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**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Jun 20 21:28:47 2017

Jun 20 21:28:47 *	Now talking on #TheBawn
Jun 20 21:29:01 *	Aspen heads from the Dens walking towards the townhouse.
Jun 20 21:29:49 *	Devlin is sitting by the fire as he watches the flames..
Jun 20 21:32:15 *	Aspen eyes the flames and does head over. "Sober?"
Jun 20 21:32:24 <Devlin>	Will be all week.
Jun 20 21:32:55 <Aspen>	"What? The fomori soaked whiskey didn't sit with you?"
Jun 20 21:33:06 <Devlin>	Take a seat Aspen. ::As Devlin pulls out a cigarette::
Jun 20 21:33:27 <Devlin>	No Adam-Rhya after some unkind words I was directing at Moira-Rhya told me to be sober for the next week..
Jun 20 21:33:49 <Aspen>	"I'll stand but I'll stay."
Jun 20 21:34:03 <Devlin>	Sit.. do you know what Tanith-Rhya asked of me today.
Jun 20 21:35:28 *	Aspen crosses his arms. "I'm guessing it rhymes with Stuff Yourself."
Jun 20 21:36:02 <Devlin>	He said you need a guide to your tribe and auspice.. And he wants me to spend more time with you, so you can find a conneciton you your roots.
Jun 20 21:36:28 <Devlin>	So.. ::points to a chair:: Sit and listen, there is a story you need to hear.
Jun 20 21:38:10 <Devlin>	I have given you a very small bit of this story before, you do not understand why I am the way I am, maybe after this you will know more about me.  More about why I do certian things, and more about how your tribe does things.  One thing you should know above all else, this truly is the creed of the Fianna, this is how we are raised in our septs to look at the world, look at the war, and look
Jun 20 21:38:10 <Devlin>	at our duty.
Jun 20 21:38:14 <Aspen>	"Don't have to be rited Fianna. Not exactly included from what I've seen anyways..." He walks over, sitting to upwind to the smoke. "I'm good enough with a keyboard to be considered by the Glass Walkers."
Jun 20 21:38:41 <Aspen>	"Go on.. I'll listen. I'll give you that respect Devlin-Rhya."
Jun 20 21:39:11 <Devlin>	Be thankful for gaia that she has given you today, enjoy it as if it was your last.  Leave it with no regrets, for if tomorrow comes you have more to be thankful for.
Jun 20 21:41:27 <Devlin>	This is our tribe in a nutshell.  This is the simpliest and easist way to describe why we let our passions over take us during the lulls between the fights, why we seem so carefree, why we seem so relaxed, and why we are always willing to party and let loose.  We do it because we have been given another day on Gaia, another day in the Wyld, another day with our kin, our childred, our brothers
Jun 20 21:41:27 <Devlin>	and sisters, and when you feel the loss we all feel, when someone you cared for is gone.. all you will wish for is one more day with them.
Jun 20 21:46:25 <Aspen>	"Being raised in a Shadowlord sept... I know them better then I know where my blood is from. The sense of respect and order that comes with it. I know them better then this One More Day, you speak of."
Jun 20 21:47:03 <Aspen>	"Did you know within my first 2 weeks here they wanted to stone of scorn me for how.. carefree I was?"
Jun 20 21:47:50 <Devlin>	I did not, it seems to be a bit much considering you were are still a cub.
Jun 20 21:48:38 <Devlin>	Anyways please listen for a moment.
Jun 20 21:48:53 *	Aspen motions his head and nods silent.
Jun 20 21:50:23 <Devlin>	Let me tell you about my one more day wish.. let me tell you exactly what happened, exactly why I am who I am, and why I am what I am.. As of now.. I have not had a passion, I have not had a thank for today, I have only felt longing for what was gone.. what was empty, and I have only felt rage for those responsible, a rage that has overtaken all of my passions and caused them to burn allowing
Jun 20 21:50:24 <Devlin>	only the fires of revenge to burn, I can keep it under check while I am intoxicated, I can see the other things of beauty, I can enjoy them without always going back to my rage, without going back to the inferno of hatred I have.  While I was still a cub not much younger than you.. me Ma and Da were called to a meeting of the nation, they wanted her to sing while she was there.  I may be
Jun 20 21:50:24 <Devlin>	sounding foolish when I say this, but her voice, her poise and skill, she might have been the greatest singer our tribe has /ever/ created.  She was simply phenominal.  The journey they had to take was a five day journey, they were going to one of the last original septs of the Silver Fangs.
