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Asian Andy
Making Mistakes
Everybody makes mistakes in this world; it is a fact of life. I made the mistake of spreading personal information of someone. Somewhere along the line, everybody is going to make a bad decision or do something they knew they should not have. Some people make the same mistake two or three times before they learn, but people can often learn more from those mistakes better than they can from success.  I believe mistakes allow you to learn something from a situation and move on positively; and possibly make you a better person.
God what am I doing in my life. Not studying failing tests writing essays for a fucking discord server. My life is going downhill im in a slump. Fuck idk life is shit. Sometimes shit just think like would you end life if it wasn’t painful? I aint got the balls to do that shit. Sometimes I think bout leaving my name in history but not on the good side. Im a trump supporter but cant let anyone around me know that cause there all liberals. Im pro second amendment and I want to own a gun one day but damn all these other niggas wanna ban a right wtf? Idk what im doing with my life honestly im in fucking college but don’t know if im going to graduate without knowing a second language. Fucking Swedish is a hard ass language wtf god if I did kill my self it would be because of school this shit is hard af. Idk wtf I wanna do after I go to a university. Wtf am I gonna major in im lost idk what im going towards to. Everything in tech is so much competition. Some of my friends who don’t know shit about tech want to major in some video game develop shit cause they played video games when they are kids but never have heard of a graphics card. People started learning that shit when they were 6 they are ahead of me. Why tf would I waste my time learning it now when they learned that 13 years ago. I don’t know what im good at. I don’t think im good at anything sometimes.
Honestly fuck Sweden. Sweden is such a shit ass country. Sometimes I think studying abroad was one of the worst mistakes I made in my life. This is some heart to heart shit. Sometimes I feel like of going back to cali and studying in a community college and drop this second language. Everyone around me tells me to keep going and going but this shit man I don’t know. I have no fucking friends. I come home everyday after school and play roblox. All my friends are in cali getting high and drunk. Im stuck in this shit country where weed is illegal. People often say they have no friends, but they do. I actually have no friends only in cali. I don’t talk to anyone in my class they are all fucking faggots. I hate the Somalis fucking pirate motherfuckers. Illegal fucks. They are all annoying. I don’t get invited to go out anywhere because I have no friends. I spent my 18th birthday alone in a bar. Showed my ID to the bartender and she said congratulations. She was the only one who said happy birthday to me besides a text from my mom. Life fucking sucks. Discord is like, a safe haven get away for me. I cant say nigger in real life because this world is full of snowflakes. I hate this fucking world and the people in it. This beta essay is just me fucking writing straight from my heart. Sweden is all healthy. No hot Cheetos no taco bell no chips overall. Any fucking snack you can think of they have the healthy version here. I honestly just want to overdose this summer in cali then I don’t have to come to this shit place again. I just wanna die sometimes. I fake a smile every fucking day. My grandma passed away 6 months ago and discord was a getaway for me. Screaming nigger at everyone because society would demonize me for it. Fuck life.
The next shit im writing aint even true on what I believe but I write this shit so I can get fucking member back. On some real shit i need the member role. Ima continue this heart to heart shit rn. I fucking hate feminists. I fucking hate traps. Feminists always play the fucking victim card every single time. Feminism today aint about gender equality its about man hating. Idk if its ok if I go off topic and shit but im feeling it. Traps are fucking horrible. They want me to pretend they are a certain gender they are not. Fuck you ill call you a he if you were a born male. You cant change shit. Discord is my fucking getaway to say shit like this I know what I did was wrong and shit I know.
If everybody just went and made mistake after mistake, it wouldn’t seem right would it? I have heard this phrase “we learn from our mistakes” probably the most from my parents when I’m playing sports and I make a mistake. For example, shooting free throws is a game of either succeeding or doing something wrong and having to adjust it to make it right, or in other words when you make a mistake with your shot, you learn from it and fix it. Another example of learning from a mistake could be something way more major in life like a teenager trying drugs or alcohol. The teenager sees all their friends and other peers drinking or doing drugs at some party, and think, it’s what everyone else is doing here so I might as well do it too. So, after they end up getting drunk or high and decide to get into a vehicle and drive home, that’s when their mistake has already begun. They could end up getting into an accident because they are under the influence, or just get in trouble with the law. That’s why I believe you learn from your mistakes, because if this would happen to just about any teenager, they probably wouldn’t make the same mistake again, by drinking and driving under the influence, especially if they got in an accident and put their lives or someone else’s life in jeopardy just for a few drinks.
