here is what i currently have if that helps

`020-04-22 22:26:28 47631087511296 [ERROR] mysqld: Table './xenforo1/xf_session' is marked as crashed and should be repaired
2020-04-22 22:26:28 47631087511296 [Warning] Checking table:   './xenforo1/xf_session'
200423 03:26:48 mysqld_safe Number of processes running now: 0
200423 03:26:50 mysqld_safe mysqld restarted
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Warning] option 'max_allowed_packet': unsigned value 107374182400 adjusted to 1073741824
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld (mysqld 10.1.44-MariaDB) starting as process 19559 ...
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: innodb_empty_free_list_algorithm has been changed to legacy because of small buffer pool size. In order to use backoff, increase buffer pool at least up to 20MB.

2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: Using mutexes to ref count buffer pool pages
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: The InnoDB memory heap is disabled
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: Mutexes and rw_locks use GCC atomic builtins
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: GCC builtin __atomic_thread_fence() is used for memory barrier
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: Compressed tables use zlib 1.2.7
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: Using Linux native AIO
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: Using SSE crc32 instructions
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] InnoDB: Initializing buffer pool, size = 128.0M
InnoDB: mmap(140574720 bytes) failed; errno 12
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [ERROR] InnoDB: Cannot allocate memory for the buffer pool
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [ERROR] Plugin 'InnoDB' init function returned error.
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [ERROR] Plugin 'InnoDB' registration as a STORAGE ENGINE failed.
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [Note] Plugin 'FEEDBACK' is disabled.
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [ERROR] Unknown/unsupported storage engine: InnoDB
2020-04-23  3:26:53 47405626890624 [ERROR] Aborting

200423 03:26:54 mysqld_safe mysqld from pid file /www/server/data/website.com.pid ended
200423 03:54:15 mysqld_safe Starting mysqld daemon with databases from /www/server/data
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Warning] option 'max_allowed_packet': unsigned value 107374182400 adjusted to 1073741824
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld (mysqld 10.1.44-MariaDB) starting as process 20524 ...
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: innodb_empty_free_list_algorithm has been changed to legacy because of small buffer pool size. In order to use backoff, increase buffer pool at least up to 20MB.

2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Using mutexes to ref count buffer pool pages
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: The InnoDB memory heap is disabled
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Mutexes and rw_locks use GCC atomic builtins
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: GCC builtin __atomic_thread_fence() is used for memory barrier
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Compressed tables use zlib 1.2.7
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Using Linux native AIO
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Using SSE crc32 instructions
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Initializing buffer pool, size = 128.0M
2020-04-23  3:54:15 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Completed initialization of buffer pool
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Highest supported file format is Barracuda.
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: The log sequence number 18202938581 in ibdata file do not match the log sequence number 18306956145 in the ib_logfiles!
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Restoring possible half-written data pages from the doublewrite buffer...
InnoDB: Last MySQL binlog file position 0 92481708, file name ./mysql-bin.000085
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: 128 rollback segment(s) are active.
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for purge to start
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] InnoDB:  Percona XtraDB (http://www.percona.com) 5.6.46-86.2 started; log sequence number 18306956145
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966455138048 [Note] InnoDB: Dumping buffer pool(s) not yet started
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] Plugin 'FEEDBACK' is disabled.
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] Server socket created on IP: '::'.
2020-04-23  3:54:16 47966075287936 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: ready for connections.
Version: '10.1.44-MariaDB'  socket: '/tmp/mysql.sock'  port: 3306  Source distribution
2020-04-23  4:16:21 47966457546496 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: Normal shutdown
2020-04-23  4:16:21 47966457546496 [Note] Event Scheduler: Purging the queue. 0 events
2020-04-23  4:16:21 47966446733056 [Note] InnoDB: FTS optimize thread exiting.
2020-04-23  4:16:21 47966457546496 [Note] InnoDB: Starting shutdown...
2020-04-23  4:16:22 47966457546496 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for page_cleaner to finish flushing of buffer pool
2020-04-23  4:16:23 47966457546496 [Note] InnoDB: Shutdown completed; log sequence number 18321540915
2020-04-23  4:16:23 47966457546496 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: Shutdown complete

200423 04:16:23 mysqld_safe mysqld from pid file /www/server/data/website.com.pid ended
200423 04:16:24 mysqld_safe Starting mysqld daemon with databases from /www/server/data
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Warning] option 'max_allowed_packet': unsigned value 107374182400 adjusted to 1073741824
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld (mysqld 10.1.44-MariaDB) starting as process 22462 ...
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: innodb_empty_free_list_algorithm has been changed to legacy because of small buffer pool size. In order to use backoff, increase buffer pool at least up to 20MB.

