Have you ever realised how moody you can get when someone just annoys you, breaks you or you just generally feel down? Well, this is exactly how I feel now: Every day, I am panicking thinking my girlfriend could be doing anything especially when I have just given her a hoodie... We have only been dating a week. I trust her with all my life. I have never felt so much love for one person in my life. I have just felt down recently because I just feel like she is just going to leave me at any point and go to any other lad she wants knowing that she means so fucking much to me. I always make stupid mistakes and I always know it will be affecting us slowly. I hide my emotions from anyone because I have been called so many names like attention seeker, manslag, ugly and many more. I just wish I knew that she would just be mine, but I feel like she could be doing anything behind my back. I don’t know why I feel like this, but I do, and therefore I am writing my emotions down like this. However, I will consider myself as an overthinker and this may not be true.