Eng All These Small Moments (2018)

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Subtitles by explosiveskull

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Oh. Oh, now... now I need to
brush up on my time-management skills.

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- You have a problem!
- Thank you for that. A problem?

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- Yeah, you're a hoarder!
- A problem? I don't think being a hoarder is the problem.

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Yeah, like, look at this.
Okay? A taxi receipt from 2010.

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You never know
when you might need it.

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I can tell you this right now:
You will not need this.

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This is my paperwork. Please put it down.
We'll deal with this later.

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And "my paperwork." Like a
taxi receipt is now paperwork?

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Oh, so calling it paperwork
is a problem for you now?

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Can you please stop saying
the word paperwork? God!

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God-fucking-dammit!

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I just had this shirt
dry-cleaned.

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I'm sorry, man.

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Um, I'm sorry, honey, you...
you had your shirt dry-cleaned?

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Yeah. Yeah, dry-cleaned.
I took it to whatever that place

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is called that you always go to
and asked them to dry-clean it.

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If you'll excuse me...

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I got a lot riding on this.

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Simon, give me your shirt.

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- What?
- Your shirt. Let's go.

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No.

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Come on.

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Get off of me!

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Jesus Christ!
What's gotten into you, man?

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Help me, dude, come on.

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Okay, okay, lay off. Jesus.

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I'm not gonna even ask, man.

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Come on. Let's go. Come on.
Come on, come on.

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Do I look okay?

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- What?
- Yo, chill! Come on.

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Hey, don't worry, man. I didn't
tell her anything about the crabs.

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- Sit down and shut up.
- Alright. - Back off, little dude.

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This is a
conversation between men.

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Glad you could take it there.

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Do you need a hand with that?

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- What?
- You're so lame.

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Alright, kids, let's bring it in!

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Hey, are... are you okay?
Do you need some help?

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Uh, yeah, yeah, I'm fine.

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Um, you're Howie, right?
Simon's brother?

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Hmm. Yeah.
Don't hold it against me.

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Uh, Simon and I
are in French class together.

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Yeah, he's sort of a buffoon.

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No, he's not.

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You know, you guys
kind of have the same eyes.

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Both deep-set.

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Bless you.

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Thanks.

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Uh, I-I'm Lindsay.

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By the way.

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What are you in for?

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Asthma.

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Broken arm.

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Yeah, I can see.

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No, no, wait. Go back.

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- To what?
- The spelling bee.

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Do you guys know
that girl Lindsay?

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Simon, I think
she's in your French class?

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- So?
- So is she?

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Maybe.

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It's not a tough question.
She is or she isn't.

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Does she have, like, dark hair?
A birthmark right here?

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- Yeah, I think so.
- Fucking Tigo.

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Yeah, Tigo was her nickname,
right?

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Bruce Stagno fucked her when
she was a freshman or something

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and said she had this, like,
flesh-eating disease all over her body.

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- Impetigo.
- That's the most moronic thing I've ever heard.

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Well,
that's what Bruce Stagno said,

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and apparently it's really contagious,
so just keep your distance, bro.

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Fuck me. Look at her.

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She knows exactly what she's doing.
She's teasing us, man.

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<i>Occasion.</i>

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<i>Occasion.</i>

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<i>O-C-C-A...</i>

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<i>S-I-O-N.</i>

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Hey.

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- Hello?
- <i>Hi. Uh...</i>

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<i>can you tell the boys
that I don't think</i>

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<i>I'm gonna make it in time for dinner again?
I just... I got a little...</i>

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- Was that Dad?
- It's a wrong number.

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Okay.

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- Sorry.
- Thank you.

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Scoot over.

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I just need you to fuckin' move!

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<i>Come on,
I want to show you something.</i>

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Look.

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What?

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Dad slept on the couch again
last night.

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I just thought
you'd want to know.

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You know, we could've met
in a coffee shop.

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I can think clearer here.

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And what is it that you need
to think so clearly about?

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About our current
sleeping arrangements?

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I've never slept better.

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Yeah, well, the thing is, I
can't look to the right anymore.

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- You're not missing anything.
- C'mon, I'm serious.

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So am I.

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I really don't know
what to tell you.

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I was walking to work the other
day and I saw this couple.

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They couldn't have been
more than 25.

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And they were going at it.

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Hands everywhere,
tongues everywhere...

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That frenetic... energetic love?

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And I saw us in them.

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The good part of us.

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You know, I'm really not
prepared to talk about this

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in a barber shop
if I'm being honest.

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Bye.

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Simon!

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How many times do I have
to tell you to stop doing that?

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So you excited
to get your cast off?

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I guess.

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You want to go out and get
some ice cream after?

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What am I, like, seven?

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No. It's just that's what
we always did.

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You know,
we went to the doctor,

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and then we went
to go get ice cream after.

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Well, I don't need ice cream,
okay?

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Relationships are complicated.

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Okay?

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Look, I know that your brother
thinks it's something that I did.

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It's not, you know?

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Hello?

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Okay, Mom. I'd like to just focus on
my arm for right now, if that's okay?

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- Howie Sheffield!
- Dr. Rogers. Good to see you.

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- Ready to get this thing off?
- Yep.

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- It was sort of a chick magnet, though, wasn't it?
- Uh, I guess.

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I can keep it on if you like.

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Mm, no, that's okay,
Dr. Rogers.

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- Way to go. Yes.
- Thanks.

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I'm so proud of you!

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Everything okay?

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- Oh, he was a real champ. Yeah.
- That's my boy. - Feels great.

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Yeah, the kid tells me that you may
have some availability in your schedule.

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That's my direct line.

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Thanks, Dr. Rogers.

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- Here, I got it.
- Kevin?

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- Thanks.
- How you doing?

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- Good.
- Good.

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- Availability? What the fuck?
- I dunno.

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I'm sorry I said that.

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Come on!

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Hey, that means you too, guys.
Come on, bring it in.

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Alright. Now.

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Hey, where's your cast?

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I... got it off.

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So what are you still doing
here?

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- What do you mean?
- I mean how are you still excused from gym?

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Uh, well, uh, they don't know
that I got it off, so...

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You don't think
they'll maybe find out?

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- Are you gonna tell them?
- Um, no.

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Well, I think we're good, then.

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What's with you anyway?

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What's with me? Nothing.

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I'm not trying to pry
or anything.

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- I'm fine.
- Fine.

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Fine.

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- You know, you don't...
- I'm fine.

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Sometimes I feel like
I've been eaten by a shark.

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Swallowed whole.

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But I'm not dead,
I'm just, like...

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living in the shark,

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in its belly.

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And even though they keep
trying, no one will ever find me.

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If you want, I... could
bring you a sandwich tomorrow.

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I don't mind.

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Uh, yeah, okay. Sure.

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How old do you think she is?

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I dunno. Probably, like, 80.

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No, no,
the woman from the bus.

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You guys should see him
in the morning.

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He spends hours
in front of the mirror.

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No, she... she's just, like,
such a woman, you know?

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You can just tell she does,
like, womanly things,

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like... gets manicures
and eats petit fours.

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You ever heard about that kid that
got caught fucking a cantaloupe?

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That's bullshit.

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Oh, come on, like you
haven't thought about it.

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Come on.

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- I'm good.
- We're here, though.

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Suit yourself.

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- Hey.
- I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry.

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Um, one.

