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  1. cups♡ - Today at 10:29 AM
  2. Ok
  3. You know haze quit
  4. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:30 AM
  5. You also mentioned it to me the other day
  6. Yes
  7. Extended break
  8. cups♡ - Today at 10:30 AM
  9. Do you know why
  10. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:30 AM
  11. Several reasons yes
  12. cups♡ - Today at 10:31 AM
  13. I talked to him yesterday. When he was finishing up
  14. We talked for an hour or so. It made me very sad
  15. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:31 AM
  16. Yeah :frowning:
  17. Going to miss him
  18. Still can talk but it's not the same
  19. cups♡ - Today at 10:32 AM
  20. He's going off the grid. No skype or discord or uo
  21. If you care, you'll keep this between us
  22. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:34 AM
  23. Of course I care
  24. cups♡ - Today at 10:43 AM
  25. He told me before you guys were a little dirty or whatever. Phone calls, chatting, etc. But yesterday, when he was transferring his steed and getting ready to quit... he revealed to me that it was more than that. That you two were a thing after me. And he was heart broken still. And his heart wasn't going to heal being around you. He never told me because he didn't want to hurt me. Thinking I would get mad at him. Or resent him. It all made sense. I cried. All the tines I vented to him about you. About you ignoring me for someone new and how I so desperately wanted to get your attention back but couldn't. He had the same feelings.. but was too afraid to tell me. He's heartbroken. Me too. I will not scold you for the matty g thing. Hopefully you realize how gross and low that is. But it killed haze. And he's leaving because it's too hard for him to be around you. And I'm leaving for the same reason. I'm proud of haze and I love him. He's got more balls than me. Quitting entirely. I'm just leaving werkt. Too hard to see you disappear to be with zodius every day and night. That used to be me. But I have lost the ability to even compete for your attention. I'm gone. I don't have anything against zodius. I worry for him. I'm not angry. I'm not anything. I just realize that nothing will ever change if I keep on the same course. I love you. Whitney. But it's bad for my mental health to stick around. If it wasn't zodius it'd be someone else. I just need to be free
  26. I talked to gluttony last night. As soon as I talk to myth it's a done deal.
  27. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:47 AM
  28. I think you will regret that honestly and I am not sure there is any turning back once it's done.
  29. I hate that you feel like you have to leave bc of me.
  30. It's not going to change anything in that department
  31. You will assume just like you do now.
  32. You have a ton of good friends in werkt
  33. cups♡ - Today at 10:48 AM
  34. Yeah, get mad at me
  35. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:49 AM
  36. Seems silly to leave them to be with mostly dick heads that will use you.
  37. cups♡ - Today at 10:49 AM
  38. Can't just put your weapons down for a minute
  39. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:49 AM
  40. I am not angry with you.
  41. cups♡ - Today at 10:49 AM
  42. You used me.
  43. So what if eqms does
  44. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:49 AM
  45. Just don't want you to make a big mistake bc we are friends and I do care.
  46. cups♡ - Today at 10:50 AM
  47. I'm going to wait a few days
  48. I don't know how to tell myth
  49. I'm not trying to be a dick when I ask this
  50. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:52 AM
  51. Haze didn't leave bc of me
  52. cups♡ - Today at 10:52 AM
  53. But have you ever thought about just quitting doing what you do
  54. Yes he did
  55. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:52 AM
  56. We talked yesterday and today
  57. cups♡ - Today at 10:52 AM
  58. He won't tell you
  59. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:52 AM
  60. Oh I know I hurt him
  61. It I am not the reason he is taking a break
  62. cups♡ - Today at 10:52 AM
  63. You hurt me too
  64. Why don't you stop hurting people?
  65. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:53 AM
  66. Working on it
  67. cups♡ - Today at 10:53 AM
  68. Yeah
  69. Start by quitting whatever you and zodius are doing
  70. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:54 AM
  71. Playing UO and being friendly?
  72. What's the point of playing UO if you dont play with people
  73. cups♡ - Today at 10:54 AM
  74. You used to get so angry at me saying I assume you are up to no good I must have a low opinion of you. And how if I cared about you I wouldn't make those assumptions.
