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- 00:01:43,379 --> 00:01:44,931
- Well you could have done worse
- couldn't you?
- 2
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- Oh thank you.
- 3
- 00:01:45,862 --> 00:01:46,482
- I do try.
- 4
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- Yeah?
- 5
- 00:01:48,758 --> 00:01:49,344
- Hello...
- 6
- 00:01:50,103 --> 00:01:50,586
- Love you.
- 7
- 00:01:50,724 --> 00:01:51,275
- Hello.
- 8
- 00:01:53,172 --> 00:01:54,137
- You didn't do too bad.
- 9
- 00:01:54,620 --> 00:01:55,103
- Thanks.
- 10
- 00:01:58,689 --> 00:01:59,482
- Get off.
- 11
- 00:01:59,793 --> 00:02:00,551
- Mum!
- 12
- 00:02:00,965 --> 00:02:01,551
- Look!
- 13
- 00:02:02,137 --> 00:02:03,068
- Oh Sarah!
- 14
- 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:10,448
- Welcome to the family!
- 15
- 00:02:10,655 --> 00:02:11,448
- Thank you.
- 16
- 00:02:34,620 --> 00:02:36,241
- I used to lose what time of day
- it was.
- 17
- 00:02:37,931 --> 00:02:40,344
- Sometimes I would wake up and it
- would be early evening.
- 18
- 00:02:41,103 --> 00:02:43,137
- With no memory of where I'd
- been.
- 19
- 00:02:47,172 --> 00:02:48,586
- That was a typical day for me.
- 20
- 00:02:51,758 --> 00:02:53,068
- One time I woke up...
- 21
- 00:02:54,103 --> 00:02:55,344
- ...and it was later than usual.
- 22
- 00:02:56,482 --> 00:02:58,793
- Normally I would wake up to
- my daughter poking
- my face but...
- 23
- 00:02:59,379 --> 00:03:00,724
- ...this day was different.
- 24
- 00:03:01,862 --> 00:03:02,862
- It was quiet.
- 25
- 00:03:04,517 --> 00:03:05,517
- I remember...
- 26
- 00:03:05,896 --> 00:03:07,655
- ...the first thing I thought
- of was...
- 27
- 00:03:08,310 --> 00:03:09,344
- ...where's my drink?
- 28
- 00:03:11,344 --> 00:03:15,344
- Why I thought of that.
- Over everything else.
- I don't know.
- 29
- 00:03:17,965 --> 00:03:20,517
- Took me a good twenty minutes
- to realise...
- 30
- 00:03:20,896 --> 00:03:22,482
- ...there was no one home.
- 31
- 00:03:23,724 --> 00:03:28,620
- I lost my family, in a single
- day, because I couldn't put
- that bottle down.
- 32
- 00:03:31,137 --> 00:03:32,517
- My name is Derek...
- 33
- 00:03:32,827 --> 00:03:36,379
- ...and I lost my family because
- of my own desire to drink.
- 34
- 00:03:48,172 --> 00:03:50,379
- Hey you.
- Hey yourself!
- 35
- 00:03:50,551 --> 00:03:51,551
- Whatcha' doin'?
- 36
- 00:03:51,862 --> 00:03:54,689
- I am... sending off this
- job application.
- 37
- 00:03:55,103 --> 00:03:55,724
- And...
- 38
- 00:03:55,931 --> 00:03:57,379
- ...looking at wedding venues.
- 39
- 00:03:57,379 --> 00:04:00,068
- You're getting married?
- I had no idea!
- 40
- 00:04:00,620 --> 00:04:01,448
- Shush!
- 41
- 00:04:02,241 --> 00:04:04,517
- I suppose I better let my other
- girlfriendsdown gently...
- 42
- 00:04:05,034 --> 00:04:06,379
- ...there could be an uproar
- you know?
- 43
- 00:04:06,482 --> 00:04:08,517
- Yea only between you and your
- ego.
- 44
- 00:04:10,206 --> 00:04:13,275
- Ah yea, I thought it was
- "too warm" to wear a scarf now?
- 45
- 00:04:13,517 --> 00:04:16,379
- Well I am one of the cool kids
- now... so...
- 46
- 00:04:16,862 --> 00:04:20,172
- Sarah? Have you submitted
- that job application yet?
- 47
- 00:04:20,241 --> 00:04:22,206
- Done and done, mother dearest.
- 48
- 00:04:23,172 --> 00:04:26,172
- Did you make the amendments
- to your personal statement
- like I told you to?
- 49
- 00:04:26,482 --> 00:04:28,448
- I didn't need to, it was
- good enough as it was.
- 50
- 00:04:29,379 --> 00:04:32,206
- Sarah... you need this job!
- 51
- 00:04:32,310 --> 00:04:35,517
- You know I've pushed you through
- your education and your work so
- far.
- 52
- 00:04:35,517 --> 00:04:38,482
- You wouldn't be where you are
- now without me, remember that.
- 53
- 00:04:39,655 --> 00:04:40,655
- Barbara?
- 54
- 00:04:41,241 --> 00:04:42,206
- Serious question.
- 55
- 00:04:44,862 --> 00:04:46,620
- Can I start bugging you for
- pocket money?
- 56
- 00:05:27,724 --> 00:05:28,827
- Wake up.
- 57
- 00:05:55,310 --> 00:05:56,551
- You still not dressed?
- 58
- 00:05:57,586 --> 00:06:01,068
- It's my day, and besides I'm
- up early. What does it matter?
- 59
- 00:06:02,310 --> 00:06:06,931
- First impressions are important.
- You need to look the part for
- people to notice you.
- 60
- 00:06:06,931 --> 00:06:08,379
- "Dressed to impress" like you?
- 61
- 00:06:08,586 --> 00:06:12,137
- Dressing to impress is what
- you do at interviews.
- Intimidation is the game.
- 62
- 00:06:13,620 --> 00:06:15,724
- Good morning, love of my life.
- 63
- 00:06:16,103 --> 00:06:17,241
- And Sarah.
- 64
- 00:06:20,724 --> 00:06:21,793
- Morning Barbs.
- 65
- 00:06:22,241 --> 00:06:25,275
- And I thought we got all of
- our spare keys back?
- Yea me too.
- 66
- 00:06:25,586 --> 00:06:27,724
- Your attitude does not help
- the situation Mark.
- 67
- 00:06:27,724 --> 00:06:28,724
- This for me?
- 68
- 00:06:29,551 --> 00:06:31,965
- Sarah is on the verge of
- applying herself.
- 69
- 00:06:32,310 --> 00:06:34,172
- Keep jokes to when there's
- something to joke about, ay?
- 70
- 00:06:34,275 --> 00:06:37,965
- All in good time. I'm applying
- for jobs, I'm just waiting to
- hear back from them.
- 71
- 00:06:38,137 --> 00:06:40,724
- Sarah's right, there's not
- much she can do until
- she hears back from places.
- 72
- 00:06:41,068 --> 00:06:44,551
- Well she could be chasing up
- applications, you know?
- Be ahead of the others.
- 73
- 00:06:44,827 --> 00:06:47,275
- She's more than capable of
- bettering herself.
- 74
- 00:06:47,413 --> 00:06:48,379
- Sarah is here, you know?
- 75
- 00:06:48,724 --> 00:06:50,620
- Yes I know, exactly.
- 76
- 00:06:50,793 --> 00:06:54,482
- But you should be where you want
- to be, work wise. You're
- twenty six now.
- 77
- 00:06:54,724 --> 00:06:56,103
- I can't keep looking after you.
- 78
- 00:06:56,103 --> 00:06:57,827
- You don't have to, I'm looking
- after myself.
- 79
- 00:06:58,965 --> 00:07:01,448
- Relying on your future husband
- to support you is...
- 80
- 00:07:01,448 --> 00:07:02,689
- ...not looking after yourself.
- Whoa whoa whoa!
- 81
- 00:07:02,689 --> 00:07:03,896
- Come on!
- Now that's not fair!
- 82
- 00:07:04,413 --> 00:07:07,000
- That's not what I mean.
- You know what I mean.
- 83
- 00:07:09,724 --> 00:07:11,758
- Sarah doesn't rely on me
- for anything.
- 84
- 00:07:11,758 --> 00:07:13,517
- And she will get this job.
- 85
- 00:07:13,689 --> 00:07:16,172
- Well she better because you
- can't support the both of you...
- 86
- 00:07:16,172 --> 00:07:17,413
- ...and run this house.
- 87
- 00:07:17,517 --> 00:07:18,413
- Mum...
- 88
- 00:07:19,241 --> 00:07:21,482
- Ah just, just try your best
- Sarah.
- 89
- 00:07:32,482 --> 00:07:33,620
- Hey have a good day.
- 90
- 00:07:34,586 --> 00:07:36,517
- I know it's easier said than
- done but...
- 91
- 00:07:36,517 --> 00:07:38,172
- ...try not to take what your
- mother said to heart.
- 92
- 00:07:38,413 --> 00:07:39,275
- I know.
- 93
- 00:07:39,586 --> 00:07:40,586
- She loves you.
- 94
- 00:07:40,931 --> 00:07:41,758
- I love you.
- 95
- 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:43,000
- And guess what?
- 96
- 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:44,000
- Your new employers?
- 97
- 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:45,000
- They're gonna love ya!
- 98
- 00:07:45,758 --> 00:07:46,517
- Here.
- 99
- 00:07:47,034 --> 00:07:49,965
- Oh. Wow. Yep.
- You can be the cool kid for
- the day!
- 100
- 00:07:50,379 --> 00:07:53,172
- Careful you're going to pass
- all your powers to me...
- 101
- 00:07:53,172 --> 00:07:55,034
- ...the damage I can do Godly!
- 102
- 00:07:55,034 --> 00:07:56,000
- You have been warned!
- 103
- 00:07:57,620 --> 00:07:59,034
- Well, just relax.
- 104
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- Today is your day off.
- 105
- 00:08:01,137 --> 00:08:03,275
- And I, will see you, later.
- 106
- 00:08:05,931 --> 00:08:07,241
- See you later.
- Bye!
- 107
- 00:08:14,448 --> 00:08:19,517
- Is your family fully aware
- of the offence that you have
- committed?
- 108
- 00:08:20,103 --> 00:08:22,620
- Yes. They are aware.
- 109
- 00:08:23,379 --> 00:08:27,896
- Is there anyone at the house
- currently dealing with
- law enforcement?
- 110
- 00:08:29,034 --> 00:08:30,724
- No. It's just me.
- 111
- 00:08:31,068 --> 00:08:33,172
- The disappointing son.
- 112
- 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:45,137
- Will your returning home have
- any affect on any children
- living at the address?
- 113
- 00:08:47,206 --> 00:08:48,241
- Nope.
- 114
- 00:08:50,931 --> 00:08:51,931
- Okay.
- 115
- 00:08:52,310 --> 00:08:55,344
- The information you have
- provided will be used...
- 116
- 00:08:55,344 --> 00:08:59,137
- ...while we conduct a home
- visit within the next
- seven days.
- 117
- 00:08:59,137 --> 00:09:00,448
- You...
- 118
- 00:09:00,655 --> 00:09:04,000
- ...will need to remain at home
- until at that point.
- 119
- 00:09:04,000 --> 00:09:06,448
- Do you understand?
