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- cups♡ - Today at 10:29 AM
- Ok
- You know haze quit
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:30 AM
- You also mentioned it to me the other day
- Yes
- Extended break
- cups♡ - Today at 10:30 AM
- Do you know why
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:30 AM
- Several reasons yes
- cups♡ - Today at 10:31 AM
- I talked to him yesterday. When he was finishing up
- We talked for an hour or so. It made me very sad
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:31 AM
- Yeah :frowning:
- Going to miss him
- Still can talk but it's not the same
- cups♡ - Today at 10:32 AM
- He's going off the grid. No skype or discord or uo
- If you care, you'll keep this between us
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:34 AM
- Of course I care
- cups♡ - Today at 10:43 AM
- He told me before you guys were a little dirty or whatever. Phone calls, chatting, etc. But yesterday, when he was transferring his steed and getting ready to quit... he revealed to me that it was more than that. That you two were a thing after me. And he was heart broken still. And his heart wasn't going to heal being around you. He never told me because he didn't want to hurt me. Thinking I would get mad at him. Or resent him. It all made sense. I cried. All the tines I vented to him about you. About you ignoring me for someone new and how I so desperately wanted to get your attention back but couldn't. He had the same feelings.. but was too afraid to tell me. He's heartbroken. Me too. I will not scold you for the matty g thing. Hopefully you realize how gross and low that is. But it killed haze. And he's leaving because it's too hard for him to be around you. And I'm leaving for the same reason. I'm proud of haze and I love him. He's got more balls than me. Quitting entirely. I'm just leaving werkt. Too hard to see you disappear to be with zodius every day and night. That used to be me. But I have lost the ability to even compete for your attention. I'm gone. I don't have anything against zodius. I worry for him. I'm not angry. I'm not anything. I just realize that nothing will ever change if I keep on the same course. I love you. Whitney. But it's bad for my mental health to stick around. If it wasn't zodius it'd be someone else. I just need to be free
- I talked to gluttony last night. As soon as I talk to myth it's a done deal.
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:47 AM
- I think you will regret that honestly and I am not sure there is any turning back once it's done.
- I hate that you feel like you have to leave bc of me.
- It's not going to change anything in that department
- You will assume just like you do now.
- You have a ton of good friends in werkt
- cups♡ - Today at 10:48 AM
- Yeah, get mad at me
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:49 AM
- Seems silly to leave them to be with mostly dick heads that will use you.
- cups♡ - Today at 10:49 AM
- Can't just put your weapons down for a minute
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:49 AM
- I am not angry with you.
- cups♡ - Today at 10:49 AM
- You used me.
- So what if eqms does
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:49 AM
- Just don't want you to make a big mistake bc we are friends and I do care.
- cups♡ - Today at 10:50 AM
- I'm going to wait a few days
- I don't know how to tell myth
- I'm not trying to be a dick when I ask this
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:52 AM
- Haze didn't leave bc of me
- cups♡ - Today at 10:52 AM
- But have you ever thought about just quitting doing what you do
- Yes he did
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:52 AM
- We talked yesterday and today
- cups♡ - Today at 10:52 AM
- He won't tell you
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:52 AM
- Oh I know I hurt him
- It I am not the reason he is taking a break
- cups♡ - Today at 10:52 AM
- You hurt me too
- Why don't you stop hurting people?
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:53 AM
- Working on it
- cups♡ - Today at 10:53 AM
- Yeah
- Start by quitting whatever you and zodius are doing
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:54 AM
- Playing UO and being friendly?
- What's the point of playing UO if you dont play with people
- cups♡ - Today at 10:54 AM
- You used to get so angry at me saying I assume you are up to no good I must have a low opinion of you. And how if I cared about you I wouldn't make those assumptions.