  75. But I was right
  76. You were doing the shit I was assuming
  77. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:55 AM
  78. You are not always right
  79. Most of the time you sent even close
  80. Not sure why you are wanting to fight with me about the same shit that will get us no where
  81. cups♡ - Today at 10:56 AM
  82. I'm done fighting with you whitney
  83. Like I said
  84. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:56 AM
  85. You use to know a lot about me but you don't any more. You just have jaded assumptions
  86. cups♡ - Today at 10:56 AM
  87. The things that upset me are never going to change
  88. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:56 AM
  89. Eqms will not fix that.
  90. cups♡ - Today at 10:56 AM
  91. I have to change what I want
  92. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:56 AM
  93. You dont want to play with me that's fine.
  94. But you are going to miss all of your other friends. So stay and play with them.
  95. cups♡ - Today at 10:57 AM
  96. I want to play with you more than anything. I have been rejected by you since January. My heart can't take it anymore
  97. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:57 AM
  98. People make UO UO
  99. cups♡ - Today at 10:57 AM
  100. My decision isnt final
  101. But 90%
  102. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 10:58 AM
  103. Then stop with this bs
  104. I told you time and time again
  105.  
  106. cups♡ - Today at 10:58 AM
  107. I already talked to gluttony
  108. Myth is my biggest worry
  109. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:00 AM
  110. Crappy messages about how horrible I am don't make me pumped about playing. You know you could ask when you are playing UO sometime to do stuff or i don't know take me up on my offers. It's exhausting trying to convince you to do anything sometimes. It's like you have this idea in your head of how things should be and if it doesn't fit perfectly into that image you are upset.
  111. cups♡ - Today at 11:01 AM
  112. The crappy messages don't come from nowhere
  113. They come because you ignore me
  114. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:01 AM
  115. I don't send you all my shitty thoughts
  116. I would like the same respect
  117. cups♡ - Today at 11:03 AM
  118. You tell me Friday night let's do tmaps tomorrow. Saturday comes you go do tmaps with zodius in a private call and only when I pm you you say ok let's do maps, btw I'm already with zodius. You even said you don't really like tmaps. I also can't help but think when you'd invite gummy to farm with us and I'd say fuck that guy and you'd say don't worry I know him, he won't come, I'm just being nice. Yeah well you know me too
  119. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:04 AM
  120. Have you thought about how joining eqms is going to change anything about the hate you have for me?
  121. cups♡ - Today at 11:04 AM
  122. I don't hate you
  123. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:04 AM
  124. It's not. It's just going to make you further from your friends and the people that care about you.
  125. cups♡ - Today at 11:05 AM
  126. You think I hate you
  127. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:05 AM
  128. That's not exactly what happened on sat
  129. cups♡ - Today at 11:06 AM
  130. I'm so upset about you and me. But what do I do when I see a pink chest on a vendor? I buy it and put it in your house
  131. If I hated you I'd trash your battle bear
  132. But I'd never ever do that
  133. That's petty
  134. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:06 AM
  135. Not Peter!
  136. cups♡ - Today at 11:06 AM
  137. And I'm not petty
  138. Lol
  139. Ok that made me laugh
  140. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:07 AM
  141. :smiley:
  142. cups♡ - Today at 11:07 AM
  143. I don't know what I'm going to do
  144. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:07 AM
  145. Ok let me say this and then we don't have to ever discuss it again
  146. It's an example
  147. Saturday no one is doing shit except for some pvp. Zodius gets on and asks if I wanna do tmaps. So we go do tmaps. Dig up the first tmap and you pop on and ask what I am doing . So I tell you. You explode and call me and go bananas. I even told you I would do tmaps with you after that one was done.
