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  7. We need to purge this movement
  8. of darkness, of Steve.
  9.  
  10. 3
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  12. ‐ How?
  13. ‐ We tell everyone.
  14.  
  15. 4
  16. 00:00:09,852 --> 00:00:11,689
  17. ‐ The end is gonna be in Bali.
  18.  
  19. 5
  20. 00:00:11,689 --> 00:00:13,944
  21. ‐ Who told you about Bali?
  22. ‐ I saw it.
  23.  
  24. 6
  25. 00:00:13,944 --> 00:00:16,658
  26. ‐ What if you came
  27. to work for me?
  28.  
  29. 7
  30. 00:00:16,658 --> 00:00:18,410
  31. I want you on the team
  32. when I run for Governor.
  33.  
  34. 8
  35. 00:00:18,410 --> 00:00:20,081
  36. ‐ I'm getting you out of here.
  37. Come on.
  38.  
  39. 9
  40. 00:00:20,081 --> 00:00:21,458
  41. ‐ Look, I‐I can't.
  42.  
  43. 10
  44. 00:00:21,458 --> 00:00:22,795
  45. ‐ What is wrong with you?
  46. ‐ Don't‐‐
  47.  
  48. 11
  49. 00:00:25,049 --> 00:00:27,721
  50. ‐ We have to cut off ties
  51. and end the trip to Bali.
  52.  
  53. 12
  54. 00:00:27,721 --> 00:00:30,309
  55. ‐ You won't get better
  56. unless you leave this place.
  57.  
  58. 13
  59. 00:00:30,309 --> 00:00:33,107
  60. If you don't get better,
  61. I can't love you.
  62.  
  63. 14
  64. 00:00:33,107 --> 00:00:37,448
  65. ‐ Eddie, I believe in you.
  66. I believe in this movement.
  67.  
  68. 15
  69. 00:00:37,448 --> 00:00:38,827
  70. I would destroy everything
  71.  
  72. 16
  73. 00:00:38,827 --> 00:00:41,248
  74. I worked so fucking hard
  75. to put behind me!
  76.  
  77. 17
  78. 00:00:41,248 --> 00:00:43,503
  79. ‐ Steve needs to be
  80. written out of Revelation.
  81.  
  82. 18
  83. 00:00:43,503 --> 00:00:45,256
  84. ‐ The Movement won't survive.
  85.  
  86. 19
  87. 00:00:45,256 --> 00:00:47,636
  88. ‐ They are not here for Steve.
  89. They are here for me.
  90.  
  91. 20
  92. 00:00:47,636 --> 00:00:50,474
  93. ‐ No, I can't let you do that.
  94. I won't let you do that.
  95.  
  96. 21
  97. 00:01:38,571 --> 00:01:41,911
  98. ‐ I have lived without you,
  99. Light, for so long,
  100.  
  101. 22
  102. 00:01:41,911 --> 00:01:44,750
  103. without your love,
  104. without your warmth,
  105.  
  106. 23
  107. 00:01:44,750 --> 00:01:47,255
  108. but I beg you now‐‐
  109.  
  110. 24
  111. 00:01:47,255 --> 00:01:50,469
  112. come back to me.
  113.  
  114. 25
  115. 00:01:50,469 --> 00:01:52,599
  116. Come back to me.
  117.  
  118. 26
  119. 00:01:54,227 --> 00:01:57,233
  120. ‐ Give me strength.
  121.  
  122. 27
  123. 00:01:57,233 --> 00:02:00,489
  124. Give me conviction.
  125.  
  126. 28
  127. 00:02:00,489 --> 00:02:04,164
  128. ‐ Light that was
  129. taken from me...
  130.  
  131. 29
  132. 00:02:06,752 --> 00:02:09,508
  133. Or left me to suffer alone...
  134.  
  135. 30
  136. 00:02:11,344 --> 00:02:13,390
  137. ‐ That has given me hope...
  138.  
  139. 31
  140. 00:02:16,773 --> 00:02:18,568
  141. And reason.
  142.  
  143. 32
  144. 00:02:23,160 --> 00:02:26,542
  145. ‐ Come back to me now.
  146.  
  147. 33
  148. 00:02:26,542 --> 00:02:28,922
  149. Come back to me.
  150.  
  151. 34
  152. 00:02:57,646 --> 00:03:00,610
  153. ‐ Let me do right by you now.
  154.  
  155. 35
  156. 00:03:13,511 --> 00:03:15,139
  157. ‐ Thank you for everything.
  158.  
  159. 36
  160. 00:03:15,139 --> 00:03:17,561
  161. ‐ We've been preparing
  162. for so long.
  163.  
  164. 37
  165. 00:03:17,561 --> 00:03:19,982
  166. ‐ I can't believe
  167. it's finally almost here.
  168.  
  169. 38
  170. 00:03:19,982 --> 00:03:21,484
  171. ‐ Well, you've done amazing.
  172.  
  173. 39
  174. 00:03:21,484 --> 00:03:23,405
  175. Are you going to Bali with him?
  176.  
  177. 40
  178. 00:03:23,405 --> 00:03:25,911
  179. I'd come just to‐‐
  180. ‐ Bali is no longer happening.
  181.  
  182. 41
  183. 00:03:28,206 --> 00:03:29,793
  184. Yeah, um...
  185.  
  186. 42
  187. 00:03:29,793 --> 00:03:31,296
  188. we're no longer gonna
  189. open a center there.
  190.  
  191. 43
  192. 00:03:31,296 --> 00:03:33,300
  193. The trip has been canceled.
  194.  
  195. 44
  196. 00:03:35,597 --> 00:03:39,647
  197. ‐ Did I just hear you say that
  198. Eddie won't be going to Bali?
  199.  
  200. 45
  201. 00:03:39,647 --> 00:03:41,817
  202. But isn't that where your
  203. mother had the vision?
  204.  
  205. 46
  206. 00:03:41,817 --> 00:03:43,571
  207. I thought that that's
  208. why we were here,
  209.  
  210. 47
  211. 00:03:43,571 --> 00:03:47,119
  212. to celebrate and plan.
  213.  
  214. 48
  215. 00:03:47,119 --> 00:03:49,875
  216. We just heard that
  217. Bali isn't happening?
  218.  
  219. 49
  220. 00:03:57,849 --> 00:04:01,147
  221. ‐ The Movement's
  222. upcoming trip...
  223.  
  224. 50
  225. 00:04:01,147 --> 00:04:05,239
  226. has been temporarily...
  227. canceled.
  228.  
  229. 51
  230. 00:04:05,239 --> 00:04:07,911
  231. ‐ But that's where
  232. you saw it happen.
  233.  
  234. 52
  235. 00:04:07,911 --> 00:04:09,455
  236. Tell us what this means.
  237.  
  238. 53
  239. 00:04:09,455 --> 00:04:11,627
  240. Does this mean
  241. we have to keep waiting?
  242.  
  243. 54
  244. 00:04:11,627 --> 00:04:13,673
  245. You said it would
  246. happen in our lifetime.
  247.  
  248. 55
  249. 00:04:13,673 --> 00:04:16,971
  250. ‐ We're the ones
  251. to build the new world.
  252.  
  253. 56
  254. 00:04:24,987 --> 00:04:26,406
  255. ‐ Lilith...
  256.  
  257. 57
  258. 00:04:26,406 --> 00:04:29,705
  259. assure them,
  260. as you always assure me.
  261.  
  262. 58
  263. 00:04:33,796 --> 00:04:36,384
  264. ‐ The Movement will grow.
  265.  
  266. 59
  267. 00:04:36,384 --> 00:04:38,055
  268. The son will die.
  269.  
  270. 60
  271. 00:04:38,055 --> 00:04:40,977
  272. And the cleanse...
  273.  
  274. 61
  275. 00:04:40,977 --> 00:04:43,273
  276. the cleanse will come.
  277.  
  278. 62
  279. 00:04:59,765 --> 00:05:02,269
  280. ‐ How is he?
  281. ‐ He misses you.
  282.  
  283. 63
  284. 00:05:02,269 --> 00:05:04,190
  285. ‐ I put his Sophie
  286. in here, diapers.
  287.  
  288. 64
  289. 00:05:04,190 --> 00:05:05,527
  290. He ate about an hour ago,
  291.  
  292. 65
  293. 00:05:05,527 --> 00:05:06,946
  294. so he should be good
  295. till 11:00.
  296.  
  297. 66
  298. 00:05:06,946 --> 00:05:08,616
  299. ‐ Hey!
  300.  
  301. 67
  302. 00:05:10,494 --> 00:05:12,791
  303. You got something
  304. at the compound tonight?
  305.  
  306. 68
  307. 00:05:12,791 --> 00:05:14,335
  308. ‐ Revelation.
  309.  
  310. 69
  311. 00:05:14,335 --> 00:05:16,381
  312. ‐ What's that?
  313. Uh, actually, you know what?
  314.  
  315. 70
  316. 00:05:16,381 --> 00:05:18,051
  317. Uh, don't tell me.
  318.  
  319. 71
  320. 00:05:18,051 --> 00:05:20,013
  321. Um, just put him in day care
  322. when you have to go,
  323.  
  324. 72
  325. 00:05:20,013 --> 00:05:21,391
  326. and I'll pick him up
  327. after work.
  328.  
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  330. 00:05:21,391 --> 00:05:22,811
  331. ‐ Okay. How's the job?
  332.  
  333. 74
  334. 00:05:22,811 --> 00:05:24,523
  335. ‐ Good.
  336. ‐ Good.
  337.  
  338. 75
  339. 00:05:24,523 --> 00:05:26,819
  340. ‐ How are you?
  341.  
  342. 76
  343. 00:05:26,819 --> 00:05:29,240
  344. ‐ Hanging in.
  345.  
  346. 77
  347. 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:31,202
  348. ‐ You know I didn't
  349. want to leave you, but...
  350.  
  351. 78
  352. 00:05:31,202 --> 00:05:32,914
  353. ‐ No‐‐
  354. ‐ I‐I can't just keep going...
  355.  
  356. 79
  357. 00:05:32,914 --> 00:05:34,417
  358. ‐ No, no, no, no‐‐
  359. ‐ And going and never getting‐‐
  360.  
  361. 80
  362. 00:05:34,417 --> 00:05:36,714
  363. ‐ No, I‐I get it.
  364. I‐I get it. I know.
  365.  
  366. 81
  367. 00:05:36,714 --> 00:05:38,008
  368. I know.
  369.  
  370. 82
  371. 00:05:40,345 --> 00:05:42,934
  372. Hey, look, c‐come on
  373. the merry‐go‐round with us.
  374.  
  375. 83
  376. 00:05:42,934 --> 00:05:44,813
  377. ‐ I'm late for work.
  378. ‐ Come on. Just one ride.
  379.  
  380. 84
  381. 00:05:44,813 --> 00:05:46,065
  382. It'll be fun.
  383.  
  384. 85
  385. 00:05:46,065 --> 00:05:47,611
  386. ‐ Fun?
  387. ‐ Yeah.
  388.  
  389. 86
  390. 00:05:47,611 --> 00:05:50,282
  391. ‐ Nothing in my life
  392. is fun right now.
  393.  
  394. 87
  395. 00:05:50,282 --> 00:05:52,787
  396. I live in a Holiday Inn.
  397. My heart is broken.
  398.  
  399. 88
  400. 00:05:52,787 --> 00:05:54,958
  401. And I actually like my job,
  402. and I'm going to be late,
  403.  
  404. 89
  405. 00:05:54,958 --> 00:05:56,419
  406. and I‐‐
  407.  
  408. 90
  409. 00:05:57,714 --> 00:06:00,845
  410. I don't want to get
  411. reeled back into you.
  412.  
  413. 91
  414. 00:06:00,845 --> 00:06:02,849
  415. ‐ I promise, you won't.
  416.  
  417. 92
  418. 00:06:05,563 --> 00:06:07,399
  419. I want you to be happy, Mary.
  420.  
  421. 93
  422. 00:06:07,399 --> 00:06:09,947
  423. I really‐‐I really do.
  424.  
  425. 94
  426. 00:06:16,125 --> 00:06:17,879
  427. Look, come on.
  428.  
  429. 95
  430. 00:06:17,879 --> 00:06:19,591
  431. Come on, come on, come on.
  432.  
  433. 96
  434. 00:06:22,806 --> 00:06:24,183
  435. Hello, sir.
  436.  
  437. 97
  438. 00:06:24,183 --> 00:06:26,522
  439. Uh, three‐‐
  440. three tickets, please.
  441.  
  442. 98
  443. 00:06:26,522 --> 00:06:27,691
  444. Thank you.
  445.  
  446. 99
  447. 00:06:27,691 --> 00:06:29,193
  448. Here, oh, let me take your bag.
  449.  
  450. 100
  451. 00:06:29,193 --> 00:06:30,780
  452. Oh, my God,
  453. this thing weighs a ton.
  454.  
  455. 101
  456. 00:06:30,780 --> 00:06:31,949
  457. Come on, come on.
  458.  
  459. 102
  460. 00:06:57,458 --> 00:06:59,211
  461. Okay.
  462.  
  463. 103
  464. 00:07:20,420 --> 00:07:22,634
  465. Look, look, look, look.
  466.  
  467. 104
  468. 00:07:25,097 --> 00:07:27,644
  469. Yeah.
  470.  
  471. 105
  472. 00:07:37,371 --> 00:07:40,335
  473. ‐ I'm going to tell
  474. the membership at Revelation...
  475.  
  476. 106
  477. 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:41,755
  478. everything.
  479.  
  480. 107
  481. 00:07:41,755 --> 00:07:43,759
  482. ‐ People will have
  483. a lot of questions.
  484.  
  485. 108
  486. 00:07:43,759 --> 00:07:47,224
  487. You're the only one who can say
  488. what happened on Huayna Picchu,
  489.  
  490. 109
  491. 00:07:47,224 --> 00:07:50,021
  492. whether Steve saw a Ladder...
  493.  
  494. 110
  495. 00:07:50,021 --> 00:07:51,733
  496. or not.
  497.  
  498. 111
  499. 00:07:51,733 --> 00:07:54,321
  500. ‐ Are you kidding me?
  501.  
  502. 112
  503. 00:07:54,321 --> 00:07:57,452
  504. This is bullshit.
  505. This is utter and total crap.
  506.  
  507. 113
  508. 00:07:57,452 --> 00:07:58,914
  509. ‐ It's not, Mom.
  510.  
  511. 114
  512. 00:07:58,914 --> 00:08:00,751
  513. ‐ Steve was one
  514. of my closest friends.
  515.  
  516. 115
  517. 00:08:00,751 --> 00:08:02,589
  518. More than a friend‐‐
  519. he was family.
  520.  
  521. 116
  522. 00:08:02,589 --> 00:08:04,383
  523. ‐ You know, I didn't want it
  524. to be true either.
  525.  
  526. 117
  527. 00:08:04,383 --> 00:08:06,012
  528. ‐ I'm going.
