What the fuck happened today

Okay, so, first of all let me let you guys know that I'm okay. I'm chilling at my girlfriend's house until Friday. I'll be streaming from here. I am NOT going to let this situation fuck up my goals. Nothing has changed. I'm still just as determined. Just gotta figure out where to go.

For those of you who don't know what's going on: Let me give you a quick rundown. I've been living at my friends house with his mom since 2015. At first, the situation started out as "sure, you can have a place to stay while you figure out your shit, just make sure to help take care of the animals while you're here.

The house I was staying at currently has 13 cats, a dog, 2 birds, 2 chinchillas, and a hamster. Yes, this is illegal. But I helped out and kept my mouth shut because hey, at first, it was a free place to crash. I enjoy animals. It was a little overwhelming.

About a year later I was making enough money to pay rent. I had a job at a fast food place and things were going well. Except for the manipulative management, unfair hours, and unfair pay. I left this job in 2016 to become an Uber driver, which then ended up digging a hole in my pocket instead of making me money. Realizing I wasn't making good income, I cut my losses and gave up the car I was leasing.

At this point, I've had enough, and my stream was growing steadily due to my consistency with Tony Hawk speedruns. I decided to focus on streaming for a while, because everything else in my life that was earning me income was making me borderline suicidal. I did not enjoy life.

When I started streaming as my main gig, I started being happy. I woke up every morning with a smile. I watched my friends streams more often. I finally started to become the human being I've always wanted to be. But unfortunately, this didn't last long and my steady income came to a halt.

I told my roommate that I can't afford to live there anymore and that I had to move in with my aunt. My aunt couldn't take my cat into her house, and when I told that to my roommate she told me I should stay here and worry about the animals again, like I did when I just moved in. Since I have plans to move in with my girlfriend next year, I agreed to help out with animals in exchange for a place to live. What we did NOT discuss was the extra things she wanted me to do...

Fast forward to today. I'm getting ready for my steam. My roommate walks in the room and demands that I borrow money from family to help her pay rent. I calmly explained to her that A) I cannot ask my family for more money at the moment, and B) we had a prior agreement. I'd help with animals. I'll pay rent when I'm able to. If I had chosen to move with my aunt to Florida, I wouldn't have had to pay, but my roommate asked me to stay in the chance I could pay rent again in the future.

She then decided that I'm a "high and mighty asshole" who always has to be right and I'm "so much better" than everything else. She mocked me, made voices and pretended to be me. Stuck up her hands and waved them in a spoiled fashion. I tried calmly explaining to her that she is literally making fun of my personality just because I can't pay her, as I previously stated. She then told me that I'm a "worthless piece of shit" who's "going to lose everything [you] love in life because [you're] fucking selfish". At this point, I was in tears, I left the room to get away from the harassment. She then yelled out to me in the street "don't come back fucking asshole!"

So. To those of you who are telling me I "had to see this coming" or "I should focus on a real job", let me rebuttal. I was in a situation where I was doing okay. I was working for a roof over my head. I was putting up with bullshit on the daily to ensure I was safe and healthy.

I didn't get kicked out because I'm making a huge mistake with my life. I got kicked out because my roommate was fucking crazy.

So. What now? Well, now you go over to M_tt's stream. And you hit that $25 sub button. Did you do it yet? I'll wait....

Yeah. I'll be crashing with M_tt for a bit. Flying out to Florida this weekend. I cannot believe this human being was so instantly able to offer me a place to stay. Matt, buddy, thank you. I promise I won't drive you insane.

For everyone else who don't know me that well and are looking in. Let me just say, the overwhelming support on Twitter and social media blew me away. So many people instantly sprung into action to try to help. I am SO grateful and am SO motivated to keep pushing and achieving my goals. Also, dang, this is long as balls. Thanks for reading!

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TL;DR: I'm okay. My roommate is crazy. I'm not an idiot. I'll be staying with M_tt in Florida while I continue my stream endeavors. I love you.