* Anthy cuddles tight
* Cassie snuggles on
<Anthy> love my wife
<Cassie> love this kiwi
<Anthy> good
<Anthy> i helped?
<Cassie> yes
<Anthy> really?
<Anthy> don't/didn't feel like
<Anthy> was too depressed to help talk to atma
<Cassie> You did
<Cassie> But she was still here when I woke up, and you were still here.  you were struggling but you did help
* Cassie cuddles
<Anthy> i did?
<Cassie> Yeah
<Anthy> i'll try to believe that
<Cassie> Kept Atma safe, at least enough
<Cassie> Girls gotta work together
<Anthy> yes
<Anthy> always feel like you're the one actually helping her work through stuff tho, and im just
<Anthy> i dunno
<Cassie> I can do that because of what I've been through and learned
<Cassie> And I'm not a professional.  I feel helpless too
<Cassie> But she does love you and you do help
* Anthy hugs tight
* Cassie hugs
<Anthy> circumstances wife for circumstances husband
<Cassie> We don't have the same skills or background but you matter too
<Anthy> thank you
<Cassie> I'm glad you haven't had to go through that stuff
<Anthy> that's actually what atma said too a bit ago
<Cassie> I was pretty Atma-like at some point
<Cassie> Not as...  outward about it, but about as self destructive
* Anthy holds tight
<Cassie> I had to learn how to live or accept I was gonna die, eventually
<Cassie> Managed to make it through
<Anthy> also directly with Gender can't have helped either
<Cassie> Glad I did
* Cassie smooches and hugs
* Anthy kisses
<Cassie> was worth it for Atma and you girls
<Anthy> i-im glad
<Anthy> can I show atma all this?
<Cassie> if you want