I believe that if we didn’t learn from our mistakes, there would be so many things wrong in the world, and nothing would have developed or ever got discovered or invented, because I know for a fact whoever invented the computer and other people who updated them didn’t get it all right the first try and had to make mistakes to learn and grow from them to help them succeed. Alpha andy would agree I deserve a second chance aye. Life is already hard for me and this shit just makes it harder.
Sometimes, we do not realize we are doing something bad until we get hurt from it or hurt someone else. You hurt me when I got beta x3 that’s when I realized I did something bad. If a person goes through life never making one mistake, they probably do not know much about life. Why? Because mistakes can sometimes teach us more than anything else in life. If we were perfect, nothing would make us curious or happy or sad. Mistakes give us more strength and make us stronger. I don’t deserve it, although you can only learn from a mistake after you admit you have made it. I admit to the mistake I made. You get further away from overcoming your mistake as soon as you start blaming other people. I didn’t blame anyone I took the blame. When you make a mistake, the only person to blame is you. If you stand up and honestly admit you have made a mistake, progress happens so much faster. Sometimes you have to fail a couple times before you succeed, but making mistakes is not failing. As Thomas Jefferson said, “I have not failed, I have just found 10,000 ways that don’t work.” So, I believe that making mistakes is not failing but starting over and discovering something new to succeed.


I personally believe making mistakes has made me a better person and let me view certain things differently. Because making mistakes lets me know what I can and cannot do, discovers more and more about me, and my limits, and all of my capabilities. I have made mistakes without even knowing it and I end up regretting it later on. I have a couple regrets in my life from mistakes being made; some that have completely changed certain things, such as certain relationships. Sometimes it is hard thinking about how different things would be if I had not made certain mistakes, but I also know that I have learned who my real friends are and learned who truly cares about me, by the people who have accepted those mistakes and forgiven me. I learned about the kind of person I want to be and the kind of person I do not want to be. I learned not to be needy and to not always depend on people. I learned to not take things for granted. I learned that if something does not feel 100% right I should not be doing it.
Nobody in life is perfect. Everyone in the world makes mistakes and learns from them. So, I believe making mistakes and learning from them in a positive way make us better people and shapes who we are as individuals.
You can only learn from a mistake after you admit you’ve made it. I admit to leaking information of someone. But, as soon as you start blaming other people (or the universe itself) you distance yourself from any possible lesson. I have learned my lesson. If you courageously stand up and honestly say “This is my mistake and I am responsible” the possibilities for learning will move towards you. I am fully responsible for what I did. Admission of a mistake, even if only privately to yourself, makes learning possible by moving the focus away from blame assignment and towards understanding. Wise people admit their mistakes easily. They know progress accelerates when they do.

This advice runs counter to the cultural assumptions we have about mistakes and failure, namely that they are shameful things. We’re taught in school, in our families, or at work to feel guilty about failure and to do whatever we can to avoid mistakes. This sense of shame combined with the inevitability of setbacks when attempting difficult things explains why many people give up on their goals: they’re not prepared for the mistakes and failures they’ll face on their way to what they want. What’s missing in many people’s beliefs about success is the fact that the more challenging the goal, the more frequent and difficult setbacks will be. The larger your ambitions, the more dependent you will be on your ability to overcome and learn from your mistakes.

But for many reasons admitting mistakes is difficult. An implied value in many cultures is that our work represents us: if you fail a test, then you are a failure. If you make a mistake then you are a mistake (You may never have felt this way, but many people do. It explains the behavior of some of your high school or college friends). Like eggs, steak and other tasty things we are given letter grades (A, B, C, D and F) organizing us for someone else’s consumption: universities and employers evaluate young candidates on their grades, numbers based on scores from tests unforgiving to mistakes.


For anyone than never discovers a deeper self-identity, based not on lack of mistakes but on courage, compassionate intelligence, commitment and creativity, life is a scary place made safe only by never getting into trouble, never breaking rules and never taking the risks that their hearts tell them they need to take.
