Mn.

EvanoraFlame: :)
EvanoraFlame: have a seat girls.
EvanoraFlame: please.
SkyeMorningStar: Please what?
EvanoraFlame: now i have no clue what Lucifer said last night. when you left the room skye.
SkyeMorningStar: I will when I load and he asked if I was ok and why I needed to come in for a distraction. General concern for my well being.
EvanoraFlame: ah ok.
SkyeMorningStar: Mhmm
EvanoraFlame: well i am sure skye told you tori that she saw a very ugly fight between lucifer and
EvanoraFlame: me
Occultia: Yea she showed me
SkyeMorningStar: I mean why even be pregnant right -Tilts her head-
EvanoraFlame: that is what i want to talk to you two about
EvanoraFlame: instead of the whole birth and pregnancy etc
EvanoraFlame: I want to adopt you both
EvanoraFlame: as you are now
SkyeMorningStar: -Tilts her head- Give me a second for that answer
EvanoraFlame: ok
Occultia: Daddy too?
SkyeMorningStar: EvanoraFlame: She hears him gripping on the curtain tights yanking them down as he steps in the room she can see the outline of his 24 wings, his eyes glowing white as he kept walking towards her. She looks at him then looks down as she kneels in front of him waiting for him to kill her."You just want them. Go ahead. I clearly dont matter to you and after this night why should you be with me even if you wont listen to what i say. that is no marriage. "
SkyeMorningStar: No
SkyeMorningStar: Dad wants us
SkyeMorningStar: -Sips her coffee-.
SkyeMorningStar: You want them go ahead
Occultia: Wow...
EvanoraFlame: yea that was alot of rage
SkyeMorningStar: Rage directed after stating why even be pregnant.
Occultia: I remember you sending me that Skye. I was just having my own mental break down, so I spaced it
EvanoraFlame: what you saw was not even the full fight between lucifer and me
SkyeMorningStar: -Folds her arm over her chest and sips her coffee-
Occultia: So, what is the full arguement then
EvanoraFlame: it was about Manic
SkyeMorningStar: -Listens with her coffee-
Occultia: o.O
EvanoraFlame: how i am  helping him rebuild his family
EvanoraFlame: Lucifer hates Manic
EvanoraFlame: Lucifer brought up that Manic loves me more then a daughter which a long time ago he did
EvanoraFlame: but now no
EvanoraFlame: so the fight got worse when Vex got into it
EvanoraFlame: Being thers a problem with me helping and being around Raven so close that one brought
EvanoraFlame: up me fucking Manic.
EvanoraFlame: so i beat Vex and Lucifer to the punch of even saying it or thinking of the doubt
EvanoraFlame: of who is the father of you two.
EvanoraFlame: which lead to my rage
EvanoraFlame: I did send my bff the whole chat
Occultia: -nods- Well, if that is the case with manic loving you at one point, I understand Dad's distrust with him. Yes he should still trust YOU, but his feelings to Manic are legit
SkyeMorningStar: I don't trust manic. I don't want to be around him. That is my choice. You will never catch me in a room with him.
EvanoraFlame: that is why in the middle of the whole fight i brought up your dad's wishes.
EvanoraFlame: not to bring Manic up, not to bring him around anyone.
EvanoraFlame: if you two want the full chat
SkyeMorningStar: But still be around him
Occultia: that would help
EvanoraFlame: i will give it two you both
EvanoraFlame: okay.
EvanoraFlame: I am around Manic simply to help him fix his family.
EvanoraFlame: Me being his daughter was always questionable
Occultia: question.. why would you choose to still be around Manic, esperically alone, when you know Dad's feelings torwards him
Occultia: ?
EvanoraFlame: that is a good question.
SkyeMorningStar: Because while he should trust you, you should respect him.
EvanoraFlame: my honest answer is that i trust your dad completely and in return that trust
EvanoraFlame: should be given back in return.
EvanoraFlame: yes i respect his feelings about Manic.
SkyeMorningStar: Trust is not a mutually given thing, it is earned by your actions
Occultia: Yes, but there is also a level of respect you arent giving there then... Like being alone in rooms with him... Dad's concern is legit about him
EvanoraFlame: i can see his point of view in that
SkyeMorningStar: Just because you trust him does not mean he /has/ to trust you when you are disrespecting him in him not wanting you alone with a man who admitted feelings for you in the past
EvanoraFlame: whos email should i send the chat too?
Occultia: torikdoster@gmail.com
EvanoraFlame: ok
Occultia: And please believe me when I say this, it would not be the first and likely not the last time Manic has adopted a someone to get close to them to then make advances on tem
Occultia: them*
EvanoraFlame: i send it
Occultia: There was a point in time, I was that person
EvanoraFlame: its krisrose22
SkyeMorningStar: So this 'adoption'
SkyeMorningStar: Is it just you?