  529. Let's go, let's go.
  530.  
  531. 118
  532. 00:08:06,012 --> 00:08:08,016
  533. ‐ Who have you become?
  534.  
  535. 119
  536. 00:08:08,016 --> 00:08:10,353
  537. This is why you
  538. put me in France...
  539.  
  540. 120
  541. 00:08:10,353 --> 00:08:11,940
  542. ‐ No, Felicia.
  543.  
  544. 121
  545. 00:08:11,940 --> 00:08:13,736
  546. ‐ So you could put together
  547. this story.
  548.  
  549. 122
  550. 00:08:13,736 --> 00:08:16,199
  551. ‐ This isn't a story.
  552.  
  553. 123
  554. 00:08:16,199 --> 00:08:19,205
  555. ‐ I saw him climb The Ladder.
  556.  
  557. 124
  558. 00:08:19,205 --> 00:08:21,125
  559. I tried to climb after.
  560.  
  561. 125
  562. 00:08:21,125 --> 00:08:23,589
  563. ‐ Yeah, that's what
  564. you've told us.
  565.  
  566. 126
  567. 00:08:23,589 --> 00:08:27,722
  568. ‐ I will not let you be abused
  569. like this, Felicia. Let's go.
  570.  
  571. 127
  572. 00:08:27,722 --> 00:08:30,227
  573. ‐ I know what happened,
  574.  
  575. 128
  576. 00:08:30,227 --> 00:08:31,855
  577. and I'm the only one left
  578.  
  579. 129
  580. 00:08:31,855 --> 00:08:34,861
  581. who can defend
  582. against these lies,
  583.  
  584. 130
  585. 00:08:34,861 --> 00:08:36,865
  586. and I will do that.
  587.  
  588. 131
  589. 00:08:36,865 --> 00:08:40,455
  590. ‐ Your word is the only one
  591. that doesn't fit.
  592.  
  593. 132
  594. 00:08:40,455 --> 00:08:42,752
  595. ‐ This is for you.
  596.  
  597. 133
  598. 00:08:42,752 --> 00:08:44,756
  599. This is self‐serving.
  600. ‐ I started this.
  601.  
  602. 134
  603. 00:08:44,756 --> 00:08:47,261
  604. I found Lilith. I discovered
  605. The Hypoxian Cleanse‐‐
  606.  
  607. 135
  608. 00:08:47,261 --> 00:08:50,893
  609. ‐ And that. Allegations
  610. that Steve abused Cal?
  611.  
  612. 136
  613. 00:08:50,893 --> 00:08:52,981
  614. Steve was the only father
  615. that boy ever had.
  616.  
  617. 137
  618. 00:08:52,981 --> 00:08:55,151
  619. ‐ No, we are not naming names.
  620.  
  621. 138
  622. 00:08:55,151 --> 00:08:56,738
  623. ‐ I just hope he's in on this,
  624.  
  625. 139
  626. 00:08:56,738 --> 00:08:58,742
  627. because if you're using him
  628. for your smear‐‐
  629.  
  630. 140
  631. 00:08:58,742 --> 00:09:00,287
  632. ‐ You know what?
  633. That's enough.
  634.  
  635. 141
  636. 00:09:00,287 --> 00:09:02,667
  637. This is painful for all of us.
  638.  
  639. 142
  640. 00:09:02,667 --> 00:09:04,128
  641. It's why I couldn't see
  642. Summer in the play.
  643.  
  644. 143
  645. 00:09:04,128 --> 00:09:05,798
  646. It is why I left The Movement.
  647.  
  648. 144
  649. 00:09:05,798 --> 00:09:08,303
  650. And none of us wants
  651. to believe that this is true,
  652.  
  653. 145
  654. 00:09:08,303 --> 00:09:09,681
  655. but it is,
  656.  
  657. 146
  658. 00:09:09,681 --> 00:09:11,602
  659. and the sooner
  660. that we accept it,
  661.  
  662. 147
  663. 00:09:11,602 --> 00:09:13,479
  664. we can move forward
  665. as a community.
  666.  
  667. 148
  668. 00:09:13,479 --> 00:09:15,066
  669. ‐ The community
  670. will see through this.
  671.  
  672. 149
  673. 00:09:15,066 --> 00:09:17,905
  674. ‐ Look, I promised...
  675.  
  676. 150
  677. 00:09:17,905 --> 00:09:20,995
  678. a Ladder to Enlightenment
  679. that is illuminated...
  680.  
  681. 151
  682. 00:09:20,995 --> 00:09:22,790
  683. ‐ Let's go.
  684. ‐ By Transparency.
  685.  
  686. 152
  687. 00:09:22,790 --> 00:09:25,378
  688. And that is what
  689. I intend to give.
  690.  
  691. 153
  692. 00:09:25,378 --> 00:09:27,675
  693. ‐ This will backfire.
  694.  
  695. 154
  696. 00:09:27,675 --> 00:09:29,721
  697. You'll lose everyone.
  698.  
  699. 155
  700. 00:09:37,486 --> 00:09:39,239
  701. ‐ All right...
  702.  
  703. 156
  704. 00:09:39,239 --> 00:09:41,035
  705. buses are gonna
  706. be here at 4:00
  707.  
  708. 157
  709. 00:09:41,035 --> 00:09:43,414
  710. to pick us up,
  711. take us to the compound.
  712.  
  713. 158
  714. 00:09:43,414 --> 00:09:45,085
  715. ‐ What's this
  716. Revelation thing about?
  717.  
  718. 159
  719. 00:09:45,085 --> 00:09:47,214
  720. ‐ I am as in the dark
  721. as you guys.
  722.  
  723. 160
  724. 00:09:47,214 --> 00:09:49,844
  725. All I know is my dad said
  726. it's important.
  727.  
  728. 161
  729. 00:09:49,844 --> 00:09:51,180
  730. He wants us all to be there,
  731.  
  732. 162
  733. 00:09:51,180 --> 00:09:52,725
  734. and he's gonna
  735. tell us something.
  736.  
  737. 163
  738. 00:09:52,725 --> 00:09:54,311
  739. ‐ Uh, I have plans tonight.
  740. ‐ Cancel them.
  741.  
  742. 164
  743. 00:09:54,311 --> 00:09:56,440
  744. ‐ It's probably
  745. about the rumors.
  746.  
  747. 165
  748. 00:09:56,440 --> 00:09:59,154
  749. ‐ Everybody saw Cal
  750. in that TV show. He killed it.
  751.  
  752. 166
  753. 00:09:59,154 --> 00:10:01,200
  754. ‐ That doesn't mean that people
  755. don't believe that article.
  756.  
  757. 167
  758. 00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:02,578
  759. ‐ Do you think
  760. we're shutting down?
  761.  
  762. 168
  763. 00:10:02,578 --> 00:10:03,956
  764. ‐ Of course not.
  765.  
  766. 169
  767. 00:10:03,956 --> 00:10:05,668
  768. ‐ Because I heard
  769. Eddie disappeared again.
  770.  
  771. 170
  772. 00:10:05,668 --> 00:10:07,254
  773. ‐ Okay, guys, here's the deal‐‐
  774.  
  775. 171
  776. 00:10:07,254 --> 00:10:09,592
  777. my dad is The Guardian
  778. of The Light.
  779.  
  780. 172
  781. 00:10:09,592 --> 00:10:11,972
  782. He says to be somewhere, we go.
  783.  
  784. 173
  785. 00:10:11,972 --> 00:10:13,224
  786. Unless any of you happen to
  787.  
  788. 174
  789. 00:10:13,224 --> 00:10:15,061
  790. commune directly
  791. with The Light?
  792.  
  793. 175
  794. 00:10:15,061 --> 00:10:17,065
  795. Jeremy?
  796.  
  797. 176
  798. 00:10:17,065 --> 00:10:18,902
  799. Cassie?
  800.  
  801. 177
  802. 00:10:18,902 --> 00:10:21,115
  803. You guys need...
  804.  
  805. 178
  806. 00:10:21,115 --> 00:10:24,539
  807. Revelation
  808. more than anybody else.
  809.  
  810. 179
  811. 00:10:24,539 --> 00:10:26,041
  812. If you guys
  813. aren't there tonight,
  814.  
  815. 180
  816. 00:10:26,041 --> 00:10:28,087
  817. don't bother coming
  818. back here tomorrow.
  819.  
  820. 181
  821. 00:10:30,509 --> 00:10:32,764
  822. See you on the bus.
  823.  
  824. 182
  825. 00:10:38,399 --> 00:10:40,780
  826. ‐ Yes? Who is it?
  827.  
  828. 183
  829. 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:44,077
  830. ‐ Hey.
  831.  
  832. 184
  833. 00:10:44,077 --> 00:10:46,792
  834. Uh, you got a minute?
  835.  
  836. 185
  837. 00:10:46,792 --> 00:10:48,587
  838. ‐ Not really.
  839.  
  840. 186
  841. 00:10:51,425 --> 00:10:53,346
  842. So, um...
  843.  
  844. 187
  845. 00:10:53,346 --> 00:10:58,064
  846. Gede, he decided to pull
  847. out of setting us up in Bali.
  848.  
  849. 188
  850. 00:10:58,064 --> 00:11:00,903
  851. You wouldn't know anything
  852. about that, would you?
  853.  
  854. 189
  855. 00:11:00,903 --> 00:11:02,197
  856. ‐ I killed it.
  857.  
  858. 190
  859. 00:11:02,197 --> 00:11:04,243
  860. ‐ Why?
  861.  
  862. 191
  863. 00:11:04,243 --> 00:11:05,621
  864. Because of your mother?
  865.  
  866. 192
  867. 00:11:05,621 --> 00:11:07,583
  868. ‐ Eddie, I'm really mad at you,
  869.  
  870. 193
  871. 00:11:07,583 --> 00:11:09,378
  872. but I also don't want you dead.
  873.  
  874. 194
  875. 00:11:10,798 --> 00:11:12,384
  876. You still believe in her.
  877.  
  878. 195
  879. 00:11:15,014 --> 00:11:17,018
  880. ‐ I don't know
  881. what I believe in,
  882.  
  883. 196
  884. 00:11:17,018 --> 00:11:21,026
  885. but I just know that I didn't
  886. want to take any chances.
  887.  
  888. 197
  889. 00:11:21,026 --> 00:11:23,072
  890. ‐ Um...
  891.  
  892. 198
  893. 00:11:23,072 --> 00:11:26,120
  894. look, Vera, I'm...
  895.  
  896. 199
  897. 00:11:26,120 --> 00:11:27,999
  898. I'm sorry...
  899.  
  900. 200
  901. 00:11:27,999 --> 00:11:30,169
  902. about what happened with us.
  903.  
  904. 201
  905. 00:11:30,169 --> 00:11:31,590
  906. ‐ Yeah.
  907.  
  908. 202
  909. 00:11:31,590 --> 00:11:33,677
  910. Me‐‐me too.
  911.  
  912. 203
  913. 00:11:33,677 --> 00:11:36,223
  914. ‐ Are you still a Meyerist?
  915.  
  916. 204
  917. 00:11:36,223 --> 00:11:39,146
  918. ‐ I'm thankful
  919. to The Meyerist Movement
  920.  
  921. 205
  922. 00:11:39,146 --> 00:11:42,778
  923. for helping me get
  924. out of a very dangerous cult
  925.  
  926. 206
  927. 00:11:42,778 --> 00:11:44,824
  928. that is my mother.
  929.  
  930. 207
  931. 00:11:47,914 --> 00:11:50,711
  932. ‐ Why don't you come back
  933.  
  934. 208
  935. 00:11:50,711 --> 00:11:53,007
  936. to work with us...
  937.  
  938. 209
  939. 00:11:53,007 --> 00:11:57,182
  940. as a Meyerist
  941. or as a secular person?
  942.  
  943. 210
  944. 00:11:57,182 --> 00:11:59,227
  945. ‐ Why would I do that?
  946.  
  947. 211
  948. 00:12:00,396 --> 00:12:03,570
  949. ‐ Because I am sure
  950. you're trying to figure out
  951.  
  952. 212
  953. 00:12:03,570 --> 00:12:06,075
  954. what you are going to do next,
  955.  
  956. 213
  957. 00:12:06,075 --> 00:12:08,997
  958. and you liked working with us.
  959.  
  960. 214
  961. 00:12:08,997 --> 00:12:12,755
  962. Plus, The Movement
  963. is going to need you.
  964.  
  965. 215
  966. 00:12:12,755 --> 00:12:15,844
  967. ‐ Why? Why‐‐why would
  968. The Movement need me?
  969.  
  970. 216
  971. 00:12:15,844 --> 00:12:17,848
  972. ‐ I am planning to reveal
  973.  
  974. 217
  975. 00:12:17,848 --> 00:12:20,186
  976. everything that I've learned
  977. about your mother
  978.  
  979. 218
  980. 00:12:20,186 --> 00:12:21,690
  981. and Steve‐‐
  982.  
  983. 219
  984. 00:12:21,690 --> 00:12:23,234
  985. about who he was,
  986.  
  987. 220
  988. 00:12:23,234 --> 00:12:24,904
  989. what he stole,
  990.  
  991. 221
  992. 00:12:24,904 --> 00:12:27,409
  993. how he abused,
  994.  
  995. 222
  996. 00:12:27,409 --> 00:12:30,498
  997. and then I am going
  998. to start over.
  999.  
  1000. 223
  1001. 00:12:32,586 --> 00:12:34,214
  1002. You want my...
  1003.  
  1004. 224
  1005. 00:12:34,214 --> 00:12:36,761
  1006. last piece
  1007. of professional advice?
  1008.  
  1009. 225
  1010. 00:12:38,472 --> 00:12:40,268
  1011. Don't do it.
  1012.  
  1013. 226
  1014. 00:12:41,938 --> 00:12:45,028
  1015. Well, it's... going to happen,
  1016.  
  1017. 227
  1018. 00:12:45,028 --> 00:12:47,783
  1019. tonight at Revelation.
  1020.  
  1021. 228
  1022. 00:12:47,783 --> 00:12:50,581
  1023. ‐ Why can't Revelation
  1024. be about acknowledging
  1025.  
  1026. 229
  1027. 00:12:50,581 --> 00:12:53,335
  1028. how far everyone's come,
  1029. optimism and future?
  1030.  
  1031. 230
  1032. 00:12:53,335 --> 00:12:55,256
  1033. Just let the past
  1034. stay in the past.
  1035.  
  1036. 231
  1037. 00:12:55,256 --> 00:12:57,887
  1038. ‐ Because Steve
  1039. needs to be purged.
  1040.  
  1041. 232
  1042. 00:12:57,887 --> 00:12:59,431
  1043. ‐ Steve chose you, Eddie.
  1044.  
  1045. 233
  1046. 00:12:59,431 --> 00:13:02,103
  1047. ‐ No, he chose me to erase him.
  1048.  
  1049. 234
  1050. 00:13:02,103 --> 00:13:03,607
  1051. ‐ This is not
  1052. going to erase him.
