Smasmortion

Musik: -Ash pulled his car into the parking lot, pushing it into park and slowly killing the engine. He looked over at Steph and reached his hand over to give hers a slight squeeze.- "You okay?"
Alexithymiaa: -She sat with her forehead pressed against the window as they pulled into the parking, sucking in a deep breath and sort of just mumbling. "Perfect..."-
Musik: "I know.." -He said pushing the door open to walk around to open her door for her.-
Alexithymiaa: -She nearly fell out of the car when he opened the door for her because she was steal leaning on it, lifting her eyes to just stare at him for a moment before climbing out to her feet reluctantly. She basically dragging herself up the front walkway and into the hospital, stopping at the front desk and just staring at the woman who watched her approach like wtf is this bitch doing.-
Musik: -He walked behind her, moving to stand next to her at the desk. He waited for Steph to say something before looking to the lady.- "Hi.. We have an appointment. Stephanie Robinson." -He said watching the nurse.-
Alexithymiaa: -She dropped her eyes to stare at her feet, turning away from the front desk and keeping her mouth shut as she just went quietly to take a seat. // The nurse nodded, scanning her computer. "I'll let the doctor know you're here."-
Musik: -He sent a soft nod before turning back to walk over to where she sat down, sitting down next to her. He sunk down into the chair, running his hands over his pant legs.-
Alexithymiaa: -She twisted her hands around in her lap uncomfortably, her pulse hammering in her ears until she heard her name being called by one of the nurses. Her head snapped up to stare at the nurse holding her chart, swallowing hard and turning her head to look at Ash. "
Alexithymiaa: (Noooo)
Alexithymiaa: -She twisted her hands around in her lap uncomfortably, her pulse hammering in her ears until she heard her name being called by one of the nurses. Her head snapped up to stare at the nurse holding her chart, swallowing hard and turning her head to look at Ash. "You're coming, right? You're coming with me?"-
Musik: -He pushed up to his feet quickly, nodding.- "Of course.." -He said taking her hand and walking with her behind the nurse.-
Alexithymiaa: -She grabbed his hand tightly and turned to follow the nurse down the hallway, turning into one of the rooms and looking down at the folded hospital gown neatly placed on the bed, just staring at it. // The nurse turned to write a few things down, walking over to Steph and pushing the thermometer into her mouth. "Just need to record a few things before the doctor comes in." She recorded her temperature and then her blood pressure, listening to her heart and shit and writing it all down into her chart. "Just remove your clothing and please put on the gown. The doctor will be in shortly." With that, the nurse turned and walked out of the room, closing the door behind her.-
Musik: -He watched the nurse walk out and dropped his eyes down to his legs as he waited for Steph to change.-
Alexithymiaa: -She just stood and watched the nurse walk out for a long moment before slowly pulled her hoodie off, folding it neatly onto a square before shedding the rest of her clothes and pulling the gown on. Twisting her hands behind her back, she tied the little string that held it together, walking over to Ash and basically straight into him, pushing her face against his chest.-
Musik: -He wrapped his arms around her and dropped his head down to hers, leaning his cheek against it. He held onto her tightly, rubbing her shoulder gently not really saying anything.-
Alexithymiaa: -The doctor pushed the door open and stepped inside the room, closing the door behind him after a few nurses moved into the room. He looked at Steph and Ash with a sad face, setting her chart down on the little table. "So I reviewed your vitals, and we're just going to make a small change for the procedure today. I'm not comfortable with putting you under general anesthesia with your current state as is, so I'd much prefer to go the local anesthetic route to ensure the best possible outcome. Because of this, we're going to want to keep you onight just because I would feel better releasing you in the morning after monitoring and observation." He walked over to get a syringe, glancing to them. "If you'd just take a seat on the bed..." // Steph's face dropped when she found out she would be awake for it, her eyes darting back and forth between the doctor and Ash. "What? No. That's not what I agreed to. I don't want to do that. I'm not doing that."-
Musik: "Steph..I'm right here.. Here I.. I think I have.." -He shifted his hands to shove into his pockets, digging through them until he found his waded up headphones, quickly shuffling to untangle them.- "You can listen to music and just close your eyes. It'll be over before you know it." -He said keeping his eyes on the headphones as he untangled them, holding them out to her.-
Alexithymiaa: -The doctor turned to face them, walking over to the bed. "I promise once I administer the local you won't feel anything." // Steph let out a short breath and took the headphones from Ash, shoving them quickly into her ears and moving to grab her phone, plugging them in. She walked to the bed and took a seat, her hands clutching her phone desperately.-
Musik: "I can stay in here right?" -He asked looking at the doctor, giving him a look that he probably shouldn't say no to. He moved to stand next to the bed, placing his hand on Steph's shoulder.-
Alexithymiaa: -The doctor moved to Steph's side with the syringe,g0
Alexithymiaa: .