- 120
- 00:09:09,275 --> 00:09:10,551
- Yes.
- 121
- 00:09:41,379 --> 00:09:43,724
- Have you been in those things
- all day?
- 122
- 00:09:44,724 --> 00:09:46,517
- I didn't need to go anywhere
- today...
- 123
- 00:09:46,517 --> 00:09:48,793
- ...so I worked on more
- job applications.
- 124
- 00:09:49,413 --> 00:09:53,689
- You don't want a job.
- You need a career.
- 125
- 00:09:55,758 --> 00:09:58,965
- You need to be out there
- meeting people face to face...
- 126
- 00:09:58,965 --> 00:10:01,275
- ...noone's going to hire you
- looking like that.
- 127
- 00:10:01,448 --> 00:10:03,896
- Well obviously I'm not going
- to job interviews in my pajamas.
- 128
- 00:10:05,379 --> 00:10:07,827
- This is not the life I
- envisioned for you.
- 129
- 00:10:08,241 --> 00:10:09,862
- Sitting around all day.
- 130
- 00:10:11,241 --> 00:10:13,655
- And what kind of life had you
- envisioned for me mother?
- 131
- 00:10:14,862 --> 00:10:17,310
- And what kind of job had you
- envisioned for me?
- 132
- 00:10:20,517 --> 00:10:22,793
- You're a smart girl Sarah.
- 133
- 00:10:23,137 --> 00:10:26,448
- But exactly how many jobs have
- you applied for today?
- 134
- 00:10:26,586 --> 00:10:27,310
- One.
- 135
- 00:10:27,448 --> 00:10:28,448
- One?
- 136
- 00:10:29,103 --> 00:10:30,551
- Really in the whole day?
- 137
- 00:10:31,655 --> 00:10:34,793
- Job applications aren't what
- they used to be like back in
- the day Mum.
- 138
- 00:10:34,965 --> 00:10:36,344
- Oh ho, please.
- 139
- 00:10:36,344 --> 00:10:37,379
- I'm serious!
- 140
- 00:10:37,931 --> 00:10:40,241
- I have spent all day working on
- applications...
- 141
- 00:10:40,241 --> 00:10:43,034
- ...just for them to be thrown
- out in the trash or rejected.
- 142
- 00:10:43,172 --> 00:10:45,137
- That does not happen, you're
- exaggerating.
- 143
- 00:10:45,137 --> 00:10:47,103
- Look at the job sites Mum!
- 144
- 00:10:47,241 --> 00:10:49,793
- They're asking for experience
- stacking shelves!
- 145
- 00:10:50,103 --> 00:10:52,172
- You better not be applying for
- jobs stacking shelves...
- 146
- 00:10:52,172 --> 00:10:54,551
- ...I thought you wanted to
- move up, not down!
- 147
- 00:10:54,551 --> 00:10:56,000
- But that's what I'm trying
- to tell you.
- 148
- 00:10:56,310 --> 00:10:58,275
- The competition is fierce
- mother...
- 149
- 00:10:58,517 --> 00:10:59,517
- For any job.
- 150
- 00:10:59,758 --> 00:11:01,793
- And I have told you...
- 151
- 00:11:01,793 --> 00:11:03,758
- ...you don't want a job.
- 152
- 00:11:04,068 --> 00:11:05,655
- You need a career.
- 153
- 00:11:05,896 --> 00:11:09,482
- And what I want to do is things
- my own way like anyone my age
- should.
- 154
- 00:11:12,965 --> 00:11:16,517
- Well at least you accepted Mark's
- proposal. Two wages are better
- than one.
- 155
- 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:18,000
- I'm sorry?
- 156
- 00:11:18,724 --> 00:11:21,517
- Wanting to marry someone is not
- about a gain of wealth.
- 157
- 00:11:21,517 --> 00:11:23,379
- I'm marrying him because
- I love him.
- 158
- 00:11:24,862 --> 00:11:27,758
- You barely know yourself,
- what do you know what true
- love is?
- 159
- 00:11:27,758 --> 00:11:28,758
- Barbara!
- 160
- 00:11:29,689 --> 00:11:30,931
- Oh Sarah, just...
- 161
- 00:11:30,931 --> 00:11:33,379
- Hold on! Two sugars in mine.
- 162
- 00:11:48,689 --> 00:11:50,103
- Hi, can I help you?
- 163
- 00:11:50,275 --> 00:11:52,931
- Good evening Miss, are you
- Sarah Wilson?
- 164
- 00:11:53,413 --> 00:11:55,000
- Yea that's me, what's...
- What's up?
- 165
- 00:11:55,862 --> 00:11:58,896
- Are you the partner of
- Mark Matherson?
- 166
- 00:11:59,448 --> 00:12:00,896
- Yes, is something wrong?
- 167
- 00:12:01,241 --> 00:12:02,896
- May we come in for a moment
- please?
- 168
- 00:12:03,275 --> 00:12:05,448
- Please, I...
- I'd really appreciate it
- if you told me now.
- 169
- 00:12:05,862 --> 00:12:07,896
- I think it would be better if...
- Please!
- 170
- 00:12:10,241 --> 00:12:12,275
- I'm so sorry Miss Wilson.
- 171
- 00:12:13,068 --> 00:12:13,862
- No.
- 172
- 00:12:14,379 --> 00:12:17,000
- No, no, no, no, Mum!
- 173
- 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:20,724
- I'm so sorry. So sorry.
- Mum! Mum!
- 174
- 00:12:46,413 --> 00:12:48,103
- He's gone!
- 175
- 00:14:51,103 --> 00:14:53,965
- Try and get some sleep.
- 176
- 00:14:54,655 --> 00:14:56,655
- You need to look after yourself.
- 177
- 00:15:02,482 --> 00:15:05,000
- It's getting late.
- Would you like me to stay?
- 178
- 00:15:07,068 --> 00:15:08,034
- Okay.
- 179
- 00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:12,172
- I'll come by and check on you
- tomorrow.
- 180
- 00:15:12,379 --> 00:15:13,379
- Alright?
- 181
- 00:15:13,620 --> 00:15:14,620
- Okay.
- 182
- 00:16:31,068 --> 00:16:34,000
- Good afternoon Miss, what can
- I get for you today?
- 183
- 00:16:36,551 --> 00:16:39,275
- Excuse me? Miss?
- 184
- 00:16:48,275 --> 00:16:50,206
- Miss and Mrs Wilson.
- 185
- 00:16:50,482 --> 00:16:54,000
- I understand how difficult this
- is for both of you.
- 186
- 00:16:54,275 --> 00:16:58,482
- But I want to assure you that
- we are doing all that we can
- to support you.
- 187
- 00:16:59,586 --> 00:17:01,724
- There is a person of interest...
- 188
- 00:17:01,724 --> 00:17:06,793
- ...who we are keen to interview
- in line with some other minor
- incidents.
- 189
- 00:17:07,655 --> 00:17:11,724
- I'd hardly call this a minor
- incident, would you officer?
- 190
- 00:17:12,620 --> 00:17:14,448
- No ma'am, you're right.
- 191
- 00:17:14,551 --> 00:17:18,931
- Which is why we are keen to
- interview this individual as
- soon as possible.
- 192
- 00:17:20,137 --> 00:17:23,344
- You can call our control centre
- at any time, if you have any
- questions.
- 193
- 00:17:23,551 --> 00:17:28,310
- And we will keep you updated
- with any developments that
- happen.
- 194
- 00:17:29,482 --> 00:17:31,206
- Thank you officers.
- 195
- 00:17:47,172 --> 00:17:48,137
- Thanks.
- 196
- 00:17:53,620 --> 00:17:55,827
- Well that's something I guess.
- 197
- 00:18:17,862 --> 00:18:20,586
- Sarah, you've been invited to
- a job interview!
- 198
- 00:18:22,931 --> 00:18:24,655
- Oh, this is great news.
- 199
- 00:18:26,551 --> 00:18:28,137
- The interview is tomorrow.
- 200
- 00:18:29,379 --> 00:18:31,517
- Right... Okay...
- 201
- 00:18:32,517 --> 00:18:34,896
- I'll go and find all your smart
- clothes.
- 202
- 00:18:35,206 --> 00:18:36,931
- And I'll iron them for you.
- 203
- 00:18:37,172 --> 00:18:38,586
- Things are looking up!
- 204
- 00:20:46,241 --> 00:20:50,689
- Ahhh there she is!
- Welcome back!
- 205
- 00:20:50,689 --> 00:20:51,689
- Hi Yasmin.
- 206
- 00:21:03,689 --> 00:21:07,137
- I have customers waiting, and
- gossip up to my eye balls.
- 207
- 00:21:07,137 --> 00:21:08,344
- I'll see you in there!
- 208
- 00:21:13,482 --> 00:21:15,620
- Well?
- Well what?
- 209
- 00:21:16,068 --> 00:21:18,000
- Aren't you going to ask me
- what the major gossip is?!
- 210
- 00:21:18,586 --> 00:21:19,896
- What's the major gossip?
- 211
- 00:21:20,965 --> 00:21:22,689
- Remember that guy Ben
- I was seeing?
- 212
- 00:21:23,344 --> 00:21:24,724
- I thought you were dating Phil?
- 213
- 00:21:24,793 --> 00:21:26,551
- Phil? No, no, that was ages ago!
- 214
- 00:21:26,551 --> 00:21:28,827
- No Ben, the one who came in
- and asked for my number.
- 215
- 00:21:28,827 --> 00:21:29,827
- Well...
- 216
- 00:21:30,172 --> 00:21:31,448
- Popped in last week.
- 217
- 00:21:31,793 --> 00:21:34,034
- Asked me to go to Paris
- with him!
- 218
- 00:21:34,034 --> 00:21:35,034
- Wow, that's nice.
- 219
- 00:21:35,034 --> 00:21:37,724
- I know! It's going to be
- soooo romantic!
- 220
- 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:42,551
- Dinner by the Eifel Tower!
- Wine, all... night... long!
- 221
- 00:21:43,551 --> 00:21:45,758
- And of course his wife will
- never find out; she never comes
- in here!
- 222
- 00:21:47,206 --> 00:21:48,172
- Excuse me...
- 223
- 00:21:48,758 --> 00:21:49,758
- You okay?
- 224
- 00:21:50,413 --> 00:21:51,379
- I'm fine.
- 225
- 00:21:52,413 --> 00:21:53,551
- I heard about what happened...
- 226
- 00:21:54,931 --> 00:21:57,620
- Is that why you haven't been
- in for ages?
- 227
- 00:21:58,241 --> 00:21:59,758
- Oh I didn't mean it like that!
- 228
- 00:22:02,413 --> 00:22:03,793
- You can talk to me, y'know?
- 229
- 00:22:04,172 --> 00:22:05,137
- If you want?
- 230
- 00:22:05,448 --> 00:22:07,379
- Like a friend?
- 231
- 00:22:09,793 --> 00:22:11,275
- Oh my god, you missed it
- didn't you?
- 232
- 00:22:11,310 --> 00:22:12,034
- Missed what?
- 233
- 00:22:12,448 --> 00:22:14,793
- We had this, "talk to the dead"
- guy come in last week.
- 234
- 00:22:14,793 --> 00:22:16,241
- He was telling everyone
- their fortunes!