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- Thank you, sir.
- Thank you.

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Yeah?

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Sorry, Ma. I know that's no way
to answer the phone.

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No, I missed the bus.

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Uh-huh.

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Yes, I know that's
no reason to not go at all.

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Look, I'm sorry, okay?
I was just...

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I've got a lot of stuff
on my mind right now.

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Yes, yes, okay, I'll make sure not
getting expelled is one of them! Yes!

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Fuuuuuck...!!!

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Ah, fuck.

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What the fuck are you doing?

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Um... flying a kite?

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Why?

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Not sure.

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- It doesn't seem like you're very good at it.
- Nope.

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No, it doesn't.

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Dad's definitely cheating
on Mom.

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How do you know?

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I saw him
with Felicity Kavanagh.

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Jesus.

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<i>It wasn't always this way. There were good times.</i>

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Great ones, even.

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Times when just the thought
of her would make me smile.

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I'd be on the subway and...

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I would feel myself just...

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grinning this stupid grin
and I'd think...

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This is love, this is love.
This is... this is it.

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A stupid smile
when you're alone.

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And then somehow, over time,
I stopped smiling.

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I'd try to.

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I'd try to get back
to that place.

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And I realized you better hold onto
those times when you're smiling,

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because when you stop,
that's when it starts.

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Fuck.

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- What you looking at?
- Nothing.

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Talking points?
Marina Abramovic?

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Are you trying to win this woman
over with Marina Abromovic?

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Yeah, do you even know
who she is?

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Well, you're not the only one
who can read a subway poster.

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You'd be better off discussing
the health benefits of Trimino.

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Come on.

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I threw up before I grew up,

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and always wondered
why I was stood up.

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In the kitchen just wishing he
would pick me up, raise me up,

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my makeup fading, degrading,
turning into hating.

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If I cry, I'll just die.

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So I suck it up
as my stomach knots up,

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and I hold my breath

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till this bullshit rests.

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<i>Knees up,
lower down. Knees up.</i>

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<i>Good.</i>

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<i>Lift.</i>

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<i>Not only is this exercise
good for your glutes,</i>

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<i>it's also really good
for your shoulders,</i>

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<i>strength and stability.</i>

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<i>Two more.</i>

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<i>Lower down. Knees up.
Lower down. Knees up. Good.</i>

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Ah, c'mon,
you know who I'm talking about.

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Sweetie, I'm gonna have
to ask you to sit down.

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The beautiful one
who always sits over there?

247
00:29:39,972 --> 00:29:42,540
Honey, I'm gonna have to insist.
This thing stops short?

248
00:29:42,542 --> 00:29:45,143
You got a date
with the windshield.

249
00:30:09,603 --> 00:30:11,505
Howie, is that you?

250
00:30:19,380 --> 00:30:22,514
Hey, I'm thinking about going
back to the store part-time.

251
00:30:22,516 --> 00:30:24,218
Hattie called me today.

252
00:30:33,260 --> 00:30:37,096
"Wow, that's so great, Mom.
I'm so happy for you.

253
00:30:37,098 --> 00:30:40,435
Seriously,
I know how much you missed it."

254
00:31:14,903 --> 00:31:17,338
Hey, dude, remember that movie
we saw with Joaquin Phoenix

255
00:31:17,340 --> 00:31:19,807
and, like, the shit being
smeared all over the walls?

256
00:31:19,809 --> 00:31:22,108
What the hell are you talking about?

257
00:31:22,110 --> 00:31:24,978
Y'know, like, that beautiful
young girl with the rosy cheeks

258
00:31:24,980 --> 00:31:27,014
gets kidnapped and sodomized
by Michael Caine.

259
00:31:27,016 --> 00:31:28,516
What, Quills?
No, she wasn't sodomized.

260
00:31:28,518 --> 00:31:30,284
There was definitely
some rape going on.

261
00:31:30,286 --> 00:31:31,919
Remember she used
to take Marquis's books

262
00:31:31,921 --> 00:31:33,789
and glue the pages
into another book

263
00:31:33,791 --> 00:31:35,990
so Michael Caine
wouldn't find out?

264
00:31:35,992 --> 00:31:39,661
And then she'd read them in bed
with the dude she was in love with.

265
00:31:39,663 --> 00:31:40,831
So?

266
00:31:43,667 --> 00:31:45,168
So nothing.

267
00:31:47,671 --> 00:31:49,939
I gotta find her.

268
00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:53,341
Who?

269
00:31:53,343 --> 00:31:55,044
The woman from the bus.

270
00:32:00,684 --> 00:32:02,951
Hey, wait.
That's my toothbrush, dude.

271
00:32:02,953 --> 00:32:05,487
Ah, shit. Sorry, dude.

272
00:32:18,870 --> 00:32:21,370
I'm starving.
Can you ask someone for bread?

273
00:32:21,372 --> 00:32:23,506
Who?

274
00:32:23,508 --> 00:32:26,076
I don't know,
someone who has access to it?

275
00:32:27,879 --> 00:32:31,714
Excuse me. Sir? Hi.
Could we please get some bread?

276
00:32:31,716 --> 00:32:33,218
Thank you.

277
00:32:35,987 --> 00:32:37,720
I was handling it.

278
00:32:37,722 --> 00:32:40,225
It's just bread. It's fine.

279
00:32:42,728 --> 00:32:44,862
You say it's bread,
but it's not bread.

280
00:32:44,864 --> 00:32:46,864
Can't it just be bread?

281
00:32:46,866 --> 00:32:50,101
Just this once,
could it just be bread?

282
00:32:54,673 --> 00:32:56,406
That's not...

283
00:32:56,408 --> 00:32:58,911
I knew this would happen.

284
00:33:01,012 --> 00:33:02,548
I wasn't...

285
00:33:10,924 --> 00:33:12,558
I hate this place.

286
00:33:29,809 --> 00:33:31,943
- What did you really expect tonight?
- I know.

287
00:33:31,945 --> 00:33:35,146
- That we'd just go out to dinner and...
- No, I mean, I...

288
00:33:35,148 --> 00:33:38,585
I didn't necessarily think
things would just be wrapped up.

289
00:34:04,745 --> 00:34:06,745
What's going on?

290
00:34:06,747 --> 00:34:08,647
We're fixing the engine
on the car.

291
00:34:08,649 --> 00:34:10,649
What does it look like?

292
00:34:10,651 --> 00:34:13,752
They say that when you're
going through a rough time,

293
00:34:13,754 --> 00:34:16,257
you should busy yourself
with a new project.

294
00:34:19,193 --> 00:34:21,027
So where is Dad?

295
00:34:21,029 --> 00:34:22,798
I don't know.

296
00:34:23,531 --> 00:34:25,665
Is he coming home?

297
00:34:25,667 --> 00:34:27,435
I don't know.

298
00:34:30,839 --> 00:34:32,206
So that's it?

299
00:34:33,775 --> 00:34:35,010
Maybe.

300
00:34:37,946 --> 00:34:39,679
Uh, can I help you, or...

301
00:34:39,681 --> 00:34:42,851
Yes, dear. You can knit me
a fucking sweater.

302
00:35:16,486 --> 00:35:18,386
Here! Take a good look!

303
00:35:18,388 --> 00:35:20,187
What are you doing?!

304
00:35:20,189 --> 00:35:22,690
I know what you've been looking for.
I'm not stupid.

