PARK SEONGGI

CHAPTER ONE: ROLLIN ROLLIN!

✰ username
┊runebin

✰ password
┊chaewon! (who is vv close to wrecking my list)

✰ slot
┊rock

✰ faceclaim
┊hwanhee (up10tion)

✰ backup fc
┊hwangwoong (oneus)


CHAPTER TWO: TO REACH YOU!

✰ full name
┊park seonggi (박승기)

✰ other name
┊n/a

✰ nicknames
┊빙빙 (bingbing) : to be honest, no one really
                   knows how this nickname was
                   formed, but it's believed that
                   someone just called out the word
                   bingbing and thought that it
                   matched the soft and protective
                   aura of seonggi.

┊vanilla : seonggi is well, known for his odd liking
            of vanilla scented/flavoured things.
            whether it be food, candles, pens, basically
            anything you can think of that's scented
            vanilla.

✰ birthday
┊october 21, 2001

✰ age
┊18 (kor.) 17 (int.)

✰ sexuality
┊bisexual

✰ birthplace
┊seoul, south korea

✰ hometown
┊jeju, south korea

✰ nationality
┊korean

✰ ethnicity
┊korean

✰ height
┊168cm

✰ weight
┊57kg

✰ languages spoken
┊korean : born and raised in korean places so
           it's pretty obvious.


CHAPTER THREE: RUMOR!

✰ background
┊Coming from Jeju, though born in Seoul, Seonggi
┊was a normal boy with a not so normal family.
┊His parents were often never home, his mother
┊either travelling for work, or his father off
┊somewhere gambling or drinking. He never had
┊any siblings, so he never really had anyone to
┊talk to. And because he never had someone to
┊connect to to allow him to fall asleep, he ended
┊up with insomnia. Not a very good start to life.
┊So when he left his home to audition for the
┊company, brand new music, no one knew because
┊no one was home. When he was accepted, he felt
┊a tinge of happiness. And when he met the boys ┊he was to room with in the dorm (which would be
┊the members of Crux), and saw how delicate and
┊amazing everyone was, he felt the need to help
┊anyone if they needed it, despite being one of
┊the youngest members of the boys. Even though
┊it wasn't good, Seonggi was able to stay up late
┊and comfort people if they needed it, but the
┊more he did it, the more hurt he felt. He had no
┊one to ever confide in, He couldn't talk to his
┊parents and even though he considered the Crux
┊members to be his newfound friends, he was
┊unable to tell them for fear they wouldn't
┊understand. He knew he trusted them, yet he was
┊still unable to talk about his deepest feelings. He
┊always placed on a facade of little happiness
┊and everyone believed him. Who knew doubt could
┊cause such self-harm?

✰ personality
┊Seonggi is a very 'pure soul.' He looks like he'd
┊be somewhat scary to approach but in reality
┊he's someone who just wants to be loved. He
┊likes having attention, but can survive without it.
┊Seonggi also loves the feeling of being in
┊someone's arms, or having someone in his arms,
┊so that's one of the reasons why he's so clingy.
┊Though he likes that feeling, he also worries that
┊when he does hug another member, they don't
┊like it and secretly wish that he never touched
┊them in the first place. He loves taking care of all
┊the members, regardless of if they're older than
┊him or not, however, he does cater to the ones
┊younger than him more often. He really is the
┊person who'd use his insomnia to help the
┊younger members fall asleep if they're restless,
┊or calm down the members who need it. He's
┊honestly a kind soul but with a bottle of emotions
┊that's bound to break soon, but only god knows
┊when.

✰ flaws — min of 5
┊¹ has a hard time falling asleep
┊² tends to be very clingy
┊³ bottles up his actual emotions
┊⁴ hates hearing the word 'no'
┊⁵ forgets things easily (absent-minded)

✰ strong points — min of 5
┊¹ his persistence
┊² his abilities
┊³ knowing his personal limits
┊⁴ supportive of others
┊⁵ being able to comfort others

✰ allergies — if any
┊n/a

✰ mental diagnoses — if any (check slot!)
┊(if considered) insomnia

✰ likes — min of 8
┊¹ collectibles
┊² music
┊³ waterfalls (sound of them, specifically)
┊⁴ nature
┊⁵ fashion
┊⁶ hugs
┊⁷ using his words to solve problems
┊⁸ flowers (specifically vervain flowers
   because they mean 'enchantment')

✰ dislikes — min of 8
┊¹ coffee
┊² repetitive noises (mainly clicking)
┊³ fog/mist
┊⁴ time (he worries about time)
┊⁵ his home
┊⁶ alchohol
┊⁷ knowing he made a mistake
┊⁸ being wrong