- 235
- 00:22:17,103 --> 00:22:18,586
- A fortune teller? Here?
- Yea!
- 236
- 00:22:19,206 --> 00:22:21,344
- Well I don't know whether if he
- was a fortune teller...
- 237
- 00:22:21,344 --> 00:22:23,551
- ...he got messages from "beyond"
- for everyone.
- 238
- 00:22:23,689 --> 00:22:26,586
- He told me, that I would meet
- this really rich guy...
- 239
- 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:29,034
- ... who'd take me away and sweep
- me off my feet!
- 240
- 00:22:29,931 --> 00:22:30,931
- And how did he know this?
- 241
- 00:22:30,931 --> 00:22:32,344
- My dead Gran told him.
- Oh yea?
- 242
- 00:22:32,931 --> 00:22:34,689
- And he was really good with
- stuff like that.
- 243
- 00:22:36,551 --> 00:22:38,241
- He was really good, y'know?
- Okay.
- 244
- 00:22:38,241 --> 00:22:40,793
- This... messages from beyond
- thing...
- 245
- 00:22:41,344 --> 00:22:42,655
- It's a real thing.
- 246
- 00:23:45,896 --> 00:23:47,000
- Hey you.
- 247
- 00:23:49,068 --> 00:23:50,241
- Hey yourself.
- 248
- 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:52,000
- Watcha' doin'?
- 249
- 00:23:53,413 --> 00:23:54,758
- Multi-tasking.
- 250
- 00:23:55,206 --> 00:23:57,482
- Oh yea, women can do that.
- 251
- 00:23:59,034 --> 00:24:00,862
- What are you multi-tasking?
- 252
- 00:24:03,206 --> 00:24:05,000
- My "would have been" life.
- 253
- 00:24:05,862 --> 00:24:08,000
- With my "what is going to be"
- life.
- 254
- 00:24:09,551 --> 00:24:11,482
- This was always going to be
- your life.
- 255
- 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:16,586
- But I never wanted it to be
- without you.
- 256
- 00:24:17,448 --> 00:24:19,241
- Who said it wouldn't be with me?
- 257
- 00:24:21,931 --> 00:24:23,275
- I miss you.
- 258
- 00:24:24,310 --> 00:24:25,724
- I miss you too.
- 259
- 00:24:55,241 --> 00:24:58,206
- Since I gave the last talk...
- 260
- 00:24:58,655 --> 00:25:02,862
- I see it only to fitting to ask,
- who else would like to share
- with us?
- 261
- 00:25:05,206 --> 00:25:07,758
- We're all here for the same
- reasons.
- 262
- 00:25:08,137 --> 00:25:10,482
- And to feel safe in anything...
- 263
- 00:25:10,482 --> 00:25:12,206
- ...anything we discuss.
- 264
- 00:25:15,103 --> 00:25:16,862
- I won't point anyone out but...
- 265
- 00:25:16,896 --> 00:25:19,344
- ...if anyone would like to talk,
- please...
- 266
- 00:25:19,379 --> 00:25:20,620
- ...feel free.
- 267
- 00:25:40,344 --> 00:25:45,068
- When I was a child I used to
- watch my father drinking
- heavily.
- 268
- 00:25:46,137 --> 00:25:49,586
- Saying, and doing horrible
- things to my mother.
- 269
- 00:25:53,689 --> 00:25:56,827
- When I was younger I, I never
- married... I...
- 270
- 00:25:56,827 --> 00:25:59,068
- ...don't suppose I found the
- right person.
- 271
- 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:04,000
- I remember one day at my
- brothers' house.
- 272
- 00:26:05,241 --> 00:26:07,482
- He turned around and said
- to me.
- 273
- 00:26:09,137 --> 00:26:11,620
- "Are you not tired of
- living alone?"
- 274
- 00:26:14,241 --> 00:26:15,206
- And I...
- 275
- 00:26:16,896 --> 00:26:20,793
- It just hit me very hard.
- My own brother.
- 276
- 00:26:25,448 --> 00:26:28,172
- So I went home, and poured
- myself a drink.
- 277
- 00:26:30,965 --> 00:26:34,000
- And when I woke up, three
- days later.
- 278
- 00:26:35,034 --> 00:26:37,758
- I'd drunk all the alcohol
- in the house.
- 279
- 00:26:40,310 --> 00:26:41,655
- And now I just...
- 280
- 00:26:42,068 --> 00:26:43,793
- ...can't stop drinking.
- 281
- 00:26:47,793 --> 00:26:51,689
- That's all I have to share with
- you for now.
- 282
- 00:27:00,620 --> 00:27:02,655
- Sarah, can I come in?
- 283
- 00:27:03,344 --> 00:27:05,000
- Door's open.
- 284
- 00:27:09,206 --> 00:27:11,862
- Have you been getting my texts?
- 285
- 00:27:12,724 --> 00:27:15,448
- How did it go?
- What did they say?
- 286
- 00:27:15,448 --> 00:27:16,448
- It went fine.
- 287
- 00:27:17,068 --> 00:27:18,827
- What did they ask you?
- 288
- 00:27:19,517 --> 00:27:21,551
- Did they say when you would
- know by?
- 289
- 00:27:22,379 --> 00:27:24,310
- Did you shake their hands like I
- told you to?
- 290
- 00:27:24,310 --> 00:27:25,689
- Yes, I shook their hand.
- 291
- 00:27:26,448 --> 00:27:28,379
- They said they would let
- me know by the end of
- today.
- 292
- 00:27:28,655 --> 00:27:29,655
- It's good.
- 293
- 00:27:29,655 --> 00:27:31,448
- This is good.
- 294
- 00:27:31,448 --> 00:27:34,689
- This is a great opportunity
- for you Sarah.
- 295
- 00:27:36,172 --> 00:27:39,241
- And after everything that's
- happened lately...
- 296
- 00:27:39,241 --> 00:27:41,275
- ...it's important to take
- control.
- 297
- 00:27:41,862 --> 00:27:43,310
- And Mark would want that.
- 298
- 00:27:44,034 --> 00:27:45,448
- Mark would want that?
- 299
- 00:27:45,931 --> 00:27:48,241
- How do you know what Mark
- would have wanted?
- 300
- 00:27:49,068 --> 00:27:53,793
- Mark would want you to be able
- to support yourself, be your
- own person and not rely on
- others.
- 301
- 00:27:54,137 --> 00:27:56,310
- And by others I suppose you
- mean Mark?
- 302
- 00:27:56,310 --> 00:27:59,379
- Mark, me, anyone!
- 303
- 00:27:59,379 --> 00:28:02,793
- Oh you have to...
- Be my own self, yea I got it.
- 304
- 00:28:04,793 --> 00:28:08,344
- Don't you think it's time that
- you lost this attitude?
- 305
- 00:28:09,413 --> 00:28:11,034
- What attitude?
- 306
- 00:28:11,310 --> 00:28:13,896
- This "everything has stopped"
- attitude.
- 307
- 00:28:13,896 --> 00:28:16,724
- Life does not stop because
- of how you're feeling.
- 308
- 00:28:18,034 --> 00:28:19,793
- Mark is gone.
- 309
- 00:28:19,793 --> 00:28:22,310
- And I can't pretend that I'm
- okay with that.
- 310
- 00:28:22,310 --> 00:28:24,482
- But you need to look after
- yourself now.
- 311
- 00:28:24,482 --> 00:28:26,379
- The future won't wait.
- For what?
- 312
- 00:28:26,379 --> 00:28:27,413
- A job?
- 313
- 00:28:27,965 --> 00:28:30,586
- Do you really think that's the
- most important thing right now?
- 314
- 00:28:31,068 --> 00:28:33,206
- A job. Yes.
- 315
- 00:28:33,206 --> 00:28:36,517
- But getting yourself back out
- there and meeting someone new.
- 316
- 00:28:36,862 --> 00:28:39,758
- Someone with a little more
- career prospects maybe.
- 317
- 00:28:39,758 --> 00:28:42,448
- Career prospects? How dare you!
- 318
- 00:28:42,862 --> 00:28:45,862
- Huh, what kind of twisted
- notion is that?
- 319
- 00:28:45,862 --> 00:28:49,103
- Do you really think I'm going
- to able to turn my life around
- in an instant...
- 320
- 00:28:49,103 --> 00:28:51,655
- ...and forget everything
- I had planned?
- 321
- 00:28:52,344 --> 00:28:54,586
- Dwelling on the past is not
- healthy Sarah.
- 322
- 00:28:54,586 --> 00:28:56,034
- Oh and burying it is?
- 323
- 00:28:56,034 --> 00:28:57,620
- Ugh, that's not what I'm saying.
- 324
- 00:28:57,896 --> 00:28:59,517
- That is exactly what you just
- said Mother.
- 325
- 00:29:00,344 --> 00:29:01,758
- Now look Sarah.
- 326
- 00:29:01,965 --> 00:29:06,137
- Nothing is going to change the
- fact of the situation we're
- facing right now...
- 327
- 00:29:06,137 --> 00:29:10,000
- ...you need to be grown up
- about this, and stop moping
- around.
- 328
- 00:29:11,965 --> 00:29:13,448
- It's been one week.
- 329
- 00:29:14,586 --> 00:29:16,724
- What kind of person is going
- to be alright in a week?
- 330
- 00:29:17,448 --> 00:29:20,172
- Well I am not going to sit
- around, idly...
- 331
- 00:29:20,172 --> 00:29:23,310
- ...and watch my only daughter
- throw away her future.
- 332
- 00:29:23,655 --> 00:29:25,413
- My future? Let...
- 333
- 00:29:29,758 --> 00:29:30,758
- Hello?
- 334
- 00:29:31,862 --> 00:29:33,000
- Yes this is she.
- 335
- 00:29:34,206 --> 00:29:35,206
- Yep.
- 336
- 00:29:36,034 --> 00:29:38,620
- Okay, thank you, yes you too.
- 337
- 00:29:38,620 --> 00:29:39,620
- Thanks.
- 338
- 00:29:42,620 --> 00:29:43,620
- Well?
- 339
- 00:29:45,620 --> 00:29:46,620
- I didn't get it.
- 340
- 00:29:49,103 --> 00:29:50,655
- Oh Sarah.
- 341
- 00:29:52,793 --> 00:29:54,137
- You're back to square one.
- 342
- 00:29:56,206 --> 00:29:57,689
- I'll look around for you.
- 343
- 00:29:58,482 --> 00:30:01,413
- There might be something coming
- up in the probation office you
- could go for?
- 344
- 00:30:01,827 --> 00:30:02,827
- No you won't.
- 345
- 00:30:03,413 --> 00:30:04,413
- Get out.
- 346
- 00:30:04,827 --> 00:30:05,965
- Excuse me?
- 347
- 00:30:07,137 --> 00:30:08,793
- Please leave. Now.
- 348
- 00:30:09,275 --> 00:30:11,137
- Sarah you can't speak to me
- like that.
- 349
- 00:30:11,896 --> 00:30:13,206
- Get out!
- 350
- 00:31:38,344 --> 00:31:41,448
- Sarah, please pick up.
- 351
- 00:32:22,551 --> 00:32:25,103
- Hello? Is this thing on?
- 352
- 00:32:25,103 --> 00:32:28,241
- "Don't tap the microphone" said
- the sound guy, ah huh.
