Eng Path of Blood (2018)

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We need to purge this movement
of darkness, of Steve.

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‐ How?
‐ We tell everyone.

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‐ The end is gonna be in Bali.

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‐ Who told you about Bali?
‐ I saw it.

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‐ What if you came
to work for me?

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I want you on the team
when I run for Governor.

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‐ I'm getting you out of here.
Come on.

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‐ Look, I‐I can't.

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‐ What is wrong with you?
‐ Don't‐‐

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‐ We have to cut off ties
and end the trip to Bali.

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‐ You won't get better
unless you leave this place.

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If you don't get better,
I can't love you.

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‐ Eddie, I believe in you.
I believe in this movement.

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I would destroy everything

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I worked so fucking hard
to put behind me!

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‐ Steve needs to be
written out of Revelation.

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‐ The Movement won't survive.

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‐ They are not here for Steve.
They are here for me.

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‐ No, I can't let you do that.
I won't let you do that.

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‐ I have lived without you,
Light, for so long,

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without your love,
without your warmth,

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but I beg you now‐‐

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come back to me.

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Come back to me.

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‐ Give me strength.

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Give me conviction.

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‐ Light that was
taken from me...

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Or left me to suffer alone...

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‐ That has given me hope...

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And reason.

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‐ Come back to me now.

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Come back to me.

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‐ Let me do right by you now.

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‐ Thank you for everything.

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‐ We've been preparing
for so long.

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‐ I can't believe
it's finally almost here.

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‐ Well, you've done amazing.

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Are you going to Bali with him?

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I'd come just to‐‐
‐ Bali is no longer happening.

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Yeah, um...

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we're no longer gonna
open a center there.

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The trip has been canceled.

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‐ Did I just hear you say that
Eddie won't be going to Bali?

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But isn't that where your
mother had the vision?

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I thought that that's
why we were here,

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to celebrate and plan.

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We just heard that
Bali isn't happening?

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‐ The Movement's
upcoming trip...

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has been temporarily...
canceled.

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‐ But that's where
you saw it happen.

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Tell us what this means.

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Does this mean
we have to keep waiting?

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You said it would
happen in our lifetime.

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‐ We're the ones
to build the new world.

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‐ Lilith...

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assure them,
as you always assure me.

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‐ The Movement will grow.

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The son will die.

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And the cleanse...

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the cleanse will come.

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‐ How is he?
‐ He misses you.

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‐ I put his Sophie
in here, diapers.

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He ate about an hour ago,

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so he should be good
till 11:00.

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‐ Hey!

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You got something
at the compound tonight?

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‐ Revelation.

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‐ What's that?
Uh, actually, you know what?

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Uh, don't tell me.

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Um, just put him in day care
when you have to go,

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and I'll pick him up
after work.

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‐ Okay. How's the job?

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‐ Good.
‐ Good.

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‐ How are you?

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‐ Hanging in.

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‐ You know I didn't
want to leave you, but...

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‐ No‐‐
‐ I‐I can't just keep going...

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‐ No, no, no, no‐‐
‐ And going and never getting‐‐

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‐ No, I‐I get it.
I‐I get it. I know.

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I know.

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Hey, look, c‐come on
the merry‐go‐round with us.

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‐ I'm late for work.
‐ Come on. Just one ride.

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It'll be fun.

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‐ Fun?
‐ Yeah.

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‐ Nothing in my life
is fun right now.

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I live in a Holiday Inn.
My heart is broken.

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And I actually like my job,
and I'm going to be late,

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and I‐‐

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I don't want to get
reeled back into you.

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‐ I promise, you won't.

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I want you to be happy, Mary.

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I really‐‐I really do.

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Look, come on.

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Come on, come on, come on.

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Hello, sir.

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Uh, three‐‐
three tickets, please.

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Thank you.

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Here, oh, let me take your bag.

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Oh, my God,
this thing weighs a ton.

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Come on, come on.

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Okay.

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Look, look, look, look.

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Yeah.

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‐ I'm going to tell
the membership at Revelation...

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everything.

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‐ People will have
a lot of questions.

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You're the only one who can say
what happened on Huayna Picchu,

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whether Steve saw a Ladder...

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or not.

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‐ Are you kidding me?

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This is bullshit.
This is utter and total crap.

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‐ It's not, Mom.

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‐ Steve was one
of my closest friends.

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More than a friend‐‐
he was family.

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‐ You know, I didn't want it
to be true either.

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‐ I'm going.
Let's go, let's go.

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‐ Who have you become?

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This is why you
put me in France...

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‐ No, Felicia.

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‐ So you could put together
this story.

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‐ This isn't a story.

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‐ I saw him climb The Ladder.

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I tried to climb after.

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‐ Yeah, that's what
you've told us.

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‐ I will not let you be abused
like this, Felicia. Let's go.

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‐ I know what happened,

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and I'm the only one left

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who can defend
against these lies,

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and I will do that.

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‐ Your word is the only one
that doesn't fit.

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‐ This is for you.

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This is self‐serving.
‐ I started this.

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I found Lilith. I discovered
The Hypoxian Cleanse‐‐

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‐ And that. Allegations
that Steve abused Cal?

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Steve was the only father
that boy ever had.

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‐ No, we are not naming names.

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‐ I just hope he's in on this,

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because if you're using him
for your smear‐‐

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‐ You know what?
That's enough.

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This is painful for all of us.

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It's why I couldn't see
Summer in the play.

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It is why I left The Movement.

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And none of us wants
to believe that this is true,

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but it is,

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and the sooner
that we accept it,

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we can move forward
as a community.

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‐ The community
will see through this.

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‐ Look, I promised...

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a Ladder to Enlightenment
that is illuminated...

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‐ Let's go.
‐ By Transparency.

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And that is what
I intend to give.

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‐ This will backfire.

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You'll lose everyone.

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‐ All right...

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buses are gonna
be here at 4:00

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to pick us up,
take us to the compound.

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‐ What's this
Revelation thing about?

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‐ I am as in the dark
as you guys.

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All I know is my dad said
it's important.

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He wants us all to be there,

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and he's gonna
tell us something.

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‐ Uh, I have plans tonight.
‐ Cancel them.

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‐ It's probably
about the rumors.

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‐ Everybody saw Cal
in that TV show. He killed it.

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‐ That doesn't mean that people
don't believe that article.

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‐ Do you think
we're shutting down?

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‐ Of course not.

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‐ Because I heard
Eddie disappeared again.

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‐ Okay, guys, here's the deal‐‐

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my dad is The Guardian
of The Light.

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He says to be somewhere, we go.

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Unless any of you happen to

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commune directly
with The Light?

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Jeremy?

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Cassie?

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You guys need...

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Revelation
more than anybody else.

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If you guys
aren't there tonight,

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don't bother coming
back here tomorrow.

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See you on the bus.

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‐ Yes? Who is it?

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‐ Hey.

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Uh, you got a minute?

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‐ Not really.

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So, um...

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Gede, he decided to pull
out of setting us up in Bali.

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You wouldn't know anything
about that, would you?

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‐ I killed it.

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‐ Why?

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Because of your mother?

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‐ Eddie, I'm really mad at you,

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but I also don't want you dead.

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You still believe in her.

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‐ I don't know
what I believe in,

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but I just know that I didn't
want to take any chances.

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‐ Um...

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look, Vera, I'm...

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I'm sorry...

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about what happened with us.

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‐ Yeah.

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Me‐‐me too.

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‐ Are you still a Meyerist?

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‐ I'm thankful
to The Meyerist Movement

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for helping me get
out of a very dangerous cult

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that is my mother.

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‐ Why don't you come back

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to work with us...

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as a Meyerist
or as a secular person?

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‐ Why would I do that?