SkyeMorningStar: Or are you cutting him out
EvanoraFlame: i dont know where lucifer and me stand
EvanoraFlame: the chat will show you both everything
Occultia: Also.. it that father of us is in question... is not going thru with the pregnancy make it more.. suspicious?
Occultia: brb reading
EvanoraFlame: Like i told lucifer last night he is the father of you two
EvanoraFlame: there was no one else i was messing with
Occultia: Sisser https://pastebin.com/bF5Gbdt1
SkyeMorningStar: ty
EvanoraFlame: tyt
SkyeMorningStar: -Sips her coffee-
SkyeMorningStar: See, actions were wrong on all accounts...but the only one who said anything about not having the kids or not being pregnant was you. And when he said he wanted the girls you said go ahead.
EvanoraFlame: Yea many people say bad things in their anger as you both told me once
SkyeMorningStar: ....-Has two girls irl- Say that again.
Occultia: Fact of the matter is, you were fast to just give us up... From that, seems only one parent truly wants us... and won't use us as a weapon in drama -sighs-
EvanoraFlame: yes that was my mistake in that for which i am sorry about
Occultia: Question I have, would you be here apologizing if you thought there was no way we found out about it?
EvanoraFlame: I would still be apologzing to you both either way
Occultia: Did you know Dad told Skye what you said? Are you doing this simply because Skye never responded to you?
EvanoraFlame: No.
EvanoraFlame: I am aware skye has her own feelings as well as you do with the whole situation
Occultia: You really don't...
EvanoraFlame: all i can do is apologize and admit my wrongs from last night
Occultia: I have been told all my life I ruined my mothers life, that I should just kill myself, that she should have aborted me. Been abandoned by my father cause he can't accept I was raped in his care, repeatedly for two years. Your words, your actions hurt deeper then you will ever understand
EvanoraFlame: I am sorry that happened to you.
EvanoraFlame: I fucked up alot last night on my end with you two that cant be repaired.
EvanoraFlame: I would like to repair it but it is up to you two.
EvanoraFlame: I am not a perfect person. no one is
SkyeMorningStar: You know I was in tears last night
SkyeMorningStar: Bawling before I even came to your room
SkyeMorningStar: Went for a distraction against a really bad day
SkyeMorningStar: The only one who followed fight or not was him. Dropped the fight topic to talk to me and see what had me upset.
SkyeMorningStar: I got a message after he logged off from you
Occultia: She's been having to deal with the hell of my real life, with me coming to terms with wtf my boyfriend has done to me emotionally and now physically. Then for her to walk in and find out you wanna just give us up... are you fucking joking. I am not mad for myself, but for her. I have enough hell on my plate to make me numb from this bullshit, but she needed help and support and love from you and Dad, but you were quick to give us up. Only person to go after her was Dad
EvanoraFlame: I know and I cant take back what happen and that i didnt chase her so that is on me
EvanoraFlame: among alot of things
Occultia: And I am going to make this very clear, you feed off the drama. You stay with Dad because some fucking part of you likes it. Otherwise you would have walked long ago. You say him putting hands on you was the end of your love, but yet you are right there for it. Like Kei, you do fucking push him, you push him to that point and he does it cause he knows it is what you want. Whether it be the attantion aspect or the actions themselves, you feed off it
EvanoraFlame: i see.
EvanoraFlame: Being this is both how you feel
EvanoraFlame: cause i know either both or none
SkyeMorningStar: I have yet to say how I feel because I have a child at my keys that I kept through a rl seperation while pregnant
EvanoraFlame: yes rl is first
SkyeMorningStar: How I feel is this, I am going to take a wild guess he doesn't know about this little conversation
EvanoraFlame: He does
SkyeMorningStar: That you did not speak to him about adopting us right out possibly without him
EvanoraFlame: nope
EvanoraFlame: i wanted to see what you guys thought about it
EvanoraFlame: and then take it up with him
EvanoraFlame: to see how he feels about it
SkyeMorningStar: -Arches a brow- Isn't that a tidbit backwards if you love him
EvanoraFlame: my love for him is thin after last night
SkyeMorningStar: Because if he says no that is another argument right there
Occultia: So you are looking to take us from him... the only parent who /seems/ and acts like he actually wants us... smooth
EvanoraFlame: i didnt say take you away from him
SkyeMorningStar: But it would lead to that if you took this to him and he said no
SkyeMorningStar: If you adopted us and he did not it would be you that held our parenting not him