Self Love

The weird thing abt pleasure is it feels a lot like strength.. when you feel GOOD you feel STRONG but theres a huge difference. pleasure doesnt last forever. it feels good now, but it will be lost. it's inevitable. you can't always be in PLEASURE. it's chemically impossible. strength takes time to build, and it hurts, but once you have it. it's there. it's not going anywhere.. when others love u, it is pleasurable. but it doesn't make you strong. loving yourself makes you strong. if you love yourself you don't need anyone else. your hole is already filled. you arent always seeking for a fix

but

idk if that's a "correct" view

it's just.. my view.

So, to me,

Self love is like.. the most important thing.

but i also think you have to experience lack of it, in order to really appreciate it. just like anything else. soo paradoxical