Statement on todays matters

I am just going to be using this pastebin to explain everything that happen today, show how this website has taken a lot from me, talk about the matter I had an apologize for it, and address the recent behavior that one account is doing to me and any other gimmick account owner. I wanna start out by saying that suicide is no joke and what you say about it on Twitter or anywhere can effect you and anyone around you. With that said, the account that has been joking about other people depression, stress and mindset by just plain posting screenshot of people making statement involving them self harming them shelves or messages that look like calls for help is the worse type of action that they can do. Trust me, there has been times when people have been harassed online and the victim commuting suicide the next day. Regardless if the person runs a gimmick account or not, they are still real people that have a real life. If it is any problem that this website has its the fact that people will just post ratio and not take any simple care on what the person is saying. It brings a toxic field around the person and with that causes a toxic fanbase. The reason this platform is what it is with the people being harass with each other is nobody taking responsibility and now taking message like this and twisting them into a negative light. Trust me, it is not a platform to be on with people that actually suffer for high levels of anxiety. I am aware that you can't be friends with everyone and they won't have anything nice to say, but it has gotten to the point where nobody's post are taken seriously.

Now I wanna quickly talk about how that gimmick coping account acts and the amount of toxic shit that they have done, the fact that they leave replies off on some of their post because they are scared of the backlash, and any kind of images taken out of context to mean something else. For example, they used something I said on discord months ago of course and they think its funny to bring up their past and say "look at this guy and his depression, should you really be following someone that acts like this" Do you really think that one post like that, which most people with a brain have forgotten about, who fully judge me that one post. NO! not to mention how he used an image that he found somehow from a conversation that was in a private group chat. That is what honestly got me to say something about it and needless to say I didn't handle it well, which I will address later, but leaking someone's private thoughts is not something that you should be doing and could effect their lives drastically. I am going to conclude this by saying to not interact with this account anymore and instead report it to Twitter Support. Its clear that they already broken several ToS rules on what they did to alone, but the fact that they got a bad criminal record to begin with is even more damming that they have not gotten suspended. Its a shame that Twitter will flat out not suspend people like them as they let this happen on their website seemly everyday and think that its fine to let someone else ruin people lives like that, and I really hope they are able to do so soon.

I wanna also state that I am also in the wrong for a bit as I may have scared most people that came on an account that shows characters going though more pain then her. This is something that I will take full responsible for and say that I am sorry for anyone that I scared with those message of me wanted to self harm myself. I should have just handle this situation in a more private setting rather then my whole gimmick account for all you guys to see, and hell I will take the unfollow hit again as it is rightful deserved. I won't do this anymore with the account and I promise to just stick with the gimmick itself. Yes I even have my own personal Twitter for stuff onside of Character Pains which I should have used instead but I chose not too. I will for sure give myself so more time to refresh and come back hard with the pains that you all follow for. I saw everyone's nice message and people that realized the wrong doing this people is causing and let's say I still thank you for taking matters in your own hands, and even coming into my dms to see through my problems. I just hope you can forgive me for all that horrible stuff I said about myself. I will even strait up deleted the app when I feel like this again. Please note again that suicide is not a joke and should not be used as a joke no matter how you say it, I am going to get the help I need to feel better and just sign off for the night. Take care, I love you all - Murphy