Located on a private island, Jocasta Resorts (or simply “The Resort” to those in the know) is a nudist resort that also touts itself as an "mother-son bonding retreat." Basically, it's an all-inclusive resort for mothers and sons who want to live out their sexual fantasies in a safe and consensual environment.

A few weeks ago, my son and I hopped on a plane from New York City to Montego Bay. I had intended to do research on mother-son incest for my next book on human paraphilias and society, but the only way I could get into the exclusive resort was by bringing by 22-year old son along with me. I told him the trip was strictly professional and not to get any crazy ideas about us personally. While the plane ride was fraught with nervous anticipation, Jocasta Resorts ended up being both exactly and absolutely nothing like what I had cooked up in the twisted recesses of my mind. So if you’ve ever entertained the notion of stripping down and committing the ultimate taboo on the sugary shores of Jocasta Resorts, here are 11 things you need to know.

1) Yes, there is nudity.
This might not need to be mentioned, but let’s mention it anyway, shall we? Compared to clothing-optional resorts or topless resorts, where you might occasionally see a nip slip or the occasional flaccid member, Jocasta Resorts is the spot for moms and sons to literally bare all to each other. The resort is divided into two sides: Prude and Nude. (Before you ask, you are allowed to wear clothes in the lobby, gym and main restaurant/bar. This greatly eased my anxiety come dinner time, when I was panicking over whether or not I would have to strip naked in front of my son.) The Prude side is clothing optional, but the nude side has its own set of rules. In fact, entry is only permitted if you check all at the door.

2) You will be hit on.
Perhaps unsurprisingly, this is especially true if you’re traveling with a hormonal 20-something young man - he will start to get ideas from what all the other guests are doing. That's because Jocasta is not just a nudist resort: moms and their actual sons come here to be nude and explore each other sexually virtually anywhere on the property as they please. Because everyone is presumably there for the same reason, these young men have a fair amount of license to disrobe and fuck their mothers wherever they like. I learned this firsthand one evening, when I was sitting poolside and the busty brunette woman sunbathing in the chair next to me was approached by a strapping young man half her age, same hair color (presumably her son); he proceeded to pull her breasts out of her bikini top and thrust his raging erection into her mouth. After throatfucking his mom I watched as he ejaculated onto her chest, I was shocked that all she had to say was, "Baby please ask next time before you just start fucking mommy's face okay?", and he responded, "Okay mom" before jumping back into the pool. I struggled to hide my disbelief when she turned to me and said, "Boys will be boys am I right?" I saw my own son sitting in the jacuzzi across the pool and started to worry if he would think it was okay to try something like that with me. I mean, we were here undercover strictly on research and... even if it did make my pussy wet to see a man throatfuck his mother right in front of me... I pushed the thought out of my mind before the lust ran away with me. That said, at no point did I feel any pressure to fool around with my son. At a resort like Jocasta, the implication is that moms take their sons there to try new things and explore your boundaries, so later that night while my son may have tried to gauge my level of interest in him, a simple “no, thank you” is all that was needed to rebuff him. The resort has zero tolerance for consent violations of any kind.

3) There will be sex.
Regardless of whether or not you’re the one actually doing it, you will see sex — a lot of it. Daytime at Jocasta Resorts is relatively tame, because most guests are recovering from their adventures the night before. But come sundown and well into the wee hours, it’s not uncommon to watch your fellow moms from breakfast go down on their sons at the pool bar. Once, I witnessed a young man in his early 20s lay his own mother down on the pool bar, open her legs, and go down on her in full view of the other guests. Happy Hour buffet, indeed.

4) You will be surprised by the attractiveness of the guests.
When most people think of a nudist resort, they automatically think that the guests are people they would never want to see naked. But this is not the case at Jocasta. The majority of guests are fit couples in their early 20s through mid 50s. They are healthy, they have money, and for the most part, they are very good-looking. The other guests being so attractive and seeming so comfortable in their skin eventually convinced my son and I to at least try being naked. We had already been there for a few days and I didn't want to raise suspicions. That morning my son and I decided to disrobe in our hotel room before venturing bravely out into the rest of the resort. We were both sitting on the edge of the bed in nothing but a towel. My son said, “I never thought this would actually happen when we booked this vacation, but I'm ready if you are mom.”

Time was a wasting, so I just said, “Well, fuck it.” I took off my towel while looking at my son the entire time with an expression of reluctant acceptance on my face.

