Carmen consoles Orea who gets upset

* bucolicBunyan sprouted a connection to twilightRanger
<twilightRanger> Hey :!
<bucolicBunyan> Yo
<twilightRanger> How are you:?
<bucolicBunyan> Good I guess???
<bucolicBunyan> Idk
<bucolicBunyan> Im explorin n shit
<bucolicBunyan> Found a weird pyramid thing with tons of mirrors!!!
<twilightRanger> That's good :!
<bucolicBunyan> It hurts my head ://///
<twilightRanger> That's bad :p
<twilightRanger> How is Maddox btw :?
<bucolicBunyan> Well
<bucolicBunyan> I was gonna ask u that
<bucolicBunyan> U talked to him???
<bucolicBunyan> Howd u think it went???
<twilightRanger> Well... Talked is an understatement :/
<bucolicBunyan> :OOO
<twilightRanger> I don't think it went well :?
<bucolicBunyan> K well
<bucolicBunyan> I got some stuff to say bout that
<twilightRanger> Oh:?
<bucolicBunyan> Ur probs gonna get defensive or ur probs gonna think Im pissed at u which I kinda am but jus listen anyways k?
<bucolicBunyan> Were still friends n shit dont worry bout that I just got some stuff to say
<twilightRanger> Ok:?
<bucolicBunyan> I know ur upset n stuff bout what happened but the FUCK were u thinkin???? MaddoX is all like oh hey theres this nice chick whos nice lemme be nice back to her cuz shes nice then all the sudden cuz this chick he met for the first time like today just RAILS on him for not lovin her back even though u guys only just met!!!!
<bucolicBunyan> MaddoX didnt do anything to deserve all that shit!!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Idgaf bout ur troll romance stuff MaddoX is like emotionally scarred n shit from that
<bucolicBunyan> Thats not okay
<bucolicBunyan> Just cuz ur upset bout the relationship shit doesnt mean u can just be a total jerk to him!!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Thats like suuuuper selfish!!!!
<twilightRanger> :/ I know I'm sorry :(
<bucolicBunyan> MaddoX is totes not okay with ur spades stuff either so I dont wantchu to go forcin stuff hes not okay with on him just cuz u wanna love him in some wother weird way
<bucolicBunyan> I know it TOTES suX n Im sooooo sorry bout all this shit that weve been talkin bout
<twilightRanger> What I did wasn't actually spades :/
<bucolicBunyan> But if ur upset pls dont go takin it out on MaddoX cuz none of this isnt aXually his fault
<twilightRanger> That was more... Idk really actually :?
<twilightRanger> It was more to get myself to stop feeling red about him :?
<bucolicBunyan> Whatever it was MaddoX doesnt want it or spades stuff right now he just wants to be friends and not have any of this drama shit get in the way of u two gettin along
<bucolicBunyan> I get ur upset n that u want urself to stop feelin that way towards him
<bucolicBunyan> to make it easier n shit
<bucolicBunyan> Believe me Ive been in that boat n Ive done some shit too that I totes regret now cuz a that
<bucolicBunyan> Im not like saying that ur feelins are stupid or shallow or unimportant or some shit but like
<bucolicBunyan> Uve hardly even known him for like a day yet just give it some time to cool down I know itll be gucci later
<twilightRanger> *sigh* i'm sorry... I really don't know what to do really :(
<bucolicBunyan> No dude dont apologize to me Im just tryina help
<bucolicBunyan> S okay
<twilightRanger> I've got like, an idea of what I can do :? But idk I guess he probably doesn't want anything to do with me :/
<bucolicBunyan> Ur upset n romance can be like super shitty sometimes
<bucolicBunyan> Whaddya mean an idea???
<bucolicBunyan> Whatre u thinkin?
<twilightRanger> Well I mean like, I can TRY to make spades work from here :? I think I know how to make to work and not be TOO weird :?
<twilightRanger> but it would need him to feel a certain way about me, which is hard to encourage him to feel :?
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe???