AlexithymiaaAlexithymiaa : (
Alexithymiaa: D
Alexithymiaa: (JENNY)
Musik: (Hi jenny)
Alexithymiaa: -The doctor moved to Steph's side with the syringe, giving her a gentle pat on the shoulder. "I need you to lean forward as far as you can go. We need to inject this into the base of your spine." His glance moved to Ash across the bed. "So long as you're not in the way of the nurses. It's imperative they're able to do their jobs." He gave Steph a little push further because no one ever cooperates completely on the first try, leaning over and pushing the thick needle into her spine. // Steph nearly jumped out of her fucking skin because FUCK THAT SHIT, her grip tightening on the phone in her hands and already beginning to sob.-
Musik: -He sent the doctor a nod, moving his hands to rub Steph's shoulders as they poked at her, leaning his head down to press his lips to her head.-
Alexithymiaa: -Once that shit was all in there I guess, the doctor stepped away and discarded the syringe, the nurses beginning to crowd around Steph as they leaned her back into the bed. The doctor stepped around toward Ash, gesturing to the couple of seats across the room. "Could you give us a bit of space please?" He moved around to one of the nurses, taking the tube thing that I'm making this up because I had to stop readig because it fucked me up. // Steph sat back in the bed, the tingling sensation swimming over her lower body. She reached out to grab the side of Ash's shirt when the nurses moved her legs to those stirrup things. Im nauseated.-
Musik: "I'm not leaving her side." -He spat and moved closer to the top of the bed so he was more out of their way, moving to pull Steph's hand from his shirt, holding onto her hand as he brought it up to his lips kissing it gently.-
Alexithymiaa: "Just... please be cautious..." The doctor sighed because he already foresaw this shit being a pain in the ass with Ash in the way. His eyes moved to the monitor they'd set up beside the bed, placing his gloved hand on her lower abdomen as he gently inserted this tube thing, watching the monitor and shit because there was definitely a camera on that because that's a thing now. // Despite the numbness in her legs and lower body, she felt the slight movement inside her, instantly losing her shit and letting out a blood curdling scream as she thrashed her upper body since she couldn't move her legs. "Stop! I don't want this!"-
MusikMusik Whisper: -He jumped when Steph screamed and moved his hands to put on her arms, looking down at her.- "Steph stop, it's gotta happen. Just calm down." -He said rubbing her arms gently.-
Alexithymiaa: "Ms. Robinson, you need to stay still!" The doctor shouted over her screams. "If you don't stay still it could cause irreparable damage!" His eyes moved back to the monitor, turning the suction of the tube on and beginning to vacuum that bitch out of there. The nurses moved in on either side of her to try to hold her down as best as they could without being dicks. // She squirmed under everyone's hands, the tears pouring down her face, her words just incoherant sobs.-
Musik: "Steph please..." -He said moving to stand behind the bed, i guess that's a thing, placing his hands on either side of her head, leaning his head down to press his forehead to hers, probably resisting the urge to hit the doctor because he's all sad and shit.-
AlexithymiaaAlexithymiaa : -The doctor finished his thing and removed the tube, setting it to the side on the small rolling table. He pushed up and walked around to one side of Steph as the nurses let go, carefully removing her legs from the stirrups since she wouldnt be able to really do that herself. "Everythings okay. You're finished. Just take a few deep breaths for me." He reached for her wrist, pushing his fingers over the inside and holding them there as he glanced at his watch. // Steph breathed heavily, her skin coated in a slick sheen, her eyes still squeezed shut. "Please stop touching me... please..."-
Musik: -He moved his hands from her face, pushing to stand up straight. He swallowed hard and looked at the doctor, clenching his jaw tightly.-
AlexithymiaaAlexithymiaa : -He gently put her arm back down, moving his hands to her abdomen as he gently pressed his fingers into her flesh. "I'm almost done, I promise. Everything feels good." // She started to hyperventilate, struggling to try to move to the far end of the bed away from the doctor. "Stop. Stop!"-
Musik: -He moved to push the doctor's hand away from her, placing his hands on her shoulders.- "Robin calm down. It's okay."
AlexithymiaaAlexithymiaa : -The doctor sighed, removing his hands and turning to face Ash. "I need to make sure her organs feel alright. Sir, please." // "It's not okay. I can't. I can't...." She wiggled in the bed, her legs trembling as she moved her hands to try to move her legs, dragging them upward to bend at the knees.-
Musik: "Yeah and you can see she's freaking the fuck out so give her a fucking minute. Sir." -He snapped and dropped his eyes back down to Steph, petting her head gently.- "Robin take a deep breath.. Please."
Alexithymiaa: -The doctor took a step back and crossed his arms over his chest, clearly annoyed that he couldnt just do his job. And this asshole has no bedside manner. // She struggled to take deep breaths, her eyes staring straight at Ash. She moved her hand to pull the earbuds from her ears, setting it down beside her on the bed and moving her hand to take his.-
Musik: -He took her hand and leaned down to kiss her forehead gently, leaving his lips there.-
Alexithymiaa: -The doctor walked back over, moving around one side of the bed as he started to speak. "The nurses will be in once your local starts to wear off. It's normal to feel a tingling in your legs as well as a pins and needles sensation. If you feel any discomfort, don't hesitate to let the nurses know and they'll be able to help you." He abruptly turned and walked out of the room, letting the door close behind him to leave them alone. // Steph let her eyes close as she listened to the doctor, her voice small and hoarse from yelling. "I feel sick..."-
Musik: -He walked over to grab that pink container thing that's always in hospital rooms. He walked back over to the bed, holding it next to her so she could puke.-
Alexithymiaa: -She took a deep breath and then leaned over, expelling into the the plastic container. She sighed and leaned back, turning her head away from him, closing her eyes.-
Musik: -He turned his head so he didn't ave to watch her puke, then walked over to the sink to rinse out the container. He walked back over to her and pulled the blanket up over her, easing down into the chair next to her bed, placing his hand over hers.-
Alexithymiaa: -She moved her free hand to push her sweaty hair from her forehead, keeping her eyes closed as she spoke in a whisper. "Thank you... for not leaving..."-
Musik: "I told you I'm not going anywhere, Robin." -He said leaning down to lay his head on top of their hands, rubbing her hand gently with his thumb.-
Alexithymiaa: -She nodded her head gently, suddenly drained of all energy because I imagine this takes a lot out of you. Her head slumped to one side and she just passed the fuck out.-
Musik: -He didn't sleep he probably cried.-