My son gave my naked body a quick look over, shrugged, and then nodded in acquiescence. He then slowly removed his towel, and what was revealed was a glorious thing to behold! Springing forward from a small mound of pubic hair was one of the biggest most beautiful cocks that I had ever seen in person! My son certain wasn’t a little boy any longer! I gasped uncontrollably as we both just stared at the amazing thing. My son was sporting a cock that could easily be shown in an art gallery with a label underneath that read, “The World’s Most Perfect Penis.” I have dildos that couldn’t compare to what he was sporting naturally. Conflicting emotions of pride and lust were spinning through my food-starved brain. I couldn’t think clearly anymore. He quietly took my hand and then led me out into the pool area for a morning swim together.

At first, it was a little hard as a mom to get used to the fact that I was completely naked and my son could see everything. My trimmed bush, my stretch marks, my large breasts that he hadn't sucked on since he was a baby, my big saggy mombod booty, and he had pretty much been sporting a constant erection since he saw me.

5) You will get excited when you hear the term "foam party."
A foam party is basically what is sounds like: a pool party where the pool is filled with foam and you dance in it naked. Yes, they're messy, but they're also super fun. The DJ was really great! I was pretty much grinding my big ass against my son's cock the whole night in the pool while the other naked moms and sons danced the night away.

6) You'll have an amazing time at Fetish Night.
Wednesday is Fetish Night at Jocasta, where the scene is set with leather and lingerie. Although a week on a Caribbean beach surrounded by incestuous mother-son couples might seem like you've maxed out on the fantasy card, Fetish Night is ostensibly when guests are encouraged to indulge in their wildest fantasies. The entertainment at Fetish Night features 2 on 2 oil wrestling tournaments with mother-son teams, mother-son nude theater, and a table full of freshly disinfected toys. Even if you have absolutely no interest in riding crops and ball gags, it is awesome. My son really enjoyed getting to spank his naked mommy with the bondage whip, it's so cute seeing him get all worked up like that.

7) You will meet some lovely people.
They are completely comfortable with who they are and they have nothing to hide (both literally and figuratively). Take, for example, my dining companion, who on Fetish Night showed up to dinner in full leather, with a leash and collar fastened around her son's neck and some kind of chastity lock around his cock and balls. As we sat there enjoying the performers, she began to tell me a story, then apologized for her son's misbehaving earlier.

“He's in a dog collar,” I reminded her. “I don’t think you have anything to worry about.” We continued to have a very casual conversation while her son was on all fours, his face buried in his mom's pussy, lapping away.

8) You will stay up all night listening to your neighbors having sex.
...and then most likely say hello to them the next morning as they’re having coffee on their patio. And guess what? It doesn't feel awkward at all.

Most moms and sons at Jocasta Resorts are there for one reason: to take off their clothes and do what comes naturally, without fear of judgment. Jocasta Resorts celebrates sexual mother-son relationships, and your neighbors are going to take advantage of that. In fact, they may even invite you to come along. If you're not interested, you’ll have a dandy time just sipping a daiquiri, then jerking off your hot son until he cums in your drink, and letting him see you drink it. Maybe this place was getting to us, we had already crossed lines we never would have at home. But here everyone made it seem so normal for me to plant a few motherly kisses on my son's penis before he went swimming - we had to keep up appearances after all.

9) You will end up having sex in public.
I was now so used to being naked and seeing everyone else naked that even people (most likely new arrivals) who were wearing towels around their waists stood out like sore thumbs. My son and I couldn't resist any longer. I remember that night at the jacuzzi I was kissing my son deeply and fondling his beautiful cock and balls, grinding my motherly lips against his leg as I pushed against him. I was still stunned as this unfurled before me. Was this really going to happen? Was I going to have sex with my son in front of not only a red-headed mom with giant tits who was already riding her son just a few feet away and moaning like a whore, but roughly forty other moms and their sons who were in the same vicinity as well?

There I was, passionately kissing this sexy, attractive, and fit man who also happened to by my own son. I hadn’t been tongue-kissed so enthusiastically since I’d been with his father, and early in our relationship at that! I left love bites along his back and shoulders and he moved his hands in front between us so he could fondle my boobs. While fondling my surprisingly perky titties (my nipples were already hard), he proceeded to kiss down my neck and then stuck my left boob into his mouth and sucked on it hungrily. I had breast-fed him until he was a year old and then I probably would have for even longer, but I had to go back to work. This was before long-term breast feeding was all the rage too. I knew it was good for him and it made me feel extra motherly doing it, for obvious reasons. Now here it is: he’s eighteen years old and can fully appreciate my titties once again in a completely different way! With one of my tits in his mouth, he then lowered his right hand down to my butt, gave it a tight squeeze and used that as leverage to pull me even more forcefully into close contact with him. From there, I slowly moved my fingers from being wrapped around my son's oozing volcano of a hard cock to down my pubic mound and gingerly around the upper folds of my pussy. I looked into his eyes slyly as he looked down at me adoringly and our eyes locked as I said to him, "You ready to fuck your mommy baby? Mommy wants you to fuck her baby" and licked my tongue across his lips. Oh, my handsome young son, sitting before his mother with his cock knocking against his mother’s pussy while we embraced in that jacuzzi.