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‐ Because I am sure
you're trying to figure out

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what you are going to do next,

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and you liked working with us.

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Plus, The Movement
is going to need you.

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‐ Why? Why‐‐why would
The Movement need me?

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‐ I am planning to reveal

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everything that I've learned
about your mother

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and Steve‐‐

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about who he was,

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what he stole,

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how he abused,

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and then I am going
to start over.

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You want my...

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last piece
of professional advice?

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Don't do it.

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Well, it's... going to happen,

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tonight at Revelation.

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‐ Why can't Revelation
be about acknowledging

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how far everyone's come,
optimism and future?

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Just let the past
stay in the past.

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‐ Because Steve
needs to be purged.

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‐ Steve chose you, Eddie.

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‐ No, he chose me to erase him.

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‐ This is not
going to erase him.

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This is all anyone
will ever talk about.

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‐ Then why don't you
help me make sure that

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that is not the case?

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Vera...

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help me rebuild.

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‐ Thank you
for meeting me here.

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‐ Of course. What is it?

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And‐‐and why here?

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‐ I know you're afraid, Lilith.

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‐ I'm not.
‐ You are.

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And I wanted to offer myself.

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‐ Offer yourself?

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‐ When my wife was killed,
there seemed little to live for

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but the hope you gave me
of a better world.

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‐ You've been so good to me.

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Everything I've seen
over the years

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has come to be true.

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I‐I don't understand
what it means

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when someone alters the future
like Vera has.

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I‐‐

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I don't‐‐I don't know
what happens next.

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‐ Maybe it wasn't Bali.

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Maybe Bali doesn't matter.

258
00:14:17,337 --> 00:14:20,301
In your vision, could you see
who it was that shot him?

259
00:14:20,301 --> 00:14:22,055
‐ No.

260
00:14:22,055 --> 00:14:23,390
‐ Why not me, then?

261
00:14:23,390 --> 00:14:24,977
‐ Do you even know
how to use a gun?

262
00:14:46,395 --> 00:14:48,065
‐ You aren't the one to do it.

263
00:14:50,444 --> 00:14:52,323
‐ Your cancer's
not getting better.

264
00:14:53,994 --> 00:14:58,210
The last MRI shows it's now
in your liver and lungs.

265
00:14:58,210 --> 00:15:01,551
There are so many ways to
fight it, and we will do that,

266
00:15:01,551 --> 00:15:04,305
but we can't lose you
before the end.

267
00:15:04,305 --> 00:15:06,853
We can't do it without you.

268
00:15:13,867 --> 00:15:15,369
‐
I'm supposed to speak

269
00:15:15,369 --> 00:15:17,290
at this EcoFaith Initiative
tomorrow.

270
00:15:17,290 --> 00:15:19,545
It's a faith‐based
environmental group.

271
00:15:19,545 --> 00:15:21,799
I don't know how those two
things aren't contradictory.

272
00:15:21,799 --> 00:15:23,720
But if we can get
the wackos on board

273
00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:26,517
with some of the science around
climate change, I'm for it.

274
00:15:28,103 --> 00:15:30,901
I'm sorry, did I offend you
with the, uh, "wackos" thing?

275
00:15:30,901 --> 00:15:33,698
‐ No, you didn't.
‐ So I'm boring you. Great.

276
00:15:33,698 --> 00:15:35,076
Can't even keep your attention.

277
00:15:35,076 --> 00:15:36,453
How am I gonna
win over this group

278
00:15:36,453 --> 00:15:38,207
of tree‐hugging Christians

279
00:15:38,207 --> 00:15:39,794
who probably already think
I'm an unrepentant sinner?

280
00:15:39,794 --> 00:15:41,547
‐ You're nothing of the sort.

281
00:15:41,547 --> 00:15:44,260
You're just a flawed human
being like the rest of us,

282
00:15:44,260 --> 00:15:46,348
seeking redemption.

283
00:15:46,348 --> 00:15:48,686
We all are.

284
00:15:48,686 --> 00:15:50,607
‐ Hmm.

285
00:15:50,607 --> 00:15:52,653
You okay?

286
00:15:52,653 --> 00:15:54,782
‐ I don't want to talk
about my personal life.

287
00:15:54,782 --> 00:15:56,493
‐ Okay.

288
00:15:56,493 --> 00:15:58,581
But I didn't ask.

289
00:15:58,581 --> 00:16:01,754
‐ I will help you talk
to the Green Christians.

290
00:16:01,754 --> 00:16:03,298
I'm all over it.

291
00:16:03,298 --> 00:16:06,681
You know, I'm just going
through, um...

292
00:16:06,681 --> 00:16:08,433
My life is, uh, changing‐‐

293
00:16:08,433 --> 00:16:10,522
Fuck. You know what? It is‐‐
it's so stuffy in here.

294
00:16:10,522 --> 00:16:12,191
Could we get some air?

295
00:16:12,191 --> 00:16:13,862
‐ Yeah, sorry, they sealed
those off a while ago.

296
00:16:13,862 --> 00:16:15,657
I think they thought
I was gonna jump.

297
00:16:15,657 --> 00:16:17,034
Or maybe someone from my staff.

298
00:16:17,034 --> 00:16:18,705
Hey, you know what?
I got an idea.

299
00:16:18,705 --> 00:16:19,707
Come with me.

300
00:16:19,707 --> 00:16:21,836
Here, take your coat.

301
00:16:25,342 --> 00:16:26,888
‐ Wow.

302
00:16:26,888 --> 00:16:28,265
‐ Right?

303
00:16:28,265 --> 00:16:30,436
Not bad as far as
fresh air goes.

304
00:16:30,436 --> 00:16:32,398
I mean...

305
00:16:32,398 --> 00:16:35,029
it's not a remote island
in the Caribbean,

306
00:16:35,029 --> 00:16:36,866
but it's an island...

307
00:16:36,866 --> 00:16:38,620
slightly more populated.

308
00:16:38,620 --> 00:16:40,999
‐ I didn't take you for a guy
that went up on the roof.

309
00:16:40,999 --> 00:16:42,961
Little "head in the clouds,"
don't you think?

310
00:16:42,961 --> 00:16:46,969
‐ Hey, I have my moments of
contemplation and perspective.

311
00:16:48,263 --> 00:16:51,269
And I come up here
to day‐drink.

312
00:16:51,269 --> 00:16:53,315
Away from prying eyes.

313
00:16:56,739 --> 00:16:58,910
‐ I left him‐‐Cal‐‐

314
00:16:58,910 --> 00:17:00,956
or I don't know,
we're separated.

315
00:17:00,956 --> 00:17:02,918
It's all very confusing.

316
00:17:02,918 --> 00:17:05,548
But, um... at least
I'll have more time,

317
00:17:05,548 --> 00:17:08,053
I guess, to focus.

318
00:17:08,053 --> 00:17:09,765
‐ I'm sorry.

319
00:17:11,309 --> 00:17:12,938
Oh...

320
00:17:14,315 --> 00:17:17,321
Um, I want‐‐

321
00:17:17,321 --> 00:17:19,117
Can I...
‐ I'll take a hug.

322
00:17:19,117 --> 00:17:20,954
I consent to a hug.

323
00:17:24,670 --> 00:17:26,757
‐ Uh, you'll be okay.

324
00:17:26,757 --> 00:17:28,845
‐ Can I do something
truly awful?

325
00:17:28,845 --> 00:17:30,472
‐ I think so.

326
00:17:30,472 --> 00:17:32,393
‐ I haven't smoked
in two years,

327
00:17:32,393 --> 00:17:34,565
and I bought a cigarette off
a homeless person this morning,

328
00:17:34,565 --> 00:17:36,318
and I really want to smoke it.