305
00:35:22,692 --> 00:35:24,225
Please!

306
00:35:24,227 --> 00:35:26,727
Bruce Stagno
is a fucking liar, okay?

307
00:35:26,729 --> 00:35:28,329
Okay.

308
00:35:28,331 --> 00:35:30,000
Okay.

309
00:35:44,581 --> 00:35:46,848
Alright, man,
let's just get our card and go.

310
00:35:46,850 --> 00:35:50,085
We can't just do that, alright?
We gotta get her a cake, too.

311
00:35:50,087 --> 00:35:52,090
- Cake? Really?
- Yeah.

312
00:35:53,924 --> 00:35:55,626
Okay.

313
00:35:56,860 --> 00:35:59,097
If there is a hell,
this is it.

314
00:36:03,434 --> 00:36:06,969
- "Mother, you've been there since the beginning and...
- No, no.

315
00:36:06,971 --> 00:36:09,539
I didn't even finish.

316
00:36:15,613 --> 00:36:17,115
Uh...

317
00:36:18,950 --> 00:36:20,450
Hey, how about this one?

318
00:36:20,452 --> 00:36:22,620
Whatever, just grab one.

319
00:36:23,555 --> 00:36:25,423
Oh, my God, it's her.

320
00:36:27,126 --> 00:36:28,560
Who?

321
00:36:30,762 --> 00:36:32,230
What do I do?

322
00:36:33,331 --> 00:36:35,467
Just go up to her, dude.

323
00:36:39,337 --> 00:36:41,572
Huh?

324
00:36:41,574 --> 00:36:44,340
Okay, look,
just get my back, okay?

325
00:36:44,342 --> 00:36:45,911
Okay, man.

326
00:36:52,585 --> 00:36:53,919
Shit.

327
00:36:55,354 --> 00:36:58,355
Oh. Uh, sorry.
No, it wasn't you.

328
00:36:58,357 --> 00:37:00,992
It was, um...
Great choice. Really.

329
00:37:00,994 --> 00:37:02,795
Dude, come on, let's go.

330
00:37:06,799 --> 00:37:08,833
<i>There's this kind of bird.
Um...</i>

331
00:37:08,835 --> 00:37:10,601
it's called a grebe.

332
00:37:10,603 --> 00:37:14,172
And, um,
specifically a Western grebe.

333
00:37:14,174 --> 00:37:16,808
And, uh, there's this...

334
00:37:16,810 --> 00:37:19,010
this mating ritual they have,

335
00:37:19,012 --> 00:37:23,515
where they... they kind
of sprint across the water,

336
00:37:23,517 --> 00:37:26,951
together, um, in groups of two.

337
00:37:26,953 --> 00:37:31,689
And, um...
their ability to stay together

338
00:37:31,691 --> 00:37:34,026
while they're going
across the water

339
00:37:34,028 --> 00:37:38,032
is actually what determines
the future of the relationship.

340
00:37:39,033 --> 00:37:41,533
It's like if one of the partners
can't keep stride,

341
00:37:41,535 --> 00:37:43,838
then they don't make the cut.

342
00:37:49,710 --> 00:37:54,215
I think there was a time...
when Tom and I were in sync.

343
00:37:55,216 --> 00:37:57,416
You know, when we were...

344
00:37:57,418 --> 00:38:00,653
running in the same direction...

345
00:38:00,655 --> 00:38:02,323
at the same time.

346
00:38:03,658 --> 00:38:05,059
But...

347
00:38:06,427 --> 00:38:09,864
...I don't really remember now.

348
00:38:15,237 --> 00:38:19,239
Sometimes I think
that if we were... grebes,

349
00:38:19,241 --> 00:38:20,876
then...

350
00:38:22,443 --> 00:38:25,881
...there's no way in a million
years we would've have partnered up.

351
00:39:31,949 --> 00:39:34,316
Simon, why are you looking at me
like that?

352
00:39:34,318 --> 00:39:36,352
- I wasn't looking at you.
- Yes, you were.

353
00:39:36,354 --> 00:39:38,954
You were very much looking at me
in a way.

354
00:39:38,956 --> 00:39:41,326
Okay, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to be.

355
00:39:47,332 --> 00:39:49,265
- See, that's what we need.
- Hmm.

356
00:39:49,267 --> 00:39:50,766
- What?
- More pictures.

357
00:39:50,768 --> 00:39:53,338
We don't have any pictures
of us as a family.

358
00:39:54,172 --> 00:39:56,873
Excuse me. Excuse me, miss?

359
00:39:56,875 --> 00:40:00,643
Hi. Would you mind
taking a picture of us?

360
00:40:00,645 --> 00:40:02,612
- No, Mom, come on. That's insane.
- It's fine.

361
00:40:02,614 --> 00:40:04,280
Do you mind?
You just press that...

362
00:40:04,282 --> 00:40:05,982
Dude,
it's the girl from the bus.

363
00:40:05,984 --> 00:40:08,351
Okay, come on, come on.
Get over here.

364
00:40:08,353 --> 00:40:10,354
- Okay. - Okay.
- Make it good, boys.

365
00:40:10,356 --> 00:40:13,056
Yeah, Mom,
let's not do too many, though,

366
00:40:13,058 --> 00:40:16,025
because people don't like it
when you interrupt their day.

367
00:40:16,027 --> 00:40:17,560
- It's fine. She's fine.
- Ahem.

368
00:40:17,562 --> 00:40:20,366
Look up. Okay.

369
00:40:23,069 --> 00:40:27,505
One thing. I just want to... like,
just straighten that out a little bit.

370
00:40:29,141 --> 00:40:31,811
- Thank you. - Yeah.
- Look in the camera, Simon.

371
00:40:34,914 --> 00:40:37,881
- Is that good?
- Yeah, I think we got it. I think.

372
00:40:37,883 --> 00:40:39,316
- Thank you.
- Yeah.

373
00:40:39,318 --> 00:40:42,221
Okay, let's see what we got.

374
00:40:43,222 --> 00:40:44,888
Oh, that's good.

375
00:40:44,890 --> 00:40:46,590
Ugh, I look terrible.

376
00:40:46,592 --> 00:40:50,096
You look nice, Simon. What's that?
Oh, you took a video.

377
00:40:51,331 --> 00:40:53,733
Oh, look at that.
We look so good.

378
00:40:54,734 --> 00:40:56,902
That's cute.
Look how cute we are.

379
00:40:59,039 --> 00:41:01,274
Oh. Okay.

380
00:41:03,443 --> 00:41:06,911
- Thank you.
- Sure. No problem. It was my pleasure.

381
00:41:06,913 --> 00:41:08,615
Nice to see you again.

382
00:41:09,616 --> 00:41:13,718
- You two know each other?
- No. I-I... We don't. We don't know each other.

383
00:41:13,720 --> 00:41:16,422
We took... we take
the bus together sometimes.

384
00:41:16,424 --> 00:41:18,857
- Oh. Oh, that's nice.
- Yeah.

385
00:41:18,859 --> 00:41:20,525
- Well, I'm Carla.
- Hi.

386
00:41:20,527 --> 00:41:23,028
And, uh, this is Simon
and Howie.

387
00:41:23,030 --> 00:41:25,732
But I guess
you already know that.

388
00:41:26,867 --> 00:41:28,968
I'm Odessa.