Jun 20 21:54:37 *	Aspen nods his head, keeping silent still.
Jun 20 21:55:12 <Devlin>	Third night of the five night journey, they were attacked, we do not know where exactly it had happened.. and I do not know how they were found but they were attacked.. I only know what had happened during the attack from the footage they had sent to us.. as a way to gloat.  But a team of Pentex soldiers pinned down me mom and da.. she was trying to protect him, after the fighting was done..
Jun 20 21:55:12 <Devlin>	they had her mortally wounded, Da was screaming her name trying to save her, fighting the soldiers as his love, his mated Garou was beaten.. they pulled him back and held him forcing him to watch what they did to her. They flaied her while he watched, while he screamed, as she laid there dying, unable to do anything to protect him from his heart breaking, they did this just to send her hide
Jun 20 21:55:12 <Devlin>	along with the tape they made of it back to the Nation, back to the sept.. back to me.
Jun 20 21:57:44 *	Aspen frowns considerably. Head lowering. "I'm sorry Dev..."
Jun 20 21:58:10 <Devlin>	 After they were done with her..they than took care of me da, the held him down to the now skinless body of me Ma, forced his head right next to her's, his screams, his crys when I shut me eyes I can still hear he was broken and weaping his heart was broken. They gutted him.  I sang her songs, and paid tribute to her life with a cycle long deathsong.  And I vowed that I will get vengance, I
Jun 20 21:58:16 <Devlin>	will do everything in me power to take down those who did it, as well as those who ordered and allowed it to happen.  When I am of clear mind.. when I am not drunk.. its my only focus, my only passion.. I drink to quell the fire.. so I can live.
Jun 20 22:00:48 <Aspen>	"That... I can not even begin to understand that loss Devlin."
Jun 20 22:01:09 <Devlin>	You have lost yours too.. I know this.
Jun 20 22:02:07 <Devlin>	I do not know how close to them you were, if you can still hear their voices, see thier faces, feel the warmth of their love.  I do not know, but I do know we are brothers in loss, we are brothers, in tribe, brothers in auspice.
Jun 20 22:04:14 <Aspen>	"My parents are still out there. Or so I'm told. Mom still a teacher. Dad still working at a megacorporation. Seeing them would be a Death Sentence. It's not the same as... what happened to you."
Jun 20 22:04:14 <Devlin>	I have looked for new passions, I look for something that can quell the fire in me heart, and maybe even replace it.  I had thought Eve might of been able to do that fer me, hell the risk alone of me actions were worth it.. if it allowed me to have a passion again.  If it allowed me to feel for someone again as I feel for them.. because right now I have nothing that keeps me fighting besides
Jun 20 22:04:14 <Devlin>	revenge, I have nothing that calls to me, and draws me back home.  I have my reasons for fightin, but I dont have me reasons for surviving.  Eve could of been that..
Jun 20 22:05:31 *	Aspen pauses, looking off to the side, in thought. "You are my cousin in moon.... I can't deny that. Tribe however... Tell you what."
Jun 20 22:06:32 <Aspen>	"Would you consider an offer?"
Jun 20 22:06:48 *	Sage (uid49022@Clk-4C6CB5D0.irccloud.com) has joined
Jun 20 22:06:52 <Devlin>	What is the offer?
Jun 20 22:08:28 <Aspen>	"I'll listen. To the stories of our tribe and our nation. For as long as you want until I am rited. I'll even promise you that. That I will rite as a Fianna. All I ask that you recommend to the elders that Eve lives and that you leave her alone."
Jun 20 22:08:32 <Aspen>	"Even if the Elders deny this request and kill her tomorrow. A deal is a deal."
Jun 20 22:09:18 <Devlin>	You must not have heard me, offer to take her punishment for her..
Jun 20 22:09:34 *	Sage makes her way down from the den as she walks past the mansion towards the fire seeing Devlin and Aspen. She moves to take a space near Aspen as she sits.