329
00:17:36,318 --> 00:17:38,531
‐ Well, smoke!

330
00:17:38,531 --> 00:17:40,535
Environment be damned!

331
00:17:44,918 --> 00:17:46,672
What's that?

332
00:17:49,678 --> 00:17:52,601
Is everything okay?

333
00:17:52,601 --> 00:17:55,022
‐ I‐I‐I have to go...

334
00:17:55,022 --> 00:17:57,611
Back to the compound.
‐ Okay.

335
00:17:57,611 --> 00:17:59,615
Can I help in any way?
‐ I need a car.

336
00:17:59,615 --> 00:18:00,867
‐ Okay.

337
00:18:33,683 --> 00:18:36,062
‐ She's been sitting
like that for hours,

338
00:18:36,062 --> 00:18:39,318
just staring out the window.

339
00:18:39,318 --> 00:18:41,991
‐ Did anything happen
after I left this morning?

340
00:18:41,991 --> 00:18:43,911
‐ After you destroyed us?

341
00:18:43,911 --> 00:18:45,414
No.

342
00:18:45,414 --> 00:18:48,128
She's been like that
since we came home.

343
00:18:57,522 --> 00:18:58,941
‐ Felicia?

344
00:18:58,941 --> 00:19:00,695
‐ Should I call a doctor?

345
00:19:00,695 --> 00:19:03,534
‐ Just give me a minute.

346
00:19:03,534 --> 00:19:05,789
‐ She's gone into
some kind of shock.

347
00:19:05,789 --> 00:19:08,961
‐ Is there something...

348
00:19:08,961 --> 00:19:11,675
Whatever it is,

349
00:19:11,675 --> 00:19:14,305
we will get through it,
I promise you,

350
00:19:14,305 --> 00:19:16,769
but you need to tell me.

351
00:19:16,769 --> 00:19:18,689
‐ What are you doing, Sarah?

352
00:19:18,689 --> 00:19:20,693
‐ We need to finish this.

353
00:19:20,693 --> 00:19:23,114
‐ We were doing 7R.

354
00:19:23,114 --> 00:19:25,369
‐ Yes.

355
00:19:25,369 --> 00:19:28,250
‐ Reflective.

356
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:31,047
Everything is revealed.

357
00:19:31,047 --> 00:19:33,301
‐ 115...

358
00:19:33,301 --> 00:19:35,640
94.

359
00:19:35,640 --> 00:19:37,434
‐ Concentrate.

360
00:19:37,434 --> 00:19:40,440
You must be able to recite it
backwards and forwards.

361
00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,696
‐ 115...

362
00:19:42,696 --> 00:19:45,075
94, 76,

363
00:19:45,075 --> 00:19:47,581
54, 32, 12,

364
00:19:47,581 --> 00:19:50,587
15... 7.

365
00:19:50,587 --> 00:19:52,674
‐ Forward.
Free yourself of delusions.

366
00:19:52,674 --> 00:19:54,678
‐ 7, 15,

367
00:19:54,678 --> 00:19:57,642
12, 32, 54,

368
00:19:57,642 --> 00:20:00,690
76, 94, 115.

369
00:20:00,690 --> 00:20:02,777
115, 94, 76, 54, 32...

370
00:20:02,777 --> 00:20:06,827
He told us
that he struggled...

371
00:20:08,330 --> 00:20:10,710
That he was ill.

372
00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:13,633
He said he had
unnatural thoughts

373
00:20:13,633 --> 00:20:15,469
that haunted him.

374
00:20:17,222 --> 00:20:19,226
‐ Thoughts about children?

375
00:20:20,688 --> 00:20:22,525
Thoughts about Cal?

376
00:20:22,525 --> 00:20:25,238
‐ I didn't know
about Cal specifically.

377
00:20:25,238 --> 00:20:27,493
‐ Oh, God.

378
00:20:27,493 --> 00:20:29,455
‐ We tried to reconcile,

379
00:20:29,455 --> 00:20:31,543
to make sense of why The Light

380
00:20:31,543 --> 00:20:34,800
would choose someone
so laden with Transgress

381
00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:36,804
to be our messenger.

382
00:20:38,599 --> 00:20:41,270
‐ Silas was there?
Silas knew, too.

383
00:20:41,270 --> 00:20:43,024
‐ Then we understood.

384
00:20:43,024 --> 00:20:46,364
The Light was testing us.

385
00:20:46,364 --> 00:20:48,451
It was testing our faith.

386
00:20:50,414 --> 00:20:53,003
We worked with him.

387
00:20:55,883 --> 00:20:58,471
We wouldn't give up
until we had cured him.

388
00:21:00,183 --> 00:21:02,021
‐ You didn't cure him.

389
00:21:05,444 --> 00:21:07,406
‐ We didn't know
what we know now

390
00:21:07,406 --> 00:21:10,203
about that sort of thing.

391
00:21:10,203 --> 00:21:12,499
We thought
we could make him well.

392
00:21:12,499 --> 00:21:15,338
We thought The Light
would make him well.

393
00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,514
We thought it had.

394
00:21:19,514 --> 00:21:21,685
I didn't know
that he had acted on it.

395
00:21:21,685 --> 00:21:23,606
I didn't know.

396
00:21:27,822 --> 00:21:29,826
‐ Hello?
‐ Is Cal there at Revelation?

397
00:21:29,826 --> 00:21:31,329
Can you see him?

398
00:21:31,329 --> 00:21:33,333
‐ Uh, no, I‐I haven't gone yet.

399
00:21:35,295 --> 00:21:36,799
‐ He's gonna kill himself,

400
00:21:36,799 --> 00:21:38,218
and Eddie's not answering
his phone.

401
00:21:38,218 --> 00:21:39,513
‐ Why would you say that?

402
00:21:39,513 --> 00:21:41,349
‐ He wrote a fucking note‐‐

403
00:21:41,349 --> 00:21:42,894
"In a place where
they won't find the body,

404
00:21:42,894 --> 00:21:44,438
and it will seem like
I've disappeared."

405
00:21:44,438 --> 00:21:46,234
He doesn't want me to deal‐‐
or‐‐or Forest.

406
00:21:46,234 --> 00:21:48,488
I‐I‐I need you
to help me, please.

407
00:21:48,488 --> 00:21:49,699
Please help me.

408
00:22:15,333 --> 00:22:17,839
‐ Hey. Glad you made it.

409
00:22:17,839 --> 00:22:20,093
‐ I hear he's gonna say
something epic tonight.

410
00:22:20,093 --> 00:22:22,389
‐ Let's‐‐let's hope so.

411
00:22:22,389 --> 00:22:24,059
‐ We're gonna be forced
to face ourselves,

412
00:22:24,059 --> 00:22:25,521
really face ourselves.

413
00:22:25,521 --> 00:22:27,482
That's what
Eddie Lane gives us.

414
00:22:42,847 --> 00:22:44,768
‐ Hey.
‐ Hey.

415
00:22:44,768 --> 00:22:46,855
‐ It's almost time.

416
00:22:46,855 --> 00:22:48,399
‐ Yeah.

417
00:22:48,399 --> 00:22:51,072
‐ We would have been
in Bali tonight.

418
00:22:51,072 --> 00:22:54,119
It might have been
your last night on Earth.

419
00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:57,292
We'll never know.

420
00:22:57,292 --> 00:22:59,421
‐ Don't do this.

421
00:22:59,421 --> 00:23:01,760
‐ Vera...
‐ I know.

422
00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:04,348
I know you think I am crazy

423
00:23:04,348 --> 00:23:06,645
for believing my mother,
but I do.

424
00:23:06,645 --> 00:23:09,818
She is a force
of anger and revenge,

425
00:23:09,818 --> 00:23:13,826
and that is real
and very powerful.