389
00:41:28,970 --> 00:41:30,938
Odessa.

390
00:41:32,539 --> 00:41:34,440
- Sorry?
- No, uh, beautiful?

391
00:41:34,442 --> 00:41:36,275
I just said your name
was beautiful.

392
00:41:36,277 --> 00:41:39,078
- Eh, it's alright.
- Well, thanks, Odessa,

393
00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:41,783
for the pictures. And videos.

394
00:41:43,618 --> 00:41:45,918
See you around sometime.

395
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:47,489
Where?

396
00:41:48,457 --> 00:41:50,091
The bus.

397
00:41:52,261 --> 00:41:54,660
I work at the, uh,
farmer's market.

398
00:41:54,662 --> 00:41:56,796
I sell vegetables there.

399
00:41:56,798 --> 00:42:01,170
It's the stand right next to the
one that sells all that wool?

400
00:42:02,471 --> 00:42:04,306
I-I love wool.

401
00:42:19,922 --> 00:42:22,689
<i>She'd never know.
Like the snow,</i>

402
00:42:22,691 --> 00:42:25,794
she left him cold, frozen...

403
00:42:39,608 --> 00:42:43,277
She'd never know.
Like the snow,

404
00:42:43,279 --> 00:42:45,780
she left him cold, frozen...

405
00:42:45,782 --> 00:42:48,017
Speak up!

406
00:42:54,558 --> 00:42:56,624
She'd never know.

407
00:42:56,626 --> 00:43:00,728
Like the snow,
she left him cold, frozen,

408
00:43:00,730 --> 00:43:02,964
unable to speak, weep.

409
00:43:02,966 --> 00:43:05,032
No sleep for weeks.

410
00:43:05,034 --> 00:43:07,735
She was his... for a time.

411
00:43:07,737 --> 00:43:09,538
Naked. Sublime.

412
00:43:09,540 --> 00:43:12,543
His eyes breathing her in...
like sin.

413
00:43:13,477 --> 00:43:14,979
Unravelling.

414
00:43:17,748 --> 00:43:20,417
Uh, that's... all I got so far.

415
00:43:23,187 --> 00:43:25,555
Uh... anyone?

416
00:43:25,557 --> 00:43:27,389
Um, I dunno.

417
00:43:27,391 --> 00:43:29,258
"His eyes breathing her in"?

418
00:43:29,260 --> 00:43:31,059
Mm, you're right.

419
00:43:31,061 --> 00:43:34,763
I mean, I was into it. I was.
But that sorta stuck out to me.

420
00:43:34,765 --> 00:43:38,268
It felt a little false. I mean,
just to the rest of the stuff.

421
00:43:38,270 --> 00:43:41,104
Because I really liked
the rest of the stuff.

422
00:43:41,106 --> 00:43:43,774
- Does it have a title?
- Uh...

423
00:43:45,577 --> 00:43:48,013
An Ode to Odessa.

424
00:43:51,416 --> 00:43:52,584
Yeah.

425
00:44:00,225 --> 00:44:02,091
Howie?

426
00:44:02,093 --> 00:44:03,693
Oh, hey.

427
00:44:03,695 --> 00:44:06,031
Hey, come sit with us.
This is Eduardo.

428
00:44:07,799 --> 00:44:09,732
Uh, hey, what's up, Eddy?

429
00:44:09,734 --> 00:44:11,968
- It's Eduardo.
- C'mon.

430
00:44:11,970 --> 00:44:14,238
Uh... no, no, that's okay.
Really.

431
00:44:14,240 --> 00:44:17,241
I'm... not feeling
that side of the room.

432
00:44:17,243 --> 00:44:19,612
But it was really good
to see you.

433
00:44:24,951 --> 00:44:27,952
Hey, so, uh, Eduardo,

434
00:44:27,954 --> 00:44:31,088
what happened there?
Skiing accident?

435
00:44:31,090 --> 00:44:33,125
At least I have an injury,
bro.

436
00:44:36,262 --> 00:44:37,730
Howie, wait.

437
00:44:41,968 --> 00:44:45,439
Hey, um, I'm sorry about him.

438
00:44:46,573 --> 00:44:48,976
And I'm also really sorry
about the other day.

439
00:44:51,278 --> 00:44:55,113
That idiot gave me that nickname
and it took a while to shake.

440
00:44:55,115 --> 00:44:58,750
- No, you don't have to.
- Kinda like when you're fat...

441
00:44:58,752 --> 00:45:00,085
Even if you lose
all this weight,

442
00:45:00,087 --> 00:45:02,122
you still kinda think
you're fat?

443
00:45:03,757 --> 00:45:07,995
I sometimes feel like that's all
people see when they look at me.

444
00:45:09,763 --> 00:45:13,100
It's fine. You don't have
to explain anything to me.

445
00:45:14,101 --> 00:45:17,104
Uh, I... just thought
I owed you something.

446
00:45:18,038 --> 00:45:21,109
No, uh, really, you don't.

447
00:45:37,892 --> 00:45:39,360
Howie.

448
00:45:40,696 --> 00:45:43,532
- Hey.
- Come sit.

449
00:45:46,502 --> 00:45:48,537
- Fancy seeing you here.
- Yeah.

450
00:45:52,708 --> 00:45:54,675
Oh, sorry. Your locket.

451
00:45:54,677 --> 00:45:57,810
Uh, I noticed it before.
It's beautiful.

452
00:45:57,812 --> 00:46:01,581
Thanks. It was, uh,
it was my grandmother's.

453
00:46:01,583 --> 00:46:03,583
I nearly didn't get it,
actually.

454
00:46:03,585 --> 00:46:07,821
Um, my uncle was reading her will
off a Post-It note and, uh...

455
00:46:07,823 --> 00:46:12,660
it was bequeathed to me? I don't what
the word is, but... Is it "bequeathed"?

456
00:46:12,662 --> 00:46:15,195
Uh, well, if your grandmother
was Queen Elizabeth.

457
00:46:15,197 --> 00:46:17,732
Right. Well, the point is,

458
00:46:17,734 --> 00:46:20,867
- I... I nearly didn't get it.
- Oh.

459
00:46:20,869 --> 00:46:23,837
- So...
- My grandmother once gave me a needlepoint pillow.

460
00:46:23,839 --> 00:46:27,175
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah, that said "I never finish anyth..."

461
00:46:27,177 --> 00:46:30,378
- Any what?
- No, that's the joke. Right?

462
00:46:30,380 --> 00:46:31,746
"Anyth..."

463
00:46:31,748 --> 00:46:33,548
No, like "anything"
isn't finished,

464
00:46:33,550 --> 00:46:35,083
'cause she never finishes
anything?

465
00:46:35,085 --> 00:46:37,585
Right, right, right.
Okay, yes, yes, I get it.

466
00:46:37,587 --> 00:46:39,620
I just like
hearing you talk about it.

467
00:46:39,622 --> 00:46:42,056
No, no, it's great stuff. It really is.
It's classic pillow.

468
00:46:42,058 --> 00:46:44,859
I like hearing you explain the
most obvious joke in the world.

469
00:46:44,861 --> 00:46:46,861
Sounds like a funny grandma.

470
00:46:46,863 --> 00:46:49,197
Yeah, she's a...
she's a firecracker.

471
00:46:49,199 --> 00:46:51,702
Mm.

