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- Overv: Oh man
- vladh: mmmmmmmm
- Overv: I feel like writing a kernel, but it's too complicated :(
- vladh: yarr
- Overv: It would be so awesome to see my own OS
- vladh: :D
- Overv: Writing a linux distro is boring
- vladh: instead (and I'm saying this from personal experience) why don't you learn to play guitar or something and then fuck chicks
- Overv: lol
- vladh: srsly I'm starting to get tired of COMPUTARZ
- Overv: Me neither
- Overv: :P
- vladh: web development doesn't really go anywhere
- vladh: there are much better ways to make a living
- vladh: and tbh you're stuck indoors all day
- vladh: when you could be outdoors breaking your legs on a skateboard
- vladh: at least it's more fun
- vladh: in the end at least
- Overv: I like to be outside
- vladh: and it's also a lot more social
- vladh: yeah me too
- vladh: but
- Overv: But I need something to do
- vladh: I feel like computer time really cuts down on everything else
- Overv: I have slight ADHD
- Overv: I don't
- Overv: But
- Overv: I always have the feeling I'm wasting time
- Overv: :(
- vladh: :(
- Overv: I mean
- Overv: when I'm like
- Overv: Nao I'm going to work on my admin mod
- Overv: that means I'm going to play GMod on my server
- vladh: Pop: Overv: I always have the feeling I'm wasting time
- Godspeed. <------ my best friend, he feels the same
- vladh: and meh
- vladh: I don't go out much
- vladh: simply because
- vladh: I've got a lot of stuff to do at home
- vladh: and lately I've been thinking fuck it
- vladh: it sucks cause I can't spend all my time properly
- vladh: I mean sure it's fun and interesting and somehow intellectual
- Overv: I'm on the PC so much because I have a desire to make shit and have people worship me
- vladh: yeah but you know
- vladh: that's the thing
- vladh: over the internet
- vladh: people don't know who you are
- vladh: they just worship you for your work
- vladh: which in the end is just a facade
- vladh: I mean
- Overv: Yes, on the internet I'm trying to be the exact opposite of what I am in real life
- vladh: sure people can appreciate your work
- vladh: but in the end
- vladh: you're doing the same thing
- vladh: interacting with people
- vladh: only
- vladh: to make it easier and to diminish your personality in real life
- vladh: you skip something
- vladh: real contact
- vladh: and I don't know it just seems that I'm going to wake up one day
- vladh: and go
- vladh: what the fucking shit am I doing
- vladh: cause sure it's fun and shit
- vladh: it's satisfying
- vladh: when you write a great php script
- vladh: I recently wrote a cms
- vladh: guess what, none of my friends gave a shit
- vladh: I mean they were like "cool" but that's not the point
- vladh: I also play guitar and I think music is something I'd rather focus on
- vladh: people actually enjoy it, it's not a circlejerk of coders
- vladh: it's more social
- vladh: it's more widespread
- vladh: and I just feel that I've reached a certain level with computers where there isn't much to do.
- Overv: When I go off the PC and do some things in real life I always feel kinda disappointed for not being so awesome as I pretend to be
- vladh: I can only go into hardcore coding or serious hacking. and they're pretty much the same thing. and they take a lot of time. which I DO NOT want to waste
- vladh: well yeah and that's why instead of focusing on computer stuff
- vladh: you should work on developing your personality
- vladh: social shit, ya know
- Overv: The problem I've faced with other programmers is that they just like to crush you to keep the spotlights focussed on them. Programmers are really asocial actually.
- vladh: Right now I've got an open tab in Chrome. The title reads "PHP: count - Manual". It's the documentation for the PHP [count] function. I'm reading it so that I can write a script for someone that will eventually be used by a decent amount of people. But what's the point. It's all just fake. I won't ever need to know, in real life, the proper syntax of the [count] function
- vladh: instead, if I'm studying a new chord, perhaps I'm out with some friends sometime with my guitar. and I'm thinking of something to play. and I remember that chord. and I improvise something on it. and that brings at least SOME enjoyment not only to myself but to the masses
- vladh: don't you think that's a lot more enjoyable?
- Overv: I get enjoyment out of trying to comprehend assembly
- Overv: lol
- Overv: But seriously
- vladh: yeah well I understand coding is satisfying, believe me, I know
- vladh: but
- vladh: it's all fake
- vladh: you're just fooling yourself and others
- Overv: On that holiday in Greece
- vladh: it's just something complicated that you try to comprehend but there's no use. it's like making a gigantic puzzle just to solve it again
- Overv: Swimming, getting to know people and culture felt a LOT more satisfying than the hour of gaming every day
- Overv: and
- Overv: whenever I log off from friends because people are disturbing me I start feeling sad and lonely within 10 minutes and log on again
- Overv: :/
- vladh: I'm really lucky because
- vladh: my best friend, except that guy, is a really nice girl. I mean, I don't know I just feel great when hanging out with her
- vladh: she's a great friend
- vladh: and that's so much better than coding shit
- Overv: Yes
- vladh: computer-based social interactions are the same as in real life, only with a greeeat level of abstraction
- vladh: and I don't know it's all fake
- Overv: I once dreamt of having a girlfriend and I just got stunned by the amazingness of having a girlfriend, even though I've never actually experience it
- vladh: there's this colleague of mine that hates programming. I once wanted to say to him "without programmers you wouldn't have instant messanging or internet or porn for that matter" and then I realised something. There's a quote... "people want to eat the meat but they don't want to meet the cow". People take advantage of what's offered to them even if it comes from less-than-pleasent sources
- Overv: yeah
- Overv: The thing is, in real life I would never have a conversation like this with anyone.