<bucolicBunyan> Heres what I think u should do
<bucolicBunyan> Right now MaddoX is like super confused n upset bout shit
<twilightRanger> But he probably doesn't want to do stuff with me now :(
<bucolicBunyan> To him this random nice girl popped out of nowhere was super nice told him bout alien romance then was super shitty
<bucolicBunyan> He totes wants to be friends with u
<bucolicBunyan> But right now he doesnt want anythin to do with anythin romance
<bucolicBunyan> Gettin that spades stuff set up s probs like totes normal for trolls
<bucolicBunyan> But right now thats all super new n confusin on top of all the new n confusin shit he just got dumped on his face by both of us
<bucolicBunyan> Id give it a rest for a while get to know him on a like more normal not super high strung romantically confusin n stressful level
<bucolicBunyan> Then see what happens
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe MaddoXd totes be down for somethin like that later
<bucolicBunyan> But way the hell not right now
<twilightRanger> But... If I do that I basically lose all chance of going black with him :!
<bucolicBunyan> U dont know that for sure do u????
<bucolicBunyan> Uve never tried doin black stuff with a non troll before!
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe it worX differently u dont know whats gonna happen in the future
<twilightRanger> If I'm going to do that then I need him to be jealous and competitive and have a grudge against me :!
<bucolicBunyan> P much heres what Im saying
<twilightRanger> I can't do that while being friends with him :!
<bucolicBunyan> U were p much the BEST in bein kind n shit to let me talk to him bout my crush on him. The super shitty stuff from that is u cant be hearts with him right now n I feel real sorry bout that cuz that hurts a lot!!!! But MaddoX is totes not down for spades or anything romancey with u right now so if u go trying to push spades shit on him its just gonna Xplode everywhere!!!
<bucolicBunyan> I know u wanna go spades right now but thats just gonna make MaddoX real upset n thats not good for anyone!!!
<twilightRanger> But- ...
<twilightRanger> I guess you are right...
<bucolicBunyan> U know when we were talking before bout MaddoX???
<twilightRanger> I'll just hurt everyone more...
<bucolicBunyan> U asked me what normally happens on Earth when this sorta shit happens
<twilightRanger> Yeah :?
<bucolicBunyan> I told u somethin that could happen is that both peeps just get real upset n then everyone is super sad
<bucolicBunyan> I dont wanna see that happen here!!!
<bucolicBunyan> U even said urself how shitty that sounded
<twilightRanger> But instead I have to have myself be sad while not even being able to express it :?
<bucolicBunyan> I mean
<bucolicBunyan> Ur kinda actin like this is the end of the world or some shit n that everythin is hopeless forever
<bucolicBunyan> Havin crushes on peeps can be super shitty sometimes but sometimes u just gotta deal with it n then it gets better after a while
<twilightRanger> I know it might sound a bit selfish, but that sounds horrible to me :!
<bucolicBunyan> It kinda is though....
<bucolicBunyan> We dont have too many peeps here in this fuckin game thing n I dont wanna see everything get ripped to shreds cuz of some shit I kinda caused!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Its not worth it :///
<bucolicBunyan> Who knows whatll happen later
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe MaddoX n I wont stay together for long hes kinda clueless on feelins n stuff
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe MaddoXll totes be down for spades later once he kinda gets it more n is less freaked out bout stuff
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe therll be somebody else who strikes ur fancy here
<bucolicBunyan> Idk whats gonna happen but as suuuper shitty as this is its not the end
<bucolicBunyan> I know uve dealt with a lotta shit before Orea ur a strong person
<twilightRanger> Ughh....
<twilightRanger> I kinda just want to sleep and hope this is just a shit dream :!
<twilightRanger> But I don't want to sleep and see Maddox there :!
<twilightRanger> I... Can't really face him right now I don't think :/
<twilightRanger> Are you sure he even wants to talk to me again ever :?
<bucolicBunyan> I mean ur kinda feelin a lotta shit right now thats totes fine
<bucolicBunyan> How bout this Orea
<bucolicBunyan> I can talk to him and see if he can take a super quick nap and get outta wherever the two of you are so then u can go sleep later n not hafta worry bout him
<bucolicBunyan> Im p sure he doesnt wanna talk to u at all right now
<bucolicBunyan> But Im also p sure he doesnt hate u enough to never wanna talk to u again!!!
