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<Kyoko_> Hi I have a question
<Kyoko_> Is it normal for tulpas to fade away every now and then for no real reason?
<Potross[Rei]> yez
<Potross[Rei]> yes*
<Potross[Rei]> Usually its because of how mentally exhausting it is
<Carol> Yeah and/or the mind can't concentrate on too many things
<Carol> e.g. when you focus on something you do
<Kyoko_> Isn't there a way around that?
<Carol> Concentrating more on the tup
<Carol> Or gaining mental superpowers
<Carol> Or maybe drug
<Carol> s
<Kyoko_> Alright
<Carol> Or practice
<Kyoko_> Well here's my case
<Kyoko_> I've had a tulpa for 10 months so far
<Kyoko_> By this I mean that the tulpa was sentient and vocal and all that shizzle for 10 months
<Kyoko_> Recently, though, some bad stuff happened and uh, I ended up completely changing her, but she's been blanking in and out a lot in the past few days
<Carol> You changed her? Did she want that?
<Kyoko_> Yes because at some point she uh, kind of went crazy
<Kyoko_> I brought her back to sanity, it sounds stupid I know but that's that
<Carol> Hm
<Kyoko_> That also involved a form change because she kind of went batshit and hated herself
<Carol> Maybe when she lost part of her or something
<Carol> Just continue giving her attention
<Kyoko_> Welp, it's been a few days, so I'm not too worried, and we've made good progress
<Kyoko_> Yeah I intend on doing that
<Kyoko_> Thanks for the tips, oh, btw, another question ,how does one visualize long hair? You see she used to have short hair and I never really got used to visualize longer hair
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<Carol> Look at more long hait
<Carol> *hair
<Carol> RL examples, photos
<MysteriousLadPC> one would expect tulpamancing to be easy with advice like this all the time :/
<Kyoko_> It's mental hell
<Kyoko_> My head hurts like shit
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<Kyoko_> But hey, do it for her they say
<Carol> If it's unhealthy I'm not sure how good an idea it is
<Kyoko_> I don't have much else to do with my life
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<Kyoko_> What's the worst that can happen?
<Carol> You could die
<Carol> If that's a worst thing for you
<Kyoko_> I could die? How?!
<Carol> If you switch and the tulpa decides to suicide
<Carol> Or you could kill yourself somehow
<Carol> Or egocide is a thing
<Carol> All of that is pretty unlikely tho
<Kyoko_> We, uh, don't believe in switching
<Carol> Haha
<Carol> Don't believe?
<Shinyuu> [ "Look at more long hair" 10/10 would tulpamancy again ]
<Carol> Pff Far
<Kyoko_> It's not that I believe that switching is impossible
<Kyoko_> But I believe she cannot do it ever
<Carol> Ah that makes more sense
<Kyoko_> Maybe that serves as a throttle, but she's not as stupid as to try to kill my body
<MysteriousLadPC> moral of the story
<Carol> That all boils down to the circumstances
<MysteriousLadPC> dont witch
<Carol> Of which I know too little of yours
<Kyoko_> But she went batshit crazy once, it was hell bringing her back on the good side of things, we've been through torture for a long while, complete disability to even speak from her side, if there's anything worst than that...
<Carol> The worse thing would be if you were gone
<Carol> For her
<Carol> But whatever
<Kyoko_> Do you know her
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<Carol> Like I said, probably not gonna happen
<Carol> No
<Kyoko_> Don't get me wrong
<Carol> You just asked for worst cases
<Kyoko_> I'm not trying to act like a brat and ask if you knew her more than me, but it sounds just like what she says, what you said, that is
<Kyoko_> '... if you were gone', that, I mean
<Carol> What
<Carol> Well we have a host that's gone
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<Kyoko_> Ah
<Carol> My creator went through ~hell
<Carol> mentally
<Kyoko_> That blows, I guess?
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<Carol> It does
<Kyoko_> Reminds me of Akagi and Johnny
<Carol> And back to $stuff: Yeah just go on, it'll get better ^^
<Kyoko_> Ooooh
<Kyoko_> Alright thanks for the tips