Look, Asian Andys discord server has been one of the funnest servers ive been in. Don’t take it away from me. I learned from my mistake. Lets just move on. Heres a fun story. I am going to Anaheim in 3 days for the summer. I grew up in Anaheim. My grandmas house is 3 minutes away from Asian andy. I am thinking of stream sniping him while im there. Im going to be working in a Pakistani restraint while im there. Get some money. Lmao I was thinking on July 4th if hes streaming at home to put fireworks on his doorstep. Im going to get so fucking high in Anaheim tho.
He probably gets millions of girls in his place every night. If not i would be surprised. I have brought in at least five girls every night by telling girls that Asian Andy is my dad. It might be a lie by they seem to get wet when they hear the Alpha’s name. I have also increased my iq watching every one of his streams. I use to have a puny amount of iq like 200 but under Andy’s rule I have doubled it.  I'm also making bank by using Andy’s strategy. Asian andy aint no beta. Hes taught me not to be a beta. Just to full send it everday of my life. Ive never seen such a muscular man. He has such strong muscles youtube bans him because they think those are women tits. Even though EVERYONE on this earth knows stevens an alpha male, we still gotta recognize him for it. I was never a fan of Asians until I ran upon Asian andy. I have seen his true intelligence. He has so much intelligence that he can solve the meaning of life. Speaking of the meaning of life, i think i have a pretty good understanding of it. We were born to be slaves of Asian Andy. What else would we be without asian andy? Probably dead are lonely. Anyone who thinks otherwise is just jealous of the Alpha’s looks. He is a great leader and everyone should just accept that he is better than everyone in the world even your family. Overall i am proud of being under the Alphas rule because he has taught me how to be a real man
Lets get back on track, I know what I did was bad (leaking information). Forgiveness must be given for fucks sake im doing this shit essay wasting my time. I just wanna fuck some bitches and make money and idk aye? I need Alpha Andys way. Lets just move on together. Alright boys we got 500 more words till 3k. Shit 3k god that’s a lot. I hope you guys read this shit cause its heart to heart type of shit. I am dead inside what the fuck am I doing. I fucking am writing a 3k essay for a discord server but I am too lazy to do this shit for school. Fuck my life. Fuck. Its fucking shit. this is why I should be unbanned. Im a no life faggot. My life is meaningless sometimes. Ive only been in bed with 2 girls. My first time I didn’t get to cum. We were both drunk. It was her house so we had all night. Her pussy was dry as fuck. It was uncomfortable. It hurt so fucking bad when she rode me. But goddam when she sucked my dick I felt like I was in heaven. In the party she did a banana trick where she swallowed it all. She did that shit to my dick. The thing with this girl is she puts so much make up it makes her look ugly. But without the make up she was cute. The next girl I met on tinder. I was just looking for a hook up. She was pretty fat but she had a nice warm pussy and some big tits. I didn’t really care about the face she was horny as fuck. It was a good hook up. Im sure Asian andy gets hook ups all the time though. I cant wait till I get to LA fuck. Im gonna hook up with so many bitches for fucks sake.
When I get to LA I have a job interview at a Pakistani restraunt 2 days after I arrive. Im going to easily get the job cause of my ethnicity. Arabs always hire arabs. Well were at the mark of 300 more words. Whats another topic I should go on about? I signed up for global politics and psychology for my next year of college. Psychology is easy but idk about global politics and shit. Honestly the Swedish language makes me wanna kill my self because I know its going to fuck me over in the exams. If I don’t pass Swedish I fail overall. That’s so fucked up. Im so fucked. God life would be easier with weed. FUCK SWEDEN. Sweden should be burned with the rest of the Somalis. I cant wait to get member so I can start sharing some dank memes with the rest of the members. Life is just going to get harder and harder but it would be better with member. Were at the 100 words left mark. We fucking did it. Its been a long time coming but we goddam did it. I think im the first to do a 3k essay. This is all straight from the heart. I hope you guys read till the end. God bless your soul but then again Im not religious I hate religions. Religions just cause conflicts and wars. I deserve to have member back I wrote this 3k essay. I may have been bitching a lot of the time but goddam it. Heil Asian Andy.