<twilightRanger> That seems mean to ask him to go away like that :!
<bucolicBunyan> It doesnt have to be
<bucolicBunyan> I dont even have to tell him that ur the reason Im sayin it to him
<bucolicBunyan> I can just suggest it as a thing or somethin
<twilightRanger> Even still...
<twilightRanger> I don't want to encourage him to not talk to me :!
<twilightRanger> I just like... Want time y'know :?
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah I getcha
<bucolicBunyan> Do u want me to tell him that???
<twilightRanger> Idk :?
<twilightRanger> I mean... I get what you said about I should just try to be friends with him and such :? But I don't get how I'm supposed to just like, ignore that I love him :!
<bucolicBunyan> Im p sure if u wanted some time hed totes understand. I dont think hed like not want to talk to u cuz of that
<twilightRanger> What am I supposed to do about this game even now :?
<bucolicBunyan> This game thing were playin that those creepy peeps gave us???
<bucolicBunyan> Hell if I know
<twilightRanger> I'm supposed to now go through it feeling like shit, while having more shit thrown at me :!
<twilightRanger> Idk if I can do this :'(
<bucolicBunyan> U said u wanted some time
<bucolicBunyan> So take some time
<bucolicBunyan> One step at a time
<twilightRanger> Time could help but I can't mope around :!
<bucolicBunyan> Whats on ur land???
<twilightRanger> Every time I wait around people here die :!
<bucolicBunyan> ???
<twilightRanger> I left this village of cat people to go adventuring and next time I came back it was raised and people were killed there and it was horrible:!
<bucolicBunyan> :((((
<twilightRanger> And that's just one village :!
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe u can go try n hunt down whatever did it???
<twilightRanger> I did:!
<bucolicBunyan> If u got grist u can get ur house built up n shit n then go through those portal thingys!!!
<twilightRanger> It was great to get people back and avenge then :!
<twilightRanger> But I still failed those who died :!
<bucolicBunyan> Whatre u gonna do though? U had no idea that shit was gonna happen!!
<twilightRanger> I mean there's an amount of shit I can take on in like at a time :!
<bucolicBunyan> U cant just sit around at every village ever n be there to safe the peeps if some shit goes down!!!
<twilightRanger> I can handle them dieing :!
<twilightRanger> I can deal with the assault, and the enemies I have to kill, and the survival :!
<twilightRanger> But I can't handle all of this and this Maddox stuff :!
<bucolicBunyan> Thats why I think u need some time right now give urself some space tween u n him
<bucolicBunyan> U cant do anythin bout him right now so take a break n try n do somethin else
<twilightRanger> But the more time I take the more shit happens elsewhere :!
<twilightRanger> I can't fight without hope :!
<twilightRanger> Why should I even bother trying to survive :?
<bucolicBunyan> Then tryn find somethin else to hope in!
<bucolicBunyan> If a guy u just met is ur only reason to live then u gotta think bout other stuff cuz theres lotsa reasons sides that!!!
<twilightRanger> Why do I care about building up if no one wants me :!
<bucolicBunyan> Why would nobody want u???
<twilightRanger> Why do I even care about this stupid fucking game :!?
<twilightRanger> I can just go home and sit in my camp all the time and ignore all of this :!
<bucolicBunyan> Im gonna be honest here n say I got no idea the fuX goin on with this game but those creepy dudes were right bout everythin so far n they said that we can make a new world n shit with this
<bucolicBunyan> Theres like fuckin MAGIC everywhere
<twilightRanger> I don't give a shit about starting a new world :!
<bucolicBunyan> U can like make shit outta nothin!
<twilightRanger> I don't care about that though :!
<twilightRanger> Why do I bother :?!
<bucolicBunyan> U can say that bout literally anythin Orea
<twilightRanger> Then why do I bother with anything then :?!
<twilightRanger> All I wanted to do here was have fun and explore :!
<bucolicBunyan> Cuz theres a ton of cool shit to do yeah u can sit in ur camp forever doin nothin n that would be super sucky n not accomplish anythin or u could go do stuff n figure out somethin cool worth doin!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe u dont know what to do but sittin around doin nothins not gonna help that
<twilightRanger> In doing so I have been miserable, risked my life and not gotten shit :!
