Meeting Conditions 32

app tl and not that accurate(rushed ..missing stuff, rewrite?). thanks to W for the pics ;)



so, fmc happy that mc trusted and believed in her love for old guy(prbly fooled mc that she was married to the guy). fmc surprised that mc bought into her lies, when others did not or avoided talking about it. she then thinks how she messed around with the naive mc(cuck ch ..mc under the bed, made mc thought it was an affair). then, how she kinda told mc to ..say to her i love you/show her affection, only when the two of them were alone, cause she wanted recognition from others too and enjoy her own pleasures? mc then kinda broke up with fmc? then is mc asking, how would she feel if her husband cheated on her. then she wonders why mc would ask such scary words and kinda guessed as to why. then she kinda got disappointed with the contrast of how mc was mc vs dad? she then wonders where she fucked up, that she's all suffering, where did she go wrong to have it this bad. then she kinda regrets not killing herself at that time with the knife, cause dad was still kinda ignoring her afterwards.

then she thinks how she's suffering cause she had a sincere love and thinks how, if she didn't love him, it would not hurt her like this. then stuff how she got drunk and maybe how she found it very difficult with that as well(or without drinking ..or that). then she thinks how she wanted to be an adult(the bucket list). then, how she was indebted to mc(free living here on mc's back). then, how they helped each other and fucked, to heal each others wounds? and she loved it more than she expected and decided to go, cause it might get more complicated from there. then, she kinda left for mc's sake? then she thinks how she kinda has no regrets, since she got to do a lot of things that she wanted to do. then, how all she had left was the 'sunrise' and the end of the story.

mc catches her and asks, if he can as her smth. mc asks, if she really plans to die. fmc kinda makes fun of mc, but mc wants her to tell him honestly. fmc tells him yeah and smth like: what are you gonna do  about it. mc replies how, he will flick her head, that's what he is gonna do(and hits her head). fmc complains about that and mc asks her how, dad was her friend's father, didn't she realized that it wouldn't have ended well for her. he kinda tells her how, what she had for dad, is not really love, but a nuisance/inconvenience like thingy. mc the tries to tell her how, she made her own will there(one sided love ..) and then, tries to make her understand that she was mistaken. he then, decently trash talks her notion of love and then, he kinda makes fun mocks the yandere fmc(mc funny faces) ..with: look at me, do that, or i'll die(her tantrums to dad). then, more fun of her cause, she cant do smth like that and does she think that she's the FMC in a kdrama series.

then, she kinda takes shots at mc, with how he lives, quit work or that and how mc, has no clue about what he speaks. apparently, mc tells her how that pain feels from his pov and she screams how, does he know how she really feels. mc tells her that he knows, that he too felt it. then he kinda tells her of his own bullshit with ex gf and how he saw her as his dream girl and how he felt as he was the MC and wanted to propose to her, but he was mistaken. then, stuff how he was gf's 'other guy' from the very start. then he explains how angry he was cause he mistakenly thought that he loved her and how he got angry for loving her and not giving up. then, how gf kinda gave him false hope there, for him to keep on liking her and details how many thoughts he had related to that, that messed up with his mind/heart and gave him more false hope.

then he says how, that's not really what happened and the reality of it, only caused him misery, by having such a dramatic story around him. then, fmc wants him to tell her what he wants to say/what he mean, and how, he too was in her shoes and is this what he's trying to say to her. then, mc asks, what does she think of him now, does he look like that kind of guy now(hurting..). mc then drags her off with him wanting to do smth together and tells her, how for them both, to go away together? then, mc with crazy eyes, kinda asks how, they were both living in a fucked up world and when fmc freaks out, mc acts more crazy by going over to the train tracks and giving her justification to her suicide idea and saying more how, they were hurting cause of their regrets. fmc asks if mc is joking here and how, wasn't mc here to 'rescue her?' and he says how he kinda was, but that thinking of his was crushed and tells fmc to watch him, as he tries to go/jump first. mc is all 'fuck the world ..goodbye!!' and fmc is all 'misterrrrr' and then a loud 'ahhhhhhhhhhh'.

mc gets caught by station police/attendants and then, narration about that joke/stunt? mc tried to pull at the sunset's time. then, is mc asking to be let go of and doing more complaining in a banter like manner. apparently, fmc helped him out, to be let free from those station cops/attendants. fmc then asks, if he really tried to end it and he goes 'do i look that crazy? i have so much stuff i wanna do'. mc then tells fmc, to try not to die as well. fmc kinda says how, she never really intended to die in the first place and mc ask 'why' and she tells him how, if she dies, she wont get to see that sunset anymore(might be mc saying that). mc then tells fmc that, if she plans on dying again, to come see him and she asks 'why' and mc tells her how, he will then take her to the sea and see the sunset together(sounds romantic). fmc blushes, laughs and calls him 'crazy' or how 'it's crazy'(in the fun sens of the word). tbc...