426
00:23:13,826 --> 00:23:16,707
But you, Eddie,
you're‐‐you're hope,

427
00:23:16,707 --> 00:23:19,420
and the world needs hope
right now.

428
00:23:22,134 --> 00:23:23,971
Please don't destroy this.

429
00:24:46,761 --> 00:24:48,557
‐ Hey, thank you.

430
00:24:48,557 --> 00:24:51,187
You know, I want to‐‐
I want to thank everyone

431
00:24:51,187 --> 00:24:54,234
for coming out tonight.

432
00:24:54,234 --> 00:24:56,907
For those of you who've been
with us a long time,

433
00:24:56,907 --> 00:25:00,413
I'm sure you're wondering
what Revelation is

434
00:25:00,413 --> 00:25:03,127
and where it came from.

435
00:25:03,127 --> 00:25:07,052
Well, that's the nature
of a Revelation.

436
00:25:07,052 --> 00:25:08,847
It strikes without warning.

437
00:25:08,847 --> 00:25:13,524
It breaks the way we see
the world entirely.

438
00:25:13,524 --> 00:25:17,907
Well, that's what
we are going to do tonight.

439
00:25:17,907 --> 00:25:21,790
We as a community
who seek Truth,

440
00:25:21,790 --> 00:25:24,712
we are going to
acknowledge the past

441
00:25:24,712 --> 00:25:28,094
and cleanse the wrongs.

442
00:25:47,508 --> 00:25:50,096
‐ Some things
have come to light

443
00:25:50,096 --> 00:25:53,436
about Dr. Steven Meyer,

444
00:25:53,436 --> 00:25:58,947
things that will be
difficult to reconcile.

445
00:26:03,749 --> 00:26:07,798
But at the end of all this,
I ask you to trust

446
00:26:07,798 --> 00:26:12,558
that I was chosen for a reason.

447
00:26:12,558 --> 00:26:17,275
Even though the man
who chose me...

448
00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:20,741
may have failed you,
I will not.

449
00:26:20,741 --> 00:26:23,079
Together,
we'll face our demons

450
00:26:23,079 --> 00:26:24,707
and reconcile the past.

451
00:26:24,707 --> 00:26:26,753
‐ What are you doing here?
‐ Mary called me.

452
00:26:26,753 --> 00:26:28,339
She said you wanted
to kill yourself

453
00:26:28,339 --> 00:26:29,967
in a place that
no one would find you,

454
00:26:29,967 --> 00:26:32,932
and this is the first place
that I thought of.

455
00:26:32,932 --> 00:26:35,269
She's very upset, Cal.

456
00:26:35,269 --> 00:26:37,273
‐ It'd be better for her
in the long run, and Forest.

457
00:26:37,273 --> 00:26:38,694
‐ Why?
‐ Sarah...

458
00:26:38,694 --> 00:26:40,363
‐ You have to talk to me.

459
00:26:40,363 --> 00:26:41,991
‐ I'm not talking to you
about this. You need to go.

460
00:26:41,991 --> 00:26:43,411
‐ Why would it be better
for Mary to lose you?

461
00:26:43,411 --> 00:26:45,123
‐ I should be
in the ground.

462
00:26:45,123 --> 00:26:47,293
I killed someone, and I could
do it again, believe me.

463
00:26:47,293 --> 00:26:49,423
I thought about, uh,
killing you and Eddie.

464
00:26:49,423 --> 00:26:51,093
‐ But you didn't...
‐ God, just‐‐

465
00:26:51,093 --> 00:26:52,805
‐ And you wouldn't.
‐ Get out of here, Sarah.

466
00:26:52,805 --> 00:26:54,433
‐ No, Forest, he needs you.
‐ I‐I'm asking you to go.

467
00:26:54,433 --> 00:26:55,686
‐ No, Cal.

468
00:26:55,686 --> 00:26:57,230
‐ Let me do this
the way I want.

469
00:26:57,230 --> 00:26:58,567
That's all I ask.
‐ Your son needs his father.

470
00:26:58,567 --> 00:26:59,861
I'm not
a fucking father, Sarah!

471
00:26:59,861 --> 00:27:01,238
‐ Yes, you are.
I've seen you.

472
00:27:01,238 --> 00:27:02,700
‐ What‐‐what,
carrying him around?

473
00:27:02,700 --> 00:27:04,244
Feeding him?
Anyone can do that.

474
00:27:04,244 --> 00:27:06,583
‐ No, that's not true.
‐ God, you have no idea!

475
00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:08,920
No idea!

476
00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:11,383
‐ I don't. I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to‐‐

477
00:27:11,383 --> 00:27:13,847
I know you suffer,

478
00:27:13,847 --> 00:27:16,143
but I also know
how good you are.

479
00:27:16,143 --> 00:27:18,230
‐ I‐‐uh, I'm sick.

480
00:27:18,230 --> 00:27:19,859
Uh, alcoholic salesman...

481
00:27:19,859 --> 00:27:21,403
‐ No.
‐ And it'll catch to them.

482
00:27:21,403 --> 00:27:22,907
It already has.
‐ No, I don't believe you.

483
00:27:22,907 --> 00:27:24,367
I have known you
since I was a child.

484
00:27:24,367 --> 00:27:25,787
‐ You didn't know me.

485
00:27:25,787 --> 00:27:27,541
I was already ruined.

486
00:27:27,541 --> 00:27:29,545
‐ No, I didn't know what was
happening, that's true,

487
00:27:29,545 --> 00:27:31,381
but I‐I knew you.
‐ Just go, Sarah.

488
00:27:31,381 --> 00:27:33,260
‐ I wanted to be around you.

489
00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:34,764
I‐I loved you.

490
00:27:34,764 --> 00:27:36,350
‐ Yeah, and look
what I did to you.

491
00:27:36,350 --> 00:27:38,020
‐ Anything that I did,
I did to myself.

492
00:27:38,020 --> 00:27:40,567
‐ Pl‐‐please‐‐please stop this.
I need this.

493
00:27:40,567 --> 00:27:44,575
‐ I called you
earlier this year.

494
00:27:44,575 --> 00:27:46,704
I was in...

495
00:27:46,704 --> 00:27:48,583
a ton of pain,

496
00:27:48,583 --> 00:27:51,004
and you were the only one

497
00:27:51,004 --> 00:27:52,716
I could ask for help.

498
00:27:52,716 --> 00:27:54,344
‐ Yeah, because I was
the only one

499
00:27:54,344 --> 00:27:56,558
fucked up enough to understand.
‐ Maybe.

500
00:27:56,558 --> 00:27:58,770
What's so bad about that, huh?

501
00:27:58,770 --> 00:28:01,693
What's so bad about having
the capacity to understand

502
00:28:01,693 --> 00:28:05,324
someone else who is
so steeped in self‐loathing?

503
00:28:05,324 --> 00:28:07,287
I don't know...

504
00:28:07,287 --> 00:28:11,003
what it is for someone
to take my innocence,

505
00:28:11,003 --> 00:28:14,175
to destroy every sense...

506
00:28:14,175 --> 00:28:16,013
of normalcy,

507
00:28:16,013 --> 00:28:17,683
of how you get over that,

508
00:28:17,683 --> 00:28:20,647
of how you have any sense
of how to make a life.

509
00:28:20,647 --> 00:28:24,487
But I do know that the ugliness
that you feel inside of you,

510
00:28:24,487 --> 00:28:26,491
it's not you.

511
00:28:26,491 --> 00:28:29,582
‐ It is me, Sarah.
‐ It's them.

512
00:28:29,582 --> 00:28:31,878
Your mom...

513
00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:33,840
your dad, Steve...

514
00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:35,217
‐ It is me.

