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I've noticed over the past few years I have a very defined sliding scale of video games and real life. When real life goes up, video games go down, and vice versa. This is why I'm always so quick to happily judge speedrunning is being unfun, as to me personally by not wanting to play video games all day that usually means the rest of me is doing better. I'm not judging anyone who is speedrunning or anything of that nature, I just happen to have an unhealthy relationship with it and most other gaming. Also explains why if you have been idling in mystery the past week or so why I've been wanting to race shit all the time lately. Not that anything is particularly wrong, I have no reason of real complaint, but have just been super lazy and uninterested towards life recently, so real life is down and video games are up at the moment. I could honestly track my mood through the past two years with more accuracy than should be possible just by looking at the dates and frequency of my race history.
So I have some things to work on, at least the things that if I know I force myself to do them I will 100% be happier like working out and keeping my place clean that just takes not being completely lazy. I desperately need to find a hobby that doesn't involve looking at a screen, or something I can work on gradually that I see making incremental progress.

But for the moment, let's race a video game.
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