Friday, January 7, 2011 23:46:48
[23:46] guntrameverum: hey 'gain
[23:46] dr-brain@sbcglobal.net: Hey...
[23:46] dr-brain@sbcglobal.net: What's going on? 0_o
[23:46] guntrameverum: I'm not going to like
[23:47] guntrameverum: try to like, talk you out of it
[23:47] guntrameverum: but I was just kinda thinkin', like, I think you over-stepped quite a bit :x
[23:47] guntrameverum: I kinda.. told you from the beginning even that I liked Zak. >.< He's been my thing for a long time.. You were even mated then :x
[23:47] guntrameverum: It kinda seems like you asked him out like, as soooon as you possibly could!
[23:48] guntrameverum: I'm totally 100% accepting of all of this, just.. a little.. irritated?
[23:48] guntrameverum: I just figure
[23:48] guntrameverum: I want to talk about this before we actually
[23:48] guntrameverum: part
[23:49] dr-brain@sbcglobal.net: =x
[23:49] guntrameverum: sorry x-x
[23:49] guntrameverum: but
[23:49] guntrameverum: It never really hit me until a few minutes ago..
[23:49] guntrameverum: And you were there while I fought really hard for him :c
[23:50] guntrameverum: I mean
[23:50] guntrameverum: he turned me down because he felt like it'd be unfair to you T-T
[23:51] guntrameverum: I don't hate you
[23:51] guntrameverum: I still think you're a real cool guy..
[23:51] guntrameverum: but
[23:51] guntrameverum: :/
[23:52] guntrameverum: If we're going to ACTUALLY part
[23:53] guntrameverum: I don't want to hold back because you're my friend, I'm going to be honest.
[23:54] guntrameverum: I mean, it just upsets me a little..
[23:54] guntrameverum: It's not to make you feel guilty, but, well. :/
[23:57] guntrameverum: I'm sorry..
[23:59] guntrameverum: Well, y'there?
[23:59] guntrameverum: I came here to talk, not rant at you!
[23:59] guntrameverum: :p
[00:01] guntrameverum: I know of course you didn't MEAN to do it.
[00:01] guntrameverum: But still.
[00:03] guntrameverum: I'm sorry that I'm a little upset..
[00:03] guntrameverum: Are you sending me messages?
[00:04] guntrameverum: Meebo might be bugging out on me o:
[00:04] dr-brain@sbcglobal.net: Working on them.
[00:04] guntrameverum: Oh..
[00:04] guntrameverum: Well.
[00:04] guntrameverum: But, I mean, it's just kinda.. it feels bad because I just pulled myself out to be fair to you.
[00:06] guntrameverum: Well? x-x I want to head to bed after we talk!
[00:08] guntrameverum: Ryan? o-o
[00:10] dr-brain@sbcglobal.net: This is bloody ridiculous! 0_o
[00:10] guntrameverum: Kinda! :x