Jun 20 22:09:43 <Devlin>	Before Silver truth intervened.
Jun 20 22:09:49 *	Aspen shakes his head. "I did not. A lot of that night was.. a haze to be honest."
Jun 20 22:10:34 <Devlin>	As for leaving her alone, I have also decided this.
Jun 20 22:10:53 *	Sage looks up to Devlin a bit curious
Jun 20 22:11:00 <Sage>	Why the change in heart?
Jun 20 22:11:05 <Devlin>	If she will not accept me, if she will not submit, if she will not accpet me tribe and me blood as her mate..
Jun 20 22:11:43 <Devlin>	I will not rape her, it will only deny her to fufil her purpose to Gaia.  And it also could make others think something is wrong with her.
Jun 20 22:13:15 *	Aspen smiles to Devlin, nodding to Sage. "That D, I respect."
Jun 20 22:13:18 <Devlin>	I have sent her gifts, flowers, and letters.. nothing has even come back to me, as to if she has been reseptive of them or not, even as she heard me pleading for her life.
Jun 20 22:14:22 <Devlin>	I have gotten one honest conversaiton out of her as she has viewed her life to be forfit.. that was the only time she actually was honest with me.. And she showed a lot of potential as to being me reason to survive, to make it home.. but I wont force 'er to become that reason.
Jun 20 22:14:52 <Devlin>	When I claimed her, I knew in me head that I was going to give it one full cycle, if by one cycle I could not win her 'eart, I was going to let her go.
Jun 20 22:15:42 <Devlin>	I did not tell anyone dat, and I did not tell 'er either, because than she would just have a clock she could wait out if she so wanted.  But I knew it, and that was what was important.
Jun 20 22:16:08 <Aspen>	"Well... Girl didn't even get her name out before you claimed. I can understand that hesitance."
Jun 20 22:16:33 <Devlin>	I can too.
Jun 20 22:16:54 <Sage>	She's also locked in a den. ::shrugs::
Jun 20 22:16:56 <Devlin>	But also you must understand, after what I just told you me reasons for being rash and qucik.
Jun 20 22:18:06 <Devlin>	So lets put a time line here.
Jun 20 22:18:20 <Devlin>	In dublin I fucked when I wanted, and who I wanted off sept.
Jun 20 22:18:37 <Aspen>	"Hot heads. You know me and my tongue. It speaks about as rash and quick." He nods, listening.
Jun 20 22:18:44 <Devlin>	No kin, never no kin.. I dont fuck kin for fun.. there is a reason for that.. it has to do with our fae blood Aspen.
Jun 20 22:19:17 <Devlin>	When a Fianna mates with a kin, weither it be fianna or not, when we mate with one of Gaian blood, a bond is formed.. that bond joins our lives togather.
Jun 20 22:20:13 <Devlin>	It would be cruel to not just ourselves to attach to those for just fun, but also to those we attach to.. because they will feel empty other times..
Jun 20 22:20:35 <Devlin>	So I fucked humans, when and where I wanted.
Jun 20 22:21:20 <Devlin>	I may have many kin in dublin running around.. I came to America set on coming to Detroit, set on coming to the Shadowlords to learn of what I hunt. Learn how to fight it, if anyone knows its them.
Jun 20 22:22:13 <Aspen>	"Did you never.. even accidently.. with a kinfolk?"
Jun 20 22:22:18 <Devlin>	Never.
Jun 20 22:22:23 *	Devlin taps his nose
Jun 20 22:22:32 <Devlin>	Ya can smell the gaian blood..
Jun 20 22:23:55 <Devlin>	Anyways in America each night I have been here there has been one or two new conquests.. I am a manwhore.. I enjoy sex, I enjoy a lot of sex.. and I have a drive to get it as much as I can.
Jun 20 22:23:58 *	Sage hmmms softly as she watches Devlin
Jun 20 22:24:01 <Devlin>	I get here to detroit..
Jun 20 22:24:04 *	Aspen nods his head. "Fair enough. A little strange, but that's my culture. Continue."
Jun 20 22:24:10 <Devlin>	Come to this sept..
Jun 20 22:24:17 <Devlin>	And be told I cant go to the city.