- But I was right
- You were doing the shit I was assuming
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:55 AM
- You are not always right
- Most of the time you sent even close
- Not sure why you are wanting to fight with me about the same shit that will get us no where
- cups♡ - Today at 10:56 AM
- I'm done fighting with you whitney
- Like I said
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:56 AM
- You use to know a lot about me but you don't any more. You just have jaded assumptions
- cups♡ - Today at 10:56 AM
- The things that upset me are never going to change
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:56 AM
- Eqms will not fix that.
- cups♡ - Today at 10:56 AM
- I have to change what I want
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:56 AM
- You dont want to play with me that's fine.
- But you are going to miss all of your other friends. So stay and play with them.
- cups♡ - Today at 10:57 AM
- I want to play with you more than anything. I have been rejected by you since January. My heart can't take it anymore
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:57 AM
- People make UO UO
- cups♡ - Today at 10:57 AM
- My decision isnt final
- But 90%
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:58 AM
- Then stop with this bs
- I told you time and time again
- cups♡ - Today at 10:58 AM
- I already talked to gluttony
- Myth is my biggest worry
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:00 AM
- Crappy messages about how horrible I am don't make me pumped about playing. You know you could ask when you are playing UO sometime to do stuff or i don't know take me up on my offers. It's exhausting trying to convince you to do anything sometimes. It's like you have this idea in your head of how things should be and if it doesn't fit perfectly into that image you are upset.
- cups♡ - Today at 11:01 AM
- The crappy messages don't come from nowhere
- They come because you ignore me
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:01 AM
- I don't send you all my shitty thoughts
- I would like the same respect
- cups♡ - Today at 11:03 AM
- You tell me Friday night let's do tmaps tomorrow. Saturday comes you go do tmaps with zodius in a private call and only when I pm you you say ok let's do maps, btw I'm already with zodius. You even said you don't really like tmaps. I also can't help but think when you'd invite gummy to farm with us and I'd say fuck that guy and you'd say don't worry I know him, he won't come, I'm just being nice. Yeah well you know me too
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:04 AM
- Have you thought about how joining eqms is going to change anything about the hate you have for me?
- cups♡ - Today at 11:04 AM
- I don't hate you
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:04 AM
- It's not. It's just going to make you further from your friends and the people that care about you.
- cups♡ - Today at 11:05 AM
- You think I hate you
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:05 AM
- That's not exactly what happened on sat
- cups♡ - Today at 11:06 AM
- I'm so upset about you and me. But what do I do when I see a pink chest on a vendor? I buy it and put it in your house
- If I hated you I'd trash your battle bear
- But I'd never ever do that
- That's petty
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:06 AM
- Not Peter!
- cups♡ - Today at 11:06 AM
- And I'm not petty
- Lol
- Ok that made me laugh
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:07 AM
- :smiley:
- cups♡ - Today at 11:07 AM
- I don't know what I'm going to do
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:07 AM
- Ok let me say this and then we don't have to ever discuss it again
- It's an example
- Saturday no one is doing shit except for some pvp. Zodius gets on and asks if I wanna do tmaps. So we go do tmaps. Dig up the first tmap and you pop on and ask what I am doing . So I tell you. You explode and call me and go bananas. I even told you I would do tmaps with you after that one was done.
- I didn't chose anyone over you.
- You were not even online
- cups♡ - Today at 11:11 AM
- I'm a jealous person
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:11 AM
- Instead you got so mad i was playing UO with a friend that you didn't get on and do anything
- cups♡ - Today at 11:12 AM
- It's that you were up all night with him
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:12 AM
- When we could have did tmaps together like we plained
- cups♡ - Today at 11:12 AM
- Then got together in the morning
- I can't even get my foot in the door
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:12 AM
- It was like lunch time
- Just fucking ask
- Don't go crazy
- cups♡ - Today at 11:13 AM
- I get I overreacted
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:13 AM
- I like people and I am friendly
- cups♡ - Today at 11:13 AM
- But when you play with him 1 on 1 every day for a week
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:13 AM
- That's me
- cups♡ - Today at 11:13 AM
- Yeah
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:14 AM
- I don't
- That's what you assume
- cups♡ - Today at 11:14 AM
- You did though...