515
00:28:35,217 --> 00:28:38,892
‐ It is not you.

516
00:28:38,892 --> 00:28:40,729
‐ I just‐‐I just
want to get over it.

517
00:28:40,729 --> 00:28:43,150
I just want‐‐
I want to be over it.

518
00:28:43,150 --> 00:28:45,822
I need to be over it.

519
00:28:45,822 --> 00:28:48,160
- ‐ This isn't the way, okay?
- ‐

520
00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:49,997
‐ This isn't the way.

521
00:28:53,253 --> 00:28:54,924
Not this way.

522
00:28:54,924 --> 00:28:57,763
‐ I just need to be over it.

523
00:28:57,763 --> 00:28:59,391
‐ Not this way.

524
00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:05,862
‐ We have uncovered...

525
00:29:05,862 --> 00:29:09,995
some early diaries
of Steve's...

526
00:29:12,543 --> 00:29:14,630
Diaries that were written

527
00:29:14,630 --> 00:29:18,805
long before his climb
on Huayna Picchu.

528
00:29:18,805 --> 00:29:21,309
Now, these journals,

529
00:29:21,309 --> 00:29:23,773
they had another writer.

530
00:29:23,773 --> 00:29:25,986
This writer

531
00:29:25,986 --> 00:29:28,908
was the first person
to have the vision

532
00:29:28,908 --> 00:29:31,455
of The Ladder.

533
00:29:31,455 --> 00:29:33,125
‐ Does this mean the
Jackson Neill article is real?

534
00:29:33,125 --> 00:29:36,173
‐ No, the Jackson Neill article

535
00:29:36,173 --> 00:29:39,262
was filled with half‐truths
with the intent to harm, okay?

536
00:29:39,262 --> 00:29:40,974
What I am telling you now

537
00:29:40,974 --> 00:29:44,355
is everything you need to know
to be the strongest,

538
00:29:44,355 --> 00:29:46,986
most powerful version

539
00:29:46,986 --> 00:29:49,617
of The Light.

540
00:29:49,617 --> 00:29:52,455
The first vision of The Ladder

541
00:29:52,455 --> 00:29:57,381
was had by Lilith Assan
back in 1973.

542
00:29:58,968 --> 00:30:02,308
That was a year
before Steve made his climb.

543
00:30:02,308 --> 00:30:05,314
Now, that led me down a path

544
00:30:05,314 --> 00:30:08,487
of investigation
into Dr. Meyer's life.

545
00:30:08,487 --> 00:30:10,241
‐ Does this mean
this Lilith woman

546
00:30:10,241 --> 00:30:12,579
is the true prophet
of The Light?

547
00:30:15,544 --> 00:30:17,965
‐ No. No.

548
00:30:17,965 --> 00:30:21,221
I am the prophet...

549
00:30:24,185 --> 00:30:26,064
The son.

550
00:30:27,901 --> 00:30:30,532
I am...

551
00:30:30,532 --> 00:30:32,118
the one.

552
00:30:32,118 --> 00:30:33,621
‐ Mom?

553
00:30:47,691 --> 00:30:48,985
‐ Cal.

554
00:30:48,985 --> 00:30:51,448
‐ No! Hey!

555
00:30:55,707 --> 00:30:57,043
‐ Cal!

556
00:31:40,254 --> 00:31:42,133
Gaby...

557
00:31:44,930 --> 00:31:48,270
I still believe there's
a reason for all this.

558
00:31:49,606 --> 00:31:52,194
I do. I have no choice.

559
00:31:53,781 --> 00:31:56,411
There has to be,

560
00:31:56,411 --> 00:31:59,208
even for Steve.

561
00:31:59,208 --> 00:32:01,421
‐ Of course there's a reason.

562
00:32:03,509 --> 00:32:05,220
‐ Why'd she do it?

563
00:32:05,220 --> 00:32:07,601
‐ She was a very ill woman...

564
00:32:10,022 --> 00:32:13,320
Who had a lot of damage
through her life.

565
00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:15,533
‐ Did she want her to die?

566
00:32:15,533 --> 00:32:18,163
‐ No.
‐ She wanted Daddy to die?

567
00:32:20,794 --> 00:32:21,837
‐ Yes.

568
00:32:24,383 --> 00:32:26,555
‐ Vera saved your life?

569
00:32:28,100 --> 00:32:30,395
‐ Yes.

570
00:32:30,395 --> 00:32:32,149
She saved my life.

571
00:32:32,149 --> 00:32:35,990
‐ Will other people
try and shoot at us?

572
00:32:35,990 --> 00:32:38,411
‐ Hey...

573
00:32:38,411 --> 00:32:41,669
I'm going to do
everything in my power

574
00:32:41,669 --> 00:32:46,302
to make sure that nobody
ever shoots at us again.

575
00:32:46,302 --> 00:32:47,848
Okay?

576
00:32:51,981 --> 00:32:53,901
‐ Because of the contracts
we had your people sign,

577
00:32:53,901 --> 00:32:56,406
you are safe
from most of these lawsuits,

578
00:32:56,406 --> 00:32:57,784
but I will take you
through them

579
00:32:57,784 --> 00:32:59,245
so you understand
what's on the table.

580
00:32:59,245 --> 00:33:00,915
‐ Lawsuits...

581
00:33:00,915 --> 00:33:03,253
We were just shot at
a week ago.

582
00:33:03,253 --> 00:33:05,174
Someone very close
to us just died.

583
00:33:05,174 --> 00:33:07,261
Who the fuck
is filing lawsuits?

584
00:33:07,261 --> 00:33:10,225
‐ Parents of Novices,
Rodrigo and Smith.

585
00:33:10,225 --> 00:33:11,937
‐ All right, they're‐‐they're‐‐
they're‐‐they're done.

586
00:33:11,937 --> 00:33:14,233
Out, okay?
Fuck them and their parents.

587
00:33:14,233 --> 00:33:15,945
‐ And there are
two active Meyerists

588
00:33:15,945 --> 00:33:17,949
who are suing
for emotional distress,

589
00:33:17,949 --> 00:33:19,452
but both signed the waiver.

590
00:33:19,452 --> 00:33:21,080
‐ Can I sue them back?

591
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,669
‐ Well, you can sue
anyone. I mean‐‐

592
00:33:23,669 --> 00:33:26,090
‐ I want to take on
the IRS, okay?

593
00:33:26,090 --> 00:33:27,761
I want religious status.

594
00:33:27,761 --> 00:33:29,472
No more fucking cult.

595
00:33:29,472 --> 00:33:32,979
‐ Mr. Lane, you've just been
through a huge trauma.

596
00:33:32,979 --> 00:33:34,942
I would advise any client

597
00:33:34,942 --> 00:33:36,695
who has gone through
what you've gone through

598
00:33:36,695 --> 00:33:38,490
to just take a few weeks to‐‐

599
00:33:38,490 --> 00:33:41,454
‐ Few weeks to what?

600
00:33:41,454 --> 00:33:42,791
‐ Grieve.

601
00:33:42,791 --> 00:33:44,795
‐ Right.

602
00:33:44,795 --> 00:33:46,924
What are you, my therapist?

603
00:33:46,924 --> 00:33:49,470
Or are you my fucking lawyer?

604
00:33:49,470 --> 00:33:51,642
‐ As your lawyer, I'm not sure
this is the right time

605
00:33:51,642 --> 00:33:53,813
to take on the IRS.

606
00:33:53,813 --> 00:33:56,401
The Jackson Neill article
is still fresh.

607
00:33:56,401 --> 00:33:57,821
His book will be out
in the spring,

608
00:33:57,821 --> 00:33:59,365
and there was a shooting
at your campus

609
00:33:59,365 --> 00:34:01,119
that is in every paper.