✰ hobbies — min of 6
┊¹ reading (original, eh)
┊² calligraphy (a stress reliever)
┊³ practicing late at night
┊⁴ daydreaming about his past
┊⁵ not falling asleep
┊⁶ being a shoulder people can rely on

✰ habits — min of 4
┊¹ will shake his head randomly, almost like a twitch
┊² always asks if members are okay
┊³ he normally doesn't get scared, but he
    screams really loud if he does
┊⁴ sighs a lot (especially after he'd been in deep
   thought), so people often think he's constantly
   in a bad mood

✰ fun facts / trivia — min of 10
┊¹ he wishes he could change his parents
┊² he wants his family to finally realize that he exists
┊³ the members see him do calligraphy and
    they always compliment him on it (it boosts
    his confidence)
┊⁴ he enjoys being outside because it allows him
   to be free
┊⁵ he hates being late to things, so he constantly
   worries about time to the point where the other
   members have to tell him it's alright
┊⁶ he wants a dog and wants to name it Peach
┊⁷ If he ever becomes mad, he'll tear up (which
   shocked the other members when they
   found out)
┊⁸ He says that music is his getaway so he often
   plays music
┊⁹ Whenever he can't fall asleep, he'll find another
   member who may also be awake and ask if he
   could sleep next to them (he's a big baby with
   bottled emotions)
┊¹⁰ He found his love of flowers because when
    he was a child, his aunt (mother's sister) gave
    him a bouquet of Vervain flowers and told
    him that he had left a spell on her and that she
    was enchanted. He later found out that Vervain
    flowers meant enchantment.



CHAPTER FOUR: SEE YOU AGAIN!

✰ love interest
┊fancy

✰ backup l/i
┊grow up

✰ 2nd backup l/i
┊cheer up

✰ nicknames for l/i — min of 2 with explanations
┊sugar : when he first saw her, he saw how
          sweet she was, or could be, but he was
          scared to approach her. so when he talks
          about her (more like rambles) to crux,
          he calls her by the nickname 'sweet'. to
          protect privacy, and to also make him feel
          less afraid to approach her. the nickname
          eventually gets exposed to her.

┊blossom : she reminded him of a cherry blossom.
            one that had just grown and needed
            time to fully bloom. one that needed
            time to adjust after being hurt for so
            long trying to become someone they're
            not. and one that needed caring for.

✰ relationship status
┊possibly friends

✰ slot first impression of l/i
┊she seemed fragile, to him. he felt as if
┊something happened to her, but he couldn't
┊quite tell what it was. all he knew was that
┊she was like a breath of fresh air, and her voice
┊was nice to listen to; it was almost like honey.

✰ l/i first impression of slot
┊not gonna lie, she felt pretty intimidated by
┊him, but as soon as he opened his mouth all
┊her fears went away. no, it wasn't love at first
┊sight, but she did enjoy the way he spoke and
┊how he fluctuated his words. she thought to
┊herself that he was a good person, even if his
┊looks have a hard play in it.

✰ how you met
┊it was an odd meeting, how seonggi and
┊fancy met. I mean, it was the place where
┊seonggi came up with the nickname 'blossom'
┊for her, though, she never knew that. seonggi
┊had left his dorm to go see the cherry blossom
┊trees that were supposedly to bloom that day.
┊it just so happened that he coincidentally (and
┊accidentally) ran into her. she had dropped a
┊couple papers and letters, so he helped pick
┊them up before he recognized who she was. it
┊appeared to be the same on the receiving end
┊as well. he couldn't say anything but 'here you
┊go' and 'I'm sorry' before speed walking away
┊and back to his dorm.

✰ suggested scenes
┊⁰¹ fancy needed someone to talk to and
┊coincidentally, seonggi is the only person
┊available. since they're both busy, they had
┊to commute over phone (which proved to be
┊better because then fancy wouldn't see the
┊colour of his face).

┊⁰² seonggi somehow managed to hurt his
┊arm (or leg) during a practice session but
┊managed to mask it until he got back to their
┊dorm. fancy had been visiting there and when
┊she saw seonggi she knew that something was
┊up. she basically cornered him into telling what
┊happened, and when she was told she instantly
┊took matters into her own hands and cared for him.

✰ relationship trivia
┊¹ they're both shy beans around each other
┊² they never openly call each other their nicknames
┊³ seonggi never usually initiates things
    between them
┊⁴ they're able to joke around about random things
┊⁵ everyone around them know that they like each
   other and find it annoying how oblivious they
   both are
┊⁶ fancy tends to enjoy taking care of seonggi,
   and the other way around

✰ possible friends
┊¹ lalala : seonggi knows that she'd been working
             so hard to get where she is now, and so
             he often goes to her when he wants tips
             or tricks on how to improve. he also just
             enjoys being around her in general, and
             her smile is what allows him to smile too.