472
00:46:52,770 --> 00:46:54,204
Um...

473
00:46:55,606 --> 00:46:57,406
Oh, this is my stop!

474
00:46:57,408 --> 00:47:01,212
- Oh.
- Okay, um... it was nice to see you, Howie.

475
00:47:31,410 --> 00:47:34,246
- Ah!
- Fuck.

476
00:47:36,248 --> 00:47:39,282
- Is your mother home?
- No, she went to Whole Foods.

477
00:47:39,284 --> 00:47:42,020
I came to pick up
some of my stuff.

478
00:47:43,823 --> 00:47:45,825
- That's never good.
- Yeah.

479
00:47:49,161 --> 00:47:51,831
You know,
you kinda look like crap, Dad.

480
00:47:52,832 --> 00:47:54,998
Well...

481
00:47:55,000 --> 00:47:57,835
I'm sorry that I don't meet your
high standards of appearance, son.

482
00:47:57,837 --> 00:47:59,839
Sorry.

483
00:48:02,941 --> 00:48:06,544
I've been a good dad, right?
I went to T-ball games and...

484
00:48:06,546 --> 00:48:08,779
I went to school plays, right?

485
00:48:08,781 --> 00:48:13,553
I mean, I don't think we were in
any school plays, but... I guess so.

486
00:48:17,190 --> 00:48:18,859
I love you, kids.

487
00:48:20,293 --> 00:48:22,295
And I love your mother.

488
00:48:30,069 --> 00:48:32,871
- Oh, hello.
- Let me... let me help you with those.

489
00:48:32,873 --> 00:48:35,707
It's okay. No, I got it.

490
00:48:35,709 --> 00:48:38,812
Jesus. They're just groceries!
C'mon.

491
00:48:46,720 --> 00:48:49,254
Uh, we were gonna go
to Reggie's.

492
00:48:49,256 --> 00:48:51,824
You know, if you wanted to come.

493
00:48:51,826 --> 00:48:53,695
- Oh, it's okay, honey...
- Okay.

494
00:48:55,028 --> 00:48:57,095
I love Reggie's.

495
00:48:57,097 --> 00:48:58,900
Just picking up some stuff.

496
00:49:06,006 --> 00:49:08,073
- You didn't even touch them.
- Look at me.

497
00:49:08,075 --> 00:49:11,009
Do I look like someone who'd be
interested in lifting weights?

498
00:49:11,011 --> 00:49:13,679
- Well, I just thought...
- There's nothing wrong with some tone.

499
00:49:13,681 --> 00:49:17,350
And, well, we think it could help
with your focus and your self-esteem.

500
00:49:17,352 --> 00:49:20,088
- We?
- So you guys are, like, a team now?

501
00:49:22,690 --> 00:49:24,925
Well, fine.
Just give them to Simon.

502
00:49:24,927 --> 00:49:27,728
- Maybe he wants them.
- I don't want 'em.

503
00:49:27,730 --> 00:49:30,463
It wouldn't hurt, you know,
for either of you to buff up.

504
00:49:30,465 --> 00:49:32,566
Eh, it could, actually,
if done incorrectly.

505
00:49:32,568 --> 00:49:35,569
Yeah, since when was being buff
valued in this family anyway?

506
00:49:35,571 --> 00:49:38,206
And I use the term "family"
really loosely.

507
00:49:44,446 --> 00:49:46,213
Boys...

508
00:49:46,215 --> 00:49:48,448
I knew it! You're fucking
Felicity Kavanagh!

509
00:49:48,450 --> 00:49:50,985
- Simon Sheffield!
- What are you talking about?

510
00:49:50,987 --> 00:49:55,088
Felicity Kavanagh. I saw you. Sitting
on the same side of the table.

511
00:49:55,090 --> 00:49:57,624
- Let me explain.
- Okay, boys, boys, that's enough.

512
00:49:57,626 --> 00:49:59,761
Ahem.

513
00:49:59,763 --> 00:50:02,897
Your father and I obviously have
some issues that we need to sort out,

514
00:50:02,899 --> 00:50:05,635
and we are taking
the necessary steps...

515
00:50:07,504 --> 00:50:10,072
Screw it.
He's fucking Felicity Kavanagh.

516
00:51:45,203 --> 00:51:47,004
- Hey.
- Hi.

517
00:51:47,006 --> 00:51:48,041
Hey.

518
00:51:50,743 --> 00:51:52,076
You know,
this is a fucking scam.

519
00:51:52,078 --> 00:51:53,544
You think it's gonna be
all cheap and shit

520
00:51:53,546 --> 00:51:55,846
'cause it costs
57 cents a pound,

521
00:51:55,848 --> 00:51:59,216
but what they don't tell you is that
peanut-butter cups are heavy as shit,

522
00:51:59,218 --> 00:52:03,055
so your fucking yogurt ends up
costing, like, $15.

523
00:52:03,057 --> 00:52:05,589
Has anyone ever told you
that you're a moron?

524
00:52:05,591 --> 00:52:08,894
- Has anyone ever told you you should blow me?
- Oh!

525
00:52:08,896 --> 00:52:10,528
In your fuckin' dreams, man!

526
00:52:10,530 --> 00:52:12,099
Look who it is.

527
00:52:13,299 --> 00:52:15,366
- Howie!!
- Shut up! Seriously.

528
00:52:15,368 --> 00:52:17,969
Yeah, what is with you?

529
00:52:17,971 --> 00:52:20,974
She's pissed 'cause Howie's
obsessed with some 30-year-old.

530
00:52:22,042 --> 00:52:23,775
Wait, what?

531
00:52:23,777 --> 00:52:25,310
Idiot.

532
00:52:25,312 --> 00:52:27,614
Nothing. Some woman.

533
00:52:28,649 --> 00:52:31,452
This is gross.
I'm... I'm outta here.

534
00:52:34,488 --> 00:52:36,555
Idiots.

535
00:52:36,557 --> 00:52:38,223
The both of you.

536
00:52:38,225 --> 00:52:39,727
- Yeah.
- What?

537
00:52:40,761 --> 00:52:42,964
What did we do?

538
00:52:51,673 --> 00:52:54,339
It hadn't all gone away.

539
00:52:54,341 --> 00:52:56,778
The beautiful nothingness
had stayed.

540
00:53:01,449 --> 00:53:03,516
And the weight of it
made him choke

541
00:53:03,518 --> 00:53:06,155
as her eyes continued
to make their way through him.

542
00:54:01,578 --> 00:54:04,648
- How much for this? - Two dollars.
- Uh, they're not for sale.

543
00:54:21,665 --> 00:54:24,934
- I'll give you five bucks for these three.
- We told you.

544
00:54:24,936 --> 00:54:26,735
My mom's going through
something, guy.

545
00:54:26,737 --> 00:54:28,873
We're not really selling
anything right now.

546
00:54:45,590 --> 00:54:47,190
Go.

547
00:54:47,192 --> 00:54:49,094
- Oh, it's my turn?
- Yeah.

548
00:54:55,033 --> 00:54:58,036
Hearts.

549
00:55:02,774 --> 00:55:04,710
- Mom, that's you.
- Oh.

550
00:55:05,711 --> 00:55:07,378
Hearts...

551
00:55:47,354 --> 00:55:49,756
I think it's over here.
Come on.