  1053.  
  1054. 235
  1055. 00:13:03,607 --> 00:13:05,944
  1056. This is all anyone
  1057. will ever talk about.
  1058.  
  1059. 236
  1060. 00:13:05,944 --> 00:13:07,948
  1061. ‐ Then why don't you
  1062. help me make sure that
  1063.  
  1064. 237
  1065. 00:13:07,948 --> 00:13:09,786
  1066. that is not the case?
  1067.  
  1068. 238
  1069. 00:13:09,786 --> 00:13:12,917
  1070. Vera...
  1071.  
  1072. 239
  1073. 00:13:12,917 --> 00:13:15,672
  1074. help me rebuild.
  1075.  
  1076. 240
  1077. 00:13:31,453 --> 00:13:33,082
  1078. ‐ Thank you
  1079. for meeting me here.
  1080.  
  1081. 241
  1082. 00:13:33,082 --> 00:13:34,877
  1083. ‐ Of course. What is it?
  1084.  
  1085. 242
  1086. 00:13:34,877 --> 00:13:36,881
  1087. And‐‐and why here?
  1088.  
  1089. 243
  1090. 00:13:36,881 --> 00:13:39,971
  1091. ‐ I know you're afraid, Lilith.
  1092.  
  1093. 244
  1094. 00:13:39,971 --> 00:13:42,308
  1095. ‐ I'm not.
  1096. ‐ You are.
  1097.  
  1098. 245
  1099. 00:13:42,308 --> 00:13:44,271
  1100. And I wanted to offer myself.
  1101.  
  1102. 246
  1103. 00:13:44,271 --> 00:13:46,275
  1104. ‐ Offer yourself?
  1105.  
  1106. 247
  1107. 00:13:46,275 --> 00:13:50,032
  1108. ‐ When my wife was killed,
  1109. there seemed little to live for
  1110.  
  1111. 248
  1112. 00:13:50,032 --> 00:13:54,249
  1113. but the hope you gave me
  1114. of a better world.
  1115.  
  1116. 249
  1117. 00:13:54,249 --> 00:13:56,378
  1118. ‐ You've been so good to me.
  1119.  
  1120. 250
  1121. 00:13:56,378 --> 00:13:59,510
  1122. Everything I've seen
  1123. over the years
  1124.  
  1125. 251
  1126. 00:13:59,510 --> 00:14:01,430
  1127. has come to be true.
  1128.  
  1129. 252
  1130. 00:14:02,975 --> 00:14:05,229
  1131. I‐I don't understand
  1132. what it means
  1133.  
  1134. 253
  1135. 00:14:05,229 --> 00:14:09,029
  1136. when someone alters the future
  1137. like Vera has.
  1138.  
  1139. 254
  1140. 00:14:09,029 --> 00:14:10,741
  1141. I‐‐
  1142.  
  1143. 255
  1144. 00:14:10,741 --> 00:14:13,037
  1145. I don't‐‐I don't know
  1146. what happens next.
  1147.  
  1148. 256
  1149. 00:14:13,037 --> 00:14:15,166
  1150. ‐ Maybe it wasn't Bali.
  1151.  
  1152. 257
  1153. 00:14:15,166 --> 00:14:17,337
  1154. Maybe Bali doesn't matter.
  1155.  
  1156. 258
  1157. 00:14:17,337 --> 00:14:20,301
  1158. In your vision, could you see
  1159. who it was that shot him?
  1160.  
  1161. 259
  1162. 00:14:20,301 --> 00:14:22,055
  1163. ‐ No.
  1164.  
  1165. 260
  1166. 00:14:22,055 --> 00:14:23,390
  1167. ‐ Why not me, then?
  1168.  
  1169. 261
  1170. 00:14:23,390 --> 00:14:24,977
  1171. ‐ Do you even know
  1172. how to use a gun?
  1173.  
  1174. 262
  1175. 00:14:46,395 --> 00:14:48,065
  1176. ‐ You aren't the one to do it.
  1177.  
  1178. 263
  1179. 00:14:50,444 --> 00:14:52,323
  1180. ‐ Your cancer's
  1181. not getting better.
  1182.  
  1183. 264
  1184. 00:14:53,994 --> 00:14:58,210
  1185. The last MRI shows it's now
  1186. in your liver and lungs.
  1187.  
  1188. 265
  1189. 00:14:58,210 --> 00:15:01,551
  1190. There are so many ways to
  1191. fight it, and we will do that,
  1192.  
  1193. 266
  1194. 00:15:01,551 --> 00:15:04,305
  1195. but we can't lose you
  1196. before the end.
  1197.  
  1198. 267
  1199. 00:15:04,305 --> 00:15:06,853
  1200. We can't do it without you.
  1201.  
  1202. 268
  1203. 00:15:13,867 --> 00:15:15,369
  1204. I'm supposed to speak
  1205.  
  1206. 269
  1207. 00:15:15,369 --> 00:15:17,290
  1208. at this EcoFaith Initiative
  1209. tomorrow.
  1210.  
  1211. 270
  1212. 00:15:17,290 --> 00:15:19,545
  1213. It's a faith‐based
  1214. environmental group.
  1215.  
  1216. 271
  1217. 00:15:19,545 --> 00:15:21,799
  1218. I don't know how those two
  1219. things aren't contradictory.
  1220.  
  1221. 272
  1222. 00:15:21,799 --> 00:15:23,720
  1223. But if we can get
  1224. the wackos on board
  1225.  
  1226. 273
  1227. 00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:26,517
  1228. with some of the science around
  1229. climate change, I'm for it.
  1230.  
  1231. 274
  1232. 00:15:28,103 --> 00:15:30,901
  1233. I'm sorry, did I offend you
  1234. with the, uh, "wackos" thing?
  1235.  
  1236. 275
  1237. 00:15:30,901 --> 00:15:33,698
  1238. ‐ No, you didn't.
  1239. ‐ So I'm boring you. Great.
  1240.  
  1241. 276
  1242. 00:15:33,698 --> 00:15:35,076
  1243. Can't even keep your attention.
  1244.  
  1245. 277
  1246. 00:15:35,076 --> 00:15:36,453
  1247. How am I gonna
  1248. win over this group
  1249.  
  1250. 278
  1251. 00:15:36,453 --> 00:15:38,207
  1252. of tree‐hugging Christians
  1253.  
  1254. 279
  1255. 00:15:38,207 --> 00:15:39,794
  1256. who probably already think
  1257. I'm an unrepentant sinner?
  1258.  
  1259. 280
  1260. 00:15:39,794 --> 00:15:41,547
  1261. ‐ You're nothing of the sort.
  1262.  
  1263. 281
  1264. 00:15:41,547 --> 00:15:44,260
  1265. You're just a flawed human
  1266. being like the rest of us,
  1267.  
  1268. 282
  1269. 00:15:44,260 --> 00:15:46,348
  1270. seeking redemption.
  1271.  
  1272. 283
  1273. 00:15:46,348 --> 00:15:48,686
  1274. We all are.
  1275.  
  1276. 284
  1277. 00:15:48,686 --> 00:15:50,607
  1278. ‐ Hmm.
  1279.  
  1280. 285
  1281. 00:15:50,607 --> 00:15:52,653
  1282. You okay?
  1283.  
  1284. 286
  1285. 00:15:52,653 --> 00:15:54,782
  1286. ‐ I don't want to talk
  1287. about my personal life.
  1288.  
  1289. 287
  1290. 00:15:54,782 --> 00:15:56,493
  1291. ‐ Okay.
  1292.  
  1293. 288
  1294. 00:15:56,493 --> 00:15:58,581
  1295. But I didn't ask.
  1296.  
  1297. 289
  1298. 00:15:58,581 --> 00:16:01,754
  1299. ‐ I will help you talk
  1300. to the Green Christians.
  1301.  
  1302. 290
  1303. 00:16:01,754 --> 00:16:03,298
  1304. I'm all over it.
  1305.  
  1306. 291
  1307. 00:16:03,298 --> 00:16:06,681
  1308. You know, I'm just going
  1309. through, um...
  1310.  
  1311. 292
  1312. 00:16:06,681 --> 00:16:08,433
  1313. My life is, uh, changing‐‐
  1314.  
  1315. 293
  1316. 00:16:08,433 --> 00:16:10,522
  1317. Fuck. You know what? It is‐‐
  1318. it's so stuffy in here.
  1319.  
  1320. 294
  1321. 00:16:10,522 --> 00:16:12,191
  1322. Could we get some air?
  1323.  
  1324. 295
  1325. 00:16:12,191 --> 00:16:13,862
  1326. ‐ Yeah, sorry, they sealed
  1327. those off a while ago.
  1328.  
  1329. 296
  1330. 00:16:13,862 --> 00:16:15,657
  1331. I think they thought
  1332. I was gonna jump.
  1333.  
  1334. 297
  1335. 00:16:15,657 --> 00:16:17,034
  1336. Or maybe someone from my staff.
  1337.  
  1338. 298
  1339. 00:16:17,034 --> 00:16:18,705
  1340. Hey, you know what?
  1341. I got an idea.
  1342.  
  1343. 299
  1344. 00:16:18,705 --> 00:16:19,707
  1345. Come with me.
  1346.  
  1347. 300
  1348. 00:16:19,707 --> 00:16:21,836
  1349. Here, take your coat.
  1350.  
  1351. 301
  1352. 00:16:25,342 --> 00:16:26,888
  1353. ‐ Wow.
  1354.  
  1355. 302
  1356. 00:16:26,888 --> 00:16:28,265
  1357. ‐ Right?
  1358.  
  1359. 303
  1360. 00:16:28,265 --> 00:16:30,436
  1361. Not bad as far as
  1362. fresh air goes.
  1363.  
  1364. 304
  1365. 00:16:30,436 --> 00:16:32,398
  1366. I mean...
  1367.  
  1368. 305
  1369. 00:16:32,398 --> 00:16:35,029
  1370. it's not a remote island
  1371. in the Caribbean,
  1372.  
  1373. 306
  1374. 00:16:35,029 --> 00:16:36,866
  1375. but it's an island...
  1376.  
  1377. 307
  1378. 00:16:36,866 --> 00:16:38,620
  1379. slightly more populated.
  1380.  
  1381. 308
  1382. 00:16:38,620 --> 00:16:40,999
  1383. ‐ I didn't take you for a guy
  1384. that went up on the roof.
  1385.  
  1386. 309
  1387. 00:16:40,999 --> 00:16:42,961
  1388. Little "head in the clouds,"
  1389. don't you think?
  1390.  
  1391. 310
  1392. 00:16:42,961 --> 00:16:46,969
  1393. ‐ Hey, I have my moments of
  1394. contemplation and perspective.
  1395.  
  1396. 311
  1397. 00:16:48,263 --> 00:16:51,269
  1398. And I come up here
  1399. to day‐drink.
  1400.  
  1401. 312
  1402. 00:16:51,269 --> 00:16:53,315
  1403. Away from prying eyes.
  1404.  
  1405. 313
  1406. 00:16:56,739 --> 00:16:58,910
  1407. ‐ I left him‐‐Cal‐‐
  1408.  
  1409. 314
  1410. 00:16:58,910 --> 00:17:00,956
  1411. or I don't know,
  1412. we're separated.
  1413.  
  1414. 315
  1415. 00:17:00,956 --> 00:17:02,918
  1416. It's all very confusing.
  1417.  
  1418. 316
  1419. 00:17:02,918 --> 00:17:05,548
  1420. But, um... at least
  1421. I'll have more time,
  1422.  
  1423. 317
  1424. 00:17:05,548 --> 00:17:08,053
  1425. I guess, to focus.
  1426.  
  1427. 318
  1428. 00:17:08,053 --> 00:17:09,765
  1429. ‐ I'm sorry.
  1430.  
  1431. 319
  1432. 00:17:11,309 --> 00:17:12,938
  1433. Oh...
  1434.  
  1435. 320
  1436. 00:17:14,315 --> 00:17:17,321
  1437. Um, I want‐‐
  1438.  
  1439. 321
  1440. 00:17:17,321 --> 00:17:19,117
  1441. Can I...
  1442. ‐ I'll take a hug.
  1443.  
  1444. 322
  1445. 00:17:19,117 --> 00:17:20,954
  1446. I consent to a hug.
  1447.  
  1448. 323
  1449. 00:17:24,670 --> 00:17:26,757
  1450. ‐ Uh, you'll be okay.
  1451.  
  1452. 324
  1453. 00:17:26,757 --> 00:17:28,845
  1454. ‐ Can I do something
  1455. truly awful?
  1456.  
  1457. 325
  1458. 00:17:28,845 --> 00:17:30,472
  1459. ‐ I think so.
  1460.  
  1461. 326
  1462. 00:17:30,472 --> 00:17:32,393
  1463. ‐ I haven't smoked
  1464. in two years,
  1465.  
  1466. 327
  1467. 00:17:32,393 --> 00:17:34,565
  1468. and I bought a cigarette off
  1469. a homeless person this morning,
  1470.  
  1471. 328
  1472. 00:17:34,565 --> 00:17:36,318
  1473. and I really want to smoke it.
  1474.  
  1475. 329
  1476. 00:17:36,318 --> 00:17:38,531
  1477. ‐ Well, smoke!
  1478.  
  1479. 330
  1480. 00:17:38,531 --> 00:17:40,535
  1481. Environment be damned!
  1482.  
  1483. 331
  1484. 00:17:44,918 --> 00:17:46,672
  1485. What's that?
  1486.  
  1487. 332
  1488. 00:17:49,678 --> 00:17:52,601
  1489. Is everything okay?
  1490.  
  1491. 333
  1492. 00:17:52,601 --> 00:17:55,022
  1493. ‐ I‐I‐I have to go...
  1494.  
  1495. 334
  1496. 00:17:55,022 --> 00:17:57,611
  1497. Back to the compound.
  1498. ‐ Okay.
  1499.  
  1500. 335
  1501. 00:17:57,611 --> 00:17:59,615
  1502. Can I help in any way?
  1503. ‐ I need a car.
  1504.  
  1505. 336
  1506. 00:17:59,615 --> 00:18:00,867
  1507. ‐ Okay.
  1508.  
  1509. 337
  1510. 00:18:33,683 --> 00:18:36,062
  1511. ‐ She's been sitting
  1512. like that for hours,
  1513.  
  1514. 338
  1515. 00:18:36,062 --> 00:18:39,318
  1516. just staring out the window.
  1517.  
  1518. 339
  1519. 00:18:39,318 --> 00:18:41,991
  1520. ‐ Did anything happen
  1521. after I left this morning?
  1522.  
  1523. 340
  1524. 00:18:41,991 --> 00:18:43,911
  1525. ‐ After you destroyed us?
  1526.  
  1527. 341
  1528. 00:18:43,911 --> 00:18:45,414
  1529. No.
  1530.  
