Messenger Plus! Chat Log
Session Start: Wednesday, 3 February 2010

    * ethan; jenny (yn) (ketchup02@hotmail.com)
    * ,vivian.    (vivianlow_x@hotmail.com)

(5:40 PM) ,vivian.   :	hey ethan
(5:40 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	hey
(5:40 PM) ,vivian.   :	im sorry :(
i hate being like this..
ignoring each other and shit ):
(5:41 PM)	,vivian.    has changed his/her personal message to "you only get one, you only get one chance"
(5:41 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	sorry for what
(5:41 PM) ,vivian.   :	whatever ive done
honestly i really dont know what ive done
(5:42 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	lol ok dw about it
(5:42 PM) ,vivian.   :	then why were you ignoring me at school ?
(5:42 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	what do you mean
(5:42 PM) ,vivian.   :	dont lie to me ):
when you saw me
(5:42 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you ignored me
(5:42 PM) ,vivian.   :	you either turned around
(5:43 PM) ,vivian.   :	i thought you were ignoring me
like when i saw you i really wanted to talk to you
but it didnt seem like you wanted to talk ot me :(
(5:43 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	why didnt you confront me then
(5:43 PM) ,vivian.   :	you were with your friends..
(5:43 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	lol when was this
and where
(5:43 PM) ,vivian.   :	um
today
(5:44 PM) ,vivian.   :	when you were near your lockers?
at recess.
(5:47 PM) ,vivian.   :	..
(5:48 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	if you really cared
about our firendship
you would have talke dto me anyways
and you would have done it earlier
(5:48 PM) ,vivian.   :	i do care about our friendship
its not the same without you..
(5:49 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	what do you mean
(5:49 PM) ,vivian.   :	id never met anyone like you
i thought of you as my best frien
(5:50 PM) ,vivian.   :	d
you know
(5:50 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you have alot of best friends
its kind of meaningless if you have like 10 people
you say that to
(5:50 PM) ,vivian.   :	i dont have many..
(5:51 PM) ,vivian.   :	you know i understand if you dont wanna be friends anymore
i just needed to know
to get things straight..
(5:51 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	lol i didnt say that
(5:51 PM) ,vivian.   :	you know if we are friends again
i know that things
arent gonna be the same
(5:51 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	yeh
you know
(5:51 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	it just pissed me off
(5:52 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	that when i told you i liked you
you just straight out said no
you never
had feelings for me
once
(5:52 PM) ,vivian.   :	i didnt think of you that way though
(5:52 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	yeah
(5:52 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	its just
you lead me on so much
the way you like flirted with me
and you flirted
(5:53 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	with alot of people
as well
it just made me cut
(5:53 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	i thought we had something
(5:53 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	like all the moments we shared
allt he memories
all the times i spent with you at school
leaving my own friends ot be with you
(5:54 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	not knowing all of it was for nothing
all the little tings i did for you, not realising whether you saw the love i had for you
(5:54 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	or even appreciating
(5:54 PM) ,vivian.   :	i did appreciate the things you did
everything..
(5:54 PM)	ethan; jenny (yn) has changed his/her personal message to "juan b3st"
(5:55 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	and when you found out you liked someone else
when i*
it just really got to me
(5:55 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	but i didnt want to to interfere
(5:55 PM) ,vivian.   :	thats why when i told you
(5:55 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	your happiness was all i cared about
(5:55 PM) ,vivian.   :	i trusted you enough
t tell you..
to*
(5:55 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you know
(5:55 PM) ,vivian.   :	and i told you pretty much everything
coz i trusted you
(5:55 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	there was so much more i wanted to say to you
(5:55 PM) ,vivian.   :	i couldnt have trusted anyone
(5:55 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	that day when i told you my feelings
(5:55 PM) ,vivian.   :	as much as you
(5:55 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	but i couldnt say it
(5:56 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	its really hard
to express how much you like someone
i wonder if it would have made a difference
(5:56 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	to be honest i dont think you ever cared so much about me
(5:57 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	until i got over you and started to drift apart form you
(5:57 PM) ,vivian.   :	no you got that wrong
i always cared about you
(5:57 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you say it
but you dont do anything
to sho wthat you care
(5:58 PM) ,vivian.   :	okay, if you honestly believe that
then you do that..
but i always did care..
(6:01 PM)	,vivian.    has changed his/her name to "vivian   "
(6:02 PM)	vivian    has changed his/her name to "vivian "
(6:04 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	i dont really know
anymore
you only started
like caring in my point of view
(6:04 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	when i stopped talking to you
and i didnt ignore you purposely
(6:04 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	there was just othe rhsit
happening
(6:05 PM) vivian :	mmk..
(6:05 PM) vivian :	i didnt want to ask you about it all, until we got back to school
to see what would happen
(6:05 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	what do you mean
(6:06 PM) vivian :	like i knew you were ignoring me
but
i wanted to see what it was like
when i saw you at school
(6:06 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	whats the difference
'in school'
(6:07 PM) vivian :	coz i could actually see you..
(6:07 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you could of asked to see me to go out you know
on the holidays
or atleast called me
(6:07 PM) vivian :	if you were ignoring me
wouldnt seem like
you would wanna go out with me
(6:08 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you dont get it
its like you dont make the effort
like you say you care but you dont even try
(6:08 PM) vivian :	i do try
(6:09 PM) vivian :	brb
(6:09 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you say you try
you never show it
(6:09 PM)	vivian  has changed his/her status to Away
(6:09 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	you just keep disagreeing when i say something but you dont show a point
that makes you do
(6:10 PM)	vivian  is now Offline
Session Start: Wednesday, 3 February 2010

    * ethan; jenny (yn) (ketchup02@hotmail.com)
    * vivian (vivianlow_x@hotmail.com)

(6:22 PM) vivian :	back
(6:22 PM)	vivian  has changed his/her status to Online
(6:22 PM) ethan; jenny (yn):	okay