Jun 20 22:25:13 <Devlin>	So, no going out to sew my seed, no drunken orgys, no blow jobs, no silky smooth skin beneath my fingers, no smells of desire, no silky folds..
Jun 20 22:25:46 *	Sage looks to him almost horrified but engrossed
Jun 20 22:26:03 <Devlin>	For two weeks.. while there was a Kin showing her assets all about, but I knew I couldnt touch it, cause shadow lord.. All the garou moving about.. wearing almost nothing or nothing.
Jun 20 22:26:04 <Aspen>	"Well. Yes. Shadow Lords. There is an order and edict. A structure and formation. Fucking every sly honey that looks your way has consequences."
Jun 20 22:26:15 <Devlin>	I knew if I didnt.. claime me a mate..
Jun 20 22:26:20 <Devlin>	The littany would be broken.
Jun 20 22:26:44 <Sage>	So you claimed her to prevent breaking the litany?
Jun 20 22:27:05 *	Aspen laughs a little, shaking his head. Looking at Sage.
Jun 20 22:27:10 <Sage>	Are you that -horny- you can't keep it in your pants?
Jun 20 22:27:13 <Devlin>	I claimed her to get control over my urges, to give me a passion, and maybe give me something to keep me focused on now, and not Pentex.
Jun 20 22:27:47 <Devlin>	She was the fist eligible choice, the first possible option.. and I couldnt let it slip through me hands without trying.
Jun 20 22:28:31 <Aspen>	"I take it a sock never came to mind?"
Jun 20 22:28:32 <Devlin>	I am ruled by desires, I am ruled by passion, and I am ruled by me blood.  But also I wanted that glimmer of hope she could be what me Da was for me Ma.
Jun 20 22:28:51 *	Devlin looks to Aspen.. "All me socks are ruined now"
Jun 20 22:29:08 <Devlin>	The friction almost gave me burns.
Jun 20 22:29:10 <Sage>	Pardon me for this...but how did you try? It's been... ::counts on her fingers:: 5 or so days and you were only with her for how long?
Jun 20 22:29:25 *	Aspen holds up a hand. "Enough.... enough. I'm stupid for brining it up..
Jun 20 22:29:55 <Sage>	I mean, you and I already spoke about this. Your claim to only mating with Fianna or Fae...
Jun 20 22:30:05 <Aspen>	"And this Deathsong, is where I struggle with the Fianna. I find that lack of self control.. that lack of will frustrating.  Maybe it's because I've seen what they do to folks that.." he looks to Sage. "Speak out of turn..."
Jun 20 22:30:17 <Sage>	I just think this whole thing makes both of you look very bad in this sept.
Jun 20 22:31:13 <Aspen>	To the point where I'm entertaining the Glass Walkers
Jun 20 22:31:28 <Devlin>	While you may be rited with another tribe.
Jun 20 22:31:39 <Devlin>	Your blood will still call you boyo.
Jun 20 22:32:51 *	Sage falls a bit quiet in thought.
Jun 20 22:33:04 <Devlin>	As for matters, you have already made an agreement.
Jun 20 22:33:22 *	Aspen shrugs his shoulders and holds up his hands. Then pauses. Blinking. "So you agree...?"
Jun 20 22:33:35 <Devlin>	Ya git, I just told you..
Jun 20 22:34:01 <Devlin>	I tried to spare her life when they were about to execute her. I offered to step in and take the punishment
Jun 20 22:34:35 <Devlin>	You also heard me say that I am prepared to let her go.
Jun 20 22:35:05 <Devlin>	Do you know what I told Tanith this morning?
Jun 20 22:35:13 *	Aspen smiles a little. "After the howl I heard earlier...She's not off the hook just yet. Just tell them again if you get the chance..."
Jun 20 22:35:40 <Aspen>	"Still going with Stuff Yourself."
Jun 20 22:36:00 <Devlin>	I asked him to let his Alpha know I wanted to speak with him.
Jun 20 22:36:28 <Devlin>	I said if she wont be happy with me, I will let her go be happy.
Jun 20 22:37:19 *	Sage her eyes Aspen for a moment before shifting to Devlin "You still didn't answer what the change of heart was. Or I missed it. "
Jun 20 22:37:40 *	Aspen shoots out a quick text message when Devlin speaks to Sage.