- vladh: as they don't have direct contact with those sources. to use an IM program you don't have to go and meet the programmer, it's all just offered conveniently
- vladh: well maybe
- vladh: but it's just because
- vladh: in my experience at least, one of two things happens
- vladh: the pessimistic point of view: a great, great amount of people are retarded
- Overv: - You'll never meet the guy you're talking to, so you can say all you want.
- vladh: or that
- vladh: or
- vladh: the optimistic one:
- vladh: a certain person only shares common psychological qualities with a certain amount of other people. that amount is usually very small
- vladh: and yeah it's hard to find a great friend
- vladh: it's easier on the internet
- vladh: cause you don't know who the shit you're talking to
- Overv: well
- vladh: and that's not neccesarily good
- Overv: I try to get the real names and pictures of most people I like on the internet
- Overv: When you know just a name, it instantly gets more personal
- Overv: Even getting called Alexander instead of Overv feels a whole lot more personal
- Overv: Anyway
- Overv: I
- Overv: I'm going to have a bath now
- Overv: Nice to talk to you about this :)
- Overv: Cya
- vladh: :)
- vladh: bye man :D
- Overv is now Away.
- Overv: I really need to stop having prejudices over people
- Overv: I used to think most people on Facepunch were assholes
- Overv: Like with megiddo
- Overv: I thought he was a dick and wanted to spam ULX in my face, but actually he's a really nice guy
- vladh: meh
- Overv: Well
- Overv: not really
- Overv: :P
- vladh: lol
- vladh: hey guess what
- vladh: now
- vladh: I'm talking the same thing
- vladh: with my friend
- vladh: that I know IN REAL LIFE
- vladh: :O
- Overv: :O
- Overv: Hmm
- cactus </3 luaduck has changed their name to you guys will see me a lot less.
- vladh has changed their name to you guys will see me a lot less.
- ===================ROMANA================================
- Pop: /stays tuned
- Pop: i wish i led the retard life sometimes
- Pop: living somewhere in the center of bucharest, with 2 retarded parents working @radio romania, cu cunostiinte minime in toate domeniile, cu o camera mica, prost decorata plina de manga si un pc entry level cu geforce 8600 si core 2 duo de 4 milioane
- Pop: <asta e descrierea vietii lu shory, btw>
- Pop: sometimes i also wish i had a tiny room
- Pop: theres this feeling of safety when the 4 constraining walls only let you pack a bed and a table
- Pop: and a 17' screen
- vladh: yes
- vladh: but
- vladh: you'll just wake up one day
- vladh: and don't stop me from writing :<
- vladh: don'ttt
- vladh: don't
- vladh: asa
- vladh:
- vladh: deci
- vladh: you'll just wake up one day
- vladh: thinking
- vladh: what the fuck am I doing
- vladh: si atunci
- vladh: you'll be sorry
- vladh: si
- vladh: ori asta
- vladh: ori
- vladh: traiesti asa toata viata, simtind placeri obscure
- vladh: si atunci
- vladh: suntem doar ca niste animale nu?
- vladh: nu avem niciun scop
- vladh: traim o viata bazata doar pe impulsuri de baza
- vladh: si asta nu e bine pentru ca in mod evident daca e sa aspiram (nu stiu formele cuvantului "aspiratie" I think it's ok though) la o societate decenta si moderna
- vladh: vrem sa ne indepartam de impulsurile de baza
- vladh: si sa facem ceva mai complex
- vladh: scuze
- vladh: shitty descirere
- vladh: also
- vladh: I'm done
- Pop: <quote>vrem sa ne indepartam de impulsurile de baza </quote>
- andreea demonstreaza ca orice am face tot nu o sa faci o diferenta
- vladh: sorry for being a nazi
- Pop: nazi lol, im a communist
- vladh: andreea poate sa mearga si sa suga o pula. sper ca fata aia retardata sa se arunce de pe un bloc inalt
- vladh: cand realizeaza ce viata traieste
- vladh: partintii ei sunt practic inexistenti
- vladh: si daca ii aduc ceva
- vladh: e doar suferinta
- Pop: nu o sa realizeze
- vladh: prietenii ei -- falsi
- vladh: sa nu realizeze
- vladh: I don't give a fuck
- vladh: atata timp cat nu interfereaza cu lucrurile 'normale'
- vladh: I don't care
- vladh: ca animalele
- vladh: tolerate, in habitatul lor
- Pop: o_o in fact, noi suntem tolerati in habitatu lor
- Pop: thats my point.
- vladh: nu
- vladh: pentru ca
- vladh: stai
- vladh: tu sugerezi asta
- vladh: doar pentru ca
- vladh: ei au un mare avantaj numeric
- Pop: ofc, da' no sai conduci niciodata pentru ca, oricum am fi, tot mai dulce e comfortul a 4 pereti, 4 prieteni si 4 lei pe saptamana
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