  1531. 342
  1532. 00:18:45,414 --> 00:18:48,128
  1533. She's been like that
  1534. since we came home.
  1535.  
  1536. 343
  1537. 00:18:57,522 --> 00:18:58,941
  1538. ‐ Felicia?
  1539.  
  1540. 344
  1541. 00:18:58,941 --> 00:19:00,695
  1542. ‐ Should I call a doctor?
  1543.  
  1544. 345
  1545. 00:19:00,695 --> 00:19:03,534
  1546. ‐ Just give me a minute.
  1547.  
  1548. 346
  1549. 00:19:03,534 --> 00:19:05,789
  1550. ‐ She's gone into
  1551. some kind of shock.
  1552.  
  1553. 347
  1554. 00:19:05,789 --> 00:19:08,961
  1555. ‐ Is there something...
  1556.  
  1557. 348
  1558. 00:19:08,961 --> 00:19:11,675
  1559. Whatever it is,
  1560.  
  1561. 349
  1562. 00:19:11,675 --> 00:19:14,305
  1563. we will get through it,
  1564. I promise you,
  1565.  
  1566. 350
  1567. 00:19:14,305 --> 00:19:16,769
  1568. but you need to tell me.
  1569.  
  1570. 351
  1571. 00:19:16,769 --> 00:19:18,689
  1572. ‐ What are you doing, Sarah?
  1573.  
  1574. 352
  1575. 00:19:18,689 --> 00:19:20,693
  1576. ‐ We need to finish this.
  1577.  
  1578. 353
  1579. 00:19:20,693 --> 00:19:23,114
  1580. ‐ We were doing 7R.
  1581.  
  1582. 354
  1583. 00:19:23,114 --> 00:19:25,369
  1584. ‐ Yes.
  1585.  
  1586. 355
  1587. 00:19:25,369 --> 00:19:28,250
  1588. ‐ Reflective.
  1589.  
  1590. 356
  1591. 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:31,047
  1592. Everything is revealed.
  1593.  
  1594. 357
  1595. 00:19:31,047 --> 00:19:33,301
  1596. ‐ 115...
  1597.  
  1598. 358
  1599. 00:19:33,301 --> 00:19:35,640
  1600. 94.
  1601.  
  1602. 359
  1603. 00:19:35,640 --> 00:19:37,434
  1604. ‐ Concentrate.
  1605.  
  1606. 360
  1607. 00:19:37,434 --> 00:19:40,440
  1608. You must be able to recite it
  1609. backwards and forwards.
  1610.  
  1611. 361
  1612. 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,696
  1613. ‐ 115...
  1614.  
  1615. 362
  1616. 00:19:42,696 --> 00:19:45,075
  1617. 94, 76,
  1618.  
  1619. 363
  1620. 00:19:45,075 --> 00:19:47,581
  1621. 54, 32, 12,
  1622.  
  1623. 364
  1624. 00:19:47,581 --> 00:19:50,587
  1625. 15... 7.
  1626.  
  1627. 365
  1628. 00:19:50,587 --> 00:19:52,674
  1629. ‐ Forward.
  1630. Free yourself of delusions.
  1631.  
  1632. 366
  1633. 00:19:52,674 --> 00:19:54,678
  1634. ‐ 7, 15,
  1635.  
  1636. 367
  1637. 00:19:54,678 --> 00:19:57,642
  1638. 12, 32, 54,
  1639.  
  1640. 368
  1641. 00:19:57,642 --> 00:20:00,690
  1642. 76, 94, 115.
  1643.  
  1644. 369
  1645. 00:20:00,690 --> 00:20:02,777
  1646. 115, 94, 76, 54, 32...
  1647.  
  1648. 370
  1649. 00:20:02,777 --> 00:20:06,827
  1650. He told us
  1651. that he struggled...
  1652.  
  1653. 371
  1654. 00:20:08,330 --> 00:20:10,710
  1655. That he was ill.
  1656.  
  1657. 372
  1658. 00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:13,633
  1659. He said he had
  1660. unnatural thoughts
  1661.  
  1662. 373
  1663. 00:20:13,633 --> 00:20:15,469
  1664. that haunted him.
  1665.  
  1666. 374
  1667. 00:20:17,222 --> 00:20:19,226
  1668. ‐ Thoughts about children?
  1669.  
  1670. 375
  1671. 00:20:20,688 --> 00:20:22,525
  1672. Thoughts about Cal?
  1673.  
  1674. 376
  1675. 00:20:22,525 --> 00:20:25,238
  1676. ‐ I didn't know
  1677. about Cal specifically.
  1678.  
  1679. 377
  1680. 00:20:25,238 --> 00:20:27,493
  1681. ‐ Oh, God.
  1682.  
  1683. 378
  1684. 00:20:27,493 --> 00:20:29,455
  1685. ‐ We tried to reconcile,
  1686.  
  1687. 379
  1688. 00:20:29,455 --> 00:20:31,543
  1689. to make sense of why The Light
  1690.  
  1691. 380
  1692. 00:20:31,543 --> 00:20:34,800
  1693. would choose someone
  1694. so laden with Transgress
  1695.  
  1696. 381
  1697. 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:36,804
  1698. to be our messenger.
  1699.  
  1700. 382
  1701. 00:20:38,599 --> 00:20:41,270
  1702. ‐ Silas was there?
  1703. Silas knew, too.
  1704.  
  1705. 383
  1706. 00:20:41,270 --> 00:20:43,024
  1707. ‐ Then we understood.
  1708.  
  1709. 384
  1710. 00:20:43,024 --> 00:20:46,364
  1711. The Light was testing us.
  1712.  
  1713. 385
  1714. 00:20:46,364 --> 00:20:48,451
  1715. It was testing our faith.
  1716.  
  1717. 386
  1718. 00:20:50,414 --> 00:20:53,003
  1719. We worked with him.
  1720.  
  1721. 387
  1722. 00:20:55,883 --> 00:20:58,471
  1723. We wouldn't give up
  1724. until we had cured him.
  1725.  
  1726. 388
  1727. 00:21:00,183 --> 00:21:02,021
  1728. ‐ You didn't cure him.
  1729.  
  1730. 389
  1731. 00:21:05,444 --> 00:21:07,406
  1732. ‐ We didn't know
  1733. what we know now
  1734.  
  1735. 390
  1736. 00:21:07,406 --> 00:21:10,203
  1737. about that sort of thing.
  1738.  
  1739. 391
  1740. 00:21:10,203 --> 00:21:12,499
  1741. We thought
  1742. we could make him well.
  1743.  
  1744. 392
  1745. 00:21:12,499 --> 00:21:15,338
  1746. We thought The Light
  1747. would make him well.
  1748.  
  1749. 393
  1750. 00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,514
  1751. We thought it had.
  1752.  
  1753. 394
  1754. 00:21:19,514 --> 00:21:21,685
  1755. I didn't know
  1756. that he had acted on it.
  1757.  
  1758. 395
  1759. 00:21:21,685 --> 00:21:23,606
  1760. I didn't know.
  1761.  
  1762. 396
  1763. 00:21:27,822 --> 00:21:29,826
  1764. ‐ Hello?
  1765. ‐ Is Cal there at Revelation?
  1766.  
  1767. 397
  1768. 00:21:29,826 --> 00:21:31,329
  1769. Can you see him?
  1770.  
  1771. 398
  1772. 00:21:31,329 --> 00:21:33,333
  1773. ‐ Uh, no, I‐I haven't gone yet.
  1774.  
  1775. 399
  1776. 00:21:35,295 --> 00:21:36,799
  1777. ‐ He's gonna kill himself,
  1778.  
  1779. 400
  1780. 00:21:36,799 --> 00:21:38,218
  1781. and Eddie's not answering
  1782. his phone.
  1783.  
  1784. 401
  1785. 00:21:38,218 --> 00:21:39,513
  1786. ‐ Why would you say that?
  1787.  
  1788. 402
  1789. 00:21:39,513 --> 00:21:41,349
  1790. ‐ He wrote a fucking note‐‐
  1791.  
  1792. 403
  1793. 00:21:41,349 --> 00:21:42,894
  1794. "In a place where
  1795. they won't find the body,
  1796.  
  1797. 404
  1798. 00:21:42,894 --> 00:21:44,438
  1799. and it will seem like
  1800. I've disappeared."
  1801.  
  1802. 405
  1803. 00:21:44,438 --> 00:21:46,234
  1804. He doesn't want me to deal‐‐
  1805. or‐‐or Forest.
  1806.  
  1807. 406
  1808. 00:21:46,234 --> 00:21:48,488
  1809. I‐I‐I need you
  1810. to help me, please.
  1811.  
  1812. 407
  1813. 00:21:48,488 --> 00:21:49,699
  1814. Please help me.
  1815.  
  1816. 408
  1817. 00:22:15,333 --> 00:22:17,839
  1818. ‐ Hey. Glad you made it.
  1819.  
  1820. 409
  1821. 00:22:17,839 --> 00:22:20,093
  1822. ‐ I hear he's gonna say
  1823. something epic tonight.
  1824.  
  1825. 410
  1826. 00:22:20,093 --> 00:22:22,389
  1827. ‐ Let's‐‐let's hope so.
  1828.  
  1829. 411
  1830. 00:22:22,389 --> 00:22:24,059
  1831. ‐ We're gonna be forced
  1832. to face ourselves,
  1833.  
  1834. 412
  1835. 00:22:24,059 --> 00:22:25,521
  1836. really face ourselves.
  1837.  
  1838. 413
  1839. 00:22:25,521 --> 00:22:27,482
  1840. That's what
  1841. Eddie Lane gives us.
  1842.  
  1843. 414
  1844. 00:22:42,847 --> 00:22:44,768
  1845. ‐ Hey.
  1846. ‐ Hey.
  1847.  
  1848. 415
  1849. 00:22:44,768 --> 00:22:46,855
  1850. ‐ It's almost time.
  1851.  
  1852. 416
  1853. 00:22:46,855 --> 00:22:48,399
  1854. ‐ Yeah.
  1855.  
  1856. 417
  1857. 00:22:48,399 --> 00:22:51,072
  1858. ‐ We would have been
  1859. in Bali tonight.
  1860.  
  1861. 418
  1862. 00:22:51,072 --> 00:22:54,119
  1863. It might have been
  1864. your last night on Earth.
  1865.  
  1866. 419
  1867. 00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:57,292
  1868. We'll never know.
  1869.  
  1870. 420
  1871. 00:22:57,292 --> 00:22:59,421
  1872. ‐ Don't do this.
  1873.  
  1874. 421
  1875. 00:22:59,421 --> 00:23:01,760
  1876. ‐ Vera...
  1877. ‐ I know.
  1878.  
  1879. 422
  1880. 00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:04,348
  1881. I know you think I am crazy
  1882.  
  1883. 423
  1884. 00:23:04,348 --> 00:23:06,645
  1885. for believing my mother,
  1886. but I do.
  1887.  
  1888. 424
  1889. 00:23:06,645 --> 00:23:09,818
  1890. She is a force
  1891. of anger and revenge,
  1892.  
  1893. 425
  1894. 00:23:09,818 --> 00:23:13,826
  1895. and that is real
  1896. and very powerful.
  1897.  
  1898. 426
  1899. 00:23:13,826 --> 00:23:16,707
  1900. But you, Eddie,
  1901. you're‐‐you're hope,
  1902.  
  1903. 427
  1904. 00:23:16,707 --> 00:23:19,420
  1905. and the world needs hope
  1906. right now.
  1907.  
  1908. 428
  1909. 00:23:22,134 --> 00:23:23,971
  1910. Please don't destroy this.
  1911.  
  1912. 429
  1913. 00:24:46,761 --> 00:24:48,557
  1914. ‐ Hey, thank you.
  1915.  
  1916. 430
  1917. 00:24:48,557 --> 00:24:51,187
  1918. You know, I want to‐‐
  1919. I want to thank everyone
  1920.  
  1921. 431
  1922. 00:24:51,187 --> 00:24:54,234
  1923. for coming out tonight.
  1924.  
  1925. 432
  1926. 00:24:54,234 --> 00:24:56,907
  1927. For those of you who've been
  1928. with us a long time,
  1929.  
  1930. 433
  1931. 00:24:56,907 --> 00:25:00,413
  1932. I'm sure you're wondering
  1933. what Revelation is
  1934.  
  1935. 434
  1936. 00:25:00,413 --> 00:25:03,127
  1937. and where it came from.
  1938.  
  1939. 435
  1940. 00:25:03,127 --> 00:25:07,052
  1941. Well, that's the nature
  1942. of a Revelation.
  1943.  
  1944. 436
  1945. 00:25:07,052 --> 00:25:08,847
  1946. It strikes without warning.
  1947.  
  1948. 437
  1949. 00:25:08,847 --> 00:25:13,524
  1950. It breaks the way we see
  1951. the world entirely.
  1952.  
  1953. 438
  1954. 00:25:13,524 --> 00:25:17,907
  1955. Well, that's what
  1956. we are going to do tonight.
  1957.  
  1958. 439
  1959. 00:25:17,907 --> 00:25:21,790
  1960. We as a community
  1961. who seek Truth,
  1962.  
  1963. 440
  1964. 00:25:21,790 --> 00:25:24,712
  1965. we are going to
  1966. acknowledge the past
  1967.  
  1968. 441
  1969. 00:25:24,712 --> 00:25:28,094
  1970. and cleanse the wrongs.
  1971.  
  1972. 442
  1973. 00:25:47,508 --> 00:25:50,096
  1974. ‐ Some things
  1975. have come to light
  1976.  
  1977. 443
  1978. 00:25:50,096 --> 00:25:53,436
  1979. about Dr. Steven Meyer,
  1980.  
  1981. 444
  1982. 00:25:53,436 --> 00:25:58,947
  1983. things that will be
  1984. difficult to reconcile.
  1985.  
  1986. 445
  1987. 00:26:03,749 --> 00:26:07,798
  1988. But at the end of all this,
  1989. I ask you to trust
  1990.  
  1991. 446
  1992. 00:26:07,798 --> 00:26:12,558
  1993. that I was chosen for a reason.
  1994.  
  1995. 447
  1996. 00:26:12,558 --> 00:26:17,275
  1997. Even though the man
  1998. who chose me...
  1999.  
  2000. 448
  2001. 00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:20,741
  2002. may have failed you,
  2003. I will not.
  2004.  
  2005. 449
  2006. 00:26:20,741 --> 00:26:23,079
  2007. Together,
  2008. we'll face our demons
  2009.  
  2010. 450
  2011. 00:26:23,079 --> 00:26:24,707
  2012. and reconcile the past.
  2013.  
  2014. 451
  2015. 00:26:24,707 --> 00:26:26,753
  2016. ‐ What are you doing here?
  2017. ‐ Mary called me.
  2018.  
  2019. 452
  2020. 00:26:26,753 --> 00:26:28,339
  2021. She said you wanted
  2022. to kill yourself
  2023.  