Why merely a few days before, had you even hinted at me that this was something I would be doing on my vacation, I’d have called the insane asylum to come and pick you up!

What a difference a few days makes!

Just the thought that this was my son—my own flesh and blood got my pussy so wet you wouldn’t believe it!

I wrapped my fingers back onto his rock-hard cock, and moaned into his ear, “Who does this cock really belong to now?”

“It…it belongs to you ma'am!”

I smirked, "Damn right it does. Oh baby, I am yours—my mouth, my ass, my pussy, my everything—all belong to you my love.”

I looked at him and we exchanged a glance of love and devotion so powerful that I’ll remember it for the rest of my natural life. I couldn’t wait any more and said, “All I want now is to feel you inside me baby. I will do anything you want as long as I can have your cock in me. Will you make love to me my baby?”

He finally cleared his throat and said to me with his eyes sparkling, “I’d love to mom!”

I had my legs spread far to the sides and I was as open and welcoming as a woman could possibly be, and he didn’t disappoint me as he began to rub his hard cock all around my soaking wet pussy. Once our eyes made contact, we stared into each other’s depths as he finally found the opening I so wanted him to and he easily slid right in, despite his large size. I was so amazingly wet and he’d gotten his cock nice and slick with my juices, that he just kept sliding in, and when I thought for sure he was all the way in, it slid in a few inches deeper. It was official, my pussy now had the best thing it ever had inside of it right at that moment—my son’s big, hard, magnificent, gargantuan, superlative, otherworldly, I just couldn’t think of the right way to describe it even, cock! Not only that, he started to pull it out and then put it all the way back in again, and then again, and oh my god, if this was all I could ever do for the rest of my life, I would die a happy woman! All I could say was, “Oh my god, sooooo good! Sooooooo gooooooooood!”

This was an experience to beat all experiences. Love, mixed with lust, mixed with motherly devotion, mixed with big old shitload of “Oh my fucking god, this is amazing!”I couldn’t keep my hands to myself and without any real control, I grabbed him and pulled him close as he continued to fuck me lovingly. So young, and already so talented with his cock? How was this even possible? He must have thought I wanted to kiss him because that’s precisely what he did, yet still continued to thrust into me slowly and deeply. He could kiss and fuck at the same time? Not even his father did that, I shuddered with delight and realized that I was just about to come as the explosion washed over me without any warning. “Oh baby, I’m coming!” I said, gasping as our mouths separated just long enough to tell him.

Not only did I cum long and hard, once it felt like my first orgasm was about to end, it was like a reset button was toggled and the waves of orgasmic delight washed over me again and again. I couldn’t talk. For both a lifetime and a fleeting instant, my son brought me one orgasm after and other served up with first class style all courtesy of his magnificent cock.

“Oh mom, I’m…I’m gonna cum!”

“Oh cum for me baby! Cum inside me!”

I should have been worried about the risk of getting pregnant, but in the lust of the moment, all I wanted was to feel him come in me.With just a few more thrusts, now at a faster and more varied pace, he cried out, “I’m coming!!!”

“Me too,” I gasped as yet another orgasm welled up and exploded inside me, well, two simultaneously actually, as I cherished the thought of my son’s cock spewing his seed deep inside my dangerously fertile womb. I held him close as he half-thrusted, half-vibrated against me as we both squeezed every last ounce of orgasm out of each other and my pussy milked every last drop of cum out of his cock.

Once he could catch his breath he said, “Oh mom, that was absolutely amazing!”

My eyes looked into his adoringly and I could feel them start to well up with tears again as I said honestly, “that was the best sex I’ve ever had!”

10) You will eat pizza naked at 2:00 a.m.
After all the incestuous moms and sons have had their fun, they typically want to keep the party going, so they migrate over to the Nude Pool for the post-party, while drunk onlookers munch on hot pizza from the late-night grill menu.

11) You will have a very good time.
The bottom line is, Jocasta Resorts is a place for young men and their loving moms who love fun and love to take risks. Even if you don’t partake in incest, as we tried not to but eventually gave in, you’ll still find yourself meeting some open-minded and accepting people. . So I’m no stranger to being naked with other strangers. That said, if your son has never been naked with him mom before, you’ll definitely want to try it out at a place like Jocasta Resorts because, frankly, you’ll be the only ones not naked. And that will feel weird to you. If you’re not there for sex, no one cares. They just want you to let loose, whatever that means for you.