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:14 AM
- Tmaps are the only time I have just been playing with zodius
- cups♡ - Today at 11:14 AM
- That's what hurts. You meet a new guy and you pair off with him
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:15 AM
- It's also the only time I do things with pickles
- Well and Easter mobs
- cups♡ - Today at 11:15 AM
- You were in private call yesterday were you doing maps
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:15 AM
- But they are gone :frowning:
- I was not in a private call yesterday
- cups♡ - Today at 11:15 AM
- Lol
- You in another discord then?
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:16 AM
- I also prove call pickles but that's ok
- When?
- cups♡ - Today at 11:16 AM
- Yesterday
- Because zodius will be in the afk voice channel and you'll be in another
- Then you both disappear
- You telling me it's a coincidence?
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:17 AM
- Zodius was in the main chat yesterday with everyone else not that it matters
- cups♡ - Today at 11:17 AM
- And you were in the afk channel
- And then you werent
- And he wasn't in general
- And you were playing uo
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:18 AM
- If I was in the ark channel the I assume I was afk
- cups♡ - Today at 11:18 AM
- Where were you?
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:18 AM
- I play far to much UO but it's not all I do
- cups♡ - Today at 11:18 AM
- You got back from being afk
- And called him
- Why lie????
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:18 AM
- It's not a lie
- cups♡ - Today at 11:18 AM
- So you left the afk channel
- Why not just stay in it?
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:19 AM
- It wouldn't matter either way but it doesn't matter bc you will always assume
- cups♡ - Today at 11:19 AM
- Why quit if you aren't going to another chat?
- Why does zodius disappear when you leave the afk chat?
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:20 AM
- I told you I was talking to zodius the other day. It doesn't matter so why would I not tell you now?
- cups♡ - Today at 11:20 AM
- I'm not as naive as you think
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:20 AM
- I don't know why don't you ask him?
- I don't think you are naive
- cups♡ - Today at 11:20 AM
- Because it'd be weird. And you know O won't ask hin
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:20 AM
- I think you are paranoid and care to much about things that don't matter
- Then you stay upset
- cups♡ - Today at 11:22 AM
- You may not believe me but I love you very much. And when I get the sense the person I love thinks I'm a joke, blows me off for somebody else or dismisses me... it does upset me
- I am not weird I'm not into you romantically
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:22 AM
- But that's not even true
- And you get upset
- cups♡ - Today at 11:22 AM
- I just want to be like we were in December
- We were just friends but we were still very close
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:23 AM
- Like that time you blow up at me bc I was playing UO and listening to music and i was upset
- I even told you that and you exploded
- You want to go back to December then you are going to have to let things go
- I am by no means the best person
- But I can't fight against all of our issues and the fake ones too.
- cups♡ - Today at 11:27 AM
- Quit sexting guys. You trust total fucking morons like matty g. The guy who brags he fucked some girl in his and his ex wife's bed and came on her pillow as a fuck you. And brags about it in voice like we think that makes him cool. I won't ever bring matty up.again. I'm not trying to shame you..but you need to quit pairing off with guys. Fuck these 1 on 1 calls. Just fucking play with the guild not one single guy
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:27 AM
- Like on Saturday we could have had a good day playing UO
- But instead we are at least another step back.
- That sucks
- cups♡ - Today at 11:28 AM
- Except haze was having a meltdown
- And I was trying to talk him back from the ledge
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:28 AM
- That night
- Not that morning
- cups♡ - Today at 11:29 AM
- Friday night he found out about matty
- Saturday was the next day
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:29 AM
- So I am not good with days
- cups♡ - Today at 11:29 AM
- It changes the entire argument
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:29 AM
- Surprise surprise
- cups♡ - Today at 11:29 AM
- You didn't play Friday morning
- You were at work
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:30 AM
- Nah you got on and asked sat about tmaps
- And that's what I was talking about
- cups♡ - Today at 11:30 AM
- I was trying to stay out of it
- But
- You spent all week with zodius
- Even last night
- He steals you away to a diff channel
- I'm not part of your clique anymore
- I'm not mad I gave up
- You're right I got a lot or people I care about in werkt
- If I had to guess I'd say I'm leaving. But I need to talk to people first
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:34 AM
- What to talk about plots bc people are piping and doesn't want to talk over them?