610
00:34:01,119 --> 00:34:04,710
‐ And we are going to double...

611
00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:07,590
triple our membership
by next year.

612
00:34:07,590 --> 00:34:11,347
Threats will rise,
and I have to protect them.

613
00:34:11,347 --> 00:34:15,314
First step is getting
religious recognition.

614
00:34:15,314 --> 00:34:17,443
If you don't want
to go against the IRS,

615
00:34:17,443 --> 00:34:21,660
then I am sure I can find
another lawyer who will.

616
00:34:23,204 --> 00:34:24,958
‐ I'm your lawyer.

617
00:34:24,958 --> 00:34:28,591
‐ And as for Jackson Neill's
forthcoming book...

618
00:34:28,591 --> 00:34:31,429
kill it.

619
00:34:39,529 --> 00:34:41,825
I read Vera's mother
hated the religion.

620
00:34:41,825 --> 00:34:43,537
They're threatened by us.

621
00:34:43,537 --> 00:34:45,833
‐ What else was Eddie going to
say at Revelation?

622
00:34:45,833 --> 00:34:48,589
‐ Steve wasn't the first
to climb The Ladder.

623
00:34:48,589 --> 00:34:50,342
A woman climbed it before him.

624
00:34:50,342 --> 00:34:52,096
‐ I‐I don't think
his actual words

625
00:34:52,096 --> 00:34:53,682
at this point are as important.

626
00:34:53,682 --> 00:34:55,310
‐ Why? Of course they are.

627
00:34:55,310 --> 00:34:56,939
‐ My parents think
we're all gonna get killed.

628
00:34:56,939 --> 00:34:58,818
‐ My parents are suing.

629
00:34:58,818 --> 00:35:01,657
‐ Vera just died
for this religion...

630
00:35:01,657 --> 00:35:05,665
because she loved The Light
more than herself,

631
00:35:05,665 --> 00:35:08,420
and that threatened
her mother so much

632
00:35:08,420 --> 00:35:10,465
that she tried to kill my dad.

633
00:35:10,465 --> 00:35:13,012
So it's a little hard for me
to hear you guys talk

634
00:35:13,012 --> 00:35:15,727
about going home and suing.

635
00:35:22,197 --> 00:35:24,076
I've lost a lot this year...

636
00:35:25,412 --> 00:35:27,040
My grandfather,

637
00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,170
my...

638
00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:30,965
But this,

639
00:35:30,965 --> 00:35:32,719
this loss...

640
00:35:35,767 --> 00:35:37,979
It makes me want to fight back.

641
00:35:39,315 --> 00:35:41,402
And I think that's what
my dad was talking about

642
00:35:41,402 --> 00:35:42,697
at Revelation...

643
00:35:44,701 --> 00:35:47,916
That we should have the courage
to look into the stories

644
00:35:47,916 --> 00:35:50,922
that our fathers tell us

645
00:35:50,922 --> 00:35:52,592
and not just
take them as fact,

646
00:35:52,592 --> 00:35:54,971
but develop our own ideas,

647
00:35:54,971 --> 00:35:56,767
our own perspectives

648
00:35:56,767 --> 00:35:58,646
and strive for authenticity

649
00:35:58,646 --> 00:36:00,482
and‐‐and not just‐‐

650
00:36:00,482 --> 00:36:04,156
‐ I know a guy that didn't have
the courage to do that...

651
00:36:04,156 --> 00:36:06,494
not at first, at any rate...

652
00:36:08,248 --> 00:36:11,087
'Cause‐‐'cause it can be
a terrifying thing to do.

653
00:36:13,968 --> 00:36:16,515
But he's glad he did, 'cause...

654
00:36:16,515 --> 00:36:18,811
if he didn't...

655
00:36:18,811 --> 00:36:20,690
it would've killed him.

656
00:36:24,029 --> 00:36:25,825
‐ Well, there you have it.

657
00:36:27,244 --> 00:36:29,123
If you want to go home...

658
00:36:30,543 --> 00:36:31,920
Go home.

659
00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:33,757
You might be happier there.

660
00:36:35,468 --> 00:36:38,224
But you might find
that it's not...

661
00:36:38,224 --> 00:36:40,312
your home anymore.

662
00:36:40,312 --> 00:36:42,065
But if you're here...

663
00:36:44,194 --> 00:36:46,365
Be here.

664
00:36:46,365 --> 00:36:50,583
Let us honor Vera Stephens

665
00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:54,298
by being as dedicated
to The Movement as she was.

666
00:37:14,046 --> 00:37:15,800
‐ Hey.
Thank you for coming.

667
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:17,052
‐ Fuck you.

668
00:37:17,052 --> 00:37:19,181
Five minutes.

669
00:37:19,181 --> 00:37:21,812
‐ Uh‐‐uh, well, let me, um‐‐

670
00:37:21,812 --> 00:37:23,231
You want some tea?

671
00:37:23,231 --> 00:37:24,901
‐ No, you begged me
to come over.

672
00:37:24,901 --> 00:37:26,613
I'm really mad.
‐ Uh, you have every right‐‐

673
00:37:26,613 --> 00:37:28,116
‐ You know, you scared
the shit out of me.

674
00:37:28,116 --> 00:37:29,493
‐ I'm so sorry.
‐ And I went there,

675
00:37:29,493 --> 00:37:30,830
and I thought
that you were dead,

676
00:37:30,830 --> 00:37:32,416
but it was Vera,
and I saw her face.

677
00:37:32,416 --> 00:37:35,380
And it was awful.
‐ I'm so‐‐so‐‐I'm so sorry.

678
00:37:35,380 --> 00:37:37,009
‐ I'm here for Forest,

679
00:37:37,009 --> 00:37:38,721
so just tell me what
you needed to say in person

680
00:37:38,721 --> 00:37:40,140
and not over the phone.

681
00:37:40,140 --> 00:37:41,518
‐ No, it's‐‐
well, it's not that I‐‐

682
00:37:41,518 --> 00:37:42,854
it couldn't be said
on the phone.

683
00:37:42,854 --> 00:37:45,025
I just, um...

684
00:37:46,945 --> 00:37:49,033
I just wanted you to look
at me while I said it.

685
00:37:49,033 --> 00:37:50,870
‐ I'm looking.

686
00:37:50,870 --> 00:37:52,289
Say it.

687
00:37:52,289 --> 00:37:54,919
‐ I'm sorry...

688
00:37:54,919 --> 00:37:56,422
Mary.

689
00:37:58,969 --> 00:38:01,140
I'm so sorry.

690
00:38:01,140 --> 00:38:03,478
‐ What if you do it again?

691
00:38:03,478 --> 00:38:05,190
Do I have to live in fear?

692
00:38:05,190 --> 00:38:07,069
‐ Yeah‐‐
‐ You know, it's the worst‐‐

693
00:38:07,069 --> 00:38:08,864
‐ No. No, I won't.

694
00:38:08,864 --> 00:38:10,743
‐ Your word is shit.

695
00:38:10,743 --> 00:38:12,204
‐ I know.

696
00:38:13,999 --> 00:38:16,087
But I'm gonna get help,

697
00:38:16,087 --> 00:38:17,380
real help.

698
00:38:17,380 --> 00:38:18,884
I'm gonna start to do the work.

699
00:38:18,884 --> 00:38:21,347
I'm‐‐I'm gonna try to...

700
00:38:21,347 --> 00:38:24,646
deal with the fact that I was

701
00:38:24,646 --> 00:38:27,652
sexually abused for a decade.

702
00:38:27,652 --> 00:38:30,490
‐ But are you gonna stay
with the Meyerists?

703
00:38:32,410 --> 00:38:34,916
‐ For now, yeah.
‐ Why?