Jun 20 22:37:56 <Devlin>	Simple.
Jun 20 22:38:08 <Devlin>	I realized me Ma and Da would kick me arse.
Jun 20 22:38:20 <Devlin>	If they knew I was keeping a hold of a Kin who wasnt happy with me.
Jun 20 22:38:34 <Devlin>	I realized I was raised better.
Jun 20 22:42:22 *	Aspen raises a brow. "You're better sober.. you know that."
Jun 20 22:42:33 <Devlin>	I was still drunk when I realized that.
Jun 20 22:43:19 <Devlin>	And trust me.. you dont know what goes on here.. ::taps his head:: when there is not a copious amount of booze in me blood.
Jun 20 22:43:51 <Sage>	You think straighter and not with your dick.
Jun 20 22:44:05 <Devlin>	This week sometime, you will need to help me with building a shrine.  Sabrielle-Rhya has already told me I can build it.
Jun 20 22:44:12 <Aspen>	"Fashion sense is way better too. "
Jun 20 22:44:29 <Devlin>	I am going to see if Maddox, and Aieden wish to help, but we will be building a shrine in a wyld area here on this island to stag.
Jun 20 22:44:46 <Devlin>	You aint got no choice in the matter.
Jun 20 22:45:35 *	Aspen cocks his head. "Whose Aieden..?"
Jun 20 22:45:53 <Devlin>	(I think thats his name)
Jun 20 22:46:01 <Devlin>	Raga.. fights with a fang dagger..
Jun 20 22:46:08 <Devlin>	Just like me.. and Fianna.
Jun 20 22:46:08 <Aspen>	(Aiden but Aspen doesn't know him ic :)  )
Jun 20 22:46:45 *	Aspen points a finger. "Stories and listening. However I'll follow. Something tells me they'll be the one and the same here."
Jun 20 22:46:57 <Sage>	Who? Me?
Jun 20 22:47:01 <Sage>	Or him?
Jun 20 22:47:03 *	Aspen throws hands up. "Another one with a fang dagger? Really now!"
Jun 20 22:47:15 *	Sage doesn't know who he's talking to about the shrine.
Jun 20 22:47:28 <Devlin>	Tis a great fetish.
Jun 20 22:48:06 *	Devlin pulls out his blade as he offers it over to Aspen.
Jun 20 22:48:19 *	Sage shrugs again trailing off from the convo.
Jun 20 22:48:58 *	Aspen looks to Sage then Devlin "Answer her question ?"
Jun 20 22:49:08 <Sage>	It's fine Aspen.
Jun 20 22:49:20 <Devlin>	Him.
Jun 20 22:49:44 *	Aspen takes the blade and holds out out with care. "A tad too light... But very well made. Surprised I think Maddox has one too." He hands it back.
Jun 20 22:50:02 *	Devlin takes the dagger back.
Jun 20 22:50:15 <Devlin>	Its ment to be light, I'm able to stab it in with much grace.
Jun 20 22:50:27 *	Sage moves to stand "Have a good night Aspen. "
Jun 20 22:50:43 *	Aspen nods to Sage. "Find me later. Have a question for you."
Jun 20 22:50:51 <Devlin>	Where it gets its bite is the spirit inside, using one of these the spirit will double your efforts and grace you with the same damage, that our claws give.
Jun 20 22:50:57 <Devlin>	In a much lighter profile.
Jun 20 22:52:49 <Sage>	You know how to find me Aspen. ::moves to walk off::
Jun 20 22:53:06 <Aspen>	"What you did last night.. I saw. simple attack.. did more then expected"
Jun 20 22:53:13 *	Sage (uid49022@Clk-4C6CB5D0.irccloud.com) has left
Jun 20 22:53:21 <Devlin>	The spirit dug in helped finish the job.
Jun 20 22:53:49 <Devlin>	This dagger could turn a fight between an Ahroun and a Raga to even terms.
Jun 20 22:54:00 <Devlin>	Can equalize a fight with me and any Ahroun of me rank.
Jun 20 22:57:42 <Aspen>	"mmm... Will inquire about that with the Ahroun brother next time he's giving me a head ache."
Jun 20 23:03:16 <Devlin>	Also.. Boyo.
