Thank you <3

Hi,

I should have made this much earlier, but before I say anything else, let me say this: Thank you all for an amazing last few years on twitch. I've had some of the best times of life hanging out in various people's streams and even got to meet some of you in real life. I'm making this pastebin to admit the fact that my joy of streaming has left and I am not motivated at all as of right now to stream. Technical issues, real life situation and my overall mental state has just depressed me to the point I don't want to do anything right now.

I haven't been talking to practically anyone these last 2 weeks. If you were concerned about me, you were right to think so. The whole nonsense about getting locked out of my twitch account for a week was bad enough, then my headphones practically stopped working. This all coupled with the fact that things in my actual life aren't as good as they could be just destroyed me both emotionally and mentally. For this reason, I am taking time off.

This will be an indefinite hiatus; I don't know if I'll be back in a few days or if I'll be back at all. I'm sorry for abandoning you all like this, it really makes my heart ache just typing this. But I just want you all to know that no matter what happens, I appreciate what you've all done for me. If you're one of my best friends or we haven't talked in a great while, just know that you've changed my life for the better. You can still talk to me on discord and twitter if you so choose to, the only thing I won't be looking at as of right now is my twitch.

I have no idea what I want to do as of right now. I've been pushing the whole "I'll be back in a few days, I promise" thing ever since getting back into my twitch account, but the week where I was forced off my twitch account made me reconsider what I really wanted to do with my life. I was doing you all a disservice with fake promises and it stressed me out way too much on top of what I'm already dealing with. I greatly apologize for this and I hope you forgive me, but you aren't obligated to. If you even clicked on this pastebin to get a small idea of what's going on, let alone read it to this point, then that's all I can truly ask for. I have too many thoughts on what my next move will be, returning to twitch, returning to youtube even, or just figuring out what I'm actually going to do with my life.

I'll figure out my situation as soon as I can, if this is the end of what I do online then I can say I enjoyed every minute of it. Thank you all for making these last few years of my life the greatest, I'll hold on to this for the rest of my life.

Thank you for everything,

Mist