I feel super depressed and I can't find motivation for anything. I've skipped 6 classes in the past 4 days which is really bad. I'm worried that I'm regressing.
I keep doing things that I know will upset me more (eg. looking at old friends posts or looking back at stuff from 2013 or before) and usually I can stop myself but I'm having trouble lately
All my old friends graduate in 2 weeks and it feels bad. I don't even know what they're doing with their lives after graduation.
I'm not supposed to graduate for another 2 and 1/2 years and that feels worse
Really I just want to sleep and talk to no one
That sounds good

Edit: I also am really lost on how to continue my term paper. Who knew it was hard to find articles about teachers who teach in high-income areas.
Edit 2: Nisekoi was really bad and lame this week and I feel like it's regressing too.