So if I come to Riverside California
Are you going to meet up and hang out with me
Or are you going to be a pussy and think I'm some weirdo like Kenny
And the real question is if we were to hang out can I trust that you're not going to stab me in the back and try to bring physical harm to me or do something shady and set me up
Because I might be going to California to visit some family particularly that professor
And if you want to hang out. Or just smoke some fucking weed and reminisce I'm not a bad guy I'm not a weirdo
But I am serious individual
And I take human life very seriously
With that being said I'm set in my ways. And there's just some things I will not do
But I wouldn't try to murder you or do anything crazy to get revenge over raidforums things I would like to think that we're past that.
But with the same respect.

We're from raidforums
And you're a fucking weirdo just like me
Lol
But really we're not that weird compared to the rest of the group
I'm not really schizophrenic
Don't tell nobody though
But yeah I don't know anybody in California and I might be there for a while
And I'll be honest with you
It's a place that I don't know
I know you're somewhere around Riverside
I can probably trust you more than any stranger
You can get weed and stuff like that
And I'll be honest with you I know that you're a hustler
Perhaps you're on a bigger level Than I Used to Be
I'm still a hustler I just Hustle programming and eBay products
But nevertheless I have connections back here
And so you never know but we could form a business relationship.
But all in all if I show up in California
In Riverside
I still think that me and you need to meet face-to-face
I'm not going to try and do anything malicious to you I won't try and fight with you I won't try and bring harm to you I won't try and Dox you or any of the other shit people think I do
But all in all. All bullshit aside
I think that me and you would at least have a good night of partying
And its a official way for us to really bury the hatchet
Maybe you'll take the offer if I come maybe you won't
But let me know if it's something you'd be interested in
I'll be honest with you it would definitely be weird for the first couple of weeks
But the last time we had our little video session
I was actually talking with your little real life friend that you left in the conversation
And believe me I could have definitely used your friend to get to you
He actually spilled a few things about you not realizing it
But. I was able to gauge a lot from what he was talkin about
I also see that you're very protective of your friends
But I don't quite remember the whole conversation and I deliberately didn't remember the details he mentioned but he mentioned a teacher of yours and you mentioned some of the things you do in your real life enough to where I could actually figure out who you were for sure and find out everything about you.
Instead of social engineering your friend into giving you up I gave your friend a lesson in protecting himself as well as your identity and by your I mean you as in cocktor
And that's because I like and respect you these days
And, while I still think in the back of my head sometimes you reported me to the cops
Part of me wants to believe it's not true
And I'll be honest with you like I am with everybody else
At one point you were my target
I don't know where these Rumours came from where I was plotting to kill you though
Someone might have made a joke or I might have threatened to shoot you once
Or something might have been taken out of context but I never ever plotted to do that kind of harm to you
Now I was looking to get revenge because I know you played hand in doxxing me those years ago
But really you were just part of the group of people that I was beefing with
One thing you will learn about me is that my loyalty runs deep
Rather it be for the causes that I represent or the people that I hold it down for
The same went back in those days
Some of the people that your friends terrorized and fucked with were people that I took under my wing
that's if you really call those guys your friends
So really the only thing I was doing in those days was protecting the people that I rolled with
Or at least I thought I was
What really pissed me off about you is one night maybe you were fucked up on something
you asked me if I knew what Bitcoin was
You then proceeded to post a picture of a relative of mine who happens to be my brother
And you said something along the lines of I'm going to give you an address and all this other shit
Maybe you knew or you didn't know this but that relative of mine that you posted the photo of is my blood brother and he's deceased
And that's why I set out to come after you at that point
Maybe you were just doing some skip tracing AKA doxxing or maybe you were just trying to fuck with me that day
But between that and my suspicions of you snitching on me at the time
It was enough for you to get on my shit list
Because how I took it was that you were trying to extort me at the time
I also took it that you were trying to use my dead relative against me and I probably over thought that situation
And I didn't react to nicely to it I don't know if you remember that day but I think I told you that you get nothing and that I even encouraged you to do your worst
But considering all the shit that raidforums put me through
You have to understand why I took it this way
back in those days I was too heavily wrapped up in the way that site was partially because I actually got a rush from it sometimes
But all of you guys were extremely dangerous rather y'all saw it that way or not
And I'm an extremely dangerous person myself
The difference was I never underestimated you guys
And after everything that had been done to me.