2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Using mutexes to ref count buffer pool pages
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: The InnoDB memory heap is disabled
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Mutexes and rw_locks use GCC atomic builtins
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: GCC builtin __atomic_thread_fence() is used for memory barrier
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Compressed tables use zlib 1.2.7
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Using Linux native AIO
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Using SSE crc32 instructions
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Initializing buffer pool, size = 128.0M
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Completed initialization of buffer pool
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Highest supported file format is Barracuda.
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: 128 rollback segment(s) are active.
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for purge to start
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] InnoDB:  Percona XtraDB (http://www.percona.com) 5.6.46-86.2 started; log sequence number 18321540915
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376897402624 [Note] InnoDB: Dumping buffer pool(s) not yet started
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] Plugin 'FEEDBACK' is disabled.
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] Server socket created on IP: '::'.
2020-04-23  4:16:24 47376308013440 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: ready for connections.
Version: '10.1.44-MariaDB'  socket: '/tmp/mysql.sock'  port: 3306  Source distribution
2020-04-23  4:16:41 47376441972480 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: Normal shutdown
2020-04-23  4:16:41 47376441972480 [Note] Event Scheduler: Purging the queue. 0 events
2020-04-23  4:16:41 47376891098880 [Note] InnoDB: FTS optimize thread exiting.
2020-04-23  4:16:41 47376441972480 [Note] InnoDB: Starting shutdown...
2020-04-23  4:16:42 47376441972480 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for page_cleaner to finish flushing of buffer pool
2020-04-23  4:16:44 47376441972480 [Note] InnoDB: Shutdown completed; log sequence number 18321540925
2020-04-23  4:16:44 47376441972480 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: Shutdown complete

200423 04:16:44 mysqld_safe mysqld from pid file /www/server/data/website.com.pid ended
200423 04:16:54 mysqld_safe Starting mysqld daemon with databases from /www/server/data
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Warning] option 'max_allowed_packet': unsigned value 107374182400 adjusted to 1073741824
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld (mysqld 10.1.44-MariaDB) starting as process 23204 ...
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: innodb_empty_free_list_algorithm has been changed to legacy because of small buffer pool size. In order to use backoff, increase buffer pool at least up to 20MB.

2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Using mutexes to ref count buffer pool pages
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: The InnoDB memory heap is disabled
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Mutexes and rw_locks use GCC atomic builtins
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: GCC builtin __atomic_thread_fence() is used for memory barrier
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Compressed tables use zlib 1.2.7
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Using Linux native AIO
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Using SSE crc32 instructions
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Initializing buffer pool, size = 128.0M
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Completed initialization of buffer pool
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Highest supported file format is Barracuda.
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: 128 rollback segment(s) are active.
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for purge to start
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] InnoDB:  Percona XtraDB (http://www.percona.com) 5.6.46-86.2 started; log sequence number 18321540925
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841768969984 [Note] InnoDB: Dumping buffer pool(s) not yet started
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] Plugin 'FEEDBACK' is disabled.
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] Server socket created on IP: '::'.
2020-04-23  4:16:55 47841388792192 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: ready for connections.
Version: '10.1.44-MariaDB'  socket: '/tmp/mysql.sock'  port: 3306  Source distribution
2020-04-23  4:17:25 47841772914432 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: Normal shutdown
2020-04-23  4:17:25 47841772914432 [Note] Event Scheduler: Purging the queue. 0 events
2020-04-23  4:17:25 47841762666240 [Note] InnoDB: FTS optimize thread exiting.
2020-04-23  4:17:25 47841772914432 [Note] InnoDB: Starting shutdown...
2020-04-23  4:17:26 47841772914432 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for page_cleaner to finish flushing of buffer pool
2020-04-23  4:17:28 47841772914432 [Note] InnoDB: Shutdown completed; log sequence number 18321678727
2020-04-23  4:17:28 47841772914432 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: Shutdown complete

200423 04:17:28 mysqld_safe mysqld from pid file /www/server/data/website.com.pid ended
200423 04:18:02 mysqld_safe Starting mysqld daemon with databases from /www/server/data
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Warning] option 'max_allowed_packet': unsigned value 107374182400 adjusted to 1073741824
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld (mysqld 10.1.44-MariaDB) starting as process 24052 ...
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: innodb_empty_free_list_algorithm has been changed to legacy because of small buffer pool size. In order to use backoff, increase buffer pool at least up to 20MB.