- 353
- 00:32:29,206 --> 00:32:31,758
- My friends, welcome.
- 354
- 00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:35,793
- Before we begin this evening I
- just want to ask, has anyone
- been to a reading like this
- before?
- 355
- 00:32:35,793 --> 00:32:37,551
- No? Okay. Excellent.
- 356
- 00:32:37,551 --> 00:32:40,137
- I do this for one reason.
- 357
- 00:32:40,448 --> 00:32:41,862
- And one reason only.
- 358
- 00:32:42,379 --> 00:32:44,275
- And that is to offer comfort.
- 359
- 00:32:44,275 --> 00:32:46,379
- To those who have lost someone
- dear to them.
- 360
- 00:32:49,344 --> 00:32:50,344
- You my dear.
- 361
- 00:32:50,758 --> 00:32:51,758
- What is your name?
- 362
- 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:54,965
- Erm, Joyce.
- My name's Joyce.
- 363
- 00:32:54,965 --> 00:32:55,965
- Joyce.
- 364
- 00:32:57,586 --> 00:33:00,310
- You've lost someone recently,
- haven't you?
- 365
- 00:33:03,206 --> 00:33:05,000
- Now this person.
- 366
- 00:33:05,620 --> 00:33:07,137
- I'm guessing it was a man.
- 367
- 00:33:10,482 --> 00:33:13,137
- I sense... I sense he was
- in a lot of pain.
- 368
- 00:33:16,068 --> 00:33:19,103
- But he was a foodie.
- He liked his food.
- 369
- 00:33:19,103 --> 00:33:20,448
- Yes he was.
- 370
- 00:33:22,103 --> 00:33:23,586
- He has a message for you.
- 371
- 00:33:25,724 --> 00:33:28,000
- He wants you to know that,
- he is happy.
- 372
- 00:33:29,206 --> 00:33:30,517
- He is well fed.
- 373
- 00:33:31,620 --> 00:33:33,344
- And he misses your cooking.
- 374
- 00:33:36,896 --> 00:33:38,241
- Not really.
- 375
- 00:33:40,551 --> 00:33:43,241
- I'm getting something from
- this side of the room now.
- 376
- 00:33:43,241 --> 00:33:45,379
- David? Dave?
- 377
- 00:33:45,379 --> 00:33:47,275
- My cousin was called David.
- 378
- 00:33:47,275 --> 00:33:50,000
- Ah excellent. He has a message
- for you.
- 379
- 00:34:09,586 --> 00:34:11,896
- Highly recommended by our
- chef.
- 380
- 00:34:11,896 --> 00:34:14,758
- A caramel Latte, with a
- sprinkling of cocoa...
- 381
- 00:34:14,758 --> 00:34:17,448
- ...and some fresh cherry slices.
- 382
- 00:34:19,344 --> 00:34:20,896
- Between me and you...
- 383
- 00:34:20,896 --> 00:34:24,034
- ...it's a mediocre coffee,
- and a day old piece of cake.
- 384
- 00:34:25,655 --> 00:34:26,758
- Sorry?
- 385
- 00:34:26,827 --> 00:34:29,206
- Let me know if there is
- anything else I can do
- for you.
- 386
- 00:34:29,206 --> 00:34:30,172
- Thanks.
- 387
- 00:35:15,482 --> 00:35:16,896
- Ah good, you're home.
- 388
- 00:35:16,896 --> 00:35:19,586
- That spare key was for
- emergencies only.
- 389
- 00:35:20,275 --> 00:35:23,275
- I haven't come here for a fight.
- Sit down.
- 390
- 00:35:27,206 --> 00:35:31,137
- You know this behavour has just
- got to stop before it becomes
- a real problem.
- 391
- 00:35:36,931 --> 00:35:38,586
- Here.
- 392
- 00:35:38,586 --> 00:35:39,586
- What's this?
- 393
- 00:35:43,206 --> 00:35:45,517
- You have an appointment
- tomorrow.
- 394
- 00:35:46,344 --> 00:35:48,379
- With a friend of mine, he's
- called Peter.
- 395
- 00:35:48,758 --> 00:35:51,758
- He's a counsellor specialising
- in grief counselling.
- 396
- 00:35:52,517 --> 00:35:53,896
- Why are you doing this?
- 397
- 00:35:53,896 --> 00:35:54,965
- Doing what?
- 398
- 00:35:55,241 --> 00:35:58,517
- Organsing things behind my
- back when I clearly don't
- want you to.
- 399
- 00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,482
- It's not about what you want
- Sarah, it's about what you
- need and...
- 400
- 00:36:01,482 --> 00:36:02,724
- ...and this is what you need.
- 401
- 00:36:02,724 --> 00:36:03,724
- How do you know what I need?
- 402
- 00:36:09,448 --> 00:36:11,241
- Tomorrow. Don't be late!
- 403
- 00:36:17,448 --> 00:36:20,034
- Your mother's quite a
- tenacious woman isn't she?
- 404
- 00:36:20,034 --> 00:36:22,724
- She arranged these sessions
- without you knowing about them
- I understand?
- 405
- 00:36:22,724 --> 00:36:23,724
- Is that right?
- 406
- 00:36:23,724 --> 00:36:24,724
- Yes. She did.
- 407
- 00:36:24,724 --> 00:36:25,758
- I'm sorry about that.
- 408
- 00:36:25,931 --> 00:36:27,724
- Can I reassure after what's
- happened that...
- 409
- 00:36:27,758 --> 00:36:31,241
- ...what we might talk about is
- entirely confidential. It's
- just between us.
- 410
- 00:36:31,689 --> 00:36:34,172
- But the way it normally works
- is that someone...
- 411
- 00:36:34,172 --> 00:36:36,965
- ...has some idea of what they
- think they might get from
- sessions.
- 412
- 00:36:37,517 --> 00:36:40,379
- And then ground rules are set
- about how to proceed.
- 413
- 00:36:41,241 --> 00:36:43,275
- But, is there anything you would
- like to ask me?
- 414
- 00:36:43,586 --> 00:36:44,586
- Erm.
- 415
- 00:36:46,241 --> 00:36:48,551
- Well excuse my ignorance, but...
- 416
- 00:36:49,793 --> 00:36:51,275
- ...do you really think this
- can help?
- 417
- 00:36:51,655 --> 00:36:53,448
- Well I've been doing this for
- some time now...
- 418
- 00:36:53,448 --> 00:36:56,862
- ...my experience has been that
- people have found help from
- sessions that go ahead...
- 419
- 00:36:56,862 --> 00:36:58,275
- ...with these sort of
- talking therapies.
- 420
- 00:36:58,965 --> 00:37:01,206
- And do you think that
- you're the right person?
- 421
- 00:37:02,827 --> 00:37:04,413
- Well I can only help you if...
- 422
- 00:37:04,551 --> 00:37:05,931
- ...you let me.
- 423
- 00:37:06,379 --> 00:37:09,517
- What I suggest we do is have a
- talk about how it works a bit
- more.
- 424
- 00:37:09,517 --> 00:37:11,724
- Perhaps take a week or so to
- think about it.
- 425
- 00:37:11,724 --> 00:37:13,896
- And get back in touch if you
- feel it might be of use.
- 426
- 00:37:14,862 --> 00:37:18,000
- Okay. Yea. Why not?
- 427
- 00:38:01,379 --> 00:38:02,379
- Hey you.
- 428
- 00:38:03,206 --> 00:38:04,172
- Hey yourself.
- 429
- 00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:08,655
- Careful with that, you don't
- want to break it and cut
- yourself.
- 430
- 00:38:11,793 --> 00:38:13,655
- You can't be here.
- 431
- 00:38:14,517 --> 00:38:16,241
- I'm always here for you.
- 432
- 00:38:16,551 --> 00:38:18,413
- I made you a promise.
- 433
- 00:38:18,413 --> 00:38:20,482
- That's a promise I intend
- to keep.
- 434
- 00:38:21,724 --> 00:38:23,000
- Is this a dream?
- 435
- 00:38:23,310 --> 00:38:24,310
- Hey.
- 436
- 00:38:24,793 --> 00:38:26,000
- Look at me.
- 437
- 00:38:26,586 --> 00:38:28,034
- Do I look like a dream?
- 438
- 00:38:31,724 --> 00:38:35,172
- I can't keep feeling like this.
- 439
- 00:38:36,482 --> 00:38:38,827
- I hate feeling alone.
- 440
- 00:38:40,689 --> 00:38:44,379
- I'm scared, I'm going crazy.
- 441
- 00:38:44,379 --> 00:38:45,344
- Don't be scared.
- 442
- 00:38:45,758 --> 00:38:46,758
- I'm here.
- 443
- 00:38:47,344 --> 00:38:49,206
- I love you.
- 444
- 00:38:49,517 --> 00:38:53,379
- And I would never let anything
- bad, ever happen to you.
- 445
- 00:39:10,551 --> 00:39:12,482
- This has to be done Peter.
- 446
- 00:39:12,655 --> 00:39:14,620
- What you are suggesting is
- unethical Barbara.
- 447
- 00:39:14,620 --> 00:39:18,517
- There's no way I'm perscribing
- medication for Sarah,
- she does not need medication.
- 448
- 00:39:18,586 --> 00:39:21,931
- I'm not asking you to force
- her to take medication...
- 449
- 00:39:21,931 --> 00:39:24,517
- ...just simply mention it to
- her when you see her next.
- 450
- 00:39:24,517 --> 00:39:28,000
- Go home, listen, and keep
- quiet when you feel the need
- to talk.
- 451
- 00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:29,620
- And that way you will get a lot
- further with her.
- 452
- 00:39:42,586 --> 00:39:44,448
- She makes me feel like I'm
- a ten year old.
- 453
- 00:39:44,448 --> 00:39:46,241
- I can't do anything for myself.
- 454
- 00:39:46,448 --> 00:39:49,241
- I'm sure some people would
- love to have a mother so
- "supportive" but...
- 455
- 00:39:49,241 --> 00:39:51,310
- ...it's just destructive and I.
- Destructive?
- 456
- 00:39:51,620 --> 00:39:54,689
- Yes I... she makes me question
- my own instincts.
- 457
- 00:39:54,689 --> 00:39:57,448
- Well instincts are important,
- they help us survive.
- 458
- 00:39:57,448 --> 00:40:00,931
- Exactly! And, it's having the
- reverse effect and I just...
- 459
- 00:40:00,931 --> 00:40:02,448
- ...it's just too much.
- 460
- 00:40:03,862 --> 00:40:06,517
- I'm sorry, I didn't even say
- hello. How are you?
- 461
- 00:40:06,517 --> 00:40:07,517
- Oh I'm fine thanks.
- 462
- 00:40:08,482 --> 00:40:11,172
- How have things been for you
- since the last session?
- 463
- 00:40:12,068 --> 00:40:15,758
- Well I'm going to work tomorrow.
- It'll be good to get out of
- the house I suppose.
- 464
- 00:40:15,758 --> 00:40:19,275
- Well they say productivity is
- good for the mind. Has anything
- else changed?
- 465
- 00:40:21,241 --> 00:40:22,965
- I went to a spiritualist
- meeting.
- 466
- 00:40:22,965 --> 00:40:24,413
- Really? And how was that?
- 467
- 00:40:25,655 --> 00:40:27,206
- Okay I guess, I mean...