  2024. 453
  2025. 00:26:28,339 --> 00:26:29,967
  2026. in a place that
  2027. no one would find you,
  2028.  
  2029. 454
  2030. 00:26:29,967 --> 00:26:32,932
  2031. and this is the first place
  2032. that I thought of.
  2033.  
  2034. 455
  2035. 00:26:32,932 --> 00:26:35,269
  2036. She's very upset, Cal.
  2037.  
  2038. 456
  2039. 00:26:35,269 --> 00:26:37,273
  2040. ‐ It'd be better for her
  2041. in the long run, and Forest.
  2042.  
  2043. 457
  2044. 00:26:37,273 --> 00:26:38,694
  2045. ‐ Why?
  2046. ‐ Sarah...
  2047.  
  2048. 458
  2049. 00:26:38,694 --> 00:26:40,363
  2050. ‐ You have to talk to me.
  2051.  
  2052. 459
  2053. 00:26:40,363 --> 00:26:41,991
  2054. ‐ I'm not talking to you
  2055. about this. You need to go.
  2056.  
  2057. 460
  2058. 00:26:41,991 --> 00:26:43,411
  2059. ‐ Why would it be better
  2060. for Mary to lose you?
  2061.  
  2062. 461
  2063. 00:26:43,411 --> 00:26:45,123
  2064. ‐ I should be
  2065. in the ground.
  2066.  
  2067. 462
  2068. 00:26:45,123 --> 00:26:47,293
  2069. I killed someone, and I could
  2070. do it again, believe me.
  2071.  
  2072. 463
  2073. 00:26:47,293 --> 00:26:49,423
  2074. I thought about, uh,
  2075. killing you and Eddie.
  2076.  
  2077. 464
  2078. 00:26:49,423 --> 00:26:51,093
  2079. ‐ But you didn't...
  2080. ‐ God, just‐‐
  2081.  
  2082. 465
  2083. 00:26:51,093 --> 00:26:52,805
  2084. ‐ And you wouldn't.
  2085. ‐ Get out of here, Sarah.
  2086.  
  2087. 466
  2088. 00:26:52,805 --> 00:26:54,433
  2089. ‐ No, Forest, he needs you.
  2090. ‐ I‐I'm asking you to go.
  2091.  
  2092. 467
  2093. 00:26:54,433 --> 00:26:55,686
  2094. ‐ No, Cal.
  2095.  
  2096. 468
  2097. 00:26:55,686 --> 00:26:57,230
  2098. ‐ Let me do this
  2099. the way I want.
  2100.  
  2101. 469
  2102. 00:26:57,230 --> 00:26:58,567
  2103. That's all I ask.
  2104. ‐ Your son needs his father.
  2105.  
  2106. 470
  2107. 00:26:58,567 --> 00:26:59,861
  2108. I'm not
  2109. a fucking father, Sarah!
  2110.  
  2111. 471
  2112. 00:26:59,861 --> 00:27:01,238
  2113. ‐ Yes, you are.
  2114. I've seen you.
  2115.  
  2116. 472
  2117. 00:27:01,238 --> 00:27:02,700
  2118. ‐ What‐‐what,
  2119. carrying him around?
  2120.  
  2121. 473
  2122. 00:27:02,700 --> 00:27:04,244
  2123. Feeding him?
  2124. Anyone can do that.
  2125.  
  2126. 474
  2127. 00:27:04,244 --> 00:27:06,583
  2128. ‐ No, that's not true.
  2129. ‐ God, you have no idea!
  2130.  
  2131. 475
  2132. 00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:08,920
  2133. No idea!
  2134.  
  2135. 476
  2136. 00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:11,383
  2137. ‐ I don't. I'm sorry.
  2138. I didn't mean to‐‐
  2139.  
  2140. 477
  2141. 00:27:11,383 --> 00:27:13,847
  2142. I know you suffer,
  2143.  
  2144. 478
  2145. 00:27:13,847 --> 00:27:16,143
  2146. but I also know
  2147. how good you are.
  2148.  
  2149. 479
  2150. 00:27:16,143 --> 00:27:18,230
  2151. ‐ I‐‐uh, I'm sick.
  2152.  
  2153. 480
  2154. 00:27:18,230 --> 00:27:19,859
  2155. Uh, alcoholic salesman...
  2156.  
  2157. 481
  2158. 00:27:19,859 --> 00:27:21,403
  2159. ‐ No.
  2160. ‐ And it'll catch to them.
  2161.  
  2162. 482
  2163. 00:27:21,403 --> 00:27:22,907
  2164. It already has.
  2165. ‐ No, I don't believe you.
  2166.  
  2167. 483
  2168. 00:27:22,907 --> 00:27:24,367
  2169. I have known you
  2170. since I was a child.
  2171.  
  2172. 484
  2173. 00:27:24,367 --> 00:27:25,787
  2174. ‐ You didn't know me.
  2175.  
  2176. 485
  2177. 00:27:25,787 --> 00:27:27,541
  2178. I was already ruined.
  2179.  
  2180. 486
  2181. 00:27:27,541 --> 00:27:29,545
  2182. ‐ No, I didn't know what was
  2183. happening, that's true,
  2184.  
  2185. 487
  2186. 00:27:29,545 --> 00:27:31,381
  2187. but I‐I knew you.
  2188. ‐ Just go, Sarah.
  2189.  
  2190. 488
  2191. 00:27:31,381 --> 00:27:33,260
  2192. ‐ I wanted to be around you.
  2193.  
  2194. 489
  2195. 00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:34,764
  2196. I‐I loved you.
  2197.  
  2198. 490
  2199. 00:27:34,764 --> 00:27:36,350
  2200. ‐ Yeah, and look
  2201. what I did to you.
  2202.  
  2203. 491
  2204. 00:27:36,350 --> 00:27:38,020
  2205. ‐ Anything that I did,
  2206. I did to myself.
  2207.  
  2208. 492
  2209. 00:27:38,020 --> 00:27:40,567
  2210. ‐ Pl‐‐please‐‐please stop this.
  2211. I need this.
  2212.  
  2213. 493
  2214. 00:27:40,567 --> 00:27:44,575
  2215. ‐ I called you
  2216. earlier this year.
  2217.  
  2218. 494
  2219. 00:27:44,575 --> 00:27:46,704
  2220. I was in...
  2221.  
  2222. 495
  2223. 00:27:46,704 --> 00:27:48,583
  2224. a ton of pain,
  2225.  
  2226. 496
  2227. 00:27:48,583 --> 00:27:51,004
  2228. and you were the only one
  2229.  
  2230. 497
  2231. 00:27:51,004 --> 00:27:52,716
  2232. I could ask for help.
  2233.  
  2234. 498
  2235. 00:27:52,716 --> 00:27:54,344
  2236. ‐ Yeah, because I was
  2237. the only one
  2238.  
  2239. 499
  2240. 00:27:54,344 --> 00:27:56,558
  2241. fucked up enough to understand.
  2242. ‐ Maybe.
  2243.  
  2244. 500
  2245. 00:27:56,558 --> 00:27:58,770
  2246. What's so bad about that, huh?
  2247.  
  2248. 501
  2249. 00:27:58,770 --> 00:28:01,693
  2250. What's so bad about having
  2251. the capacity to understand
  2252.  
  2253. 502
  2254. 00:28:01,693 --> 00:28:05,324
  2255. someone else who is
  2256. so steeped in self‐loathing?
  2257.  
  2258. 503
  2259. 00:28:05,324 --> 00:28:07,287
  2260. I don't know...
  2261.  
  2262. 504
  2263. 00:28:07,287 --> 00:28:11,003
  2264. what it is for someone
  2265. to take my innocence,
  2266.  
  2267. 505
  2268. 00:28:11,003 --> 00:28:14,175
  2269. to destroy every sense...
  2270.  
  2271. 506
  2272. 00:28:14,175 --> 00:28:16,013
  2273. of normalcy,
  2274.  
  2275. 507
  2276. 00:28:16,013 --> 00:28:17,683
  2277. of how you get over that,
  2278.  
  2279. 508
  2280. 00:28:17,683 --> 00:28:20,647
  2281. of how you have any sense
  2282. of how to make a life.
  2283.  
  2284. 509
  2285. 00:28:20,647 --> 00:28:24,487
  2286. But I do know that the ugliness
  2287. that you feel inside of you,
  2288.  
  2289. 510
  2290. 00:28:24,487 --> 00:28:26,491
  2291. it's not you.
  2292.  
  2293. 511
  2294. 00:28:26,491 --> 00:28:29,582
  2295. ‐ It is me, Sarah.
  2296. ‐ It's them.
  2297.  
  2298. 512
  2299. 00:28:29,582 --> 00:28:31,878
  2300. Your mom...
  2301.  
  2302. 513
  2303. 00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:33,840
  2304. your dad, Steve...
  2305.  
  2306. 514
  2307. 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:35,217
  2308. ‐ It is me.
  2309.  
  2310. 515
  2311. 00:28:35,217 --> 00:28:38,892
  2312. ‐ It is not you.
  2313.  
  2314. 516
  2315. 00:28:38,892 --> 00:28:40,729
  2316. ‐ I just‐‐I just
  2317. want to get over it.
  2318.  
  2319. 517
  2320. 00:28:40,729 --> 00:28:43,150
  2321. I just want‐‐
  2322. I want to be over it.
  2323.  
  2324. 518
  2325. 00:28:43,150 --> 00:28:45,822
  2326. I need to be over it.
  2327.  
  2328. 519
  2329. 00:28:45,822 --> 00:28:48,160
  2330. - ‐ This isn't the way, okay?
  2331. - ‐
  2332.  
  2333. 520
  2334. 00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:49,997
  2335. ‐ This isn't the way.
  2336.  
  2337. 521
  2338. 00:28:53,253 --> 00:28:54,924
  2339. Not this way.
  2340.  
  2341. 522
  2342. 00:28:54,924 --> 00:28:57,763
  2343. ‐ I just need to be over it.
  2344.  
  2345. 523
  2346. 00:28:57,763 --> 00:28:59,391
  2347. ‐ Not this way.
  2348.  
  2349. 524
  2350. 00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:05,862
  2351. ‐ We have uncovered...
  2352.  
  2353. 525
  2354. 00:29:05,862 --> 00:29:09,995
  2355. some early diaries
  2356. of Steve's...
  2357.  
  2358. 526
  2359. 00:29:12,543 --> 00:29:14,630
  2360. Diaries that were written
  2361.  
  2362. 527
  2363. 00:29:14,630 --> 00:29:18,805
  2364. long before his climb
  2365. on Huayna Picchu.
  2366.  
  2367. 528
  2368. 00:29:18,805 --> 00:29:21,309
  2369. Now, these journals,
  2370.  
  2371. 529
  2372. 00:29:21,309 --> 00:29:23,773
  2373. they had another writer.
  2374.  
  2375. 530
  2376. 00:29:23,773 --> 00:29:25,986
  2377. This writer
  2378.  
  2379. 531
  2380. 00:29:25,986 --> 00:29:28,908
  2381. was the first person
  2382. to have the vision
  2383.  
  2384. 532
  2385. 00:29:28,908 --> 00:29:31,455
  2386. of The Ladder.
  2387.  
  2388. 533
  2389. 00:29:31,455 --> 00:29:33,125
  2390. ‐ Does this mean the
  2391. Jackson Neill article is real?
  2392.  
  2393. 534
  2394. 00:29:33,125 --> 00:29:36,173
  2395. ‐ No, the Jackson Neill article
  2396.  
  2397. 535
  2398. 00:29:36,173 --> 00:29:39,262
  2399. was filled with half‐truths
  2400. with the intent to harm, okay?
  2401.  
  2402. 536
  2403. 00:29:39,262 --> 00:29:40,974
  2404. What I am telling you now
  2405.  
  2406. 537
  2407. 00:29:40,974 --> 00:29:44,355
  2408. is everything you need to know
  2409. to be the strongest,
  2410.  
  2411. 538
  2412. 00:29:44,355 --> 00:29:46,986
  2413. most powerful version
  2414.  
  2415. 539
  2416. 00:29:46,986 --> 00:29:49,617
  2417. of The Light.
  2418.  
  2419. 540
  2420. 00:29:49,617 --> 00:29:52,455
  2421. The first vision of The Ladder
  2422.  
  2423. 541
  2424. 00:29:52,455 --> 00:29:57,381
  2425. was had by Lilith Assan
  2426. back in 1973.
  2427.  
  2428. 542
  2429. 00:29:58,968 --> 00:30:02,308
  2430. That was a year
  2431. before Steve made his climb.
  2432.  
  2433. 543
  2434. 00:30:02,308 --> 00:30:05,314
  2435. Now, that led me down a path
  2436.  
  2437. 544
  2438. 00:30:05,314 --> 00:30:08,487
  2439. of investigation
  2440. into Dr. Meyer's life.
  2441.  
  2442. 545
  2443. 00:30:08,487 --> 00:30:10,241
  2444. ‐ Does this mean
  2445. this Lilith woman
  2446.  
  2447. 546
  2448. 00:30:10,241 --> 00:30:12,579
  2449. is the true prophet
  2450. of The Light?
  2451.  
  2452. 547
  2453. 00:30:15,544 --> 00:30:17,965
  2454. ‐ No. No.
  2455.  
  2456. 548
  2457. 00:30:17,965 --> 00:30:21,221
  2458. I am the prophet...
  2459.  
  2460. 549
  2461. 00:30:24,185 --> 00:30:26,064
  2462. The son.
  2463.  
  2464. 550
  2465. 00:30:27,901 --> 00:30:30,532
  2466. I am...
  2467.  
  2468. 551
  2469. 00:30:30,532 --> 00:30:32,118
  2470. the one.
  2471.  
  2472. 552
  2473. 00:30:32,118 --> 00:30:33,621
  2474. ‐ Mom?
  2475.  
  2476. 553
  2477. 00:30:47,691 --> 00:30:48,985
  2478. ‐ Cal.
  2479.  
  2480. 554
  2481. 00:30:48,985 --> 00:30:51,448
  2482. ‐ No! Hey!
  2483.  
  2484. 555
  2485. 00:30:55,707 --> 00:30:57,043
  2486. ‐ Cal!
  2487.  
  2488. 556
  2489. 00:31:40,254 --> 00:31:42,133
  2490. Gaby...
  2491.  
  2492. 557
  2493. 00:31:44,930 --> 00:31:48,270
  2494. I still believe there's
  2495. a reason for all this.
  2496.  
  2497. 558
  2498. 00:31:49,606 --> 00:31:52,194
  2499. I do. I have no choice.
  2500.  
  2501. 559
  2502. 00:31:53,781 --> 00:31:56,411
  2503. There has to be,
  2504.  
  2505. 560
  2506. 00:31:56,411 --> 00:31:59,208
  2507. even for Steve.
  2508.  
  2509. 561
  2510. 00:31:59,208 --> 00:32:01,421
  2511. ‐ Of course there's a reason.
  2512.  