552
00:55:53,327 --> 00:55:55,860
It's gonna be worth it.
It says here:

553
00:55:55,862 --> 00:55:59,298
"Cubes of silky tofu
become a steadfast calm

554
00:55:59,300 --> 00:56:02,669
in an otherwise wild mix
of garlic."

555
00:56:03,771 --> 00:56:06,038
Sounds like you and Mom.

556
00:56:06,040 --> 00:56:09,343
Wait. Am I the, uh, the tofu,
or the garlic?

557
00:56:11,178 --> 00:56:13,111
Scoot yourself through there.

558
00:56:13,113 --> 00:56:14,813
What? Why?

559
00:56:14,815 --> 00:56:18,617
Because...
I think it's the right way.

560
00:56:18,619 --> 00:56:22,189
So you think the way to this fancy
restaurant is through this fucking fence?

561
00:56:25,059 --> 00:56:26,560
Really?

562
00:56:31,199 --> 00:56:33,001
I'm really trying here.

563
00:56:34,802 --> 00:56:36,338
Okay?

564
00:56:41,009 --> 00:56:42,811
You should know that.

565
00:56:46,581 --> 00:56:48,881
C'mon.

566
00:56:48,883 --> 00:56:51,152
Yeah, whatever.

567
00:57:06,835 --> 00:57:08,670
I'm starving.

568
00:57:25,355 --> 00:57:27,621
Fuck you!!

569
00:57:27,623 --> 00:57:29,259
Fuck you!

570
00:57:33,430 --> 00:57:36,266
Uh... it is okay
if we just go home?

571
00:57:38,868 --> 00:57:42,439
I mean, Mom made a ton
of eggplant parm, so...

572
00:57:43,273 --> 00:57:44,808
...we can eat the leftovers.

573
00:57:46,642 --> 00:57:48,544
Yeah, it's my favourite.

574
00:58:20,244 --> 00:58:21,677
Hey, how was dinner?

575
00:58:21,679 --> 00:58:23,779
Uh, we hit some snags.

576
00:58:23,781 --> 00:58:27,484
Mom, you look really pretty
in this light.

577
00:58:27,486 --> 00:58:30,755
Ah, thank you, honey.
That's so sweet.

578
00:58:31,923 --> 00:58:34,792
Maybe it's the, uh,
incandescent lighting.

579
00:58:44,936 --> 00:58:48,006
- Oh, this looks great. Thanks.
- Sure.

580
00:58:51,609 --> 00:58:53,212
Hey, Simon.

581
00:58:55,647 --> 00:58:57,349
Uh, gimme a break.

582
00:59:01,153 --> 00:59:04,323
I just like a good bulb,
ya know?

583
00:59:05,324 --> 00:59:08,292
- Hmm.
- I think lighting as a whole

584
00:59:08,294 --> 00:59:10,863
should be taken
way more seriously.

585
00:59:14,534 --> 00:59:15,968
Mm.

586
00:59:50,004 --> 00:59:52,571
- Hey.
- Hey yourself.

587
00:59:52,573 --> 00:59:55,176
Hi.

588
00:59:58,212 --> 01:00:01,715
- Want to smell something nice?
- Yeah. Yeah!

589
01:00:03,217 --> 01:00:04,716
Wow. Yeah.

590
01:00:04,718 --> 01:00:07,587
- You know what that is?
- Uh... no. What is it?

591
01:00:07,589 --> 01:00:10,055
- It's basil.
- Alright.

592
01:00:10,057 --> 01:00:12,191
Yeah, it's my favourite.

593
01:00:12,193 --> 01:00:14,527
- Hmm.
- Hmm.

594
01:00:14,529 --> 01:00:16,362
I, uh, I got you something.

595
01:00:16,364 --> 01:00:17,630
Uh...

596
01:00:17,632 --> 01:00:19,967
it's Paul Newman.

597
01:00:20,901 --> 01:00:23,369
- Yeah.
- But he's not Paul Newman yet.

598
01:00:23,371 --> 01:00:24,803
- Mm-hmm.
- He's just Paul Newman.

599
01:00:24,805 --> 01:00:26,807
You know,
like another face in the crowd.

600
01:00:28,243 --> 01:00:30,977
- Thanks.
- Yeah, I find it hopeful. - Yeah.

601
01:00:30,979 --> 01:00:33,915
- Thank you. Thank you.
- Hmm.

602
01:00:37,452 --> 01:00:40,153
So... this is...
this is your stuff, huh?

603
01:00:40,155 --> 01:00:42,456
Yeah.

604
01:00:42,458 --> 01:00:44,324
- You grow all of it, huh?
- Mm-hmm. - Yeah.

605
01:00:44,326 --> 01:00:45,892
Yeah.

606
01:00:45,894 --> 01:00:47,430
Ahem.

607
01:00:50,666 --> 01:00:53,267
Actually, you know what?
I, uh...

608
01:00:53,269 --> 01:00:57,171
My mom's waiting for me
at, uh... the carwash.

609
01:00:57,173 --> 01:00:58,939
Okay. Yeah, no, go.

610
01:00:58,941 --> 01:01:02,912
- Alright, cool. Um, it's good to see you.
- To see you, too.

611
01:01:03,646 --> 01:01:06,847
See ya. Oh, you know what?
Let me, uh...

612
01:01:06,849 --> 01:01:09,083
give you something
from my garden.

613
01:01:09,085 --> 01:01:11,586
- Oh.
- That's for you.

614
01:01:11,588 --> 01:01:13,089
- Alright.
- Yeah.

615
01:01:16,593 --> 01:01:18,158
I mean...

616
01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:20,794
- Excellent.
- It is? Okay. Good.

617
01:01:20,796 --> 01:01:24,499
Well, I...
I prefer them cooked, myself.

618
01:01:24,501 --> 01:01:26,501
Eh.

619
01:01:26,503 --> 01:01:28,936
Maybe I'll cook the rest.

620
01:02:19,490 --> 01:02:22,024
You know,
I once saw a shoe up there,

621
01:02:22,026 --> 01:02:24,360
hanging like the ones
on the telephone wires.

622
01:02:24,362 --> 01:02:27,165
I could never really figure out
how it got up there, though.

623
01:02:29,735 --> 01:02:31,170
Hi.

624
01:02:33,572 --> 01:02:36,175
I never slept
with Bruce Stagno.

625
01:02:38,944 --> 01:02:42,581
Him and my brother...
they used to be friends.

626
01:02:44,850 --> 01:02:48,755
He'd always be hanging around my
house and he'd give me these looks.

627
01:02:51,090 --> 01:02:54,093
I guess I maybe liked
the attention, so...

628
01:02:54,960 --> 01:02:56,796
...I'd flirt back.

629
01:02:57,963 --> 01:03:00,263
It was harmless, though.

630
01:03:00,265 --> 01:03:02,402
It was totally harmless.

631
01:03:06,206 --> 01:03:08,106
I remember I'd...

632
01:03:08,108 --> 01:03:12,612
I'd used to make him cookies
and... and brownies.

633
01:03:14,781 --> 01:03:17,984
I would just bake for him
if I knew he was coming over.

634
01:03:21,421 --> 01:03:22,989
And, um...

635
01:03:24,424 --> 01:03:26,558
...then one day, I...

636
01:03:26,560 --> 01:03:29,628
I noticed that he started
spending more time with me

637
01:03:29,630 --> 01:03:31,799
in the kitchen
than with my brother.