Jun 20 23:03:26 <Devlin>	Gaelic.. learn it.. Love it.. live it.
Jun 20 23:05:12 <Aspen>	"I'm still trying to master the Glyphs... But I can start trying to get a feel for the tongue."
Jun 20 23:05:57 <Devlin>	I can help.. <Gaelic> I was speaking this before english.
Jun 20 23:15:49 *	Aspen nods his head. "I know the sounds, it's a Latin like language. But if that's how I need to listen to you.. I'll get to studying."
Jun 20 23:16:10 <Devlin>	One day I will speak nothing but Gaelic.
Jun 20 23:16:20 <Devlin>	And tell tanith-rhya your not listening to your lessons.
Jun 20 23:16:37 *	Aspen shrugs his shoulders and shakes his head. "Sounds about right."
Jun 20 23:16:40 *	Aspen stands up and dusts his pants off. "You have my number?
Jun 20 23:17:00 <Devlin>	Nope/
Jun 20 23:18:08 *	Aspen unlocks his phone and tosses it to Devlin. "Call yourself."
Jun 20 23:18:16 <Devlin>	What?
Jun 20 23:18:20 <Devlin>	::He smirks::
Jun 20 23:19:50 *	Aspen rolls his eyes and moves to the phone dial screen. "Type in your numbers here.. hit the green one."
Jun 20 23:20:02 <Devlin>	No.. what did you want me to call myself.
Jun 20 23:21:57 *	Aspen gets it too late.. and sighs "Doof-song was the first nickname I gave you. Almost as good as the one Terry got. Will have to think of a more formal one now."
Jun 20 23:22:14 *	Devlin dials his number
Jun 20 23:23:11 <Aspen>	"There.. now you can mis-send me sweet 2 am love letters"
Jun 20 23:23:21 <Devlin>	Yeah no.
Jun 20 23:23:37 <Devlin>	You might get a dick pic just so you have somthing to cry about.. when I drink again.
Jun 20 23:25:10 *	Aspen motions his hand before he takes his phone back. "Yeah I didn't know what rited clothing was until just before you arrived. Ask anyone what they saw willy ya?"
Jun 20 23:25:35 <Devlin>	I cant find my rited clothing.
Jun 20 23:25:59 <Aspen>	"Try your car?"
Jun 20 23:26:04 <Devlin>	Checked.
Jun 20 23:26:13 <Aspen>	"Trunk?"
Jun 20 23:26:25 <Devlin>	Checked.
Jun 20 23:26:27 <Devlin>	Found a body.
Jun 20 23:26:37 <Aspen>	"... Not going there."
Jun 20 23:26:54 *	Aspen bows his head, that formal Shadowlord side of him coming out.. "Thank you Devlin-Rhya. I look forward to hearing your songs and stories... or.. something like that."
Jun 20 23:27:07 <Devlin>	Boyo..
Jun 20 23:27:24 <Devlin>	Bow that head one more time, and Ill ask Tanith-Rhya for permission to shove my foot up yer arse.
Jun 20 23:30:14 *	Aspen smiles. "See, I would of liked you so much more before I got the tar kicked out of me after my third week here… "
Jun 20 23:30:32 <Devlin>	You still will like me.
Jun 20 23:30:39 <Devlin>	I'm like herpies I grow on people.
Jun 20 23:30:42 <Aspen>	"You likely would of loved that Aspen. He drank, had a sense of humor. Talked back to the elder.."
Jun 20 23:30:53 <Devlin>	Thats where your problem was.
Jun 20 23:30:59 <Devlin>	One and two.. alright..
Jun 20 23:31:07 <Devlin>	Three.. ya had it coming.
Jun 20 23:31:59 <Aspen>	"Adam reciting the tenants. I laughed at don't eat humans. It seems a no brainer. Scarlet asked me why. I had no idea who, or what she was at the time, and I responded with you don't fuck where you eat."
Jun 20 23:32:29 <Aspen>	"I still remember how coldly she laughed...She said usually yes, but maybe not for the Fianna. Took me a long time to get that one."
Jun 20 23:34:38 *	Aspen just nods his head this time. "Night Devlin."
Jun 20 23:35:06 <Devlin>	Enjoy Aspen.
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