┊² yayaya : since he often jokes around (to mask
             his actual emotions and personality),
             seonggi feels like he sees himself in
             yayaya. whether it be their rough pasts,
             or their underlying feelings of needing to
             make people happy, seonggi feels close
             to yayaya.


✰ possible enemies
┊¹ dejavu : he doesn't like how she's always seen
             with new trainees, or how she can end
             up just messing with their feelings. he
             can never seem to put up with her
             behaviour and flirtatious motives. he
             just can't wrap his head around it.

┊² victory song : it's just his ego. a fairly petty and
                   small reason to potentially dislike
                   someone, but after awhile of being
                   around him, seonggi grew to just
                   dislike how he dealt with things.
                   and how he always seemed stuck
                   up and uncaring about the feelings
                   of the boys (and girls) around them.

✰ closeness with all
┊out of 25

┊voices : 15/25
┊m.i.a : 19/25
┊yayaya : 21/25
┊nineteen : 13/25
┊get cool : 8/25
┊victory song : 5/25
┊grow up : 18/25
┊hero soup : 22/25
┊school life : 20/25


CHAPTER FIVE: I AM!

✰ social media
┊instagram | pxrk.seonxgi
 (if you need mine, let me know ^-^)

✰ thoughts on skinship
┊He really likes it, because it almost makes him
┊feel wanted. Since he never really got the chance
┊to hug or even touch his parents throughout his
┊childhood, he likes the tingling sensation of
┊someone's skin lingering on his. Even as a
┊friend, he likes when someone would even just
┊place their hand on his own, because it sparked
┊some emotion inside the boy. Not only wanted,
┊it made him feel human and alive.

✰ thoughts on poly relationships
┊He finds them alright. though he'd personally
┊never get into one, he can definitely understand
┊the reasoning behind people doing so. As long
┊as everyone in the party not only all like each
┊other, but all trust and are willing to be in the
┊relationship, Seonggi is fine with it. It's just a
┊personal preference that'd he'd never get into
┊one. But he knows that if someone gets their
┊heart broken, he'll be the shoulder they lean on.

✰ thoughts on trust
┊He needs it. He knows that trust is the
┊fundamental requirement to keep anything
┊alive; a friendship, a relationship, a business,
┊etc. It's something that he wants to have, and
┊hopes he'll gain from being around crux (and
┊aquila).

✰ thoughts on themselves
┊It's not that he hates himself, he just doesn't
┊like how he handles certain situations. He
┊doesn't love himself a whole bunch either,
┊though, so he's meddled in the middle of self-
┊hatred and self-love. He knows that people
┊love him, and he knows that he's good at what
┊he trains at, but he still doesn't think he's
┊satisfactory. But his confidence is getting
┊higher the more the days pass.

✰ suggested scenes alone
┊⁰¹ Seonggi leaves the dorm to take a walk
┊and as he walks he comes across someone
┊being pulled out of a sketchy building, and upon
┊further inspection he realizes it's his father. Not
┊wanting to harm himself further, he leaves it
┊alone and goes back to the dorm. He doesn't tell
┊anyone what he saw even though everyone says
┊it looked like he had seen a ghost when he walked
┊back in.

┊⁰² Seonggi decided to stay even later at the
┊practice room (he somehow managed to hide
┊from security) and work on the dance they were
┊currently learning. In retrospect it's quite boring,
┊but to him it meant he was showing that he could
┊work hard, if not even harder than some of the
┊others. He ends up going back to the dorm very
┊late in the morning.

✰ suggested scenes in gen.
┊⁰¹ the members of crux (you can add aquila if
┊you wish) surprise him with gifts and other
┊things, for his birthday and they all give him a
┊bear hug in return for all that he's done for being
┊the one people can talk to and the one person
┊who gives out free hugs and clings to people like
┊a koala. they shower him with love and
┊appreciation and seonggi doesn't exactly
┊know how to comprehend it all.

✰ self evaluation
┊vocal: 4/10
┊rap: 8/10
┊dance: 8/10
┊charisma: 7/10
┊visual: 6/10

✰ suggested quotes
┊❝please don't choke me, that's reserved.❞

┊❝I'm a magnet, for some reason everyone hugs
   me.❞

┊❝you guys are all handfuls but my hands
  are always open despite me only having two.❞

┊❝I'm not short! my height is just, uh, cute.❞

┊❝In my defense, I was left unsupervised.❞

✰ anything else to include
┊I added a few quirks from my old application
 (because they fit with ROCK's character), so if
  you see any similarities, that's why! and yes, I
  may not may not have purposely made their
  names similar also 👀

✰ message to ali ( me )
┊hi, ily, and I really like this applyfic and I hope
  it goes really well! (I originally applied and
  uwu, I liked how it changed!)