638
01:03:34,635 --> 01:03:37,304
And he was really popular,
you know?

639
01:03:44,145 --> 01:03:46,245
So, uh...

640
01:03:46,247 --> 01:03:48,582
one day,
we were in the basement.

641
01:03:50,819 --> 01:03:53,254
He started to give me a massage.

642
01:03:57,158 --> 01:03:58,827
I liked it.

643
01:04:00,027 --> 01:04:02,363
So... I let him do it.

644
01:04:04,999 --> 01:04:08,336
I remember he was snacking
on Goldfish and...

645
01:04:09,937 --> 01:04:13,842
...when he went in to kiss me,
there was still one in his mouth.

646
01:04:16,278 --> 01:04:19,181
I can't...
actually eat them anymore.

647
01:04:23,952 --> 01:04:25,687
Anyways, he, um...

648
01:04:28,691 --> 01:04:30,626
...he... he tried to go further.

649
01:04:35,698 --> 01:04:38,868
I pushed him off,
but he kept trying.

650
01:04:40,703 --> 01:04:43,704
I guess I was yelling
or something...

651
01:04:43,706 --> 01:04:45,308
'cause my brother...

652
01:04:46,309 --> 01:04:50,379
...came down and basically threw him
off of me and beat the shit out of him.

653
01:04:54,885 --> 01:04:56,652
Bruce was crazy...

654
01:04:58,889 --> 01:05:01,388
...calling me a tease and...

655
01:05:01,390 --> 01:05:03,894
whatever he could think of.

656
01:05:09,232 --> 01:05:11,735
I think he was embarrassed,
really.

657
01:05:14,404 --> 01:05:17,039
This little nothing girl
turning him down.

658
01:05:22,513 --> 01:05:24,548
That's how it started.

659
01:05:26,416 --> 01:05:29,253
The next day at school,
he spread the rumour.

660
01:05:31,355 --> 01:05:35,693
Took a really...
really long time to shake it.

661
01:05:40,030 --> 01:05:42,364
Him and my brother
never spoke again.

662
01:05:42,366 --> 01:05:44,767
So, um...

663
01:05:44,769 --> 01:05:47,037
Yeah, that...
that's what happened.

664
01:05:54,779 --> 01:05:56,581
You're not nothing.

665
01:05:59,584 --> 01:06:00,953
Thanks.

666
01:06:22,741 --> 01:06:25,141
Remember when we first met,
you would tell me

667
01:06:25,143 --> 01:06:28,614
about all the pottery classes you
took and all the books you'd read?

668
01:06:29,982 --> 01:06:33,452
I really did read all those books.

669
01:06:35,120 --> 01:06:38,422
Maybe I made up the bits
about the pottery.

670
01:06:38,424 --> 01:06:41,191
Yeah. No matter how many times I asked,

671
01:06:41,193 --> 01:06:43,861
nothing would ever materialize.

672
01:06:45,197 --> 01:06:47,466
It was always
still in the kiln.

673
01:06:50,770 --> 01:06:53,504
I wanted you to think
that I was smart...

674
01:06:53,506 --> 01:06:55,105
and cultured.

675
01:06:55,107 --> 01:06:57,308
I did.

676
01:06:57,310 --> 01:06:59,212
You are.

677
01:07:01,781 --> 01:07:05,017
You know,
when it was just the two of us,

678
01:07:05,019 --> 01:07:07,652
before the kids,

679
01:07:07,654 --> 01:07:10,355
I used to go through my day
just...

680
01:07:10,357 --> 01:07:14,026
collecting little stories and...

681
01:07:14,028 --> 01:07:16,028
pieces of things that happened,

682
01:07:16,030 --> 01:07:18,731
and I couldn't wait
to tell you about it.

683
01:07:21,902 --> 01:07:24,371
And then at some point, I...

684
01:07:25,973 --> 01:07:28,042
...it just didn't seem worth it.

685
01:07:32,380 --> 01:07:35,383
I'm sorry, Carla,
for fucking this up for us.

686
01:07:43,691 --> 01:07:45,259
I'm sorry.

687
01:07:47,495 --> 01:07:50,164
I'm sorry
I stopped giving a shit.

688
01:08:36,612 --> 01:08:39,447
Uh, need any help
with these?

689
01:08:39,449 --> 01:08:40,950
Hi.

690
01:08:43,753 --> 01:08:46,554
Yes, I do. That would...
that would be great. Thank you.

691
01:08:46,556 --> 01:08:49,323
- Mm-hmm.
- You can put this crap... - Okay.

692
01:08:49,325 --> 01:08:53,130
- Grab... some of those and... and pop 'em in the back.
- Okay, yeah.

693
01:08:59,970 --> 01:09:01,903
- I'll take this.
- Thanks. - Yeah.

694
01:09:12,916 --> 01:09:16,253
The poem is really beautiful.
Who is it?

695
01:09:16,987 --> 01:09:18,355
Uh, me.

696
01:09:19,590 --> 01:09:21,993
- You wrote that?
- Yeah.

697
01:09:32,937 --> 01:09:34,704
I like that colour.

698
01:09:34,706 --> 01:09:36,606
Oh.

699
01:09:36,608 --> 01:09:39,809
Yeah, it's stupid.
I thought it was fun.

700
01:09:39,811 --> 01:09:41,446
It's just, um...

701
01:09:42,947 --> 01:09:44,680
It's called Jade Dragon.

702
01:09:44,682 --> 01:09:45,982
Mm.

703
01:09:45,984 --> 01:09:48,451
Jade Dragon.

704
01:10:24,057 --> 01:10:26,925
It's all hidden by the snow
right now,

705
01:10:26,927 --> 01:10:29,861
but you should see it.
It's really amazing.

706
01:10:29,863 --> 01:10:31,428
It's already amazing.

707
01:10:34,333 --> 01:10:38,004
- You can put that right there.
- Over here?

708
01:10:49,082 --> 01:10:51,017
Here.

709
01:10:52,018 --> 01:10:53,353
Thanks.

710
01:10:59,593 --> 01:11:01,759
It's so different up here.

711
01:11:01,761 --> 01:11:03,264
Yeah, I know.

712
01:11:14,775 --> 01:11:17,044
Yeah, my... my dad uses one.

713
01:11:17,912 --> 01:11:20,579
I always thought it was weird,

714
01:11:20,581 --> 01:11:23,283
but then... I dunno,
I understood it.

715
01:11:23,285 --> 01:11:25,620
- Yeah.
- It felt masculine.

716
01:11:29,790 --> 01:11:33,295
You know I've seen you before
at the market.

717
01:11:34,296 --> 01:11:37,132
All those times
before you came up to me.

718
01:11:40,302 --> 01:11:43,236
I actually started
to look forward to it.

719
01:11:43,238 --> 01:11:45,307
Feeling you watching me.

720
01:12:04,860 --> 01:12:06,626
I didn't mean to...

721
01:12:06,628 --> 01:12:09,165
No, no, no. It's me. I, uh...

722
01:12:11,500 --> 01:12:12,969
Fuck.

723
01:12:14,771 --> 01:12:17,972
You just don't know
what it's been like.

724
01:12:17,974 --> 01:12:21,108
This knot... in my stomach.

725
01:12:21,110 --> 01:12:23,980
Everywhere I go,
I think I see you.

