, and I didn't do the same for you. I hurt you in more ways than one and I'm truly sorry about it all. You didn't deserve any of the shit you got from me and appologize 100% about it all. I've wanted to apologize to you for a while now, but I didn't know thw right time to do so because I didn't want to upset you any further. I want to pay you back the money I owe you and the money I made you waste from before. Words can't show how truly sorry I am for what I did to you, but I want to atleast make things right between you all and anyone else I've done wrong in our group. You introduced me to all these great people and I dont want to take you or any of them for granted ever again. I'm truly sorry for everything I've done to you, Lysha. I don't expect you to forgive me at all, but this apologize is extremely overdue and I wanted to let you know that I am sorry and want to make things better, if given the chance to.

-Trevor