2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Using mutexes to ref count buffer pool pages
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: The InnoDB memory heap is disabled
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Mutexes and rw_locks use GCC atomic builtins
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: GCC builtin __atomic_thread_fence() is used for memory barrier
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Compressed tables use zlib 1.2.7
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Using Linux native AIO
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Using SSE crc32 instructions
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Initializing buffer pool, size = 128.0M
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Completed initialization of buffer pool
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Highest supported file format is Barracuda.
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: 128 rollback segment(s) are active.
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for purge to start
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] InnoDB:  Percona XtraDB (http://www.percona.com) 5.6.46-86.2 started; log sequence number 18321678727
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183604991744 [Note] InnoDB: Dumping buffer pool(s) not yet started
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] Plugin 'FEEDBACK' is disabled.
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] Server socket created on IP: '::'.
2020-04-23  4:18:02 47183015340416 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: ready for connections.
Version: '10.1.44-MariaDB'  socket: '/tmp/mysql.sock'  port: 3306  Source distribution
200423 04:38:37 mysqld_safe Number of processes running now: 0
200423 04:38:38 mysqld_safe mysqld restarted
2020-04-23  4:38:38 47136771361152 [Warning] option 'max_allowed_packet': unsigned value 107374182400 adjusted to 1073741824
2020-04-23  4:38:38 47136771361152 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld (mysqld 10.1.44-MariaDB) starting as process 29513 ...
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] mysqld: Out of memory (Needed 128663552 bytes)
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] mysqld: Out of memory (Needed 96485376 bytes)
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] mysqld: Out of memory (Needed 72351744 bytes)
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: innodb_empty_free_list_algorithm has been changed to legacy because of small buffer pool size. In order to use backoff, increase buffer pool at least up to 20MB.

2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: Using mutexes to ref count buffer pool pages
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: The InnoDB memory heap is disabled
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: Mutexes and rw_locks use GCC atomic builtins
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: GCC builtin __atomic_thread_fence() is used for memory barrier
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: Compressed tables use zlib 1.2.7
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: Using Linux native AIO
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: Using SSE crc32 instructions
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] InnoDB: Initializing buffer pool, size = 128.0M
InnoDB: mmap(140574720 bytes) failed; errno 12
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] InnoDB: Cannot allocate memory for the buffer pool
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] Plugin 'InnoDB' init function returned error.
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] Plugin 'InnoDB' registration as a STORAGE ENGINE failed.
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [Note] Plugin 'FEEDBACK' is disabled.
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] Unknown/unsupported storage engine: InnoDB
2020-04-23  4:38:39 47136771361152 [ERROR] Aborting

200423 04:38:39 mysqld_safe mysqld from pid file /www/server/data/website.com.pid ended
200423 05:35:10 mysqld_safe Starting mysqld daemon with databases from /www/server/data
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Warning] option 'max_allowed_packet': unsigned value 107374182400 adjusted to 1073741824
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld (mysqld 10.1.44-MariaDB) starting as process 11855 ...
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: innodb_empty_free_list_algorithm has been changed to legacy because of small buffer pool size. In order to use backoff, increase buffer pool at least up to 20MB.

2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Using mutexes to ref count buffer pool pages
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: The InnoDB memory heap is disabled
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Mutexes and rw_locks use GCC atomic builtins
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: GCC builtin __atomic_thread_fence() is used for memory barrier
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Compressed tables use zlib 1.2.7
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Using Linux native AIO
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Using SSE crc32 instructions
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Initializing buffer pool, size = 128.0M
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Completed initialization of buffer pool
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Highest supported file format is Barracuda.
2020-04-23  5:35:10 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: The log sequence number 18321678727 in ibdata file do not match the log sequence number 18331326128 in the ib_logfiles!
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Restoring possible half-written data pages from the doublewrite buffer...
InnoDB: Last MySQL binlog file position 0 92481708, file name ./mysql-bin.000085
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: 128 rollback segment(s) are active.
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB: Waiting for purge to start
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] InnoDB:  Percona XtraDB (http://www.percona.com) 5.6.46-86.2 started; log sequence number 18331326128
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47682418759424 [Note] InnoDB: Dumping buffer pool(s) not yet started
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] Plugin 'FEEDBACK' is disabled.
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] Recovering after a crash using tc.log
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] Starting crash recovery...
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] Crash recovery finished.
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] Server socket created on IP: '::'.
2020-04-23  5:35:11 47681829607808 [Note] /www/server/mysql/bin/mysqld: ready for connections.
Version: '10.1.44-MariaDB'  socket: '/tmp/mysql.sock'  port: 3306  Source distribution`