  2513. 562
  2514. 00:32:03,509 --> 00:32:05,220
  2515. ‐ Why'd she do it?
  2516.  
  2517. 563
  2518. 00:32:05,220 --> 00:32:07,601
  2519. ‐ She was a very ill woman...
  2520.  
  2521. 564
  2522. 00:32:10,022 --> 00:32:13,320
  2523. Who had a lot of damage
  2524. through her life.
  2525.  
  2526. 565
  2527. 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:15,533
  2528. ‐ Did she want her to die?
  2529.  
  2530. 566
  2531. 00:32:15,533 --> 00:32:18,163
  2532. ‐ No.
  2533. ‐ She wanted Daddy to die?
  2534.  
  2535. 567
  2536. 00:32:20,794 --> 00:32:21,837
  2537. ‐ Yes.
  2538.  
  2539. 568
  2540. 00:32:24,383 --> 00:32:26,555
  2541. ‐ Vera saved your life?
  2542.  
  2543. 569
  2544. 00:32:28,100 --> 00:32:30,395
  2545. ‐ Yes.
  2546.  
  2547. 570
  2548. 00:32:30,395 --> 00:32:32,149
  2549. She saved my life.
  2550.  
  2551. 571
  2552. 00:32:32,149 --> 00:32:35,990
  2553. ‐ Will other people
  2554. try and shoot at us?
  2555.  
  2556. 572
  2557. 00:32:35,990 --> 00:32:38,411
  2558. ‐ Hey...
  2559.  
  2560. 573
  2561. 00:32:38,411 --> 00:32:41,669
  2562. I'm going to do
  2563. everything in my power
  2564.  
  2565. 574
  2566. 00:32:41,669 --> 00:32:46,302
  2567. to make sure that nobody
  2568. ever shoots at us again.
  2569.  
  2570. 575
  2571. 00:32:46,302 --> 00:32:47,848
  2572. Okay?
  2573.  
  2574. 576
  2575. 00:32:51,981 --> 00:32:53,901
  2576. ‐ Because of the contracts
  2577. we had your people sign,
  2578.  
  2579. 577
  2580. 00:32:53,901 --> 00:32:56,406
  2581. you are safe
  2582. from most of these lawsuits,
  2583.  
  2584. 578
  2585. 00:32:56,406 --> 00:32:57,784
  2586. but I will take you
  2587. through them
  2588.  
  2589. 579
  2590. 00:32:57,784 --> 00:32:59,245
  2591. so you understand
  2592. what's on the table.
  2593.  
  2594. 580
  2595. 00:32:59,245 --> 00:33:00,915
  2596. ‐ Lawsuits...
  2597.  
  2598. 581
  2599. 00:33:00,915 --> 00:33:03,253
  2600. We were just shot at
  2601. a week ago.
  2602.  
  2603. 582
  2604. 00:33:03,253 --> 00:33:05,174
  2605. Someone very close
  2606. to us just died.
  2607.  
  2608. 583
  2609. 00:33:05,174 --> 00:33:07,261
  2610. Who the fuck
  2611. is filing lawsuits?
  2612.  
  2613. 584
  2614. 00:33:07,261 --> 00:33:10,225
  2615. ‐ Parents of Novices,
  2616. Rodrigo and Smith.
  2617.  
  2618. 585
  2619. 00:33:10,225 --> 00:33:11,937
  2620. ‐ All right, they're‐‐they're‐‐
  2621. they're‐‐they're done.
  2622.  
  2623. 586
  2624. 00:33:11,937 --> 00:33:14,233
  2625. Out, okay?
  2626. Fuck them and their parents.
  2627.  
  2628. 587
  2629. 00:33:14,233 --> 00:33:15,945
  2630. ‐ And there are
  2631. two active Meyerists
  2632.  
  2633. 588
  2634. 00:33:15,945 --> 00:33:17,949
  2635. who are suing
  2636. for emotional distress,
  2637.  
  2638. 589
  2639. 00:33:17,949 --> 00:33:19,452
  2640. but both signed the waiver.
  2641.  
  2642. 590
  2643. 00:33:19,452 --> 00:33:21,080
  2644. ‐ Can I sue them back?
  2645.  
  2646. 591
  2647. 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,669
  2648. ‐ Well, you can sue
  2649. anyone. I mean‐‐
  2650.  
  2651. 592
  2652. 00:33:23,669 --> 00:33:26,090
  2653. ‐ I want to take on
  2654. the IRS, okay?
  2655.  
  2656. 593
  2657. 00:33:26,090 --> 00:33:27,761
  2658. I want religious status.
  2659.  
  2660. 594
  2661. 00:33:27,761 --> 00:33:29,472
  2662. No more fucking cult.
  2663.  
  2664. 595
  2665. 00:33:29,472 --> 00:33:32,979
  2666. ‐ Mr. Lane, you've just been
  2667. through a huge trauma.
  2668.  
  2669. 596
  2670. 00:33:32,979 --> 00:33:34,942
  2671. I would advise any client
  2672.  
  2673. 597
  2674. 00:33:34,942 --> 00:33:36,695
  2675. who has gone through
  2676. what you've gone through
  2677.  
  2678. 598
  2679. 00:33:36,695 --> 00:33:38,490
  2680. to just take a few weeks to‐‐
  2681.  
  2682. 599
  2683. 00:33:38,490 --> 00:33:41,454
  2684. ‐ Few weeks to what?
  2685.  
  2686. 600
  2687. 00:33:41,454 --> 00:33:42,791
  2688. ‐ Grieve.
  2689.  
  2690. 601
  2691. 00:33:42,791 --> 00:33:44,795
  2692. ‐ Right.
  2693.  
  2694. 602
  2695. 00:33:44,795 --> 00:33:46,924
  2696. What are you, my therapist?
  2697.  
  2698. 603
  2699. 00:33:46,924 --> 00:33:49,470
  2700. Or are you my fucking lawyer?
  2701.  
  2702. 604
  2703. 00:33:49,470 --> 00:33:51,642
  2704. ‐ As your lawyer, I'm not sure
  2705. this is the right time
  2706.  
  2707. 605
  2708. 00:33:51,642 --> 00:33:53,813
  2709. to take on the IRS.
  2710.  
  2711. 606
  2712. 00:33:53,813 --> 00:33:56,401
  2713. The Jackson Neill article
  2714. is still fresh.
  2715.  
  2716. 607
  2717. 00:33:56,401 --> 00:33:57,821
  2718. His book will be out
  2719. in the spring,
  2720.  
  2721. 608
  2722. 00:33:57,821 --> 00:33:59,365
  2723. and there was a shooting
  2724. at your campus
  2725.  
  2726. 609
  2727. 00:33:59,365 --> 00:34:01,119
  2728. that is in every paper.
  2729.  
  2730. 610
  2731. 00:34:01,119 --> 00:34:04,710
  2732. ‐ And we are going to double...
  2733.  
  2734. 611
  2735. 00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:07,590
  2736. triple our membership
  2737. by next year.
  2738.  
  2739. 612
  2740. 00:34:07,590 --> 00:34:11,347
  2741. Threats will rise,
  2742. and I have to protect them.
  2743.  
  2744. 613
  2745. 00:34:11,347 --> 00:34:15,314
  2746. First step is getting
  2747. religious recognition.
  2748.  
  2749. 614
  2750. 00:34:15,314 --> 00:34:17,443
  2751. If you don't want
  2752. to go against the IRS,
  2753.  
  2754. 615
  2755. 00:34:17,443 --> 00:34:21,660
  2756. then I am sure I can find
  2757. another lawyer who will.
  2758.  
  2759. 616
  2760. 00:34:23,204 --> 00:34:24,958
  2761. ‐ I'm your lawyer.
  2762.  
  2763. 617
  2764. 00:34:24,958 --> 00:34:28,591
  2765. ‐ And as for Jackson Neill's
  2766. forthcoming book...
  2767.  
  2768. 618
  2769. 00:34:28,591 --> 00:34:31,429
  2770. kill it.
  2771.  
  2772. 619
  2773. 00:34:39,529 --> 00:34:41,825
  2774. I read Vera's mother
  2775. hated the religion.
  2776.  
  2777. 620
  2778. 00:34:41,825 --> 00:34:43,537
  2779. They're threatened by us.
  2780.  
  2781. 621
  2782. 00:34:43,537 --> 00:34:45,833
  2783. ‐ What else was Eddie going to
  2784. say at Revelation?
  2785.  
  2786. 622
  2787. 00:34:45,833 --> 00:34:48,589
  2788. ‐ Steve wasn't the first
  2789. to climb The Ladder.
  2790.  
  2791. 623
  2792. 00:34:48,589 --> 00:34:50,342
  2793. A woman climbed it before him.
  2794.  
  2795. 624
  2796. 00:34:50,342 --> 00:34:52,096
  2797. ‐ I‐I don't think
  2798. his actual words
  2799.  
  2800. 625
  2801. 00:34:52,096 --> 00:34:53,682
  2802. at this point are as important.
  2803.  
  2804. 626
  2805. 00:34:53,682 --> 00:34:55,310
  2806. ‐ Why? Of course they are.
  2807.  
  2808. 627
  2809. 00:34:55,310 --> 00:34:56,939
  2810. ‐ My parents think
  2811. we're all gonna get killed.
  2812.  
  2813. 628
  2814. 00:34:56,939 --> 00:34:58,818
  2815. ‐ My parents are suing.
  2816.  
  2817. 629
  2818. 00:34:58,818 --> 00:35:01,657
  2819. ‐ Vera just died
  2820. for this religion...
  2821.  
  2822. 630
  2823. 00:35:01,657 --> 00:35:05,665
  2824. because she loved The Light
  2825. more than herself,
  2826.  
  2827. 631
  2828. 00:35:05,665 --> 00:35:08,420
  2829. and that threatened
  2830. her mother so much
  2831.  
  2832. 632
  2833. 00:35:08,420 --> 00:35:10,465
  2834. that she tried to kill my dad.
  2835.  
  2836. 633
  2837. 00:35:10,465 --> 00:35:13,012
  2838. So it's a little hard for me
  2839. to hear you guys talk
  2840.  
  2841. 634
  2842. 00:35:13,012 --> 00:35:15,727
  2843. about going home and suing.
  2844.  
  2845. 635
  2846. 00:35:22,197 --> 00:35:24,076
  2847. I've lost a lot this year...
  2848.  
  2849. 636
  2850. 00:35:25,412 --> 00:35:27,040
  2851. My grandfather,
  2852.  
  2853. 637
  2854. 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,170
  2855. my...
  2856.  
  2857. 638
  2858. 00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:30,965
  2859. But this,
  2860.  
  2861. 639
  2862. 00:35:30,965 --> 00:35:32,719
  2863. this loss...
  2864.  
  2865. 640
  2866. 00:35:35,767 --> 00:35:37,979
  2867. It makes me want to fight back.
  2868.  
  2869. 641
  2870. 00:35:39,315 --> 00:35:41,402
  2871. And I think that's what
  2872. my dad was talking about
  2873.  
  2874. 642
  2875. 00:35:41,402 --> 00:35:42,697
  2876. at Revelation...
  2877.  
  2878. 643
  2879. 00:35:44,701 --> 00:35:47,916
  2880. That we should have the courage
  2881. to look into the stories
  2882.  
  2883. 644
  2884. 00:35:47,916 --> 00:35:50,922
  2885. that our fathers tell us
  2886.  
  2887. 645
  2888. 00:35:50,922 --> 00:35:52,592
  2889. and not just
  2890. take them as fact,
  2891.  
  2892. 646
  2893. 00:35:52,592 --> 00:35:54,971
  2894. but develop our own ideas,
  2895.  
  2896. 647
  2897. 00:35:54,971 --> 00:35:56,767
  2898. our own perspectives
  2899.  
  2900. 648
  2901. 00:35:56,767 --> 00:35:58,646
  2902. and strive for authenticity
  2903.  
  2904. 649
  2905. 00:35:58,646 --> 00:36:00,482
  2906. and‐‐and not just‐‐
  2907.  
  2908. 650
  2909. 00:36:00,482 --> 00:36:04,156
  2910. ‐ I know a guy that didn't have
  2911. the courage to do that...
  2912.  
  2913. 651
  2914. 00:36:04,156 --> 00:36:06,494
  2915. not at first, at any rate...
  2916.  
  2917. 652
  2918. 00:36:08,248 --> 00:36:11,087
  2919. 'Cause‐‐'cause it can be
  2920. a terrifying thing to do.
  2921.  
  2922. 653
  2923. 00:36:13,968 --> 00:36:16,515
  2924. But he's glad he did, 'cause...
  2925.  
  2926. 654
  2927. 00:36:16,515 --> 00:36:18,811
  2928. if he didn't...
  2929.  
  2930. 655
  2931. 00:36:18,811 --> 00:36:20,690
  2932. it would've killed him.
  2933.  
  2934. 656
  2935. 00:36:24,029 --> 00:36:25,825
  2936. ‐ Well, there you have it.
  2937.  
  2938. 657
  2939. 00:36:27,244 --> 00:36:29,123
  2940. If you want to go home...
  2941.  
  2942. 658
  2943. 00:36:30,543 --> 00:36:31,920
  2944. Go home.
  2945.  
  2946. 659
  2947. 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:33,757
  2948. You might be happier there.
  2949.  
  2950. 660
  2951. 00:36:35,468 --> 00:36:38,224
  2952. But you might find
  2953. that it's not...
  2954.  
  2955. 661
  2956. 00:36:38,224 --> 00:36:40,312
  2957. your home anymore.
  2958.  
  2959. 662
  2960. 00:36:40,312 --> 00:36:42,065
  2961. But if you're here...
  2962.  
  2963. 663
  2964. 00:36:44,194 --> 00:36:46,365
  2965. Be here.
  2966.  
  2967. 664
  2968. 00:36:46,365 --> 00:36:50,583
  2969. Let us honor Vera Stephens
  2970.  
  2971. 665
  2972. 00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:54,298
  2973. by being as dedicated
  2974. to The Movement as she was.
  2975.  
  2976. 666
  2977. 00:37:14,046 --> 00:37:15,800
  2978. ‐ Hey.
  2979. Thank you for coming.
  2980.  
  2981. 667
  2982. 00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:17,052
  2983. ‐ Fuck you.
  2984.  
  2985. 668
  2986. 00:37:17,052 --> 00:37:19,181
  2987. Five minutes.
  2988.  
  2989. 669
  2990. 00:37:19,181 --> 00:37:21,812
  2991. ‐ Uh‐‐uh, well, let me, um‐‐
  2992.  
  2993. 670
  2994. 00:37:21,812 --> 00:37:23,231
  2995. You want some tea?
  2996.  
  2997. 671
  2998. 00:37:23,231 --> 00:37:24,901
  2999. ‐ No, you begged me
  3000. to come over.
  3001.  
  3002. 672
  3003. 00:37:24,901 --> 00:37:26,613
  3004. I'm really mad.
  3005. ‐ Uh, you have every right‐‐
  3006.  
