Sansy's story

Before the war, Sansy here was a normal human and really enjoyed living in the small village known as Ebott. It was a shared place between both humans and monsters and everything was at peace until war broke out and the peaceful way of life came to an end. During that time when tension was high and blood mixed with dust is shed, people on both ends lost so many and lives were being ruined Sansy was forced to take a side and given that humans are so much stronger than monsters given their determination and all, she had made a choice. That choice being was to give the monster's aid.

Hiding those who were unable to fight, the injured, or those who wished not to partake in the battle. This happened for a good year or two until one day she was caught and arrested only to be branded as a traitor humankind and was going to be sentenced to death if it wasn't for the mages who stood up and decided that her fate would be with the monsters. This lead to her being shoved down with them and the barrier set in place and no, there was no attempt to cross over because really? Who would want to live on the surface with those who you dust these innocent people? King Asgore and Queen Toriel granted this human citizenship and was sent to live with a skeleton named Papyrus.

Life resumed as normal, the Queen and King brought a child into the world named Asriel and well, for those of you who know this story already? Ya know when Chara fell and died? Well, this is where the story gets to be a bit different sort of, the Queen ran away and the King declared war on humankind out of rage and sorrow and what happened next? Well, Sansy was arrested and taken before the goat so he could take her soul to begin his "collecting" when Gaster had made an appearance.

He offered to make a different way to break the barrier and a human experiment is something that he oh soo needed. Asgore agreed and that started a downward spiral of tests, experiments, "modifications" if you will. He found out that her soul isn't red despite the limited amount of Determination. This made the scientist interested and extracted what small amount of DT (Determination) that once resided and proceeded to continue with his experiments and decided to see what would happen if he were to try and make her soul akin to that of a monster's own.

Not only did this break the poor woman mentally, emotionally, and damn near psychically from the pain it also worked. Her soul (O.O.C Note: I don't own the images on the profile with the exception of this soul image. Please, don't steal it.) was warped but not inverted and this reflected upon her body. Sclera that was once white turned black, flesh paled, hair turned white, and eyes? Well, they too turned white.

The experiments continued on and on until she was forced to use her magic in a few test fights. Broken and unwilling to challenge him, Gaster had thought that he had created the perfect weapon at the cost of her Stats. One HP for high use of magic. A human killing machine, able to peer into souls to see their LoVe. Oh how wrong he was, Sansy decided to take matters into her own hands one day when an unknown burst of anger made it's way up, but there was no way for her to even remember this feeling but decided to go with it, this surge...burst, sort of second wind was enough to pick Gaster up and toss him down into the core.

It would be YEARS down the road before any semblance of normality would be returned to this hybrid and funny enough? There is no memory of Gaster and no one questioned her being able to walk free. That would have been good and all if it wasn't for the constant terrors of that Monster and yes, she could still see him from time to time. This also would be around the same time she had begun to deflect with humor.

Soon after it wouldn't be long until days seem to loop, or perhaps? It was all a dream until realization struck when not just Paps but everyone else seemed to be on repeat. This did make her go crazy for a bit and it none of anything made sense. Diaries were kept to document the happenings only to find out that they were all the same, come to find out that this was all at the behest of a failed DT experiment named Flowey (Asriel). That soulless flower....that's a story for another time, anyways, with the problem solved Sansy could move on with life.

Enter the children that fell down, how they died and how their souls went to Asgore followed by the last one...the last one being Frisk. When They appeared is when the loops kept happening over and over but each time something different happened and each time she made a promise to Toriel to Protect Them. Every time it ended with Them sparing everyone and breaking the barrier. The first breaking felt like freedom and a breath of ACTUAL fresh air until? Well, what could only be called Resets kept on happening.

This only drove the depressive mindset even further down but like how one is bound by fate she kept her word to Toriel, like...it isn't like they are dusting anyone, right? Well, that's what Sansy thought until the first Froggit was dusted. Sure, it might have been an accident but then? It soon became more than just a single Frogit, next thing that happened was They were killing most of them and sparing the others. Papyrus was spared, Toriel was spared, Asgore was also spared, but these dustings and mercy givings had NO set pattern.

Sansy didn't do anything to stop them, sure, she WANTED SOOO badly to end Their life for killing the monsters but the promise kept her from doing anything or rather, that was the case until Papyrus was dusted. The cycle continued up until a point when during the last fight she fought her hardest only to be slain once more and what Frisk saw? All this time was a disturbing sight of dust mixed with the human form. Sure, They have seen it a dozen times but whatever happened then? Well, it sparked something inside of them. One last reset and this time? Everyone was freed peacefully.

This still left a bad taste in Sansy's mouth towards the kiddo and only deepening her dislike for humans even more, but that's hidden beneath a fake smile and jokes. She still suffers from PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Night Terrors, and frequent nightmares.