704
00:38:36,628 --> 00:38:38,131
‐ Um...

705
00:38:41,805 --> 00:38:43,642
Um‐‐

706
00:38:43,642 --> 00:38:46,021
Uh‐‐um, hard to explain,

707
00:38:46,021 --> 00:38:47,900
but, um...

708
00:38:49,027 --> 00:38:51,031
I'll try,
because you're asking.

709
00:38:51,031 --> 00:38:52,450
Um...

710
00:38:55,624 --> 00:38:57,753
It's like I‐‐

711
00:38:57,753 --> 00:38:59,298
I‐‐physically,
I can't walk away‐‐

712
00:38:59,298 --> 00:39:01,928
‐ Mentally,
you can't walk away.

713
00:39:01,928 --> 00:39:03,139
‐ Yeah, maybe.

714
00:39:03,139 --> 00:39:04,934
But, for whatever reason,
I can't,

715
00:39:04,934 --> 00:39:06,521
not yet, at any rate.

716
00:39:09,026 --> 00:39:13,034
I think about leaving with you,
and I want that, but...

717
00:39:13,034 --> 00:39:17,627
In the picture
I see of myself,

718
00:39:17,627 --> 00:39:19,254
I'm...

719
00:39:19,254 --> 00:39:21,217
I‐I'm‐‐I'm this shell
of a person.

720
00:39:21,217 --> 00:39:24,515
It's Florida all over again.
I have no purpose.

721
00:39:24,515 --> 00:39:26,060
I...

722
00:39:26,060 --> 00:39:28,439
I...
I work in a coffee shop.

723
00:39:28,439 --> 00:39:29,943
But it's more than that.

724
00:39:29,943 --> 00:39:31,905
It's this place
that ruined me...

725
00:39:34,243 --> 00:39:36,497
But it also saved me...

726
00:39:38,669 --> 00:39:42,133
And... it's home.

727
00:39:42,133 --> 00:39:45,683
And honestly... I love it.

728
00:39:45,683 --> 00:39:47,352
I‐I love...

729
00:39:49,022 --> 00:39:51,068
The people who need me,

730
00:39:51,068 --> 00:39:53,072
who want to be well.

731
00:39:55,368 --> 00:39:57,414
I love...

732
00:39:57,414 --> 00:39:59,334
the message of The Light.

733
00:39:59,334 --> 00:40:01,756
I love the whole idea of it.

734
00:40:05,096 --> 00:40:07,518
So I can't...

735
00:40:07,518 --> 00:40:10,481
walk away.

736
00:40:10,481 --> 00:40:12,027
Not yet.

737
00:40:12,027 --> 00:40:14,114
‐ You might never be able to.

738
00:40:16,076 --> 00:40:17,621
‐ I might not.

739
00:40:17,621 --> 00:40:19,584
But I...

740
00:40:21,755 --> 00:40:24,301
I think I can be
the man you love again.

741
00:40:25,971 --> 00:40:28,267
‐ You still are.
‐ No, but...

742
00:40:30,104 --> 00:40:32,693
But really worthy of you.

743
00:40:34,989 --> 00:40:37,035
I want to be.

744
00:40:55,531 --> 00:40:57,952
Thanks for meeting me.

745
00:40:57,952 --> 00:41:02,001
I couldn't bear to face you
earlier at the compound.

746
00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:04,256
‐ There's nothing
you could've done.

747
00:41:06,009 --> 00:41:08,305
‐ I could've listened.

748
00:41:08,305 --> 00:41:10,602
I could've left Lilith
in that fucking hospital!

749
00:41:10,602 --> 00:41:13,775
‐ I'm just as much to blame
as you are, Eddie.

750
00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:16,029
You know, I found Lilith,
and I begged you to see her.

751
00:41:16,029 --> 00:41:18,660
‐ She was already
in our lives.

752
00:41:18,660 --> 00:41:21,290
She was the one
who sent Vera to us,

753
00:41:21,290 --> 00:41:24,505
who I begged to take
her job back, by the way.

754
00:41:24,505 --> 00:41:26,843
She shouldn't have
even been there.

755
00:41:26,843 --> 00:41:29,097
‐ She wanted to be there.

756
00:41:29,097 --> 00:41:31,101
She wanted to help you, Eddie.

757
00:41:31,101 --> 00:41:33,565
‐ No, she didn't want me
to dig up shit.

758
00:41:34,692 --> 00:41:38,282
She wanted to move forward,
let the past be the past.

759
00:41:38,282 --> 00:41:41,038
‐ That's not how it works.

760
00:41:41,038 --> 00:41:43,083
The Truth is the only way
to move forward.

761
00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:45,421
‐ Okay, then tell me...

762
00:41:47,175 --> 00:41:50,473
Do you feel anything?

763
00:41:50,473 --> 00:41:52,352
Any Light?

764
00:41:53,772 --> 00:41:55,776
‐ Why are you asking me this?

765
00:41:55,776 --> 00:41:58,113
‐ Because I promised you

766
00:41:58,113 --> 00:42:02,957
that if we did this that
everything would be real again.

767
00:42:02,957 --> 00:42:06,046
Is it?
‐ We're not finished.

768
00:42:06,046 --> 00:42:09,177
I don't know.
‐ You found Cal.

769
00:42:09,177 --> 00:42:11,933
Sarah, you saved his life.

770
00:42:11,933 --> 00:42:13,603
You don't‐‐
you don't feel anything?

771
00:42:13,603 --> 00:42:14,814
‐ I don't know.

772
00:42:16,316 --> 00:42:19,322
Is that why you asked me
to meet you?

773
00:42:19,322 --> 00:42:22,621
To find out if I believe again?

774
00:42:22,621 --> 00:42:26,461
‐ No, I asked you to meet me
because...

775
00:42:26,461 --> 00:42:28,424
I need you.

776
00:42:28,424 --> 00:42:31,471
Whatever I do next,
I want you there.

777
00:42:31,471 --> 00:42:33,058
‐ I hounded you.

778
00:42:33,058 --> 00:42:34,895
I doubted you,
and I almost got you killed.

779
00:42:34,895 --> 00:42:36,691
‐ No, you didn't
almost get me killed.

780
00:42:36,691 --> 00:42:38,862
‐ But I don't know
what I would've done...

781
00:42:38,862 --> 00:42:41,325
all right, if I‐‐
if I came home and‐‐

782
00:42:43,580 --> 00:42:45,667
And I lost you.

783
00:42:45,667 --> 00:42:47,755
‐ Hey, hey, hey...

784
00:42:47,755 --> 00:42:49,967
Then don't.

785
00:42:49,967 --> 00:42:51,929
Don't lose me.

786
00:42:51,929 --> 00:42:55,436
Stand by me.

787
00:42:55,436 --> 00:42:57,440
Okay?

788
00:42:57,440 --> 00:42:59,235
Whatever I do next...

789
00:43:01,198 --> 00:43:03,828
Because I know

790
00:43:03,828 --> 00:43:06,500
who I become without you.

791
00:43:21,405 --> 00:43:23,785
‐ She's ready to transition.

792
00:43:27,166 --> 00:43:28,920
Whenever you're ready.

793
00:43:30,507 --> 00:43:33,178
‐ I remembered, uh...

794
00:43:33,178 --> 00:43:35,182
being a child with her.

795
00:43:35,182 --> 00:43:37,813
The summer that
Vera was with us,

796
00:43:37,813 --> 00:43:40,694
it was too complicated
for Steve

797
00:43:40,694 --> 00:43:43,825
to find the time for me.

798
00:43:43,825 --> 00:43:46,204
And, um...

799
00:43:46,204 --> 00:43:48,543
that month, he was‐‐

800
00:43:48,543 --> 00:43:50,505
uh, he was like
a real father to me.