- 468
- 00:40:28,482 --> 00:40:30,000
- ...not what I expected.
- 469
- 00:40:30,275 --> 00:40:33,000
- Well you know people deal with
- grief in many different ways.
- 470
- 00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:35,241
- Some through anger, some through
- a sense of hope.
- 471
- 00:40:36,034 --> 00:40:38,896
- I could refer you to a group
- therapy session if you like?
- 472
- 00:40:39,896 --> 00:40:41,517
- That might be of more use
- to you?
- 473
- 00:40:43,241 --> 00:40:45,862
- Would you like me to give
- you details on that?
- 474
- 00:40:46,068 --> 00:40:47,034
- Okay.
- 475
- 00:40:48,275 --> 00:40:50,310
- There's a name coming through
- to me now.
- 476
- 00:40:51,068 --> 00:40:54,413
- I want to say a Matt...
- Or a Mark?
- 477
- 00:40:58,310 --> 00:41:01,896
- Lady with the scarf, is it a
- Matt or a Mark?
- 478
- 00:41:02,275 --> 00:41:03,310
- Mark.
- 479
- 00:41:03,586 --> 00:41:06,137
- Of course it is, it's always
- easy to get those names
- mixed up.
- 480
- 00:41:07,724 --> 00:41:11,241
- Now. This Mark. You guys
- were close.
- 481
- 00:41:13,275 --> 00:41:14,275
- Erm.
- 482
- 00:41:15,758 --> 00:41:17,758
- You had plans together.
- 483
- 00:41:19,965 --> 00:41:23,758
- Tell me my dear, have you ever
- thought about opening up your
- own business?
- 484
- 00:41:24,482 --> 00:41:25,517
- No.
- 485
- 00:41:25,620 --> 00:41:28,310
- Well do it, it'll be the best
- think you've ever done.
- 486
- 00:41:29,137 --> 00:41:31,551
- Now this Mark, he was a younger
- man...
- 487
- 00:41:31,551 --> 00:41:35,827
- ...he was very successful in his
- line of work. He bought you nice
- things like that scarf.
- 488
- 00:41:40,931 --> 00:41:45,275
- Now he was a very serious man as
- well. Serious about his family
- and his work.
- 489
- 00:41:46,103 --> 00:41:47,862
- But he has a message for you.
- 490
- 00:41:49,896 --> 00:41:53,655
- He wants you to know that, he's
- glad that you like it.
- 491
- 00:41:54,689 --> 00:41:56,310
- And he's in a much better
- place.
- 492
- 00:41:58,586 --> 00:42:00,827
- Another reading, over here.
- 493
- 00:42:06,206 --> 00:42:07,758
- Hope's a strong emotion.
- 494
- 00:42:08,206 --> 00:42:10,896
- More so even than fear.
- Excuse me?
- 495
- 00:42:10,896 --> 00:42:14,137
- Hope. It's a good motivator
- but that's all it is right?
- 496
- 00:42:14,137 --> 00:42:15,137
- Just a little hope.
- 497
- 00:42:15,758 --> 00:42:18,068
- Hope can be a painful thing
- sometimes.
- 498
- 00:42:18,068 --> 00:42:20,172
- Spoken like a true pessimist.
- 499
- 00:42:20,344 --> 00:42:22,034
- But you're not a pessimist,
- are you?
- 500
- 00:42:22,034 --> 00:42:23,896
- And I suppose you would know
- about that would you?
- 501
- 00:42:24,172 --> 00:42:25,896
- I have my inclinations.
- 502
- 00:42:25,896 --> 00:42:29,137
- Oh and would those inclinations
- kindly incline you to step
- away from my car?
- 503
- 00:42:29,275 --> 00:42:30,724
- Mother's words.
- 504
- 00:42:30,724 --> 00:42:32,172
- Excuse me?
- 505
- 00:42:32,172 --> 00:42:34,655
- Well you have your own
- thoughts and your own voice...
- 506
- 00:42:34,655 --> 00:42:37,482
- ...so why not use them instead
- of listening to what everyone
- else tell you...
- 507
- 00:42:37,482 --> 00:42:38,931
- ...you can and can't do.
- 508
- 00:42:39,034 --> 00:42:42,241
- You're being very rude.
- Yea, and you're being very
- niave.
- 509
- 00:42:43,275 --> 00:42:45,551
- I'm sorry, I didn't get
- your name?
- 510
- 00:42:45,551 --> 00:42:47,827
- Elise.
- Yours is Sarah, right?
- 511
- 00:42:48,586 --> 00:42:49,620
- Where you in there?
- 512
- 00:42:49,620 --> 00:42:52,206
- Yea! Ha, total waste of time!
- 513
- 00:42:52,551 --> 00:42:53,517
- Well then why did you come?
- 514
- 00:42:54,241 --> 00:42:55,482
- Same reason as you I guess?
- 515
- 00:42:55,931 --> 00:42:56,931
- Hope.
- 516
- 00:42:57,586 --> 00:43:00,172
- Like I said, it's a great
- motivator.
- 517
- 00:43:00,172 --> 00:43:03,172
- Hope's a lot more than just
- motivation for someone to do
- something.
- 518
- 00:43:03,172 --> 00:43:07,517
- Ooo, there we go!
- That was the real you!
- 519
- 00:43:07,689 --> 00:43:09,586
- Have you lost someone too?
- Lost?
- 520
- 00:43:09,586 --> 00:43:12,241
- Lost? Well that implies that
- you had something first, right?
- 521
- 00:43:12,241 --> 00:43:13,206
- Everyone has something.
- 522
- 00:43:13,517 --> 00:43:14,586
- Yea I guess.
- 523
- 00:43:15,275 --> 00:43:17,379
- But that can't be found in a
- hotel room with some...
- 524
- 00:43:17,379 --> 00:43:19,275
- ...generic furniture and a
- bunch of strangers.
- 525
- 00:43:19,448 --> 00:43:20,827
- Well then where can I
- find it?
- 526
- 00:43:20,827 --> 00:43:22,034
- Somewhere only you can go.
- 527
- 00:43:23,137 --> 00:43:25,275
- Some bonds are deeper than love.
- 528
- 00:43:25,275 --> 00:43:27,724
- They're found in experiences
- and memories.
- 529
- 00:43:28,310 --> 00:43:31,379
- That means more than a few
- meaningless words told by some
- liar.
- 530
- 00:43:32,034 --> 00:43:33,413
- What do you want from me?
- 531
- 00:43:33,413 --> 00:43:35,068
- Me? Ha, nothing.
- 532
- 00:43:35,068 --> 00:43:36,068
- It's what you want.
- 533
- 00:43:36,448 --> 00:43:38,862
- What you need.
- Look I went to see these guys.
- 534
- 00:43:38,862 --> 00:43:41,206
- They helped me out and
- blah blah blah.
- 535
- 00:43:42,275 --> 00:43:45,103
- Hope's a strong motivator but
- then that's all it is.
- 536
- 00:43:45,482 --> 00:43:46,896
- Hope, my dear.
- 537
- 00:44:13,206 --> 00:44:14,172
- Hello!
- 538
- 00:44:14,793 --> 00:44:15,793
- Is this a joke?
- 539
- 00:44:16,620 --> 00:44:17,931
- They're not your words again.
- 540
- 00:44:18,827 --> 00:44:21,551
- Look, you must have felt the
- need to be here, right?
- 541
- 00:44:22,551 --> 00:44:23,758
- I don't know what I need.
- 542
- 00:44:25,206 --> 00:44:28,758
- Maybe you need to stop
- listening to all those voices
- running though your head?
- 543
- 00:44:29,862 --> 00:44:32,137
- And that scarf was not a gift.
- 544
- 00:44:32,758 --> 00:44:33,758
- I like it.
- 545
- 00:44:33,758 --> 00:44:37,000
- Like it?
- You hate it!
- 546
- 00:44:38,689 --> 00:44:42,793
- Look, why don't you come in?
- Take a seat?
- 547
- 00:44:51,655 --> 00:44:54,172
- Oh, my manners! Tea?
- 548
- 00:45:00,551 --> 00:45:02,793
- So why were you at the hotel?
- 549
- 00:45:03,931 --> 00:45:06,482
- Hmm, keep my finger on the
- pulse.
- 550
- 00:45:06,482 --> 00:45:08,758
- Lets me know I'm doing a
- good job.
- 551
- 00:45:10,344 --> 00:45:11,896
- And what is it you do?
- 552
- 00:45:11,896 --> 00:45:13,931
- I'm sure you've figured
- that out by now?
- 553
- 00:45:14,310 --> 00:45:15,310
- Sugar?
- 554
- 00:45:15,689 --> 00:45:16,689
- No thank you.
- 555
- 00:45:23,137 --> 00:45:25,724
- I love, tea!
- 556
- 00:45:27,724 --> 00:45:28,724
- Did Mark like tea?
- 557
- 00:45:29,655 --> 00:45:30,655
- Mark?
- 558
- 00:45:32,517 --> 00:45:33,517
- I was there.
- 559
- 00:45:34,206 --> 00:45:37,413
- You volunteered your information
- to that crazy man.
- 560
- 00:45:38,241 --> 00:45:39,241
- Silly really.
- 561
- 00:45:39,448 --> 00:45:42,931
- Well if you think that's silly
- you must think I'm coocoo.
- 562
- 00:45:43,103 --> 00:45:44,793
- I don't know why I'm here.
- 563
- 00:45:45,068 --> 00:45:48,482
- That's one thing you do know.
- And you shouldn't be ashmend of
- it.
- 564
- 00:45:48,482 --> 00:45:50,172
- I lost someone.
- 565
- 00:45:51,034 --> 00:45:52,965
- Someone I was very close to.
- 566
- 00:45:56,586 --> 00:46:00,068
- And I want to be me, again.
- 567
- 00:46:00,068 --> 00:46:01,137
- Well you will be.
- 568
- 00:46:01,551 --> 00:46:04,275
- Once you stop listening to all
- the other voices in your head.
- 569
- 00:46:05,034 --> 00:46:06,551
- I have trouble sleeping at
- night.
- 570
- 00:46:07,482 --> 00:46:09,620
- I'm dreaming of all these
- memories.
- 571
- 00:46:09,620 --> 00:46:12,793
- But then when I wake up, the
- memories aren't there. It's
- like they were never there.
- 572
- 00:46:15,758 --> 00:46:18,517
- I don't know how I'm feeling.
- It's just...
- 573
- 00:46:18,931 --> 00:46:21,172
- It's almost like...
- Confusion?
- 574
- 00:46:22,413 --> 00:46:25,137
- I can hear his voice as clear
- as day.
- 575
- 00:46:25,137 --> 00:46:27,482
- I can feel his hand on mine.
- 576
- 00:46:28,310 --> 00:46:29,965
- But I can't see him.
- 577
- 00:46:31,551 --> 00:46:32,931
- I can't see him.
- 578
- 00:46:36,896 --> 00:46:37,896
- How do you feel?
- 579
- 00:46:39,689 --> 00:46:41,206
- Displaced.
- 580
- 00:46:42,034 --> 00:46:43,862
- I don't know a better word
- for it.
- 581
- 00:46:45,310 --> 00:46:46,482
- Do you want my advice?
- 582
- 00:46:47,448 --> 00:46:48,448
- Go on.