  148. I didn't chose anyone over you.
  149. You were not even online
  150. cups♡ - Today at 11:11 AM
  151. I'm a jealous person
  152. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:11 AM
  153. Instead you got so mad i was playing UO with a friend that you didn't get on and do anything
  154. cups♡ - Today at 11:12 AM
  155. It's that you were up all night with him
  156. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:12 AM
  157. When we could have did tmaps together like we plained
  158. cups♡ - Today at 11:12 AM
  159. Then got together in the morning
  160. I can't even get my foot in the door
  161. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:12 AM
  162. It was like lunch time
  163. Just fucking ask
  164. Don't go crazy
  165. cups♡ - Today at 11:13 AM
  166. I get I overreacted
  167. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:13 AM
  168. I like people and I am friendly
  169. cups♡ - Today at 11:13 AM
  170. But when you play with him 1 on 1 every day for a week
  171. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:13 AM
  172. That's me
  173. cups♡ - Today at 11:13 AM
  174. Yeah
  175. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:14 AM
  176. I don't
  177. That's what you assume
  178. cups♡ - Today at 11:14 AM
  179. You did though...
  180. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:14 AM
  181. Tmaps are the only time I have just been playing with zodius
  182. cups♡ - Today at 11:14 AM
  183. That's what hurts. You meet a new guy and you pair off with him
  184. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:15 AM
  185. It's also the only time I do things with pickles
  186. Well and Easter mobs
  187. cups♡ - Today at 11:15 AM
  188. You were in private call yesterday were you doing maps
  189. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:15 AM
  190. But they are gone :frowning:
  191. I was not in a private call yesterday
  192. cups♡ - Today at 11:15 AM
  193. Lol
  194. You in another discord then?
  195. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:16 AM
  196. I also prove call pickles but that's ok
  197. When?
  198. cups♡ - Today at 11:16 AM
  199. Yesterday
  200. Because zodius will be in the afk voice channel and you'll be in another
  201. Then you both disappear
  202. You telling me it's a coincidence?
  203. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:17 AM
  204. Zodius was in the main chat yesterday with everyone else not that it matters
  205. cups♡ - Today at 11:17 AM
  206. And you were in the afk channel
  207. And then you werent
  208. And he wasn't in general
  209. And you were playing uo
  210. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:18 AM
  211. If I was in the ark channel the I assume I was afk
  212. cups♡ - Today at 11:18 AM
  213. Where were you?
  214. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:18 AM
  215. I play far to much UO but it's not all I do
  216. cups♡ - Today at 11:18 AM
  217. You got back from being afk
  218. And called him
  219. Why lie????
  220. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:18 AM
  221. It's not a lie
  222. cups♡ - Today at 11:18 AM
  223. So you left the afk channel
  224. Why not just stay in it?
  225. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:19 AM
  226. It wouldn't matter either way but it doesn't matter bc you will always assume
  227. cups♡ - Today at 11:19 AM
  228. Why quit if you aren't going to another chat?
  229. Why does zodius disappear when you leave the afk chat?
  230. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:20 AM
  231. I told you I was talking to zodius the other day. It doesn't matter so why would I not tell you now?
  232. cups♡ - Today at 11:20 AM
  233. I'm not as naive as you think
  234. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:20 AM
  235. I don't know why don't you ask him?
  236. I don't think you are naive
  237. cups♡ - Today at 11:20 AM
  238. Because it'd be weird. And you know O won't ask hin
  239. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:20 AM
  240. I think you are paranoid and care to much about things that don't matter
  241. Then you stay upset
  242. cups♡ - Today at 11:22 AM
  243. You may not believe me but I love you very much. And when I get the sense the person I love thinks I'm a joke, blows me off for somebody else or dismisses me... it does upset me
  244. I am not weird I'm not into you romantically
  245. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:22 AM
  246. But that's not even true
  247. And you get upset
  248. cups♡ - Today at 11:22 AM
  249. I just want to be like we were in December
  250. We were just friends but we were still very close
  251. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:23 AM
  252. Like that time you blow up at me bc I was playing UO and listening to music and i was upset
  253. I even told you that and you exploded
  254. You want to go back to December then you are going to have to let things go
  255. I am by no means the best person
  256. But I can't fight against all of our issues and the fake ones too.
  257. cups♡ - Today at 11:27 AM
  258. Quit sexting guys. You trust total fucking morons like matty g. The guy who brags he fucked some girl in his and his ex wife's bed and came on her pillow as a fuck you. And brags about it in voice like we think that makes him cool. I won't ever bring matty up.again. I'm not trying to shame you..but you need to quit pairing off with guys. Fuck these 1 on 1 calls. Just fucking play with the guild not one single guy
