CAIN / alixtal

   ✧ ❝ YOU NEVER WALK ALONE. ❞

+ note | i already applied once for beatrice and i didn't got chosen and i saw you needed more applicants for cain with namjoon as their love interest so here i am lmao

+ wattpad username | alixtal
+ password | i miss you
+ slot | cain
+ backup slot | (im applying for cain since you need more applicants)



   ✧❝ SPRING DAY. ❞

+ birth name | park so young
+ nickname(s) | shorty by everyone since she's on the shorter side.

+ age | 22 (int.) 23 (kr.)
+ birthdate | february 21st, 1995
+ height & weight | 160cm & 49kg

+ birthplace & hometown | daegu, south korea & daegu, south korea.
+ nationality & ethnicity | fully korean

+ faceclaim | kang tae ri, instagram | @taeri_taeri
+ backup faceclaim | son hwa min, instagram | @hwa.min



   ✧❝ HOLD ME TIGHT. ❞

+ personality |
smiley, bright and fun, the type of person you'd like to start a friendship with. even with her personality being childlike, she knows when to be serious, meaning that when things aren't as bright as they use to be, she will tone it down and keep quiet for a while. she is slightly naive, believing things said by others and superstitions she sees online. she doesn't like to be alone, and when she is, she will call her entire contact list until someone agrees to come over. she is very social and talks a lot, to much to some persons liking. she is also every aunt like, type to pinch your cheeks and buy you ice cream when she feels like it. even though she seems bright and cheerful, she has a very bad temper and can get mad easily. she always curses when she mad, but is the type to apologize for it afterwards. she is also be the least patient one of the group and can't stand waiting for too long or people annoying her. she is also the one who steals bites of food from others and pretends like she didn't.

+ background |
soyoung had the perfect life everyone envied. loving and wealthy parents, bright personality, good grades and lots of love. she was born in daegu and grew up there until the age of 12, where everything turned upside down. on december 1st 2007, both of her parents got in a car accident, the cause of death of her beloved mother. her dad's injuries where far from minor. she spent the whole month of december in the hospital, watching over her dad, spending her christmas next to her fast asleep father. the next day, her dad wasn't breathing anymore. they were gone, but she was still alive. new year came. the first new year without her mother, her dad and her usual self. she was put in new families, where it didn't felt the same. she left at 18, wanting to pursue her life, to start new and fully live her life. she worked 3 part time jobs while attending school, but she still found herself homeless and starving in the lonely streets of daegu. still smiling as life went by, her classmates had no idea. that was until she started taking the pills.


+ likes |
she likes fashion, to dress up, makeup, strawberry flavoured things, pineapple and guava juice, tea with milk and sugar, getting her nails done, passing her fingers through people's hair, smiling, pink and yellow things.

+ dislikes |
 she dislikes mangoes and papayas, sweating, antisocial people, people that bites their nails, public bathrooms, black coffee and the smell of cigarettes.

+ trivia | soyoung sneezes. a lot. she's been told that her sneeze sounds like a cat's, which is iconic since she's allergic to cats. she's a fan of alternative music and ballads. she has the habit of tapping her feets on the ground and moving around her chair when she's seated. she fears bugs, ghosts, the dark and heights. her pet peeve are public restrooms, even motel restrooms. just the thought of other people showering in the same place as her grosses her out.



   ✧❝ DEAD LEAVES. ❞

+ what's your dream? |
my dream? happiness. i want happiness. something that people think i own, but it's something i pretend to have. happiness is something so hard to reach when your life is drowned in worries and darkness. i want to stop pretending that i am. i wish i could be happy again. please make me happy again.

+ what's your favorite memory? |
my favourite memory was in my childhood years, when my father, my mother and i went on a trip, somewhere in the woods, where it would be just the three us. we would spend time around a small fire and sing songs. i guess this time is now far gone.

+ regrets? |
i don't regret. well.. i try to not regret. i want to be happy and regrets aren't something that will lead me to the right path. i think of regrets as something to better myself. to not do the same mistakes again.

+ do you believe in love? if so, how do you wish your story to go? |
the topic of love. obviously i believe in love. it's just about finding the right person, to take the time to care for that special someone that you carry in your heart. love isn't an easy thing. i want a happy ending. to be happy together until the end is such a cliche, but when you think about it, isn't that what everyone wants?


   ✧❝ LOVE IS NOT OVER. ❞

+ love interest | kim namjoon
+ backup | (im applying for namjoon since you need more applicants)

+ first impressions | his first impression of her was that she talked a lot. he kept silent and listened to her voice while on the other side, soyoung thought he was being too quiet.

+ relationship | friends at the beginning, dating later on. the like to fool around a lot. pranks and judging people together are their thing. soyoung always pinches his cheeks and pokes his dimples. namjoon likes to give her piggyback rides and peeling her nail polish off to annoy her.

+ couple trivia | the cheesy couple. baby (basically jagiya but jagiya is in korean and i always cringe when i see jagiya in a non-korean fic) and cutie are common nicknames and they are very comfortable so they don't mind looking bad around each other and they say a lot of "hey!" and "shut the fuck up, i love you more".



   ✧❝ LOVE IS NOT OVER. ❞

+ scene suggestions | when soyoung and namjoon are outside, in the dark, watching the night sky and talking about deep stuff and a scene where everyone is happy in a motel room, just hanging out. (i thought about them being in a fastfood a bit like in i need u but apparently they don't have a fastfood around lol) and maybe a little roadtrip? i don't know.

note; they're in the middle of nowhere. around them are simply life necessities such as convenience stores, grocery stores, a motel and a petrol station.

+ anything i missed? | i don't think so
+ message to lucee | second time applying lol