- 583
- 00:46:49,275 --> 00:46:50,241
- Roll with it.
- 584
- 00:46:51,241 --> 00:46:52,689
- See what happens.
- 585
- 00:46:53,862 --> 00:46:55,310
- And then come back to me.
- 586
- 00:46:56,689 --> 00:46:57,689
- When what happens?
- 587
- 00:46:58,344 --> 00:46:59,689
- I don't know but...
- 588
- 00:47:00,103 --> 00:47:01,172
- When it does?
- 589
- 00:47:01,172 --> 00:47:02,137
- You'll know.
- 590
- 00:47:03,448 --> 00:47:04,448
- Drink up.
- 591
- 00:47:04,758 --> 00:47:05,758
- It's good tea.
- 592
- 00:47:35,965 --> 00:47:36,965
- Hey you.
- 593
- 00:47:39,034 --> 00:47:40,000
- Hey yourself.
- 594
- 00:47:43,931 --> 00:47:45,551
- I always loved this thing.
- 595
- 00:47:46,724 --> 00:47:49,137
- Well you can't have it now.
- It's mine.
- 596
- 00:47:50,689 --> 00:47:52,206
- You always hated it.
- 597
- 00:47:57,241 --> 00:47:58,586
- Why did you go?
- 598
- 00:48:05,551 --> 00:48:07,241
- Wasn't my choice, Sarah.
- 599
- 00:48:08,551 --> 00:48:10,000
- Do you think I wanted to?
- 600
- 00:48:12,482 --> 00:48:14,413
- Your choice or not, I'm
- alone now.
- 601
- 00:48:15,137 --> 00:48:16,862
- And everything is falling
- apart.
- 602
- 00:48:17,344 --> 00:48:18,344
- I told you.
- 603
- 00:48:19,379 --> 00:48:21,344
- I will always be there for you.
- 604
- 00:48:33,379 --> 00:48:35,931
- Do you remember when we planned
- our trip around the world?
- 605
- 00:48:36,275 --> 00:48:38,724
- With that map and some little
- drawing pins?
- 606
- 00:48:39,827 --> 00:48:40,793
- Yea I remember.
- 607
- 00:48:41,655 --> 00:48:43,931
- We decided to choose places at
- random.
- 608
- 00:48:44,068 --> 00:48:46,000
- And the first place you
- picked...
- 609
- 00:48:46,517 --> 00:48:47,689
- ...was Blackpool.
- 610
- 00:48:48,931 --> 00:48:50,655
- I wanted to see the lights.
- 611
- 00:48:51,689 --> 00:48:52,689
- You can still go.
- 612
- 00:48:57,655 --> 00:49:00,275
- I met someone. She wants
- to help.
- 613
- 00:49:03,137 --> 00:49:06,000
- She said I should just
- "see what happens" and
- roll with it.
- 614
- 00:49:07,344 --> 00:49:08,517
- And is she helping?
- 615
- 00:49:09,862 --> 00:49:11,448
- Yea she is.
- 616
- 00:49:12,241 --> 00:49:13,586
- She's making it easier.
- 617
- 00:49:14,517 --> 00:49:15,862
- And what about Barbara?
- 618
- 00:49:16,827 --> 00:49:18,517
- I don't want to talk about her.
- 619
- 00:49:22,241 --> 00:49:23,965
- I feel like I'm trapped.
- 620
- 00:49:24,758 --> 00:49:26,551
- I need to do something.
- 621
- 00:49:28,172 --> 00:49:29,896
- Do what you need to do.
- 622
- 00:49:56,758 --> 00:49:58,827
- Mother this isn't the best time.
- 623
- 00:50:00,310 --> 00:50:01,310
- Well?
- 624
- 00:50:02,379 --> 00:50:03,862
- Take a seat.
- 625
- 00:50:08,724 --> 00:50:10,896
- So, tell me about your
- sessions?
- 626
- 00:50:11,241 --> 00:50:12,517
- I've been twice.
- 627
- 00:50:12,517 --> 00:50:13,896
- There isn't much to tell.
- 628
- 00:50:14,103 --> 00:50:16,206
- Twice? I know, what else?
- 629
- 00:50:16,206 --> 00:50:17,206
- What do you mean?
- 630
- 00:50:17,896 --> 00:50:21,551
- I know how these things work
- Sarah, I've seen it plenty of
- times before.
- 631
- 00:50:23,724 --> 00:50:24,931
- The group sessions?
- 632
- 00:50:25,689 --> 00:50:27,965
- Yes, the group sessions.
- So...
- 633
- 00:50:27,965 --> 00:50:28,965
- ...what happened?
- 634
- 00:50:29,827 --> 00:50:32,000
- They're not working. They're
- not for me.
- 635
- 00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:35,689
- But you have been going to the
- group sessions?
- Yes! Twice!
- 636
- 00:50:36,103 --> 00:50:39,862
- Ah right now I know you're
- lying, because there's a
- session on right now...
- 637
- 00:50:39,862 --> 00:50:42,206
- ...as we speak.
- Err and you're not there.
- 638
- 00:50:42,655 --> 00:50:44,241
- I've told you they're not
- working.
- 639
- 00:50:44,620 --> 00:50:47,482
- "Simon" or whatever his name
- is, is an absolute bogus.
- 640
- 00:50:47,965 --> 00:50:50,758
- Simon?
- Yes the medium or whatever
- he does.
- 641
- 00:50:51,068 --> 00:50:53,482
- And just what group
- sessions have you been
- going to?
- 642
- 00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:58,241
- Er, what?
- 643
- 00:50:59,413 --> 00:51:02,137
- So, instead of getting real
- help...
- 644
- 00:51:02,137 --> 00:51:05,793
- ...you've been attending
- sessions with spell casting
- idiots?
- 645
- 00:51:05,793 --> 00:51:08,379
- Spell casting idiots?
- They're not witches!
- 646
- 00:51:08,379 --> 00:51:09,862
- It's the same difference.
- 647
- 00:51:09,862 --> 00:51:11,310
- And what would Mark think?
- 648
- 00:51:11,517 --> 00:51:14,034
- You hanging around with a
- bunch of disillusioned...
- 649
- 00:51:14,034 --> 00:51:16,172
- Mark supports me, whatever
- descisions I make.
- 650
- 00:51:16,517 --> 00:51:17,517
- Oh Sarah.
- 651
- 00:51:17,896 --> 00:51:19,275
- Where are you?
- 652
- 00:51:19,827 --> 00:51:20,862
- This isn't you.
- 653
- 00:51:20,931 --> 00:51:24,206
- All I want from you, all I
- need from you is support.
- 654
- 00:51:26,379 --> 00:51:27,413
- Look...
- 655
- 00:51:27,586 --> 00:51:31,172
- ...I can't support this. And I
- won't support this.
- 656
- 00:51:32,655 --> 00:51:35,034
- Mark would be so disappointed.
- 657
- 00:51:42,344 --> 00:51:44,517
- There is no information you
- can give me?
- 658
- 00:51:44,517 --> 00:51:46,724
- Barbara I've explained to you
- on numerous occassions...
- 659
- 00:51:46,724 --> 00:51:49,413
- ...any discussion I have with a
- client is confidential.
- 660
- 00:51:49,965 --> 00:51:53,000
- No, I'm not saying anything to
- you that does involve Sarah.
- 661
- 00:51:53,896 --> 00:51:55,620
- Do you have kids, Mr Miller?
- 662
- 00:51:55,620 --> 00:51:57,068
- You know I have Barbara.
- 663
- 00:51:57,655 --> 00:52:03,068
- Then you understand how
- important it is for me to know
- what is going on with Sarah.
- 664
- 00:52:08,689 --> 00:52:11,172
- Sarah!
- Have I got things to tell you!
- 665
- 00:52:11,172 --> 00:52:12,172
- Can't it wait?
- 666
- 00:52:12,172 --> 00:52:13,206
- No, not this!
- 667
- 00:52:13,620 --> 00:52:15,724
- Remember last time I was telling
- you about that "talk to the
- dead" guy?
- 668
- 00:52:15,724 --> 00:52:16,758
- Mmhmm...
- 669
- 00:52:16,758 --> 00:52:18,931
- Well, he told me I'd meet a
- really rich man.
- 670
- 00:52:18,931 --> 00:52:21,344
- Anyway, this guy comes
- up to the bar...
- 671
- 00:52:21,344 --> 00:52:23,206
- ...tells me I've got
- an amazing smile...
- 672
- 00:52:23,206 --> 00:52:25,206
- ...and that he wants to take
- me on a business trip
- with him!
- 673
- 00:52:25,310 --> 00:52:26,551
- How cool is that?
- 674
- 00:52:26,551 --> 00:52:28,482
- That. Is. Great.
- I know!
- 675
- 00:52:28,724 --> 00:52:30,517
- He got it "spot on" that man
- you know?
- 676
- 00:52:30,724 --> 00:52:32,655
- I think his name was Simon.
- 677
- 00:52:33,620 --> 00:52:35,172
- Maybe you should speak to him?
- 678
- 00:52:35,482 --> 00:52:39,448
- He might have a message for you
- about a wealthy man ready to
- sweep you off your feet.
- 679
- 00:52:39,448 --> 00:52:40,482
- Not interested.
- 680
- 00:52:40,482 --> 00:52:42,310
- Oh come on, you could do
- with it.
- 681
- 00:52:42,517 --> 00:52:44,655
- Especially since Mark
- had very little money...
- 682
- 00:52:44,689 --> 00:52:46,448
- ...and couldn't even afford to
- buy you a decent ring.
- 683
- 00:52:46,448 --> 00:52:47,758
- Don't talk about Mark that way.
- 684
- 00:52:48,172 --> 00:52:50,103
- Oh he's dead, why would
- he care?
- 685
- 00:52:50,103 --> 00:52:52,241
- Yes, thank you for reminding
- me.
- 686
- 00:52:52,655 --> 00:52:54,413
- Oh I'm just saying...
- No Jasmin!
- 687
- 00:52:58,000 --> 00:53:01,517
- You have no clue of the world.
- Or people.
- 688
- 00:53:01,517 --> 00:53:03,310
- You and your hollow head.
- 689
- 00:53:17,310 --> 00:53:19,517
- Whoa whoa whoa!
- 690
- 00:53:21,689 --> 00:53:22,689
- What's the matter?
- 691
- 00:53:23,241 --> 00:53:25,689
- I feel like I'm losing my mind!
- 692
- 00:53:25,965 --> 00:53:29,137
- Okay, just, tell me what
- happened.
- 693
- 00:53:31,310 --> 00:53:33,827
- I'm questioning everything.
- 694
- 00:53:35,379 --> 00:53:38,620
- This isn't like me, why am
- I being so hostile?
- 695
- 00:53:41,344 --> 00:53:42,896
- Maybe it's because you're
- angry?
- 696
- 00:53:43,620 --> 00:53:45,275
- Look I was angry this morning.
- 697
- 00:53:45,517 --> 00:53:46,517
- See that?
- 698
- 00:53:46,793 --> 00:53:48,482
- I banged that on the dresser.
- 699
- 00:53:49,379 --> 00:53:52,103
- And I swore like a sailer who'd
- lost their rum.
- 700
- 00:53:55,172 --> 00:53:56,137
- Pirates.