  259. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:27 AM
  260. Like on Saturday we could have had a good day playing UO
  261. But instead we are at least another step back.
  262. That sucks
  263. cups♡ - Today at 11:28 AM
  264. Except haze was having a meltdown
  265. And I was trying to talk him back from the ledge
  266. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:28 AM
  267. That night
  268. Not that morning
  269. cups♡ - Today at 11:29 AM
  270. Friday night he found out about matty
  271. Saturday was the next day
  272. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:29 AM
  273. So I am not good with days
  274. cups♡ - Today at 11:29 AM
  275. It changes the entire argument
  276. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:29 AM
  277. Surprise surprise
  278. cups♡ - Today at 11:29 AM
  279. You didn't play Friday morning
  280. You were at work
  281. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:30 AM
  282. Nah you got on and asked sat about tmaps
  283. And that's what I was talking about
  284. cups♡ - Today at 11:30 AM
  285. I was trying to stay out of it
  286. But
  287. You spent all week with zodius
  288. Even last night
  289. He steals you away to a diff channel
  290. I'm not part of your clique anymore
  291. I'm not mad I gave up
  292. You're right I got a lot or people I care about in werkt
  293. If I had to guess I'd say I'm leaving. But I need to talk to people first
  294. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:34 AM
  295. What to talk about plots bc people are piping and doesn't want to talk over them?
  296. cups♡ - Today at 11:35 AM
  297. Eh
  298. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:35 AM
  299. If you want to hear about@plots you can always move down a channel too
  300. cups♡ - Today at 11:35 AM
  301. If you believe that you are naive
  302. He wanted your attention 1 on 1
  303. He could pm you
  304. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:35 AM
  305. Yeah that's not why I text D at all
  306. Or why I have been negotiating with tattors
  307. Silly me
  308. cups♡ - Today at 11:36 AM
  309. What??
  310. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:37 AM
  311. You can't pick and choose who you are going to be upset with me about. It's not that I make new friends it's if they are dudes
  312. Bc I prove chat with pickles alll the time
  313. Totally fine
  314. cups♡ - Today at 11:37 AM
  315. Yeah but
  316. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:38 AM
  317. And so you know
  318. I talk to pickles pretty much daily
  319. cups♡ - Today at 11:38 AM
  320. The likelihood of you sending her nudes is way less than some random dude
  321. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:38 AM
  322. I issues
  323. Don't even care
  324. cups♡ - Today at 11:38 AM
  325. Like just stop
  326. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:38 AM
  327. :rolling_eyes:
  328. So are nudes an issue or us playing together and being friends ?
  329. cups♡ - Today at 11:39 AM
  330. I probably shouldn't care or get jealous
  331. But I do
  332. You are addicted to male attention
  333. I know you'll get mad hearing that
  334. I get it
  335. Attention is good. Feels good
  336. But don't forget everyone else
  337. When I said the other day if you put all your focus on your new friends you'll lose your old ones I meant it
  338. Haze is gone
  339. I'm on the brink
  340. Is it worth losing us to talk dirty to some random guy you met on discord because he was selling a pink hat?
  341. Just quit this
  342. Haze and I always put you first. Never ignored you for a new person
  343. But you are opposite
  344. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:45 AM
  345. I am obv not the only one that likes attention
  346. Haze isn't gone bc of me
  347. cups♡ - Today at 11:45 AM
  348. Yes he is whitney
  349. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:45 AM
  350. He wouldn't still talk to me if so
  351. We talked about it
  352. cups♡ - Today at 11:45 AM
  353. He loves you
  354. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:46 AM
  355. He said you would do this
  356. I know
  357. I know love him too
  358. cups♡ - Today at 11:46 AM
  359. Yeah probably because he told me
  360. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:46 AM
  361. He is fully aware
  362. cups♡ - Today at 11:46 AM
  363. And he knew how upset I got
  364. And knew I'd tell you
  365. Because I can't keep a secret
  366. So he told you cups will say I quit over you
  367. But I didn't really
  368. Even though he did
  369. Look it's whatever
  370. Haze was leaving anyway
  371. Matty G just put him in the express lane
  372. But you should think about it. About how pairing off with new people makes your other friends feel
  373. I don't expect anything to change
  374. Ace Mason has a nice voice
  375. Maybe he can be the next guy after zodius
  376. Same old shit
  377. Quit hurting people for sport
  378. Lbe honest
  379. I'm done saying mean shit
  380. I just am so fucking sick of the same old same old
  381. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:51 AM
  382. And with that you don't know me at all
  383. cups♡ - Today at 11:51 AM
  384. I do know you
  385. I didn't mean it
  386. I don't think you do it for sport
  387. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:52 AM
  388. I gtg the company is here with lunch. Good talk
  389. cups♡ - Today at 11:52 AM
  390. But you don't care enough about how it'll hurt the other person to not get involved in the first place
  391. Yeah see you later
  392. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:53 AM
  393. Should really think about what I said about eqms
  394. cups♡ - Today at 11:53 AM
  395. My decision isnt final
  396. Buttercupđź’• - Today at 11:55 AM
  397. We all have issues
  398. Gotta except that and let go
  399. cups♡ - Today at 12:27 PM
  400. I just spent so much time being first with you. We did everything together. I can't handle being second or third or fourth.. especially to random new people or especially weirdos like wiid who have zero personality. It's like they say, if you aren't first, you're last. I don't do it for you anymore. And that makes me act out and pick fights. No good for either of us. Might be better to go. Enjoy your lunch. Maybe we talk later after we think about what we said
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