Sindel Vaniva: im sorry
[1:41]  Sindel Vaniva: im headed that ay in about 20
[1:42]  Merabella Melody: if i could ge tmy head to settle down and not be annoyed and meh all at once i could prolly do it
[1:45]  Sindel Vaniva: meditatoin
[1:45]  Merabella Melody: pisses me off
[1:48]  Sindel Vaniva: im sorry
[1:48]  Sindel Vaniva: think of things that dont piss you off
[1:48]  Merabella Melody: boiling kitties >.>
[1:48]  Merabella Melody: lo
[1:48]  Merabella Melody: lol*
[1:52]  Merabella Melody: here is what i feel like right now
[1:52]  Merabella Melody: i feel like im trapped in a way
[1:52]  Merabella Melody: and i can see the exit
[1:52]  Merabella Melody: i can smell if and it seems right in my reach
[1:52]  Sindel Vaniva: and what do you see
[1:53]  Sindel Vaniva: what is the exit
[1:53]  Merabella Melody: but when i reach or it and it gets right to my fingertips it slips away
[1:55]  Merabella Melody: getting things back the fuck on track how they used to be
[1:55]  Merabella Melody: and i cant do it myself
[1:55]  Sindel Vaniva: sometimes you can only move foreward
[1:55]  Sindel Vaniva: and i get it
[1:56]  Merabella Melody: but at the same time try new things
[1:57]  Merabella Melody: like the dates nights
[1:57]  Merabella Melody: those are new for me
[1:57]  Merabella Melody: so far well we see how that has gone lol
[1:57]  Sindel Vaniva: oh yes
[1:57]  Sindel Vaniva: pefectly
[1:58]  Merabella Melody: sweetie
[1:58]  Merabella Melody: are you high or just drunk?
[1:58]  Merabella Melody: lol
[1:58]  Sindel Vaniva: nither
[1:58]  Sindel Vaniva: im sober
[1:58]  Sindel Vaniva: and it sucks
[1:59]  Merabella Melody: >.
[2:00]  Merabella Melody: right now i have my mind sorted between sl and RL
[2:01]  Merabella Melody: i know what i wanna do sl wise and what i need to do RL wise
[2:02]  Sindel Vaniva: and what is that
[2:02]  Merabella Melody: RL i need a job which im owrking on
[2:02]  Merabella Melody: i have applied many places
[2:02]  Merabella Melody: just waiting not
[2:02]  Merabella Melody: now*
[2:02]  Merabella Melody: and SL i need to start with things i missed
[2:03]  Sindel Vaniva: like what
[2:04]  Merabella Melody: taking time relaxing, a damn wedding night lol
[2:04]  Merabella Melody: i jumped into things too fast
[2:04]  Sindel Vaniva: dude to me
[2:04]  Sindel Vaniva: you wnat honesty
[2:04]  Sindel Vaniva: you let choe talk you into somethg
[2:05]  Merabella Melody: i did
[2:05]  Sindel Vaniva: that should have happend way later
[2:05]  Merabella Melody: hence the too fast thing
[2:05]  Sindel Vaniva: and that screwed somethings
[2:05]  Merabella Melody: should have kept my distance form her LOL
[2:05]  Merabella Melody: if i could go back i would have bitch slapped her after the 2nd guy
[2:06]  Merabella Melody: after all her Oh it will be cool
[2:06]  Merabella Melody: OMG I ACTED LIKE A TEENAGE GIRL
[2:06]  Merabella Melody: >.>
[2:06]  Merabella Melody: FML
[2:07]  Sindel Vaniva: its ok
[2:07]  Sindel Vaniva: maybe you two need to take a step backward before you can go foreward
[2:07]  Merabella Melody: ?
[2:07]  Merabella Melody: dear
[2:07]  Merabella Melody: love
[2:07]  Merabella Melody: sweetheart
[2:07]  Sindel Vaniva: yes
[2:07]  Merabella Melody: Im half brain dead over here
[2:08]  Sindel Vaniva: pretend your not married
[2:08]  Merabella Melody: lol
[2:08]  Sindel Vaniva: see each other casually
[2:08]  Sindel Vaniva: work over that
[2:08]  Sindel Vaniva: then work your way up to that we are together
[2:08]  Merabella Melody: well dear i can't do that myself
[2:09]  Sindel Vaniva: i kno
[2:09]  Sindel Vaniva: i have a conffesion to make
[2:09]  Sindel Vaniva: i have a big penis