I mean all I ever tried to do back in those days was improve the community relations within the website of raid forums.

At the time I wanted to promote the website and I wanted to see it stay on track of what it was designed to be
And that's where the whole raidforums security service joke that I make up from time to time comes from
because I used to work the shadows in the beginning and I sought out to neutralize and lure out any potential person on the website that was working against its interests
And back when you and OJ came along you guys caused a lot of problems
And ironically you guys are the reason the website lightened up and changed
And so you became a part of it
But I really thought the site was a great idea back then and I thought it had a lot more potential and so I was working on a path to try and demonstrate my skills and my experience and knowledge to try and create a more fun community
Back in those days my life was really fucked up
And I learned a lot from that website and as a result of the things that your friends did to me if you call them friends
I'm the person I am today
So with all that being said you guys are the reason that I went on to learn more about programming and really take what I knew as a hobby and what I've been doing for 10 years to pass time and shit into a money-making skill
Because after everything went down I had to lay low
And so it really put a damper on the way I did things in my life because of the constant harassment that I got
Now I'm not crediting OJ because that Camel fucker fucked up
You know I figured out who he was because he made a critical mistake
I had a mole planted actually had more than one
I knew when yotsuba had me in their targets
I knew I could not avoid what was coming in terms of being doxxed and swatted
So I poisoned the information that you guys could find on me
That was how I stayed out of the danger zone
Now like I said I did get doxxed and swatted
But thank God none of you guys actually figured out my real house
There was one time where the cops did show up at my house because the address you guys had was like two doors down from my apartment
And I got a gun shoved in my face because I match the description
But the British guy and another person I will not name played a big role and helping me deflect that bullet
But anyways I didn't mean to go into a whole history here
But I figured I would just lay it all out on the table seeing how I'm asking you to hang out with me if I come to California
Because here's the thing
I'd rather you tell me that I'm not somebody you want to be around or somebody you don't trust
Then for me and you to meet up and shit go south.
And if there's some issue you have with me.

then you need to lay that shit out on the table.
Because if we were to meet I would have to assume that it is solely based upon Trust or lack of trust
And I know you're just as capable of handling your business as me
In other words I don't underestimate you but you should not underestimate me
And I don't want either one of us to sit there thinking in the back of our head that one of us is going to make a move or a play to do something malicious to the other
Because if there's that kind of animosity then we should not meet up
I don't want to have to worry about you stabbing me in my back and I'm sure you don't want to worry about me stabbing you in the back you're probably more worried about me than I am worried about you or maybe we worry about each other equally in that situation I don't know
But the funny thing is I do want to know
But in all seriousness read everything that I've written to you tonight
And consider my little offer.
Or let's talk about it.
Like I said if we were to hang out and become actual friends then I don't want to have to worry about you stabbing me in the back later on down the road and vice versa
You're a lot like me you just don't realize that or maybe you do but I do know that we're both the Devil in Disguise
And we're both capable of destroying each other.
And I personally believe there is still some kind of animosity between us because of the comments that we make to each other sometimes
Or maybe I just feel that weirdness I don't know
That's one of the things about you
Most people I can read and figure out
I haven't been able to quite figure you out
I've never been able to Peg if you have ulterior motives since I have resurfaced
And I'll be honest with you it's something I think of quite a lot time to time
Anyways. Take a little bit of time to read what I've written let me know what you think or if you accept my little offer or both.
I mean yeah I'm a nerd and I do a little bit of weird things and more or less were from different cultures
So we are quite different in terms of character or our Origins
But at the end of the day I'm not a bad person. Just like you you're not a bad person either we've just done some bad stuff
But one of the other things that I did want to mention is that the whole rumors back in the day of you working with the cops
That was another thing that steered me away from you
After that shit with pancake and don't get me wrong he deserved it
You got a reputation of being a snitch
Any time somebody got in trouble rather you did it or not you were blamed for it
And me being who I am and considering I was trying to protect the interests of the people that I was holding it down for
It was just something that really made me stay very clear of you when possible
Where I'm from snitching is a death sentence rather you run the streets or not or if you live that life or not
And I used to make comments about that and what could happen to you for something like that
But like my first impression of you was just a dumb kid on the internet
And boy was I wrong
Anyways though please read what I've written to you hear me out and let me know what you think of my offer
But like I said I'd rather lay everything out on the table, regarding these things that have happened.