  3007. 673
  3008. 00:37:26,613 --> 00:37:28,116
  3009. ‐ You know, you scared
  3010. the shit out of me.
  3011.  
  3012. 674
  3013. 00:37:28,116 --> 00:37:29,493
  3014. ‐ I'm so sorry.
  3015. ‐ And I went there,
  3016.  
  3017. 675
  3018. 00:37:29,493 --> 00:37:30,830
  3019. and I thought
  3020. that you were dead,
  3021.  
  3022. 676
  3023. 00:37:30,830 --> 00:37:32,416
  3024. but it was Vera,
  3025. and I saw her face.
  3026.  
  3027. 677
  3028. 00:37:32,416 --> 00:37:35,380
  3029. And it was awful.
  3030. ‐ I'm so‐‐so‐‐I'm so sorry.
  3031.  
  3032. 678
  3033. 00:37:35,380 --> 00:37:37,009
  3034. ‐ I'm here for Forest,
  3035.  
  3036. 679
  3037. 00:37:37,009 --> 00:37:38,721
  3038. so just tell me what
  3039. you needed to say in person
  3040.  
  3041. 680
  3042. 00:37:38,721 --> 00:37:40,140
  3043. and not over the phone.
  3044.  
  3045. 681
  3046. 00:37:40,140 --> 00:37:41,518
  3047. ‐ No, it's‐‐
  3048. well, it's not that I‐‐
  3049.  
  3050. 682
  3051. 00:37:41,518 --> 00:37:42,854
  3052. it couldn't be said
  3053. on the phone.
  3054.  
  3055. 683
  3056. 00:37:42,854 --> 00:37:45,025
  3057. I just, um...
  3058.  
  3059. 684
  3060. 00:37:46,945 --> 00:37:49,033
  3061. I just wanted you to look
  3062. at me while I said it.
  3063.  
  3064. 685
  3065. 00:37:49,033 --> 00:37:50,870
  3066. ‐ I'm looking.
  3067.  
  3068. 686
  3069. 00:37:50,870 --> 00:37:52,289
  3070. Say it.
  3071.  
  3072. 687
  3073. 00:37:52,289 --> 00:37:54,919
  3074. ‐ I'm sorry...
  3075.  
  3076. 688
  3077. 00:37:54,919 --> 00:37:56,422
  3078. Mary.
  3079.  
  3080. 689
  3081. 00:37:58,969 --> 00:38:01,140
  3082. I'm so sorry.
  3083.  
  3084. 690
  3085. 00:38:01,140 --> 00:38:03,478
  3086. ‐ What if you do it again?
  3087.  
  3088. 691
  3089. 00:38:03,478 --> 00:38:05,190
  3090. Do I have to live in fear?
  3091.  
  3092. 692
  3093. 00:38:05,190 --> 00:38:07,069
  3094. ‐ Yeah‐‐
  3095. ‐ You know, it's the worst‐‐
  3096.  
  3097. 693
  3098. 00:38:07,069 --> 00:38:08,864
  3099. ‐ No. No, I won't.
  3100.  
  3101. 694
  3102. 00:38:08,864 --> 00:38:10,743
  3103. ‐ Your word is shit.
  3104.  
  3105. 695
  3106. 00:38:10,743 --> 00:38:12,204
  3107. ‐ I know.
  3108.  
  3109. 696
  3110. 00:38:13,999 --> 00:38:16,087
  3111. But I'm gonna get help,
  3112.  
  3113. 697
  3114. 00:38:16,087 --> 00:38:17,380
  3115. real help.
  3116.  
  3117. 698
  3118. 00:38:17,380 --> 00:38:18,884
  3119. I'm gonna start to do the work.
  3120.  
  3121. 699
  3122. 00:38:18,884 --> 00:38:21,347
  3123. I'm‐‐I'm gonna try to...
  3124.  
  3125. 700
  3126. 00:38:21,347 --> 00:38:24,646
  3127. deal with the fact that I was
  3128.  
  3129. 701
  3130. 00:38:24,646 --> 00:38:27,652
  3131. sexually abused for a decade.
  3132.  
  3133. 702
  3134. 00:38:27,652 --> 00:38:30,490
  3135. ‐ But are you gonna stay
  3136. with the Meyerists?
  3137.  
  3138. 703
  3139. 00:38:32,410 --> 00:38:34,916
  3140. ‐ For now, yeah.
  3141. ‐ Why?
  3142.  
  3143. 704
  3144. 00:38:36,628 --> 00:38:38,131
  3145. ‐ Um...
  3146.  
  3147. 705
  3148. 00:38:41,805 --> 00:38:43,642
  3149. Um‐‐
  3150.  
  3151. 706
  3152. 00:38:43,642 --> 00:38:46,021
  3153. Uh‐‐um, hard to explain,
  3154.  
  3155. 707
  3156. 00:38:46,021 --> 00:38:47,900
  3157. but, um...
  3158.  
  3159. 708
  3160. 00:38:49,027 --> 00:38:51,031
  3161. I'll try,
  3162. because you're asking.
  3163.  
  3164. 709
  3165. 00:38:51,031 --> 00:38:52,450
  3166. Um...
  3167.  
  3168. 710
  3169. 00:38:55,624 --> 00:38:57,753
  3170. It's like I‐‐
  3171.  
  3172. 711
  3173. 00:38:57,753 --> 00:38:59,298
  3174. I‐‐physically,
  3175. I can't walk away‐‐
  3176.  
  3177. 712
  3178. 00:38:59,298 --> 00:39:01,928
  3179. ‐ Mentally,
  3180. you can't walk away.
  3181.  
  3182. 713
  3183. 00:39:01,928 --> 00:39:03,139
  3184. ‐ Yeah, maybe.
  3185.  
  3186. 714
  3187. 00:39:03,139 --> 00:39:04,934
  3188. But, for whatever reason,
  3189. I can't,
  3190.  
  3191. 715
  3192. 00:39:04,934 --> 00:39:06,521
  3193. not yet, at any rate.
  3194.  
  3195. 716
  3196. 00:39:09,026 --> 00:39:13,034
  3197. I think about leaving with you,
  3198. and I want that, but...
  3199.  
  3200. 717
  3201. 00:39:13,034 --> 00:39:17,627
  3202. In the picture
  3203. I see of myself,
  3204.  
  3205. 718
  3206. 00:39:17,627 --> 00:39:19,254
  3207. I'm...
  3208.  
  3209. 719
  3210. 00:39:19,254 --> 00:39:21,217
  3211. I‐I'm‐‐I'm this shell
  3212. of a person.
  3213.  
  3214. 720
  3215. 00:39:21,217 --> 00:39:24,515
  3216. It's Florida all over again.
  3217. I have no purpose.
  3218.  
  3219. 721
  3220. 00:39:24,515 --> 00:39:26,060
  3221. I...
  3222.  
  3223. 722
  3224. 00:39:26,060 --> 00:39:28,439
  3225. I...
  3226. I work in a coffee shop.
  3227.  
  3228. 723
  3229. 00:39:28,439 --> 00:39:29,943
  3230. But it's more than that.
  3231.  
  3232. 724
  3233. 00:39:29,943 --> 00:39:31,905
  3234. It's this place
  3235. that ruined me...
  3236.  
  3237. 725
  3238. 00:39:34,243 --> 00:39:36,497
  3239. But it also saved me...
  3240.  
  3241. 726
  3242. 00:39:38,669 --> 00:39:42,133
  3243. And... it's home.
  3244.  
  3245. 727
  3246. 00:39:42,133 --> 00:39:45,683
  3247. And honestly... I love it.
  3248.  
  3249. 728
  3250. 00:39:45,683 --> 00:39:47,352
  3251. I‐I love...
  3252.  
  3253. 729
  3254. 00:39:49,022 --> 00:39:51,068
  3255. The people who need me,
  3256.  
  3257. 730
  3258. 00:39:51,068 --> 00:39:53,072
  3259. who want to be well.
  3260.  
  3261. 731
  3262. 00:39:55,368 --> 00:39:57,414
  3263. I love...
  3264.  
  3265. 732
  3266. 00:39:57,414 --> 00:39:59,334
  3267. the message of The Light.
  3268.  
  3269. 733
  3270. 00:39:59,334 --> 00:40:01,756
  3271. I love the whole idea of it.
  3272.  
  3273. 734
  3274. 00:40:05,096 --> 00:40:07,518
  3275. So I can't...
  3276.  
  3277. 735
  3278. 00:40:07,518 --> 00:40:10,481
  3279. walk away.
  3280.  
  3281. 736
  3282. 00:40:10,481 --> 00:40:12,027
  3283. Not yet.
  3284.  
  3285. 737
  3286. 00:40:12,027 --> 00:40:14,114
  3287. ‐ You might never be able to.
  3288.  
  3289. 738
  3290. 00:40:16,076 --> 00:40:17,621
  3291. ‐ I might not.
  3292.  
  3293. 739
  3294. 00:40:17,621 --> 00:40:19,584
  3295. But I...
  3296.  
  3297. 740
  3298. 00:40:21,755 --> 00:40:24,301
  3299. I think I can be
  3300. the man you love again.
  3301.  
  3302. 741
  3303. 00:40:25,971 --> 00:40:28,267
  3304. ‐ You still are.
  3305. ‐ No, but...
  3306.  
  3307. 742
  3308. 00:40:30,104 --> 00:40:32,693
  3309. But really worthy of you.
  3310.  
  3311. 743
  3312. 00:40:34,989 --> 00:40:37,035
  3313. I want to be.
  3314.  
  3315. 744
  3316. 00:40:55,531 --> 00:40:57,952
  3317. Thanks for meeting me.
  3318.  
  3319. 745
  3320. 00:40:57,952 --> 00:41:02,001
  3321. I couldn't bear to face you
  3322. earlier at the compound.
  3323.  
  3324. 746
  3325. 00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:04,256
  3326. ‐ There's nothing
  3327. you could've done.
  3328.  
  3329. 747
  3330. 00:41:06,009 --> 00:41:08,305
  3331. ‐ I could've listened.
  3332.  
  3333. 748
  3334. 00:41:08,305 --> 00:41:10,602
  3335. I could've left Lilith
  3336. in that fucking hospital!
  3337.  
  3338. 749
  3339. 00:41:10,602 --> 00:41:13,775
  3340. ‐ I'm just as much to blame
  3341. as you are, Eddie.
  3342.  
  3343. 750
  3344. 00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:16,029
  3345. You know, I found Lilith,
  3346. and I begged you to see her.
  3347.  
  3348. 751
  3349. 00:41:16,029 --> 00:41:18,660
  3350. ‐ She was already
  3351. in our lives.
  3352.  
  3353. 752
  3354. 00:41:18,660 --> 00:41:21,290
  3355. She was the one
  3356. who sent Vera to us,
  3357.  
  3358. 753
  3359. 00:41:21,290 --> 00:41:24,505
  3360. who I begged to take
  3361. her job back, by the way.
  3362.  
  3363. 754
  3364. 00:41:24,505 --> 00:41:26,843
  3365. She shouldn't have
  3366. even been there.
  3367.  
  3368. 755
  3369. 00:41:26,843 --> 00:41:29,097
  3370. ‐ She wanted to be there.
  3371.  
  3372. 756
  3373. 00:41:29,097 --> 00:41:31,101
  3374. She wanted to help you, Eddie.
  3375.  
  3376. 757
  3377. 00:41:31,101 --> 00:41:33,565
  3378. ‐ No, she didn't want me
  3379. to dig up shit.
  3380.  
  3381. 758
  3382. 00:41:34,692 --> 00:41:38,282
  3383. She wanted to move forward,
  3384. let the past be the past.
  3385.  
  3386. 759
  3387. 00:41:38,282 --> 00:41:41,038
  3388. ‐ That's not how it works.
  3389.  
  3390. 760
  3391. 00:41:41,038 --> 00:41:43,083
  3392. The Truth is the only way
  3393. to move forward.
  3394.  
  3395. 761
  3396. 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:45,421
  3397. ‐ Okay, then tell me...
  3398.  
  3399. 762
  3400. 00:41:47,175 --> 00:41:50,473
  3401. Do you feel anything?
  3402.  
  3403. 763
  3404. 00:41:50,473 --> 00:41:52,352
  3405. Any Light?
  3406.  
  3407. 764
  3408. 00:41:53,772 --> 00:41:55,776
  3409. ‐ Why are you asking me this?
  3410.  
  3411. 765
  3412. 00:41:55,776 --> 00:41:58,113
  3413. ‐ Because I promised you
  3414.  
  3415. 766
  3416. 00:41:58,113 --> 00:42:02,957
  3417. that if we did this that
  3418. everything would be real again.
  3419.  
  3420. 767
  3421. 00:42:02,957 --> 00:42:06,046
  3422. Is it?
  3423. ‐ We're not finished.
  3424.  
  3425. 768
  3426. 00:42:06,046 --> 00:42:09,177
  3427. I don't know.
  3428. ‐ You found Cal.
  3429.  
  3430. 769
  3431. 00:42:09,177 --> 00:42:11,933
  3432. Sarah, you saved his life.
  3433.  
  3434. 770
  3435. 00:42:11,933 --> 00:42:13,603
  3436. You don't‐‐
  3437. you don't feel anything?
  3438.  
  3439. 771
  3440. 00:42:13,603 --> 00:42:14,814
  3441. ‐ I don't know.
  3442.  
  3443. 772
  3444. 00:42:16,316 --> 00:42:19,322
  3445. Is that why you asked me
  3446. to meet you?
  3447.  
  3448. 773
  3449. 00:42:19,322 --> 00:42:22,621
  3450. To find out if I believe again?
  3451.  
  3452. 774
  3453. 00:42:22,621 --> 00:42:26,461
  3454. ‐ No, I asked you to meet me
  3455. because...
  3456.  
  3457. 775
  3458. 00:42:26,461 --> 00:42:28,424
  3459. I need you.
  3460.  
  3461. 776
  3462. 00:42:28,424 --> 00:42:31,471
  3463. Whatever I do next,
  3464. I want you there.
  3465.  
  3466. 777
  3467. 00:42:31,471 --> 00:42:33,058
  3468. ‐ I hounded you.
  3469.  
  3470. 778
  3471. 00:42:33,058 --> 00:42:34,895
  3472. I doubted you,
  3473. and I almost got you killed.
  3474.  
  3475. 779
  3476. 00:42:34,895 --> 00:42:36,691
  3477. ‐ No, you didn't
  3478. almost get me killed.
  3479.  
  3480. 780
  3481. 00:42:36,691 --> 00:42:38,862
  3482. ‐ But I don't know
  3483. what I would've done...
  3484.  
  3485. 781
  3486. 00:42:38,862 --> 00:42:41,325
  3487. all right, if I‐‐
  3488. if I came home and‐‐
  3489.  
  3490. 782
  3491. 00:42:43,580 --> 00:42:45,667
  3492. And I lost you.
  3493.  