- 701
- 00:53:56,862 --> 00:53:58,344
- Pirates drink rum.
- 702
- 00:53:58,931 --> 00:54:03,689
- Pirates, cowboys, indians,
- astronaughts, they're all the
- same.
- 703
- 00:54:04,137 --> 00:54:05,137
- Thanks Elise.
- 704
- 00:54:05,310 --> 00:54:07,000
- I'm sorry for barging in.
- 705
- 00:54:07,551 --> 00:54:08,724
- Don't apologise.
- 706
- 00:54:09,310 --> 00:54:12,103
- But I've guessed you've not come
- around to look at my foot...
- 707
- 00:54:12,103 --> 00:54:15,448
- ...or taste some of my tea.
- So, why are you here?
- 708
- 00:54:20,103 --> 00:54:21,068
- Sarah.
- 709
- 00:54:21,965 --> 00:54:23,275
- Tell me what you want.
- 710
- 00:54:26,310 --> 00:54:28,344
- I want to...
- 711
- 00:54:30,310 --> 00:54:31,275
- ...reach out.
- 712
- 00:54:32,793 --> 00:54:35,000
- I want to reach out.
- Are you sure?
- 713
- 00:54:41,103 --> 00:54:45,896
- Look, erm, let me just break it
- down for you because...
- 714
- 00:54:46,517 --> 00:54:48,379
- If you're going to do this...
- 715
- 00:54:49,206 --> 00:54:51,551
- ...it has to be something
- that you really want.
- 716
- 00:54:53,517 --> 00:54:55,310
- I can tell you about...
- 717
- 00:54:55,310 --> 00:54:57,137
- ...my experiences.
- 718
- 00:54:58,448 --> 00:55:00,689
- But it's about you.
- 719
- 00:55:01,517 --> 00:55:03,862
- So, the spiritual world.
- 720
- 00:55:04,034 --> 00:55:05,000
- Afterlife.
- 721
- 00:55:07,482 --> 00:55:08,689
- People believe in that.
- 722
- 00:55:10,172 --> 00:55:13,137
- There might be heaven, hell...
- 723
- 00:55:13,517 --> 00:55:16,344
- ...ghosts, aliens, my singing
- ability.
- 724
- 00:55:17,137 --> 00:55:19,137
- People have to believe in
- something.
- 725
- 00:55:19,965 --> 00:55:21,586
- Whatever it is and...
- 726
- 00:55:22,689 --> 00:55:24,896
- One thing that ties us all
- together is that...
- 727
- 00:55:24,896 --> 00:55:28,620
- We all have souls, whether
- they're old, or new.
- 728
- 00:55:29,551 --> 00:55:31,206
- They have to be taken forward.
- 729
- 00:55:33,241 --> 00:55:34,241
- Forward?
- 730
- 00:55:35,586 --> 00:55:36,586
- Yea.
- 731
- 00:55:37,310 --> 00:55:38,758
- Into the next life.
- 732
- 00:55:39,482 --> 00:55:41,344
- Have you never heard,
- some people say...
- 733
- 00:55:41,344 --> 00:55:44,137
- ...that your eyes are
- the window to your soul.
- 734
- 00:55:47,620 --> 00:55:49,241
- There's one thing about you
- though.
- 735
- 00:55:49,586 --> 00:55:51,482
- When I saw you in that
- car park?
- 736
- 00:55:51,965 --> 00:55:54,241
- I said that you were susceptible
- to things.
- 737
- 00:55:54,862 --> 00:55:56,862
- Because you can see
- things that....
- 738
- 00:55:56,862 --> 00:55:59,517
- ...other people, don't see.
- 739
- 00:55:59,965 --> 00:56:01,724
- Because, you've got...
- 740
- 00:56:04,482 --> 00:56:05,482
- Hope?
- 741
- 00:56:07,034 --> 00:56:08,034
- No.
- 742
- 00:56:09,586 --> 00:56:11,000
- Love.
- 743
- 00:56:12,103 --> 00:56:15,758
- An undeniable, unbreakable
- force.
- 744
- 00:56:19,068 --> 00:56:20,034
- And deep down.
- 745
- 00:56:22,551 --> 00:56:24,413
- You know exactly what to do.
- 746
- 00:56:25,344 --> 00:56:27,172
- You don't need anyone's
- permission.
- 747
- 00:56:54,137 --> 00:56:58,689
- One mocha, with one sugar, and
- a chocolate muffin.
- 748
- 00:56:58,689 --> 00:57:00,931
- Don't worry, I'll pay for them
- this time.
- 749
- 00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:03,000
- Do you mind?
- 750
- 00:57:03,275 --> 00:57:04,275
- Nope.
- 751
- 00:57:08,931 --> 00:57:09,931
- Now...
- 752
- 00:57:10,275 --> 00:57:11,862
- ...I know this might sound a
- little bit weird.
- 753
- 00:57:11,862 --> 00:57:13,310
- And even a little bit
- creepy.
- 754
- 00:57:13,758 --> 00:57:15,551
- But you have a little bit of
- a nickname around here.
- 755
- 00:57:15,620 --> 00:57:17,448
- Oh! Ahmen!
- 756
- 00:57:17,586 --> 00:57:19,034
- Not sure how I feel about that.
- 757
- 00:57:19,448 --> 00:57:21,620
- Oh don't worry, it's nothing...
- It's nothing bad!
- 758
- 00:57:21,862 --> 00:57:23,620
- But do you know when someone
- is called a "cat lady"?
- 759
- 00:57:24,724 --> 00:57:26,103
- Don't have any cats.
- 760
- 00:57:26,655 --> 00:57:27,689
- So?
- 761
- 00:57:27,931 --> 00:57:30,310
- Well "the lady with the scarf".
- That's what your nickname is.
- 762
- 00:57:37,103 --> 00:57:38,068
- I'm sorry.
- 763
- 00:57:39,310 --> 00:57:41,758
- I just wanted to talk to you
- and I didn't really have...
- 764
- 00:57:41,758 --> 00:57:43,344
- ...anything to go on other than
- your scarf.
- 765
- 00:57:45,448 --> 00:57:47,413
- Whoever did give you that scarf
- though....
- 766
- 00:57:47,413 --> 00:57:49,344
- ...is a wonderful and
- lucky person.
- 767
- 00:57:49,724 --> 00:57:50,724
- I'm sorry for bothering you.
- 768
- 00:57:55,862 --> 00:57:57,275
- On the house...
- 769
- 00:57:57,275 --> 00:57:59,758
- ...to save any dignity that I
- can.
- 770
- 00:58:13,586 --> 00:58:16,482
- He was released a couple of
- weeks ago...
- 771
- 00:58:16,931 --> 00:58:19,172
- ...and he came to see me.
- 772
- 00:58:20,620 --> 00:58:22,172
- And he asked me for money.
- 773
- 00:58:23,275 --> 00:58:24,931
- Which I refused.
- 774
- 00:58:27,724 --> 00:58:30,655
- And then, he went and stole
- my car.
- 775
- 00:58:31,413 --> 00:58:33,137
- And the next day when I saw
- him...
- 776
- 00:58:34,517 --> 00:58:38,620
- ...he was in a right state, he
- was shaking, and sweating and...
- 777
- 00:58:41,448 --> 00:58:43,379
- He told me that he had...
- 778
- 00:58:46,068 --> 00:58:49,379
- ...veered off the road somewhere
- on this motorway and...
- 779
- 00:58:50,620 --> 00:58:52,586
- ...collided with a motorist.
- 780
- 00:59:01,379 --> 00:59:04,137
- Okay so what do you expect
- me to do with these kind of
- complaints?
- 781
- 00:59:04,137 --> 00:59:05,103
- I'm sorry David.
- 782
- 00:59:05,827 --> 00:59:07,862
- Staff and customers alike.
- 783
- 00:59:08,448 --> 00:59:11,724
- It was a bad day, I, will, it
- will be fine.
- These are on seperate days.
- 784
- 00:59:13,655 --> 00:59:15,034
- Sarah I'm sorry.
- 785
- 00:59:15,034 --> 00:59:16,931
- No come on, David please!
- My hands are tied.
- 786
- 00:59:17,655 --> 00:59:18,655
- Get your things.
- 787
- 00:59:35,827 --> 00:59:37,827
- Hi, it's me.
- 788
- 00:59:39,689 --> 00:59:42,793
- Are you able to come round, I
- want to ask you a favour?
- 789
- 00:59:45,965 --> 00:59:49,241
- It's regarding what you shared
- at the meeting the other day?
- 790
- 00:59:49,724 --> 00:59:53,655
- It has great signifisence to me
- and I need to speak to you
- about it.
- 791
- 01:00:02,034 --> 01:00:04,275
- I do have a door bell you know?
- 792
- 01:00:04,413 --> 01:00:08,068
- I just need to get out of here.
- We to go some place just for a
- while.
- 793
- 01:00:08,068 --> 01:00:09,655
- Please?
- Okay.
- 794
- 01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:12,448
- You can buy the car snacks.
- Shotgun!
- 795
- 01:00:12,448 --> 01:00:14,620
- Oh! Shoes!
- 796
- 01:00:25,206 --> 01:00:27,551
- Oh. Very nice.
- 797
- 01:00:27,551 --> 01:00:31,275
- I must say I like your
- fung-shui. It's very you.
- 798
- 01:00:32,034 --> 01:00:34,862
- Elise I just wanted to say thank
- you...
- Sarah?
- 799
- 01:00:39,827 --> 01:00:41,448
- Mother what are you doing
- here?
- 800
- 01:00:41,620 --> 01:00:44,689
- Have you not been getting my
- messages? I've been trying to
- reach for you days.
- 801
- 01:00:46,241 --> 01:00:47,241
- Who are you?
- 802
- 01:00:47,241 --> 01:00:48,931
- I'm...
- This is my friend, she's helping
- me.
- 803
- 01:00:48,931 --> 01:00:51,689
- Mother please, I need to
- tell you something.
- Sit down.
- 804
- 01:00:53,896 --> 01:00:56,862
- I'm just... gonna...
- 805
- 01:00:56,862 --> 01:01:00,758
- ...go and find something
- interesting outside.
- 806
- 01:01:02,827 --> 01:01:04,758
- Go on, I'm listening.
- 807
- 01:01:04,758 --> 01:01:06,655
- I don't need Peter's help
- anymore!
- 808
- 01:01:07,068 --> 01:01:09,206
- I know that's what I've been
- saying...
- I've seen him Mother!
- 809
- 01:01:09,413 --> 01:01:11,103
- On more than one
- occassion now...
- 810
- 01:01:11,586 --> 01:01:13,413
- I know it's crazy but
- Elise is helping me.
- 811
- 01:01:14,827 --> 01:01:18,586
- You stupid, little, girl.
- 812
- 01:01:18,793 --> 01:01:21,896
- Chasing 'ghosts' with your
- stupid so called 'friend'?
- 813
- 01:01:22,310 --> 01:01:25,448
- You're running around in a
- fantasy world when there's
- real issues to be dealt with.
- 814
- 01:01:25,448 --> 01:01:26,931
- I'm dealing with my issues!
- 815
- 01:01:27,379 --> 01:01:28,413
- Yes. I know.
- 816
- 01:01:28,551 --> 01:01:30,931
- In your own way. But it's
- make believe!
