some realtalk

So this pastebin is basically just going to be about my life and it's going to be completely serious
If you're looking for anime or video games turn back now!! My pastebin monday last monday was a spoiler free one about persona 5 it was good you should read it.

Moving on.

I guess I'll start by saying that recently I've been a bit more sick than I've been letting on. To give some background info, I have a chronic illness and have been constantly sick since I was around 15. There's not really a thing as feeling "well" for me, but moreso feeling "better than usual." Moral of the story is, sometimes it's hard for me to tell whether or not something is actually wrong with me or if it's just my illness acting up. Anyways, a few months ago I went to the doctor for a routine checkup, and they did some blood work and found out that my thyroid levels were extremely high. Fast forward a couple weeks, and they decide to do an ultrasound to look at my thyroid, where they found a growth. The did a biopsy, and I'm currently waiting on those results.
In addition, over the past month and a half or so, I've had a really sharp and unbearable stomach pain with no apparent cause. Nothing makes it better, I've tried everything over the counter. Well on Tuesday of last week, the pain became so unbearable that I ended up going to the emergency room. They ran some standard tests and basically just chalked it up to my underlying illness, but they agreed to do an ultrasound just to make sure there was nothing actually wrong. Sad as it is to say, I'm crossing my fingers that there is some actual cause to this pain and that I'm not just expected to live with it for the rest of my life. Unfortunately the ultrasound isn't for another 2 weeks because I didn't have time with finals.
While I was at the hospital they also found a lump on my neck (that isn't the thyroid growth) and so they referred me to another doctor for a biopsy on that.

Basically my health is fuck
I'm writing this up even though I have no actual prognosis, but I felt like I should get this out there for a mental record? Or just in case something is actually wrong with me and then it doesn't seem like it came out of the blue.
I haven't really mentioned this stuff to anybody because I didn't want anyone to worry.

I'm technically supposed to be on bed rest for the pain at the moment, but school and work kind of interfere with that so yeah.
Sorry if I'm not around, or if I am around if I'm not really all there. My brain is kind of fried with everything right now. Am hoping everything will be ok!!

Anyways that's it have a nice rest of your Monday