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Hello Today was supposed to b good was so happy when i woke up and wasnt Instantly sad for the first time in forever and when heard u wer sad got sad but got happy when u wer happy and ive been soo scared id mess today up or smth and in a wayeven though the day has not even ended for me at least almost for u i think but i had thought today would b no negativity but i was WRONG not the point but at least i did not do smth stupid was just sad over stupid Anyways time flies by soooo fast it does not even feel like its been 6 months but i guesss it has and i just want u to know how much i love u and i want u to kno that all the times ive ever gotten mad or upset with u i did not do it with the meaning to hurt u bcs i love u so much and i wish i could control my feelings and actions easier and i guess i enver can no matter how hard i try but i try my best to not hurt u bcs ive alreasy messed up so many times but uve always been there for me and i always hav asked if it was my fault whenever u have been upset bcs if i am doing smth wrong and this is with all my friends but especially u if im doing smth wrong thats bothering or hurting u i want u to tell me so rhat i can fix it bcs whoever it is im hurting especially u dont deserve to b hurt bcs i love and care abt u yes homo u and nh everyon else and i want u to kno no matter what i will never ever leave u bcs 1 every issue relationship wise ive had with u u have at least attempted and have always fixed it eventually and u never leave me whenever i mess up and i just would never ever hav the courage to ever leave a relationship bcs itd hurt the other person and it is just waaaay to much guilt that id never ever b able to handle and if i wer to leave a relationship then what would b the point in starting or accepting to start it and ive done sooo many stupid things and ive probably hurt u many times but uve never left me and uve always tried to fix it and i rly rly appreciate that and i dont want to b with anyone except u ever or ever and if ur thinking abt the vic thing i dont rly think being w vic would work for many reasons and i rly cant imagine myself with anyone except u and idk mayb one day ill mess up so bad and u will leave me or ull lose intrest or hate me for smth but i hope that day will never ever come bcs i never ever wanna leave u i believe u r the person for me and the fact that we hav issues but we can fix them makes me rly happy and more confident abt us bcs in a relationship without issues itd probably b alot worse when one did happen and i never ever wanna end this bcs being with u makes me happy and i rly hope being with me makes u happy bcs if it doesnt then i want to know what iv done wrong and try to fix it and i hope that u never think abt leaving me bcs idk what id do without u i love u so much u r the most important person to me and u make me so happy