  3494. 783
  3495. 00:42:45,667 --> 00:42:47,755
  3496. ‐ Hey, hey, hey...
  3497.  
  3498. 784
  3499. 00:42:47,755 --> 00:42:49,967
  3500. Then don't.
  3501.  
  3502. 785
  3503. 00:42:49,967 --> 00:42:51,929
  3504. Don't lose me.
  3505.  
  3506. 786
  3507. 00:42:51,929 --> 00:42:55,436
  3508. Stand by me.
  3509.  
  3510. 787
  3511. 00:42:55,436 --> 00:42:57,440
  3512. Okay?
  3513.  
  3514. 788
  3515. 00:42:57,440 --> 00:42:59,235
  3516. Whatever I do next...
  3517.  
  3518. 789
  3519. 00:43:01,198 --> 00:43:03,828
  3520. Because I know
  3521.  
  3522. 790
  3523. 00:43:03,828 --> 00:43:06,500
  3524. who I become without you.
  3525.  
  3526. 791
  3527. 00:43:21,405 --> 00:43:23,785
  3528. ‐ She's ready to transition.
  3529.  
  3530. 792
  3531. 00:43:27,166 --> 00:43:28,920
  3532. Whenever you're ready.
  3533.  
  3534. 793
  3535. 00:43:30,507 --> 00:43:33,178
  3536. ‐ I remembered, uh...
  3537.  
  3538. 794
  3539. 00:43:33,178 --> 00:43:35,182
  3540. being a child with her.
  3541.  
  3542. 795
  3543. 00:43:35,182 --> 00:43:37,813
  3544. The summer that
  3545. Vera was with us,
  3546.  
  3547. 796
  3548. 00:43:37,813 --> 00:43:40,694
  3549. it was too complicated
  3550. for Steve
  3551.  
  3552. 797
  3553. 00:43:40,694 --> 00:43:43,825
  3554. to find the time for me.
  3555.  
  3556. 798
  3557. 00:43:43,825 --> 00:43:46,204
  3558. And, um...
  3559.  
  3560. 799
  3561. 00:43:46,204 --> 00:43:48,543
  3562. that month, he was‐‐
  3563.  
  3564. 800
  3565. 00:43:48,543 --> 00:43:50,505
  3566. uh, he was like
  3567. a real father to me.
  3568.  
  3569. 801
  3570. 00:43:53,887 --> 00:43:55,974
  3571. I wanted to tell her that.
  3572.  
  3573. 802
  3574. 00:44:45,281 --> 00:44:47,410
  3575. Shall we begin the prayer?
  3576.  
  3577. 803
  3578. 00:44:49,205 --> 00:44:51,878
  3579. ‐ As the owl protects
  3580. The Garden,
  3581.  
  3582. 804
  3583. 00:44:51,878 --> 00:44:54,800
  3584. we offer these wings to Vera
  3585.  
  3586. 805
  3587. 00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:57,681
  3588. to carry her home...
  3589.  
  3590. 806
  3591. 00:44:57,681 --> 00:45:00,687
  3592. to be her guide.
  3593.  
  3594. 807
  3595. 00:45:00,687 --> 00:45:03,191
  3596. We believe in The Light.
  3597.  
  3598. 808
  3599. 00:45:03,191 --> 00:45:07,158
  3600. We believe that
  3601. Vera Stephens is Light,
  3602.  
  3603. 809
  3604. 00:45:07,158 --> 00:45:08,953
  3605. for all this was revealed...
  3606.  
  3607. 810
  3608. 00:45:08,953 --> 00:45:10,832
  3609. ‐ To Ste‐‐
  3610. ‐ To Steven Meyer.
  3611.  
  3612. 811
  3613. 00:45:14,255 --> 00:45:17,638
  3614. ‐ For all of this
  3615. was revealed...
  3616.  
  3617. 812
  3618. 00:45:17,638 --> 00:45:19,098
  3619. to me...
  3620.  
  3621. 813
  3622. 00:45:20,518 --> 00:45:23,065
  3623. When I was struck by The Light.
  3624.  
  3625. 814
  3626. 00:45:24,777 --> 00:45:28,325
  3627. Therefore, we invite Vera
  3628.  
  3629. 815
  3630. 00:45:28,325 --> 00:45:31,039
  3631. to leave her earthly form,
  3632.  
  3633. 816
  3634. 00:45:31,039 --> 00:45:34,964
  3635. for in ending, we begin,
  3636.  
  3637. 817
  3638. 00:45:34,964 --> 00:45:37,259
  3639. and in sorrow,
  3640.  
  3641. 818
  3642. 00:45:37,259 --> 00:45:39,974
  3643. we rejoice...
  3644.  
  3645. 819
  3646. 00:45:39,974 --> 00:45:41,811
  3647. And in darkness...
  3648.  
  3649. 820
  3650. 00:45:44,733 --> 00:45:46,988
  3651. There is Light.
  3652.  
  3653. 821
  3654. 00:45:52,749 --> 00:45:54,502
  3655. ‐ Lilith?
  3656.  
  3657. 822
  3658. 00:45:59,095 --> 00:46:01,182
  3659. We're burying your child today.
  3660.  
  3661. 823
  3662. 00:46:26,942 --> 00:46:28,529
  3663. Good‐bye.
  3664.  
  3665. 824
  3666. 00:46:48,861 --> 00:46:51,074
  3667. ‐ Don't be sad.
  3668.  
  3669. 825
  3670. 00:46:59,675 --> 00:47:01,261
  3671. ‐ Our daughter had to die.
  3672.  
  3673. 826
  3674. 00:47:01,261 --> 00:47:04,308
  3675. She sacrificed herself
  3676. for The Truth.
  3677.  
  3678. 827
  3679. 00:47:04,308 --> 00:47:06,605
  3680. I'm sorry that
  3681. I stole it from you.
  3682.  
  3683. 828
  3684. 00:47:06,605 --> 00:47:08,818
  3685. I wanted the end to come‐‐
  3686.  
  3687. 829
  3688. 00:47:08,818 --> 00:47:10,780
  3689. The Cleanse.
  3690.  
  3691. 830
  3692. 00:47:10,780 --> 00:47:13,786
  3693. We would never have been
  3694. able to shed ourselves
  3695.  
  3696. 831
  3697. 00:47:13,786 --> 00:47:17,084
  3698. of the suffering
  3699. and wickedness on our own,
  3700.  
  3701. 832
  3702. 00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:18,880
  3703. as much as I tried.
  3704.  
  3705. 833
  3706. 00:47:18,880 --> 00:47:21,217
  3707. I wanted your vision
  3708.  
  3709. 834
  3710. 00:47:21,217 --> 00:47:23,388
  3711. of the new world,
  3712.  
  3713. 835
  3714. 00:47:23,388 --> 00:47:26,604
  3715. and I knew we wouldn't grow
  3716. the way we needed
  3717.  
  3718. 836
  3719. 00:47:26,604 --> 00:47:28,481
  3720. with you at the helm.
  3721.  
  3722. 837
  3723. 00:47:30,444 --> 00:47:32,198
  3724. ‐ I won't thank you.
  3725.  
  3726. 838
  3727. 00:47:32,198 --> 00:47:35,454
  3728. ‐ Now it will grow greater
  3729. than we ever imagined.
  3730.  
  3731. 839
  3732. 00:47:36,999 --> 00:47:39,420
  3733. ‐ Greater
  3734. than we ever imagined.
  3735.  
  3736. 840
  3737. 00:47:39,420 --> 00:47:41,508
  3738. ‐ And the end will come.
  3739.  
  3740. 841
  3741. 00:47:43,888 --> 00:47:46,267
  3742. ‐ And the end will come.
  3743.  
  3744. 842
  3745. 00:48:55,740 --> 00:49:00,958
  3746. ‐ Today we stand
  3747. as a community...
  3748.  
  3749. 843
  3750. 00:49:00,958 --> 00:49:06,427
  3751. bound together
  3752. by a painful reality...
  3753.  
  3754. 844
  3755. 00:49:06,427 --> 00:49:09,225
  3756. that there is darkness
  3757.  
  3758. 845
  3759. 00:49:09,225 --> 00:49:12,314
  3760. in this world...
  3761.  
  3762. 846
  3763. 00:49:12,314 --> 00:49:16,865
  3764. a darkness intent
  3765. on destroying the forces
  3766.  
  3767. 847
  3768. 00:49:16,865 --> 00:49:20,665
  3769. of peace, tolerance, and hope.
  3770.  
  3771. 848
  3772. 00:49:20,665 --> 00:49:22,084
  3773. Why?
  3774.  
  3775. 849
  3776. 00:49:23,504 --> 00:49:25,925
  3777. Where does this anger
  3778.  
  3779. 850
  3780. 00:49:25,925 --> 00:49:28,556
  3781. and damage come from?
  3782.  
  3783. 851
  3784. 00:49:28,556 --> 00:49:31,562
  3785. Is it our fathers?
  3786.  
  3787. 852
  3788. 00:49:31,562 --> 00:49:33,816
  3789. Our mothers?
  3790.  
  3791. 853
  3792. 00:49:35,528 --> 00:49:37,072
  3793. I don't know.
  3794.  
  3795. 854
  3796. 00:49:37,072 --> 00:49:39,870
  3797. But I can promise
  3798.  
  3799. 855
  3800. 00:49:39,870 --> 00:49:42,124
  3801. to fight it.
  3802.  
  3803. 856
  3804. 00:49:42,124 --> 00:49:44,504
  3805. I can promise to make sure
  3806.  
  3807. 857
  3808. 00:49:44,504 --> 00:49:49,180
  3809. nothing like this
  3810. ever happens again...
  3811.  
  3812. 858
  3813. 00:49:49,180 --> 00:49:52,562
  3814. by cleansing our past
  3815.  
  3816. 859
  3817. 00:49:52,562 --> 00:49:55,943
  3818. and removing the rot.
  3819.  
  3820. 860
  3821. 00:49:55,943 --> 00:49:58,824
  3822. In light of everything,
  3823. I think it's time
  3824.  
  3825. 861
  3826. 00:49:58,824 --> 00:50:01,663
  3827. that we sever
  3828. this relationship.
  3829.  
  3830. 862
  3831. 00:50:01,663 --> 00:50:04,210
  3832. ‐ It was real.
  3833.  
  3834. 863
  3835. 00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:06,632
  3836. I saw it.
  3837.  
  3838. 864
  3839. 00:50:06,632 --> 00:50:08,176
  3840. I tried to climb‐‐
  3841.  
  3842. 865
  3843. 00:50:08,176 --> 00:50:10,347
  3844. ‐ Thank you
  3845. for your service, Felicia.
  3846.  
  3847. 866
  3848. 00:50:28,466 --> 00:50:30,262
  3849. My son.
  3850.  
  3851. 867
  3852. 00:50:30,262 --> 00:50:31,682
  3853. ‐ Yeah?
  3854.  
  3855. 868
  3856. 00:50:31,682 --> 00:50:33,393
  3857. ‐ The Embrace?
  3858.  
  3859. 869
  3860. 00:50:33,393 --> 00:50:35,606
  3861. That was Steve's thing.
  3862.  
  3863. 870
  3864. 00:50:35,606 --> 00:50:38,862
  3865. Um, and I'm Forest's father,
  3866.  
  3867. 871
  3868. 00:50:38,862 --> 00:50:41,158
  3869. and I'm his only father.
  3870.  
  3871. 872
  3872. 00:50:45,041 --> 00:50:49,300
  3873. ‐ And building a fortress
  3874. of protection around us.
  3875.  
  3876. 873
  3877. 00:51:18,358 --> 00:51:21,698
  3878. ‐ So that we can meet
  3879. each other today...
  3880.  
  3881. 874
  3882. 00:51:23,117 --> 00:51:25,539
  3883. Fresh...
  3884.  
  3885. 875
  3886. 00:51:25,539 --> 00:51:30,090
  3887. dedicated to what The Light
  3888. wants from us now.
  3889.  
  3890. 876
  3891. 00:51:42,322 --> 00:51:47,207
  3892. ‐ Because even though
  3893. today feels bleak...
  3894.  
  3895. 877
  3896. 00:51:53,804 --> 00:51:58,146
  3897. Even though we are
  3898. overwhelmed by grief,
  3899.  
  3900. 878
  3901. 00:51:58,146 --> 00:51:59,899
  3902. it will lift.
  3903.  
  3904. 879
  3905. 00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:09,627
  3906. The sky will brighten,
  3907.  
  3908. 880
  3909. 00:52:09,627 --> 00:52:13,886
  3910. and we will grow
  3911. stronger than ever.
  3912.  
  3913. 881
  3914. 00:52:13,886 --> 00:52:16,432
  3915. The state will recognize us
  3916.  
  3917. 882
  3918. 00:52:16,432 --> 00:52:18,436
  3919. as a religion,
  3920.  
  3921. 883
  3922. 00:52:18,436 --> 00:52:22,319
  3923. and our message will be spoken
  3924.  
  3925. 884
  3926. 00:52:22,319 --> 00:52:25,701
  3927. throughout this world.
  3928.  
  3929. 885
  3930. 00:52:27,037 --> 00:52:29,041
  3931. ‐ And I make a promise to you
  3932.  
  3933. 886
  3934. 00:52:29,041 --> 00:52:32,799
  3935. to govern against the forces
  3936. that threaten this great city.
  3937.  
  3938. 887
  3939. 00:52:37,850 --> 00:52:40,271
  3940. ‐ Today we must declare war
  3941.  
  3942. 888
  3943. 00:52:40,271 --> 00:52:44,279
  3944. on the forces that are
  3945. stealing our children's souls.
  3946.  
  3947. 889
  3948. 00:52:44,279 --> 00:52:48,204
  3949. ‐ We will not let their threats
  3950. silence our belief.
  3951.  
  3952. 890
  3953. 00:53:04,319 --> 00:53:06,741
  3954. ‐ Vera died
  3955.  
  3956. 891
  3957. 00:53:06,741 --> 00:53:10,206
  3958. so that it would be so.
  3959.  
  3960. 892
  3961. 00:53:10,206 --> 00:53:13,421
  3962. She sacrificed herself...
  3963.  
  3964. 893
  3965. 00:53:13,421 --> 00:53:15,300
  3966. for us...
  3967.  
  3968. 894
  3969. 00:53:15,300 --> 00:53:18,891
  3970. for you, for me.
  3971.  
  3972. 895
  3973. 00:53:35,048 --> 00:53:37,469
  3974. She had a dream of a garden
  3975.  
  3976. 896
  3977. 00:53:37,469 --> 00:53:39,264
  3978. right here.
  3979.  
  3980. 897
  3981. 00:53:43,857 --> 00:53:46,445
  3982. Help me build it.
  3983.  
  3984. 898
  3985. 00:53:49,201 --> 00:53:52,374
  3986. Stand next to me tomorrow...
  3987.  
  3988. 899
  3989. 00:53:52,374 --> 00:53:55,506
  3990.  
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