- cups♡ - Today at 11:35 AM
- Eh
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:35 AM
- If you want to hear about@plots you can always move down a channel too
- cups♡ - Today at 11:35 AM
- If you believe that you are naive
- He wanted your attention 1 on 1
- He could pm you
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:35 AM
- Yeah that's not why I text D at all
- Or why I have been negotiating with tattors
- Silly me
- cups♡ - Today at 11:36 AM
- What??
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:37 AM
- You can't pick and choose who you are going to be upset with me about. It's not that I make new friends it's if they are dudes
- Bc I prove chat with pickles alll the time
- Totally fine
- cups♡ - Today at 11:37 AM
- Yeah but
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:38 AM
- And so you know
- I talk to pickles pretty much daily
- cups♡ - Today at 11:38 AM
- The likelihood of you sending her nudes is way less than some random dude
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:38 AM
- I issues
- Don't even care
- cups♡ - Today at 11:38 AM
- Like just stop
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:38 AM
- :rolling_eyes:
- So are nudes an issue or us playing together and being friends ?
- cups♡ - Today at 11:39 AM
- I probably shouldn't care or get jealous
- But I do
- You are addicted to male attention
- I know you'll get mad hearing that
- I get it
- Attention is good. Feels good
- But don't forget everyone else
- When I said the other day if you put all your focus on your new friends you'll lose your old ones I meant it
- Haze is gone
- I'm on the brink
- Is it worth losing us to talk dirty to some random guy you met on discord because he was selling a pink hat?
- Just quit this
- Haze and I always put you first. Never ignored you for a new person
- But you are opposite
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:45 AM
- I am obv not the only one that likes attention
- Haze isn't gone bc of me
- cups♡ - Today at 11:45 AM
- Yes he is whitney
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:45 AM
- He wouldn't still talk to me if so
- We talked about it
- cups♡ - Today at 11:45 AM
- He loves you
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:46 AM
- He said you would do this
- I know
- I know love him too
- cups♡ - Today at 11:46 AM
- Yeah probably because he told me
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:46 AM
- He is fully aware
- cups♡ - Today at 11:46 AM
- And he knew how upset I got
- And knew I'd tell you
- Because I can't keep a secret
- So he told you cups will say I quit over you
- But I didn't really
- Even though he did
- Look it's whatever
- Haze was leaving anyway
- Matty G just put him in the express lane
- But you should think about it. About how pairing off with new people makes your other friends feel
- I don't expect anything to change
- Ace Mason has a nice voice
- Maybe he can be the next guy after zodius
- Same old shit
- Quit hurting people for sport
- Lbe honest
- I'm done saying mean shit
- I just am so fucking sick of the same old same old
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:51 AM
- And with that you don't know me at all
- cups♡ - Today at 11:51 AM
- I do know you
- I didn't mean it
- I don't think you do it for sport
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:52 AM
- I gtg the company is here with lunch. Good talk
- cups♡ - Today at 11:52 AM
- But you don't care enough about how it'll hurt the other person to not get involved in the first place
- Yeah see you later
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:53 AM
- Should really think about what I said about eqms
- cups♡ - Today at 11:53 AM
- My decision isnt final
- Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:55 AM
- We all have issues
- Gotta except that and let go
- cups♡ - Today at 12:27 PM
- I just spent so much time being first with you. We did everything together. I can't handle being second or third or fourth.. especially to random new people or especially weirdos like wiid who have zero personality. It's like they say, if you aren't first, you're last. I don't do it for you anymore. And that makes me act out and pick fights. No good for either of us. Might be better to go. Enjoy your lunch. Maybe we talk later after we think about what we said
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