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe try goin through the first portal thing then????
<bucolicBunyan> P sure those take u to a cool place on ur land somehwere
<bucolicBunyan> Thats what other peeps said least
<twilightRanger> I AM on my land :!
<twilightRanger> I was one of the first to go through it to here :!
<bucolicBunyan> O u already went through ur first portal thingy?
<twilightRanger> Yeah ages ago:!
<bucolicBunyan> Fuck Im like so behind n shit
<bucolicBunyan> Whatevs
<twilightRanger> Well at least everything is fine for you you at least :!
<bucolicBunyan> Do u know where ur second portal thingy goes????
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe that goes someplace cool!
<twilightRanger> It goes to another players land.
<twilightRanger> The 4th one above my land goes to Maddox's house.
<twilightRanger> The 7th goes to some boss guy :?
<bucolicBunyan> If all the shit goin on heres making u feel like ass then maybe goin through ur second portal will help????
<bucolicBunyan> MiX things up a bit???
<twilightRanger> Ehr
<twilightRanger> I do not want to go to their land
<twilightRanger> I'm pretty sure from what was drawn that it's Frederick's :/
<bucolicBunyan> His land super sucky or somethin???
<twilightRanger> Which is great another person I don't want to talk to :!
<bucolicBunyan> Oh
<twilightRanger> Maybe that's the point of this game, to alienate myself from everyone :!
<bucolicBunyan> No its not!!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Orea look
<bucolicBunyan> We all got shoved into this fuckin game for some reason who knows what n theres all these rando peeps that we dont know here too. One of them was suuuuper nice to u but turns out hes not into romancey things right now. Thats it. Theres still tons of other peeps here in this game u can meet theres lots of places to go theres cool shit to make
<bucolicBunyan> Ur like really upset bout this stuff right now but if every time anyone ever got upset they just gave up on everything then that would be p shitty!!!
<bucolicBunyan> U dont know whats gonna happen so stop saying everythings always gonna be shitty
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah its TOTES ass right now but well take it one step at a time
<twilightRanger> Well that's because it's already all shitty :!
<twilightRanger> And nothing is making it better :!
<bucolicBunyan> I told u were still like friends n shit right?
<bucolicBunyan> Just cuz u havent figured out how to make it better yet doesnt mean its never gonna get better!!!
<twilightRanger> What if it doesn't get better though :!
<bucolicBunyan> U dont know thats gonna happen!!!
<twilightRanger> What if I'm just fucking stuck here feeling like shit :!
<bucolicBunyan> What if what if what if what if what if
<twilightRanger> You don't know it's going to be better ever either :!
<bucolicBunyan> Fuck that
<bucolicBunyan> Course I dont know the future
<bucolicBunyan> But if u just say the future is gonna be awful all the time then its more likely gonna be that way cuz ur just makin it that way by saying it is!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Trust me Orea
<bucolicBunyan> When my mom got shot I felt like total shit
<twilightRanger> Then what the fuck am I going to do then :!
<bucolicBunyan> I p much got high n drunk outta my mind every day for over a year
<bucolicBunyan> All I ever told myself is that its never gonna get better ever and everything suX
<twilightRanger> But it never did get better :!
<bucolicBunyan> But just sittin there cryin all day tellin myself is kinda what made it suck!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah my moms totes dead
<bucolicBunyan> Shes not comin back
<bucolicBunyan> My dad is a huge asshole
<bucolicBunyan> None of thats changin
<bucolicBunyan> But Im here on a totes new place gettin to adventure n try somethin new
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah thats not gonna magically make my mom alive again
<bucolicBunyan> But my mom bein dead isnt the only fuckin thing in the world that could ever make me happy again!!!
<twilightRanger> Ugh well fuck this :!
<bucolicBunyan> ???
<twilightRanger> You go do whatever and I'll just fucking sit here and have my "time" while the universe slowly dies without me :!
* twilightRanger has ceased espering--
<bucolicBunyan> No!!!!
<bucolicBunyan> Orea!!!! :(((((