726
01:12:26,349 --> 01:12:29,384
My throat is dry all the time.
My head is hazy.

727
01:12:29,386 --> 01:12:32,989
I... I don't even fucking get dressed in
the morning without thinking about you.

728
01:12:36,559 --> 01:12:37,994
C'mere.

729
01:12:40,364 --> 01:12:41,864
C'mere.

730
01:12:44,868 --> 01:12:46,567
Look, I-I'm sorry. I'm...

731
01:12:46,569 --> 01:12:50,007
That was so fucking, like,
moronic of me. I...

732
01:13:08,826 --> 01:13:11,160
What? What? What's the matter?

733
01:13:11,162 --> 01:13:13,062
- Oh!
- No, I'm sorry. I'm sorry...

734
01:13:13,064 --> 01:13:14,998
- No, no!
- I fucked up!

735
01:13:15,000 --> 01:13:18,167
No, no, no. I'm going through
a really hard time right now.

736
01:13:18,169 --> 01:13:21,704
I'm going through a really hard time
right now. I'm in the middle of a divorce,

737
01:13:21,706 --> 01:13:26,244
and, um, he wants to take the garden
from me, because he's a fucking asshole.

738
01:13:28,413 --> 01:13:30,749
I just...

739
01:13:31,616 --> 01:13:34,017
You must be so freaked out
right now.

740
01:13:34,019 --> 01:13:37,053
No, no.
Uh, I-I-I know how it is.

741
01:13:37,055 --> 01:13:39,756
- No, I can't...
- If-if you... want...

742
01:13:39,758 --> 01:13:42,525
want me to stay, I...
we can talk.

743
01:13:42,527 --> 01:13:45,862
I can't believe I unloaded
all this crap on you.

744
01:13:45,864 --> 01:13:49,532
If... if you ever want to...
talk...

745
01:13:49,534 --> 01:13:52,071
No.

746
01:13:54,440 --> 01:13:56,574
What is wrong with me?

747
01:13:58,077 --> 01:14:00,279
You're a fucking teenager!

748
01:14:04,283 --> 01:14:06,085
Well, uh...

749
01:14:07,086 --> 01:14:09,287
...thanks for...

750
01:14:09,289 --> 01:14:10,788
everything.

751
01:14:10,790 --> 01:14:13,123
Uh...

752
01:14:43,491 --> 01:14:45,959
<i>Sometimes,
when I'm lying in bed...</i>

753
01:14:47,328 --> 01:14:50,098
<i>...I think back to when
I didn't know her at all.</i>

754
01:14:51,999 --> 01:14:54,500
When she was a question mark...

755
01:14:54,502 --> 01:14:56,938
and I had to fill in
all the blanks.

756
01:14:59,340 --> 01:15:01,142
She was perfect then.

757
01:15:04,345 --> 01:15:06,447
And as I got to know her...

758
01:15:09,283 --> 01:15:11,518
...something amazing happened.

759
01:15:11,520 --> 01:15:13,287
I loved her more.

760
01:15:15,357 --> 01:15:17,524
This is something
I could actually feel.

761
01:15:17,526 --> 01:15:21,361
Each day, I... could feel...

762
01:15:21,363 --> 01:15:24,364
my love growing,
like an affliction.

763
01:15:24,366 --> 01:15:28,570
My heart was growing so big and so
full, it was actually making me choke.

764
01:15:29,371 --> 01:15:31,039
Mm-hmm. Okay.

765
01:15:34,309 --> 01:15:36,979
So here we go from this...

766
01:15:38,480 --> 01:15:39,980
...this bare canvas,

767
01:15:39,982 --> 01:15:42,384
and all those years in between
and...

768
01:15:43,051 --> 01:15:45,318
now to that same canvas,

769
01:15:45,320 --> 01:15:46,889
but now...

770
01:15:51,760 --> 01:15:54,330
...there are...
there are too many colours.

771
01:16:00,203 --> 01:16:01,903
It's all muddy, right?

772
01:16:01,905 --> 01:16:04,238
And I wish I could take
some of that away,

773
01:16:04,240 --> 01:16:07,341
I wish I could take some of
the paint away, but I can't.

774
01:16:07,343 --> 01:16:11,781
It's, uh, it's dry, you know.
I can't... I can't change it.

775
01:16:17,020 --> 01:16:20,790
I guess... I guess, uh, what I'm
trying to get around to is...

776
01:16:22,792 --> 01:16:25,229
...that I'm realizing
that I like it.

777
01:16:29,600 --> 01:16:34,436
That... this muddy painting is...
it's beautiful in its own way.

778
01:16:34,438 --> 01:16:37,608
The colours all stacked up
on top of each other.

779
01:16:43,247 --> 01:16:45,617
It's substantial, you know?

780
01:16:48,719 --> 01:16:50,555
It's heavy.

781
01:16:55,560 --> 01:16:56,827
Carla?

782
01:16:58,630 --> 01:17:00,632
Do you feel the same way?

783
01:17:14,079 --> 01:17:15,647
Ma?

784
01:17:16,982 --> 01:17:18,350
Ma!

785
01:17:23,656 --> 01:17:25,458
What the fuck?

786
01:17:30,296 --> 01:17:31,664
Hey.

787
01:17:33,499 --> 01:17:37,670
Okay, why don't we all just take
a minute and talk about this?

788
01:17:40,506 --> 01:17:44,041
No, I'm going crazy with all
this passive-aggressive bullshit.

789
01:17:44,043 --> 01:17:46,644
Either end it or don't.
For godssake,

790
01:17:46,646 --> 01:17:48,279
I've been holding my breath
for months.

791
01:17:48,281 --> 01:17:51,117
- Honey, please.
- Ah, who gives a shit?

792
01:18:13,674 --> 01:18:16,209
I don't think
I've ever seen you cry.

793
01:18:18,912 --> 01:18:22,349
- I'm allergic to ragweed, so...
- Where you going?

794
01:18:26,553 --> 01:18:28,723
Do you want me to come with you?

795
01:19:36,992 --> 01:19:41,261
Now we're just tossing. Alright, let's see 'em.

796
01:19:41,263 --> 01:19:42,799
Come on.

797
01:19:52,475 --> 01:19:55,443
- I thought you had asthma.
- So did they.

798
01:19:55,445 --> 01:19:57,313
Oh, yeah?

799
01:20:04,822 --> 01:20:09,157
<i>And years later, when I was
in my thirties and drank red wine,</i>

800
01:20:09,159 --> 01:20:12,830
<i>people called me Howard and asked
me stupid questions at parties...</i>

801
01:20:13,864 --> 01:20:16,667
<i>...I'd realize
it had all meant something.</i>

802
01:20:23,207 --> 01:20:25,607
<i>If you asked me
to pick out one,</i>

803
01:20:25,609 --> 01:20:28,343
<i>a moment that made me,</i>

804
01:20:28,345 --> 01:20:30,779
<i>that shaped me,</i>

805
01:20:30,781 --> 01:20:33,348
<i>I'd probably take a deep breath,</i>

806
01:20:33,350 --> 01:20:36,285
<i>look you square in the eye</i>

807
01:20:36,287 --> 01:20:38,688
<i>and say:</i>

808
01:20:38,690 --> 01:20:40,625
<i>Hell if I know.</i>

809
01:20:44,698 --> 01:20:47,196
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