And if you need to get something straight now is the time to do it.

Because I really don't want to meet up with you and end up getting into some serious shit because one of us does tries to make a move or do something stupid
I just take these kind of things real serious
At one point I considered you a nemesis
So even if there is no animosity on your end it's still fair for you to know why things were the way they were back in the day
And you know you want to get high with me
:p

But in all seriousness if you do consider and accept my offer and we really do meet up.

Please Don't stab me in the back or try to bring harm to me. I'm not trying to perpetrate no Macho bullshit but I am a trained fighter, black belt first-degree modern arnis it's a Filipino style martial art very serious shit and I wouldn't go down without a fight. And well as you know I'm not a dumb guy so I would probably have a back-up plan in case something went wrong rather I had my phone bug with a piece of software that was tracking my location or if I was wearing a device or planted one.

Because I'll be honest with you it will take a little bit of time for me to actually start to trust you and I would expect the same from you.

And I wouldn't want to have to hurt you or bug out or something like that and from what I've guaged from you over the years is you're not that kind of person either. although you can be if needed and I really wouldn't want for you to harm either obviously, rather it be physically or if you're trying to do something to fuck with me mentally or give me some bad dope.

And I probably shouldn't even take the risk

But interestingly enough I kind of want to.
But I mean if you met up with Kenny
Then you shouldn't even be the slightest bit worried about meeting up with me lol
But I could understand if you were because I would be worried about you
But yeah I might really be coming to California to spend a little bit of time there visit family and reflect upon my life a little bit
And so like I've said several times take the moment to read what I've written. And at least consider my offer or at least let me know a yes or a no or a maybe
I mean I know my uncle's pretty cool even though he's a gay guy and I'm not really a fan of gay guys but he's my family and shit but I mean I could at least invite you over to the property we could sit down and have a mafia dinner. And all I mean by Mafia dinner is just it's a slang that me and my friends use back here where I live when we group up two or more and go and eat. Smoke a blunt or something well I don't think you smoke blunts so a bong would work or something but
I mean we could even meet in a public place.
But yeah I mean been writing you on and off about this for a little over an hour and you haven't even wrote me back probably cuz you're asleep and shit.

But I think it could be a fun or an interesting experience.

Provided that we both have good intentions.

Anyway sorry for bombarding you with messages man I'm a fucking Leo and I get like that.

For the longest I never believed in that zodiac shit. But one thing I've experienced  that seems to be true  besides all the fake ass horoscope shit is that Leos and Aries and the other fire sign take loyalty pride and Trust real serious
Even before I knew about that kind of shit or read up on it trust and loyalty are things I've always taken real serious and I don't expect loyalty from anybody. And sometimes people think I'm some kind of narcissist or control freak but really I'm just a cautious person. And I like to approach things with balance, reasoning and logic and sometimes I throw all that out the window to take a risk
Most of the time those risks end up biting me in the ass
But again please consider my offer.

It's an opportunity I didn't want to pass up on if I do come to Cali and i probably will be coming to Cali
Talk to you later buddy