801
00:43:53,887 --> 00:43:55,974
I wanted to tell her that.

802
00:44:45,281 --> 00:44:47,410
Shall we begin the prayer?

803
00:44:49,205 --> 00:44:51,878
‐ As the owl protects
The Garden,

804
00:44:51,878 --> 00:44:54,800
we offer these wings to Vera

805
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:57,681
to carry her home...

806
00:44:57,681 --> 00:45:00,687
to be her guide.

807
00:45:00,687 --> 00:45:03,191
We believe in The Light.

808
00:45:03,191 --> 00:45:07,158
We believe that
Vera Stephens is Light,

809
00:45:07,158 --> 00:45:08,953
for all this was revealed...

810
00:45:08,953 --> 00:45:10,832
‐ To Ste‐‐
‐ To Steven Meyer.

811
00:45:14,255 --> 00:45:17,638
‐ For all of this
was revealed...

812
00:45:17,638 --> 00:45:19,098
to me...

813
00:45:20,518 --> 00:45:23,065
When I was struck by The Light.

814
00:45:24,777 --> 00:45:28,325
Therefore, we invite Vera

815
00:45:28,325 --> 00:45:31,039
to leave her earthly form,

816
00:45:31,039 --> 00:45:34,964
for in ending, we begin,

817
00:45:34,964 --> 00:45:37,259
and in sorrow,

818
00:45:37,259 --> 00:45:39,974
we rejoice...

819
00:45:39,974 --> 00:45:41,811
And in darkness...

820
00:45:44,733 --> 00:45:46,988
There is Light.

821
00:45:52,749 --> 00:45:54,502
‐ Lilith?

822
00:45:59,095 --> 00:46:01,182
We're burying your child today.

823
00:46:26,942 --> 00:46:28,529
Good‐bye.

824
00:46:48,861 --> 00:46:51,074
‐ Don't be sad.

825
00:46:59,675 --> 00:47:01,261
‐ Our daughter had to die.

826
00:47:01,261 --> 00:47:04,308
She sacrificed herself
for The Truth.

827
00:47:04,308 --> 00:47:06,605
I'm sorry that
I stole it from you.

828
00:47:06,605 --> 00:47:08,818
I wanted the end to come‐‐

829
00:47:08,818 --> 00:47:10,780
The Cleanse.

830
00:47:10,780 --> 00:47:13,786
We would never have been
able to shed ourselves

831
00:47:13,786 --> 00:47:17,084
of the suffering
and wickedness on our own,

832
00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:18,880
as much as I tried.

833
00:47:18,880 --> 00:47:21,217
I wanted your vision

834
00:47:21,217 --> 00:47:23,388
of the new world,

835
00:47:23,388 --> 00:47:26,604
and I knew we wouldn't grow
the way we needed

836
00:47:26,604 --> 00:47:28,481
with you at the helm.

837
00:47:30,444 --> 00:47:32,198
‐ I won't thank you.

838
00:47:32,198 --> 00:47:35,454
‐ Now it will grow greater
than we ever imagined.

839
00:47:36,999 --> 00:47:39,420
‐ Greater
than we ever imagined.

840
00:47:39,420 --> 00:47:41,508
‐ And the end will come.

841
00:47:43,888 --> 00:47:46,267
‐ And the end will come.

842
00:48:55,740 --> 00:49:00,958
‐ Today we stand
as a community...

843
00:49:00,958 --> 00:49:06,427
bound together
by a painful reality...

844
00:49:06,427 --> 00:49:09,225
that there is darkness

845
00:49:09,225 --> 00:49:12,314
in this world...

846
00:49:12,314 --> 00:49:16,865
a darkness intent
on destroying the forces

847
00:49:16,865 --> 00:49:20,665
of peace, tolerance, and hope.

848
00:49:20,665 --> 00:49:22,084
Why?

849
00:49:23,504 --> 00:49:25,925
Where does this anger

850
00:49:25,925 --> 00:49:28,556
and damage come from?

851
00:49:28,556 --> 00:49:31,562
Is it our fathers?

852
00:49:31,562 --> 00:49:33,816
Our mothers?

853
00:49:35,528 --> 00:49:37,072
I don't know.

854
00:49:37,072 --> 00:49:39,870
But I can promise

855
00:49:39,870 --> 00:49:42,124
to fight it.

856
00:49:42,124 --> 00:49:44,504
I can promise to make sure

857
00:49:44,504 --> 00:49:49,180
nothing like this
ever happens again...

858
00:49:49,180 --> 00:49:52,562
by cleansing our past

859
00:49:52,562 --> 00:49:55,943
and removing the rot.

860
00:49:55,943 --> 00:49:58,824
In light of everything,
I think it's time

861
00:49:58,824 --> 00:50:01,663
that we sever
this relationship.

862
00:50:01,663 --> 00:50:04,210
‐ It was real.

863
00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:06,632
I saw it.

864
00:50:06,632 --> 00:50:08,176
I tried to climb‐‐

865
00:50:08,176 --> 00:50:10,347
‐ Thank you
for your service, Felicia.

866
00:50:28,466 --> 00:50:30,262
My son.

867
00:50:30,262 --> 00:50:31,682
‐ Yeah?

868
00:50:31,682 --> 00:50:33,393
‐ The Embrace?

869
00:50:33,393 --> 00:50:35,606
That was Steve's thing.

870
00:50:35,606 --> 00:50:38,862
Um, and I'm Forest's father,

871
00:50:38,862 --> 00:50:41,158
and I'm his only father.

872
00:50:45,041 --> 00:50:49,300
‐ And building a fortress
of protection around us.

873
00:51:18,358 --> 00:51:21,698
‐ So that we can meet
each other today...

874
00:51:23,117 --> 00:51:25,539
Fresh...

875
00:51:25,539 --> 00:51:30,090
dedicated to what The Light
wants from us now.

876
00:51:42,322 --> 00:51:47,207
‐ Because even though
today feels bleak...

877
00:51:53,804 --> 00:51:58,146
Even though we are
overwhelmed by grief,

878
00:51:58,146 --> 00:51:59,899
it will lift.

879
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:09,627
The sky will brighten,

880
00:52:09,627 --> 00:52:13,886
and we will grow
stronger than ever.

881
00:52:13,886 --> 00:52:16,432
The state will recognize us

882
00:52:16,432 --> 00:52:18,436
as a religion,

883
00:52:18,436 --> 00:52:22,319
and our message will be spoken

884
00:52:22,319 --> 00:52:25,701
throughout this world.

885
00:52:27,037 --> 00:52:29,041
‐ And I make a promise to you

886
00:52:29,041 --> 00:52:32,799
to govern against the forces
that threaten this great city.

887
00:52:37,850 --> 00:52:40,271
‐ Today we must declare war

888
00:52:40,271 --> 00:52:44,279
on the forces that are
stealing our children's souls.

889
00:52:44,279 --> 00:52:48,204
‐ We will not let their threats
silence our belief.

890
00:53:04,319 --> 00:53:06,741
‐ Vera died

891
00:53:06,741 --> 00:53:10,206
so that it would be so.

892
00:53:10,206 --> 00:53:13,421
She sacrificed herself...

893
00:53:13,421 --> 00:53:15,300
for us...

894
00:53:15,300 --> 00:53:18,891
for you, for me.

895
00:53:35,048 --> 00:53:37,469
She had a dream of a garden

896
00:53:37,469 --> 00:53:39,264
right here.

897
00:53:43,857 --> 00:53:46,445
Help me build it.

898
00:53:49,201 --> 00:53:52,374
Stand next to me tomorrow...

899
00:53:52,374 --> 00:53:55,506

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