- 817
- 01:01:31,241 --> 01:01:32,724
- You're not the adult you
- think you are.
- 818
- 01:01:33,413 --> 01:01:36,758
- Don't you even begin to think
- that you know the first thing
- about me.
- 819
- 01:01:36,965 --> 01:01:40,689
- I know you'd rather forget about
- the real world...
- 820
- 01:01:40,689 --> 01:01:43,586
- ...but that's what needs your
- attention the most!
- 821
- 01:01:44,413 --> 01:01:45,724
- Your father would be ashamed.
- 822
- 01:01:46,620 --> 01:01:47,827
- My 'father'?
- 823
- 01:01:49,275 --> 01:01:52,517
- He wanted nothing to do with
- either of us and he abandoned
- us both.
- 824
- 01:01:53,137 --> 01:01:54,103
- Oh please.
- 825
- 01:01:54,413 --> 01:01:57,344
- That was just a story I made up
- to a six year old girl.
- 826
- 01:01:58,862 --> 01:01:59,862
- What do you mean?
- 827
- 01:02:00,344 --> 01:02:03,000
- Your father died like Mark, in a
- car accident...
- 828
- 01:02:03,000 --> 01:02:04,965
- ...he left me, to raise you
- alone...
- 829
- 01:02:04,965 --> 01:02:06,896
- ...and you sit there in your
- little bubble!
- 830
- 01:02:13,413 --> 01:02:15,862
- Don't you even think for
- a minute...
- 831
- 01:02:15,862 --> 01:02:18,068
- ...that I didn't know the
- pain that you were going
- through.
- 832
- 01:02:19,310 --> 01:02:22,758
- Even as a child I could smell
- the alcohol on your breath.
- 833
- 01:02:23,172 --> 01:02:26,000
- There was no bubble.
- 834
- 01:02:28,517 --> 01:02:31,206
- I watched you crumble, before
- my eyes...
- 835
- 01:02:31,206 --> 01:02:35,000
- ...and I was determined never
- to anything break me like it
- broke you.
- 836
- 01:02:38,413 --> 01:02:40,413
- Your resentment isn't
- welcome here anymore.
- 837
- 01:02:42,068 --> 01:02:44,586
- And I was stronger than you
- ever were.
- 838
- 01:02:46,206 --> 01:02:47,689
- Sarah wait!
- 839
- 01:02:58,413 --> 01:03:00,000
- Sarah, where are you going?
- 840
- 01:03:04,827 --> 01:03:06,827
- Please, look after her.
- 841
- 01:03:07,206 --> 01:03:08,862
- Step away from the car Mother.
- 842
- 01:03:37,172 --> 01:03:39,379
- This is where you first spent
- the night together.
- 843
- 01:03:43,068 --> 01:03:45,413
- And where you realised that
- you loved him.
- 844
- 01:03:47,000 --> 01:03:48,724
- It's a peaceful place.
- 845
- 01:03:48,827 --> 01:03:51,172
- Filled with positive memories
- so...
- 846
- 01:03:51,310 --> 01:03:52,586
- ...we'll spend the night here.
- 847
- 01:04:09,448 --> 01:04:12,896
- Forget about everything, other
- than what happened here.
- 848
- 01:04:13,000 --> 01:04:14,000
- Thanks Elise.
- 849
- 01:04:15,379 --> 01:04:18,931
- Don't thank me yet. This may
- or may not work!
- 850
- 01:04:19,586 --> 01:04:20,586
- But it's worth a try.
- 851
- 01:04:25,896 --> 01:04:28,862
- So Mother's ay? Who'd have them?
- 852
- 01:04:29,517 --> 01:04:32,000
- I can't believe she didn't tell
- me after all these years.
- 853
- 01:04:34,241 --> 01:04:36,517
- She did and she didn't.
- 854
- 01:04:36,793 --> 01:04:40,310
- You knew there was something
- wrong, but, you never asked.
- 855
- 01:04:40,655 --> 01:04:43,379
- Maybe out of some form of
- respect for your Mother.
- 856
- 01:04:44,034 --> 01:04:45,965
- In some ways I did.
- 857
- 01:04:46,344 --> 01:04:48,413
- She's always been that way,
- you know?
- 858
- 01:04:49,689 --> 01:04:51,103
- You were right about one
- thing though.
- 859
- 01:04:51,103 --> 01:04:52,103
- Really?
- 860
- 01:04:52,758 --> 01:04:55,586
- Yea, what happened to her.
- It broke her.
- 861
- 01:04:56,172 --> 01:04:59,068
- She's never been the same
- since.
- Anyone can see that.
- 862
- 01:04:59,344 --> 01:05:01,068
- Yea but YOU saw it.
- 863
- 01:05:01,620 --> 01:05:03,310
- And she kept it hidden
- from you.
- 864
- 01:05:03,793 --> 01:05:05,586
- But you knew something
- was different.
- 865
- 01:05:05,586 --> 01:05:06,965
- That something had changed.
- 866
- 01:05:08,000 --> 01:05:10,931
- When I first met you, I said
- you were susceptible.
- 867
- 01:05:14,379 --> 01:05:16,275
- All I want is for her to be
- happy.
- 868
- 01:05:16,655 --> 01:05:17,862
- Yea and she will be.
- 869
- 01:05:18,137 --> 01:05:19,689
- Once you're taken care of.
- 870
- 01:05:20,103 --> 01:05:22,034
- Ah, what are you...
- Shush.
- 871
- 01:05:23,724 --> 01:05:25,551
- You know what I've realised?
- 872
- 01:05:26,172 --> 01:05:29,068
- A lot of time is wasted on
- negativity.
- 873
- 01:05:29,068 --> 01:05:30,517
- Now you're too...
- Shush!
- 874
- 01:05:31,931 --> 01:05:33,620
- You need to be quiet now.
- 875
- 01:05:33,896 --> 01:05:34,896
- Look.
- 876
- 01:05:35,965 --> 01:05:39,689
- I can't tell you what you need
- to do, from now on.
- 877
- 01:05:39,793 --> 01:05:41,827
- What's that supposed to mean?
- 878
- 01:05:42,655 --> 01:05:46,793
- Whatever happens... it's
- between you and Mark.
- 879
- 01:05:47,896 --> 01:05:51,103
- No one else.
- Not me, not you're Mother.
- 880
- 01:05:51,620 --> 01:05:52,827
- Just you two.
- 881
- 01:05:52,827 --> 01:05:54,000
- What did you do?
- 882
- 01:05:54,758 --> 01:05:56,689
- Your Mother, by the way...
- 883
- 01:05:56,689 --> 01:05:59,689
- ...who's been battling with her
- own daemons for all of her
- life....
- 884
- 01:06:00,206 --> 01:06:03,206
- ...well she never stopped to
- see the bond you two share.
- 885
- 01:06:03,793 --> 01:06:05,103
- That you'll always share.
- 886
- 01:06:07,000 --> 01:06:09,413
- Do you reckon you'll be able
- to help her like you helped me?
- 887
- 01:06:09,551 --> 01:06:10,793
- Hmm, we'll see.
- 888
- 01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:14,862
- This tea is much better than
- yours.
- 889
- 01:06:14,862 --> 01:06:18,620
- Yea I know right! I'm going to
- steal the whole box!
- 890
- 01:06:40,448 --> 01:06:41,448
- Sarah?
- 891
- 01:06:43,241 --> 01:06:44,517
- Hey, whoa, what is it?
- 892
- 01:06:44,517 --> 01:06:45,793
- You need to see this.
- 893
- 01:06:46,793 --> 01:06:48,000
- Elise what are you doing?
- 894
- 01:06:48,896 --> 01:06:49,896
- Elise?
- 895
- 01:06:58,965 --> 01:06:59,965
- Elise?
- 896
- 01:07:00,620 --> 01:07:02,655
- Elise, do you see this?
- 897
- 01:07:35,241 --> 01:07:37,448
- I'm sorry.
- 898
- 01:07:39,862 --> 01:07:41,586
- It's okay.
- 899
- 01:07:44,620 --> 01:07:46,000
- It's okay.
- 900
- 01:07:50,517 --> 01:07:51,827
- It's okay.
- 901
- 01:07:55,413 --> 01:07:56,413
- It's okay.
- 902
- 01:07:57,551 --> 01:07:58,551
- It's okay.
- 903
- 01:08:02,344 --> 01:08:03,344
- It's okay.
- 904
- 01:09:03,034 --> 01:09:04,448
- Did you see what happened
- last night?
- 905
- 01:09:05,379 --> 01:09:07,655
- Seven thirty?
- Hmm?
- 906
- 01:09:08,517 --> 01:09:10,379
- How much of last night did you
- see?
- 907
- 01:09:11,655 --> 01:09:13,448
- I saw enough, but then...
- 908
- 01:09:13,448 --> 01:09:15,310
- ...it wasn't meant for me.
- 909
- 01:09:16,724 --> 01:09:18,862
- Well then how did you know it
- was going to happen?
- 910
- 01:09:19,241 --> 01:09:20,206
- I didn't.
- 911
- 01:09:20,482 --> 01:09:22,241
- Or maybe I did.
- 912
- 01:09:22,448 --> 01:09:23,896
- I'm not sure really.
- 913
- 01:09:26,965 --> 01:09:29,241
- You said my mother and I shared
- a bond.
- 914
- 01:09:29,241 --> 01:09:30,275
- Indeed I did.
- 915
- 01:09:30,965 --> 01:09:34,517
- Well then how can she be so...
- This is a journey she has
- to be willing to take.
- 916
- 01:09:34,862 --> 01:09:36,931
- Your Mother just, needs to listen.
- 917
- 01:09:37,517 --> 01:09:38,551
- Yea.
- 918
- 01:09:38,551 --> 01:09:40,034
- You can do this without me,
- you know?
- 919
- 01:09:41,275 --> 01:09:42,310
- Besides.
- 920
- 01:09:42,551 --> 01:09:44,965
- I think she'd sooner kick
- my teeth in.
- Probably.
- 921
- 01:10:03,931 --> 01:10:05,137
- What's going on?
- 922
- 01:10:06,517 --> 01:10:07,517
- Just listen.
- 923
- 01:10:28,344 --> 01:10:30,655
- Your Mother knows me very
- well.
- 924
- 01:10:32,862 --> 01:10:35,689
- You could say that we're
- good friends.
- 925
- 01:10:43,965 --> 01:10:47,620
- My son, killed your fiance,
- Mark.
- 926
- 01:10:49,068 --> 01:10:51,034
- And I'm truely sorry.
- 927
- 01:10:54,103 --> 01:10:57,068
- I just wanted to say that.
- 928
- 01:11:02,172 --> 01:11:04,241
- The police have him now.
- 929
- 01:11:06,000 --> 01:11:10,275
- I can only hope that it is
- of some comfort to you.
- 930
- 01:11:29,413 --> 01:11:30,413
- Thank you.
- 931
- 01:11:42,793 --> 01:11:44,137
- No more secrets, yea?
- 932
- 01:11:44,758 --> 01:11:45,758
- I promise.
- 933
- 01:11:49,482 --> 01:11:50,482
- Hey.
- 934
- 01:11:52,689 --> 01:11:54,172
- You just have to listen,
- okay?
- 935
- 01:12:01,000 --> 01:12:02,000
- Okay!
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